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omilkandhoneyteao · 2 days ago

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I need to add on to the Viktor thing cause that’s literally my man and the direction they went with him is something I can’t grasp

ARCANE SEASON 2 SPOILERS

I’m sorry but the machine herald wasn’t even machine, it was magic!!! He’s not the Magic Herald, he’s the machine herald and yet they didn’t include any of that??

Correct me if I’m wrong because I don’t play League but isn’t the Machine Herald’s whole thing still being a man but wanting to IMPROVE humanity by taking away their weaker parts by exchanging them for machinery? And yet, in arcane, he doesn’t give a fuck and is just turning in to the people he “helped” in to mindless husks? Also when he got blown to bits by Jayce, I really thought he was gonna replace himself with mechanical parts but NO THEY JUST MADE HIM EVEN MORE MAGIC???

Like it’s so weird that they also kinda tried to make it seem like it was Viktor’s fault for becoming what he became when like

That man just wanted to get better??? Like the scenes with Jayce were sweet but the whole “you were trying to perfect yourself” NO SIR HE WANTED TO STOP AN ILLNESS THAT WAS CAUSING A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH??? Like idk if people realize this but Viktor was GRIEVING like he found out he was dying which is a gigantic pill to swallow and clearly he wasn’t in his right state of mine and then when he finally accepted his fate, his already short life span was cut SHORTER by the explosion and even then, I feel like it was the scene with the hexcore that took away HIS choice of 1) wanting to just die and 2) destroying the hexcore!

I also fully believe that while Viktor was doing bad things, I think the Arcane was a corrupt form of magic (we’ve seen that there IS good magic like Mel’s) and it was corrupting Viktor in a way that made him think what he was doing was the ONLY way and that he HAD to do because again, he wasn’t in a clear state of mind so I fully believe that he was aware of what he was doing but he truly believed this was the ONLY way (like I’ve mentioned earlier it’s so similar to Wanda with the Darkhold and how it was corrupting her when she was at her most vulnerable by showing her what she wanted and that by doing all those bad things, it’s the only way she could get her wish)

Another thing I hated was them revealing that the Mage wasn’t Ryze (IT SHOULD’VE BEEN HE WOULD’VE MESHED SO WELL WITH THE STORY) but Viktor and that he just kept going back in time so Jayce could stop him which is so ???

Like I’m sorry but that’s literally so dumb because it just makes the world of Arcane seem even smaller! Like the way season 2 has been trying to make connections that didn’t need to be there makes it seem like Piltover and Zaun as a whole have a population of 30!

Like it would’ve been so much sweeter (lowkey power of friendship type ship but I’ll leave it at that) if Jayce and Viktor CHOSE to be partners and brothers and friends and whatever it is you see them as and that it wasn’t forced because of “fate” but because of THEIR choice! Like it lowkey just takes away the characters autonomy cause it’s like “well yeah you actually didn’t pick this person it was predestined!!!”

It’s just so disheartening because Viktor is such a good character and to just take away all the good things they could’ve done with him is just upsetting.

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puppyeared · 4 months ago

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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago

#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW #when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas #or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it #my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT #IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently #most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of #smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say #its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words #its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me #5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention #doodles #diary #sona #puppysona #comics

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xxri · 21 days ago

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maría for the ad astra zine! lc u will be missed T_T

#lalin's curse #maria lalins curse #maria navarro becerra #OUUAHHHHGHGGGGG #Stop i miss lalins curse so bad. ough.#sorry i hsve many thoughts do not look at these tags theyrre long #i always had a feeling it wouldn't come back but i'm still so sad like thats my daughter........ my kids.... for reals...... i was #around their age when i started reading and now i'm like 19 they shouldve grown up with us FUCKKKKK i miss rhem so bad. timeskip davias.#i think i spent like an entire year with the lc/delete worms it's one of the smaller fandoms #that ive been in so i'm surprised but also there was SO much going on in thzt damn comic. hwhere is church boy WHY VALOR THE BUS DRIVER #i remember getting ownership of the fandom wiki and spending an insane amount of time on the home page and fixing it all jusr for fandom t #COMPLETELY CHANGE THEOR LAYOUT i think that killed the vibe for me tbh. fanodmwiki alwyas at the scene of the crime #Whahteverrrrrrrrrrr #what ever man.#seeing it go is so sad like ik it'll be revived eventually but OUGH the comic was so well done. i still recommend it so bad even though its #a terrible cliffhanger (itd ok we know what happens)(Lie)#i still need to own delete one day. Ill learn spanishtrust me. idk isaky art changed my life so much i'm so glad she won snowmiku and got s #many insane opportunities I hope she always wins forever. rhe four other laliners that follow me i hope you are still here. hiiiiiii #putting this zine together with all my lc oomfs was so nice and it's such a nice farewell to the comic AUHH go check outthe others plz #okau over. Lc changedmy life sorru #art tag

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sskk-manifesto · 4 months ago

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Ep 10!

#Idk it was. An episode. Not many thoughts tbh ajhdblabfdl #The Kyouka / Akutagawa scene is my favourite ever. But I suppose there's little to say about them I haven't said already lol.#The “Because I knew a man who had the same eyes as yours” will never stop being endlessly impactful.#And I still find it very remarkable how Kyouka is pretty much literally the only person other than Dazai that Akutagawa respects.#It hits me so hard.#Nothing else to add? I think the storywriting in this arc is very good. The plot twists are very well executed.#I remember when I was reading the manga and Ranpo challenged Chuuya face off I was so hooked!!#I was like‚ how is he going to win!!! It's very nice.#I think it's interesting that Atsushi stayed behind with Kunikida instead of facing the pm with the rest of the pm.#I wish we'd explored his decision and state of mind more‚ especially since he was portrayed as being visibly conflicted.#I think part of it simply solves a storytelling purpose of not leaving Kunikida alone...#But I don't think that necessarily means the decision doesn't suit him. Atsushi really looks up to Fukuzawa.#His trauma probably makes him more reluctant to break orders than‚ let's say‚ Ranpo.#And he's always been very spokenly against violence.#Idk. I just think it's interesting.#The line “Kunikida‚ you're the strongest and most virtuous of us in the Agency. That's why the enemy tried to break you first.”#is very emotional #The animation is so strained it makes me feel bad for the animators. So many static frames lingering for so long...#I feel like the result isn't necessarily terrible either. The drawings are not ugly‚ just very undetailed.#But it really feels like there was a group of people doing the best they could with the llittle they had...#random rambles #And I'm now all caught up with the rewatch!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 See you on Wednesday!!!!!

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mintmentos · 2 months ago

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Had to physically restrain myself from putting on the next episode today this show has me in a vice grip I swear

#like I thought the other cliff hangers were bad but you’re telling me Joe shot someone and I’m not gonna find out who???#it’s deffo not the rogue guy I’m calling it being the accountant man idk his name #at least I hope it’s him I don’t want it to the uni girl and the reporters at least entertaining the accountants just annoying #and like obvs Abby’s got her whole thing going on but I’m sorry the train is having more drama than you rn #anyway had to stop otherwise I’d end up watching the last 2 episodes and being up past midnight on a London day which we Can’t Do so instead #we’ve been good and restrained ourselves and we’re gonna watch them tomorrow instead #idk why we’re talking in the royal we. it’s just me watching it. well me watching the show and my sister and her boyfriend watching me watch #the show cuz apparently that’s entertaining for them #nightsleeper

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forcebookish · 2 days ago

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and can i just say that i hate her character development lol

#you know everyone talks about how she spent 1000 years torturing men and how :( mean :( that was of her #but she also spent 1000 years seeing how shitty men treat women and how COMMON it was how UNORIGINAL how IT WAS THE SAME THING OVER AND OVE #and when she becomes powerless she ends up falling for one of the shittier ones #and this is her like. hashtag NotAllMen lesson #even though the whole POINT of her powers was exacting REVENGE as in DOING BAD THINGS TO MEN WHO HAD DONE BAD THINGS #her mistrust of men as people who could do inflict the kind of cruelty that she punished wasn't baseless or even discriminatory #and yet somehow after 1000 years she's like actually i'm SUPER lonely and if i don't have a man i'll go crazy even though i know this guy i #not only capable of fucking me over he ACTUALLY FUCKED SOMEONE OVER I SAW IT HAPPEN #i just????????????? i do not get it #if she had fallen for someone who she thought COULD NEVER HURT HER who was GENUINELY someone she thought she would never have to use her #powers on when she had them who proved that the risk was worth it with the right guy i would have understood #INSTEAD she chooses the guy that she KNOWS doesn't know how to act right oh my god #i mean WHAT #idk maybe i'm remembering wrong maybe that was part of the logic like well i know you did this but if that's the worst you can do i'll just #drown you or whatever #like a devil you know type of thing #IDK I DON'T LIKE IT I DON'T LIKE ANYTHING TO DO WITH XANDER #buffyverse liveblog #my caps

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ratatatastic · 8 days ago

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i just think forsy stumbling through an answer about ekky fighting for his honour mmmm

#txt #add to that ones gonna haunt me!#hey they said i havent update the forsblad bible in a while i appreciate it man i will get on it stat☝️#whatever you say honey!#i just think we should talk about the intricacies of coming out the devs series that was already chippy #because forsblad to the box because ekky just didnt like noesen getting close to his teammates (forsy. jesper)#and then going into the jet series with ekky basically growling at anything that even remotely moves #and that was BEFORE THE fight for honour so it felt like it was gonna happen anyways it just so happen the forsy hit was the last straw #smart fight... didnt grab the collar and wham at it... smart fight...#sorry none of my thoughts will make sense here my brain is the internet dialup sound rn #beauty in defending your partner...#hes a good guy... always doing that.#yeah he is #sorry thinking about smith hit on weegs ekky fight #anyways there was a thought here about ekky racking up pims hes in the top5 for the team and now the fight #how to show appreciation but not encourage him and also scold him at the same time #confliction confliction #idk man get out the muzzle out if he wants to be a big bad dog is all im sayin #well anyways

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 15 days ago

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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????

#my dad is like #you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then #and im like bhai what #mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me #both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me #mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and #the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff #i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself #because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want #im so tired man #why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these #complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off #people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path #have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories #and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at #atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry #but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything #ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me #i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and #untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends #i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made #i didn't understand anything back then #but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something #ive prayed to god that you die and i still do #it would directly mean 4 people being happy #anyway #dni #this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck

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starlooove · 1 month ago

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I alluded to this in tags awhile ago but like. IK continuity doesn’t work this way and when things shifted from kooky and silly 40s stuff with psas scattered to like dark brooding whatever we’re supposed to take it as like either time passing with some hand waving to personalities or ‘it was always like this for them trust’ but thinking about dick specifically going from holy galloping grasshoppers Batman to dealing with Bruce in spyral and shit is so so so sad I can’t articulate it well rn but like everyone kinda agrees the shift happened after two face and jason but like no dick saw it all he saw it while it happened he saw Bruce taking tim to baseball games and then gaslighting him at 16 he saw the man who’d take care of a random baby on the fly threaten to send his youngest son back to the league he saw the man who helped usher in a new era of young heroes treat Steph like shit he saw the man who inspired hope for a future in civilians heroes and enemies alike take advantage of cass’ suicidal thoughts and separation from her own humanity he saw everything and he just has to. Deal. To everyone else this is just Bruce and ppl like Tim and cass justify it to an extent bc they love him and get exasperated and when Dick is angry but how couldn’t Dick be angry? That’s his dad and he’s being so fucking mean and idk I’m rambling

#i promise this is better thought out on the daily Im so so tired rn autocorrect is saving me #and It’s like the lighthearted era of the 40s smacking someone across the face into shit like throwing him into Jason’s memorial #like It’s not even whiplash bc it’s always happened it’s just. aaruhdsjak #and this is why I hate the entire thing where Bruce does nothing and it’s ALL terrible writing like #they had Superman doing corporal punishment bro idk #and not saying that’s good or necessary today I’m just saying unfortunately for Bruce Stans literally everyone is shaped by his behavior #It’s why they’re so fucked to eachother too #like the reason perfect dad bruce who’s only issue is miscommunication is annoying bc u #sets up every following issue tk ve of the same vein #he and Jason DONT have genuine morality clashes that usually end up violent and beLetha #near lethal bc they’re both secure in their own righteousness #It’s ‘they need to talk and Jason needs to call alfie and gl #go to Sunday brunch and Bruce needs to be okay with killing the really really bad ppl :(‘#like no bro sorry they’re not as wishy washy as u 🙄#that’s a joke #Im not saying bruxe should hit his kids I’m just saying when he does it’s not automatically the writer doesn’t know him #they might know him all too well actually #also it’s just the way it’s framed for me sorry I think Conflict is interesting #so bruce growing up (at 60 lmao) and dick just having to deal with it is sooo #like idk IK dc is trying to happy family Damian and Bruce rn but to me Bruce DID get somewhat better but Damian can’t ades #address tough shit without feeling luke he’s dragging it and rlly he should be grateful they’re turning a blind eye tk his mistakes so he #goes along with it #pretend the soulless ‘i hate you bc I’m insecure and secretly think ur my favorite Drake!’ is actually #‘i know the role I need to play in order to keep things smooth and if u #i talk to any of you genuinely I’ll explode and also you’ll hate me and also I think I’ll hate you I think I already do so’#that’s my coping #and thats for me personally like this entire post Is how I personally like to see it #i like happy go lucky batfam in microdoses except WFA y will not be forgiven for what u did to Duke #also for the og post I have a whole thing about how Bruce’s attempt to separate the man and the mask causes him to do crazy shit to his kids #but diff time THATS just how I get my middle between incorrect quotes bruce and dudebro bruce tbh

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 2 months ago

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Called my aunt to wish her a happy birthday and we spent an hour discussing what I was doing with my life 😭

#my uncle wants me to go get a PhD in quant or finance or information systems and then become a professor #OR #be a lawyer or a dentist #the PhD thing was very specifically catered when I was like 👉🏽👈�� I wanna teach #none of those things sound all that appealing..#space law Has Potential #but I think it would make me want to rip my hair out #they were both like. you have two years but then figure your life out by then #and then they were like. what is ur cousin doing. has he proposed yet #and I was like ??? it hasn’t even bee n a year?? I think they’re going to Japan #and oopsies apparently he had not told them they were going to Japan #my bad #after I. very reasonably said it makes sense to wait 2-3 years #he went ‘what is there going to be left to talk about then. life is all downhill from there. might as well get married now’#and. I’ve never ever ever heard that from a human being before #WHAT DO U MEAN YOULL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO TALK ABOUT #I could never #anyways love having my existential crises exacerbated by familial interactions #they just Say Things #I need to study. I’m gonna go do that maybe #actually no I want to complain more. my uncle keeps saying that the problem with space is that there’s only a few cities that work on it.#and that’s gonna limit my choice of partner #(so funny how they say partner. they are very homophobic and have no idea or they’d go THE MAN YOU MARRY like my mother does)#I feel like space is growing…#altho I’m sure that’s what people thought in the 60s and 70s and 80s and 90s #idk some of these bitches have been around since like the 70s and 80s and 90s #so it’s not like they all got fired immediately #my dental hygienist was telling me space was great until Obama slashed the budget #I didn’t have anything to say back considering I was 8 when he was elected and know v little about his policies #anyways. this is a psa to not call ur relatives even to wish them happy bday because then they’ll trap u in conversation and make u question

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shrimp1y · 1 year ago

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they don't know im about to drop the wriolette fanfic of the century

#'i thought you hate—' yeah i do these are my ocs now #krill livestream #from the creator of jjk hatepost we now have #genshit #that is uninspired i apologize #idk if ill actually post much about it bc im publishing anonymously and i dont know if i wanna be associated w the fandom at all #but then it'd be silly if i end up making fanart of my own fanfic and i have to pretend i didnt write it. or well. idk #woe is a shrimp with autism.#oh man i think if i cared more about my social image id be crying pissing about being seen as contrarian just to be quirky #'whys the two fandom u make content for the fandoms you hate huh???!!' you see the way my brain works means that if somethings Good #I would happily enjoy it and then let it go. but if its bad. in my hatred i gnaw unwittingly sinking my teeth into putrid flesh #and making it a part of me forever .#just kidding its just until i loose the hyperfixation n then its meaningless to me

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waywardsalt · 6 months ago

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anyways. holding linebeck gently

#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind #sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex #general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out #so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about #i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me #anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump #smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room #with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms #anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug #linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine #nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest #i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot #and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just #chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries #and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help #like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig #thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want #prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit #uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn #bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link #and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh #ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno #its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later

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kokoinupi · 1 year ago

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i watched the 2007 rgg movie tonight just to see what its like and i have a lot to say about it but for now i just doodled my favorite scene bc i could not handle it