#i wrote this on a whim im also posting it on a whim

[girlsweat]

Staying on my Couch

When you ask if I know anybody who needs a roommate, I offer to let you crash at my place for a few days. You tell me you don't need help moving, showing up at my door with two bags and whatever's in your pockets. I offer to take the couch, but you already feel bad about the situation. The first week consists of you trying to stay out of my way. It breaks my heart. I assume you're just getting comfortable and try to leave you be.

Your mood doesn't improve. The job hunt isn't going well, and you're hoping I don't ask for help with the bills. Finally I catch you, making you sit up so I can join you on the couch. You swear up and down that it's not me; I've been nothing but kind to you. But I feel like I could do better. I tell you to take a short break from applying to recharge.

The next few days I try more to make you feel at home. Insisting you eat with me rather than reheating my cooking, learning more about your life before you got here, and watching shows together on the couch. You aren't happy, but you're starting to be happier. Seeing those rare half-hearted smiles, noticing you tense up less when I'm around. It makes me happier than I thought possible. When you ask to see my bedroom I have to contain my excitement. I had been keeping it clean for days now, much longer than I did in the past. I sheepishly watch as your eyes dart around the room. You leave after a minute or two, content to not comment on any of my clothes or the posters on the wall.

Your phone not working catches you off-guard. You guess mom finally decided to stop paying for you. I don't want to pry, instead offering to add you onto my phone plan. You tell me you're very grateful, even if your contacts didn't get saved somehow. I never tell you I swapped the SIM card while you were asleep. Betraying the trust you have in me hurts. But I was so happy to see how soundly you slept now.

The nicer I am to you, the more comfortable you get around me. And the bolder I get. Your wallet's been empty for days now. The money went back to you, of course. Until one of those jobs calls you back, it's not like you need your ID for anything. I find some nice looking clothes I came across on clearance. They fit surprisingly well, even if some of them aren't your style. Once, we both fell asleep on the couch. I tried to apologize, but you laughed it off. It was the first time I heard that laugh.

On the day you ask again to see my bedroom, you hear me talking to somebody at the door. There's something familiar about the other woman's voice. I'm very sorry ma'am, but I don't know who you're talking about. She's gone by the time you show up behind me to ask. It was a missing persons case. Things like that scare me. I gently grab your hand. This is it. This is your chance to help me worry less. Your opportunity to make me happy, just like I made you happy.

[7lizardsinacoat]

because i am Very Normal and this is how i process my love for media im into i made an over 3 1/2 hr playlist for arc 11 and 11.5 of unprepared casters

The key to what songs are for what us under the cut!

I may add songs but the key will remain the same if i do!!

and shout out to my dear friend @to-our-own-fairytale for the help with the flow and testing songs

(oh and if theres any song suggestions im aways open to them)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[sliceofhotsoda]

happy birthday, shoyou!!! I love you, i am so happy to share my birthday with you. thank you for everything.

(these are based off of a scene from princess kaguya :-)

[lovedrruunk]

Hi! I saw that you were taking requests! Is it alright if I can request venture with reader that loves placing kisses all over their face? Hopefully this is alright with you if not feel free to ignore this!

'Kisses galore ⊹.(⸝⸝ ˆ ³(⁎˃ ᴗ ˂⁎)˚.

Venture (Overwatch x GN reader)

[Established relationship!]

Authors note!!! (;° ロ°); third....venture.... post......I have like 5 posts in total... well anyways!!! idc cuz i luv them! and i love YOUUUU AHH tysm for requesting this it was super fun to write i hope u like it !!!! also sorry its pretty short! I kinda wrote it on a whim wanting to post it before I went out so its not proof read either (Im actually so late rn its not even funny okay srsly gtg bye!)

Y’know that one tiktok trend that was popular last year where someone would be reapplying lipstick and then the camera would turn and its their s/o covered in kisses yea yea that’s just you guys all the time lol

In the beginning of your relationship they’d get all flustered and have this goofy grin on their face whenever you’d smother their face in kisses. Oh? And how do they react now? The exact same! Literally nothing has changed since the first time you’ve kissed them, they still giggle and look away. No matter how long its been they just can’t seem to get used to your affection

They could be hit by a bus going 200mph, in critical condition and one kiss on the nose from you would get them up and doing a little jig going yippee!

They might pretend to be annoyed or irritated but really that's just because they love playful banter and it’s pretty obvious how they feel about your kisses by the way they laugh and refuse to let you pull away

Their favorite moments with you are when you're laying over them somewhere enjoying each others company with your hands on their cheeks and your lips all over their face

They're pretty ticklish overall so kiss sessions usually turn into laughing fits

Although 99% of the kisses you share are all in good fun there are those times when they're sad or angry and you're kisses can't help but feel a bit more intimate and loving (please kiss their tears away!!!)

They appreciate you so much like they literally can't get enough of you. They cherish every kiss like it's the first and definitely act like it too. If you tell them they're blushing they'll deny it with their whole chest meanwhile looking like 🟥

“Augh! You’re suffocating me!” You and Sloane had been neglecting all your duties for the day in order to lay on the couch and bathe in the warm sunlight seeping through the windows. You both had been watching some random brainrot on their phone when you got bored and decided to pounce on them planting loving kisses all over their face. "Oh shut up" you playfully roll your eyes as you kiss them on the lips this time.

"One of these days I'm gonna die and you'll regret not listening to me" "Boo hoo" you giggled at their melodramatics deciding to pull away from them, but before you could you felt their hands tighten around you holding you in place.

"I mean... Dying in your arms doesn't sound so bad..."

"Yea yea whatever" You mumble happily as you lean down again pressing a kiss to their cheek.

[neth-cactus]

iiiii ummm uhhh little drawings from the fic cus i fixated on my own writting jabsjwhdhe i have a looot to talk about so i will do it under the cut, the fic link will also be here

my girly pop, its weird posting stuff on ao3 but like shes there, the whole fic is me posting random little stuff i wrote on a whim so it will be noticeable dhbfjsjd also warning I might have made everyone a biiit out of character so im kinda sorry lols

now for fun notes and stuff about the chapters i did not add to the end notes

"The sun shines bright" not much to not other than after this clover's hand hurt for like a day and flowey bullied the peck out of them,,, also this is the only time flowey calls clover an idiot on this fic

"The flower pot incident" after the end clover spends like 10 minutes explaining everything about flowey, but he explains it like a little kid would, making it confusing as hell, so ceroba gives up and just like pats him and tells them to be good or smth, it was the same with everyone else

also bad quality comic of how the pot came to be

"What kind of milk were you?" the song came in as i was finishing the chapter and it fitted so well i named the chapter after it, as i mentioned it was me like poking gently to clover's life before the underground, his thought process was mostly thinking marlet was angry at them over doing the dishes in "secret" idk how to explain it but yeah :( poor little fella, also as noted at the end, flowey observed all happening and just like kept in mind

"Sewing back the pieces" I loved imagining how clover's room looked, and i had to include it, more joking around from the best friends, id like to think clover knows how to sew but they are just a bit clumsy with the needle, also those things are slippery...

"The calm before the mall" I feel proud about the title pun(? but this is also what i kind of meant with flowey keeping things on mind, by the time of this chapter a bit of time has passed of them living with humans, and flowey knows how stuff can be and how clover is a biiit shy so thats why the warning was persistent, it didnt work but meh

"Fertilizer is a fun word" IT IS A FUN WORD i love writing it lol, but seriously, i tried exemplifying more the thing of clover not speaking a lot so flowey does most of the talking for them, they do speak a bit but its short sentences and very quietly,

"You are just a boy, you are no man" this one will be long again the song fitted and it came on while writing the middle lol, clover does not know very well about the whole story with chara, but they do know that buttercups are meaningful in some sort of way for flowey so thats why they picked them, now is fun to note that the comments about their friends being monsters did bother clover but the one comment that like spilled the cup was the age one, that one hit deep and thats why they reacted that way, also the amount of people did not bother clover that much when they arrived but like the panic and stuff made them very aware of everyone around and med everything worse so ye, lastly, another time flowey calls someone idiot, this time dalv (sorry king)

i think thats all, if there's a specific choice yall are curios about feel free to tell me :3 i will probably have an answer for it

[forsaire]

Figured it's time to make a pinned post, so

Hello! My name is Sarah or Saire (just the first syllable).

26 year old at the whim of the wind currently in the cod fandom with GhostSoap (and the occasional AleRudy) in particular holding me hostage. I like writing, making the occasional meme, and reblogging art. I really want to make age appropriate fandom friends, so please, im friendly :)

I wrote some big fics including Don't Let Me Go and Please Say You Love Me on ao3 if anyone has read them. Super proud of them and enjoy writing longer fics with oneshots sprinkled in. 🤭🤭

Fic masterpost

Taking tumblr's tagging system with a grain of salt:

Writing:

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Headcanons:

GhostSoap ( x )

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Other:

Cod/ghostsoap memes ( x )

My memes ( x ) - funnies regarding life, games, and other things

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Saire says - short drabbles and blabbing ( x )

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Feel free to ask me anything or nerd out with me. I'm also open to requests for writing or silly little drawings :)

[etherealspacejelly]

hi i just stumbled across your post about environmental hope (posted june 6). i'm currently working on a final paper for my class focused on environmental hope, and i didn't know what direction to take it, but i got inspired by the post and i think i know what i want to write now. would you be alright with me (potentially) citing your post in my essay?

(sorry this is so out of the blue lol, just wanted to check first. i also might not end up citing it because it's for a philosophy class, but still)

omg??? i would genuinely be honoured????

if its the one i think it is, in response to that tweet about all dying together in a climate disaster, then i literally wrote it on a whim. i saw that post and it made me so mad i just had to smash out a response and hopefully share some hope with people. i never realised it would reach as far as it has.

if you check the reblog tree thing for that post on desktop it shows that my version of that post has like 3 times the reblogs than the version without my addition. its so humbling to see how many people have resonated with and been comforted by my words

so yes, you absolutely have my permission. that would mean the world to me. even just the fact that you asked made me a little emotional lol

im so glad that my words inspired you and helped you with your essay, regardless of whether you end up citing me or not :)

[brynalyn]

lol glip is so upsetti that you're speaking out about your experience on chost that theyre flooding the floraverse tags with ms paint whining about how people are mean

Just saw this and it’s really funny lmao. Like sure, just post through it, try and cover everything up however you can and have a pity party about it, just slander the victims and deny any wrongdoing like you always do, or claim it wasn’t wrong and actually the other person is bad for being upset. That always makes things go away and leads to healthy conclusions and healing 🤪

at least I can own up to my past and have always made 300% effort to change and learn when I’ve fucked up. If I did something that hurt someone, I apologized and stopped the behavior. instead of just blaming the other person, bc that would be abusive of me! And delusional, which I don’t feed into anymore. Accountability feels freaking awesome…. too bad glip is the eternal victim and it will always be someone else’s fault. Lmao.

I’m still not gonna read what they wrote bc they have no respect for me and certainly are rehashing things I have already experienced a significant amount of guilt for, as well as manipulative guilt tripping and gaslighting over, things I’ve long since apologized and changed for, things that were insignificant molehills yet I still got shit for it years later. Im not going to read how it was actually okay for pengo to treat me and others like shit, how my reaction is wrong somehow, how I’m the bad guy for originally trying to connect, or giving good faith that I wasn’t being abused. I’m not gonna get guilted for trusting people I looked up to and being upset and confused when they weren’t trustworthy!!! I’m not some fabled perfect victim obviously but that never stopped my abuse, the things I experienced from being real. If Glip believed their own bullshit they would have taken the care to look and read what I’ve said and sent them both currently and in the past but just like when I first learned glips true nature they just don’t give a shit if it’s not about them/someone who constantly kisses their ass and lives in it. If someone shows discontent over being punched down on all the time, or disagree with glips story they’ve told where they are the victim in every way, they’ll get all sorts of manipulative and abusive treatment….. ask me how I know lol.

Suffice to say I totally believed glip about everything and that was a really stupid decision on my part I found out. Then I rightly felt like, betrayed and as if I had been misled, which I had been, but all that was seen as ‘kf behavior’ or something. Feeling hurt about an artist you look up to deceiving people for years is wrong guys it’s evil according to glip. According to them we should all forgive everything bc they are the victim, forget about it and move on, and also bow down to all their opinions and whims and take all their shit without complaint. Be a good doormat or you might find out how they really feel about you. Super healthy behavior all around. God I’m so glad I left lmao.

[keysmashhhhhhhh]

Ayo it’s me again. Saw your lego post and was interested in hearing more about your collection if you don’t mind

— London anon

London anon helloooooooo I've missed you!! It's a bit embaressing to admit but his whole collection started because I'm so down bad for the cute guy who works at the lego store. I mean I've always been a lego kid but I hadn't bought any of the sets ever, until my mum got me the little mclaren car for my birthday, I had such a genuinely lovely time building it I knew I wanted some more. So I was wandering around my local city and I decided I'd pop in and see what other f1 lego there is. I get chatting to the cute guy who works there and he's a big f1 fan and we just got on really well so I end up buying the Aston Martin f1 car and safety car set and at the tills he was like do you mind filling out a survey for me, I hate asking people but you seem nice, and he wrote down his name so I didn't forget him. I fill out the survey saying how lovely he was and how helpful. Fast forward a few more weeks and im back in the city and I end up going back on a whim without the intention of buying anything for when I get there guess who's there??? THE GUY. As context, the city was SUPER busy with tourists that day so the lego store was rammed. I quietly walk over to the f1 lego and I'm looking at all the options when he walks up to me and is like "oh so you finished the Aston then" and I genuinely smiled so much because I was shocked he remembered me, so we have another little chat, I tell him I remembered him too it's all lovely and wholesome. I leave with the Fast and Furious car, which was also super fun to make. Then about a week ago I was going to the city to catch up with friends but needed to kill time in the shopping centre, so guess where I went haha, this time it was right at the end of his shift so he was just leaving but I spotted him and ended up buying the Ferrari F40. So yeah I'm down bad for him and I keep buying lego because of it. Not just that though, i find it really relaxing to sit and build the sets and I think they'll look really cool in my uni room :)) so yeah I hope that answers your question!! :)))

[celestie0]

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS2RSBkv1/

Ellie I’m gonna cry I was never into any of this stuff until kickoff like the trajectory of my brain chemicals has just been manipulated by ur writing I’m so hyper fixated and ofc the reason I was reading fanfictions in the first place was bc I was victim to the gojo girl labotomising pandemic that came with jjk season 2 like after growing up and being out of anime and all for a good year and a half and then that happened so suddenly when I was literally reluctant and cynical in watching the season on a whim and next thing I knew I was deranged in my gojo/geto/satosugu obsession but girl if I had one wish and I’m being so fr rn like if it had a time limit and I couldn’t have a family discussion to deeply contemplate what would be the most worthwhile wish that they dictate to me, if an angel came down to me and I had like 10 minutes and I had something in my system so I don’t freak tf out and I’m feeling chill and don’t think about being selfish then you’d think I’d wish for gojo to come to life and fuck me into the earth but the logistics of that are fucked so I’m pretty decided that I’d either wish for kickoff gojo to be my bf irl or to be y/n in kickoff and be written by you <3

moral of the story now I love ur fic and version of the characters more than the actual series

I’ve used my sign off too often I hope this isn’t annoying or creepy im just going into college/uni next year and I have a lot of dreams and aspirations so ig kickoff rlly resonated with me in that way

this isn’t the fat ask that’s pending hehe I just wrote this sitting on the doorstep of my house with my shoes still on cause I just got home

imma need a good relaxed night to get that down but I’m sorry I didn’t offer my support earlier I’m glad sm people did bc even though my possessive nature makes me think I’m ur biggest fan the truth is a lot of people are as taken by you and ur work as I am, I just should of typed up something on the matter as soon as I saw ur post but I rlly wanted to put thought into it and any kind of writing is a real chore for me so I’m waiting until I have that down time

ik it’s not much to anticipate but it’s important to me lol I wanna be here for u along with the many other anons

also that TikTok was random but this Olympic lovey doveyness is making me sick while im in such a state

this was never suppose to be this long I belong in yap jail

-spinster anon or wtv

AW SPINSTER ANON!! THAT'S SO SWEET PLEASE!! OF ALL THE WISHES YOU COULD HAVE!!! (yes def look out for your family first though xd...although i can't lie and say i wouldn't at least THINK about wishing for gojo to come to life and put me in a mating press)

TO SAY YOU LOVE THEM MORE THAN THE ACTUAL SERIES CHARACTERS i'll sob stop. and aww i'm so glad kickoff is resonating w you as you start your journey to college!! that's really why i started writing it. there was so many things i wish i had done differently and also so many things i think i took for granted in college, but also so much to celebrate and find joy in! it's hard especially when you don't quite know who you are or what you want and yea i think that's kind of a theme in kickoff, and will be through to the end, but anywho i'm like being very preachy rn haha i wish you best of luck in starting college <3

and aw that's sweet bb thank you, i appreciate you. honeslty the thought enough and to know you love my works is so much support enough!! :'') i appreciate you. and yes that olympic couple was sooo cute i love the way he just picked her up how cute.

[trudemaethien]

Last Line Challenge

Rules: In a new post, show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like).

Got tagged again by @imrowanartist and this is a meme that it’s really fun to get tagged in over and over again, so thank you!

“Thank you for bringing me back,” he said. He thought about kissing [the merman], and grew shy. Instead he hummed a little in his throat, and, remembering a bit of song that seemed apt, sang a couple lines.

(currently trying to come up with a snatch of song for this, and the rabbit hole im in is period-appropriate hymns, but which out of context could be a little bit gay Because I Am Just Like This, lmfao)

it’s from…not any of my usual wips because I started writing this original fic the other day on a whim and am having a great time with it. I also haven’t settled on a good name for my merman yet.

tagging: @the-bees-patella @mandalorianbrainweasel @elthadriel @ionfusionpunk @chemicaljude @valkeakuulas @marbled-polecat @cacodaemonia (because i thought yall might enjoy the bit of mer fic, and also wanna be nosy about what ur writing if u want to share)

[a52-i-guess]

my review of the 2007 film "ratatouille"

okay so for context, i wrote this while/after watching it on the plane. plane wifi blocks discord, so i was originally gonna dump it in my friend discord the moment i hit the ground. it's long enough that it's more suitable for tumblr anyway, so im posting it here. but it's probably in a slightly different tone than i would normally use for a tumblr post.

here goes:

it's good!!!

it's really well-animated, the story is reasonably compelling, it's funny, and i love tiny evil chef and tall evil coffin-man critic. tiny evil chef is so much fun, and ego (the critic) is compelling, and everything he owns is shaped like coffins. which is great.

the politics are a bit weird, since it tries to treat stealing food like it's the same kind of thing as breaking into people's houses and stealing tvs. like it's some objective, unpardonable crime that the universe hates. but it also judges the rats for… eating garbage??? it's very strange. either you judge them for eating bad and having no taste, or you judge them for stealing instead of eating garbage. or, ideally, you judge them for neither, because theyre doing the best they can with little alternative. the solution to poverty this movie offers is simply "become rich".

also it's a bit weird about women? like the bit where linguini is going crazy trying to explain remi, and colette pulls out a can of mace. that's both funny and Real. but then he DOES lean and in kiss her out of nowhere, and instead of macing him she… lets it fall to the ground. that was kind of uncomfortable to me. it's also a bit sad to see a character whos defining arc is that shes worked really hard to get where shes at despite her gender… end up as a much flatter Love Interest in the second half of the movie.

the whole "anyone can cook" thing is a bit weird too. throughout the movie it makes it very clear that remy CAN cook, and linguine cant. not only that, but remy's ability is not through love, dedication, and practice, but born talent and physical gifts. it contrasts pretty heavily with the supposed theme of the movie! rather than "anyone can learn to cook" (true, uplifting), the message is rather "anyone with enough talent can cook, but that talent can come from any background". which the movie pretty much says directly at the end, actually. "not everyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere".

that was a lot of criticism for a movie i really did enjoy quite a bit. easier to pick apart things i dont like than verbalize things i did. which is something that the movie touches on, actually.

one thing i really did like is the choice of ratatouille. obviously they chose it because it's a pun, but like colette says, it's a peasant dish. remy grew up on a farm! he raided the house of an old lady who's implied to have lived through wwi and probably was a peasant before that. this is something from his roots. i like that. and the bit with the critic eating it is parodied endlessly, but that's because… it's really really good. seeing the dour critic suddenly smile -- first in confusion, then in wonder, then in giddy eagerness -- it made me tear up. it's really really good.

despite all my qualms about the themes, and despite my stupid goof where i treat it as high cinema, im glad i downloaded this movie on a whim the other day. i enjoyed it, and it made for a good plane movie.

additional thoughts:

this rat is GAY.

THAT RATATOUILLE (in the dish, not on the plate) WAS A FLAT IMAGE WITH NORMAL MAPS! I SAW THAT PIXAR!!! YOU CANT FOOL ME!!!

[breserker]

saw ur tags on my post! you’re completely right, i literally wrote my end in like 2 minutes and im a little miffed that ppl missed the point of what im saying to go “mhm gay dudes hate women”. i made that post after seeing someone say “i dont care for women in stories because im gay i cant relate to them” and it made me kinda mad, but this fandom misogyny trend has been from literally every corner of the internet. all that to say that youre correct and your tags reach the problem better than my post does lol

oh hello! yeah dont worry im no stranger to writing something up quick and on the internet losing the soapbox to elaborate once it flies off into peoples feeds. and its like, the gay dude interpretation is not wrong! literally THE nonwhite gay dude who has a problem with female characters i was thinking of was my brother. but then the broader point you were getting at got like absolutely buried by people taking the slimmest margin of interpretation and running with it with no self reflection.

one of the reasons i almost didnt reblog is posts like that get wrapped up in listing a bunch of female characters which ive participated in before but that also is starting to feel like running with the core concept without reflection. inevitably i dont think listing does that much (although it is fun) which doesnt address the problems, which means more people get frustrated and write more posts trying to explain hey no this is a Problem problem that cant be solved by "look at all the female characters i love therefore i cant possibly be part of the problem". not to get a load of this society, but society and culture is an interactive sport and even I have my internalized misogynies that I have to deal with because curiously and regrettably i participate in society and am not immune to its misogynistic whims.

[ellecdc]

come back, be here and another remus fanfic from an amazing author have been on my mind DAILY.

your story is incredible and i love love love the dialogue between the characters; as if im reading an actual novel🤧 i’m so excited to see what’s in store for vix and sirius and all the characters (also love that u made her a fox that’s so cute!!)

and thank you for not killing off our favs that would have actually destroyed me😀 but the writing and the dialogue and the pacing of it all is so symphonic and harmonic —it’s all just so beautiful.

waiting for part 4 patiently and looking forward to your amazing writing, thank you queen!💗

You’re literally going to make me cry 🥹 thank you!! I’m honestly SO glad people are enjoying it as much as I did. I wrote parts 1,2,3 & 4 like MONTHS ago and it’s been sitting on my desktop ever since. I honestly posted it on a whim and now I’m kinda scared, I have to complete a story!!

Yeah I’m sorry to anyone who likes to hurt their own feelings by reading sad books but I can’t do it, I can’t kill off our faves, they all deserved so much better.

I’ll post part 4 once I re-format it but then I’ll have to find a way to move the story along!!

Thank you for your sweet message 🫶

💖💖💖

[bbyquokka]

this is five days overdue but–it's been one year since i started writing!! (5th august 2022)

i wrote stormy night on a whim. i had the urge to start writing for skz (and in general) so i posted the fic and decided that if it was received well, i would continue and if not then at least i tried and well–one year later, here i am still ! 🙊

quick thank you to all the people that have given me love and support on this site. for the people that have encouraged me with ideas and motivated me in many ways. for the people that have proof read and reassured me during my lowest. thank you to all my moots for being here with me on this journey. i know i don't speak to some of you but from the interactions i have had with you all, you're all very nice, lovely, supportive and welcoming people!

some honourable mentions + more below cut;

@sstarryoong – you have encouraged me and reassured me with certain/sensitive ideas i have had. you were one of the very first people that started to consistently give me feedback and one of the first i started to interact with on this site. we would feed off each other chaotic energy and delulu thoughts to the point where i would end up writing them 🙊 it got to the point where we became so in love with each others art/writings that we did a collab together and i couldnt have asked for a better person to collab with. seeing you grow as a person and seeing your art and writing grow is amazing to watch (i feel like a parent watching their child on their first day of school ngl) you deserve all the love in the world and even though we dont talk on the daily, i am always here for you and i love you very much ‹3

@oshimee – my other half. my twin. my heart. i sadly dont remember when we started to talk (memory of a goldfish) but it feels like we have been speaking/known each other forever! we are so alike in so many ways, in fact, we are very very similar (aside from the obvious) our similarity goes as far down to our PARENTS!! LIKE BRO WHEN I FOUND THAT OUT ABOUT OUR MOTHERS ?!?!? aosudhasod!!! our biases are the sunshine twins themselves so clearly its a sign. it's just a shame it's taken this long for us to find each other :( we talk on the daily and we never run out of things to say, regardless. talking to you everyday is so normal to me that a day w.o you would be hella weird :/ you too, have also given me strength. picked me up during the roughest of moments and told me it's going to be ok, so thank you for that and ilysm (more than you love me. end off :*) ‹3‹3‹3

@alyszaen – your chaotic and high energy at times makes me feel all buzzed and high energy too. to be able to share things with you (especially jisung related) and seeing the response back makes my excitement feel worth. the fics you write are sweet enough to make my teeth rot and sad enough to make me crumble. you deserve happiness and love and i hope to see you grow into a beautiful person. regardless of what you do/write, remember that there are people that care and support you in more ways than one. ‹3

im not very good with words (online and irl lmao) and im super nervous to post this but just know that i am thankful for everything and everyone, regardless. at times, the love and support has been overwhelming (but in a good way!!)

i have big and many things planned for the future. lots and lots of ideas (just need to actually sit and write them) so i hope everyone will continue on with this journey with me!

once again, thank you all and ily!! ‹3‹3