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kiochisato · 6 months ago

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Diff anonnie guess who too :D

im gonna explod errrmmmmmmmmmm idkk bambi ... or or uhhh IDKK

#🔮　𓂃　mail.pdf◞#STOPPPPPPPPPP #idk who's online at this hour #( 3:17pm )#rn

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ghost-bard · 1 month ago

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Not to be a sap or anything but im listening to one of the mini painting streams from loa and hearing them be so open about genuinely enjoying fanworks, especially fanfic is so. Heartwarming??? Idk im so used to fanfic getting a bad rep and ppl in online spaces just making fun of it that it caught me off guard. Maybe its the lack of sleep idk

#legends of avantris #loa #loa tumblr #quite simply i did start crying #like its not like a parasocial thing or whatever #im just used to my hobby being ridiculed by ppl online #not to me specifically just in general #like you go to so many fandoms and its just like. ppl making fun of fanfic #and idk i got used to it #fun fact i didnt write anything for years #bc i didnt want ppl to make fun of me lmao #crazy how that stuff gets internalized #idkkk im tired and chronic pain is well. a pain LMAO #so maybe i just feel more emotional today who knows #im gonna try n go back to sleep now i got like 3 hours in lmao

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aftgphoenix · 3 months ago

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I feel like Andrew is the kind of guy to not have/use public social media accounts but he has the funniest anonymously run tumblr that no one knows about. The foxes send screenshots taken from his tumblr that they found on facebook, instagram, and pinterest to their OG foxes group chat.

Bonus: Neil knows about Andrew’s tumblr and replies to Andrew’s screenshotted memes with thinly veiled flirtatious comments about the poster.

#idk he feels like the kind of person who is infinitely more comfortable online #hidden behind the screen #after all #we know he is absolutely hilarious from when he’s on his meds #and he talks to Neil for hours #I think he struggles with actual person to person communication #but typing out a funny post is no problem #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #neil josten #psu foxes

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cpyclopse · 1 year ago

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Exactly 1(one) person wanted this and as we all know thats enough for me.

Heres my attempt at drawing Jester Ghirahim.

I tried to take inspo and bits and pieces from all his outfits.

I also made a little video!!!

So yeah my 🤡 JesterHim⚜️

#yall can thank @ cursedandoutforblood for this #uhhh if someone who likes character design or whatever wants to draw jesterhim they should totally do it #idk i feel like it looks like ghirahim but it doesn't *look like* ghirahim ya feel??? maybe its only me and i just hate everything i make #when i tell you i SCOURED the house looking for bells it was like a good hour of looking through cabinets and closets and my entire room-#multiple times to find anything #i gave up and like recorded it and put bell sounds from online over it #also the ghirahim bust i did was actually made on this page i just copied it and put it on its own thing #ghirahim #skyward sword #loz #jester #jester ghirahim #mosss art #cpys art

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mwagneto · 10 months ago

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any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog

#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time #they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD #icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh #the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH #the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the #damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now #like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know #n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME #man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and #going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay #i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO.#anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on #doctor who #dw lb #10th doctor #the waters of mars #time lord victorious #i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that #came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already #also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online..#even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good

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running-in-the-dark · 3 months ago

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can't sleep (despite new meds + melatonin, boo), so I'm thinking about random shit. like: it's insane to me that I'm totally fine living on the ground floor now. it used to really freak me out. I hated being downstairs when we lived in a house. I always felt watched when I had my room on the ground floor. and every time I visited my dad at his ground floor apartment - where I was on my own except for maybe an hour a day - I had what I now know were panic attacks several times a day. so like, that's pretty crazy.

#not once have I thought that I'm about to be murdered since we moved in #and I used to think that everywhere. it was just MUCH worse on the ground floor #idk im just insane maybe #but it's nice that the (other) meds seem to be doing a good job #it feels so crazy now when those kinds of thoughts come back at night. like HOW did I live like this for 30 years?? how did I not kill #myself (too scared lol that's literally the only reason)#anyway hi it seems like I only come here to talk about the dumb shit my brain does at this point #sorry! I mean it doesn't matter I guess bc who would even notice #idk I tried to be online less soooo now I'm back on reddit instead and it is not good for me and I know it #might be spiralling about general life stuff too which is always fun #I'm just so bad at being a productive member of society #literally we went to the city for a couple of hours yesterday and I was so fucking exhausted that I had to sleep for like 5 hours #ughh...#man I really need to fall asleep soon.#personal

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coelacat · 4 months ago

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man while i understand it im so tired of the attitude of "if you dont think critically of every media you like ever and if you like stuff you cant think critically about youre stupid" mentality. its so prevalent just about everywhere i go online, youd forget that its an insanely online take

#i think about that rant about cyberpunk 2077 that went around a little #where they were like 'why did everyone just forgive cd projekt red for the broken state of the game after edgerunners???'#and its like. because babe most people playing cyberpunk 2077 are bethesda rpg fans. an extremely casual #'i wanna turn my brain off for my one free hour of games after work' type people #in the modern gaming landscape cyberpunk is like. fine. all the critiques ive seen of it are just things that can be lobbed at bethesda rpgs #and theres a massive market for those #there are still people who enjoy fucking starfield man idk what to tell you. people like games where you dont have to think #like. no. most people who enjoy these games arent single celled organisms too stupid to do anything but support the awful scammy dev studio #theyre usually just people who wanna live out a power fantasy #the yes man route in new vegas is so popular!!! for a reason!!!!#its literally the 'have fun and dont think too hard about your actions' run. everyone views it as themselves saving the wasteland #idk. this is a long rant its just been grinding my gears recently #like. broken games are fun. im sorry everyone shitting on gollum was one of the best online experiences ive had in a while #like fuck dude you dont see me shitting on everyone who plays mmos as mindless zombies who are too stupid to think #just because i view mmos as below myself #you are not better than a skyrim fan because you can see the writing flaws. i can guarantee they see them too and just dont care #because skyrim is fun. sorry. it is fun its an addicting game for a reason #rant

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bluehairmisfit · 6 days ago

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Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.

#okay so here’s the thing #QB and I have been doing lil activities online lately #which helps him with his stuff he has going on and helps me to not feel fucking lonely all the time #bc i had another hangout friend but I Very Much Screwed That Up Tee-Bee-Aych #so I’ve been late to most hangouts. i constantly have little issues pop up where I’m so sure I’ll piss him off #friday night like an hour into the hangout I went ‘idk how to say this but like i recgonize I’m being quiet and if you want me to talk more #please lemme know’ and he told me that he was having some worries attached to that so we talked things out and it was fine #ITS ALWAYS FINE #AND SOMETIMES THAT IS WHAT PUTS ME ON EDGE OR MAKES ME START FUCKING CRYING (off call) WHICH IS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT LIKE #LOOK I LOVE THAT HE’S PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. ONLY OTHER PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THAT LEVEL OF CHILL IS MY ACTUAL PARTNER #BUT I’M SO FUCKING SURE THAT I WILL SCREW IT UP TERRIBLY. LIKE DISASTROUSLY.#SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? BECAUSE PART OF MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME TO JUST GHOST EVERYONE AND RUN AWAY #SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST CONTROL THE OUTCOME BUT LIKE #I REALLY WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH QB AND WB AND BB AND I’M STRUGGLING SO HARD WITH THIS #like lowkey the thought of screwing up in the same way I always have is literally painful and my chest is killing me I just—#god I fucking hate this shit #can I get the stardew heart ranking system please?? so I know exactly where I stand all the time???#I don’t necessarily trust people to tell me what I’m doing wrong until it’s too late

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nightmare8-420 · 29 days ago

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i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.

#is this a bad time to mention i dont even believe in souls?#i really dk why.#no this isnt abt jiro somehow apparently having a loving family #(ok like. at least 1/4 of it is BUT STILL. NOT THE POINT)#(part of me feels awkward abt it bc just. huh? youre telling me. this guy. that i basically am the irl version of. has a loving family???)#(/j and all but just. idk part of me feels awkward now? it just. a guy who blew himself up for most of the same ideals i have)#(gets to have the one thing i yearn so very hard for. everyday of my life. but can never have.)#(ill get over this in like. 2 hours. hopefully. most of thats just shock anyways.)#just. for the past some days. besides a couple things and people. hurt and love havent really. made me feel much of anything #like being cared for by actual ppl even online. yeah. it still does but #even my fantasies don’t entertain me anymore #oh god am i becoming lopt. save me fuck #UNLESS this means i get mason as my bf. then hell fucking yeah (kidding kidding kIDDINGG i dont wanna be lopt. please.)#but srsly. usually i can envoke some sorta reaction from myself if its brutal enough #but. nothing.#id assume that im over doing it usually. but i havent in a good while #maybe this is some what where my art/writers block is coming from #whatever this hell is.#time to go on a spiral of mildly depressing and somewhat cryptic posts (cryptic if i didnt info dump in the tags that is)#why is it so hard to confront issues when you dont even know what the issue is?#i just. wanna be able to make myself feel something.#not in a “i have no one but myself” way for once. just. i dont wanna have to rely on others for my emotions #i want to feel a pang of hurt. yet it feels so empty. i dont want to harm myself. i just want to feel it.#anyways ig.#ig im gonna just sleep #which tbh im growing to hate bc like. i feel all i do is sleep. i sleep to avoid how much my own body hurts. i sleep to ignore my issues #i sleep to ignore the fact i keep forgetting to respond to people even though ik i have to at some point. i sleep to avoid the dread of not #getting anything done. i sleep just because im bored.#and im tired of sleeping.#but. it feels worse awake. my body hurts. my mind hurts. it all just hurts.

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astrxealis · 7 months ago

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i will return on tumblr soon bcs i'm graduating hs soon and acads r done so i have a Lot of time on my hands for now Anyway can i just say am very proud of myself. got into the Top 1 school in my country, top campus, and a vv competitive stem course. yay 😁💝💘❤️‍🔥✨

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#it's hilarious bcs i got waitlisted for compsci #which i'm actually rlly proud of bcs i didn't take the exams that seriously and most of jhs was online #compsci competitive af man #but i prove my worth both online & onsite ^_^ always straight As baby! even this gr 12 LOL <3 #i got into my 3rd choice (2nd choice was psych i am So glad i didn't get in i ended up not wanting it anymore. also competitive asf so i'm #ok w that) WHICH IS the best possible outcome actually bcs it Is my dream course.#i will reveal more another time tho ... >:)) Anyway am just super proud hehe. also of my twin (we both passed & all that <3) ^___^#also my friends !! barely any passed actually and even then i know only like 10-15 of ppl in my whole school who Did pass #and less so for their first choice/dream course or their preferred campus #MWHAHAHAHAHA >:))) ok i'm not shitting on anyone tho i'm just so so so proud and happy #gbye i am busy tho relaxing LMFAO i've been getting 12 hours of sleep the last 3 days. god. school was tiring af #but i'm a weirdo so it's fun B) Amen. i like saying amen despite being this rlly agnostic/atheist person LMFAOOO #upcat i love u. ty for loving me LMFAOOAOAOAOAOAOAO #so proud idk ig. i knew i'd make it (i hope thsi doesn't come off as pretentious) but i didn't know exactly Where #but the universe did its thing and i got into my dream school dream campus dream course #unsure abt dream school really but it's upd or not up. and also def my dream course ^_^

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quill-n · 7 months ago

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I think truly the worst pain as a creative is not being able to share your work

#Idk who said that but I'm feeling it rn #I can't run glaze or nightshade because I simply don't have the right hardware to make it run quick enough #I can't spend 48 hours with my laptop running for every piece I want to share #so while I'm not comfortable posting my art online... pretty much *anywhere* right now #I'm just not gonna post art at all #which sucks. bad.#I'd apologize but I don't think I should be the one to be sorry here #Sorry if you liked my art I guess. If I figure something out I'll start sharing again. but until then #I'm just gonna be reblogging stuff. nothing new from me #props to everyone continuing to share their art regardless of whatever the fuck is happening though #I'll do my best to support the artists still going strong in my communities #take care y'all 🫶#quillnnotart

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neverendingford · 2 days ago

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#tag talk #got convinced to try a mmorpg with some friends and they got talking about how much money they've spent on games #one guy said 3k on skins and I legit felt so internally distressed I quit playing and went for a walk to the park #more and more I'm realizing I'm not built to play games all day with people online.#and the idea of spending 3k on some shitty game is insane to me. for skins???#anyway I uninstalled it and had a nice time at the park watching people practice para-sailing technique #asks I took sort of a nap on a park bench and it was lovely #the attached picture is the view from where I was lying down #I paused my music and just listened to the noise around me it was so nice and calming #but anyway. the game was shitty and poorly designed and the thought of playing hours of that just hard reset me #idk. online is cool and all but I crave the real world. I walked down and bought pocki and enjoyed the sun. that's truth and love #I don't make online friends well. no friends here on tumblr. Just people I nod to as I pass by.#some favorite artist but no one I would genuinely miss if they deleted their account.#some favorite followers I like to catch up on every once in a while. you know who you are.#but no real friends. no one I talk to. I just don't have that urge.#I much prefer my few irl friends. it's much more satisfying to hang with them instead of online people.#anyway. go touch grass. don't live too online.

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pickapea · 1 month ago

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my absolutely biggest online pet peeve is US centric people projecting their rich sorority girl bully stereotype of nurses onto everyone else, as if nurses aren't working class and mostly immigrants of colour everywhere else. and when did it become cool to hate on underpaid and exploited workers anyway

#*when i say ''everywhere else'' i mean sweden specifically. idk what it's like in other countries #anyway it bothers me to no end #most of my coworkers are 1. very nice and 2. quite poor and part of many oppressed classes and groups #a vast majority of them are either single mothers who have immigrated from the middle east or africa #or young afghan men who came here in 2015-2021 during the refugee wave #on many shifts ive been 1. the only nurse born in sweden and 2. the only female nurse #your experiences are not universal #the way the internet talks about nurses bothers me to no end! not every nurse makes insane dollars a year and is blonde and married to a cop #i googled this once and american nurses on average make 2x or even nearly 4x of what i made at my previous job. depending on state #enough ppl in the ward i worked at were muslim that we celebrated ramadan all of us basically. not exactly but it did affect the schedule #many of my coworkers could barely afford clothes for all their kids and we all worked crazy hours and kept getting overworked and burnt out #i hate the american stereotype!!!!!#''nurses are mostly high school bullies who like being in control of and hurting vulnerable people'' no! that isn’t true! it just isn’t!#lots of bad healthcare isnt bc the workers are sadists.its bc the resources from the government are lacking and the workers are understaffed #like #we know when the care isn’t good. and it feels Bad actually to not be able to do it better #lots ppl change professions bc of the ethical stress. it's not fun. and sometimes it's obvious a patient feels like theyre not getting heard #but you don't have the time to sit down and listen or whatever else. there isn't time or resources for it #and a lot of crucial vital conditions/symptoms sometimes get missed bc of lack of resources and competence quitting #it's not bc nurses are evil and want ppl to die and suffer. i feel like this has got to be some kind of propaganda circulating #it's such a bizarre stereotype when you think about it. and it's just not true to reality. idk #anyway what do i know. maybe they are actually evil in america. it's possible. a lot of bizarre things are true in america #i just hate the narrative online #pickapost

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melonnade · 7 months ago

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absolutely disgusting the way that the violence on my campus this morning is being talked about on the news. reading articles rn and they keep talking about violence on both sides & fighting breaking out ‘between’ the two groups. call it what it fucking was. it’s not two sides being violent, it’s one being attacked by the other. rhetoric matters.

#mads talks #delete later #classes being cancelled is giving me more time to scroll #so I thought ‘hey let’s see what they’re saying about this online’#idk it’s just making me so unreasonably angry #like basically everyone here who’s bothered to keep up with what’s going on knows exactly who instigated #and it wasn’t the Palestine protestors #posting here instead of talking to the people I know because my roommate has the most dogshit takes on this situation #she’s like ‘they should’ve just shut down the protests from the beginning’#‘they handled it the best they could’#so I’m walking away and taking a breather or else we’re going to get into a bad argument #the best my ass #what the fuck is campus security here for if they locked student reporters out of the buildings that are supposed to be safe for them #what’s your job even supposed to be if you’re willing to sit and do nothing while students are beaten for four hours?#not equipped to handle it? fine then call someone who is! don’t just let it happen #i can hear and see the news helicopters constantly and it’s pissing me off

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chussyracing · 10 months ago

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which livery are you most excited for?

ferrari since it's my one true love and always has been (also because last year's launch was the best ever launch i have ever seen from any team ever, so the expectations are set high). other than that i'm curious about williams, because i love the blue color and i'm a SUCKER for the duracell sponsorship part of ther livery (they better keep it)

#who am i not looking forward to tho. hmmm. rbr bacause it's always the same and leaks hours before #same with haas basically except they tweak the colors but minus points for it only being pics posted online #i have a beef with mcl because they always prolong it with extreme e and formula e and indycar and what not liveries #and. idk. don't get me wrong while i appreciate other series as well (snd god knows sometimes i enjoy some mroe than f1)#you usually watch to see the car only (maybe the suits for new season too if you're lucky) but that's it #also speaking of mcl i expect them to look pretty much the same indy and formula e look like and i will laugh.#sorry to mcl fans but i will so laugh. both lando and oscar will look like curd left on the sun for a few hours in the orange highlighter #not you sam bird. you are perfect even in the orange and you know it.#also looking forward to merc it they show us the real car and not just livery which i expect from some like rbr and williams #also kinda aston because the green is also nice and i hope they tweak it a bit for this yead #did i forget some team???#oh wait fuck my alpha nemesis which both lose the alpha part huh #ok. looking forward to yuki and the name change announcement from at.#looking forward to guanyu and val and whatever livery the team whose name idk will bring us #that's it :))#ask #e

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bare1ythere · 1 year ago

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eepy

#it feels very weird to be back in my dorm for the summer #last summer was so bad. I was so lonely the whole time it almost killed me #and Im feeling that start to creep up on me again even though I hung out with a friend for hours yesterday #and im talking with online friends basically all day #but idk. I called my mom today and she was looking at facebook the whole time I called her (i could tell)#and I always feel so so worthless no matter what I do #I try so hard but I just!! cant connect with people! in a meaningful way!#I want to be in an active groupchat. a friend group thats always buzzing #to hop in vc and not feel trapped by my own problems with socializing #people reach out to me and i thank them and dont really come back (because im introverted and also because I feel so annoying all the time #people say im nice but sometimes I do genuinely wonder if thats all i am #like i am nice! but thats it. no one wants to talk to me beyond that because im also insufferably awkward and annoying #but in brief exchanges hey at least im nice!#sigh. i dunno #I have no self confidence and I feel guilty for doubting the people who are nice to me #or not trusting when they say they like having me around #because I just. I cant believe it. I dont get it. I dont like having me around and Im ME lmao #as I say so often in my head #if it makes you feel any better im constantly crushed by guilt and shame 👍#shut up me

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