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just played touchstarved demo... no one... and i mean no one, will be able to convince me otherwise...
leander is the biggest sub in this town, end of discussion.
#i love it#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchestarvedgame#red spring studio#visual novel#vn#indie game#indie games#leander#touchstarved leander#leander touchstarved#if hes not ill faint#go and try the demo if you havent already!!#pretty sad i missed the kickstarter#idk how ill be able to wait until at least 2025
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"hey rat it sounds like Gina tried to help but what about Rolland, Tom's dad, did he help-" no
#*traumatizes your daughter and runs*#dad villain au#since sabine's illness is a mystery rolland assumes shes just faking it#hes just like. whatever get her a fainting couch. back in my day women fainted all the time soooo#my art#this was before marinette cut her hair to look like sabine's... back when she was still alive but weakening
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enmi gintoki…………… orz
#bfy altered my neurons entirely that movie is actually crack made for me specifically#THE ANGST IS SO SO SAD. BUT SO SO GOOD#i’ve had these for soooo long but i just forgot to post them lmao#i think about him. a lot. Too much#enmi gin appeals to the part of my brain that thinks markings (smtiii remnant) and bandages are fucking cool#i LOVEEEE THIS DESIGNNNNNN ACK#it makes me feels so. hngh#his faint smile when he’s finally beaten and is near the end. someone wants me dead#fun fact though i couldn’t take them saying virus seriously bc of the fucking ill smith episode#i’ll be trying to listen to plot but everytime they mention viruses i start giggling incessantly#anyways#BE FOREVER YOROZUYA RUINED MY LIFE AND IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THAT#sakata gintoki#be forever yorozuya#yorozuya yo eien nare#gintama#ok bye
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star trek au where everything is the same except kirk has a service dog
#chronically ill kirk is so real to me#he has pots and eds to me...#i prommy i'm not projecting (lie)#his dog is named laika and she's a border collie beagle mix btw#i think he would be really bad at actually listening to her when she alerts him 😭#hey girl you're going to faint... hey girl please sit down... and he's like yippee!! i love you!!#but it's ok because he sits down to pet her anyways 🤧🤧#do yall see my vision#fruit toasts cool art tag btw#star trek#captain kirk#james t kirk#james kirk#captain james kirk#captain james t. kirk#james tiberius kirk#star trek tos fanart#tos kirk#jim kirk#st tos#star trek tos#star trek fanart#kirk star trek#star trek the original series#digital art
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i just know hes iron deficient (caduceus clay)
#kiddo say#tmns number 1 dizzy fainting representation#also hes chronically ill 2 me but also he eats like. leafs .and rice and bread and mushrooms. and multivitamins dont exist in exandria#tmn will be sitting at a table in a tavern and watch as cad just slowly slumps over while theyre still talking (fjord or yasha hold their#hand out to catch cads face before he clunks his head on the table)#i bet also he loves bedtime at 8pm
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atsushi passing out in the english dub today <3 it's a different Flavor than the japanese version but i absolutely love how faint he sounds, like he's losing his breath 💖💖💖
longer clip than the first one because i was also thinking about this little sequence of events. atsushi hallucinating dazai behind him, and then standing up like that just to pass out a few seconds later. imagining he can see the spots in his vision forming after standing and he's getting too dizzy to stay upright, but he's fighting it so hard in some attempt to get through that sentence at the very least. the sweat shows that too. but in the end it snuck up on him to fast and he fainted 💔 poor thing
#i love this dub they do a great job#ive met atsushis voice actor actually hes super cool#and dazais!!!!#oh lord that mans voice...phew. ..#anyways hehe#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd#illness#sick#ill#whump#passing out#fainting#atsushi#anime#video#fever#sorta#ango#lucy#kyoka#english dub#canon sickfic content
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also i love this house
#jrnlsht#we walked a bit and i started feeling faint and like always he immediately agreed to turn back#friends who are adaptable with chronic illness are the best
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I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR TIMES LIKE THIS
#sebastian vettel#AND ROBERT IS ALSO LINKED TO THIS PROJECT SO IF HE AND SEB ARE LE MANS TEAMMATES#I WILL FUCKING BE SO ILL SO SICK I'LL BE THROWING UP AND FAINTING AND DYING
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I just finished full metal alchemist and im literally not normal at all. I havent drawn fanart in so long but im about to crack and do it anyways
I need something Alphonse centric, like, im obsessed with living your formative years in a suit of armor and how much that ingrains into you and your habits in a way that I can't find anything focusing on. Do you think he still ducks under doorways too much? do you think he reaches for things and misses or misjudges how large his hand will be? Like how used is he to just Letting Himself bump into things, or vice versa- being extremely careful not to break anything.
I'm Extremely Transgender so maybe its the transhumanism love in me talking when I wonder these things
#pyropost#bee'z rambles#alphonse elric#yeah ill tag him but not the show whatever. my audience.#I might write fanfic again for the first time in awhile dude this has Gripped Me#LIKE. AUGHHH. i know Al hates his body and how hes Stuck In It. but play hypotheticals with me dude.#Play Hypothetical what if faint sensation slowly grew over the years and Al had to wrestle that with his continuing quest#Play My Game Of Al transgender and he fucking forgot that was an issue bc hes been in a suit of armor so long that when he gets his og body#hes just like. What. What is this.#< he forgot about puberty#IM NORMAL!!!!
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I feel it's also how a bit similar to how Bluebeard told his bride not to enter the forbidden chamber, and gave her the key to it. He knew she'd disobey. (Though what will happen next is a bit more like with Shahryar, from the Arabian Nights that Jonathan referenced. Dracula might have surprised himself with how possessive he got with this seemingly disposable bride.)
You're absolutely right, my friend. I've seen others making this comparison as well and I totally agree. Love the combination of them as well... Dracula did the whole "I'm going out, don't go into these places" Bluebeard thing, with the punishment of (un)death awaiting Jonathan if he disobeyed... but then in the moment he took it all back in order to hang on to his entertaining new bride (Scheherazade) longer. He's too interested to kill him now. Actually, he wants to keep this going just as it is, at least for one more night month.
I have been warming up to "Dracula doesn't realize how possessive he feels over Jonathan until he sees him about to be 'loved' by someone else" ever since I first said it. The more I think about it the more fitting it seems. Of course, he does seem to have pretty firmly decided to only keep this diversion going until he has to leave for England so there are limits to that possessiveness, but at least in the meantime no one else gets to touch his solicitor but him.
I do think that Jonathan was slated for being turned after Dracula left if he hadn't escaped. It's very unclear if Dracula planned to return any time soon or ever bring his fellow vampires to England with him (and to an extent, if Lucy can be taken as an example, he tends to lose interest after turning them - same with the ladies in the castle maybe, but they do at least live with him/he feeds them so less so), but I do think Jonathan definitely qualified as vampire material instead of just food. It's just that Dracula personally prefers the torment before the turning so he dragged that out to the last minute and left the turning to them. Toying with human!Jonathan was only possible in the castle, he couldn't really bring him along in a box as well, so he called it quits then.
I guess you could say Dracula saw it more as an enjoyable but finite 'summer torture fling' of sorts and lost interest after that point. After all, he doesn't go after Jonathan in London. But I do think there's room to read it the other way as well, and it was only the anger/wariness about Jonathan not only having escaped but actively being in a group hunting him down that made him lose interest in that particular game. If when he'd seen Jonathan in England it had been under other circumstances I do feel like he would have had fun picking up where he left off. I mean, his canon attack on Mina was definitely at least a little bit about tormenting Jonathan further too. If he'd spotted him that day in Piccadilly, when Jonathan was still trying to repress/deny what he'd experienced... someone else might have gotten a visit at their window.
#dracula daily#dracula daily spoilers#count dracula#jonathan harker#anonymous#replies#now i made myself imagine a bad end au where dracula turned jonathan and brought him along back to england. got too possessive#to share with the ladies even then#and then vampire!jonathan would come home and then we'd have vampire!mina and then all of england would be doomed#i like the idea of them still killing dracula together though <3 even as a vampire jonathan still hates him#also of course the second bad end of dracula sees jonathan in piccadilly. he comes up to help mina when jonathan has fainted...#'excuse me madam. your - husband? yes? - looks ill. i can help you bring him home...'
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fieldy hugging jd and saying he cried the whole time during the recording of kill you is doing something equal parts healing and damaging to me
#yuck.mouth#jd/fieldy#korn#ive had such a shitty day but also kind of a rebuilding day. im keeping to myself for neow and watching my vids in my watch later playlist#and just. ughh. jd's happy little riffing during daddy. hugging himself and swaying during kill you. his HOPS#and fieldy being the first one under him to say he did good and that he crieddddd FIELDYYYYYYY#brian also had me buzzing in da brain. what do you mean your favorite singer is in your band#ill faint ill pass out ill crumple into a little ball#jd 🤝 munky: doing korn noises#both of these r of my favorite korn songs btw. like dont do this to me. pleaseeeee
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today i'm going home so i can get my flu shot and vote with my family... hopefully both go well
#melonposting#the last time i went home was for my covid booster and to spend rosh hashanah with my family#...neither really went well honestly haha#i won't go into detail on the family stuff#but i half-fainted half-dissociated after getting the covid booster#i had gone to the cvs with my dad and i was already feeling bad cuz of the family stuff#and then we got there and i got the shot. eeeugh terrible#i sat down in one of the chairs nearby to rest a moment#like i am after any vaccination i was nonverbal and mentally disturbed#my dad tried to give me water but i didn't move to take it#after a bit he said we should head home sooner rather than later so i could rest#then i suddenly got up and walked in a random direction without him for some reason#i bumped into a shelf and fell over#weirdly i had no emotional reaction to it at the time#i just felt pain in my face where i hit the shelf and could hear voices asking if i was okay#then i got up and my dad took my hand and led me out of the cvs#he asked me why i'd gone off by myself. of course i wasn't in a position to answer verbally anyway but i genuinely didn't know#my memory of the event was fuzzy immediately after it happened...#so we went home and i went upstairs to my parents' room so i could have time alone to rest#needless to say i cried :') i was uncomfortable and in pain and confused and distressed#i recovered over the next few days at home for rosh hashanah but i felt weird the entire time#physically... feeling feverish and woozy...#and also mentally... staying cooped up on the couch in the living room for hours#playing with blocks... in a strange childish and detached sort of mood...#like i was a terminally ill child in a hospital bed#it was very strange#i'd been well aware at that point that i react badly to covid boosters but this whole experience was just bizarre#i'm able to cope with flu shots better. they're still disturbing but my physical/mental reaction is less severe
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basically made dinner all by myself today (older brother only seasoned our chicken breasts and i did the rest of everything)......i cooked raw meat which is something i don't do very often and was worried about, but everything turned out great!!! i also did my laundry today, took the dog for a walk and fed him and have been on top of making sure his water dish is always full, loaded the dishwasher with dirty dishes (idk how to turn it on, i'm gonna ask my dad how to do it when he gets home so i can begin to do it by myself!), did some drawing, wrote in my journal, and pulled myself out of a depressive spiral i was having earlier in the day!!!! really beating the "spencer can't take care of himself or do anything ever" allegations......
#the wretched gremlin strikes again#sometimes i'm like i don't think i was THAT unwell#and then i realize that like i was in fact that unwell#now that i'm like actually doing better#i know this probably all sounds kind of silly#because i'm almost 27 and have only just begun to do these things#but keep in mind i was dealing with unmanaged mental illness since i was like 14#and also my dad is kind of a control freak so he never taught me how to do anything because he thought i'd do it wrong or not on par#with what he could do#like i've known how to do laundry since i was 13 BUT i also had no motivation to do anything like that due to my mental illness#sometimes i'm like i'm not doing better because i still sometimes hear faint voices or have paranoid thoughts#but like it's only been under extreme stress or like when i was really tired from not getting enough sleep#and also like i used to be like that all day every day#and i had a lot of problems with like negative symptoms and depression#like my room was a mess and i had piles of dirty laundry and garbage and even like rotting food in my room#and i was constantly being tormented by voices and seeing scary things and my delusions and paranoia and having panic attacks#and like the voices are a lot quieter and more faint now#and i don't see anything or feel bugs crawling on me anymore#and i only hear voices and have paranoid thoughts under extreme stress or tiredness like i said#ANYWAYS I'M RAMBLING SO I'LL STOP#tldr i am doing A LOT better and i am soooo proud of myself <3
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Wow threats of violence and death woe is me. Bitch it's been like this for years if you hate me kill me already and if you don't plan to just shut that shit spitting asshole mouth of yours.
I have nothing to lose if he actually carried on with it, he'd do me a favour. It's funny to me he thinks he scares me and its even funnier he gets more angry when I laugh.
Bro I got used to your abusive shit, it's another day of you being an aggressive coward to me after I ignored you for months even if you wanted a reaction. I don't give a shit lmao
#misc#i cannot take him seriously#i remember i used to be scared back in 2019 lmao bruh hit me if you dare. ill make sure you never step foot in this house or out of a#jail cell for years#what's funnier is that i dont even talk to him he just attacks me like this because he hates me for no fucking reason other than jealousy.#because weve had the same shared trauma but he fucked himself up on purpose to be pitied and i held on and now im independent#and he hates that he cant have my attention anymore after all the years ive been the one TRYING SO HARD#homecooked meals and covering for his ass. cleaning his piss and puke and lending him money anf shit. listening to hi.#bro didn't even care to be nice the tiniest bit to me when i was on the floor after fainting or vomiting blood or when i needed rest because#i was going to work with a fever 10 hours a day to pay hospital and home bills.#lmfao abusive fuck#out of everyone ive left im glad he can see every day how good im having it since i stopped talking to him. thats why hes angry and follows#me around and stares and curses me out. im just quiet. neutral. no expressions no words. and it pisses him off. good eat your liver out#over it bitch#im leaving in 3 hours anyway lmao
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um thoughts on ango passing out from exhaustion
YESSS ANON this totally has to be canon he works 24/7 to the point of concern for his subordinates/escorts...he is perpetually sleep deprived and totally passes out all the time. i love the idea of him going to Lupin to meet Dazai and Oda just straight after working all night and then passing out as he's walking down the stairs because it's a bit of a head rush...Oda catches him ofc and makes him rest </3
#i love ango whump very much#hes so....mmmmmmm#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#illness#bsd#sick#ill#bsd headcanons#canon sickfic content#canon whump content#sleep deprivation#exhaustion#passing out#fainting#ango#oda#dazai
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Weird Spamton headcanon that the puppet body Spamton just isn’t his real body. Like his actual body is in some void limbo space likely wherever the caller is or Dess won’t missing to. And either his consciousness is just trapped in the facsimile of his real body so the entity can better control him or so the entity has a vessel to keep in contact with this dark world.
Like he’d be trapped there able to view everything through Puppet Spam and live and experience as it but ultimately it’s not really him. Take viewing something through a drone vs irl. The static is literally a lost connection as the one keeping him connected/hostage would severe it when he says to much about it or things adjacent. The boss fights effectively just kill the vessel and thus his feed into his dark world with the glasses either being a way to know he’s not fully forgotten or maybe the last thing allowing him to view something out of his purgatory.
#his whole hating the puppet body and glitching is purpose interference or the voice box having botched#components as the caller would want to mess with him even in captivity#him talking about not being a puppet would sorta be him projecting about the controlled positions he was always in#some one’s mouth piece and sanity slippage as it becomes harder to separate his lived experience from the doll that is representing him#like imagine only feel the faint byproducts of something made in a mockery of you#when he’s piloting it it feels like wearing an oppressive ill fitted mask and costume#spamton#spamton g spamton#addispam#utdr#deltarune#deltarune headcanon#deltarune analysis#deltarune theory
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