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disproportionatelysculpting · 5 months ago
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I was so caught up in my head thinking of everything I never got to do, an hour passed by, legs were as numb as my mind and something in me had this urge.. to get dressed up afterall, thats the only thing that makes me feel seen anymore.. so I did, I put on my favourite dress, a muted pink dress with polka dots all over it like stars, and the cardigan that my mother gifted on my birthday few ages ago.. its not even that cold yet, but I'm wearing it, it makes me less homesick, even if I am standing in my own house. The cardigan is yellow, contrasting to the dress's muted tone, bright like the sun. People say it suits me, makes me look happy.
I went out for a walk, passing by the local shops and unfamiliar faces on streets. How similar yet different it is each day, new people same old vendors, new items same old counters.. I have passed by my whole life, the buildings along the path grew up with me,
The sun was still up enough to make one dehydrated, so I went to a sweet shop, ate some aloo chop and a nice cup of adrak wali chai.
After that roamed around my city, funny how I finally feel this city as my own, after all those year looking for a place to belong, feeling lost in the same places I visited and took some pictures of.. cafes, streets, parks... all the places that have memories.. such a bitter sweet feeling remembering the good and bad times, afterall indeed the memories painted the city as my own, even if I am a small, really small part of it.
I finally made my way to the highest point of my city, as tired as I was, I was worth all the steps, that I took before I reached here.
It was the magical time of sunset, Just the right time to see the sky dissolve from day into night. There is something really poetic in the sunsets, countless poems have been written about it, many more songs, and pictures have been taken, the peace in seeing the vastness of this world, the coincidental perfect settings to make this beauty exist. No wonder it is loved by so many people, the sunset, but I find myself drawn into the moments after sunset more..
The way world that seems lost underneath the sunlight, lights up one at a time as the darkness hovers, each and every existence is accounted, the galaxy on the ground.
One last story I post, of the scenery. And as habit, I click on and go through all the photos I took today, how pretty the mundane looks even now, life seems pretty okay if it fits in the 6 inches with a very specific perspective on.
I sit there taking in all of this, with earphones in and songs that have all the memories associated, I made that playlist a few days ago, to remember everything, one last time. I keep wondering about the purpose, the struggles and everyone we go throught in this life, all seem so small from here.
A lot of time has passed, the sun is set and the lights are gone, as usual, it won't be back for next hour, all the lives are lost again, this time into darkness.
I love this one hour, to honor this love, I take a selfie, smiling, and it was genuine, the sense of finally.. I switch off my phone and just look at the sky
...the sky is clear no clouds, just endless galaxy twinkling upon my head. It is a cold calm night, silence feels so good with the wind breezing slowly distant cricket chirps and the hustling crowds noises far in the city...
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butchfalin · 1 year ago
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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mafuyuakgae · 5 months ago
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even if I came to love humanity in the end, there’s no proof I was ever here, right?
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ganondoodle · 2 years ago
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then perish.
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ruporas · 8 months ago
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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#blood tw#ruporas art#love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands#being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity#i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli#and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected#someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life#ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash#for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it#my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma#for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they#both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much
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candyje11yfish · 3 months ago
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CALLIE!!!💖💜💙
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b1adie · 8 months ago
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EVERY FRIEND GROUP HAS THE
PERSUASIVE WOMAN (HOT)
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OLD-ASS MAN
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TEAL-THEMED WARRIOR OF A BYGONE AGE TRYING TO LEAD A CALM AND NORMAL LIFE AWAY FROM THEIR PAST IDENTITY THOUGH CAN NEVER ESCAPE IT ENTIRELY
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CLOWN (IN DENIAL)
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BEAST OF UNKNOWN ORIGIN
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BOMB TUPPERWARE
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gummirock · 2 months ago
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kim trying to help harry tailor his clothes.
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afterthelambs · 3 months ago
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🚨Crack theory🚨 but at first I was confused how Vi's death led to an alternate universe where everything is a utopia. Even if Hextech was never invented it doesnt explain how all the class disparity was solved. And then I realized it was probably this:
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Vander and Silco are the only ones who really had a plan for a unified and independent Zaun. My theory: after the accident, Vander went into grief over the death of his daughter and stumbled pathetically into the arms of his ex-twink, finally apologized for trying to kill him that one time, they get back together and solve all poverty with the power of old man yaoi. (Also Silco stops making drugs at some point)
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sameboot · 1 year ago
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Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation
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disgruntled-rat · 5 months ago
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honestly shoutout to Edwin "he is a boy and I am a boy, if anything he just enjoys ghosts" Payne for being so repressed that Monty being a ghost fucker was more probable to him then Monty being gay
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tawnysoup · 6 months ago
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two new critters just dropped
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maxipad33 · 3 months ago
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in brazil we went hunting
it was hard finding time to draw while i was in korea but i finally finished this beast on the plane! max verstappen brazil 2024 you are so special to me
also feel free to use as a wallpaper!
alt versions under the cut
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spliceyblues · 5 months ago
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☆ He's a master of fright
and a demon of light ☆
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keferon · 6 months ago
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“Mistakes on mistakes until” ch 69 spoilers below!
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Ahahahahahahah here I go again
Mistakes on mistakes until until I can draw Jazz with my eyes closed
I woke up, checked my phone, woke up for real and decided that whatever plans I had for this day yeah no they can wait a little bit kfkgnfk
Also. Consider listening this while reading. Or don't who am I to tell you what to do~
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melioristicbeast · 4 days ago
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I wasn't finished with the color scheme and scene from my heart boner drawing ♡
Happy Valentine's!
This one goes out to my friend K who pointed out I hadn't drawn them kissing yet lol
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