#ik i cant draw humans ok....

[catsurfavs]

Ok i trust tumblr to not kill me for drawing humans (albeit ugly)

[dreamsy990]

rough sketches for designs of all the pt for the wof au! (also more akechi and better joker here)

thoughts + closeups under the cut

i tried to give proper justification for all the pt to have their codenames here which for a handful of them meant their names are just. shortened versions of something else. so crow is short for crow poison. aka false garlic. its a type of flower :3. i mean theororetically crow would be a valid name but hes a rainwing here and it didnt seem like a very fitting name with that in mind? but theres a couple rainwings named after flowers i think. hes a rainwing for obvious reasons i think. id like to think hed have a very light color palette that shifts to this when he gives up trying to hide who he is. youuu can see that lighter palette in the art i linked earlier.

fox! which is short for snowfox. yes i know snowfox is a real canon name but yknow what else is canon? icewings have a big list of names they go down. so his name is snowfox. i dont have anything else to say here. like ofc hes an icewing hes YUSUKE. id like to think he left the ice kingdom to go to jade mountain (bc is it a wof au without jade mountain) to "broaden his horizons as an artist". which would be how he meets the other guys

skull! is it his real name? hes not telling! i am the least happy with his design tbh.

ORACLE!! her real name is beetle but she likes to go by oracle instead. i struggled a bit on what tribe to make her actually. originally i wanted her to be either part or fully rainwing? because i thought her using her camoflauge to hide from people in crowded places could be fun. but eventually i decided i not to do that. i dont think theres any hybrids in this cast actually? might actually change my mind on that to make noir half leafwing but shh. anyways i think a bug is fitting for her. so she gets to be a hivewing. no abilities for her shes just a little guy

JOKER!! i think it would be fun if joker IS his real name but people think its an alias. his design was easy as shit. ofc hes a nightwing ofc hes got big red stars on his wings hes JOKER. not pictured is morgana also! mona is jokers """pet""" scavenger who speaks dragon. congrats mona you finally get to be human! too bad its in the dragon au. anyways might post a morgana drawing whenever i clean up his design

violet! (named after the violet copper butterfly). her sisters name and the name she uses for a while is rose (named after the common rose butterfly). i ALSO kinda considered her being a rainwing (literally changing herself to look more like her sister) but decided silkwing was a better choice,,,,, im really happy with her design ok

PANTHER!! that is her actual name btw. MY FIRST THOUGHT FOR THIS AU WAS SKYWING ANN I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF SHE WAS ANYTHING ELSE,,,, ik skywings cant have blue eyes unless theyre firescales or sky but shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanted to,,,,,, canon is what i want it to be.

queen is short for queenfish! she was a bit of an afterthought sorry </3. but shes a seawing! good for her <3

AND NOIIIRRRR!! i wanted her to be a mudwing as soon as i thought about it for more than a second. design wise i dont have much to say but i think storywise it might be cool if she was an only child and her father (in an incrdible rare move for a mudwing) was actually a present figure in her life. leading her to be kinda isolated from her peers and giving her a big reason to be very attached to him. idk its just thoughts rn. i dont have a clear story in mind yet. anyways those are my dragon thieves i hope you liked them

[peaterookie]

I FORGOT ABOUT THE POKEMON MYSTERY DUNGEON AU NOOO OMG OK.I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THESE

IMPULSIVE MASTERPOST TIME!! ABOUT ALL MY AUS

Merman Lupin 🐟

obviously we've talked much about merman lupin, my favorite child. if you havent caught up on them please check out these two!! posts!!

Swap AU 🔄

its like underswap but with lupin that's crazy. here's a minipost about it. i might rework some shit but here's a basic rundown of who's swapping roles with who

Lupin 🔄 Goe

Jigen 🔄 Fujiko

Zenigata 🔄 Melon ig??

there's genuinely not a sixth recurring character to use sorry..

Demon Angel AU 😇😈

these emojis are funny

this one is just kinda. there. im not interested in making it a thing i just kinda like making cool designs. funnily enough, the demon lupin is my pfp all this time, that's kinda how it started. then i naturally got goemon tied up in this as per usual and made him an angle

here's their designs i literally changed nothing for lupin ong

goemon imo is fire though. the rundown of this story is that goemon is tasked to fucking kill lupin!!! but he keeps failing because hes stupid and lupins just like haha ur funny woww then silly things ensue. jigens also there and hes also a demon but he can turn into like a hellhound. yeah i just made this up on the fly haha

ok so the other lupin fallen angel au is genuinely shitty so let's not even talk about it lets skip to the omori one!!!

OMORI AU 🪻🌌

I DONT. KNOW WHY I MADE THIS.HELP BUT NGL ITS PRETTY COOL

SPOILERS FOR OMORI GAME IF YOU WOULD LIKE NO SPOILERS PLEASE SCROLL DOWN TO THE NEXT AU OK HERE WE GO

ok!! so i remember i made a drawing for this but it really wasnt the concept i was truly going for yknow?

the idea is this:

omori/sunny - jigen 🌷

kel - lupin 🌵

hero - zenigata 🌹

aubrey - melon 🪻

basil - goemon 🌻

mari - fujiko 🪷 (ik this isnt the flower but its the closest to lily ok)

so yeah this story jigen is the one that kills fujiko (my friend and i made a joke that jigen did it on purpose cuz yknow. we love to joke that jigen hates fujiko) it kinda works like typical omor so you can just imagine the rest. yeah i wasnt that creative with this .

you can even imagine it as a super unserious story and goemons the only sane human that's traumatized by all of this. the poor guy he cant catch a break in any universe HELP if anyone wants to steal this idea? go wild baby

SPOILER ENDS

Cookie Run AU 🍪

this shall be saved for a future post. just know that i am COOKING (haha get it? post here

Undertale AU ❤️

woooaoaaooa sorry

this was a joke au tbh did you really think i assigned everyone a charac-yes

yes i did. sorry worm

SPOILERS FOR UNDE- no i don't care. its undertale

frisk - jigen im sorry for giving you the blank slate i genuinely didnt know where to put you

flowey/asriel - lupin jr. (i wanted to give him some feeling of relevance

toriel - fujiko for obvious reasons

asgore - lupin yeah he murders children. typical day man

sans - melon cop giving you a bad time

papyrus - zenigata

undyne - goemon. goemoncore

alphys - kyosuke mamo ong

mettaton - pycal. yeah.

chara - that girl lupin jr was with i forgot her name....

uh i guess gaster can be gnome mamo thatd be funny

PMD Sky AU ☁️ ⚙️

i genuinely almost forgot about this

i remember fixating a bit on the pmd universe during december 2022 and so i made this drawing to accompany lupin month (which i failed miserably at

let me summarize the plot for this decade old game

*inhales*

you wake up in the pokemon world and realize you have turned into a pokemon! meaning you were human before!? ur pokemon partner finds you on the beach, traumadumps on you, then you get assaulted, and your partner forces you to join a guild with them because they have social anxiety. then time travel gets involved and this grovyle dude starts stealing time gears and people think hes trying to stop time!! but no!! he's trying to prevent it!! and then this dusknoir guy who you thought was a good guy stops being good and is working under dialga who wants to stop time !! and then you, your partner, and grovyle gets sent to the future and everything's shit so you find shiny celebi to go back to the present and stop the world from paralyzing!!!! also you find out that when you were a human you were friends with grovyle and when you and grovyle went back to the present you lost ur memory and turned into a pokemon (cuz time stuff)

*exhales* whew.

ok yeah, so to put this in a lupin context, lupin(zorua) and jigen(murkrow) are the protag and partner, who joined the guild purely cuz jigen had nothing going on in his life and lupin convinces him that the cool rock he found could lead to cool stuff if they join the wigglytuff guild and stuff

(uhm i havent really figured out who would be wigglytuff sooo yeah hes there as a placeholder)

when the Shit Goes Down, they meet fujiko(vulpix) who is the grovyle of this au and they think she's the bad one due to zenigata's (who stays as dusknoir) manipulation.

and goemon is the shiny celebi, if you dont know celebi has a crush on grovyle and grovyle's also shipped a lot with dusknoir so its kinda like a cute goemon x fujiko x zeni couple hehe

if we wanna go in depth with my pkmon choices, i picked zorua for lupin because it is a pokemon capable of disguising as anything. jigen is a murkrow because of the hat and their tendency to follow. fujiko is a vulpix because it feels right for her to be a red fox. also ninetales just didn't feel right. goemon and zeni kept the og pokemon because i felt that it fits. also celebi's the only other pokemon aside from dialga that can time travel, so there wasn't much of an option to begin with.

...that was a lot! but i just remember another au. the LAST au hopefully trust

Kirby AU ⭐

woaw!!

there's no extra info or kirby lore needed to understand this au. they still steal shit, they're just kirby characters now!

in the drawing i have right here, lupin is a waddle dee because of their monkey-like appearance. but I've changed him to a key dee after that drawing because they unlock doors and are much more monkey-like than original waddle dees.

jigen is a waddle doo. there's no deep reason for this, he just really fits as a doo.

goemon is the same species as meta knight. they're both swordsmen so i decided to go with that. i tried keeping the knights notif for his design but with a more japanese feel, still partially hiding his face, and giving him gloves and shoes. i imagine before he became friends with lupin his body would look much more similar to the knight characters.

oh my god ok im gojng to sleep now

to date me you have to defeat my 7 evil lupin aus

[jamverse]

still not entirely sure if and how submissions work so hopefully this works?

ok this could be wildly ooc but I couldnt stop thinking about it and also I drew the first panel like a week after I finished the others so sorry if theres any inconsistencies 

your characters are just fun to draw my dude

OK SO I SAW THIS LIKE RIGHT BEFORE I HAD TO LEAVE FOR WORK THIS MORNING AND IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT ALL FUCKING DAY. HOLY SHIT.

“aircraft warning light looking-ass”… GET him amaranth. god. thank u for reminding me im really gonna have to learn to drag my characters if im gonna be writing someone like amaranth.  anyway im losing my mind i love this thank you 

[kin-the-muffin]

GUYS

WHY DO I KEEP NOT SEEING THINGS UNTIL THE DAY AFTER THEY COME

for those who are unaware:

I AM GOING TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

more of my screaming under the cut

ok so we’re starting right where we left off and OMIGOSH THE HUG I CANT HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

gus helping w the dishes is so sweet!! and amity omigosh this girl. not to mention camila is just taking it so coolly?? what am i saying, shes probably freaking out inside

I HAVE NEVER HATED A BAND-AID BOX IN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I WILL NEVER DO SO MORE THAN I DO NOW IM GONNA CRY

is it just me or does it seem like luz is in shock? shes acting like everything’s fine, and not the way she acted in reaching out either, more like shes numb or something 🥺

hunter, bb, why would they hate you cuz youre a clone of caleb? that doesnt make you him. plus i dont actually think that caleb was ever a witch hunter in the first place. also, youre not helping luz. ily <3

why luz gotta blame herself, she couldn’t have ever known something like this would happen. and im not sure how time travel works in the owl house but id be willing to bet that even if she hadnt helped philip, he would have found someone else willing to be monster bait instead of her and lilith

‘we’ll tell them, when we’re ready’ girl that aint ever gonna happen. the way things go when ppl say stuff like that is that the thing gets pushed off until the characters cant help but slam right into it, no countermeasures to soften the blow. i am very worried about how this is gonna affect willow and amity.

AMITY’S LINGERING GAZE ON LUZ MA HEART AAAAAAA

ik there were some people who were worried that the gang wasnt gonna be ok with vee so im glad that they like her :)

well, glad to know that the philip-goo is, in fact, alive. screw that

gus nerding-out with all of the stuff in the basement XD (also camila why is there so much random stuff in your basement? 👀)

HUNTER NO STOP WHY WOULD YOU- UGH I THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING OVER THIS

hunters little smile at gus :>

amity and willow protecting vee from the alarm clock, i cant- *wheeze*

ALL THE BABY PICTURES OF LUZ ARE SO CUTE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WISH I COULD SEE THEM BETTER HHH I CANT WAIT A WEEK!!!!

willow looks so cute with her hair down i swear

MONTAGE BABYYYYYYYY

OMIGOSH ITS A MONTAGE INSIDE A MONTAGE

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO GLAD THEY DROPPED THE ‘luzity’ CRAP AND DID LUMITY

THE PICTURES ARE SO CUTE, IM GONNA- *dies*

‘HI IM BI’ IF I COME OUT, THIS IS HOW IM DOING IT

LUZ AND AMITY’S GRINS AT CAMILA THEY ALL LOOK SO HAPPY AND AMITY IS BLUSHING

gus, i love you so much for that, the rainbow and everything

their drawings of their families are so cuuuuuuuute (and amity not drawing karen HA)

WAIT IS WILLOW WEARING A SHIRT WITH A SHOOTING STAR?????? YALL KNOW DANA DID THAT FOR ALEX YALL KNOW IT

CAMILA’S RAINBOW HEART STICKER

VEE’S LITTLE TRANSITION WAS SO CUTE

HUNTER

MY DUDE

WHY DID YOU EVEN LET YOUR HAIR GET THAT LONG

AND WHY DO YOU HAVE THAT BOOK

(our first real look at caleb???)

OK BUT SERIOUSLY HE LOOKS SO GOOD WITH THAT NEW HAIRCUT I’LL ADMIT I WAS WORRIED BUT THEY PULLED IT OFF!

idk what they were doing but the portal kinda worked for a second, before it, yknow, combusted

what even is that blob, i dont even wanna try to guess whats in it (THEY ALL LOOK SO PROUD OF THEMSELVES, MY BABIES)

amity’s look of wonder at the rain, my beloved <3<3

im so happy they got to have some fun after all the trauma, they really needed it

do i even need to say anything about luz and amity in the rain

luz’s drawing skills have gotten so much better!!! (dat trauma tho. the depression that she cant have everything she wants in one world. in the human realm, she has her mom and vee but in the demon realm, she can do magic and has her best friends (and gf) and eda and king)

looks like her palisman has yet to arrive :(

darnit shes back at school (i wonder how she figured that all out)

thank you for coming to my ted talk, now back to your regularly-scheduled reblogs

[meganwasbored]

The Dragon Prince Thoughts Season 1 Episodes 7-9

Episode 7

-“good try, doggies” she’s so cute

-RAYLAS HUMAN IMPRESSION I CANT

-“snow elf.”

-“I need something more personal than a shirt”

“Underwear?”

HHAHAHHA

-also if Soren or Claudia make any bad choices in the future I’ve decided that it is not their fault in the slightest thank you

-When Rayla said she was gonna ask nicely I didn’t think she was actually gonna ask nicely

-“I’m just a simple human girl who like the human things like bread and complaining all the time!”

“No, you’re an elf!”

“Fine I’m an elf.”

-bruh if that didn’t get it off what the heck will

-ELLIS AND AVA’S BACKSTORY OH MY GOSH

-“There she is! She’s an elf!” BRO WHYD YOU HAVE TO EXPOSE HER LIKE THAT WHATD SHE DO TO YOU

Episode 8

-ELLIS IS BACK

-even if the healer can heal her hand it wouldn’t be any use because the band is still on

-could not be more unrelated but I just remembered that Callum mentioned a jerk face dance in episode 1 or 2 and I can’t even describe how much I NEED to see that

-“How do you plan for indescribable terrors? I feel like you need to be able to describe them first”

-“Flash! Woof! Whoosh! Slish-slash!”

“…is he okay?” “I think he’s finally cracked under the pressure”

-“Callum you may be a dummy but you’re not a fool!”

-don’t worry Callum, I appreciate your weird way of explaining plans

-bruh why does Viren even care about the elf anymore

-if y’all don’t start appreciating Callum’s humor RIGHT NOW-

-Bait you had one job

-I can’t believe they almost got killed by an oversized earthworm

-WHAT WAS IN THE BAG

-why am I getting weird vibes from Ellis all of the sudden is she gonna betray them or something? Like I have a feeling him telling her about the primal stone was a mistake but I can’t put my finger on why

-“knowing you is definitely worth losing a hand for” AWWWWW

-“I’m just a guy who can draw and make wry comments from time to time” yeah that’s why I love you what about it

-how did they just blind a creature with no eyes

-“Get zapped! Hahaha get zapped by the zap hand!” I love him so much

-“I knew whoosh should have been part of 🫡The Plan🫡”

-oh yeah and Ellis I’m sorry I ever doubted you

-WHAT DID VIREN DO TO THE ELF AND WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE NOW

-THE HECK DO YOU MEAN NO MIRACLE HEALER HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THIS

Episode 9

-boy the heck do you mean you can talk to animals how did we not know this

-like talk talk to them or just communicate cause those are two very different things

-“fitting in is boring anyway”

-so is this a magical ability or is he just really good with animals and he thinks it’s more than that because he’s a kid, like I’m not saying he’s lying but I also don’t blame them for not believing him

-“you might say it’s, the ka-tallest” HAHAHA that was funny idc

-hey for every only child out there who doesn’t know how to write an accurate sibling relationship, just watch Soren and Claudia

-bruh there’s MUMMIES in this universe???

-WAS THE MUMMY THE HEALER IS THE HEALER DEAD

-her hand looks so bad oh my gosh

-THAT FACE SCARED ME YALL KNOW I DONT DO JUMP SCARES

-Callum is me when I lose a spider

-“I’m disgusted, and a little impressed” hahahaha

-I don’t understand this animal thing at all he’s being so ominous about it

-“then you have to do the thing” JERKFACE DANCE????

-JERKFACE DANCE

-“I should have figured it out, they were all illusions” um no actually I think you investigated a little too much

-ok but is she gonna give the collar back tho cause ik we love Ava but she’s gonna have it rough without it

-ik for a fact the egg’s not dead cause the show is literally named after it so stop teasing me with this

-Callum honey great idea but we gotta think these things through

-OH MY GOSH ITS SO CUTE

-DRAGONDRAGONDRAGONDRAGON

-so he DOES know exactly what they’re saying?? Is there a magical explanation for this or do we just have to except it, I’m good either way I just wanna know

-you have GOT to be kidding me, the indestructible knife can’t cut the band but a dragon nibbles on it a little bit and it snaps?

-Zym has already done something amazing and he was literally just hatched, most useful character on the show rn

-that short gust of wind that blew in Soren’s face right after he said “couldn’t you do this someplace warmer” was personal

-I was gonna ask why no one but the old elf lady was phased by the giant purple beam of light but then I remembered everything they just went through to get up there

-is Viren gonna just look like that from now on I still don’t even know what he did to the elf, put him in a coin?? Does putting someone in a coin make you look like that?? Remind me to never put anyone in a coin

[okuyassified]

Lets kick this off with the sans...es..

INK SANS. #1 INK SANS.

classic [& papyrus]

[Gaster, grillby, toriel, asgor, undyne, alphys, MTT, Burger pants]

Swap [& papyrus

Fell [do u get it yet? And their alphys wowie wow wow]

Dream

Nightmare

Killer

Dust [not papyrus..]

Horror [& and papyrus! Also Tori]

Epic

Cross [a n d p a p y r u s]

[& Xgaster, mtt,muffet, aauuggh you get it the [ofage] monsters of xtale r hot]

Error

Fetal error

Error404

Geno

Reaper

Cant have sans without Nagito! Yeah.

..and byakuya..and kyoko..🦆

Yea, yea whatever

Now what kind of tumblr user would i be not to list Vincent/William

Along with Dave miller [Davetrap too], Jack kennedy n prize counter Matt [henry miller too]😋

Peter

Steven

Harry

Jake

Roger

Rabecca

Dsaf without dailtown? I think not :3!

GINGI!!!!!!!

Randy [my beloved..]

Oliver

Karen

Jerry

Mingus' furry fanart

Norm

Springtrap

Glitchtrap

Funtime freddy

...molton freddy

Funtime foxy

Balora?

Nightmare foxy

Nightmare fredbear

Mangle.

Withered bonnie🤫🧏‍♂️

Chika, and toy chika, surprised? If yes then you're lying.

[Oh I'm out of colors, REPEAT!!]

Spamton

Jevil

Choas king

Killer queen

Tasque manager 🤫🧏‍♂️

Werewires 🦆

Rouxls

Mr.Bob [a house for alisa]

Ian 😕 [classmates, guys with pink hair i tell yea]

Gotta sweep

Baldi

Principal of the thing

Null

Salad Fingers

Zim

Professor membrane

Nny [jthm] and devi

Mr Garrison [yes from South Park]

Peppino

Fake peppino

The noise [and noisette] not doise.

Pizzahead

The vigilante

Master shake

Frylock

The mooninites [mostly my human drawing of ignignokt]

The plutonians [specifically Emory, what can i say green is an attractive color]

Richard and Nichol watterson

AND MASAMI'S MOM GYATT DAYUMN..

Grim [the grim adventures of billy and mandy]

Nergal too

Pico [fnf, hes right next to ink sans! ]

Nene

BF

GF

Mommy mearest

Daddy dearest

Monster/lemon demon

SENPI GRAAA GRAAA

The tankmen

whitty

Kapi [hurry up and call me a fury]

Pim

Charlie

Alan

Shadow the hedgehog...

and eggman specifically in the live action movies

Xavier [renegade angel]

Saiki's mom and dad i always forget their names

REIGEN ARATAKA

and serizawa

Part 2 Joseph

Part 4 jotaro

Yoshikage Kira

Akira

Rohan too

Mista 🤫🧏‍♂️stinky

Bucciarati

Abbacchio

Diavolo

Risotto

Strickly part 6 dio also Pucci

JOLYNE MY BELOVED

ANASUI TOOOOOO

Weather report 😋

Johnny

Gyro

Hotpants

DIEGO GRAAAA GRAAAAAAA

GAPPY!!! or josuk8

L!!!

Light yagami

Rem...yes ok and ryuk

MISA MISA!!!!

Naomi

MATSUDA!!!! <333

Mikami

Makima😕

Aki :3

[and if I could stick it into a song it'd be the csm into cuz holy shit fuck man]

Himeno

BILL CYPHER, SOOS, STAN, AND FORD.

Husk☹️angel dust☹️adam☹️Blitz☹️Moxxie☹️Millie☹️Loona😋Fizz☹️Stolas☹️Verosika🦆Mammon☹️Asmodeus😋Bee🤫🧏‍♂️

Luigi

Bowser too, yea

Spongebob, mr krabs, plankton, Karen and sandy specifically in the live action musical,,,,,and cartoon..

Mugman..

King dice

The devil

Cagney flower

Cala maria

Mangosteen

The friggin hand eye ghost on the phantom express, does he have a name? Idk it

Beppi the clown

Real world Hero [omori]

Herobrine

Endermen

Zombies

Skeletons [withered too]

Magma cubes? Idk why either..

Ena [well yk Ena]

Scratch [the ghost]

Fred durst

Jon Davis

Matpat

Jay, kubzscouts

Josh Hutcherson ☠️...

Matthew lillard is a given

Sigh- Jake webber

Kevin and Veronica from shameless! and lets be *frank*, Frank too..

Slenderman.

Sirenhead

And more to come

[P.s ik thats *probably* not them all but s'what i remember rn]

this bitch @okuyassified

needs to be examined I swear to god I’m gonna put him in a lab and study him like he’s the next Covid 19 because the amount of weird ass hear me outs (SOME I ENDED UP AGREEING WITH???) this guy has is INSANE.

[horde-princess]

yes Utena reference is cool but the original script was more fitting because it kept the motif of a cliff and of falling and Catra caught Adora instead of throwing her and even dug her claws into her skin to not let her fall

😦😦 anon...... the whole power of that scene is in adora making the choice for herself to take catra’s hand and accept her love. it wasnt about adora being saved by catra it was about her finding freedom in the love they shared together

this scene was mainly about adora’s character growth and a promise callback wouldve put the focus more on catra’s. but actually, the real version is much more meaningful for catra as well bc it symbolizes catra going from a selfish corrupt version of love she learned as a child to a pure selfless one, loving without asking for anything in return. in confessing her love, reaching out her hand, she offered adora a path to save herself instead of just catching her from falling. its about offering adora that agency which she was denied her whole life.

ik this sounds like im reading too much into a hand hold lmao but trust me .. the utena reference..... ljsdljlkjdl ugh fuck i wasnt planning on writing this meta right now lmao 😭 but i rly think its important to fully appreciate this scene. ok ill explain the scenario in utena first then relate it back to catradora

so in revolutionary girl utena theres this girl named anthy who suffers the pain of the whole world’s misogynistic abuse. she’s manipulated into believing its her fate, that she has no power to change it, that she isn’t allowed to have her own desires. already we can draw some comparisons between anthy and adora right

its also important to know that one of rgu’s core themes is deconstructing the classic fairy tale “princess is saved by a heroic prince” story and using it as a metaphor for misogyny, criticizing how women are taught to believe we are damsels in distress awaiting a man to come save us. we’re taught to believe that’s what love is--submission, possession, manipulation. a power dynamic first and foremost. 

in utena, this theme of women being controlled vs. taking agency is directly tied to real world issues, while she-ra’s metaphors are much less obvious (kid friendly i suppose). but that doesnt make them less impactful. adora was controlled first by the horde, then by light hope, then finally by her own internalization of it all (pushed by sw again in the last couple of eps). the horde and the first ones represent a lot of different things: imperialism, religion as ive argued, but also a vague omnipresent force that oppresses people and manipulates them into suppressing their own desires--aka, misogyny and homophobia.

ok now i can actually get into the hand holding scene! what happens in rgu is utena (basically) confesses her love for anthy, which allows her to reach down into a “coffin” where anthy had existed for centuries and attempt to save her from her pain. anthy, however, resists, and is unable to actually fully hold hands with utena--partly because she isnt quite ready yet to take her own freedom. what’s important is that utena’s love is not what saves her but instead it inspires anthy to later save herself.

connecting this all back to she-ra... remember how catra tries to convince adora to wake up and she resists at first, saying “it’s too late, i failed.” until catra confesses that she loves her, and ONLY THEN is adora finally able to take catra’s hand in hers. it’s that same theme of love inspiring adora to choose to save herself instead of just being saved by someone. thats what the hand symbolism is about.

the reason its so brilliant how utena and she-ra tackle this idea of control vs. freedom is because no one quite experiences misogyny like a woman who loves other women. removing men from the equation completely really does make wlw a target for the thousand swords of humanity’s hatred (im sorry i cant explain this metaphor right now ldlkjfdjfld). Also, in the oppression of wlw, misogyny and homophobia are inseparable from each other, which is why we feel misogyny in such a terrible visceral way compared to straight women, and why we have both a unique power to see through society’s manipulation of women as well as a unique challenge to overcome it.

ok honestly........... i dont know where i was going with that dlfkjsfls except to show how wlw narratives tend to come back to the same common themes. she-ra is just less literal about it than utena. and like. wow i could write a whole different essay on the gender dynamics in she-ra now

anyway, i love that the characters in she-ra are called princesses because its another subversion of the fairytale princess idea. adora is not some damsel in distress who needs a savior, she, as a woman, is strong enough to save herself. but what is it women even need “saving” from? loneliness? an inability to protect ourselves? or misogyny itself--systems promoted by men even as they claim to save us from them? adora needed to break free of the manipulation of the horde / first ones that told her to suppress her desires for the good of the world. she always had the power to embrace those desires... but she needed catra to help her do that, in a way that no prince/man could possibly do, because men are victims of misogyny as much as women and so few understand the power of pure, selfless love, the kind of love that can only be shared if its out from under the influence of misogyny, the kind of love that can only be shared between two women. 

overall the utena reference expands on the idea that catra didn’t save adora like a prince would save a princess, she simply loved adora in a totally selfless way that no one else could because she loved her as adora not She-Ra (just like how utena loved anthy as anthy, not as the rose bride??????) which inspired her to reclaim her agency and her desires and power and save herself by choosing to believe in catra’s love.

......... so yea thats how rgu completely transformed my experience watching this scene in 5x13 lksjdf and another reason why this visual of catra offering her hand and adora reaching for it is so powerful. 

also can we take a sec to appreciate the rainbow on catra’s hand--because that’s what adora is really reaching for right? she’s embracing her desires, her sexuality, she’s breaking through the world’s manipulation of her (represented in this moment by Prime poisoning the Heart).

she’s choosing to live.

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Fic Search #39

1. r-998s5 asked: Hey there thanks for the last time... Ok so I'm looking for this fic, Where yeol and sehun was maybe hunters and baek was some maybe human+holy creature and jongin has split personality disorder and one night jongdae and minseok attacked baek and luhan on his way to home from restaurant and then they found refuge in luhan's bf sehun's house and they then revealed their identities that sechan is not any model but demon hunters..

2. anonymous asked: hiii i was just trying to find this tweetfic (it might have been an sns au) that had baekhyun that worked in a club/ bar and he was older than chanyeol and chanyeol really liked baekhyun but baek didn't want to be with him. oh and he'd sleep with other guys to keep chanyeol off his mind. idk i feel like the pics they put had baekhyun wearing red lol if that helps

tweetfic by johannababe15

3. anonymous asked: hello! im looking for a chanbaek ao3 fic where baek is pregnant and the couple go to yoga clases together while chanyeol just enjoys the view of baeks ass. this is only a part of the fic:(

The Baby Deal by tinkerklang

4. anonymous asked: hiii!! i forgot the fic where baekhyun called someone to fix their air conditioning and baek didnt know that the dude was actually his husbands son. baek was leaking and there was smut

Sweet as Sugar by Baekstars

5. anonymous asked: Hello lovelies ❤️ I was hoping you could help me with this fic, it was a pwp where chanyeol was topping from the bottom (?) he was bh’s dom but he made bh fuck him while b had a dildo inside him, it was very kinky and I’m lowkey ashamed of asking but I can’t remember the name and it was really good 😂

6. anonymous asked: Hey.. Hope you all are safe.. Do you know a fic where baek is CEO and chan is a hybrid.. Baek bought chan and keeps him in his home and chan is a giant softie but still tops.. Ik it's really vague.. Hope you can help me find it. Thanks.

7. anonymous asked: im trying to look for this fic where all i can remember is the summary where the prof told bh's class to paint the biggest part of the model's (cy) body (and bh thought about painting/drawing about cy's d1ck lol) the first scene i remember is cy coming late to the class room where bh is, cy being a model for this class was suggested by sehun i think bc cy has been looking for part time works :( im sorry if this confusing huhu thanks in advance

8. real-614 asked: Hello. I've been looking for fics when one of them can see the future, or one of them is from the future and he goes back to the past, or one of them goes to the future, or none of them, like that fic when Sehun, their future son, goes back to the past when Chanyeol and Baekhyun are in the process to divorce. Something like that related to future/past. Do you have any recommendations? Thank you so much!

9.  anonymous asked: Do you know this fic on ao3 where CY and BH are married but its arranged. The fic starts off where BH is holding a flower then he asked his girl companion what the meaning of that flower and he explained that its unrequited love or something along those lines and the girl said that its sad lol. Then he saw CY his husband walking somewhere not far from them and CY didn't even spare him a glance. This also has a tweetfic. There's a GIF where Baekhyun is surrounded with yellow flowers. Thank you~

Chasing Marigolds by neezwritesexo maybe?

10. anonymous asked: hi im looking for a fic where baek is a girl and chanyeol is in a kpop grp or band (i cant rmbr). and they fuck in chanyeols grps dorm. i think baek is also a idol or smth??? i think the fic is on ao3 or maybe aff. thanks!!! (also the end part was like chanyeol wanting to fuck baek raw, or smth liddat) also im sorry this fic is just so nsfw HAHAHA

11. anonymous asked: Hi i just want to re read a fic but i forgot the title. Chanyeol is Taeyeon's father and Baekhyun is her boyfriend. Baekhyun eventually cheats on Tae with her father. It is an age gap fic.Hope you know/ remember the title. Thanks.

Thanks to @vrpcy, @baekkieyeollie614, @prinuibe, @feather-aaliya for your help! 🥰

[isshusgotissues]

ok ok ok so the refs from today. im just talking as perap does so feel free to ignore this

- it was kind of like a test to see how i could balance out quality with quantity. my canvas size has bumped up in resolution since the post from last year and im finally coloring line art, hallelujah. (i cant believe it took me so long to start doing that my old stuff was SO washed out with just black line art)

- tbh i did most of the extras (alt outfits etc) bc i thought it would be fun. and it was! well, the line art was. the coloring... oh god, what a drag. its so boring. so much procrastination... but im glad i finally got it out and just a little over a year after the first ones.

- so ya i said galar was like 90% done and NOW its like 200% done, and with that being said

- "yOu DiDnT dO tWiLiGhT wInGs ExClUsIvE oUtFiTs OR ThE cOrViKnIgHt TaXi DrIvEr" and my response is: when does it end, susan? MAYBE i will end up doing them. but it took me two months along with all that art i posted earlier this month and im tired. im not doing them today, not tomorrow, not for a while. galar is DONE i want to move on

- so the take away from the test is. i am not doing that again. JDGFG. the alt outfits and designs (basically the entirety of part 3)... i wont be including those in ref batch posts from now on. it was a lot. when i draw extras like that, ill just do it whenever. im not making them priority like i did with the posts from today.

- tbh i MIGHT aim to get gen 7 done this year. i can try it. i ACTUALLY have a few sketches done already so theres hope.

ok so now for comments on specific things

- firstly, tumblrs image limit forces me to put multiples on the same canvas, which i finally decided to take advantage of and have a few interactions that i wouldnt have done if i could just post them all individually so i think thats neat. adds some substance i think.

- again mustard isnt urshifu bc i couldnt choose which one he wouldve been. tho ngl hyde wouldve been cute as a kubfu

- ik honey has a team but i didnt like any of them for her so its free real estate

- yes klara and avery are the ONLY ones with gloves and dynamax bands. shhh i know. i know.

- nia was also kinda free real estate bc her only known pokemon is tyrantrum and. i didnt like that. i also didnt like galarian meowth for her either. so tbh i did it to match her earrings, but also i dont have ANY pikachu girls as of yet and i wanted to fix that (i say that as i already posted a pikagirl a few weeks ago HDHDGS)

- sighs. sordward and shielbert... i NEEDED a reason to justify their stupid hair ok i DONT care about anything else. i THINK it makes them better. maybe. probably not. and also i copy and pasted them despite trying to not be lazy with my art bc i just fucking hate them i dont care.

- the macro cosmos employees were actually inspired by this made by flare-gamer-64! its the reason i didnt go with aggron for peony. and at first i thought mawile for one of my designs would turn out weird but i actually think its fine now

- glorias mom is glaceon bc free real estate clause. and i just threw in hops and leons mom bc why not.

- snom anthro. s n o m a n t h r o

- close ups of allister and gordie bc i needed eye color refs for them. also wanted to draw gordies natural hair cuz hes cute

- i DONT think we see bede in his gym uniform BUT my official plushie of him has it so thats my reason for including him and completing the quintet of the kids in their uniforms.

- let us all take a moment to appreciate the confirmation that klara has feetpaws. ive started drawing hands more but im probably never drawing human feet. ever.

- annnd ball guy. what is ball guy you ask? ball guy is ball guy. dont question it.

- oh god i HATE the tundra outfit dont EVER make me draw it again shoes AND bags god the very last things i had to do involved the tundra outfits bc i was putting it off for last uhfjdvd

[kalique]

i’m not gonna bother to rank them (callaghan remains at the top no matter what) but i am about to write about my thoughts on the disney dilfs of whom i am aware. they don’t need to have kids, they just need to be of the age where they could have kids and have dad energy OR be a father. if they’re a father they don’t necessarily have to have dad energy but if theyre not, they do to qualify. i decide who has dad energy or not. btw animals count. blame disney for making their animals hot for no reason. i’m not a furry. hope this helps

gepetto—we are starting out weak here. you know that post about how wallace is the most non-sexual being in existence? false. it‘s gepetto

the prince, bambi’s dad—he has hot energy. he’s a bad dad if i recall correctly, but i just know and feel in my heart that if he were a human, he would be really hot

the king from cinderella—is definitely banging the duke, and good for them. love wins! i don’t have like much of an opinion on him being a dilf. he has slightly more sexual energy than gepetto which is not saying much. he has bear energy. i guess if you’re into him then good for you

dads from sleeping beauty —they have near identical energies and appearances to the king and duke from cinderella. they, also, have a little homoerotic thing on the side. they are both slightly hotter than their counterparts, and i must report that i am attracted to aurora’s dad. there is a stirring in me. it’s slight but it’s there. both dilfs

roger from 101 dalmatians—dilf. i won’t elaborate.

the dodger from oliver and company—i include him with reluctance. he is technically sort of like oliver’s dad, and he has certain aspects to his personality that some might find hot, and i certainly haven’t been reluctant in expressing my attraction to other disney animals, but some part of me recoils at calling the dodger a dilf. i just cannot.

triton from the little mermaid—super hot, swims around shirtless everywhere with his sexy dad bod out. i find him hot but i also hate his fucking guts for being an abusive dad to ariel and an all around douche (ik he was trying to protect her but come on). he is a dilf but i proclaim him so resentfully and disrespectfully

maurice from beauty and the beast—a sexless being. belle doesn’t have a mom, he reproduced asexually. i cant think of this man as hot or dilfy in any way shape or form. goodbye

sultan from aladdin—see above

mufasa—meow. my god. something about him just makes my ovaries stir. i’m not ashamed. the supreme animal dilf

frollo from hond—no. are you even gonna make me say it?? NO

zeus from hercules—tbh i’m losing steam here. idk what to say about him. he has dilfy qualities but his character design is so odd that i can’t find him attractive

dad from mulan—good looking. hits all the right dilf notes. i don’t find him show stoppingly attractive but somebody probably does. definitely a dilf

human dad from tarzan—was seen for like 0.5 seconds before he was eaten by a jaguar, but he was pretty hot in the physical sense

gorilla dad from tarzan—ok gorillas are where i draw the line. somebody definitely wants to fuck him, though

pacha emperors new groove—hits all the right notes to be a dilf, but i just don’t find him hot. he’s not doing it for me. i would rather give him a bear hug than give him a… more horizontal bear hug

cobra bubbles from lilo and stitch—zoo wee mama. yes. yeah

silver from treasure planet: see above. my god. i don’t know precisely what elusive dilfy quality makes this man so fucking hot but it’s working and it’s sizzling.

buck cluck from chicken little—no. also i share a birthday with him ☹️

older lewis from meet the robinsons—i feel weird saying anything about his hotness bc the movie is about his 12 year old self and i would feel like i’m calling a kid hot somehow?? but older lewis A) has a bunch of kids and B) is super super attractive. also C) is respectful of women and children and D) has a great personality. he checks every box. i just feel weird about it

dad from tangled—appears for 2 seconds but he’s pretty hot yeah

dad from frozen—nooooooo!!!!! don’t get me started on my essay about how this man is a child abuser and traumatizer or you will never get me to shut the fuck up. DIE!!!!

callaghan big hero 6—-you already know my feelings on this matter 🥵

dad from moana—fine i guess. standard dad in every way. a dilf i suppose. i’m lukewarm on him

maui from moana—also dilf energy but giving off way sexier vibes about it. i KNOW this man fucks so much.

dad from raya—-standard and somewhat bland dad personality, makes up for it by being a master of martial arts AND having the most beautiful appearance of any disney dad ever, i am confident in saying this. callaghan is more attractive to me personally but raya’s dad looks like he was sculpted by the gods

encanto—i just saw this on tuesday there’s like 5 dads in it. i will give my opinion on a later date

[perfectionistincrisis]

Day 37 (& 36,35,34,33 ..blabla)

Not much to tell.

It’s just that um. Yeah, things are different. Life is different. I am different.  I am not that familiar with this version of me and don’t know how much I am capable of. But I know that I got a lot weirder. I could hardly care or give a shit about most of the things. Ignorance is my best defense mechanism; I tend to ignore/ keep away things which get to me.  However, everything comes with a price. I get crazy crayyy crayyy zee cravings from time to time. Sometimes it’s food, sometimes it’s shopping. Sometimes it’s taking a perfect picture of food maybe, or of something. Idk. depends on situation os surroundings. Sometimes its looking for the perfect shoe online, and other times the perfect lipstick shade. Or other times its making a list of all the make up products I want to buy. Sometimes im deciding which mall to go to and when. Other times i am thinking which restaurant to go to and when. Sometimes in the most random way possible i start thinking of any specific food and crave it badly and almost feel its taste in my tongue, other times I am making decisions of how I will be eating healthy and making big lifestyle changes.  Sometimes thinking of how little minor details in life, the ways people interact, the comments people make, the way people look at you, the way you respond to someone, the feelings that are being expressed, the feelings that are being suppressed can mould a persons life in such different ways and affect someone so deeply.. thinking of it all draws tears to my eyes.. The world is a harsh place. We might consider ourselves as “human beings”; the civilized creatures but in reality.. I think there is not much difference. We are only a little better than animals who need to be “tamed”. Infact, even harder when we are the ones who need to tame ourselves because everyone is damaged in their own way. No one is perfect, no one was taught how to survive life. Its like you were dumped on earth and you need to figure things out for yourself but hey that’s kind of okay once you know that this is what youre supposed to do. But what about those people who think they are doing right. Who think it is okay to be exactly the way they are now. Hahaha, I guess I sound like I am angry with humans lol. But nah, I dont really care tbh. Now this would be a lie maybe in the past where I would just be “trying” to not care, but now! I actually dont! but that doesnt mean I can totally ignore bullshit happening in this world. but yeah, it doesnt really get to me so much! Anyways, moving on. So yeah! How i survive. Well at times I kind of lose it and get really attached to materialistic/ worldly luxuries! Like i-neeed- to buy this. I -need- to go there. I -need- to eat this. Sometimes it is posting a pic on instagram, where life is so sugarcoated and nice. I have been working on it for a long time. I really have a thing for taking pics of food mostly or other things or myself and when I pick some of them, and put them together and theres a chronological order being maintained to some extent. Just scrolling through it, your life flashes in front of you to an extent. Its nice.  Now one might think that i could do the same scrolling through my gallery too but theres a difference. First, since i am a person who is a sucker for taking pics, my gallery is overloaded! Back in high school, my pictures wouldnt just take up the whole of my gallery but also would fill up my friends’ phones too! they would literally have way more pics of me than their own selves. But the difference is that id chose pics which i would want to upload, which are okay to be shared. Btw its not really like i upload my -best- pics. most of the times it is one of the average ones. As much as i would like sharing ‘dark’ parts of me, I am also not comfortable sharing good ones all the time. well anyways, so yeah thats enough about pics i suppose lol i can go on talking all day wow ‘-’

Okay then there’s me having this strong urge to eat something, or go shopping and buy something and all of that. How i deal with that? well sometimes it really gets on my nerves and that is bad. And then i realize i am diverting my aims in life and yeah that is pretty much it. I just get my mind to think straight and I am fine for some time. it sounds really simple yeah, but its really really bothering when i crave for anything! like it really gets to me to really extreme levels. its all i think of and i cant concentrate or do anything peacefully. but when i get back to my senses, everythings fine again.

This was just one side of things. There is another side to. This one’s easy! I sleep. or just sit and do nothing. When i say nothing i mean it. Its not like i am on my phone and im going through every social media app scrolling on and on and doing nothing. its not like i am sitting on my laptop and doing nothing. It notttttt! When i say doing nothing i mean it. Nothing. I am just sitting with no gadgets, nothing. No i am not even lost in deep thoughts about anything. Like i said, ignorance is my escape. I just dont care enough to get to do something, anything. So i end up sleeping! And except for pee breaks, i can sleep for hours and hours like wow! this was so not me lol! I actually didnt like sleeping so much, well not like i like it now. I mean yeah i do sleep a lot but not because i like it. I am neutral, there is nothing it like about it and i might have hated it earlier but now i dont hate it either. I mean before i used to think there is so much to lose of people keep sleeping all day. Well right now I still have the same idea but i mean at this phase in life right at this moment, for me, there isnt much I am losing while sleeping so its ok. 

So yeah, those are the two extremes i keep shifting between! extreme cravings for the weirdest things followed by letting go of all this materialistic desires/ urges and getting my thoughts clean! Or doing literally nothing, not caring at all, ignoring anything and everything and sleeping! 

Um well thats it. Now before finishing up there are two things I wanted to point out! 

One is that my food cravings dont really have anything to do with the fact that its Ramadan, because I havent fasted a day yet. i mean food was always important to me. It helps me deal with things both mentally and emotionally since always.. Same as spending money on shopping! 

And the other thing I wanted to point out is him.  There is nothing new i can tell about him. just that he is always on my mind. Always. To keep it short, its like the ONLY  thing that has changed is that we dont talk. AND that is a big big big thing. but that is the only thing. That is how i feel! And since it is a big big big big thing (way bigger than all the bigs I put in there) it s not cool! But idk  I just miss telling him how much i love him.. Okay i was never a person who was into ‘telling’ that cause i really really believe that actions speak louder way louder than words when it comes to those 3 words -i-love-you- but yeah! that doesnt mean id be cool if someone would just act it out and not tell me so lol.  And yeah so its the same right now. I mean i really feel like I would never fail in acting out my love for him. I am  just that certain and aware of how much he means to me. So yeah, that is why i said. that i miss telling him so. that i love him.. I miss being able to do so.. Ummm yahhh So that’s it! Pretty long post ik but kinda making up for the extremely tiny mini posts for the last few days but yeah i pretty much covered what is going on with me this whole time so yeah!  :)