#idunnno

[toddellz]

unpleasant ( & co ) dump

[agerechococat]

imsoo.guh,,,,

[enegoddammit]

X men fans! Magneto fans! Sick fic fans!

Anyone who read the x men comics, can you find me ANY indication of Xavier or magneto being sick? I literally CANNOT believe that magneto gets sick. Like, idunnno

I'm tagging the people i remember interacting with about x men @griddleharkbrainrot @cherikdogfood @sparklingelectricblue @evilwickedme

Y'all need to understand that I'm autistic, and i also have the immune system of a fucking tardigrade. Like, i get sick once in like 3 years?? Being sick is an insane concept for me, i literally CANNOT understand how it can happen to people

[bimboalexisloves]

I don't know, but, what I do know, is that I would use you so thoroughly that you would never be asking for that again

heheheh idunnno, itd tak a lot to stop me from asking to be fack fuckkeddd

Wheel decidees: 5 lines im a fleshligth

im a fleshlyte

im a fleshlite

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im a fleshlite

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[generalmacnamara]

… idunnno dude I just walkd in… nd I’m not drunk, m just… I don know… nmh…

-🍺

I hate to be a buzzkill but you really can't be here. Especially not when you're clearly intoxicated.

[doseofnohemy]

Kenough

I recently rewatched the Barbie movie with my brother.

Maybe I'm being biased because of the fact that I went to school for theatre, so now I have a different way of watching plays, movies, and shows. However, I have never related to a character as much as I did to Ken.

Hear me out; yeah, he basically almost ruined BarbieLand by introducing the patriarchy to them, but what lead him to that?

Maybe it's just me, Idunnno, but I get it man.

I too have begged for the unmatched love of someone to the point where I was the one in the wrong for doing what I thought was the right thing in order to feel some sort of validation.

I too have lost myself in others, and tried to re-find myself within them by trying to be everything they needed and more.

I too was had to find out the hard way that if I am not okay with myself, I will never be okay with anybody.

It didn't always have to be girls night.

It didn't always have to just Barbie's dream house.

It didn't always have to be "Okay, Ken."

I didn't always have to be somebodies Ken.

Sometimes I wasn't even Ken. More times than none I was Allan.

Somewhere along the way, I lost track of the minimal spot light that I had created for myself.

I fell into to the abyss.

Lost in the background, often forgotten about. Trying to do what's right. To just be noticed and cared for. Discontinued.

In a world full of Barbies, I was the unwanted side character that eventually became the side characters shadow.

Just how the movie turned around, as per usual, I aspire to turn around as well. Work my way up to being a Barbie. Whether it be internally or externally. Seeing the world as my own and not just somewhere that happens to be where I live.

It'll take time though, so for now I'll settle with being able to work my way back up to being Kenough.

[aria-in-operation]

Uhhhhh....Idunnno~!!!

*As you walk along a trail, you see a tree fall in the distance, the. another, and another*

- @aria-in-operation

Uh .... That's not good... *I draw my broad sword and cautiously approach*

[wantedperfectlyy]

i’m always so hesitant to post pictures of myself on here being that this account is so private to me but i view this as a diary a vent account if you may and i genuinely like connecting with you guys! idunnno

[fumikomiyasaki]

🍷 You know who, but setting is Henry is at one of her crew’s parties.

The Piraticus dorm Iivited some of the Students from other Dorms today to have a big Party, however Leroy and conrad kinda used the opportunity to try to get Henry to loosen Up. Leroy who knew what kinda drunk Henry was and Conrad who didn't Know But Just wanted him to have some fun, so they lured him Into Talks and habe him more wine.

As the night moved on Kritanta Had some people to watch out for and some other "Buisness" Henry walked up to her.

"Heyyyy Kri how are ya doing looking beautifull Like that? I jusss wanna shower you with Kisses Like that."

He smiles cheeky at her.

"Man issss hot in Here…"

With that Statement Henry begann to remove his tie and jacked and slowly unbutton His Shirt…. Kritanta tried to Stop him.

"You usually don't Drink this much… who was to blame for this."

"Idunnno, I Just squabbled with Leroy and Conrad and notissss that I was hot… I mean I am hooot though But Not as hot as you."

Kritanta covered her face in embaressment But tried to assert the Situation.

"I will get them for this later… now I first bring you somewhere save for you."

She dragged him with her so He wouldn't slur or fall during the walk to His dorm.

"Sooo are we gonna go to my room or yours, beautifull Gem?"

"Please stop saying these things, i'll bring you to your room, so you can sleep Out the alcohol…"

As They finally arrived at Henry's room, He got more clingy.

"Could ya at leasst stay till I sleep… I would feel better…."

"Of course, can't have you Walk away on your own…"

"Guess I gonna get changesss."

Henry walked Up to the Closet and tried to remove his clothes before Kritanta could intervene. She looked away blushing like crazy… As He was done, He layed His Arms around Kritanta and hugged her.

"Crabby, W-What are you?"

"Thankkk ya for Always looking Out for meee."

Instead of giving him a Punch, she Just smiled and helped him to reach the bed and stayed beside His bed calming him down Till He slept.

As she later returned to the Party she knew who to approach…

"Conrad! Leroy! You two are coming with me!!"

[cheap-pins]

does 'returning the dead' sound like a cool title?

[parisiangiraffe]

Fun fact: I did in fact catch myself smirking, and there WAS a shot where I just look downright sinister

Funniest thing about this Winter shoot is gonna be me likely forgetting that I'm not cosplaying Cinder and making poses and faces that look smug as shit

[leavemealonetomusic]

When it comes, it feels like a hurricane.

I used to think about taking my life so often, I nearly turned my wheel hoping to end, cut a little deeper just in hopes that I actually did it. What’s the proper way to go, I would think. Do I leave a note? Should I? Would that comfort the people it may hurt, wound, or break? Would it lessen their pain to know why? Would it make that easier for them? Wouldn’t just, ending my life be easier enough?

To know that my sister, the golden child, could ever have the same thoughts as my own. Scared the living hell outta me. I didn’t know how to react. “No.” I thought, you can’t. Mom needs you. Mom needs you. Who’s going to take care of them when I leave. You shouldn’t have that luxury to leave, it should be me.

“Stupid. Poor. Useless.” No matter what language those words are said in, it all hurts the same. Those words are permanently scarred in my brain, my heart, my soul. Vietnamese. They can say one thing, and it’ll mean the complete opposite. “No, that’s not what I meant.” I would hear my mom say. It’s like.. I said to her, “So you’re saying that by calling me dumb, don’t know anything, can’t do anything-that’s supposed to make me want to be better? So, you’re saying that by calling me weak, it’s supposed to push me to be stronger?”

Maybe, maybe you’re right. Without all the haters, without all the people who don’t believe, how can I become great. The supporters are nice, but what’s the drive. The hate that fires the energy, the reason TO BE GREAT.

If I really want to take my life, I want whoever to find me in my tub. Water, red as roses. I’ve always had a thing for water, how calming it feels when it touches my skin. Hanging would be too-cruel. I wouldn’t want my love ones to take me down. Pills would just, mmm, maybe. To die in your sleep, no pain. Quick and easy. Maybe for others, but I want to die by my blade. My dark passenger. In my recent show Dexter, he has a dark passenger that fires him to kill. Mine, unlikely. I don’t want to kill people, hardly. I have one that many others have. Depression. I assume. Idunnno. Hahah, I’m stupid. I don’t know how to do anything.

Strong. Be strong. Stay strong. You can do it. Wow... I know the rules, I know the steps, I’ve studies them long enough. I’ve held on for so long. Yet, “why are you so stupid.” I’m transferring to a CSU. “why don’t you have a bank account, why don’t you work” I want to, I always did. “oh you know, your mother. She would have to file this, that, you know, she has a lot to lose.” No. I know. Trust me, I fucken know.

I want to have someone to blame for my... what do you call it. HAHA.. inefficient? I’m 21 and I live with my mom. I’m 21 and I don’t have a job. I’m 21 and I can’t ask for help. I’m 21 and I don’t know how to get places without a GPS. I’m 21 and I can’t live my own damn life. I’m 21 and I wish I was dead.

In all seriousness... I’m grateful to live and see everyone grow. To see my sister come so far from moving out, go to UC, having a job, doing everything I wish-I did. I envy her, but I’m not jealous. I’m not mad. We come from a poor family, we have hoops that we have to jump through. I want her to be successful. But, it doesn’t mean that I can’t be either. Maybe not as fast, but I will be. I have the potential to be. The idea isn’t wasted on me.

I love to write. I can write forever. On and on about nothing, anything, everything. Just endless rants and vents. Though, at some point... I wanted someone to share it with. It became too much for them... they couldn’t carry what I have. They couldn’t stay by me. And every time, a hole- even my family couldn’t fill. Mom.. see me as a disappointment. The woman I love more than life itself. The one that gave birth to me... is the same person who wants me to take it away from myself.

I wish I was never born. Then maybe there wouldn’t be so much suffering, so many worries for her. “I didn’t want you. Your dad made me keep you.” I know more than anything she loves me, and I also know more than anything, my mom deserves a better life.

I feel it. The need. The want. Hahaha.. scars are fading. I’ve been a year sober from self-harm BY BLADE. I hurt myself in different ways now. Yet, the one thing that really gets me going is when the fresh blade slide through and then there’s the line. Then blood. “Be strong. Be strong. Be strong.”

It’s a scary thought, to actually know how I want to die. It’s a scary thought to think that I may and will be okay if I do die. I want to die. It’s a thought that hasn’t visited me in months, like... I actually thought I did it. I made it. I can do it. This is it. I want to live. HAHAHA. funny.

Crying. Crying... this isn’t my cry for help. I don’t want help. I don’t want anyone. It’s my thought process. I want to be aware that this is how I’m feeling. I want to be aware that, maybe, living really isn’t for everyone. We really should be given the choice to leave, to die. I am 21, my brain almost fully developed. At 25, if I still feel this way... I will take my life. I wish sooner, but this is a promise to myself.

I do believe in life is too short. Life is a gift. A fucken miracle. Hard to believe that for someone who believes that would be perfectly okay with taking it. Oh... maybe I’m just having a crisis and all I need is a hug haha. Some fucken understanding. I don’t know. Better not to, in some ways.

[chrizza]

what you looking for? little jezza? hmmm, want praise? let the praise comes from the other mouth okii not from you. Necessary ba diayng iapil iappreciate ka? or salig kay ikaw na mao tung wa ra kay bili nila? or salig kay di ka suod nila mao tung wala? or unsa diay imong gipangita? paras Ginoo man kaha tu? hinuon imong inenglishan ug hinuon wa man gud ka nakahilak ug nangita man gud kag praise sa imong kaugalingon mao ng naing-ana awa karun nasakitan ka bisag gamay ra kaayong butang hinuon dili man ikaw ang gitan-aw atu ang mga kanta sayaw ug tambo may gitan-aw atu gud ikaw gyud mura man kag wa naanad uy ahahahha. Chill, sige lang either ang Ginoo nahimayas imong gibuhat or wala naa ra gyud nas Ginoo dapat imong pagtan-aw daoat ang final say sa Ginoo ang imong tan-awun di ta adtus mga negative nga makaingon kang wa ka naappreciate or whatsoever if you knew that you glorify Him then may He exalt you okay? It takes humbleness because humbleness takes you to the highest okii? shhhhhhhh, unsa ba ng atu nalang ipangutana niyas Ginoo kung nalipay ba siya nimo atung mga panahona or wala ahahha kay klaro kaayo tung wala? Am I too conceited at that time? ngano ganing nidawat ko ana nga obligation? because abi nakug angayan ko mao ng ako ilang gipili ug along sa akong journey? did I glorfy Him? hays Idunnno hays. Unsa diay akong gikasakitan? ahhhh, kay si samuella wala adtu ahahahha maski usa ahahha oh uy alangan wa lage ka nakahilak sa ikaduha bat kaayo ahahhahahahha mao tu sorry dzae ! ahahahha sige lang bsin diay gyud ug wa nimo gihatag sa Ginoo ang imong tanan mao na. You are full of yourself that is why you can’t see whats going on.

[rllymilerlly]

Yas Of Course I do!

Have some young duck children why don’t you

Some of them look weird-

Oh well

@rllyjohnrlly @saltycorgie @tikauniverse

Since y'all wanna be tagged when I draw stuff

Also yes

This is what they wear in my stories

[scab-eaters-anonymous]

idunnno if I wanna travel alone or with someone like idk idk. I think people always say you should do it alone but everyone whose told me that was never truly alone with themselves and enjoyed it until then. like I'm already there dude. I've been alone since the womb. If I wanna get craaaayyyzee and do shit I've never done before,,,,? a good one of those shits it's like. um. being with a person??? idk idk

[tokerfriendly-g]

idunnno folks b looking at me weird the majority of the time making me feel uncomfortable cuz u limited minded

What I like about Aquarius: They have the best conversations because they can talk about all kinds of stuff. You won't just hear gossip or small minded things.