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*covers face* oh this is not normal I should not be so embarrassed 😭
#my ideal man is never going to exist#😭😭#ignore me I’m so embarrassed#but I need to throw words out into the world#BIG SIGH#IM SAD NOW#I’m gonna be fine#im just very lonely
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Made a little crochet joffrey now he lives in my bookshelf ❤️
#my art#kinda?#getting funko pops is too embarrassing so this is my alternative ❤️#someday I’m gonna fix his hair bc there’s too much of it but somehow he also looks a bit bald 💔 ignore that for now pls#I wanna make his siblings too but the white blonde color I picked is uglyyy I need to get another one#also I’m making dreamfyre rn I wanna finish her first :3 hbo won’t let me see her I have to do everything myself smh#would b cute to do the whole lann fam maybe…getting ahead of myself#maybe brienne too so she can awkwardly stand next to them like in that one pic
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If I see one more “they’re platonic soulmates 🥹🥰” comment on a tagged Caryl post I’m gonna go Carol on these mfs.
If you don’t ship it move on. Creeps. Only thing worse is when they follow up with “she’s like his mother. They have a mother-son relationship.” Wtf show are you watching?! They’re the same age??? Carol has adopted many children. None of them were a middle aged man named Daryl who she flirts with a dreams about being married too.
#twd caryl#Caryl#caryl is endgame#you don’t have to ship it#i get it#but damn why you gotta comment all over ship posts#I don’t trash on the other Daryl ships I just ignore them#just say soulmates 🙄#I just want them to be together already#I’ve done my waiting 12 years of it#the shows been hinting at it forever#I feel like I’m back in my old fandoms being queerbaited but with a straight couple#Destiel you’re endgame too ❤️#again you don’t have to ship it but the mom/som comments are so ridiculous#she literally jokes about him going down on her#like I get it if you want them just to stay besties or you ship them with other people but the mom/son comments are just 🤢#she flirts with him#they are the same age#just say you don’t want Daryl to be with someone with gray hair#daryl dixon#carol peletier#I haven’t started season 2 book of Carol so this could end very embarrassing for me#although honestly didn’t love season 1 with the weird messiah storyline#and Daryl abandoning Judith RJ and Carol#for some weirdo kid he’s known for a week#hated that#wow that last gif is perfect
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my one and only sad contribution to transformers one
#DUDE I wish I had the ability to draw mechs#AUGGHHHHHHH#ignore the date I drew this on the notes app 😭#Maybe one day I’ll manage to draw these two goobers#agh#uhhh uhhhh I’m so embarrassed to tag this HEELPEP#whatever#tf one megop#megop#tf one#what DO I tag for this#WHATEVEVERVRNAGAUGRHJ#how do I make this about sweet home#sangwook is sooo Megatron coded HELPEPEPEP#GET THIS POST AWAY FROM ME OHHHH MT GOD#I would’ve drawn something better but this will do for now
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I feel like Crosshair and I would have the same style of acting if we liked someone. Nothing special we’re just standing there silently BUT we have a slightly less pissed off expression. We might occasionally speak to them and share one of our interests if we REALLY like them. We then proceed to wonder why our crush on them wasn’t obvious to them.
#in honor of me having a crush and having no idea how to act about it#why is having a crush so embarrassing?#like not for other people but when I have a crush I’m like oh my god I’m so cringe#why am I having feelings this is ILLEGAL and not very dark clothes and brooding of me#I know this was because every time I had a crush in middle school I was made fun of and ridiculed#so now it’s almost impossible for me to develop a crush let alone actually address it#when I get a crush now I’m like ‘ok I’m going to shove that down and ignore it and maybe it will go away’#listen I’ve managed to get four boyfriends and several situationships this way#so there’s some hope for Crosshair#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#crosshair headcanon#bad batch headcanon#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanons
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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Also full offence to Phillip Buckley but I hope his entire head explodes when his son dares to bring a male date to his daughter’s wedding.
#he doesn’t give me the vibes that he’d be chill with his son being bisexual much less being so openly bisexual and ‘embarrassing the family’#and for that I think he deserves to be punched in the dick#phillip buckley#anti Buckley parents#911 abc#911 speculation#I guess it’s not really spec because I’m sure it’ll be generally ignored but like you can’t convince me this bastard isn’t homophobic
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disabled feeling of having to ask for accommodations but feeling more and more like a little bitch because I keep having to explain that I Can’t Do The Thing and it just starts sounding like I’m making excuses
#Sorry for the influx of disability posts I’m in college so I’m leaving my house again#And am retuning to Having Life Experiencess#physically disabled#mentally disabled#this is actually worse for mental disabilities I find#Cause while ppl ignore my physical issues when I bring it up they’re usually like. awkwardly apologetic#Mental issues it feels embarrassing like hiii sorry I’m the worlds specialist boy and I can’t do numbers or focusing I prommy I’m trying#Sorry I have some form of selective mutism(?) if I stop talking please don’t yell at me I’m the worlds specialist little boy
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not to sound like a fucking Karen but I want to send the nastiest email in the history of the universe to my college. I want it to be so nasty it has me typing like this at thirty miles an hour
#stupid shit#I’m so fucking tired of my school cock blocking me#I have sent DOZENS of emails trying to ask my questions. I have left MANY messages on their voicemails#I have TRIED to set up a zoom call#but I have only gotten two responses back and they had NOTHING to do with my original question#I’m so close to just taking a gamble and applying for jobs I won’t know if they’ll accept#they’re going to have to suck the pay up because nobody down here pays $15 an hour unless I move to Orlando#which isn’t happening#I want to scream into the void for forever#I feel embarrassed enough that I have to ask questions#but for them to just ignore me makes me feel like such an inconvenience for asking anything#this makes me sound like a desperate ex im sorry
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long tag ramble below u have been warned
#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again#but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags#(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now#but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao)#so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t#anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable#and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it#her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night#but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt#or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort#and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person#and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal#as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward#i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer#but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been#either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing#i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever#also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway#sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation#i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me#but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still)#plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down#so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again#but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to#anyway. i think that’s all i have to say!#i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open#love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶#bella talks
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online l*ftists be like: I'm better than you, I’m not ACTIVELY voting for a dem, I’m just PASSIVELY letting the even worse option win!!! Hope you feel bad for trying to prevent that from happening!!! When the country's burning I'll be here to remind you how much you fucking suck, you should’ve just stayed home and done nothing like I did!! Wah wah.
#bro I don���t even live there and I’m SO tired of you stupid fucks#you're an embarrassment to every real l*ftist ever#had to let it out ignore me
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it really is a weird feeling when you’ve had a specific opinion for like years and only recently start to be like ‘hm is this worth it? is this really the hill i want to die on?’
#ramblings#and then your online persona is forever muddied by it#yes this is about my anti-SJW transmed phase lol#my view now is basically that people can do what they want with their bodies and idc if you’re dysphoric or not bodily autonomy is a right#and also i was very ignorant on a lot of issues#and like it’s so embarrassing to turn around after believing something so strongly for YEARS but i was going down a slippery fucking slope#like straight up believing certain things that are white supremacist propaganda#i surrounded myself with some people that were straight up conservative grown ass adults#and now like half the website has me blocked and i can’t exactly blame them i was an edgelord#also i had pointless debates that did nothing but make my anxiety worse#bc my bad takes came back and bit me in the ass#if you ever saw the cop post no you didn’t#omg sorry for going off in the tags but i’ve been thinking about this stuff a lot#i’m going through changes man#anyway social justice is good actually
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good lord my brain is running laps and i just wanna knock it out and get some goddamn sleep
#apparently just bc I figured it out my brain still isn’t gonna chill out#now i’m stuck between do i communicate and embarrass myself#in hopes that it calms down the fears that i’m already aware are probably irrational#or do i do my best to ignore it and hope my brain chills out on its own soon#and that in the meantime i don’t do my go-to moves when i overthink something#which are running away or getting mean#(not like. mean mean. but snarky. and a little harsh and irritable)#bc no one has done anything wrong!#myself included so far!#my brain just will not let go of this stupid fear#and it’s the same fucking fear that has haunted me on and off through every era of my life#i WILL NOT isolate myself or push people away that’s wildly counterproductive#and honestly i find it mind boggling that that’s even a response bc IT MAKES NO SENSE#anyway everything is changing and it’s fucking me up big time#there’s too many things changing all at once and tbh i’m fucking terrified#and this just happened to be the thing that finally pushed me into ‘cant fucking deal with this’ territory#and nothing has even changed! it’s all in my head right now!!!#it’s so fucking frustrating to know something intellectually but your emotions are off doing their own shit#‘you can’t think away emotions’ I CAN FUCKING TRY#it comes down to fear and anger at that fear and anger at change#i’m so angry and there’s nowhere to direct that anger#being angry at a concept or the very passage of time is just so unsatisfying and annoying#*change as a#personal#i’d say sorry for the vent posts but i can’t afford therapy so#and this is the next best thing
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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated#can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all#tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump#hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much#and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context#it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten#literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch#which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed#literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is#it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night#I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired#and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled#in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout#and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do#it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back#I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them#and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe#and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos#but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications#both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking#and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me#I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it#this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening#just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours#PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends#this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this#personal#mine#vent post
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#anon: I really don’t care enough to start discussion/discourse so not posting your ask#I’m just at a point where literally nothing sparks joy#so I’m just gonna ignore and focus on what does make me happy#and luckily L has so many things going on that fits the bill#let’s hope the tide turns w H at some point because this is just embarrassing as well as despressing#$#.
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Ignore me I’m half asleep and rambling but. I think about this very often. Think I’d like to have a partner? Maybe? But at the same time I’d have to constantly perform Expected Romantic Actions and considering how lowkey of a person I am and how I operate under cat rules I worry about inadvertently hurting whoever that person/people would be
#extremely lonely and I want to be around people because I hardly ever am unless it’s required#but it simultaneously sounds so draining#not even considering the fact that I have VERY little practice with speaking casually with people verbally#brain automatically starts running the I am uninteresting as a person and even if I wasn’t then talking with me would be an embarrassment#so I will only speak if spoken to or if it’s required script#cannot stress enough how mannequin-like I behave around people lol#do wonder if I’m just gonna be stuck like this#very high likelihood that I might#probably gonna have to accept that this kinda stuff won’t happen for me if that’s the case#anyway ignore me I’m half asleep and ra
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