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I was so caught up in my head thinking of everything I never got to do, an hour passed by, legs were as numb as my mind and something in me had this urge.. to get dressed up afterall, thats the only thing that makes me feel seen anymore.. so I did, I put on my favourite dress, a muted pink dress with polka dots all over it like stars, and the cardigan that my mother gifted on my birthday few ages ago.. its not even that cold yet, but I'm wearing it, it makes me less homesick, even if I am standing in my own house. The cardigan is yellow, contrasting to the dress's muted tone, bright like the sun. People say it suits me, makes me look happy.
I went out for a walk, passing by the local shops and unfamiliar faces on streets. How similar yet different it is each day, new people same old vendors, new items same old counters.. I have passed by my whole life, the buildings along the path grew up with me,
The sun was still up enough to make one dehydrated, so I went to a sweet shop, ate some aloo chop and a nice cup of adrak wali chai.
After that roamed around my city, funny how I finally feel this city as my own, after all those year looking for a place to belong, feeling lost in the same places I visited and took some pictures of.. cafes, streets, parks... all the places that have memories.. such a bitter sweet feeling remembering the good and bad times, afterall indeed the memories painted the city as my own, even if I am a small, really small part of it.
I finally made my way to the highest point of my city, as tired as I was, I was worth all the steps, that I took before I reached here.
It was the magical time of sunset, Just the right time to see the sky dissolve from day into night. There is something really poetic in the sunsets, countless poems have been written about it, many more songs, and pictures have been taken, the peace in seeing the vastness of this world, the coincidental perfect settings to make this beauty exist. No wonder it is loved by so many people, the sunset, but I find myself drawn into the moments after sunset more..
The way world that seems lost underneath the sunlight, lights up one at a time as the darkness hovers, each and every existence is accounted, the galaxy on the ground.
One last story I post, of the scenery. And as habit, I click on and go through all the photos I took today, how pretty the mundane looks even now, life seems pretty okay if it fits in the 6 inches with a very specific perspective on.
I sit there taking in all of this, with earphones in and songs that have all the memories associated, I made that playlist a few days ago, to remember everything, one last time. I keep wondering about the purpose, the struggles and everyone we go throught in this life, all seem so small from here.
A lot of time has passed, the sun is set and the lights are gone, as usual, it won't be back for next hour, all the lives are lost again, this time into darkness.
I love this one hour, to honor this love, I take a selfie, smiling, and it was genuine, the sense of finally.. I switch off my phone and just look at the sky
...the sky is clear no clouds, just endless galaxy twinkling upon my head. It is a cold calm night, silence feels so good with the wind breezing slowly distant cricket chirps and the hustling crowds noises far in the city...
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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even if I came to love humanity in the end, there’s no proof I was ever here, right?
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#my art#slow downer lyrics..i am applying them to dokja#please..i cant put the entire song lyrics but my god#'i called out an incoherent name in this new old world'#'i loiter in paradise the hope i was accustomed to blocked off my path of retreat'#literally agonised me#maybe this doesnt even make sense#the yjhs standing on the subway yellow lines overlooking the edge#but i kinda lost the plot here#its ok#havent even finished orv yet but whenever i think about the very concept of dokja i lowkey kms in my head for 80000 years#also 52hz's 'a dreamless sleep'#i guess just the sense of being untethered to the world with just this one thing keeping you still here#hits me hard#wait i linked the original slow downer version but obviously (see username) the niigo one is leagues better
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then perish.
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#tloz#totk#totk spoilers#rauru#ganondorf#zelda memes#memes#i dont know why i find this so funny#i know it doesnt make sense time wise#im trying to be funny not logical#maybe you need to know too much about the game to udnerstand#this is about the dumb anicent hero armor looking like a mix of them ok
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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#blood tw#ruporas art#love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands#being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity#i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli#and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected#someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life#ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash#for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it#my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma#for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they#both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much
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CALLIE!!!💖💜💙
#mari's art#Bi colour palette unintentional lol#uhhh crit if u want cuz idk if this looks good or not#Supposed to be a quick warmup but got carried away#still only took 1 hr wow!!!#i hope the pose makes sense idk#ok bye mari out#splatoon#splatoon fanart#splatoon art#callie cuttlefish#callie splatoon#splatoon callie
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EVERY FRIEND GROUP HAS THE
PERSUASIVE WOMAN (HOT)
OLD-ASS MAN
TEAL-THEMED WARRIOR OF A BYGONE AGE TRYING TO LEAD A CALM AND NORMAL LIFE AWAY FROM THEIR PAST IDENTITY THOUGH CAN NEVER ESCAPE IT ENTIRELY
CLOWN (IN DENIAL)
BEAST OF UNKNOWN ORIGIN
BOMB TUPPERWARE
#this adheres to my theory that the other trailblazer is with the stellaron hunters still. and it makes sense. ok.#honkai star rail#hsr#stellaron hunters#astral express crew#astral express#my sillies#ill tag everyone individually at some point
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kim trying to help harry tailor his clothes.
#does this make sense to anyone should i include an explanation#or leave it to be a 'wait let me google something' 'ok yeah this is funny' moment#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#kimharry#...technically#in my heart's heart it is#my art#ough fuck auuuugh i finished this just in time the vodka is kicking in
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🚨Crack theory🚨 but at first I was confused how Vi's death led to an alternate universe where everything is a utopia. Even if Hextech was never invented it doesnt explain how all the class disparity was solved. And then I realized it was probably this:
Vander and Silco are the only ones who really had a plan for a unified and independent Zaun. My theory: after the accident, Vander went into grief over the death of his daughter and stumbled pathetically into the arms of his ex-twink, finally apologized for trying to kill him that one time, they get back together and solve all poverty with the power of old man yaoi. (Also Silco stops making drugs at some point)
#they solved discrimination! congratulations to them#ok in all seriousness i have literally no clue what else couldve led to this lmao#i cant see silco ever giving up on his independent zaun dreams?#so it makes sense that if they got back together they would try again to achieve it. maybe vi's death was a prime motivator idk#btw what is their ship name do they have one yet#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane silco#arcane vander#silco#vander#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#my post#vi arcane#arcane vi#zaundads
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Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation
#HNNNGGGNNN!! SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT EPISODE 2……#my art#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#Fionna and cake spoilers#<- kind of??? maybe not really#I’m so glad ep 2 gave us some insight to that scene in obsidian#it’s such a shift from Simon saying he’d literally rather DIE than be the ice king again#BUT IT MAKES SENSE!#nostalgia can twist your perception of the past#and then mix that in with a metric ton of trauma !#‘things were simpler back then’#SIMON 99.5% OF YOUR LIFE AS ICE KING WAS AWFUL….#I mean in the later seasons he does gradually gain acceptance and fit in with the others#but that just makes the CURRENT simons situation so much sadder it’s like he’s back at square 1 in some ways#WILL THE ISOLATION EVER END?#OK IM DONE RANTING IN THE TAGS
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honestly shoutout to Edwin "he is a boy and I am a boy, if anything he just enjoys ghosts" Payne for being so repressed that Monty being a ghost fucker was more probable to him then Monty being gay
#like ok edwin that makes sense totally#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#edwin dead boy detectives#edwin payne dead boy detectives#monty the crow#monty dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives
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two new critters just dropped
#mirabelle is some sort of bunny mouse pika sheep thingy. and isabeau is like a bird with paws. its ok it doesnt have to make sense#theyre critters :) thingies that can fit in ur pocket#brin was organising sprites for the wiki and describing them as various gatherings of animals (bunnies and cockatoos) and by god i had to#so. fresh critters for u all#i'll make the others some day too. inspo just has to hit first#i dont think i'll spoiler mark this one bc its just silly au playing with my tuoys animals yay yippee smol time :)#isat critters#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat loop#my art
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in brazil we went hunting
it was hard finding time to draw while i was in korea but i finally finished this beast on the plane! max verstappen brazil 2024 you are so special to me
also feel free to use as a wallpaper!
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#took forever trying to figure out the crop so hopefully this one is good enough#also really hoping it looks ok#i was drawing in the dark to not disturb the people sitting next to me so i can’t tell if the colors make sense#also also half of this was drawn while drunk. so i REALLY have no idea if any of the lines make sense either LMAO#need the art version of no beta we die like ___ bc that’s me rn#anyways! hope ppl like it#mv33#f1#f1 fanart#max verstappen#mv1#my art#max verstappen fanart#brazil gp 2024
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☆ He's a master of fright
and a demon of light ☆
#Pumpkin king malleus pls I am begging#ever since I heard abt the new event I just#PLS#brain rotting so much#I sketched this out for a possibility we might gain idk#but PLS FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING I NEED MAL AND OR LEONA TO FIT THE ROLE OF JACK BUT MGL I FEEL LIKE LEONA KINDA MAKES SENSE MORE BUT#DUDEEE#THE AESTHETIC FITS THEM BOTH PERFECTLY I SEE NO WRONG IN BOTH#ok that’s me screaming for now#twisted wonderland#twistedwonderlandfanart#twst#malleus draconia
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“Mistakes on mistakes until” ch 69 spoilers below!



Ahahahahahahah here I go again
Mistakes on mistakes until until I can draw Jazz with my eyes closed
I woke up, checked my phone, woke up for real and decided that whatever plans I had for this day yeah no they can wait a little bit kfkgnfk
Also. Consider listening this while reading. Or don't who am I to tell you what to do~
#maccadam#transformers#Jazz#Meister#Starscream#L I S T E N#I THINK#The “Jazz” is a hologram and “Meister” is the Real Jazz#because yeah It totally makes sense. Soundwave touched Meister so Meister must be real. And Hound could just create the hologram of Jazz#but....b u t#I can't stop thinking that there's might be something more#like...Hound wasn't exactly wery well hidden. For the love of god STArScream saw him and talked about him#and we all know than Soundwave is a fucking all seeing eye of Sauron when it comes to watching suspicious activity#I...fuckin...listen ok#Meister's plan with second Jazz is so damn clever bc it would literally show to Soundwave how Jazz and Meister can stand in the same room#but I can't help but feel that Sounders is inevitably going to discover Hound and unlike Starscream he surely knows what Hounds “thing” is#or maybe I'm just paranoid. .#maybe Jazz..I mean Meister knows something I don't#i mean duh of course he does#augh I need to stop before by brain spins itself to shreds#This fic made me overthink every detail with double intensity haha#Also. ALSO. We might see the confrontation between Meister and Jazz I feel. we might. it makes me want to giggle for some reson kgkgkg#fic fanart#momu fanart
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I wasn't finished with the color scheme and scene from my heart boner drawing ♡
Happy Valentine's!
This one goes out to my friend K who pointed out I hadn't drawn them kissing yet lol
#Teen Wolf#Derek Hale#Stiles Stilinski#Sterek#Sterek fanart#happy valentine's from your local aroace who only likes fictional romances LOL#This one makes my 'reposted with no context' sense tingle but we'll see#Don't @ me about the arms/body situation i couldn't figure it out and it's 'good enough is good enough' time babyyy#mwah#if you caught me removing text after posting no you didn't#im of fickle mind ok
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