#if things are wrong shh
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I forgot to post this, I cleaned up the isometric room sketch I drew a while ago + added the characters
#disco elysium#steban the student communist#echo maker#ulixes#its so hard to do isometric perspective my brain keeps telling me that the things that are further away should be smaller#I should have just used a 3d reference it would have been so much easier#the perspective of the characters is probably wrong but shh ignore that
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No thoughts, only bad back Afab!reader and undeniable breeding kink Yandere husband. Nono hold on here me out here getting into an argument when he said he wanted to start and family, and you’re immediately defensive like “I already have a shit back, it’s sore after laying down on the bed for two seconds, now imagine me swollen ass belly complaining about it every two seconds cause a living thing inside me is breaking my back, not to mention my tits getting sore because they’re producing goddamn milk.” And the husbands all like, yeah mhm. And you’re like “you didn’t hear anything i just said beside swollen belly and My tits producing, did you?’ ”mhm.” ”you’re hard right now aren’t you?” ”mhm.” ”ffs.” (no i didn’t base this off of me and my sore back, what are you on about?)
#Also didn’t definitely think of the husband being Simon ghost Riley#no sir#not me#i’m innocent#i’ve never done a thing wrong in my life#Shut up#yandere thoughts#yandere blurb#yandere drabble#yanblr#yandere#yandere writing#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere imagines#simon ghost riley x reader#shh#don’t mind that tag
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Disclaimer for everyone: I need to avoid a lot of the unhelpful noise about recent events so I’m not going to be online for more than a couple minutes at a time here and there for several days.
My main priority with political and world event topics is the hard and careful discussions about them I have with specific people I have ongoing inroads with who are still in high control situations. I don’t have time and energy to engage with anyone about leftist moral superiority and bickering. Full stop. I’m donating money I can spare and I’m actively and constantly working with people still in the same high-control/cult groups I came out of.
Don’t come into my inbox again with more claims I’m supporting evil by not trying to bring about an immediate revolution against colonialism and capitalism while I’m just trying to keep some people alive and critically thinking long enough to get out of high control groups and actually vote, volunteer, and change policy. I hear you. I understand your anger. I’m not your real target though. Please focus somewhere else.
Thank you.
#this is the one and only time I’ll discuss this from here to the election#I lean almost fully leftist#I’m also a realist#leave me ALONE#I’m already doing the work#go do your own instead of policing other people#the end.#politics and current events#shh katie#I also don’t want the U.S. or Israel to be doing these things but there’s no fucking glorious revolution in the next five weeks#especially with the right getting EVERYTHING they want on a fearmongering military global unrest level#do concrete work or leave my inbox please#I’m this close to just closing it. I don’t want to but I might at this point#I don’t know how to tell you guys that sometimes the right is completely correct when criticizing and complaining about leftist behavior#and if you can’t see that I dont know what to tell you.#but keep it out of my inbox and dms!!!!!!!!!!!#I’m just one person! it’s not my ability OR DUTY to act according to the mantle you’re trying to paint me with#genocide is evil.#war is bad.#I will happily protest and do actual activism about it#but not voting or saying to vote for like. fucking Jill stein the liar and longtime hack is not it#and this is coming from someone who was a Jill Stein fan for a bit#I’m not afraid to admit when I was wrong and say that I changed. are you?
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I don't like the shoulder dsjhsfhsudjsfgd
#I actually don't like a lot of things#but kev ♥︎#spooky month#spooky month fanart#sm kevin#fanart#traditional art#doodles#drawing in class#I have to learn to draw many things grrr#I KNOW I MADE STREBER'S NOSE WRONG SHH
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hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔
#sylph.txt#everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is#but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho#idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship)#and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past#to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work#it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool#it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up#we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party#but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao#(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers)#(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that)#when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is#but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him#i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did#and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me!#senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself#w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party#similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter#idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny#but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with#that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao
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trying to discuss making a chuuya cosplay with my mother but she kept getting distracted by his bolero jacket and muttering "the kids jacket" and "it's so clearly a kids jacket" and "that is a child's jacket. you know that, right?" anyway i got the feeling she didn't like chuuya's bolero jacket
#sorry i just. jfjsjfjajdjkskfjsjjfjsjsjf.#she woild juat randomly mutter it during the conversation#she didnt even REALIZE that it was a jacket until i told her she THOUGHT IT WAS SHADOWS#also chuuya gets bonus points wuth her bc he actually HAS BUTTONS on his white button down shirt#*in some of the manga panels/offical harukawa art but not in the anime style lmao#anyway. i love my mom i adore talking cosplay with her bc shes a sewer and she WILL tear things apart woth her teeth#i try not to show her other people's cosplays when making my own bc she WILL drag it through the mud#not in a cruel and malicious way just in a 'this is so clearly wrong why did they do that? that's a different color entirely!!' way#but it's very helpful for me when I'm making canon-accurate cosplays bc she WILL sit there with me and figure out wtf these people#are wearing and HOW to either make it or make it LOOK right#sorry. just.#she said so many things that had me fucking rolling on the floor today#bsd#bsd chuuya#shh ac
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timezones be wild, I still have 5 1/2 hours till new year for me
#mobile ooc#I got things to DO still#Write mainly but shh#I'm attempting a new dish#If it goes horribly wrong...#Tbh that'd be symbolic for the year 😂#And if it goes great wooo
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all georgie wants to do — all she can do — is hold onto balfour as tightly as possible, her fingers curled into his clothes as though she needs the tether. perhaps she does. people have tried to kill the both of them, before, and she has learnt that nobility is not without its own perils, and yet the thought that she might have lost him hurts more now than it ever would have done, in those years on the road. they are settled here, now. aren't they?
it would seem not. ❝ am i well?! ❞ georgie's laugh is more tears than humour, her fingers tracing the edges of his face to reassure herself that he is whole and here and alive, so blessedly alive. ❝ maker, balfour, i was on my way to bloody rescue you. i'm well, now. ❞ it might take a few more moments for her heart to settle, for her not to feel as though she's awaiting some word that he's fallen, but that is nothing. she takes a step back to assess him, though her fingers refuse to let go. ❝ you're a liar, you are, balfour cousland, look at that arm. let me look at it? for my sake, if not your own. ❞
@stormlit asked: ❝ you’re alive! oh, you’re alive! ❞
"Oh, my love -" The words left him in a heavy sigh, relief washing over him as he moved close enough to embrace her. Arms tightly around her shoulders, he buried his face in her hair, and he held her there, taking a few moments to convince himself that, yes, she was safe in his arms. Sometimes, it felt as though being an arl was more trouble than it was worth. It wasn't the first time there had been an attempt on his life and it surely would not be the last - an exhausting thought, if there ever was one. As if Howe and his treacherous ways had not been enough.
"It was nothing," he said, as if it were true. His sleeve was torn, and the attack had been close enough to have drawn blood but he would survive. As it turned out, Balfour Cousland was a difficult man to kill. "Look, look at me, I'm well." His hand came to her cheek, touch soft, to make Georgie look up at him now. "Are you well?"
#highaver#GEORGIE LANE / ic.#GEORGIE LANE / verse / da.#me remembering -5 da lore but writing this reply anyway#if things are wrong shh
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I just keep thinking about how when I first heard about this album I was COMPELLED to listen to Silver Springs over and over again imagining TTPD as Taylor's Silver Springs and then Stevie Nicks went ahead and wrote a poem for the album AND got name-dropped like WOW I picked that vibe right up
#of all the things I was wrong about in my expectations#this was the one thing I got weirdly right lol#shh gilly
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calling out sick bc i thought about niki finding the tnt underneath the podium on nov 16 and quietly replacing the dirt that covered it again
#'its 2023' shhh. shh now#i just. clenches fist. it's about trust rainduo is about trust trusting each other even when it feels like everything is going wrong#and then repeatedly proving to each other why they don't deserve that trust. why they haven't earned it#niki thinks wilbur left her there essentially to die and she saw him encourage tommy and techno's punch up and those messy final minutes of#pogtopia but she left the tnt there anyway. and she didn't say a word because despite it all she trusted him not to pull the trigger#because she trusts him and he's her friend and she loves him and that was the easy way out. because trusting wilbur was so easy#and wilbur just constantly trusts that niki has her shit together when she doesn't. she'll be fine in manburg! she's /niki/#he dies and comes back and he cant bring himself to face her because he thinks she's so much better than he is#he trusts her word her judgement her character so highly#but she burned out. she did shitty things. she really hurt people and people he cares about no less#he blows up l'manberg but she'll be fine. he puts her on a pedestal that she hasn't earned#(holds head in hands) AOUGHHHH
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another specific scenario nice & simple like winston "isn't allowed to have a 'correct' cishet(tm) gender n sexuality anyways" "keeps immediately latching on to the nonbinariest people around him" billions goes yolo mode after going [just endlessly weather it at the sunk cost factory] firmly established itself as a shitshow and decides like i'm gonna hook up with a guy fr (has not already happened, in this specific scenario) and then does so, congrats to him. however, with all the precedent in the world, it's like here's your big anxiety about any autodidactic sex ed beforehand. here's your big anxiety about just general surveillance & malicious handling of it afterwards. no way anyone could have completely founded hangups about everything even further just indefinitely now. bonus points though he still goes to math meetup has real math friends over there who have Really provided the [yeah it's not actually a popularity contest here] arena & he's known them for years & let's say has at least One amicable person who talks with him out of it, maybe even two. congrats to him canonly for getting out of there, sure hurt him as much as they possibly could on his way out though, was legitimately the goal
#and no way could winston already have founded hangups abt anything to just be added to here. we would just Know if he did#(unserious remark there....)#speaking of ''it's basically like bitter exes clashing except they didn't even get to have the actual relationship(tm)''#winston gets to anytime; all the time; be on edge abt ''what if someone was intently stalking me re: what i'm doing or what info i'm#potentially leaving'' like that is what happened & not like anyone would clarify here's what we did; here's what we're now Not doing#or like that would feel (or in this case: be) trustworthy anyways#billions is all but certainly going ''oh he's fine lol. he has always just been fine lol.''#with the logic that he's fine b/c if we don't think it matters how he's affected (& we don't!) then the Reality is: it doesn't matter#dehumanize your local autist: a billions story#winston billions#and all the discussion like ''wags' Kys Data on winston is like [buy pants] [mundane handy lookups]'' like uh okay#but it's like As Though winston just could Never have looked up things So Wrong for correct cishets like ''am i gay? quiz?'' lmao#or as though wags wouldn't throw that kind of thing at someone. do we assume everyone else there would suddenly Disapprove if he did#winston evidently cast as AnyNerd in the whole saga while wags is lovingly cradled in billions' arms shh you're so epic#with any viewers who also don't get / decline the memo we're supposed to understand winston is less of a person going like Uh. What#doesn't add up with anything but aren't we all just having a delightful time w/wags as always
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swear to god lake mungo is one of the only horror movies that's ever kept me up at night. literally had to get up and turn the light on because i was so unnerved
#honestly i don't really get scared by horror films anymore i've seen too many#there've been films like Raw that i had to watch through my fingers because they were gross#but that's not the same thing#what really gets me is the Uncanny. things that are that should not be. a space between real and unreal where something is living#picnic at hanging rock got me good because something about it just feels so stifling and wrong#miranda's line 'i won't be here much longer' gives me chills to this day#anyway. recommendations welcome and encouraged#be shh now
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goif 2 try 2 make . a. fwiwndship bracelet .
#pk;m pain threshold🔴#WE HAVE A BIT OF THREAD IN OUR ROOM FROM AN OLD FRIENDSHIP BRACELET KIT AND INTERFACING'S BEEN BEGGING TO MAKE SOME SOOOO#we onyl have. pink purple blue & yellow ro woek w tho rip#was gonna add purple thread bc im doing pink & blue bc wE DON'T HAVE RED & this is fr concept & i bit I'm liek#oh wait a second . I'm not bisexualNFNDMDMFCN#i just need. some tape. t.o. tape this down w and I can start but im wayitjf.#for our mom & sib to leave so i dont whabt ro explain what im up to.#'why do you need tape 🤨' to make a friendship bracelet 4 me. bc I'm bored. 'oooo fun lemme see :) oh your set up is wrong bla bla bla'#like. no thamks mom. let me do it fucked up do jot yell at me for my fucked up process here shh shh shh#<= collectively has a whole Thing abt this#aNYWAYS IT'LL BE A SIMPLE ONE WE'VE NEVER MADE ONE BEFORE ABUT if it turns out ok and we enjoy it!!!! maybe we'll ask for more thread!!#we need smth to do w our hands & smth that isn't Drawing Digitally when we're in bed jajajddkckdk
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wait new idea. scratch the original post. if I was toby fox I’d have Sans ask Kris their pronouns and if the player says she/he Sans directly addresses You The Player and says “hey, buddy, I wasn’t talking to you. Let the kid speak. Anyway, Kris, what’r your pronouns?” and then kris answers without a text box for us to see like they (and frisk btw) do sometimes. and sans is like “they/them, huh? Your pal would do well to remember that.”
If I were Toby fox I’d have a character ask Kris ‘what are your pronouns’ then the player has to choose between ‘they/them’ and 'they/them’
#going post#deltarune#kris dreemurr#Let’s come up with multiple versions of the kuzco’s poison joke but with pronouns#kris’ pronouns? the pronouns that kris uses? the pronouns they/them intended specifically for kris?#wait that would be funny if it was papyrus speaking with sans and he’s like anxiously getting ready to meet kris#and he’s just triple checking so he doesn’t get their pronouns wrong#ohhh that’s adorable actually 🥹 and it feels like a natural way to include a really adamant insistence on respecting kris’ pronouns#And by natural I mean like. very typical of ut/dr’s tone esp wrt papyrus#I WOULDNT WANT TO MESS UP ON THE FIRST DAY OF FRIENDSHIP! CAN YOU IMAGINE? IF I CALLED THEM THE WRONG THING? PREPOSTEROUS#(also I know sans’ understanding of the 4th wall doesn’t extend far enough to literally address the player but shh it’s for the bit)
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having mixed feelings about my upcoming birthday. i havent had a proper party since 17, but can i even call it proper if i truly dont remember what i did? and 18 was miserable for a number of reasons i *want* to forget. i guess im scared of aging, is all. 19 sounds like a serious number. i dont want to be a serious adult :/
#i dont know who to invite. idk where to celebrate. idk if i want to celebrate.#theres this pressure to conform to what is expected of me#theres people i want to see but i dont know how to reach out#it feels wrong to just be like “hey; youre invited to my birthday party :)”#i just. idk.#didnt expect to be crying about this of all things on a sunday morning#but. hm. here we are.#chess shh
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this can sometimes feel embarrassing for me to remember or admit but things you learn when you aren't taught anything about emotions as a child until you had to teach yourself(especially as someone AuDHD): Sometimes, i don't need to say something. even if every part of my body is screaming that i need to add or share is not always correct. Sometimes, that keeps me from actually listening and connecting. Sometimes, my brain will leap to association to replace connection in fear of vulnerability and judgement. And this has had negative effects at times. It can feel hurtful in a way to not say something or to not delve deep into something because that is what you feel is right in the moment. Sometimes, we need to remember to ask.
#thomas journal#i know this is pretty vague but this isnt about things regarding abuse bigotry and other moral type subjects#but something ive learned as ive gotten older is how important it is to remind yourself to shh sometimes. i have ended up learning or s#seriously connecting with people just bc ive checked myself. which i dont do always. but that is how we keep learning.#im very worried abt this being interpreted wrong but ig if i was that worried i wouldnt post it
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