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kiochisato · 5 months

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Diff anonnie guess who too :D

im gonna explod errrmmmmmmmmmm idkk bambi ... or or uhhh IDKK

#🔮　𓂃　mail.pdf◞#STOPPPPPPPPPP #idk who's online at this hour #( 3:17pm )#rn

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aftgphoenix · 1 month

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I feel like Andrew is the kind of guy to not have/use public social media accounts but he has the funniest anonymously run tumblr that no one knows about. The foxes send screenshots taken from his tumblr that they found on facebook, instagram, and pinterest to their OG foxes group chat.

Bonus: Neil knows about Andrew’s tumblr and replies to Andrew’s screenshotted memes with thinly veiled flirtatious comments about the poster.

#idk he feels like the kind of person who is infinitely more comfortable online #hidden behind the screen #after all #we know he is absolutely hilarious from when he’s on his meds #and he talks to Neil for hours #I think he struggles with actual person to person communication #but typing out a funny post is no problem #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #neil josten #psu foxes

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cpyclopse · 10 months

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Exactly 1(one) person wanted this and as we all know thats enough for me.

Heres my attempt at drawing Jester Ghirahim.

I tried to take inspo and bits and pieces from all his outfits.

I also made a little video!!!

So yeah my 🤡 JesterHim⚜️

#yall can thank @ cursedandoutforblood for this #uhhh if someone who likes character design or whatever wants to draw jesterhim they should totally do it #idk i feel like it looks like ghirahim but it doesn't *look like* ghirahim ya feel??? maybe its only me and i just hate everything i make #when i tell you i SCOURED the house looking for bells it was like a good hour of looking through cabinets and closets and my entire room-#multiple times to find anything #i gave up and like recorded it and put bell sounds from online over it #also the ghirahim bust i did was actually made on this page i just copied it and put it on its own thing #ghirahim #skyward sword #loz #jester #jester ghirahim #mosss art #cpys art

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mwagneto · 9 months

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any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog

#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time #they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD #icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh #the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH #the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the #damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now #like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know #n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME #man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and #going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay #i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO.#anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on #doctor who #dw lb #10th doctor #the waters of mars #time lord victorious #i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that #came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already #also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online..#even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good

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running-in-the-dark · 22 days

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can't sleep (despite new meds + melatonin, boo), so I'm thinking about random shit. like: it's insane to me that I'm totally fine living on the ground floor now. it used to really freak me out. I hated being downstairs when we lived in a house. I always felt watched when I had my room on the ground floor. and every time I visited my dad at his ground floor apartment - where I was on my own except for maybe an hour a day - I had what I now know were panic attacks several times a day. so like, that's pretty crazy.

#not once have I thought that I'm about to be murdered since we moved in #and I used to think that everywhere. it was just MUCH worse on the ground floor #idk im just insane maybe #but it's nice that the (other) meds seem to be doing a good job #it feels so crazy now when those kinds of thoughts come back at night. like HOW did I live like this for 30 years?? how did I not kill #myself (too scared lol that's literally the only reason)#anyway hi it seems like I only come here to talk about the dumb shit my brain does at this point #sorry! I mean it doesn't matter I guess bc who would even notice #idk I tried to be online less soooo now I'm back on reddit instead and it is not good for me and I know it #might be spiralling about general life stuff too which is always fun #I'm just so bad at being a productive member of society #literally we went to the city for a couple of hours yesterday and I was so fucking exhausted that I had to sleep for like 5 hours #ughh...#man I really need to fall asleep soon.#personal

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coelacat · 2 months

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man while i understand it im so tired of the attitude of "if you dont think critically of every media you like ever and if you like stuff you cant think critically about youre stupid" mentality. its so prevalent just about everywhere i go online, youd forget that its an insanely online take

#i think about that rant about cyberpunk 2077 that went around a little #where they were like 'why did everyone just forgive cd projekt red for the broken state of the game after edgerunners???'#and its like. because babe most people playing cyberpunk 2077 are bethesda rpg fans. an extremely casual #'i wanna turn my brain off for my one free hour of games after work' type people #in the modern gaming landscape cyberpunk is like. fine. all the critiques ive seen of it are just things that can be lobbed at bethesda rpgs #and theres a massive market for those #there are still people who enjoy fucking starfield man idk what to tell you. people like games where you dont have to think #like. no. most people who enjoy these games arent single celled organisms too stupid to do anything but support the awful scammy dev studio #theyre usually just people who wanna live out a power fantasy #the yes man route in new vegas is so popular!!! for a reason!!!!#its literally the 'have fun and dont think too hard about your actions' run. everyone views it as themselves saving the wasteland #idk. this is a long rant its just been grinding my gears recently #like. broken games are fun. im sorry everyone shitting on gollum was one of the best online experiences ive had in a while #like fuck dude you dont see me shitting on everyone who plays mmos as mindless zombies who are too stupid to think #just because i view mmos as below myself #you are not better than a skyrim fan because you can see the writing flaws. i can guarantee they see them too and just dont care #because skyrim is fun. sorry. it is fun its an addicting game for a reason #rant

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astrxealis · 5 months

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i will return on tumblr soon bcs i'm graduating hs soon and acads r done so i have a Lot of time on my hands for now Anyway can i just say am very proud of myself. got into the Top 1 school in my country, top campus, and a vv competitive stem course. yay 😁💝💘❤️‍🔥✨

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#it's hilarious bcs i got waitlisted for compsci #which i'm actually rlly proud of bcs i didn't take the exams that seriously and most of jhs was online #compsci competitive af man #but i prove my worth both online & onsite ^_^ always straight As baby! even this gr 12 LOL <3 #i got into my 3rd choice (2nd choice was psych i am So glad i didn't get in i ended up not wanting it anymore. also competitive asf so i'm #ok w that) WHICH IS the best possible outcome actually bcs it Is my dream course.#i will reveal more another time tho ... >:)) Anyway am just super proud hehe. also of my twin (we both passed & all that <3) ^___^#also my friends !! barely any passed actually and even then i know only like 10-15 of ppl in my whole school who Did pass #and less so for their first choice/dream course or their preferred campus #MWHAHAHAHAHA >:))) ok i'm not shitting on anyone tho i'm just so so so proud and happy #gbye i am busy tho relaxing LMFAO i've been getting 12 hours of sleep the last 3 days. god. school was tiring af #but i'm a weirdo so it's fun B) Amen. i like saying amen despite being this rlly agnostic/atheist person LMFAOOO #upcat i love u. ty for loving me LMFAOOAOAOAOAOAOAO #so proud idk ig. i knew i'd make it (i hope thsi doesn't come off as pretentious) but i didn't know exactly Where #but the universe did its thing and i got into my dream school dream campus dream course #unsure abt dream school really but it's upd or not up. and also def my dream course ^_^

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quill-n · 6 months

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I think truly the worst pain as a creative is not being able to share your work

#Idk who said that but I'm feeling it rn #I can't run glaze or nightshade because I simply don't have the right hardware to make it run quick enough #I can't spend 48 hours with my laptop running for every piece I want to share #so while I'm not comfortable posting my art online... pretty much *anywhere* right now #I'm just not gonna post art at all #which sucks. bad.#I'd apologize but I don't think I should be the one to be sorry here #Sorry if you liked my art I guess. If I figure something out I'll start sharing again. but until then #I'm just gonna be reblogging stuff. nothing new from me #props to everyone continuing to share their art regardless of whatever the fuck is happening though #I'll do my best to support the artists still going strong in my communities #take care y'all 🫶#quillnnotart

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melonnade · 5 months

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absolutely disgusting the way that the violence on my campus this morning is being talked about on the news. reading articles rn and they keep talking about violence on both sides & fighting breaking out ‘between’ the two groups. call it what it fucking was. it’s not two sides being violent, it’s one being attacked by the other. rhetoric matters.

#mads talks #delete later #classes being cancelled is giving me more time to scroll #so I thought ‘hey let’s see what they’re saying about this online’#idk it’s just making me so unreasonably angry #like basically everyone here who’s bothered to keep up with what’s going on knows exactly who instigated #and it wasn’t the Palestine protestors #posting here instead of talking to the people I know because my roommate has the most dogshit takes on this situation #she’s like ‘they should’ve just shut down the protests from the beginning’#‘they handled it the best they could’#so I’m walking away and taking a breather or else we’re going to get into a bad argument #the best my ass #what the fuck is campus security here for if they locked student reporters out of the buildings that are supposed to be safe for them #what’s your job even supposed to be if you’re willing to sit and do nothing while students are beaten for four hours?#not equipped to handle it? fine then call someone who is! don’t just let it happen #i can hear and see the news helicopters constantly and it’s pissing me off

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chussyracing · 8 months

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which livery are you most excited for?

ferrari since it's my one true love and always has been (also because last year's launch was the best ever launch i have ever seen from any team ever, so the expectations are set high). other than that i'm curious about williams, because i love the blue color and i'm a SUCKER for the duracell sponsorship part of ther livery (they better keep it)

#who am i not looking forward to tho. hmmm. rbr bacause it's always the same and leaks hours before #same with haas basically except they tweak the colors but minus points for it only being pics posted online #i have a beef with mcl because they always prolong it with extreme e and formula e and indycar and what not liveries #and. idk. don't get me wrong while i appreciate other series as well (snd god knows sometimes i enjoy some mroe than f1)#you usually watch to see the car only (maybe the suits for new season too if you're lucky) but that's it #also speaking of mcl i expect them to look pretty much the same indy and formula e look like and i will laugh.#sorry to mcl fans but i will so laugh. both lando and oscar will look like curd left on the sun for a few hours in the orange highlighter #not you sam bird. you are perfect even in the orange and you know it.#also looking forward to merc it they show us the real car and not just livery which i expect from some like rbr and williams #also kinda aston because the green is also nice and i hope they tweak it a bit for this yead #did i forget some team???#oh wait fuck my alpha nemesis which both lose the alpha part huh #ok. looking forward to yuki and the name change announcement from at.#looking forward to guanyu and val and whatever livery the team whose name idk will bring us #that's it :))#ask #e

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bare1ythere · 1 year

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eepy

#it feels very weird to be back in my dorm for the summer #last summer was so bad. I was so lonely the whole time it almost killed me #and Im feeling that start to creep up on me again even though I hung out with a friend for hours yesterday #and im talking with online friends basically all day #but idk. I called my mom today and she was looking at facebook the whole time I called her (i could tell)#and I always feel so so worthless no matter what I do #I try so hard but I just!! cant connect with people! in a meaningful way!#I want to be in an active groupchat. a friend group thats always buzzing #to hop in vc and not feel trapped by my own problems with socializing #people reach out to me and i thank them and dont really come back (because im introverted and also because I feel so annoying all the time #people say im nice but sometimes I do genuinely wonder if thats all i am #like i am nice! but thats it. no one wants to talk to me beyond that because im also insufferably awkward and annoying #but in brief exchanges hey at least im nice!#sigh. i dunno #I have no self confidence and I feel guilty for doubting the people who are nice to me #or not trusting when they say they like having me around #because I just. I cant believe it. I dont get it. I dont like having me around and Im ME lmao #as I say so often in my head #if it makes you feel any better im constantly crushed by guilt and shame 👍#shut up me

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stairset · 11 months

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I had Spider-Man 2 mailed to my house when I pre-ordered it and it hasn't arrived yet so I've just been spending my entire day dodging spoilery Youtube thumbnails like Tobey Maguire dodging Green Goblin's razor bats in slo-mo in that one scene.

#honestly i need to stop having games mailed to my house when i pre-order them cause it just makes it stressful to wait for them #like it just makes me nervous that they're just not gonna show up #even though that hasn't happened yet like i did the same thing with jedi survivor and mortal kombat 1 and they both arrived on the day #so like this one shouldn't be any different. ideally.#yet i get nervous about it anyway #i think part of it is these last few weeks in general have been incredibly stressful #two of the jobs i applied for got back to me at around the same time #and i gotta pick which one i wanna go forward with but i don't wanna burn bridges with either of them #so i'm basically just stringing them both along until i can pick one #and i'm still doing the online graphic design course but all the job shit is making it hard to stay caught up with that #AND i got a transaction notification for something i didn't purchase so i had to deactivate my credit card and get a new one #idk who got my credit card information or how or if i can get that money back but hopefully it doesn't happen again #basically i just need this damn game to get here on time so i'll have one less thing stressing me out #also another reason i need to stop having these games mailed to me is they always arrive in the afternoon #abd modern games take fucking forever to download onto the console #so even when you get them on the release day you gotta wait a billion hours to start playing #so when they arrive in the afternoon it basically means they won't finish downloading until well past midnight #so basically you judt gotta let it download overnight while you sleep and start it the next day #so yeah after this i should probably just go back to picking uo pre-orders at the store #especially when i get an apartment i wouldn't want the mail person just setting a $70 game on the floor outside my apartment while i'm gone #shut up tristan

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piplupod · 10 months

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i dont understand when people say that when you are depressed all you want to do is isolate yourself, because while yeah sure I've experienced that to some degree, most of the time I would love to be around someone but I don't have anyone who actually cares or wants to help. all the people around me are unsafe. i dont have anybody who would just sit with me, who would listen and care, who would spend time with me without judging me badly for being unwell. i Want to be around someone who cares, but I don't have that, so I end up isolating to try to protect myself from further hurt while I'm already down and hurting.

#i do have a couple ppl online mind you #but its not the same. i need ppl irl. physically sharing a space with me #i dont know #everything hurts really bad today. i haven't felt this low maybe ever #actually no there was one time before now i can remember feeling this low for this long fjfkdl when new meds gave me dangerous side effects #no new meds this time! just a continuously growing pile of trauma and exhaustion and winter #i wish there was someone who cared and wanted to help. i just want to be in the same room as somebody else for a while #its so fucking stupid that that's too much to ask for. everything hurts a lot today #i just want to not be here fjgklf im tired and hurting and nothing is helping #I've tried so many things today to help and none of it is working #but i dont even have last resort coping bc of the holidays and arms will be visible at some points probably #so i have to stay clean but god. god. idk this is... not good. i wish i knew how to fix this #i just want to sit in the same room as someone even. just for like an hour. 30 mins. I'd even take 10 mind #mins*#but ... i dont have anyone who is safe and who cares. god this is so so sucks

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moon-jellie · 10 months

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I'm like a directioner but for mod rock

#saw this band last night. FINALLY. my fucking flatmate gets the lead singer's number. fuck my entire life. I chat with their brand new #drummer. he leaves a little earlier. I find him on instagram. private account. like 350 followers. I request to follow him. I go to sleep.#wake up. continually check the band's ig page. their following count has gone up by one in the last 2 hours. idk who it is. back to the #drummer's page. he has CHANGED HIS PROFILE PICTURE. IN THE LAST 2 HOURS. he has been online. hasn't accepted my follow request. must have #seen it though right??#I'm only in this country for another 15 days but by golly if I don't get this I might end it all #mj has feelings #abroad era #modposting

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dykesynthezoid · 11 months

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Gonna say that I really don’t think shame is actually a very effective activism tool. Which isn’t to say you have to be nice to shitty people or w/e, bc anger has a very very important role in activism and you have a right to be angry. But I don’t think shaming people itself is really “activism.” I don’t think it’s effective and I don’t think it actually helps anyone basically ever. Communicating, calling someone out, those are very important. But shame on its own is just. Not a good emotion to make use of. Shame is so self-focused. When people are ashamed they’re only going to act to alleviate their own discomfort and humiliation. And a lot of the time they just shut down instead. It doesn’t actually push anyone to make long lasting changes in themselves and their communities. It just makes people feel like shit and makes for some really shitty “activists” who don’t have like, any idea of what constructive, restorative, healing activism could look like and only know to tear other people down

#complaining about western leftists hour again ig #I feel like the only people who ever seem to know what I’m talking about these days are like. prison abolitionists and people who want r #restorative justice. but then also a bunch of the ‘leftists’ online will say they want those things and then not actually understand what #they are or have any of their values actually in line with those ideas #idk. I don’t think approaching activism from a place of compassion means you have to be a pushover or that you’re engaging in respectability #politics or w/e #I think it just means you really mean it when you say you want to heal the world #and also this isn’t saying that you’re like. BAD for shaming someone for being a shithead #you can definitely do that and I won’t judge you. I just also don’t think it’s necessarily capital A Activism #god another conversation I feel like I keep having: saying something isn’t effective or is harmful and in response people assume you’re #judging them morally #like I didn’t say that actually???#saying ‘hey I don’t know if this is gonna make sense in the long run’ doesn’t mean ‘I think you’re a bad person for reacting (x) way’#like really just remove that whole moralistic framework from your thinking bc it’s so not the point #so many proclaimed leftists simply Cannot shift their thinking outside of the box set up by existing hegemony and it’s like then what are #we even doing here #why are we doing any of this if you still can’t let that shit go?

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astrxealis · 11 months

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bg3 is too fun. too fun.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#hii :3 i've gotten a lot better w my fear of the dark in bg3 LMFAO i'm in the shadow-cursed lands and just finished the bit where you can #free the pixie and get immunity to the curse hooray <3 bg3 is so fun oh my god the gameplay the characters the everything #it breaks my heart tho KDBWKFB I'VE BEEN ROMANCING BOTH ASTARION & KARLACH BUT SINCE... YK... karlach's romance finally progresses more #uh. i had to. break up w her for astarion. aha. I MEAN I COULD HAVE... IDK. how to explain. yeah.#wyll's dance scene makes me Head In Hands oh god i love all the origin characters sooo much #gave shadowheart night orchids too! lae'zel is pretty absent rn and you have gale on his suicide mission but uh. yeah. cool (???)#prolly not gna progress more w shadow-cursed lands yet ... kinda wna do the githyanki creche stuff first :P kaboom #anyway astarion is so. so. he is everything.#i've started a durge run too and am a few hours in :] going to romance astarion with my draconic ancestry sorcerer half-elf who is another #flavor of twink LMFAO <3 raghhh cannot wait to progress more and more in bg3 #scared for the endings tho tbh. i've heard online and from others that uh... they leave things to be desired.#really amazing and fun game so far tho :3 !! gameplay is sooo fun i love trying to be strategic and then i love. the game. yes #^_^ going to write more and do other stuff more and get to what i need to do and want to do tho. oh gods. by today i swear.

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