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bob is such a dumb ass teenage boy ugh
#idk why i’m thinking about him rn#i like never think abt him#but im thinking about him and cherry… cherry bomb…#just writing out that i think he’s a 17 yo senior made me so. mad and sad and UGH.
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This is gonna sound so out of pocket but literally Arthur Broussard’s storyline in Skam France is the only time I’ve ever seen someone cheat and think “yk what, I’m not gonna get mad�� bc boy couldn’t catch a break. His dad beat him so bad he lost 1/2 is hearing then he got assaulted by a drug dealer and lost the other 1/2. Like JEEZ I’d go off the deep end
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I don’t think I ever posted this but he’s here now about a week late 🦇✨✨✨
#my art stuff#digital art#bg3#astarion#batstarion#bat#my brain’s been auper gunked up as of late from doing sewing projects and trying to relax by indulging in things that are bad for me#and so I kept feeling too crap about everything to think this was worth posting#I also haven’t posted in so long in general so I felt like I’d forgot how to do it??#I’m feeling better rn cus I finished another really cool piece that I’m very proud of (will post it in a moment)#also another note (as per usual) that this is spawn Astarion#idk why I always feel the need to clarify that - I just do#something something A!A’s existence makes me sad so this is S!A learning wildshape#something something something something#I love A!A but he makes me way too sad to be associated with unless I actively make art about him specifically#hope y’all enjoy my cool bat with slight transparency in the wings#I’m very happy with him and love him with all my heart#please give him smooches (he deserves them)
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guess who’s writing joel smut at 12:30am :)
#idk why my brain only likes to let me write in the middle of the night but here we are#no it’s not the Jackson joel x pregnant widowed!reader fic but#I’m in my pre-outbreak joel feels rn#and currently cannot stop thinking about waking him up with your lips wrapped around his c*ck :)#so i had to write a little something hehe#joel miller#joel miller smut#joel miller x reader#kricket rambles
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once again thinking about my ideal 3rd drb match up and how it’d stack up with plot beats and so far all i got is
🔴💥⚪️: true hypnosis mic opponents, maybe jakurai ends up on a side for further development to save yotsutsuji and that’s against ichiro’s current goal
🔵💥🟠: haven’t quite figured out why, but rei vs samatoki is the angle i’m thinking about
🟡💥🟣: all plot stakes division vs no stakes division lol idk really but i’m leaning towards a bonds angle or if hypmic wants to be real freaky, the side effects angle 🤔
#this is vee speaking#i still think a new format could happen but idk lol there’s so many unknowns rn#like what’s next specifically lmao#i personally feel it would be a waste not to have jakurai working to finalise development for this potential other true hypnosis mic lol#like they teased him joining chuuoku but then didn’t commit?????? huh??????#what about his struggle with causing more harm vs saving that one?????? like come on now??#so here’s me trying to put him back on that track lol#why not sasara vs samatoki you might ask lol and my answer is that’s the poster fight but the real fight is between rei and samatoki lol#samatoki was weirdly interested in rei watching bb vs dh and there’s a panel in showdown battle where samatoki looks……#he’s very hard to read actually while listening to ichiro#samatoki and rei are paralleling in the block party as individuals moved by ichiro’s ideals#so while i’m not sure if ichiro would be the reason to fight (🎋hahahaha🎋) i think there’s potential for strife#*sighs at bat* why doesn’t kr want to do anything with y’all lmao#if they went the side effects angle it’d be cool to have ramuda the guy whose clones die using the true hypnosis mic#vs kuukou who might be suffering from side effects (and against the guy that caused them tho he’s forgiven ramuda lol)#jyushi’s hypnosis ability to ‘recover’ is genuinely interesting because what is he recovering???? and why haven’t we seen it yet?????#maybe they’re lying in wait lol (delusional)#bonds angle is me grasping at straws lol but here’s how i can get my ideal match ups—
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kendall’s family makes me so incredibly sad because ultimately his active emulation of logan and desire to have and maintain the top job clashes with his relationship to rava and sophie (+iverson). and this is a family born out of genuine love! something 20 something year old kendall really wanted. comparing how deeply in love he was with rava in early s1 to how he criticises and disregards her in s4. he forces her to be the ‘nagging bitch wife’ which is not what she wanted to be and not who she is. and still she cares so deeply! the first thing she asks him is if he’s okay and he continues to brush her off and it’s so clear that she wants him to let her in and he won’t. and it’s like. how long can she possibly keep doing this? like the issue with sophie facing racism from some random atn supporter and kendall’s response being. well why was she there. he truly will Never get it. kendall has seriously never thought about how being the ceo of a far right racist media conglomerate would be a conflict of interest when adopting a brown child. like the idea that kendall’s wealth would somehow shield sophie away from a system that’s institutionally racist when effectively a large part of it is atn that’s churning out and propagandising this shit. like to sophie that means it’s basically coming from kendall himself. it makes perfect sense that she’d find safety and support in a group that opposes atn and subsequently her father because ultimately all kendall is doing is pushing her further and further away. she will grow to resent him so deeply if she hasn’t already i fear and it will entirely be kendall’s fault . like i think a big part of kendall’s storyline this season will be him continuing to isolate himself and push people away and in terms of his family he’ll be left with nothing..
#kendall roy#succession#like in the end he’s got an ex wife he pushed away a daughter who hates him and a son who he continues to disregard for having what kendall#himself has. i’m so tired of this phrase but the cycle keeps cycling i guess ..#HOWEVER. i will say the suggestion that rava might be jewish + kendall for the rest ep trying to get out of backing mencken and calling him#a nazi. like he’s thinking about it i think. but very much not enough . tbh i don’t think he called sophie. i think he thinks the most good#he can do for her is within the company + a reluctance to get close. not doing good rn#i just think about WHY he decided to adopt a non white child and why a good portion of the ppl he surround himself with#*surrounds#are like . marginalised or othered in some way. idk thinking about ‘i’m a good guy’ ‘i’m not a roy’ ‘i don’t wanna be you’ …#self awareness is SO futile!!! and it gets you nowhere i guess!!! 🤪#to clarify i think it’s kendall who thinks of rava as the ‘nagging bitch wife’ like that’s what he’s reduced her down to basically . he#should die#p#kendall
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i miss jakey :(
#i’m feeling all grumpy and cranky today and who knows why…… gah i miss jakey :((#the weather’s so gloomy today and bleh. idk. i’m at work and i wanna go home#i’m thinking about him so bad rn :((#jake#li speaks
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Remember when I went to the rep pop up a few hours before Taylor decided to go and had just gotten home and got a twitter notification like…. the timing will never align for me!
#idk why I’m thinking about this#I was looking through old stuff and I posted something like ‘I feel like I’ll never be interesting enough for Taylor to want to meet me!#which holds true to this day#and now with m&g and rep room/t-party etc over I’m just…. feeling sad#but also to be a fan is not an all access pass to meet anyone ever I’m#I’m just reflecting rn#and gonna go watch tv#it’s been a bad Monday#but at least we get a new ts album this week!!!#I was approached on the street#earlier today about donating money to this guy via Apple Pay#and I wanted to help him out and now I’m sitting here in my head thinking oh this was a scam#somehow???#but it wasn’t? but the thought won’t leave my mind!#getting a new therapist when?#field notes#🗂️🗂️🗂️
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The funniest thing my best friend has ever done is make me think I’m trans and then move to Spain for half a year the day after
#like bro I’m contemplating my entire life rn why are you at the beach#she was like ‘you’d make a really good man’ and showed me pictures of myself dressed as a fictional man#I felt very good dressed as him as well what the fuck do I do#I’m not trans I’m 20 years old I’m not trans I have my life kind of figured out I forbid myself to think about it!#girl my life’s such a mess#maybe I just like wearing masculine clothes and having short hair#I know I’m not trans idk why I’m even thinking about this#MAYRA WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE#emmys thoughts
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this is exactly what i moved here for and it’s a good thing like 98% of the time but oh my god i’m literally all alone in this city……….
#my manager was talking about how he and his bestie and their friend are going to their friend’s in laws’ for eid tonight#and my manager was saying that that friend of theirs doesnt have any family in this city (and tbf idt my manager does either??) and so him a#and his bestie are always there for whenever he needs them#and idk it just hit me how enormously alone i am here#i’m not even religious so idk why eid was the thing like of all the times ppl have mentioned their friends#i need to get out of bed and do my laundry and i have a msg from my dad i havent opened so i shld reply to thaf#esp if i’m feeling like this but idk. it’s the first time i’ve rly felt like . struck by it in a way that has been bad#like i’ve missed people and i’ve been struck by the fact that i’m alone#but never in a negative way or a like . idk . oh i wish i had people way#but idk maybe i do wish that a little bit rn………..#i think . idk i think a lot of things and it’s not the time for self analysis on tumblr#being in a place where i am alone was and is important to me rn and i think good for me#but i don’t have anyone in this city who i can put down as my emergency contact for anything and so it’s still my mum even for things she#doesn’t know i’m doing#and that’s very very weird#idk why i’m so emosh i’ll probably see my family at the end of this month for this family event and i’ll want 2 be free of them all#IDK MAN ITS JUST A LOT!!!! idw do my laundry
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I think I figured out how to do this so bablam chapter 3 is out‼️‼️go read it or smth
#New.A#<- thags my tag for the other chapter stuff if you wanna see the other art for it#also first time I used a different color thing than the rest of the page‼️‼️‼️#it’s the fucking blueeeeeeew#very stupid reference to my favorite game at the moment (ultrakill) (that is v1s arm) (v1 the robot you play as) (in ultrakill)#(I rlly like ultrakill) (incase you couldnt tell) (I definitely dont talk about it at all) (its not my pfp or anything either) (imsofunny)#uhhhhhhh do I tag it#fuck it sure why not idk#jrwi riptide#jrwi alphonze#I actually think I’m the only one recently who has tagged alphonze in shit I’m so sorry#bro is on my Mind for some fuckass reason (I pretend to be him on tumblr dot com)#o shit also that’s Ollie he’s like big rn it’s wild#cod I’m annoying byebyye read my fuckass fic#IT DRAWS!!
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i’m in such a mood to yap today and idk why bc my chronic fatigue is horrible but if i had the energy i would be spinning in circles like a rabid animal rn. i love my husband so much…… i want to cup his cheeks and just admire him for a moment before he gets tsun about it and starts asking what im staring so intently at, brushing his hair out of the way to see how the tips of his ears get all flustered bc he’s embarrassed… taking his glasses off and putting them to the side to kiss all the freckles on his face… he is my pretty boy forever actually
#✦. love you to death⠀⠀#﹙🦉﹚⠀ vincit omnia veritas⠀⠀#i’m in such a sappy mood for him rn#idk why#i think it is bc#i’m extremely fatigued rn#i get all sappy about him when i’m eepy#i just love my husband
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#ugh i’m feeling so weepy and vulnerable rn#my friend acknowledged how I would hate going on a trip with my parents#like i was in the middle of figuring out how i was supposed to do this trip without him#and then later he talked to me about his issues with me and we finally like figured out our shit#and so he was like that’s the only reason why i couldn’t go with you#and now we’re going together#but like idk. he’s a good friend to me.#i was so ready to accept he wasn’t going and i moved on to plan b which is always my stupid parents#like the only reason they are still in my life is because i literally have no one else#27 years and no one else to count on in this world#and then he’s like i want you to be able to count on me#idk it’s just friendships will keeps saving us i think#post
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I agree with absolutely everything she said his in game model is not as good as I envision him to be 😭 like fanart carries him FRRR but it’s honestly so sad ppl see the coolest ever character and be like yaoi 😋✌️how about NOOOO !!!! 😭😭😭 gosh this is so !!!! He has so many deep important aspects to himself, he’s so full of contradictions and despite it all he’s still one of the most kindest characters
#I’m rlly tired rn and I’m lowkey struggling to literally even breathe so if this doesn’t make sense that’s why#I could dissect his personality and his everything and explain sm of what I love about him but my brain is like rlly bleh rn so it’s just a#mind blank but I hate it so much that the only way he is acknowledged by most is his ties to alhaitham#they’re sepearate beings with their own struggles personalities and while yes they mirror each other they do so to showcase a moral and#story ; that story being the reality of true intelligence which is fitting seeing as to how they’re from sumeru - the city of wisdom.#their lore and identities are meshed together because stories use characters to depict meanings and truths#but to know the full story you need to look at each individually. character foils like kaveh and alhaitham are choices developers authors#writers and basically every creative use to highlight certain aspects maybe even make it a didactic moment too#character foils are to showcase a meaning. their purpose is not to enable a ship their purpose is to deliver a story to the audience#and if you wish to ship them by all means do so but let’s acknowledge what a character foil is first and foremost before being delusional#believe it or not some people don’t actually like them only as a pair and that’s how it ought to me#be* and because of people not liking them in the correct way and reducing them to a mere ship this is why we have ppl calling him a slur an#saying he has an std or whatever the fuck like man … I’m tired#whyre we even saying this about pixels at the end of the day like who in their right mind goes like oooh so and so has an std#ik I always be like idk what to say *then says a whole novel like pantalone lollll* but srsly I’m just so ???#can I just meet one sane kaveh liker honestly I think none of them exist#dora daily
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Maybe I should stop caring about whatever Deltarune is going to potentially do with gaster as long as it makes me smile and go haha yay ❤️
#talking#theory video fatigue#will be very quite sad if he is evil and a total antagonist#I don’t think he’s like. the greatest guy or anything this is a flawed dude#he’s doing something weird rn and probably has done some shady shit bht maaan. totally manipulative whahah I’ve been in control of the story#this entire time it was all for my gain#that’s lame#that’s very lame to me#and I wouldn’t even smile I would frown a very large frown even#I don’t even want the game to be entirely about him at the end I don’t want. gaster the game I appreciate the way he’s in the game now#and that’s like part of why I like the guy so much. the weird way of his existence. I would obvs be excited at more clear appearance#I’m not a liar I would jump for joy and yell but like maan idk#please delatrune don’t end with a gaint gaster boss fight that’s like the one thing I for sure don’t want#but. I would accept it. sadly unless it’s really cool then I would go yay!!!#but a tinge of sadness in my yay
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