#idk what to put here uhhhh

[inkskxtch]

hello team im like 95% sure im gonna be opening commissions late november this year, i do have a small waiting list but u r welcome to msg and put ur name on if youd like me to let u know when theyre open!

all my commission info is on the carrd in the link in my bio already :]

[saffytaffylmfao]

you know what I’ve just realized-

I talk to some of my online friends more than my offline friends- like- huh 😭😭

this is specifically to u @switchthedragon 😘😘 Love ya pookie 😔🫶🫶

[shepscapades]

Your highness… I don’t feel so good

[limewashedup]

making my mcytblr debut with some fic-related cletho art!

[deanpinterester]

hello! i haven't seen anyone on my dash talk about Lebanon yet so i thought i'd bring it up in case there are those who don't know:

as of Sept 24th, more than 500 are killed and hundreds more are injured from airstrikes and bombings (CTV article linked here for further reading).

no doubt more info on how to help will come out (or probably already have) but for starters i've donated to Doctors Without Borders / Medicins Sans Frontieres (Canadian website linked but they're available in other countries as well) and hopefully anyone who is able can donate too.

[rinkudonuts]

First post but whatevs!! You guys have heard of : Odysseus x Poseidon, or Odysseus x Zeus, Eurylochus x Ares and other stuff whatever! There's so much.. but anyway!

What if..

I introduced you..

To my very own creation!!( I have no idea if anyone else has done this yet 😭)

Aphrodite x Penelope !!

I mean like why not add some wuhluhwuh in here..

We love yuri in this household

[wobbabot]

More of my bandit because i think about him! I also think that him and captain kiss and hold hands uh um sorry chat sorry chat sorry chat

Anyway I think they’re neat I love sad old men YEAH BABY

[amethyst-halo]

wanted to design crowns a bit ago and so i did one based on poppy :] i should do more this was fun

[misty-wisp]

hey so what if i made a mari lives au where everything is still pretty bad

okay so like. the basic premise of this one is that the incident results not in mari dying but sunny's arm getting either broken or paralyzed, i haven't chosen which. so he can't play violin anymore and mari not only feels guilty for that but also she thinks the weight of both their expectations should be carried on her shoulders alone! so she isolates herself from everyone to focus on her practice and studies <3

so by the time of when ig the story would take place she's in college and having a HORRIBLE time <3 love that for her! also her and hero are the (not really) toxic yuri of all time i love them

[coridallasmultipass]

Bros only. You're not invited.

[mementoasts]

ummm uhhhhh xillia 2 but i've turned it into isat. does anyone out there see my vision. can anyone hear me

(the last pic is below a cut because it's just, by nature, a spoiler for both games djkhdksjfhkds)

[rukorukie]

Hi hello its me again

Theres some little demons whispering on my ear to tell my ihnmaims oc lore and im listening to them very well so i'll be telling her story today

I'll tell everything i need to tell about her and at the end i'll make something like a little gallery or something

Okay LETS GO (everything under the cut)

TW: Sensitive topics, self-harm, arachnophobia, torture, abusive parent and probably more i cant describe

— About Lia .

Her name is Cecilia, but she preffers to be called Lia.

She is 1,65cm tall (idk how to use ft)

She was born in August 12th (same day as me) but she forgot her age due to loss of notion of time. (She must be 25-26 years old)

— Lia's appearance .

Medium length, curly, dark brown hair, usually untangled, with curtain bangs.

Light brown skin tone, almost caramel, but lighter.

Dark brown eyes (one of them is blind), with a tired, droopy look, and deep dark circles under her eyes due to lack of rest.

Many wounds on her face and body.

On her face, the main scars are:

A big scar that passes through her eye.

A scar on the bridge of her nose.

A scar on her cheek (she tries to cover it with worn out (?) band-aids.)

She has some scratches on her belly because of something really bad that happened to her.

Spider bites all over her body.

She has a back problem, which affects her posture and, depending on the situation, makes her walk slowly and lifelessly.

— Lia's clothes .

Black sweater with red collar and sleeve tips.

Brown scarf covering the neck.

Dark brown pants and black boots.

White button-down shirt underneath the sweater.

Bandages on her hands.

— Lia's personality, habits and things about her life.

Lies: A strong habit, developed by the controlling relationship with her mother. Lia used lies to seek freedom, but her mother discovered her and punished her severely, reinforcing the feeling of helplessness. The habit persists even under the tortures of AM, although he quickly detects her lies.

Kindness: Restrained, but sincere. Despite this, guilt causes her to push herself away at times. However, she tries to get closer, especially to Ellen.

Stubbornness: Wanting to provoke AM with sharp responses. Most of the time this wouldn't go well.

Mood swings: Sadness or anger can appear suddenly, triggered by stressful situations.

Guilt: She carries a huge burden for not being able to help someone and having given up. She is afraid to apologize because she thinks she will be judged.

Emotional gaps: She has forgotten her father's voice and face, which leaves her confused, especially after hearing from her mother that she "is just like him". Even so, he was her motivation to continue living during her mother's abuse. I will speak about this with more details later.

Self-harm: It was something that happened frequently, Lia thought it would help distract herself from her emotional pain. She tried to commit suicide several times, but always regretted it at the last minute, thinking about her father, which despite being distant, was a motivation for her to stay alive.

Cigarette Addiction: Before AM, Lia was addicted to cigarettes as a way to cope with stress. Lia had overcome her cigarette addiction before she was captured, but AM manipulated her mind and body to make her return to the habit. He uses this as another form of torture, exploiting her physical and psychological dependence.

— Lia and her mother.

Lia's mother was extremely controlling and authoritarian, believing that Lia needed to be "protected" from her father, distancing them and reinforcing that he "wouldn't know how to take care of her", but she herself didn't know how to take care of her own daughter either.

Lia grew up under constant emotional pressure, being negatively compared to her father. She always said that Lia looked like her father, which made Lia confused, questioning herself and who she really was, since her memories about her father vanished. Her mother used severe punishments, including physical punishment, when Lia tried to deceive her or failed to meet expectations.

Her mother's oppression led Lia to seek escape valves such as lies, self-harm and cigarettes, as I said before.

— AM's torture .

Arachnophobia. AM explores this intensely and creates situations where Lia must confront her guilt and shame associated with her lies and perceived failures. Lia's torture consists of being kept trapped in a cage surrounded by a vast and dense spider web. In this claustrophobic condition, spiders of different sizes and species begin to climb up every part of her body, intensifying her agony. Some even invade the interior of her body, entering through her mouth and causing visceral terror. Meanwhile, the spiders whisper in her ears as they climb up her face, uttering macabre words that explore her traumatic past and her deepest insecurities, intensifying her psychological suffering.

Lia was chosen for failing to help someone at a critical moment. Feeling inadequate, she gave up because she believed she was not capable, but AM interpreted this as selfishness, judging that she thought more about her own fear of failure than about helping others.

— Lia's relationship with everyone .

AM: AM sees Lia as a rich source of internal conflicts, intensely exploiting her guilt, insecurity and need for validation. He provokes her, reinforcing the idea that she is selfish for "thinking more about herself" and incapable of saving those in need. In addition, he manipulates her emotions by creating situations in which Lia feels like she is reliving her greatest failures. By making her relapse into her cigarette addiction, AM reinforces his control and his pleasure in seeing her fail herself. Despite this, Lia shows stubbornness in defying him, even if sometimes this leads to more severe punishments.

Ellen: Lia has strong feelings for her, but represses them, thinking they are invalid due to what Ellen has suffered. The two have moments of closeness, as Lia tries to be more present, helping and sharing her burdens, despite the occasional guilt she feels.

Ted: Lia is envious and she notices on how he is the least affected by AM and how he seems untouched compared to her state. Ted, out of his paranoia, thinks that Lia hates him, which creates an implicit tension between the two.

The other prisioners: Lia tries to create bonds of help, even at the risk of occasionally moving away due to her guilt.

— Some curiosities .

Lia is Brazilian, and her english had a Brazilian accent, until she saw that AM started to mock and correct her, making her improve her accent over time while living with the other prisoners.

While I was developing her past and her relationship with her mother and her father, I took inspiration from the song "Like Him" by Tyler, The Creator! I really enjoy his songs and now whenever I'm listening to his music I create some scenarios about Lia in my head.

She is almost like a self-insert, but most of these things (like everything with her parents, self-harm, suicide attempts and etc) didn't happen to me!! I just I exaggerated some things in my mind and I put them in her. The closest we have is our phobia and appareance, like our hair and face, moving her scars aside.

I made a little shipp name,,, its Ellia,,, which is the combination of Ellen and Lia,,, I love them so much,,,

Maybe I'll talk about some of the scenarios that happened to her someday and also talk about my another oc, which considers Lia as a sister.

— Gallery !

Those images I'm going to show will include:

Drawings and doodles made by me, picrew images, a gacha club image and even fanarts!!! Yes fanarts!!! Most of them were made by my glorious beautiful marvelous friend @/ami8666 (I'm not going to really tag them because I don't wanna bother 💔)

But anyways, here it is!!

The first image was her first design, made in picrew because I didn't know where to start with her 💔

I really wanted to add more but I can't ☹️

And if you, my dear, beautiful reader, who read all of my yapping and made it to the end, thank you. so much. Lia is a very special oc to me, she is the only one who really haves her own full story and I love telling people about her!

And I wanted to say sorry if anything is a bit disorganized or if I wrote something wrong, I had to translate everything because its in fucking portuguese and google is sometimes very bad at translating things because its never 100% accurate

But yeah,,,, thank you very very very very much, I hope you guys like her :)

Ruko out 🫡

[endrien-corner]

hey not to be that guy but with dykes & lesbians like kristen stewart who wanna be masculine as a woman It kinda hurts to see ppl be like "omg just be transgender already" as if butch/masc/gnc cis lesbians dont exist to them. Yeah sure transmasc/trans men lesbians/dykes are awesome and shit I am one myself but a cis woman can be as gnc/masc/butch as well. She could go on hormones and get top surgery and still be considered cis if she wants to. I havent read the article i dont rlly care for celebrities but yall. why are you trying to erase butch/masc cis lesbians. why are you trying to erase the gnc cis lesbians apart of our community. I would love for some huge celebrity to come out as a male dyke myself but you also gotta learn to appreciate the cis gnc dykes too :/ also like. yes there are def cis lesbians who are shitty and scummy and exclude us who are gnc/masc/butches/etc and especially there sre those that exclude us who are transmasculine/trans men/multigender and consider ourselves as men. This is not the point tho. Lesbians either cis or trans can be gnc/butch all they want. you can uplift the gnc cis dykes as much as you uplift the gnc trans dykes! being cis isnt a morally bad thing ok?

I AM A RADINCLUS (NOT RADQUEER!!) SO EXCLUSIONISTS + LESBIAN SEPARATISTS DNI

[ask-douglas-3laf-absent20240914]

The walls which close around him now are not home. They are not cool, dark – a solitude of his choosing. 

(The clicking sound of skulk his only company, but he is not lonely. He is frantic – he is as alive as he has ever been)  

They are nothing. They are a void; surrounding him, consuming him, leaving him with nothing to spare save his thoughts. His body? The cool nothing which becomes him. 

(His tongue is a slimy wet thing in his mouth; his fingers as treacherous as his creaking chest – and still he moves)  

His daughter – she would be spared this, would she not? She is the victor, after all.  

  (aching hands; hours toiling in darkness. Something which would be his own – his very own)  

They perished together in the last of it. Dust. Soulmates – yes, that was the word for it, the only word for what they have. Had? Is he gone too now? Does he linger in this nothing – in this between? 

(Fear. He fears them. Disgust; how could he debase himself to be afraid of such a wretch? He will make them hurt just the same.)  

There is darkness, and expansive nothingness – it stretches before him like a question. “What now?” It asks. The unbeating heart of a universe dead; her throes now spent.  

(Sharp pain fades to a dull and throbbing ache; curiosity becomes him. Just to look – just to see what I have become-)  

There is no rhyme or reason to it – entropy, or chaos? Can the two coexist? Is this collapse a fallacy; a subterfuge?  

(The grim reaper. A cycle unending. Is this what we are damned to? My sins are my own – this hell my reward, and I would ask for no less. But she did not deserve this.)  

What does the birth of a universe look like? He watches now as death unfolds; will her heart start again? 

(The universe is a living thing, and we her body. Such grandeur is hard to believe; surely she was not born to die with us) 

We fed upon her dying body. 

  (The memories of what could have been peeled away from her as we turned her possibility to terrible truth) 

And what remains? 

(She is a dying thing. A black hole came to us; the star her harbinger.)  

  Vacuum without end; soul and body absent. Voices in the void, unheard; unspoken. Still there. 

Still here.   

(I am afraid.) 

I am alone. 

[fbatcat]

[poolboyservice]

may do a system introduction post <- has said this 5 times now and forgot to like a dumbass