#if i come up with anymore ill rb this

[kijosakka]

ok dijosakka do you have any Izzy headcanons

yes i do!!! (came up with these in the hours between getting this ask and answering it)

• definitely a maximalist. no one knows how she dusts

• can ride a unicycle and is stupid fast on both skates and rollerblades. however she can’t ice skate

• skipped 2 grades going into high school

• ^^ heavily isolated from her peers growing up, has a tendency to be a self-fulfilling prophecy with relationships going wrong

• laughing/rambling is her default to all uncomfortable emotions (this one is basically canon i think)

• loves overly sour and sweet things. nothing is too sour nor too sweet

• genuinely loves snacking on shit like carolina reapers

• keeps gets stung by jellyfish every single time she goes to the beach without fail

• eats all fruit with the skin/rind

• ^ thinks the skin of the apple is the best part (green r her fave)

• collects driftwood

• no sense of self preservation. where did it go

• ^ has never used a crossroad i don’t think. exclusively jaywalks

• additionally a habitual arsonist

• ^ collects empty/broken lighters

• really good at doing/braiding hair, its just trying to actually convince her to sit there with you

• chemistry and physics are her best subjects (she failed history class)

• body paint and markers are her best friends

• ^ also stickers

• hyperlexic

• loved block toys. still does

• has never kept the same scent of shampoo for more than single bottle

• has chased and successfully caught a squirrel before

• rock climbing & parkour courses. that is all

• loves throwing surprise parties

• constantly chasing adrenaline rushes (to the point of recklessly endangering herself, usually)

• tried to learn to cook when she was younger but after repeatedly getting yelled at for messing up, she quit trying altogether

• doesn’t have any pets because of her constantly traveling for her acting career, but if she did she would have a (venomous) snake

• favorite cake flavor is orange

• ^ makes box cake mix exclusively with sodas instead of oil/eggs

• did some kind of ballet/rhythmic gymnastic when she was younger

• see also: attachment issues. (this is canon also i think)

• habitually got in trouble for climbing equipment in school

• very, very good at impressions, human and animal

• freckled all over her body

• very loyal (aka slashed chris’ tires when noah got fired)

• double-jointed in every joint

• definitely has those time loop codes

• can play the theremin (think i saw this one somewhere else?)

• her and eva playfight/wrestle like they’re actually trying to kill each other (lovingly)

• very touchy/physically affectionate via surprising others but will jump back and hate it if someone surprises her with touch

• loves playing in the rain (esp lightning storms and hail)

• was always picked last for school team events (in spite of being very smart/athletic)

• chewed on her hair when she was younger

• takes baths exclusively over showers

• favorite hide and seek spot was the washing machine/dryer before she learned how to climb stuff and hide Better

• loves ‘kids’ games like tag and hide and seek because nobody ever played them with her when she was young

• scared of dogs (this makes sense to me and no idk why)

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

[patches-of-thistle]

i should update my pinned bc theres a lot of things that have just become recently outdated and need to be updated

most notably would probably need to be it having to be redone entirely to be generalized but. meh

[unripe-lemon]

Since i know no one will see this:

1 note and i will email my therapist

ok so for this one,, like since then i have emailed my therapist?? that counts right????? tbh i dont even know what to talk abt anymore, but i do have a session with her so dw

2 notes and ill put my laundry away

ugh….. stupid. internet.. making me do things that will make my life easier…. gugh yeah i put my laundry away!!!!! everyone clap now

5 notes and ill try to brush my teeth more often

ok so like for this one i found this video https://youtu.be/pvutTiPY7q8?si=PASnBmUXZ0xiHzWM imma sing this song to myself every tike i dont feel like brushing my teeth

6 notes and ill try to put on cream for my dermatitis (anxiety hives!!! yayyy!!!!) more often

just did it hehe :) tho it is getting a little worse and my kitten scratched me on top of it 😭

10 notes and ill attempt to learn my timestables

11 notes and ill study for my exams

my exams are over!!!! so idk what to do for this one? maybe ill go do my homework instead

20 notes and ill try to go one day without using my pc/phone

30 notes and ill vaccum (more bc we just adopted kittens) my room entirely

40 notes and ill try to explain my depression to my mom again

50 notes and ill clean my locker out at school

imma do this tmr!!!

i forgot 😭 someone remind me

80 notes and ill fix the posters that are falling off of my wall and are probably going to rip soon

doing this rn! taking dinner break

100 notes and ill REALLY unpack everything with my therapist

maybe tmr?

we talked about medication and kittens, also exams so like success??

200 notes and ill ask my mom if we can go to my go and get! me! medicated!

ill discuss w therapist tmr

discussed with therapist, we are now getting the conversation started with my mom and are going to see what my gp says after that!! :) ty to everyone in the notes rooting for meds

300 notes and ill re organise my bookshelf

400 notes and ill clean all of the mold off of my wall

damn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ion wannaaaaaaaa

this is a weekend activity tbh, and idk if its even going to BE this weekend :P

500 notes and ill clean the mold off of my roof

600 notes and ill try sewing some new clothes

i crocheted a scarf!!! does that count?

700 notes and ill buy some new shoes

800 notes and ill check out dnd club at school (im scared)

900 notes and ill come up with more goals

edit: bro……. 😭

so im gonna take my time w these bc there is a lot to go thru!! i will try my best to remember to update!!! ty for notes :)

- random internet stranger

edit 2: WTF 1000 NOTES GUYS CHILL

ok so like i have to come up with more goals now???

1500 and ill start taking study notes with a study method (rb with study method that is your fav eg cornell method)

1700 and ill attempt to hype myself up enough to eat at school (long story, germs)

2000 notes and ill start whatever book wins this poll:

[roxanne193018]

A part 3 of Lucifer’s implied (?) yandere stuffs ( i guess it’s not so implied anymore)

⚠️

Warning: spoilers Christmas event story and Lucifer (blow)

Here he is, yapping about his brothers again (not that I complain tho)

This dude. Everyone says he talks very little that Paradise Lost gang even blushed at his words every time he speaks bc apparently he rarely speaks. But bro is a YAPPER. A huge YAPPER when it comes to MC. (Like how most of us just yap all things to our love) from background conversations, to chats, to stories, if one sentence was enough to make the PL gang blush, then with the amount he says to MC, PL gang would orgasm till they faint.

Also, when MC said “oh, you are busy, why bother texting me?” He was like

“??Bc I’m a doctor, and I often check up on my patients,

But also bc I like you.

Gamigin almost form lifelong friendship with his patients! We doctors are dedicated…I am not that dedicated tho,

But I also have to check on you bc you are important to me.

I can ask everyone instead to know if you’re ill or not,

But I want to ask you directly tho.

Everyone is interested in you, ao I can ask everyone about you

But I’m also interested in you”

… very roundabout way of saying I am literally loving you, and you are important to me, and why are you pretending not to see it? Conflicting ahh birb

… notice him guys.

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In the story, he actually keeps his “doctor profession”, by not touching his patient, (believe it or not). He wants to lick MC’s tears so bad, wants to be nice to her, wants to cherish it as lovers’ s*xy time and not a type of treatment, but he couldn’t bc everything he did then was to cure MC. So, he refrained himself from licking MC’s tears and kissing MC’s face. Meh, weird way for a doctors’ safe distance from patient, but that’ll do ig…

Again, he losts it at every card when MC said she likes doing this with him. Their relationship, feels kinda like situasionship smh haha. Both kept their cools, but loses their shjt when the other do lovers’ things to them.

He caters to MC’s liking to cure her, but in the end, he himself can’t keep his words of “not touching the patient”, and still kisses MC. As MC no longer has Christmas cold, she still clings to Lucifer for sexy time lol, bc it’s rare to spend time with him, and he knows, he thinks the same and doesn’t do allat doctor patient game anymo, just lovers’ stuffs from then on lmao.

Shows how MC makes him always loses his shjt, and he admits it fr 🤣

And finally, I still save the best for last.

So for context: he is texting MC to ask like “what type of magical possay you got, that this toy still have your love liquid on it after DAYS?”

… well look at that, you hypocrite lil shjt. I remember SOMEONE told Belphegor that him keeping the blanket that him and MC rolled on is unhygienic. And now you kept that toy UNWASHED on your office table for days, in the room that bans everyone from entering. If he washed it, he wouldn’t ask MC why it was still wet bc it would be cleanly dried long ago.

“At first, it vibrated with your smell” okay.. you kept that thing to occasionally sniff MC out? On God… like I said. He might be crazy like Asmo.

Next, he was FURIOUS, when he noticed that the candy cane reeks of other devils’ smells. (Apparently the Paradise Lost gang has used that to m*st*rb*t* lol) bc 1, he places it privately in his own office, a place no one dares to enter, and now they are doing IT in his no no office zone, and 2, it no longer entirely smells like MC, so he just decides to lock the entire PL gang up to punish 🤣🤣 and won’t let MC meet them for a good while. (Jealous boi)

Another thing I am wondering is that, it is canon that he gets hard every time he bumps into/ remembers/ sees MC (MC-sexual lol). The inclusion of the MC smelled candy cane in his office? Yeah… it will DEFINITELY make that man go absolute FERAL.

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I realized how I over analyzing everything when it comes to Luci lmao. Probably mostly bc he has IMPLIED shjjj compared to Leviathan, who just literally smacks the heck outta MC if she makes him jealous, much easier to see.

[slowestlap]

After parting with Bradley Scanes following four years together at Red Bull, Verstappen is now working with Rupert Manwaring, who had been Carlos Sainz’s long-serving trainer. Sainz and Manwaring started working together eight years ago when Sainz was at Toro Rosso (now RB).

“We had an exceptional time together,” said Sainz. “We felt it was time to move on. Our lives were becoming different, and him living in the UK and me being more in Italy and Spain, I felt like it was time to change paths. I’m sure Max is going to enjoy the time with him.” Verstappen said it had been “nice” working with Manwaring given his F1 experience, saying he “knows what is needed.”

Verstappen noted managing sickness as being particularly important, as illness becomes inevitable with so much traveling throughout a season. Last year in Saudi Arabia, he came down with a bug that made Red Bull question whether he’d be fit for the race weekend. He only missed media day in the end.

“Everyone gets sick once a year at least,” Verstappen said. “You really try to minimize that, you try to be on top of things, and you know that when you go to certain countries, you know what you have to do to be careful not to be sick or whatever. Jet lag, traveling, it’s really about being well-rested.”

Even at 26, Verstappen is already implementing changes in his approach. “It may sound a bit weird, but I’m not 18 anymore,” Verstappen said. “At 18, you can do whatever you want, even the day before (the race)! Slowly, that is changing as well. I already start feeling that. But I’m sure we’ll come up with good plans on what to do.”

[...]

Verstappen, the overwhelming favorite to win a fourth title in 2024 and, one presumes, the majority of the 24 races, said he wanted to “make it as fun as possible” between races and find downtime away from his duties.

“Twenty-four races is a lot, and not only just the race weekend itself,” Verstappen said. “When we get back, there’s a lot of commitments. You have to get back to the factory as well to prepare with sim days, which almost takes a month as well in your schedule already alone.

“(I’m) just trying to make the best of it. Everyone knows I’m not a fan of it. But I don’t decide the calendar.”

How F1 drivers and teams are preparing for 24 races in 2024, the longest-ever season | Luke Smith, the Athletic | 26 February 2024

[mistxmood]

this wasnt supposed to have so much thought but i got sucked into it. like YEAH a self-insert is always fun and i couldve just made them our blogsona but also this is way more interesting to me.

does this still count as a self-insert or is this just a gf x utmv au crossover. who cares!

image description under read ill explain more in a rb because i feel silly

[ID: Bill Cipher floats with his hand outstretched. It's aflame. He says, "Think of it like a partnership! I help keep that flame stroked, and you tell me the secrets of the multiverse." It cuts to a Ink Sans, his hand in the middle of taking Bill's hand. His eyes are white and hollow, and he looks expressionless. "So how's about it?" Bill continues.]

[ID: Bill and Ink are now shaking hands. Bill thinks to himself gleefully, "Screw overthrowing one universe I'm about to bag the whole multiverse." Ink however is now looking at the viewer and he is smirking as he thinks, "bro doesn't know." An arrow points to this thought bubble, connected to text that explains, "Without paint, Ink normally goes back to being a corpse, aka stops responding, thinking, etc." another arrow points to this text, leading to text that has been cut out of the frame.]

[ID: Ink is now strolling away, eyes closed and smiling as he says, "Welp time to go catch up on Twin Runes!" Floating behind him, Bill, now bodyless and only visible in a ghost-like form similar to Dipper when Bill was possessing his body, is staring at his hands in bewilderment, sweating, not quite sure what exactly the deal accomplished or what happened to him.]

[ID: It slowly hits Bill, now off-screen, yet he still feels as if he has to ask Ink, "What did you do." Ink, now sweating a little bit, is thinking to himself, "Here it comes."]

[ID: "Yep." Ink thinks to himself as he turns around. His face is obscured by this, body still turned away as he looks at Bill, who has now grown in size and is in a state of extreme frenzy. A mixture of fear, fury- it's unknown what he's feeling as he exclaims in unstable text, "What did you do to me!"]

[ID: Bill gets up to Ink's face, hands clawing into his shoulders despite being intangible as he screeches, eye wide, "Whatever you did, it does not."

He slowly shrinks, letting go of Ink. "It does not matter. it doesn't. It doesn't." He's growing a little fainter in visibility, and while his rage is still present it feels like he's becoming distant.

"The deal's…" But Bill doesn't finish his sentence. His accusing, pointing finger slowly droops. He lingers in the air yet his conviction drains off him like paint in a running sink. He looks at Ink still, but he also doesn't know what he's feeling anymore.]

[ID: As Bill becomes faint in the background, losing his sense and losing his self before he could comprehend what he's missing, Ink speaks up. "It kinda sucks yeah."]

[ID: The drawing is not looking at Ink from around Bill's perspective, as he turns to face him. He's got a hand rubbing his cheek and he sighs as he tries to explain himself with a waving hand. "Okay listen. I'm sorry but not really. We both know you're a danger to everyone around you but! This is temporary."

"I think."

"I don't know it depends on if you want it to be or not."]

[ID: "And that depends on if you wanna change. Which. I'm skeptical on. But that's fine. You and I got all the time in the world. In the end, you're stuck here and that's fine with me."

He's got his hands on his hips now as he looks at Bill properly now. His pupils have changed to a pair of yellow triangles, except his right pupil is hollow still. Bill is still floating in front of him in a state akin to dissassociation. "… You're not listening to yeah you're ignoring me." Ink sighs.]

[ID: But because I'm so nicey I'm still going to hold my word." Ink turns away now, grinning as he pulls his giant paintbrush, Broomie, off from where its been shealthed on his back. He's grinning wide now, still looking at Bill as he continues, "You probably already saw most of the popular AUs, but we're going anyways. I'm giving you a first-class tour of the multiverse!"]

[enden-k]

i see a very old very ugly gnshn sketch of mine getting rb (unfortunately this stupid site glitches out when i try to deactivate rbs on it so i had to delete it like that eugh) and noticed new followers and i jsut wanna point out that, if you come only bc of that old ass taru yandere sketch im not rlly doing gnshn fanart anymore and dont care much abt the game except for my bbys kavetham and a few other characters (ill doodle here and there)

i mainly draw hsr, zzzero and my OCs

so ....yeah, small heads up if you follow only bc of that sketch. sorry to disappoint uwa

[miiilowo]

May I ask for some info on characters in your gay boy summer drawing (Idk names sorry)

GRINS EVILLY. yes u may ( vvv pictures for people who havent seen em)

human dudes named finn, big monsters named arthur. arthurs not his actual name, but ill get to that in a minute. theyre ocs ive had for quite some time now but i've been renovating because i wanna make an actual digital horror series sometime in the coming years (everything would be posted to an in-universe youtube channel 'owned' by finn)

Finn is a shoddy paranormal investigator who lives alone in an RV out by the woods. While he's not too far from town, he's out there enough to get in trouble and not have anyone find out for ... A longer period of time than what would be preferable, let's just say that. Loves ghoul hunting. loves ghouls. ghosts and demons and whatnot. Uploads everything to a youtube channel.

One day, he decides to check out an abandoned house thats rumored to have demonic rituals and summonings happening within it, cause why wouldn't he? He gets there. snaps a photo down the hall. sees a numerous amount of red eyes staring back at him, and immediately books it back home! naturally he immediately gets followed home by the Thing he found. this is not preferable.

Arthur, when summoned, only has one way he can get back home. He needs a willing blood sacrifice in order to draw the portal and return- Emphasis on the word "willing". Typically, he would manipulate the summoner into being that sacrifice, by getting them emotionally attached in some way; making them reliant on him. Whoever summoned him last was aware of this, however, and booked it before he could do anything. With Finn being his first human contact in years, he's desperate, and tracks him down-So he can lure him in and use him.

issue one: there's been a string of murders in the woods nearby where he lives issue two: he's kinda thick skulled. since the murders happened recently, there might be some weird paranormal activity happening, right? issue three: the killer was visiting the scene of the crime when finn showed up, as killers tend to do. now he has a murderer coming for his ass

now, you can't really have a "willing blood sacrifice" if someone kills them before you do, right?

the series would follow the two as arthur tries his absolute best to keep finn from getting killed, and over time, arthur realizes he isn't being kind and loving to finn just because he needs to use him to get back home anymore.

anyways. handful misc information:

finn nicknamed arthur out of fear when he saw it staring at him through his window in the dark at like 2 am and it stuck

arthur cannot form words because of the way his mouth is, so he primarily communicates through technology, sort of forcing finn to be constantly recording. think of that one scare in the mandela catalogue where the date displaying on the recording changes to the words 'bad idea, mark' or whatever it says

eventually i want finn to strap a modified spirit box to arthurs neck so he can communicate like that. ideally this will resemble withered chicas voicelines in ultimate custom night

everything about them you can find in the #redux tag on my blog and also on @reduxblog cause i RB everything there :3

[maddgical-boy]

remakin my pinned post bc i love spending hours on fun formats. anyways

⸝⸝⊂➜﹒it's me! ⊃⸝⸝

mark/vinny ☆ he/him ☆ minor (strictly 18+ only blogs block me)

hello all! here i post about all things daydreaming-related, as well as some self insert stuff since there is big overlap there for me.

i have mainly fictparacosms (paracosms of existing fictional media). i'm kinda shy about them so i don't discuss them as much but please be respectful when i do. they do not always line up with canon and i just want to be happy and have a fun time.

❤️ this blog is a safe space for all madders/iders and whatever you daydream about. even if it's considered really dark nasty shit, and even if it's willingly! fiction is fiction my friends. ❤️

feel free to send asks about my paracosms or about yours! tumblr is buggy and i am chronically ill so i may not get to it right away, but rest easy knowing each ask is treasured in my heart <3 i'm shy but i want to interact with you all.

no dni or anything, i make big use of the block button if i don't like your vibes or even if we just don't agree about stuff. unfortunately my block barrier from my main doesn't extend to sideblogs and i have to block separately from here, which i sometimes forget to do. so blanket statement for all my blogs and socials:

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and hey! if you can spare some money check out the #palestine gfms tag on my main! 🇵🇸❤️

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below are paracosms & tags!

paracosms ☁︎‎‎‧₊˚*𖦹

these fluctuate in and out of how relevant they are to me, especially because god cursed my interests to wholly take over my life and then suddenly evaporate like sweat. this is also why i have random mini paracosms that only come out of hibernation if my hyperfixation does too! lmao

───-> ORIGINAL

��� queerer things still — five teens learn of the magical secret realms on earth and travel through them to uncover the main para (enya liao)'s mysterious past. all of them have magical powers and all of them have emotional baggage that they are eventually forced to deal with by fighting monsters that target their greatest weaknesses. everything is weird and also everything is queer (hence the name).

───-> FICTPARACOSMS

■ arrows of shield — big crossover between marvel's agents of shield and the cw's arrowverse. at the center of it all is me, because i am awesome. the only other teenagers (and original paras) are cicero (an entity meant to deal with all emotional and physical pains) and jessop jiang (a boy from the typical 60s american suburb who accidentally killed his mother).

■ the super happy life of akemi ōtani — a blanket paracosm for all daydreams involving any of koei's musou warriors games (that i have played, which is dw8, sw2, 4, 4ii, and 5, and wo4). the name is from one of my two samurai warriors ocs, as she has a very normal, happy life with her dad and sister that is absolutely not besieged by period-typical war. (also my icon on this blog is of nō, who is a character from sw5! she's in her dlc outfit. i love her)

■ yttd paracosm 2 — i don't have a name for this one yet shhh. anyway have you ever theorized that shunsuke hayasaka is sue miley's mysterious fiancé and then made a yttd sona that has become separate from you and is also their adopted child and is also dating ranmaru kageyama and then spent way too much time rewriting the lore of the game to fit this change? that's what this is. (my first yttd paracosm is asunaroland which isn't as major anymore but yeah. i have 2 of these fuckers)

tags i'll use ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

i love using tags i love organizing i love formatting i love archiving ＼(^▽^＠)ノ ☆ヾ(*´▽｀)ﾉ ~(≧◇≦)/ﾞﾞﾞ

my original posts -> #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

answering asks -> #mark answers asks, #ask game answers | feel free to send in something from my ask game!

vents about madd -> #madd vent, #intrusive daydreaming | all of these are ok to rb

positivity about daydreaming -> #positivity <3

my art -> #martk | other art is on my toyhouse and instagram! | want me to draw your paras? commission me!

useful madd-related things -> #useful

anything not daydreaming-related, for whatever reason -> #not madd

...and probably other tags i'm forgetting! yayyy!!

all paracosms and paras are tagged #like this* to avoid anything (like fictpara stuff) showing up in big public tags because i am Scared

dividers: animatedglittergraphics-n-more

[imeriayapping]

hey!!! how are you doing?

ohmygosh for the liloscar imagine liam having a seat in the alpha tauri and logan and oscar don't have a proper friendship anymore and liam and logan get super close since they were team mates in f2 (i think??? i dont follow them unfortunately but ill read anything you write all ur ideas are fantastic) and then oscar gets jealous like that should be me so he goes to logan and they get in an argument abt this and they both basically declare their love for each other and then logan gets all confused and shaken up because he thought he had a good thing with liam going on and now his feelings are all confused to he talks to liam about it and he says he likes logan too but they want to focus on their careers so they put a pin on it or smth and then later on oscar finds liam in a little breakdown because of his seat and the rumours if he's good enough to move up to rb or if he's gonna be replaced mid season and oscar knows how it feels like to never have ur seat confirmed to move up and basically being treated like shit bc of alpine so he goes and comforts him and liam's like huh ohmygosh how nice and he grows feelings for him too so they all like each other and bam: relationship

and then there could be little snippets of ppl on social media posting abt them because they keep their relationship public but private so they never say anything abt it and ppl just speculate and it's never confirmed

sorry for the ramble, have a lovely day 💕

Don't apologise for your rambling it was amazing to read!!!!

But i would probably go a bit different about it, maybe Logan got that second alpha tauri seat so now they can actually spend time together while his friendship with oscar went a bit still. It takes effort from both sides to keep up texting or meetups and getting into f1 made it harder for them. And then there was last year with Williams that hit Logan pretty hard so keeping in touch was hard. Oscar not really reaching out first, too wrapped in his own team did affect this too.

So now Logan is constantly in close proximity to liam and they are back to their f2 flirting and all that. Oscar mostly see that online in pr vids that they make or something like that and it annoys him because it wasn't like that even with Alex so he gets snappy in any interactions they have which is strange and highly unusual for oscar.

And one too many comments bring logan and oscar into some far away location, maybe even one evening when they stay in the same hotel or something. At first it's very still and tense conversation, but then oscar let something slip and it actually angers logan bc he wasn't there for Logan when everything was shit and liam did so there no reason for him to act like this. Then he admits his feelings not noticing the slip bc of how furious he is. Oscar answers also very heated that he in fact also have feelings for Logan and it all goes on.

They don't do anything about it because Logan needs some space to think but now they at least acknowledged attraction between them which is something

Logan talks to liam about all of this bc they both know that something is there but just never talked about it. And above all else liam is his friend so they literally just talk about it like "i know that i like you and that you like me too but here this thing with oscar and i have no fucking idea what to do" and in the end they decide to just wait till summer break when they can have some uninterrupted time together and see what will come from that

And then happens part with liam breaking down (maybe because he already with rb for so long but now that logan is also here they have practically same treatment and not really any prospects for rb seat bc yuki now have it?)and oscar and liam open their eyes toward eachother and then they all actually get to the relationship part during summer break hehe

[nightguide]

JOY TO THE WORLD: RELATIVE IN DIMENSION IN TIME AND SPACE

HOTEL - LITTLE MIX (UNBROKEN - DEMI LOVATO)

MUSICIANS HAVE ASTROLOGY TO THEIR FAVOURITE REASON (SONG ASSOCIATION)

RELATIVE TO DOCTOR WHO

SMWC: THEY HAVE A CONNECTION TOO HARD (CLAIRVOYANTS)

SH: YOU WILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN (SEXUAL ASSOCIATION)

SH8: EVERYDAY IS FRIDAY

ARTHUR:

Hey, hey I know sometimes we lose sight of hope I know that you don't falter often, when you do, you grow I know that life can have you lost like your compass broke A ship adrift at sea, oh me just tryna be your rope, oh And I don't think they really know the rest of it Everyday is Friday, so your calendar irrelevant Photo bombing planets, never planned to take a better pic Knocking on Atlantis doors, I'm surprised they let us in, let us in

I can see you working on your patience Working on yo' nerves, need a better occupation You just say the word and then we right back to the basics, yeah When you out here balling, guess you bound to catch a flagrant, flagrant, ay I'm just tryna wild out with the fam We came from the bottom, I don't think you understand House up in the sky, I guess that always was the plan You was flying with me, I think I forgot to land

IN ASSOCIATION WITH: UNBROKEN

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT A YEAR WITHOUT RAIN (SG) = SOMEBODY WILL GET HIT FOR EXISTING NATURALLY BECAUSE OF THAT THOUGHT AND REASON TO BE ALIVE ALL THE TIME (NOTHING MADE SENSE WITH YOU AT ALL BEFORE YOU MET YOUR OWN CANON EVENT)

UNBROKEN SEXTILE BURNIN' UP (JB) = YOU'RE ALLOWED TO EXIST WITHOUT A FLAW THEN THERE IS NO TOMORROW, YOU'RE GOING TO LIVE THE CONCEPT TAKEN BETWEEN YOUR NATURE TO THE WAY YOU'RE BELIEVING TO SEE YOURSELF AGAIN (HEAVILY CONSCIOUS TIL NOW: DEAD SONGS (ONE VIEWER REMAINS AT THE NCC (STAR TREK LORE)

UNBROKEN SEMI-SEXTILE MY HEART TAKES OVER (THE SATURDAYS) = YOU HAVE ONLY ONE REASON TO LIVE (DEATH DATE CONFIRMED: AUTHOR'S INTUITION)

UNBROKEN QUINCUNX CALIFORNICATION (RHCP) = YOU'LL NEVER MEET YOURSELF AGAIN (LAST DAY BEFORE KNOWING WHY? (STAR TREK FLEET REQUESTED YOUR ALLIANCE (STRONG VALUE OVERALL)

UNBROKEN SQUARE SPECTRUM (LR) = YOU'RE GOING TO DIE THE HARD WAY (DEMI LOVATO SINCERELY MEANT IT)

UNBROKEN SEMI-SQUARE DON'T (LRAAZ) = *JUDAS KILLS YOU*

UNBROKEN TRINE EXTRAORDINARY (LR) = (FULL NAME OF LINNA RIAZ) WILL FIND YOU (CHUCK RELATIVE OF TIME AND DIMENSION IN SPACE (ETERNAL FRIEND)

UNBROKEN SESQUIQUADRATE UNBROKEN (LR) = YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE IT ANYMORE (ILLNESS OF A HEARTBROKEN WOMAN IN REAL LIFE (GALLIFREY = NEW EARTH (YOUR FUTURE SELF BEATEN UP A 'DAJJAL-LIKE' ENEMY THAT HAS YOUR READING IN YOU LIKE YOU HAVING PENT UP RAGE (RAPPER'S GUILD) HAVING MORE HEART TO FIGHT HUMANITY (RIVER SONG PRIME EARTH (GALLIFREY FOUND)

UNBROKEN QUINTILE MALIBU (MC) = (LAYLA CYRUS) IS GOING TO SEND YOU TO HELL BY DEFINITION (GUARANTEED)

UNBROKEN BQ FRIDAY (RB) = ANYTHING YOU DO WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN (TIME LEFT YOUR BODY (STATE OF DEATH)

UNBROKEN OPPOSITION STARMAN (DB) = ARRESTED BY THE GOBLIN KING (JARETH. YOU'RE LOOKING FOR JARETH)

UNBROKEN SEPTILE RAP GOD (EMINEM) = BROKEN TO PIECES WITHOUT YOU EVEN BELIEVING (STARGAZER TOOK PLACE WITH YOU NOT WITH YOU)

UNBROKEN OCTILE STARGAZER (FIRST RELEASE: STUDIO VERSION (LINNA'S HOME 2025) = LINNA KILLS YOU IN REAL LIFE (HUMAN THOUGHTS ARE ACTED UPON NOT DELAYED (STAR FLEET)

UNBROKEN TRI-OCTILE IN REAL LIFE (DL) = YOU'RE IN LABRINTH, COME IN

GREGORIAN CALENDAR PERSPECTIVE TO UNBROKEN: (TIL FURTHER SPOKEN FOR (BACKED UP)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT JANUARY = HEART SPEEDS UP FOR NEW MOMENTUM

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT FEBRUARY = YOU DONT LIE (WHATEVER YOU SAY COMES TRUE)

UNBROKEN CONJUCT MARCH = YOU'RE MEANT TO BE FAMOUS (TRUE PEOPLE COME OUT: STAYS THAT WAY TIL KNOWING BETTER COMES IN THE FORM OF YOU BEING YOU THAT TAKES AWAY THE WORLD IN YOU (SHITTY PEOPLE COME OUT: YOU GET HYPER-VIGILANT ABOUT THE REASON FOR YOUR WORK (ENGINEER'S FAVOURITE MONTH)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT APRIL = BROKEN MONTH (WHATEVER YOU SEE IS REAL (CREATIVITY BLOOMS THERE)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT MAY = YOU HATE TIME (FIX THAT: TIME TRAVELLERS ASSOCIATION COMES FROM THERE (FIRST LEVEL IN BEING AIR GRADUATE (OXYGEN OF EARTH: PINKETTS LAW)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT JUNE = YOU HATE BEING A LIAR (ANYTHING YOU SAY HAS A REASON TO FIGHT (YOU'RE AT EASE THERE)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT JULY = YOU HATE BEING A LOSER (FIGHT CLUB MONTH)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT AUGUST = YOU HATE BEING AMERICAN (PRO-ENGLISH (YOU LIVE LIKE A WAR HERO FOR YOUR THOUGHTS (NATIONAL HOLIDAY MONTH FOR AFRICAN AMERICANS (INDEPENDENCE MONTH IS ISOLATED IN A DAY)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT SEPTEMBER = YOU HATE KEANU REEVES (BROKEN BASTARD) WITH A PASSION (KILL HIM WITH PLEASURE: DISS HIM TO DEATH TIL YOU'RE TRUTHFULLY HAPPY (BEST DAY EVER ENERGY COMES TRUE)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT OCTOBER = YOU'RE DEAD TO AMERICANS (DISS THEM TOO HARD (YOU LIKE JEREMY CLARKSON FOR THAT, FOR ONE MONTH. LOOK UP TO HIM)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT NOVEMBER = HATE TIME (DO NOTHING, HECK ABANDON PRAYERS ALSO (ANTI-CHRIST MONTH ON EARTH IS 11 ASSOCIATION (DO WHAT YOU WANT)

UNBROKEN CONJUNCT DECEMBER = YOU'RE TRUTHFULLY HAPPY (COLOURS (WHATEVER YOU LOVE LOVES YOU BACK (HAPPY DAYS ON YOUR WAY)

DAYS OF THE WEEK IN UNBROKEN

MONDAY: YOU HATE PEOPLE (LOVE YOUR MOM BACK EVEN MORE (LOCKED UP TIGHT, LIKE I WOULD NEVER FEEL AGAIN, STUCK IN SOME KIND OF LOVE PRISON AND THREW AWAY THE KEY)

TUESDAY: EVERYTHING IS YOURS, BE YOURSELF EVEN HARDER (I'M GONNA LOVE YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER BEEN BROKEN)

WEDNESDAY: SHUT PEOPLE UP (ENTIRE SONG)

THURSDAY: LOUD MAN ENERGY (SOMEONE DID IT FOR YOU, RELAX AND BE AT EASE (BEST DAY TO HAVE SEX (HONOUR ENERGY (GOD FORGIVES AND LET YOU SEE IT FROM NOW ON (ASSOCIATION WITH)

FRIDAY: LOVING YOU (DREAM CAME TRUE)

SATURDAY: EVERYDAY IS FRIDAY SO YOUR CALENDAR IRRELEVANT (BRIDGIT MENDLER ENERGY IN SOCIAL CIRCLE (YOU'RE LIFE IS YOU, YOU LIVED IT BITCH (DEMI LOVATO NEVER SHUTS UP ABOUT HER, SHE GOES ON ABOUT THE DAY ASSOCIATION WITH HER FUTURE SELF KICKING HER OWN ASS TO SAY 'SHE NEVER KILLED LINNA'S FATHER' NERGY)

SUNDAY: HATING RUBY SUNDAY (KILL THE RAP GOD OUT OF YOUR PSYCHE: NEW LEVEL ACHIEVED)

SIGNS: UNBROKEN TAKES PLACE IN SIGHT (MONTHLY: HELL PACE (NAZAR VALLEY) (MONTHNAUTICA)

ARIES: *KILLS YOU IN REAL LIFE* (ACTUALLY THE LAZIEST PEOPLE ON THE PLANET)

TAURUS: (HATED YOU FOR YEARS)

GEMINI: CURSED SIGN TO EXIST (GALLIFREY EARTH: RAPPERS PROVINCE)

CANCER: *SIREN RAPE*

LEO: HATED TIME (DEMI'S SIGN) WILL FIND A WAY TO KILL YOU (OPPORTUNITY ADVANCED HEARTBREAK CONDITION BY SONG ALTER (HEART ATTACK)

VIRGO: CURSED MAN WILL EAT YOU ALIVE (ANSON SEABRA TAKES YOU OVER)

LIBRA: DEAN LEWIS KILLS YOU ON SIGHT (ONLY SIGN IN ASTROLOGY (NEW CLOCK TAKEN OVER) THAT HAS A FRIENDSHIP EVEN WITH DEMI IN REAL LIFE (AUSTRALIA PROTECTED HER)

SCORPIO: LINNA RIAZ WILL FIND YOU (ASSASSIN IN THE FUTURE POST CIRCADIA OF MARS AWARD ON MINDHUNTER: GLEE EPISODE MAKING JUSTIN BIEBER A VALUED MAN ON SET (PROVES SELENA WRONG)

SAGITTARIUS: WITCHHUNTER (DOCTOR WHO: VELOCITY) IS FOR YOU OR AGAINST YOU (YOUR REACTION AT FIRST OPINION CHANGES YOUR LIFE FOREVER (BOOK OF LOVATO TAKEN PLACE THERE)

CAPRICORN: GOOD FRIEND (ONLY SIGN THAT HAS MORE RESPECT THAN THE DYING MAN (HEARTBROKEN FOREVER)

AQUARIUS: LIBRARIAN DIES ON JOHN WICK (KEANU'S GLEE)

PISCES: BABY DIED BY NUMEROLOGY (DEMI'S GLARE ON TV IS YOU)

PLANETARY ASPECTS (SEERS PROVINCE)

SUN: DEMI LOVATO SEES YOU (HER RULE ON EARTH VIA NAURU LANDS (PRESIDENT TAKES OVER)

MOON: HEART BREAKS OVER A WORLD AFTER YOU (DEAD FOREVER)

MERCURY: SOMEBODY IS GOING TO DIE (DO IT YOURSELF)

VENUS: KILL YOURSELF (FIND SOMEONE NEW TO READ, I AIN'T YO' BITCH: BOWIE'S CURSE (ONE WITCH SAGA)

MARS: HEARTBREAK OVER THE WORLD'S WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD (LINNA REJECTED YOU (SOLE OWNER OF MARS SYNDICATE (EASTENDERS: ARABIA)

JUPITER: NEVER ALONE (KICKED OUT OF HEAVEN PER SECOND ON GALLIFREY)

SATURN: WELCOME MARS (HUGH LAURIE HATES YOU (IMMORTAL BLOOD IS NOT YOURS TO HAVE (EARN HIS RESPECT TO GAIN THAT OR TOYMADEHER IMMEDIATELY (MAESTRO'S PASSION (WONDERWORLDS)

URANUS: NOBLE MEN (NEW ARABIA: LONDON)

NEPTUNE: LINNA IS HAVING SEX (DON'T GO THERE OR SATURN KICKS YOU OUT (LINNA'S ROOM IN ENGLAND)

PLUTO: DAVID BOWIE DISCRIMINATED YOU (70'S HATED YOUR ASS: GET BACK TO WORK)

WORLD SLOWS DOWN: FUCK YOU FOR GETTING OUT (HOUSE M.D. KILLS PEOPLE FOR SOCIAL GIANTS (ADVENTURE TIME)

SUN RX: YOU ALL THE TIME (PEOPLE BETRAY YOU)

MOON RX: NEVER ENOUGH (SADDEST MEMBER OF THE FAMILY IS YOU: SOMEBODY BITCH)

MERCURY RX: YOU IN HOUSE (HE IS DISSING YOU TO HEALTH)

VENUS RX: YOU'RE ALIVE IN OTHER PEOPLES LAND (YOU THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHT NOW, NIGGA UR DONE)

MARS RX: ANSON SEABRA IS AT PEACE AN U CANT DO SHIT (HIS HEYDAY)

JUPITER RX: LINNA WILL FIND A WAY TO BREAK YOU SO DAMN HARD THAT YOU WILL BE DYING CUZ YOU NEVER LET HER LIVE (AN EMBER IN THE ASHES: SABAA TAHIR (THE COMMANDER BAD GUY TO THE MAIN CHARACTER IS HER (TRY HER IN COMBAT AND YOU'LL SEE WHY HER FATHER DIED AT 22 (CURSED NUMBER TO DOCTOR WHO LORE - YOU'RE DAJJAL RN ACCORDING TO LINNA'S BODY (PERIOD CRAMPS)

SATURN RX: LINNA AT COMBAT (BED TACTICS)

URANUS RX: LINNA IS A GOD (SHIRK IS LAW BY MOTHER - EVERYBODY KNOW YOU KILLED HIM (DISASTER BASTARD LAW IS HEART ATTACK REMOVING YOU FROM EXISTENCE: -LINNA'S WORLD-)

NEPTUNE RX: YOU'RE DEAD BY KOJIMA'S KOMBAT (NEURO-TECH'S ELSEWHERE DID NOT LIKE YOUR LYRICS IN THE YEAR SUGGESTED IN THE EPISODE JOY TO THE WORLD (DOCTOR WHO CHRISTMAS SPECIAL)

PLUTO RX: FRIEND TO LINNA OR YOU'RE MARKED (AUTHOR'S SYNDICATE WILL LIE ABOUT YOUR LIFE (1984 - GEORGE ORWELL TAKES PLACE KNOWING YOU KNOWING LINNA (PROF. MAYFAIR)

[bi-as-in-bi-bitch]

hello! how did you know you were bi?

the way I reacted whenever asami sato came on screen was in no way normal enough for me to be straight

nah but seriously:

wow, i have not thought about that in years... its actually pretty hard to pinpoint exactly when, but ill try to go over the main points:

i realized i liked girls in seventh grade, in the middle of a private religious school, while i was thinking about how pretty jenna coleman was in doctor who.

i wa sitting next to my extremely conservative best friend. and i immediately panicked and said to myself "no, we're not doing this."

i repressed myself for a while, kept saying to myself that i liked guys, only guys. i had major crushes on danny phantom and my 6th grade math teacher and this bollywood actor (hrithik roshan in dhoom again)

so i said to myself that i couldnt possibly be gay, i liked guys!

but girls were so freaking pretty. why did my heart race when a cute girl smiled at me? why was i so scared around the girl i really really wanted to be friends with? why couldnt i stop staring at my geography teacher like that?

i honest to god thought i was lying for attention. idk whose attention, its not like i told anyone i was having these feelings.

i kept it so so repressed and convinced myself i was lying to myself.

then i went to high school and met people that were pan, bi, gay. i made an instagram, a tumblr, a wattpad account for my doctor who fics, and i started to learn this whole new vocabulary on how to describe sexuality and gender preferences and whatnot.

i finally came to the realization that i am not gay, i am not straight: i'm bisexual. guys are cute. girls are cute. liking one does not diminish how much i like the other.

i was so happy to have a way to describe myself. but at the same time, i went through a phase of hating myself for liking girls. i felt like i was a weirdo when i took notice of a cute girl. it took me a while to get over it and start accepting that what i am and how i feel is not wrong, im not hurting anyone by having these feelings.

i accepted that i was bisexual when i was 15 years old.

i started coming out to my friends around tenth grade. i remember i was so nervous and my hands were clammy. i said i was bi, and they laughed and patted me on the back. i went on a walk with my best friend and she noticed the pride bracelet i had on, and asked me about it. i remember being so scared when i muttered 'i'm bisexual,' and she immediately got the biggest grin on her face and punched me in the arm (shes not good at physical affection), and told me she was so proud of me and happy that i felt safe enough to come out to her.

coming out to people at my age isnt as big as a deal to me anymore - i go to an arts college, literally every other person is some flavour of queer - but when i was growing up i didn't know that it was something that existed.

im proud of my identity and i wish i could share it with the world. i wanna hang bi flags in my room and wear pins that say 'i'm bi' on them and wear cuffed jeans and flannel shirts and carry a big sword (HUGE part of being bi). but i live in a conservative family, and ik that the older generation (my parents and their siblings) are never gonna understand me, so i cant be fully out, but that doesnt mean i cant be proud. i have stealth bi pins. i made a painting with predominantly pink, blue, and purple colours, and hung it up in my room. i own two plastic swords.

i made this sideblog mainly to rb posts that i wanted to find later, but i wanted to have something with my name on it where i could be blatant about the fact that i find men and women so goddamn attractive. hence, 'bi as in bi bitch' was made.

i wonder if this was helpful at all? i kind of went on a ramble there. is there anything you want me to elaborate on?

[drowninginyourtouch]

expand on some of your sakagin headcanons....? 👁👄👁

honestly its a lot of stuff ive taken from u guys on the server but if i had to pick a few im partial to i'd say:

they seem like the type of couple to be fighting with each other but in an endearing way rather than a toxic way. i've seen this a lot with ginhiji content but like there, most people seem to do it on purpose, as in gin and toshi are genuinely trying to get under each others skin. this scenario to me is MUCH funnier bc sakamoto is just Like That. sak constantly messing with gintoki without realizing it + gin putting up with it out of love, maybe even joining in

the ultimate form of that previous headcanon is the few times they synchronize to form the ultimate troll tag team and mess with everyone (shinsengumi members, the other joui members, etc). 500 injured 3000 dead. the hahahaha heard around the world

the sakagin reverse greying headcanon, as in gintoki started with grey hair due to manga fuckery BUT. as he gets older his hair starts turning... like brown or whatever. so by the time theyre like 40+ they got tha matching cinnamon sugars as leo put it. that ones less serious but its fun to think about

i know the popular sakagin interpretation as toxic exes or fuckbuddies is kind of dumb to me but it is also extremely funny to think about as a dynamic

also with 3z coming up and sakagin being the only pairing that isnt like... problematic in some way: yea. real. the history teacher & english teacher pairing swag

i think thats a good amount of headcanons, hopefully these suffice! thanks for the ask! if i think of anymore ill rb this or amend it :)

[prettyboykatsuki]

Hi! I'm not sure what the Tumblr etiquette is here, so if I misstep forgive me, but I wanted to let you know that I used a screenshot with your name on it on a post about 1960's fanfic - which, to my surprise, has apparently "done the numbers" and has like 15k notes on it now:

https://www.tumblr.com/bliss-bliss-bliss-bliss/711429082005553152/fanfolks-today-need-to-remember-how-important-the?source=share

It wasn't exactly a reblog because I was still figuring out how stuff worked, so you're not getting notifications about it - I think you had reblogs turned off. If that means you object to your writing being circulated, it wasn't my intention to disrespect that and I'm sorry.

I'm not even sure how to bring it up now, or if an ask is even the right format, but it seemed like the right thing to at least let you know that like fifteen thousand people have seen a blurb you wrote in support of older women in fan spaces. If you want me to edit the post I'm happy to of course, but it, uh, it seems to be really resonating with people.

P.S. I saw your posts about college - that sounds rough! I'm so sorry you're struggling with it! I'm not going to advise you whether or not to keep going, because everyone is different; I'm just going to remind you to reach out for help, and to listen to yourself, and to be kind to yourself. Good luck ~

hey! i saw that post floating around and yes i did turn rbs off but mostly because the post was blowing up and i simply didn't want to see the notifs anymore. i don't necessarily have a problem with you screenshotting the post and using it since you still included my url and everything plus the post itself isnt super novel anyways

you don't have to edit it!! im glad the message got to people some other way. at the time of posting i had like two separate text notes absolutely wreaking havoc on my notifs so i just turned off rbs for both. i appreciate you reaching out anyways, but seriously no need for apology!! i didnt see it as disrespectful. if i turn off rbs and people still want to rb some other way it is what it is yk. its out of my hands at some point

im glad it resonates and i mean what i said lmao. i think the disrespect of older women in fandom is insane because 99.9% of amazing fanwork comes from that demographic of people. i would know!! they are my friends and mutuals!!!!

re : ps : thank you!! its whooping my ass but ill be okay. thanks for the warm wishes and kindness in general, always appreciated!! hope you're having a great day!

[softerseasons]

Time for a new pinned!

I'm Juno, an accountant in my 30s.

Any pronouns are accepted, neopronouns included. It/Its gets you bonus points. I cannot be misgendered in a way that matters. I do not give anyone that power over me. (This is a personal viewpoint, not a criticism of people who do not want to be misgendered.)

I reblog about chronic illness, chronic fatigue, endometriosis, and ehlers-danlos syndrome a lot, as I have POTS, hEDS, and am in the works with an endometriosis specialist to figure out if that's what's all going on in there.

I reblog about transmisogyny and transandrophobia as I believe these concepts can and should coexist, and that trans people of all stripes can and do leverage them against each other. Trans women and transfems do not oppress other transgender people on the basis of gender. Trans men and transmascs do not oppress other transgender people on the basis of gender. Lateral aggression is not oppression, but it is bad, and it should be reasonably shot down when seen. I may tend towards reblogging more about transandrophobia, as this more often affects me personally.

I reblog important warnings, such as warnings of recalls and disease outbreaks. I reblog voting reminders for individuals in the USA.

I sometimes reblog nsfw. Minors are not recommended to follow me.

Very very rarely I will post or rb things about plurality/systems/dissociative identities. I am a system, but it does not tend to come up organically much as I don't operate much like I've seen many public systems do.

I sometimes post about my health journey. This includes talk of weight loss, as I am just under 8 months out from a vertical sleeve gastrectomy, also known as a gastric sleeve, a type of bariatric/'weight loss' surgery. I have spent two decades being considered obese by medical standards, and I believe strongly in fat acceptance and fat liberation. My surgery does not change that. However, be wary if talk of weight loss or bariatric surgeries are a trigger for you.

I don't do follow-for-follow.

I sometimes interact with someone I disagree with, then realize I shouldn't have once it's too late to undo it. In these cases, if you are one of those people, or if you simply aren't interested in interacting with me, please do feel free to simply tell me not to interact with you anymore, and I will do as asked. I have no desire to contribute to pile-ons or worsening someone else's mental health, even if we don't agree on many topics. (This does not apply to those who interact with me first.)

I block liberally and do not take offense at being blocked.

I welcome asks about anything and everything.

My personal tag is #juno's musings.