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Sloane knew full well what he was potentially walking into with Samantha but he had a plan, he just hoped she would hit some of the cans and so would not get too competitive with him. He overheard as Killian and Violet talked about their winnings and smiled. "We have time for that. Orion and I are going to get some practice in with the crossbow too, just in case." He explained as he oh so gently took the crossbow from Killian's hand. He relinquished it, of course he did, Sloane was taking it from him!
Once he had it in hand he gestured for Samantha to join him with a smile. "Ladies first," he offered as he handed her the crossbow. "I'll just put the cans back up," he explained, not even thinking twice that he would be putting himself in the line of fire if he went to do that, Samantha and Killian had his complete trust as he went to correct the cans. "You two can draw in the meantime?" He suggested, knowing they had time enough to do so.
Theo turned to Samantha, "You'll do great," he told her under his breath, "maybe as good as me." He then added on with quite a brotherly tease, riling her up a little and making sure to side step so he could avoid any playful and competitive kick back from Samantha. Turning his attention to Violet with a smile instead.
"I guess you did better in their eyes," he said as he moved to go and steal some paper from off stage, script rejections and the like. "Guess you're the archer," he wasn't too disappointed he had missed out, having to trust whatever silent message Sloane had given him with the hand on his shoulder. "But Orion is right, you're the ace here." He handed her some paper and a pencil, "We'd best get off the stage to do this, Orion... well, she gets very serious about these things." There was some space in the auditorium at least.
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Sloane had a point, these two were naturals. Samantha didn't know if she was a natural, but it wouldn't hurt to try. Besides, she wanted to pick dinner, thank you very much. "Alright, you've got yourself a deal, mister," she indulged with a wink, secretly hoping she was not going to ridicule herself in front of Killian and Violet.
"A crossbow competition is kind of like a board, game, right?" she teased as she stood up and followed him, "so... get ready to eat dirt!" They had mentioned her terrible competitiveness just minutes earlier, and while she was being playful... Sloane probably knew she was not completely joking either.
Violet smiled at Theo, happy that in the end, they would both get a drawing. "If we have time, let's draw them now, yes," she agreed. She didn't know if she would return here after waking up, and would rather give Theo his drawing before that.
Noticing that Sloane and Samantha were walking towards them now, she wondered if they were going to confiscate that crossbow after all. But luckily, Sloane seemed to have made up his mind: she was indeed their archer. "Thank you," she said, blushing.
"You're going to be quite the ace up our sleeves," praised Samantha, "we're lucky to have you in O cell, Odin." Violet beamed, even redder than before. She was blissfully aware that she was about to witness the most terrifying thing in the world: Samantha being competitive.
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Hey! I just saw that your looking for requests and I was wondering if you could do something with James Potter taking care of the reader when sheâs sick?
I love nothing more than a good hurt/comfort trope haha (especially with James. Heâs such a sweetheart).
THIS!! omgg ofc x
The fire in the Gryffindor common room crackled softly, sending flickering shadows across the walls. The usually bustling space was quiet, as most students were out enjoying the unusually sunny winter afternoon. James Potter, however, was not among them.
Instead, he was standing outside the door to the girls' dormitories, balancing a tray laden with a steaming bowl of soup, a cup of tea, and a small plate of biscuits. His brow furrowed in concentration as he muttered a quiet âAlohomora,â the door clicking open without protest. He hesitated for a moment, as if second-guessing himself, before stepping inside.
The dormitory smelled faintly of lavender and parchment. He found you bundled up in bed, a mountain of blankets nearly swallowing you whole. Your usually bright eyes were dull, your cheeks flushed with fever, and a tissue was clutched loosely in your hand. A small groan escaped your lips as you shifted, clearly uncomfortable.
Jamesâs throat bobbed as he swallowed nervously. âOi, you look⌠um⌠awful,â he muttered, his attempt at humor falling flat. He quickly set the tray down on your bedside table and rubbed the back of his neck, avoiding your gaze. âWhy didnât you tell someone you were feeling this bad?â
You blinked up at him, your voice hoarse as you replied, âDidnât want to⌠bother anyone.â
James huffed, his brows drawing together. âThatâs stupid,â he said, though there was no heat in his words. He stepped closer, hesitating before gently pressing the back of his hand against your forehead. His touch lingered a moment too long before he snatched his hand back, his ears tinged pink. âYouâve got a fever,â he muttered, as if you didnât already know.
âYou didnât have to come up here,â you rasped, your voice barely above a whisper.
âYeah, well, someone had to,â he said gruffly, dragging a chair closer to your bed. He plopped down with exaggerated nonchalance, crossing his arms as if to shield himself from any vulnerability. âItâs not like Iâd just leave you to rot up here alone. What kind of⌠mate would I be?â
Despite his words, his gaze softened as he reached for the cup of tea. He blew on it, his brow furrowed in concentration, before holding it out to you. âDrink this. Slowly,â he instructed, his tone awkwardly authoritative.
You took the cup, your fingers brushing his as you did. He pulled his hand back quickly, his eyes darting away. âThanks, James,â you murmured.
He shrugged, his cheeks reddening. âItâs nothing. Just⌠part of the Marauder Code. Look after your⌠mates and all that.â His voice cracked slightly on the last word, and he cleared his throat, trying to mask his embarrassment.
âYouâre awfully bossy,â you teased weakly, managing a small smile.
âIâm⌠efficient,â he corrected, wagging a finger at you. His attempt at humor earned a quiet laugh from you, but it quickly turned into a coughing fit. Jamesâs expression shifted instantly, his hand hovering uncertainly over your back before he finally placed it there, rubbing gentle circles. âEasy, easy,â he murmured, his voice low and soothing.
When the fit subsided, you slumped back against the pillows, exhausted. âSorry,â you whispered, avoiding his gaze.
âDonât⌠donât apologize,â he said, his tone unusually soft. He sat back, fidgeting with the hem of his jumper. âYou can⌠I mean, you donât have to worry about me or whatever. Just⌠focus on getting better, yeah?â
James stayed with you long after the tea and soup were finished, fumbling through a textbook and reading aloud in exaggerated voices to make you laugh. His attempts at humor were clumsy but endearing, his genuine effort shining through his embarrassment.
Eventually, as the firelight flickered lower and your exhaustion deepened, you shifted uncomfortably under the mountain of blankets. James noticed immediately, his brow furrowing. âYou alright?â
âJust cold,â you mumbled, barely coherent. The fever had left you shivering despite the layers.
James hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck as if weighing his options. Then, with a quiet huff, he stood up and began peeling off his jumper, leaving him in his undershirt. Without a word, he slid into the bed beside you, maneuvering carefully so he wouldnât jostle you too much.
âWhat are you doing?â you croaked, though you didnât sound upsetâjust surprised.
âWarming you up,â he muttered, his voice gruff. âDonât make it weird.â
Before you could respond, he draped an arm around you, pulling you gently against his chest. His warmth was immediate and soothing, and despite his earlier embarrassment, he held you firmly, his thumb tracing absentminded circles on your shoulder.
âBetter?â he asked quietly, his breath stirring your hair.
You nodded against him, too tired to argue. âYeah. Thanks.â
For a while, neither of you spoke. The sound of his steady heartbeat and the crackling fire lulled you into a peaceful haze. James shifted slightly, resting his chin on the top of your head.
âDonât tell Sirius about this,â he muttered, half-joking but with an edge of sincerity. âIâll never hear the end of it.â
You smiled faintly, your eyes already drifting shut. âYour secretâs safe with me.â
As you fell asleep, James tightened his hold on you just a little, his earlier awkwardness melting away. Though heâd never admit it, he couldâve stayed like that forever if it meant keeping you safe and warm.
#harry potter#fanfic#fluff#james potter x reader#james potter x you#james potter#hp#hp marauders#hp fanfic#hp fandom#marauders
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I can behave normally around books
#shitpost#anyway guess who brought home 24 new books today?#if you guessed me. well. you would be correct#in my defense I only bought 5#for a combined total of usd#whereâd the number go. it was 17 usd#the rest were from me going through what my dad was getting rid of for space and claiming it for myself#but either way#24 in one day is a personal record I think#also I do fully intend to read all of these itâs not hoarding for hoardings sake
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one thing that is fascinating to me about merrill's arc is the way narrative manages to convince a big part of the fandom that she's immature and irresponsible and overall stupid. what we know about merrill and what we actually see on screen is that she successfully avoids possession for 6 years while working closely with a demon, almost every time she participates in some magic/spirit-related discourse she acts calm and confident and has some interesting input, she actively uses her knowledge of dalish lore and tradition to reason with her keeper, and that she actually did make progress with fixing and studying an ancient long forgotten artifact no one knows particularly anything about. but then an old woman who's never been shown to be an undeniably wise and reasonable figure, a guy who got willingly possessed with no awareness of possible consequences and whose whole mindset is still deeply andrastian and a bunch of people who know nothing about magic start judging and doubting her and everyone's like. yeah. she's so fucking dumb.
#that one post about your boyfriend getting tricked into believing in-universe propaganda#but in-universe propaganda in question is a little too loud opinion of incompetent people#which is like. very funny to me. because every time i leave my bubble with the most correct takes i stumble upon some da fans#who hate her guts for being an arrogant idiot and then bring up marethari as an example of Who Merrill Should Have Listened To#well i guess merrill would have listened to her if she had had smth to say except 'you have to stop and i won't explain you why'#also i guess. getting possessed to keep merrill safe (while she was as safe as 6 years ago) is not. the heroic move yall make it out to be.#and that was a lot more stupid and irresponsible than anything merrill has actually done. but i digress#merrill#dragon age
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An excerpt of a letter written to Sherlock Holmes by Dr. John Watson that was left out of his public account of the adventure of the hound of the BaskervillesÂ
We had arrived back at the house after our fruitless search for the convict and I was nearly ready to retire when Sir Henry called out to me, his voice hoarse. âWatson, might you sit up with me for the night?â He seemed scared, not at all like the brazen man I had first met at Baker Street. My heart softened at his request, I sat back down without a word and we both gazed into the fire for a few minutes. Finally his voice broke through the still drawing room air.Â
âI donât know what to think. I was certain the curse was merely some old fairy story. I still half believe that, or maybe I just want to believe it, but that sound we heardâŚit was unmistakable.â âStapleton said it may be the call of a rare birdâ I replied but even to myself it sounded empty. As though either of us, or anyone else for that matter, could have been mistaken as to what that sound really was. âOr maybe some shepherdâs dog that got loose on the moor.â I continued, trying my best to sound unconcerned. âI suppose, though it sounded rather large for a sheepdog did it not?â He glanced over to me and I could see the terror glinting in his eyes. I put a firm hand on his shoulder.Â
âWhatever it is, Iâm here. I wonât let it get you without a fightâ I reassured. I kept my voice steady for him, but truth be told I felt nearly as shaken as he looked. Sir Henry took a deep, shuddering breath and a rough laugh burst from his throat as though against his will. âIâd much rather you not let it get me at all!â he exclaimed with a hint of his former bravado, âYou know, I do feel safer with you by my side. Iâve been reading some of your accounts of your adventures with Holmes.â âHave you?â I asked with some little surprise.
âStapleton lent them to me, apparently he quite enjoys them as well. I must say, youâre quite a writer. Iâve never been one for reading all that much but your accounts are most entertainingâ I felt pride well in my chest at his words.
âWell, perhaps someday âthe curse of the baskervillesâ will be added to their numberâ âIt would be an honor,â he chuckled.Â
We sat there for a few hours, the heat of the fire and some excellent brandy (courtesy of the late Sir Charlesâ cellar) bringing the color back to his cheeks. Finally he brought the subject back around to my writing.
âYou know Watson, I think you sell yourself short. In all your accounts you seem to rarely speak of your own achievements.â âHolmes said something similar to me on the morning your case was brought to us, though in his case I feel it was a little backhanded.â
âI mean it, Watson. You spend so many words detailing Holmesâ achievements and, while they do indeed seem marvelous, it leaves little room for praise of your own kindness. I would never have guessed from the way you write the sort of reassurance your company provides.âÂ
I must admit I blushed quite a lot at that. I admired Sir Henry and to hear such words from him made me feel things I simply donât have words for.Â
âI fear you exaggerate for the sake of my ego, my dear fellowâ I deflected.Â
âCertainly not! I appreciate Holmes taking my case, but to have you by my side is invaluable. I truly donât know what Iâd have done tonight when I heard that ghostly howl if you were not there to steady my nerves.â âWell, I certainly appreciate you saying that.âÂ
He looked at me for a long moment, the reflection of the fire dancing in his eyes and his brow furrowed in contemplation.Â
âWatson-â he started suddenly
âJohn,â I gently corrected, âWeâre close enough to drop the formalityâ He nodded curtly.Â
âJohn, if you do write an account of our time together, might I ask you to leave something out? Can you keep a secret, I mean?â
Of course I was hesitant to reply. I felt torn between my dedication to the details of the case and to keeping my dear friendâs privacy.Â
âIf it relates to-â âIt doesnât,â he assured me, âit is a strictly personal matterâ âThen the public will never hear of itâ
âWell, you know that Iâm a bachelorâŚâ he began with some hesitation. I was certain he was about to tell me he had some affection for Miss Stapleton. He did not. âI may always be a bachelor,â he continued, âI have little interest in women reallyâ âThatâs not so strange,â I reassured him, âHolmes has no interest in women either. Iâve known a few men who went for years having little interest in women until they met someone in particular and became enamoured.â âItâs not that I have no interests whatsoever,â he corrected, seeming to struggle for words, âI am Interested in someone, but I fear I am not suited for marriage with the person I am interested inâ I couldnât help but scoff. âYouâre a baronette, my dear friend, what woman could possibly object to your place in society?â âThatâs not exactly what I meant. I mean that he isnât a womanâ he said a bit gruffly. I understood suddenly why he had been so cagey about it and ensured that I wouldnât publicize his secret. I nodded, letting him know that I caught his meaning while I formulated what to say in response. âI see. Well in that case, I should inform you that while I do have some interest in women, I have an equal interest in men.â I could see his eyes go wide in the dying light of the fire. It seemed I had taken him by surprise.Â
âWell then, a fellow bachelor! What a pleasant surprise. Not that I have any right to ask, but are you and HolmesâŚ?â He left the question open.
âNot exactly. Iâve considered it, but he never returned my feelings. He tells me he has no romantic inclination whatsoever.â Sir Henry seemed a little disappointed and I suspected I knew the cause. âBut I am past those feelings. I moved on once I realized they werenât returned.âÂ
âHave you anyone on your mind presently?â he asked and I fancy I heard some hope in his voice.Â
âI believe so, yes, and I have reason to suspect Iâm on his mind as well.â I gave him a meaningful glance.Â
We didnât say anything more. We didnât need to say anything. He put his hand in mine and we watched the last embers of the fire burn out as dawn broke over the moor.Â
Dear Sherlock Holmes fanfic write, please, please PLEASE One of you write a fanfic about Watson and Sir Henry (the hound of the baskervilles). I've been shipping them since I've seen the granade episode. THEY HAVE CHEMISTRY I PROMISE JUST TRY WRITING THE FANFIC (please?)
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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you sayđŠđđ
#scott pilgrims precious little life#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#spto#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#lisa miller#scollace#kim pine#natalie adams#envy adams#don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song âScott Pilgrimâ which the creation the comics were inspired from#the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it#ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her#but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly âsaw them that wayâ despite how long they've liked him#and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim#Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately#also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL#and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them#makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that#Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another#so much so that even their first and last names rhyme#last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise#the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her#the writers apparently think it would be âorganically correctâ for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO#but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly#a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both#shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers#to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth
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I'm getting ratio'd by my family for my opinions, so let's see what Tumblr thinks about this:
He has to do it from standing, flat-footed. He cannot do it off of a high object or from standing in mid-air or into a Valley of Screams. He has to stick the landing. He is not allowed time to train or otherwise prepare. He's standing in the dojo and someone comes in and yells "DO A BACKFLIP!!": can he? Assume he is on-board with doing the backflip, i.e., don't pick 'no' on the assumption that he would refuse to do it.
#byakuya kuchiki#it's possible he's done a backflip in canon/the anime. i don't care#you can send me evidence but i will ignore it#this poll is about THE VIBE#there's also an episode where he's running thru the dangai with hitsugaya and i still refuse to believe he can run#if my man needs to go fast he will flash-step like a civilized person#i guess i've given away my position on this one but i don't care because i know i am correct#fortunately my daughter and i were in agreement on basically everyone else#including the fact that renji and iba can both do a backflip because they spent a lot of time practicing#so that if one of their subordinates ever yelled 'DO A BACKFLIP' they would Be Ready#i wish you could pick 3 days for polls. 1 day is too short but 7 is too long. oh well.
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Strangely Cladded Wizards
#my art#my ocs#character design#Fun Fact: They're all based on types of jackets :}#Feel free to guess which; If you are correct it means I've done my job well if not I have more work to do...#Just wanted to do some simple character concepts and go these guys!!#To me it's rather simple to design a wizard#Pointed hat/cloak and a focous on the hand and already you have that iconic imagery#That being said designing possible staff/tools for these does sound fun hehe#As for possible magic systems: The fabric/material of the cloak would effect the magic in question#Fire magic from a silk cloak would be more calm and tamable/fire from leather would be slow moving and harder to put out#That's just from the top of my head through. Perhaps in the future I'll give them a proper expansion
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#prefacing this with I Know Spanish. i cant not know spanishâ my parents don't speak english#but im the only one of my siblings that didnt get to go to school over there đ˛đ˝ (just pre school)#adn the thing is like. my siblings wld talk to me in eng of course#(if they talked to me at all! what do u say to a baby when you're 9 12 and 15 yrs older.)#and my parents wld similarly jst not talk to me? i did not have conversations with them from birth to now lol.#thjere is something about how like. my sisters kids are also learning the languages at the same time#but when they mess up in spanish theyre correctedâ by my sister (their mom)â my other sisterâ my parents#why not Me. why wasnt that extended to Me as a child...#the same reason I have the least amount of baby pictures while my siblings all have one full book each i bet#the same reason why my and my eldest sister are 15 yrs apart LOL#igts so crazy to me. i hate mentioning this bc people assume#im one of those ppl who isnt fluent bc their parents speak english and spanish and never taught them#my parents dont speak englishââââ#my nephew thats older than me who is my fave family member and also only speaks spanish#is coming up on sunday idk that i can fully carry convo with him!#pure spanglish bc i didnt grow up having convos in it writing it reading it#thats why im so desperate to read books in spanish now. im so deeply ashamed#igts so crazy. i hate it.#saw a comment on smthng the other day thats like ''idk how u can have parents that only speak spanish and not know it lol''#well can you take a guess. can u take a guess as to how that would happen via interactions. lack thereof.#idk why but its even more embarrassing this way. genuinely how cld u not know...?#its like i was born to feel isolated from my family in every single way...youngest by so many years#the language thing. the Hates Eating thing. the trans thing. most severe failure to launch#im so embarrassed to be alive....!#and i dont belong anywhere. and i am Alone wherever I am.#abandoned by direct and distant relatives. ancestors.
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I don't think I can keep being open minded to n@tl@n guys
#I'm trying so hard to like the fucking region but every time I played the game within that region I feel so mad#I'm trying out the new area n the new creature is just so lacklustre#Tbh I think the design r pretty/cute but playing as them??? Ugh UGH#How do make flying awful#That mechanic broke on me??! I was stuck having to float down to the water lvl cuz I wasn't at right lvl to hit the mountain top#N for some reason the movement for it was locked in one direction so I couldn't even try n turn to get to closer area orz#I know it was just a glitch BUT AFTER having to find that creature only for it not to work? Piss off omg#Also there so much mountain n okay fine I understand that the region design ig#But having wave point be at the highest place where u need to have one of the creatures to even get there if u don't have the correct chara#Character?? Insane fuck you#Ngl this makes me want to not pull any fucking characters out of principal/only pulled the archon cuz I'm guessing she gonna have all movem#In this game so what even the point of the other characters for movement#Feels like it punishing ppl for not pulling lacklustre characters or not being whales n not caring where Ur spending money#I don't care how 'good' the story is if the exploring part of your games is so garbage without the characters/until the archon is released#CUZ WHAT DO U MEAN YOUR EXPLORING GAME IS NOW BEHIND A FCKING PAYWALL#this is not a 'this character makes exploring easier in general' this is straight just needing a character or u can't explore this area eas#I'm not looking forward to any new areas in this region cuz what the point if I can't enjoy playing a game#This is worse than when in@zum@ had a lightening island#At least I could get that sht turn off when I played a story quest#Maybe I would like the region better if by doing the story quest the exploring in this region would be easier#Ugh#I remember seeing a tweet of somebody saying 'well Ur not playing the new story/area so of course u won't like it u haven't played it!'#Shaking them violently cuz I'm playing!! I'm reading!! This place sucks!! Gimmick is awful!!#Praying for the next region to not rely on this kinda shit#I know it probs gonna have the frostbite like dragonspine but imma be honest? Dragonspine is so much more enjoyable to explore than n@tl@n#W it gimmick
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"normal" meaning "unquestionable" & the embrace of that cropping up anywhere such as an aim to be on the unquestionable side of a Normal / Weird binary, thus surely being a comfortable effortless indelible version of Good that stems from "just be normal"
ppl out here like freud 2.0 where well they had the sufficiently normal Nuclear Household family(tm) experience so they're sufficiently normal for it, versus the weirdos who had the Questionable family times so as to end up with Issues, surely unlike all those who are Family Issue free, i.e. normal, no question. like how also Going To School is Normal, so of course there's that idea that anyone who didn't go to school normal style or did but Did That Wrong are the people made Weirder with Issues. & when what's Normal is what's Good is what's Unquestionable it's like why would i need to question it when it's so normal? why wouldn't some rando asshole nepo man be Meritous & Good at business when he's so Successful at it. speaks for itself, same as Your role of being treated entirely differently does, this can't be questioned, blame it on your own failures; again how the supposedly "questionable" experiences (unlike other ones, which need no Legitimate questioning) are pathologized like. people talking about disabled ppl's lacking "social skills" being this meaningful Driver of ableism just like poor people's lacking "financial literacy" being that darn cause of classism & resource extraction, the already Questioned vulnerable [you're just doing it wrong / failing] people are the cause of their own mistreatment, Normal people who are so socially & financially successful are helpless, this victim blaming (can't question it. Normal) sure totally doesn't speak to abuse being "normal" as well
which, good thing abuse totally isn't Normal i.e. in the territory of unquestionable things (with, obviously, the idea that Abuse (Real abuse, if you like) must be Exceptional in addition to, if not to Really be, "obviously" questionable) since if something can't be questioned then surely it's also How Things Were In The Beginning, Are Now, & Ever Shall Be (catholic prayer paraphasing re: god, for referential context) & there's just nothing to do but invest in & play into it For Success & resent / punish / try to eliminate disruption, like people just existing but doing it Weird, c'mon, be a better person please, obviously....meanwhile people out here approaching queerness in a way that accepts & acts according to the unquestionable normal of abuse of queerness, such that oh the "abnormality" of being queer (that is, "normal" people's abuse in the face of awareness of queerness) is unquestionable, such that Oh No, investment in that abuse now & forever world without end amen, & now punching down on the people who are just Being Weird & Disrupting this embrace of the norm: radfems invested in "all bodies will be classed as men & women & the former abuse the latter" & hate women who already disrupt this premise; pointing out ace exclusionism as terf logic just applied in the different context where queer vs nonqueer binary is neatly detected just as the gender binary is & people who already prove that & the way it's defined is not the case are the real problems, infiltrating Unquestionable (Normal) Queerness & delegitimizing it i.e. being The Cause of e.g. homophobic abuse, which will also unquestionably exist, so if we're gonna blame someone as Needing To Change it'll have to be uhhh already also affected Weird people who are ruining things, they're the Real causes of this abuse, so they're basically men, basically cis, basically straight. boooo to trans ace bi pan aro nonbinary gnc people....hardest to be binary gender "same sex" "romantic" "visible" Truly Queer couple currently holding hands in public or in front of family, & it's You Mfs who make it harder, not, yknow, the people who were already always embracing & perpetuating the abuse bolstering Normal(tm) Cishet Just Being Normal. and of course don't forget going after poly people & others disrupting / not accepting premises about Unquestionable Relationship Structures/Requirements. so not just being normal
also the beloved concept broken out that, of course, Being Normal = Being Good, b/c hello, unquestionable?? where it's like meaningless ideas that abuse is Abnormal like ":( hurt people hurt people" (inherently a framing to counter any response to [person is hurting me] that's not silent secret sympathy forever i guess. nobody's using this catchphrase to argue for Hey Quick let's all intervene to stop someone being hurt, lest they go on to hurt anyone themselves) like & yet everyone is hurt, yet not everyone is doing shit where these arguments are broken out after they're already getting away with nonsense & we're telling others to just stop complaining, while also not everyone isn't getting shit on for being "disruptive" & perchance the real hurtful problems for trying to Stop being shitted on, or just have a little more breathing room to day to day live while it happens. everyone's hurt bitch let's get you some "what's the actual patterns & context of supported power imbalance made emergently evident by whose choices & life are constrained & undermined & made smaller" like. or the expanded idea as that well all abuse comes from Being abused, i.e. the Cycle, never mind that abuse is everywhere as per its being Normal, & nobody's intervening every time it manifests despite its supposed exceptionality thus rareness & supposed indication that someone's Being abused to cause it. just gotta roll with it, wow. & pathologize being victim to it, abuser in the making, Vulnerable People are dangerous, those insulated & given more access to systemically backed power in an oh so Normal way are surely oh so Safe as well. the very rich families are all lovely havens. the abused people are treated so well & embraced & supported by all the more Normal people they encounter, certainly not Also isolated, bullied, victim blamed by these Normal friends family coworkers new partners randos in public randos who are "professionals"
but yknow uh literally just be normal lol. aaand post. and like "lol being Anti Being Normal? just like a weirdo" like yeah of course. and what, i'm gonna try to win the heart & mind of someone like "of course you have blue hair & pronouns" & convert them, as would definitely happen if only all transgenderists were Normal about it? and the perspective of "what Unquestionable Good is ever actually coming from striving to get to point at Others as Weird" involves going like "nooo i wanna see myself & be seen as Just Being Normal" instead of like having ideas / arguments about how to be considerate towards people which can be articulated in any other way & involve effort & said consideration (ft. anything able to be questioned)
#but i think we all agree that ppl pointing & going ''ugh poly shit ruining everything'' or ''aplatonic?? lmfao'' are heroes AND le epic#always feel free to circle around too to bi ppl who are Totally Basically Cishet AND Worse Enemies Really Than. Anyone Cishet#and i'm sure the ace exclusionism never ends for plenty of ppl. keep the logic but go ''oh well it's just still not That big a deal''#the experiences of being more vulnerable & exposed to exploitation of that? are the drivers of Deviation. your weird issues#MY blessed normativity. had enough of Family Friendship Romance that was all surely pleasant enough#popular enough / not bullied enough at school. i am now a good person based on vibes b/c to be Hurting anyone? well i would Know#why not go talk to the rando who was like ''racism is over b/c i have never invoked like Hey. White Person To White Person. give me#preferential treatment >;) & in fact now white people are Dispreferred etc etc'' ohh all the Special Treatment(tm) for Others....#again like the idea Abuse happens in some ''abnormal'' situation & simply being in ''normal'' ones will show victims the light#(already with the logic that ppl are in abusive situations b/c the victims need to Know Better & Take The Correct Actions finally)#(i.e. victim blaming / pathologize the individuals) like yeah the guarantee ppl don't just keep getting shat on is not there lol#the blessed normal ppl who are i guess natural healers i presume? Totally never ostracizing bullying & further treating as ''''weird''''#like the idea ohh autistic ppl are Bad At Interactions. oh shit interactions b/w autistic ppl go great? well uhh#then It's A Two Way Street except also being nt is Normal so autistic ppl need to ''learn social skills'' so Ableism Ends. their fault#same deal like sympathy & support from the supposed Primed To Harm fellow abused ppl?? while others are undermining & ostracizing? nahh#even getting to be ''alone'' i.e. either existing amid others but not there ''with'' anyone; or certainly Left Alone; way more Validating#and just more pleasant too like. even the abstract concept of [do xyz: with a friend group] :((( vs do it by yourself :)#''oh ppl don't want to have the Social Skills & exert the Effort to have a friend group?? that's that on Moral Failure'' Lol. truly.#good people are popular & bad people are ostracized in recognition of their unquestionably Questionable Weirdo Vibe. got their ass#if you can't / won't break something down beyond Normal/Weird. why. i'm questioninnnng....And queer.#like ''sounds just like something a Weird Ruinerrr (Disruptor) would say'' uh yeah i sure hope it does &c
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emotional support group for autistics who got called condescending and rude as kids just for responding to things directly and still not knowing how they were being mean
#what did i do#i got constantly told by my mother and step father (and his family) that i always talked like i knew better than they did or that i was#just as mature. i was just fuckjng talking what the hell did you want me to do#why do you feel attacked when a 10 year old speaks to you as an adult????? literally what#i dont know on that note sometimes its just like i dont even feel like ive aged at all#sure i have a giant explosion of time in my head just Gone from my memory because i was getting abused but like i dont feel like ive aged#or really matured ive felt like ive alwats felt#i cant relate when epople are like me when i feel all my ages or i wish i could go back to being x age or being x age everything felt so#different..like no it didnt. or im missing something?#i have never in my life felt like anything has changed. ive always been this old. there is no ''inner child'' and ive never had childhood#innocence or a nostalgia or childhood to go back to. i have no idea what any of you are talking about everđ#ugh jst rmemebred skmething that happened with my white step dad's mother#we visited her house and she literally fucking didnt let me go (not physically) until i replied to her with Correct Granmar. what was i#doing? i was reaponding to her by saying ''yeah'' and she kept repeating ''yes'' like telling me to say yes instead of yeah and i didnt#Fucking Get It because guess what you old white cracker i barely fucking speak english and you are just saying things in an aggressive tone#like thats gonna make me get it. and i Didnt i just kept replying yrah to her yes's and then she got tired of it and we left out the door#and theeeeen i got yelled at in the car by being called disrespectful and rude by my parents. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?????????#those crackers never liked me LOL i literally know they didnt#ugh i rmemeber this one time my step dads father was like trying to show me some dumb boxing or karate or something punching move and he#told my mother that i was good at it because he felt i had a lot of aggression and then NY MOTHER YELLED AT ME IN THE CAR FOR IT??????#oh fucking wonder why te kid being abused mighthave aggression but she didnt Know (apart from what She was doing to me) like why would it#be my fucking fault if he thought i had aggression in me HOW IS THAT MY FAULT WHAT DIDBI DO I WAS JUST TRYING TO DO THE MOVE BECAUSE WELL#I WAS TRYING TO GET ALONG BECAUSE THATS WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO#she was like do you know how much that embarassed me and WHAT THE HELL HE SAID IT I DIDNT I WAS LIKE#8??? OR SOMETHING???? I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!! I DIDNT KNOW WOMAN WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME#mothers when they motherđ
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just realised that as far as i recall it hwu mc doesnât cry at any point in hunts date quests and i think this is the biggest evidence of them being weird. not that people who donât cry are weird but hwu mc specifically is very weird for not crying
#pixelberry leaned on so hard on mc pursuing hunt so He wouldnât be a creep. that not only it made mc a creep but justâŚ#badly written as a person. thatâs not a reason person lmaooooo#real*#they get nervous and like. sad i guess at some points but those are underwhelming reactions to what is going on in their life. when they ar#Not a person with small emotions. they are reckless and selfish and entitled#like mc is blackmailed by bianca and they uh. donât get super fucking worried about potentially destroying hunts life and career??#they try to fight bianca and go against her wishes which is just so. immature and NOT how you would act in this situation esp if you Care#about the person you are dating? if you see how SERIOUS this entire situation is? if you are aware of how fucked up is for a prof and a#student to date? lmao. itâs not a joke man#okay i guess the problem is not even them not crying is that their reactions donât match whatâs going on. this is not a emotionally stable#person. they are not mature. for gods sake they bought a ticket and stalked their professor to a masquerade ball and kissed him under false#pretences. and i know i just said they react weirdly to biancaâs blackmail but what i mean is that itâs. inconsistent#and also lmaoooo hunt is being extremely mean to them and like they Deserve it but at the same time they donât even bat an eye?#i guess theyâre too delusional for that but come on it must hurt a littleee#at the end of date auction when hunt leaves theyâre like well thatâs life without thomas hunt :( and iâm like man. idk. i think this#shouldâve gone differently#i donât know these quests always read as if mc Was Right All Along and that justifies their behaviour which is weird but also. because mc#âwas right all alongâ they also didnât put effort into making mc react like a real person. since they were so convicted. and Correct#so like hunt being mean to them doesnât hurt them because heâs just masking his feelings. and because mc is Correct this is True. and also#means they wouldnât be hurt by it since he doesnât mean it. which is not how human beings fucking WORK#actually a person like mc Should be really hurt because theyâre entitled have no regards for peoples feelings and think theyâre correct#okay about the inconsistency. they want mc to be super mature so it makes sense why hunt would date this person but that makes mc ooc andâŚ#weirdly calm about everything. and then at the same time they need/want mc to do things that a mature person would not do to move the plot#this is rambly iâve just been thinking ahout this lately because thereâs a line in first date that really pisses me off
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my body doesnât Hate me, per se. It just Loves being an annoying little shit
#my post#i feel a little bad about complaining about it sometimes#because itâs not like i have super serious afflictions#and weâve gotten some handled through this or that#but. iâve just got. such an extensive collection of#ââbodily things that would be fine individually albeit annoying; but iâve got all of them so it makes for a frustrating existenceââ#subacute eczema. the worst of the bunch. only on my hands but very itchy and still eczema#scapular winging or whatever they call it when you can pop out your scapulas at will.#not very bad at all. the least offensive. just aches sometimes and makes me worry#some tinnitus. a tad annoying. i hear it most when itâs quiet or iâm inside. sometimes it flares but not often. tuning it out isnât too har#chronic rhinitis. i got some surgery(?) for this one. lotta nose sprays.#my nose is almost always congested and runny and going anywhere without tissues is dangerous.#dry lips. also not altogether that bad itâs just annoying and it gets cracked and sometimes painful to open my mouth too wide ig.#we manage that one well with whatever lip products my sister gave me. itâs not very bad#dandruff? maybe? is it dandruff or just scalp skin? i got no clue man#and youâre like. ââokay youâre right those are all quite annoying. but is it really that bad?ââ#and iâm like ââNo. but have you Considered that i have to deal with them all at Once?ââ#BUT THAT. ISNâT EVEN IT. âCAUSE ITâD BE ONE THING IF MY BODY WAS JUST BUILT LIKE THAT. BUT MY BRAIN HATES ME TOO.#BOOM. dermatillomania!! i pick at my acne a little. under my nails. the hard skin under my nails.#my scalp! until itâs itchy and thereâs a little bit of blood! i gently pull at my eyelashes a little bit and rub my eyes.#and. get this. dry and flaky bits of skin. GUESS WHERE I HAVE FLAKY BITS OF SKIN. OH THATâS RIGHT: THE SUBACUTE ECZEMA ON MY HANDS.#itâs better now it really is but i have spent hours picking at it after iâm already all set for bed. 2-3 hrs over a trash can picking at it#ââyeah okay thatâs bad. but-ââ BOOM. ADHD or at least fidgeting. i fidget most by picking at idk All of the aforementioned.#ââoof yeah that does actually suck-ââ BOOM. OCD!!! now that one is the REAL kicker that one fucking hates me#just take all of the above and assume i have some vaguely annoying compulsion tied to it.#and it wouldnât be so annoying sometimes if it werenât for the fact that i deal with it all every day kind of#so correction: my body doesn't necessarily hate me itâs just that my body has shaken hands made deals about which exact disorders and bodil#irritations i need to collectively make living incredibly annoying.#thank you for coming to my TED talk. cue the worldâs smallest violin or whatever
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I don't know, those gifs of Andrew Garfield saying how to him the most terrifying thing is certainty... they resonate with me
The way people go around so damn sure that they're right about things, frankly I think there's very few things more dangerous than not even allowing for the possibility that you're wrong
Like you've just decided that you 100% know best, and from now on any evidence to the contrary is just something to be pushed aside because it's clearly wrong. The harm you'll do isn't real because obviously you wouldn't be doing it if there was harm. You're just right. That's the end of it
No, I agree with Andrew Garfield, I'd much rather stop and reassess over and over, as many times as I need to, to make sure that I'm still doing the right thing
I'll never be anything cause it just doesn't interest me, but if I was going to join a religion I know I'd become Jewish
Thought that since I was little with all the Jewish friends I had at school, and what's more it just seems to fit me best, all the elements of questioning. Hell... it even sounds like if I said "you know, I don't really believe in god", that there's a chance the rabbi might say "funny thing, me neither" (I've heard some don't), but if not that at least "eh, that's fine, why don't you come discuss why with us"
It's just funny the number of times I've related to something someone's saying, and then you find out their Jewish and this ties into that sense of questioning things, and that interview is an example
I agree with him, nothing scarier than being 100% sure you're correct... you can do a lot of bad things once you know for a fact you're right to be doing them
#I frankly worry quite a lot seeing some people who I like very much and the things they've been saying lately#worry a lot about extremism... and you might say left or right extremism? and my answer would be... both#you just gotta pick which of the people I worry about for me to tell you which is all; you know?#good people; kind people; you have to understand that the stuff that's worrying me is them coming from a place of caring#seeing harm and cruelty in the world and wanting to do something about it#and I worry... I worry; and I don't think my words mean anything even when I try and offer a nudge with a reason behind it#but then again.. I don't know if they've ever really listened to me about anything ever to be honest... I don't know why they keep me aroun#like I believe them when they say they like me cause I trust them#but... most of the time they don't even acknowledge what I say; so...#not sure if it's a communication miss match; or not being able to think how to respond; or... what...#but... when that's the case; I mean... why would they listen to me about serious stuff if they don't about the little stuff?#very smart; very caring; just an all around wonderful person#but... some of this stuff... like sometimes I worry they'll wind up full on accelertationist#and... I feel like their understanding of geopolitics ends up being too fed by... well... other people on tumblr#like I'm sorry but... I don't think you really grasp quite who those people actually are#and maybe some rando on here... they might just perhaps be... dismissing and ignoring inconvenient and bad stuff#like oy vey; I don't want to say specifics but like... how in the world can someone as smart as you wind up with such heavy blinders on?#...I just see it too much these days; too many people; too sure they're right#some folks it's religion; they have a little too much faith and... are willing to permit a lot of pain#some folks it's social justice; where they're kinda getting a list of acceptable targets#mhh... there's just this stuff building up in bad ways and... I don't know#one of em; I'll be blunt; I like them to much to ever stop following them... not following in the the tumblr sense#following after them like a dog; they're someone I could never quit.. doesn't mean I'd agree or support it.. but I'd never break off contac#right or wrong that's just the truth of it#guess what I'm saying here is don't go some place I can't follow#...it all comes from a place of caring; but man... it's a real bad direction#...it frankly eats at me... if you look through the stuff I say you might pick up a trend of this eating at me#fuck I wish they respected anything I said#or maybe they do and it just doesn't feel like it and they never seem to acknowledge a word I say unless it's a topic they like#but I wish they'd listen to me and just... just course correct such a tiny tiny tiny amount
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ENOUGH WITH THE REBOOTS AND SPIN OFFS ENOUGGGHHHHH
#first of all why is it always teen shows that they reboot like what for#second of all can anyone name a single reboot that was equally as good and popular as the original#only one I can think of that I would say was as good was 90210 but even thatâs up for debate#but the gossip girl reboot? a train wreck from start to finish idk what they were thinking#the pll reboot had slightly more positive reception but even that came and went#compared to the crazy hype the og had. and keep in mind the og was terrible#but I could see the incentive to reboot both of these shows cause people were neither satisfied with the conclusion#of gossip girl nor pretty liars⌠but one tree hill? why on earth would you reboot one tree hill?#personally I find one tree hill boring but I know for most people thatâs like the gold standard of tv#so why would you go and add more to something people were satisfied with#sure you get the hype but youâre also gonna be subject to so much more backlash if it doesnât meet the originals standards#and one tree hill set the bar PRETTY FUCKING HIGH#if they wanted it to just be about another generation at tree hill high well fine I guess I mean just go and make your own show#do I see the necessity in calling it a reboot? no like just make your own show about two half siblings on a basketball team#but fine letâs call it that. however putting Peyton and Brooke in it means youâre going to basically ruin their character arcs#like thereâs no way Lucas and Julian are coming back so youâre already gonna turn a lot of people away#and the elephant in the room is that most people are concerned about the Woke aspect#what Iâve seen in the past is that these reboots start off trying really hard to be politically correct to demonstrate how#itâs a different time now and things have changed#but I think they misunderstand how much modern audiences hate this? and let me make it clear I donât have a problem with a show being h#socially aware. itâs that the way these reboots handle it is SO heavy handed and unsubtle#thereâs just no nuance about it no actual depth it feels⌠tokenizing?? thatâs not the right word#but like they just throw it in there like itâs a box to check before they forget about all of it#but not before youâve alienated your audience#anyways this will be bad letâs enjoy!
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