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poolboyservice · 4 months ago

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may do a system introduction post <- has said this 5 times now and forgot to like a dumbass

#AUGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I CANNOT STOP FORGETTING MAN!!!#Might do it rn #maybe..#I'll list some alters that have talked here/that often front + Checkers #WITH THEIR PERMISSION OFC.#I may be a persecutor but I don't wanna leak personal system info 😿#idk what else to say uhhhh #someone plz gaslight me into doing it I've been putting it off for nearly a quarter of a year #systempunk #franky posts

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buck2eddie · 10 months ago

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[i don't know how i still can't make it make any sense.]

#yes i upped the blue in those all bc of that last line 💀 i needed it to POP #yes we're in pinning era now but let us not forget buck was pinning first that man was suffering #(that's canon to me)#anyways another maisie x buddie edit i cannot stop #i made a body better one but from the pov of eddie but the obedience blue eyes is such a buck line i had to #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #buddieedit #911 abc #911edit #lyrics #maisie peters #m*edits

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roaringheat · 1 year ago

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You've gotta be shittin me im goin a little insane over the way Charles asks Arthur to help him by saying "Do it for me" and then repeating it just a little more firmly when Arthur doesn't immediately give in ohhhhhh my god

#vark posts #like its non fuckin negotiable that they have a close bond no matter how u view them #i wouldve made Arthur's ass go along regardless cause im ride or die for the whole gang but liiiiike yes king anything for you king #the way Arthur just fuckin folds as soon as Charles gets that stern tone is also fuckin hilarious #i know what you are #on a side not why the hell is Charles just full of those short impactful lines that keep making me go fuckin insane #my memory is absolute dog shit but i could name several off the top of my head #and theres undoubtedly more im forgetting #like... 'im a fool' and 'always'#STOP it you are PLAGUEING me /j #im not really a shipper on main but a lesbians favorite man of the month cannot and should not be contained #v live blogging #rdr2

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lilyharvord · 1 year ago

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I need people to understand that my hyperfixation ships are limited to one thing: a man who is usually in full control of himself meeting 1 woman and losing complete and utter control over absolutely everything he does.

I just like to watch when they go full feral for a woman who could literally chew them up and spit them out, but choses to let them stick around because I don't know, it's nice to have someone carrying their bag or whatever.

#red queen #mare did this twice over so she gets double points #this is why I adore Marecal #I am forever feral over the line: I will protect you as long as I can #AND: I thought of you in the end I saw your face in the water #THAT MAN IS RIDICULOUS FOR THAT. He did not need to go around re-inventing love #cause I mean... man was a full blood prince with “responsibilities” and he seriously fell apart over a woman who was 5'2“#and dont even get me started On kanthony #I am unironically obsessed with the scene in the library and the line: AND IT IS NOT FAR ENOUGH #ridiculous that this man sniffed the air behind her as she walked by #like sir you are in HEAT stop it XD #and of course i could never forget about Delilah Bard and Kell Marsh #holy shit talk about a man with his life in order who met one woman and became so fucking smitten he spent a whole book low key crying #about her being gone and then getting stupidly excited over seeing her again #and then left his brother behind to go sail on a boat with her XD when she clearly only keeps him around for minimal purposes #I swear to god I went FERAL OVER “there is no where you can go” said the Antari to her prince “that I cannot follow”#SHUT UP she loves him so much😭😭😭😭😭😭 and she refused to admit it to him #a darker shade of magic #fragile threads of power

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technovillain · 2 years ago

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tim schafer has an insurmountable amount of swag and i need to be like him

#guy who i look up to fr #knowing that he got his start in point and click games makes me more confident abt my own ideas #but also point and click games are just. not popular anymore. sad.#but just the way he talks about his ideas. i understand that. i want to work with a team like the psychonauts team oh man #ahgghhghghgghgh i want to be a career artist so bad #some people are afraid art as a career would kill their interest in it but #i cannot kill my art interest for more than 3 days. if i dont draw or do something creative for 3 days i get this horrible itch #and i cannot stop myself from indulging in art every second of every day i am always thinking of it so i feel like i just #have to make my living from it. its the best thing that i could do for myself. if im going to be insane about creating art #it better be my job #god #i am going to be so mushy about art sorry im watching psychodyssey #what 2 hours white noise does to adhd bitches #i always forget abt white noise and the Effect it has on me this shit is so awesome #.txt

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pierregaslays · 1 year ago

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i love lewis more than merc ever could btw

#just in case you needed to know !#i have more love in my heart for that man than his entire team ever could have #i still have the race recorded but i truly cannot bear to watch it bc i can’t see that podium i don’t wanna see lewis celebrating alone #i will end up burning brackley down if i do #like i’m sorry george crashed and i’m glad he’s okay but if lewis was third and crashed out and george had lucked into a podium merc would #treat it like he’s the second coming of christ i’m so sick of it #after everything lewis has done for this team and the last two years when they’ve refused to make a competitive car podiums/poles/wins are #not a guarantee anymore and it just makes me MAD that they didn’t show up for him i’ll never forget it lmfao #whatever merc have been showing their true colours recently and i’m not here for it #if i keep going i’m going to cry btw so im stopping before i do #he is SO graceful and grateful for everybody around him and i’m SICK OF IT #they know that lewis will never turn on them and i’m just !!!!!!! i can’t do this

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alittleemo · 7 months ago

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I love having crazy beef with my former collegiate sport team I quit like I see one post and immediately say words I should be put down for.

#lee’s bullshit #like beyond the toxicity and the eating disorder culture the insane conservatism and the misogyny and the alcoholism and hazing #and the cliques and the overworking and constant travel and horrible coaching staff who didn’t stop any of that #and the complete disregard for the health and safety of your team INCLUDING PEOPLE WHO GOT SURGERY FOR THEIR INJURIES !!!#you are also simply assholes who have insane petty beef and probably shared stds. which most of u deserve.#I hope u all as a collective fall just short of success for your entire sports career. glad that man did not qualify for the Olympics. etc.#I actually am upset to this day I quit tho bc I love my sport sm I just cannot do it w that team #and because of the injury I got while there. that I was never subbed out for despite asking. so it got worse.#also how could I forget the girl who said to my face dating women is disgusting thanks girl <33 not like I told yall I was bi or anything #just disappointing yk #I do still have friends there but I’ll probably never be able to go back :/ too out of shape now + I’d prob get reinjured tbh #anyway. i REALLY should go to bed. I’m just complaining <33 I miss my sport :(

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bunnyb34r · 7 months ago

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im sorry the one direction what??

Sgsgdggdgd so years ago I think it was on twitter, someone made a butthole chart and put the members of one direction on it. It ranked like how loose the hole was, how fucking dark it was, weird shit like that. I have no clue if it was a thing BEFORE and that this person was using a template or if they made it themselves, but I only recall the 1D one. Im pretty sure they made it themselves. They gave Zayn like the worst ones 😭 it was so uncomfortably funny

I cannot for the life of me find the original and I unfortunately did look for it 😭 anyway I found this blank template of it sgdgdggdgd

#i will not let the internet forget this sgdgdggdgd it was WILD #like man those are real people 😭😭😭 stop it get some help ect ect #i looked on duckduckgo i looked on my blog i looked everywhere i cannot find this fucking thing but did you know #theres so many fandom versions of it??? fucking insane #anyway i gotta go burn my search engines now #marquilla #just ask (marco)#asks #1D butthole chart #<- so hopefully i can find this in the future bc its so unhinged

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 2 years ago

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woo heyy you guyyys!!!!

*looks at the last time i've been active*

soo...school amma right??? haha i'm turning into a corpse with how little i sleep :'D

(man and i swear each time i try to even THINK about drawing they bombard the whole damn week with assignments smh >:/)

i really can't feel time pass anymore hhh BUT! i have some news!

i put some reblogs in my queue a while ago (i try to whenever i have some spare time) so worry not! i am not dead and i did see some of the art in my dashboard/i was tagged into so posting those would be my top priority!

second is that i'm gonna start posting the art i had planned before starting tomorrow! i will also post some doodles i did in ms paint/ edited in medibang while i wait to get a new tablet/pen/whatever :'(

i am not even gonna try and make any promises or with my luck i'll end up with another disaster next year</3 but i will try to post whenever i can! it's been some rough months lately and i'm not doing the best, but trust me when i say i ain't leaving any time soon!! y'all are stuck with me >:)c <33333

#rambling #HELLO!!!! hi omg do you guys remember me??#i hope man i haven't stopped thinking about posting SOMETHING but goshhh i am so tired #my eyes are drooping with sleep my GOSH i cannot with my school schedule >x(#man how much do y'all wanna bet i missed all the cool events hhh :'D #WAIT omg october is over right??? gosh i missed inktober hhh HOW could i FORGET THAT #no Halloween drawing this year either :'( ... my summary of art this year will be so sad xD #sorry for the absence everyone!!! my mental health wasn't good enough to pretend everything was a-ok for another second anymore :')#looking at the bright side at LEAST i remember how to draw with a mouse xD #thank you guys a TON for the patience!!!#and to everyone who tagged me in fanarts/post you were literally my beacon of light during my shitty weeks :'D #sO SORRY it took this long to reblog them but i had them at the ready! just wanted to post everything at once<333 #sending ALLL my followers and mutuals love muah muah i am cherishing you all forever if you'd let me<33333

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nightfallsystem · 1 year ago

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i think i may be mentally unwell

#helpppppppp sobbing emoji. trauma fucks u up sooo bad when ur like 12-14 tbh #tee hee!!!!! <- has been dissociated vaguely for like . a while. since bad thing.#system is less well its less 'functional' i geuss.#i forget who i am a lot #i just idk man #maybe its something like a trauma disorder #or im probably just not have other disorder im just #my brain!!!!!!#my brain is awful and mean #i am going insane #@_@ i cant socialize with other people my age which u kind of need at this age to not be yknow fucked up #like its not 'i cant' as in i could but im being stopped by myself #no i just cant go to school bcuz im autistic #also that would kill me with chronic pain #idk man #i am questioning my reality #idk its probably normal but #gahhhhh #i hate when ppl ask 'what are u like'#i cannot remember!!!!!#oh but i draw at least #i wish i was deadddddddddd #i need to stop fucking dissociating BUT IT HAS NOT STOPPED FOR LIKE . HOWEVER LONG SINCE THE MOST RECENT TRAUMATIC EVENT #how do u un-dissociate #tw vent #vent in tags

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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years ago

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Being friends with me must be exhausting fr. Imagine waking up and seeing that your dumbest friend sent you a whole ass rant starting with “SOS” and the salient points are there’s a guy with swoopy hair at her work and she doesn’t know how to deal

#he’s so fine though i don’t know how i’m supposed to cope #i don’t know if it’s a good thing that he and i won’t be on the same shift for like another two weeks #on the one hand i don’t have to look at him so i might get some fucking work done; but on the other i am going to get resensitised #to his presence. like i really think if i was around him day in and day out i’d be able to stop internally freaking out about how pretty #he is and just DEAL. but if i don’t see him for two weeks i’m going to forget how pretty he is #so then on the 16th i’m just going to be found dead because i cannot process him and his stupid hair #he’s so like… god i can’t. i can’t!#i hate this for me lmao. i never wanted a work crush!! i applied there specifically because the average age of staff and volunteers #is approximately 50. the youngest employee is 19 and he stands out. i was like ‘i can just shoot the shit with the birdwatching dudes in the #break room and have a normal time’ but the universe was like ‘surprise bitch! here is a 25 year old who looks like he was custom built to be #your ideal man. and also he’s funny and kind’#bro when i tell you i absconded from the nature walk so i wouldn’t have to see him being competent with binoculars #i found an esoteric viewing point and hid there for as long as i could get away with because i didn’t trust myself with proximity #what do i dooooo. do i cry. do i scream. do i throw up. do i deliberately schedule opposite shifts to him so our paths never cross #do i schedule the same shifts and hope he feels the same way about me and wants to make out in the stockroom. what do i DO. when will i win #personal

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camping-with-monsters · 2 years ago

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⭐️💜OH, HOW ICKY💜⭐️

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ruiconteur · 2 years ago

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every time i hear someone reference crazy rich asians when i talk about my country my temper gets a little bit shorter. kevin kwan doesn't know shit and the movie isn't any better.

#this shit makes me soooo angry #the man calls indian a language in the very first chapter he's not hiding anything #he also mocks thai names #and claims alamak is one of the most common singlish words #he doesn't know shit about any chinese language either #the term 'mandarin poetry' is carved into the backs of my eyelids i cannot stop thinking about it #it's so bad #'written by a singaporean' he left singapore as a kid and now can never come back unless he wants to go to jail/pay a fine #there are so many better sg books about/set in sg by sg authors who actually know what they're talking about #try those instead of the guy who couldn't even step foot back in sg for the cra premiere for fear of being fined #and it was for smth rly stupid too imo literally how did u forget about ns. they even sent u reminders

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starflared-arrow · 2 months ago

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#dude I can’t take it I have like 6 drafts of me going fucking insane over kieran I actually cannot handle this many emotions #HES WAYYY FUCKING COOL #HES EVERYTHING TO MEEEEE UUURHHGHGHGHGFHH BANGING FIST ON THR GROUND #seeing kieran slander physically hurts me like shut UPPPPPP YOU DONT GET IT YOU DONT GET IT ARRFHHGHGHFHHGHJGH #sorry. normal. normal.#idk how I even fucking survived playing through the game like every sentence out of his mouth or anything #any dialogue that was marginally related to him gave me the urge to throw my switch across the room #I can’t. I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t take it #EVERYT(ING ABOUT HIM. HES SO.#like….. he’s so deeply relatable to me… it’s rare to me to find a character that resonates with me this much #especially on this aspect like ughhhhh fuck you. fuck you!! shut up!!!! DONT CALL ME OUTTTTTT #watching kieran is like watching myself from third person and oh. oh man. you were fucking WEIRD. get a GRIP?#‘were’ don’t kid yourself you still ARE. oh my god.#its like getting blasted straight in my face with my own insecurities like shut up. stop it.#you’re. you’re ruining my perfectly crafted facade. I haven’t flaunted this insecurity enough to be in control of it yet can u. stop.#BUT HE GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE THO. LIKE #I can do it too-! maybe there’s hope for me yet #uuuughhghhhhhh #stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger #head in hands #I’ve been slacking….. shaking head I gotta keep up the momentum #just do it!!!!#it’s been a month+ since… I need to do it. I need to change. you’ve been getting behind… you can still do it…!#write a list…? probably have to… even I’m starting to forget #1) be honest. don’t. don’t change yourself to be ‘palatable’. you’re ryu. your friends will love you no matter what you do because im me #don’t hide away your true self it’s ok!!!!! you can say what’s on your mind you can say your opinions #your preferences… don’t lie….#they won’t hate you they won’t take it personally they want to know about ‘you’ after all… ryu #2) just talk to your friends…. there’s nothing to hesitate about. they understand even if you’re low energy they understand if you’re busy #reached the tag limit fuck

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alixismix · 1 year ago

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@zingay if you actually watched any of the videos like I did, you can see there were plenty of poc hamas targeted and hurt. I saw it. Many others did too.

Colonialism and genocide justification 101 is "these savage men will rape our beautiful pure white women" and "the barbarians of this land drink our children's blood" by the way

You are literally falling for the oldest piece of propaganda in the book. These dehumanising and made-up claims were used against Indigenous Americans, Arabs, Africans, Asians and yes, Jews too. They make everyone believe that every one of us is a filthy child eating beast with no understanding of nature or the world to justify stealing our lands and murdering our people without mercy.

Do you believe that Algeria, Haiti, South Africa, or any victim of colonisation doesn't deserve their independence because they used violence to achieve it? Do you believe that France and England still deserve to lay claim to countless lands?

How are you siding with this?

#dude seriously #take the L #don't watch them because i don't wish anyone the trauma i have rn #but watch them if you really want to know how bad #but ik you won't #so stop giving a different account to something everyone saw #and cannot forget #cease your hatred man #it's cringe #pro israel #not anti Palestine #just anti dead kids

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twig---verginix · 3 months ago

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swear to god i'm just gonna stop watching the endings to shows i like. good shows need to get cancelled on cliffhangers forever

#sorry its just that this has happened like twice back to back for me here and im not really a tv show watcher so maybe other people are #better equipped to handle it and THIS ONE WAS STILL GOOD AND FUN except for the last scene. like the literal very last scene.#ridiculous in tone. like i genuinely don't know if they just ran out of time or what #they DEFINITELY ran out of money in the effects budget jesus christ. helloooo greenscreen. hello snapchat app facefilter #like the vfx are kind of hit or miss with this show but the practical effects always went HARD. and this very last scene #i cannot stress enough that this was the very last scene. they were SOOOO CLOSE <3 #this last scene just looked so bad. AND IT WAS SO SILLLYYYYYYYY why sunglasses. why were the girls dressed straight out of MADELINEEEE #are there uniforms that actually look like that????#listen i thought it was going to be a BAIT AND SWTICH nightmare kind of thing.#because there was still so much time left in the video but it was just INTERVIEWS or whatever with the directors. DEVASTATING.#WHY DIDNT BEN COME WITH THEM. FUCK #sigh. pointedly not tagging the show name because i do love this show. is it perfect? nah im sure. but i DO love it #and i'm not interested in tearing it apart and reading other people do the same like i just did with The Other Show #like god i can't do that again. my heart can't take it.#david take those sunglasses off. please. for me.#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED CLOSURE ON THIS PLOT THREAD ITS FINE. THEY COULD HAVE ENDED ON THE SCENE BEFORE #i would have made do with that! or just a shot of some plane tickets on kristen's phone and some background noise #of the girls packing! something cute and sweet and implicationy like that we DID NOT NEED THE GREENSCREENNNNNNN #anyway even with what we do have I'm choosing to believe that ben was packing up his stuff and moving out there with them against his bette #judgement. like i know he said something about 'visiting' but he's rolling up his poster i can choose to believe what i want about that #i need to stop typing and thinking about it man i just realized he wasn't wearing his hat this whole episode. did his migraines go away #did i forget that from last episode. also while im complaining i WISH there was more lexis stuff this season she didn't get to be spooky #*capping my pen and throwing it across the room* but there was a lot of stuff i liked.#*gritting my teeth* im going to rewatch the season now.#or i'll just keep replaying the part where ben stumbles over the i love you. worth it just for that. because i am weak of spirit

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