#i’m thinking about him so bad rn :((
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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DPxDC Writing prompt: A new circus is in town appeared seemingly overnight, a circus of meta humans with red eyes and equally terrifying and wondrous acts. It’s suspicious as all hell and even more suspicious when Jason suddenly feels overwhelmingly compelled to join it when he sees the commercial for it on the TV. Seriously, where the hell did this ‘Circus Gothica’ even come from?
Ok hear me out; y’know in that one episode where we’re introduced to Freakshow and he brainwashes Danny but then it’s ok because he’s saved by his friends?
What if Sam and Tucker and been too late? If Danny had been successful taken?
What if no one believed Sam and Tucker when they said Danny had been kidnapped and he’s not a runaway?
And what if he’s been brainwashed for over 3 years while travelling in the Circus, the only people caring enough to find him being unable to do anything about it?
And what if Freakshow made the mistake of preforming in Gotham where the Bats dwelled? And where they’ll take a deeper look into the circus’s suspicious behaviour…
#dcxdp#this is just an excuse to have more sibling Danny & Jason#and an excuse to use Freakshow more as a villain#that fucker is TERRIFYING when you think about it#and creepy as all hell#I want to see him in more in fics during flashbacks#danny phantom#jason todd#Freakshow#circus au#I headcanon that Danny is somewhat more aware as the years go by but he’s still heavily under the influence#because he’s a halfa#and he got the werid biology#brainwashed au#idk what I’m doing with Jack and Maddie in this fic#bad parents?#i guess so#Jazz?#she’s going feral#same with Sam and Tucker#but they’re minors so they can’t do anything#Jazz can’t pinpoint and get to the circus in time whenever it stops#Danny is really edgy due to the orb’s influence so I can imagine if Jazz does get there in time that he’ll just dismiss her#or tell her to fuck off#look he’s been under the influence of the orb for years rn#give him a break#No one bats an eye at the REALLY suspicious stuff because of the orb’s influence or the circus just up and leaves before an investigation#seriously#it’s hard tracking a magical ghost train#and the ghosts working there overshadow the authorities whenever things get too heated
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I don’t think I ever posted this but he’s here now about a week late 🦇✨✨✨
#my art stuff#digital art#bg3#astarion#batstarion#bat#my brain’s been auper gunked up as of late from doing sewing projects and trying to relax by indulging in things that are bad for me#and so I kept feeling too crap about everything to think this was worth posting#I also haven’t posted in so long in general so I felt like I’d forgot how to do it??#I’m feeling better rn cus I finished another really cool piece that I’m very proud of (will post it in a moment)#also another note (as per usual) that this is spawn Astarion#idk why I always feel the need to clarify that - I just do#something something A!A’s existence makes me sad so this is S!A learning wildshape#something something something something#I love A!A but he makes me way too sad to be associated with unless I actively make art about him specifically#hope y’all enjoy my cool bat with slight transparency in the wings#I’m very happy with him and love him with all my heart#please give him smooches (he deserves them)
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i don’t know what the fuck to think or feel. heart feeling so heavy
#think i was clinging to the idea that the boys didn’t know or care about him personally and i still don’t want to think that’s the case but#if we’re being realistic they know. they have to know#and everyone in the comments preaching about how bin doesn’t know anything about p*th outside of music has to be new levels of delusional#they’re idols yeah. they’re also humans with access to the internet and we know damn well they read everything we say to them#chris is on fucking skz tiktok like. wake up#it’s like 50% the fact that it was posted in the first place that’s getting to me and 50% the ignorance and babying in the comments#i just feel like fucking shit. my anxiety hasn’t felt this bad in so long#*musings#don’t even think i’m capable of being impartial or coherent rn i just needed to get this off my chest somewhere#like it’s one thing to collab with him on a professional basis and another to post a selfie like you’re friends#wish this song didn’t exist to be so real
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thinking about praising men into submission.
#feeling VERY dommy rn#i can see umemiya being weak to this — he loves praise and he’s always taking care of you#he’ll let you take the reigns for a moment won’t he?#he hardly knows what to do with himself and his brain turns to mush when your praise goes from#‘you make me feel so good’ to ‘you’re being so good for me’#i also think he’d be really fun to ask questions once he starts going dumb#and then. with chika. he is usually the one in control#he didn’t think words could affect him and you didn’t either#until you let slip a few phrases when you get a bit cockdrunk#OR. accidentally calling him good boy because you’re used to it with endo and you didn’t think before you said it it just slips out#ohhhh his hips stutter#i’m also thinking about kaji being really stubborn about it and acting like he doesn’t like it#and you tease him so bad because he’s painfully hard#and red in the face#sigh. i might write something#i wanna tie a man up so bad :(#venus beyond the grave — ♱
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erm…..posting about an OC via a rushed shitpost was not on my 2025 bingo card!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂get it??? 😂😂😂because his name is bingo??(GETS SHOT)
these are all things he has done or has attempted to do so consider this the full intro post for that freak for now. he’s still too undercooked to fully introduce but damn I love him
#pdbc#I love him. he’s the sole descendant of a royal family and. if you’ll pardon the pun. is royally fucking things up for himself#he could do so much in life and instead decides to be the next Gordon Ramsay……..such wasted potential#did. did I ever mention that part of him. his clan is called the Ramsay clan after all#he wants to be Gordon Ramsay sooooo fucking bad…….#big theater kid gone wrong energy from him#so many of my posts this year have been pdbc related. it Will happen again.#< (in my defense I’m working on other non-pdbc stuff !! but pdbc stuff is easy to make because I don’t have to think about it)#once I’m not so burnt out I’m really excited to design bingo….not even going to attempt to rn#I hate designing outfits but I’m actually looking forward to his bc he has a horrid mix of royal garments and astereotypical butcher outfit#speaking of butchers. butcher vanity? great song absolutely fits him. cannot stop listening to it#surprisingly him being like. a literal cannibal isn’t even all he does. that’s just a…little quirk of his#like ya’d think him eating people would be more important but nah. he’s a POET and a MAGICIAN 😤😤#I’d say he’s one of the most evil characters but…..kinda all of my characters are#sure bingo tries to eat people and bomb people’s homes but there are side characters who put acid in the water supply and aren’t punished#so bingo’s just par for the course honestly#the best thing he’s ever done is install an air conditioning unit. there wasn’t one before bc Mole (his mom) didn’t like them—#—which resulted in people keeling over from heat exhaustion a lot so. good job for fixing that bingo#it’s the bare minimum but that’s pretty good for him so he can have a round of applause for that#I think I might have mentioned Gerbombs in passing but I love them sm#they’re gerbils genetically engineered to blow up when pressure is placed on them#they’re adorable. thankfully they have no concept of death so they’re just chilling with no worries in the world#before you get sad. Sushi rescued most of the Gerbombs and now cares for them so happy ending#no Gerbombs shall die under her watch. I don’t think I could deal with it if too many Gerbombs died#although they’re called Gerbombs they’re actually more physically close to jerboas#they’re so cute. I should draw a Gerbomb sometime#(I should also probably rename them jerbombs considering they’re not gerbils but ehhhhhhhhhhhhh)
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love delving into suguru’s overthinking brain <3
#i think his paternal instinct is natural and that it affects the way he interacts sometimes (shows itself in good and bad ways)#i think it’s a genuine struggle for him in terms of nature & nurture. he wants to take care of you/fix things but doesn’t want to make you +#feel like he’s controlling you in that way… it’s a fine line i kinda wanna explore that w him#i underthink to a fault sometimes 😭 so it’s cool to write about a character who’s a constant overthinker#MIND YOU THIS IS FROM MY V-DAY WIP FIC 😭 wanted to add a lil conflict/a look into the way suguru’s brain works#still a bit messy/choppy but i’m just writing stream of consciousness rn#snippets#personal
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maybe if usopp had actually discussed his feelings and insecurities with his friends instead of lashing out, maybe the fandom wouldn’t be near unanimous in their disdain for his actions in w7 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#i’m just saying man#like i get it#he’s insecure in his position amongst the strawhats#the death of the merry reflects the death of his mother#etc etc#but never once does he ever bring any of that up#instead he accuses his friends of not actually caring about him and thinking he’s a nuisance when they’ve proven time and time again that#that’s not true#granted i haven’t finished w7 nor gotten to ennies lobby yet so my opinion may change#but rn i think he was being a dumbass who let his emotions get the better of him#cause personally if i wa stuffy i would have reacted the same god damn thing#you wanna leave so bad? you want to sail on the grand line with a ship that’ll sink before you reach a new island? be my fuckin guest#rant over#one piece#water 7#spilled milk
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i have so much to say about suguru
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#i’m drawing him rn and…#i actually adore everything about him#i miss him so bad#cant stop thinking about him he’s so perfect#suguru <////3#pls come home husband
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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more cult leader deku !!! ft his creepy ass bunny mask
blood ver. under cut !!
#i need him so bad you don’t even understand#he is ALL i’m thinking about rn#the cadence in his voice …#the sweet coos of praise he’d give you when you sink into him all on your own#the glossy look you’d give him …#so pliant for him#GOD#IM SHAKING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE !#deku fanart#deku x reader#deku cult au
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through my re-read of jshk and every new chapter I think I’ve come to appreciate all the characters a lot more than I already did
#lemon man talks#Also somewhat unrelated but I think what makes the yugi twins’ relationship so tragic is that it’s built on a series of miscommunications#And consequently a series of misunderstandings of the other!!!#Anyways I’m just really emotional about the new chapter#Also minamotos and yugis parallel anyone? No? Just me? It’s so dark in here#Something something killing your younger brother to save them from the red house#This is how I view Hanako’s murder at least#Obviously we can’t know for sure the exact reason for killing Tsukasa but I like to think it was bc he realized there was A Thing inside#Tsukasa and wanted to take it off him#Either he didn’t mean to kill Tsukasa along with it and just tried to kill The Thing or he killed Tsukasa to like. Save him from it#Either way I think it’s a good theory for the reason behind his murder#I don’t think Tsukasa is/was a bad person!!#I still haven’t re-read the red house arc but iirc their relationship was complex but I wouldn’t say it was bad#I don’t really see Tsukasa doing something bad to Amane specially since he traded his own life for Amane’s health#And I don’t see Amane hating Tsukasa or something??#So an attempt of protecting his brother is what makes most sense to me#And well. Teru exorcising Already Dead and Posessed/Cursed Kou in the new chapter was such a parallel. To me#I could talk more about the Yugis’ and jshk parallels but I REALLY need to sleep rn#Sleep dreams don’t let the vreatles bite /ij#good night!!!
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We argued. We had a big falling out last night. He didn’t respond to me and I thought he was asleep. He then calls me saying he overdosed and I call an ambulance. How did we even get here..?
I hope he will be okay.. I’m doing my best to stay calm.
#personal vent#tw vent#tw overdose#vent#my vent#I feel like this is my fault#we argued#I don’t wanna start blaming myself but#I can’t help it#I’m sorry#I should probably distract myself and try not to think about it rn#i hope hes okay#even tho our argument got pretty bad I don’t hate him#and I sure as hell didn’t want this#i really hope he’s okay#maybe I’ll rp or take something to fall asleep#just so I stay calm until I hear something#c0r3yappin
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met a bunch of his close friends on a trip to elk country this weekend and his best friend said “it seems like you guys have very similar senses of humor. how do you ever stop laughing??” and like. wtf. i’m passing away. what a good compliment??? from a best friend?? how dare he.
#don't look at me#i’m so 😭😭😭#we also had our first like. not even tiff just like. moment i guess.#of us not being the best versions of ourselves around each other#so i think im like. especially anxious rn but i do need to learn how to deal w that on my own#rather than validation seeking from#him lol#so INSTEAD IM POSTING TO TUMBLR AND BEING INSANE ABT IT I GUESS#he’s genuinely so good to me it’s crazy#and i forgot his entire hot dog order when i went up to order bc i was so hungry i couldn’t think straight 😭#ok saying it out loud like that makes me feel like it wasn’t that big of a deal actually lol#i just. am constantly worried about the bad parts of my adhd affect this relationship#and i was just like. weirdly nauseous all day yesterday so we haven’t had sex in so long either so it’s just#making me feel disconnected w him i think#but it is truly fine i just need to be normal
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I really need to stop thinking about Cardi 🥴
#I need to eat this man’s pussy so bad#what who the fuck said that#no one read this#if youre reading this#stop#I’m very unnormal rn#I just can’t stop thinking about him#cardinal copia#papa emeritus iv#arrararataghhxhd
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