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https://www.tumblr.com/endlessfuckup/754161176164843520/god-i-hate-the-dan-and-phil-fandom-too-theyre-so?source=share their latest stunt? im not in the fandom but im nosy lol
Dan and Phil have been hyping up this "special announcement" for this "secret project" in a way they never have before with others in the past making it clear that this was a very big deal
They'd also made it clear that they've been busting their asses on this secret project, were really excited about it and were expecting us to be excited about whatever this was
It was supposed to be a huge surprise
Well... greedy and impatient fans were scouring the internet for any crumb of evidence that they were going on another tour and saw that ticketmaster posted the promo for the Aus/NZ leg of the tour before the official announcement was made (in error due to timezone difference)
Had people just been patient no one would have known about this before it was fixed
The person/people who originally saw this should have kept their mouth shut or notified dan and/or phil about it (its very easy to get in contact with them/their team)
this will be the 3rd tour as a duo and their first tour together since coming out as gay/confirming their relationship (and also just not giving a fuck about how they're perceived anymore)
so this was quite significant (hence why they'd been hyping it so much) and is something the phandom has been looking forward to for years
And it all got completely spoiled by "tour truthers" searching for evidence
#my best summary of what happened anyways#there is a lot of lore behind why this was such a big deal that i didnt feel like typing out#im genuinely pissed about it being leaked like this#it isn't the first time this happened either#its incredibly fucking rude to do shit like this#more importantly most of their fans are grown ass adults#who should not be acting like this anymore#if i had fans like this is cancel the damn tour lmao#i wasn't expecting it to be something as big as a world tour for a lot of reasons#i would have been excited to hear them announce this (I thought it was going to be a documentary or special series)#I'll still get tickets if they come to philly#if i can afford it anyways#but this whole thing genuinely made me really angry and i do not want to be associated with the phandom anymore because of this#sorry for the novel but heres the tea ig lol
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this disability pride month you can help disabled people by continuing to mask up, using appropriate masks (KN95 or N95) and appropriate masking technique (wash your hands before and after putting it on, don't touch the front, make sure there's no gaping) 🫧
#rambles#this is aimed at those who can both afford to mask / have resources available#& are physically able to#I personally am at risk while masking but still aim to as much as possible#because i am. equally at risk to another group of things when not masking !#yay me#anyway#disability posting#disabled#disability#chronically ill#chronic illness#invisible disability#invisible illness#dynamic disability#neurodivergent#masking#mask up#covid#long covid
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illario as the grandchild that is most like caterina is something i'm loving to chew on. the grandson that took her lessons to heart the most. kill anyone who sees your face and knows your name, "we are not revolutionaries", the first out of the two to prioritise the contract. power at any cost, and the only one to lean into the unnecessary abuse that their grandmother told them was tradition. why is anyone surprised he allied with the venatori? and then there's illario's considerable skill in infiltration and manipulating any mark, he has always had the charisma that lucanis lacked. illario isn't attached, he has/can/will use someone and immediately drop them; "that does free me from promises i don't intend to keep". he can lie about how much he cares so well that he fools a magister into believing he loves her. he kills zara without hesitation to cover his own tracks, meanwhile lucanis blindly promises a young girl in the middle of a siege that he will help her find her father. even the lessons about family stick with him, and in this entire messy power struggle, he never actually orders anyone to directly kill caterina or lucanis, not until he's backed into a corner.
and even after all that. despite even lucanis believing illario should be first talon, lucanis is still the better killer. illario is not strong enough to be the brutal assassin caterina needs him to be. so when lucanis seems to fill the role his mother left, grief and love for her dead heir apparent remains, and any of the other qualities caterina needs in her next talon doesn't matter. whatever his mother was, lucanis has to be. what illario does doesn't matter, because he will always be second best to caterina's memory of her favored daughter.
#<- guy who's only seen succession: this is just like shiv and logan#last point is kind of meta and hcish. idk how much caterina cared about her children and lucanis' mother. grain of salt everyone#but it would make sense to me. woman projecting her grief so hard it fucks up the next generation#at the end of the day realistically the best person to lead this criminal organisation is the sweet talker with no morals#who can rally their assassins and negotiate his way out of anything#not lucanis 'this crow has a heart' dellamorte. who i think would also be a fairer leader but#well. his leadership style would take a decidedly different turn. is that something he can afford as first talon??? like you know.#THE ASSASSIN GUILD? WITH THE VERY BLEAK HISTORY? 'WE'RE NOT HEROES ANYWHERE COUSIN' ?????#LED BY LUCANIS 'would rather endanger the mission than kill innocents' DELLAMORTE !!!!?#i would be less weird about it if the game acknowledged he's a 'kind' crow more explicitly and like#how this would change the crows. but realistically. and biasedly. i think illario makes a better (more morally grey too) talon#and also zevran should be here#anyways. im normal.#illario dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#dav#edit: NOTE I AM SAYING ILLARIO MAKES. A BETTER TALON AND NOT A GOOD ONE#his number one dickriding glazer but i would not go that far. sorry babe.
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“you’re my tether”
#critical role#critical role fanart#imodna#imogen temult#laudna#listen i teared up drawing this#pls support me on patreon so i can afford to draw pieces like these more often#because my god did i miss it#and do i love it#anyway DO NOT SEPARATE THEM#MaryneArt
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Something I miss from earlier eras of the creative side of the internet was things just being unabashedly low-budget. Just all unashamedly amateur, unprofessional, ‘I don’t own a good camera but I have a story to tell you’, ‘I can’t afford a good mic but I have a song to sing for you,’ ‘I don’t have any kind of background in editing or lighting and I only just picked up this guitar last Tuesday but here’s an entire musical me and my friends wrote about our favourite book, we filmed it on a potato and put it up on YouTube in ten minute segments because we thought it was pretty funny.’
#everything felt so much less like Content then#and as someone who wants to share creative stuff online#it’s now incredibly daunting thinking about doing that bc#especially as a disabled person who can’t work full time#it feels almost impossible to extricate art from being Content#like there’s this immense pressure to produce things that could pass as professionally produced by a team of educated people#and to make smart decisions so that somehow eventually you can profit off your art#and instead of it being a ‘hey look at my silly little song’ it becomes#competing in an over saturated market already dominated by the nepotism afforded by wealth and connections#and it feels like it would very difficult not to measure my personal satisfaction with how a certain piece of art turned out#by how much attention it got online#even though I genuinely have zero desire to be famous and it sounds like a complete nightmare#anyway I’m gonna have ice cream for dinner how about you guys#hmp42
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happy fat dragon friday!! there was no way i could let this one pass by without trying to draw an Everlux c:
ever since i first saw the breed name the phrase "I'm a(n ever)luxury few can afford" started living in my head so fdsgfd i finally took the chance to doodle it :D i love Everluxen so much omgggg..it truly is the week, the month, the year of fat dragons <3
#fat dragon friday#fr everlux#everlux#frfanart#flight rising#blushing tendertiel#i'm a luxury few can afford#doodles#florabrisa#its not actually a specific dragon but fdgsgfd i want it in my florabrisa tag anyway
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"Reigen was extorting free labor from Mob", "Mob working at spirits and such is child labor"
I mean yes kinda but also that is so not the point.
Reigen and Mob first met when Mob was ten. Mob asked if he could come back. Mob needed companionship and life advice and a safe space to hang out, all of which Reigen provided. Mob gets paid in pocket change and food and snacks at the office. In return, Reigen gets to not die a horrible and gruesome death once a week.
It's a mentoring relationship. They're friends.
Mob doesn't need money. Mob isn't at the office to get money. If Mob genuinely needed and wanted a part time job, then yeah, 300 yen an hour is bullshit and he should book it out of there. But the two just needed an excuse for Mob to hang out and Mob meeting spirits and going to excorcisms was probably helping a lot with feeling in control of his powers in the first place.
Is it always the healthiest friendship? Absolutely not. It's explicitly adressed that Reigen has come to rely on Mob a little too much sometimes and increasingly doesn't respect his boundaries. That's also what made Mob bail in five seconds flat and he only came back when Reigen apologized. Not because Mob wanted the 300 yen give or take a bowl of ramen and some plant seeds back. But because these were friends having a conflict and they talked it out and wanted to hang out again.
Do you think Mob has a work contract? Set work hours? Do you think either of them care?
They are friends, your honour, who cares about the pocket change.
#also reigen is too poor to pay him more lmao#i have no idea how reigen can afford serizawa#by all accounts#it doesn't make sense#anyway#mob psycho 100#mp100#it annoys me sometimes when people make reigen out to be a terrible person for underpaying mob#i'd bring up all the free therapy reigen is giving out but the crux of the matter is that these are two loners who became unlikely friends#they are just chilling#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama
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gone fishing
#been a while since i’ve actually posted anything lu related#so i thought i’d include everyone#it’s not rendered or anything but it’s sure there#anyways#i ate at a restaurant today!! it was super delicious#my job over break definitely was a good idea if i can now afford occasional meals like that#aaaaanyways#i’ve had the phrase cuneiform tablets stuck in my head c#all day#idk why#anyways have a great day :)#art#fanart#froggtogs#linked universe#linked universe fanart#legend of zelda#linkeduniverse#lu four#lu twilight#lu wild#lu wind#lu sky#lu time#lu warriors#lu legend
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oomfie take my hand
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#laios#laios touden#senshi#my art#lets take ibuprofen together#THIS WAS SO FUN HAFDHJKGADJKGGA#churned out a bunch of dunmeshi charms on stream today i am sooooo excited abt them#binge read it and maybe a little bit obsessed rn#falin is my wife but also i am in love with laios#will try slowly posting some more of the charms over the next few days!!#also gotta get preorders up so i can afford to manu them prayge#soryr ive been kinda neglecting tumblr lately since twitters still my primary but im tryna make an effort w ig HRGNGH IM SO OLD AND TIRED#anyway#hope yallre well!!!#<3
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Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!
Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.
You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.
I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...
I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.
#years of being overworked. underpaid. and literally manipulated and gaslit lmfao#it does not feel good to beg to be treated equally. and then told to be satisfied with less than that#it has been repeatedly demoralizing and insulting#and im not doing it again#i would rather nanny again (most exhausting job ive ever had) than work with them again#but. i would rather not!#I'd rather continue to make comics#but to do it full time i would need like 500 patrons on the $5 tier minimum...#which is SO MANY PEOPLE and incomprehensible to me#ive already proven to myself i can live on 25k a year but obviously its tight (i live in socal)#this. is not what this post is about#it's so hard for me not to complain about them#i feel bad for my current patrons i only share stuff on discord as of right now#well i do the merch packages but like#it's mostly just my discord#just dont have the time or energy to manage my patreon#cause idk if yall know but patreons site is TERRIBLE from the creator side???#it takes like 5 minutes to upload a single post it's ridiculous#so i cant manage it rn. I've thought about hiring someone to help me with it but i cant afford any help#anyways ultimately this is informing people its gonna end#and is turning into a vent around all of the stress surrounding that#like i literally had to take a couple months to just be sad its gonna end and come to terms with that#its hard! it's hard feeling so tossed aside and having your stories controlled even in part by someone else#anyways yeah#i havent finished writing the last arc yet#so theres space for me to fit stuff if theres something people really want#so id like to get in what i could if i can!#text post#sorry i always turn any thoughts about comics into vents about webtoon#theyre so ass man..... it's fine. im gone in may...
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"Since you've named yourself after Julius fucking Caesar, perhaps I'll follow in your lead and choose one of the conspirators." "Interesting," says Giuliano. "Should I worry about finding you at the center of some kind of conspiracy that ends with my death?" "Not from me," replies Ascanio. He sounds tired. "Not anymore."
informally, some kind of. conversational follow up to the last comic. I'm trying to get the atmospheric conversational whimsy out of my system because I have a vision of the vatican as a body in active decay, a point of infection spreading out and poisoning the well, a jaw unhinged that people walk into over and over, and I am so close to figure out how to convey this visually. maybe.
#not that there's anything wrong with atmospheric whimsy but i kind of want to get into the gross body horror of it all#literally. allegorically. for the vibes. its just hard to pin down the abstract thought of 'oh we should High Rise the Vatican' you know#(High Rise by JG Ballard is what i'm referring to here) like how do I achieve this. well. first. is i must lay out the vatican and become#intimate with the visual set pieces. then i can talk about how this building could literally be hazardous to your health#however. drawing the vatican. is very. uhhhh. man I do not know enough about medieval-renaissance architecture to be inventing#anything and that one book that collected interiors of rooms and houses in renaissance art is NEVER ANYWHERE EVER#and if it is then it's always around when i cannot afford it. i feel like i am in a specific kind of torment torture box#i will not be defeated tho. i can design a vatican through other means.#ANYWAY. i think antidepressants would've made ascanio an unstoppable menace in the vatican#there's a bunch of stuff being referenced here but my pdf reader does not want to cooperate with me so basically we're playing around with#ascanio's household staff (alessandro) that whole thing wrt to ascanio & acts of piety/charity (such as covering dowries etc)#uh. that's it! this time i didn't accidentally call giuliano by his brother's name. which is . sherhhg. so there's a fic i was writing.#italian renaissance tag#komiks tag
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I do really want to terrorpost but I don't feel qualified to be in that fandom man...... everyone is so smart and creative and they all have advanced degrees and I'm just sitting here like I think the lieutenants are in love :3
#also I am too weird about George#I'm going to get banned from terrorblr for saying what I want to do to that strange blonde autism creature#Starky's original posts#Anyways they have an online convention that doubles as an academic conference for polar exploration enthusiasts. Because of course they do.#And I signed up watched the webinars opened discord for the first time in forever and lurked in the server. Very impressive very fun.#Very reminiscent of every other gathering I've ever attended in that I knew no one and said nothing and did nothing#and emerged feeling only second-hand emotions.#ok that wasn't what the post was supposed to be about wtf#anyways I am excited for tomorrow's stuff#they have two of the actors attending but luckily none of the Lieutenants#so I don't need to have myself destroyed like a wild animal that might be rabid and you can't afford to take a risk lest it go mad and kill#Show has me regressing to childhood Hodge-style my dudes I am incapable of all speech all I can do is hold George in my hands#and show him to you so so shyly#You ask me what I have there and I burst into tears#<<< person who lied and has not actually emerged from months long mental health episode yet#But the holidays are coming up so NO TIME! I NEED TO GET PPL GIFTS! FOCUS! GOODNIGHT <3
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Luke via the boy photo book
#luke hemmings posing thoughtfully with his arms folded is something that can be so personal#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#boy ep#kh4f post#i absolutely cannot afford this product but i am v curious about it#the urge i had to make each pic a separate post ngl#but sadly the image quality really did not qualify#however when one of y'all is a hero and scans the book... 😏🤗😌#anyways both of these pics are very specifically devastating#but you know the b&w one with the arms and the tight tee has taken me all the way out#what a fun unexpected treat
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he is now........ 3D!!! plus fun little dangle earring i fixed up with a charm and a loose thread ❤️🃏
#this is actually a mini prototype-y test for a much bigger version I want to make in the future .. when I can afford more posca markers ofc#i must focus on feeding myself first!! i dont want to be a starving artist its over romanticized#anyways hes obviously pretty happy to be borned#🎲#my art#cool city
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i have other things to draw but these new kmhn fits from the merch drop have enamored me
(my comms are open, btw!)
#martzipan#komahina#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#they're SO CUTE it immediately made me feel like they were out on a pleasant date.... they look like college kids... WAAUGH#i always tell myself it's just gonna be a rough sketch. you aren't gonna color it#and then i'm like 'well rough color wouldn't hurt.'#and then i blink and i've cleaned up the colors and thrown an overlay on it head in hands#anyways that's why the lineart's messy. this was meant to be a quick 'get out of my head' sketch#but. the heart wants what it wants i guess#anywho#i actually really really want some of this merch but. monies. lmao#maybeeee commission me so i can afford it :3 pretty pease
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#mine.art#mcytshipping#zammbu#theyre kissing with the sword blocking their lips in case that wasnt clear#wanted to caption this with some kind of artsy prose or poem but i dont really read much so i dont even know from where i can steal from#and dont write either so its just blank cause i couldnt really come up with anything either lol#i mean i made an attempt but i didnt like it#the attempt for anyone who wants to read it anyway:#vulnerability can only be afforded by those whose hearts are tender and open#with walls too thick to crumble a sword must be carved through the cracks#until even the viscera bleeds; until even we can close the distance;#until even i can say i love you
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