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poolboyservice · 2 months

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may do a system introduction post <- has said this 5 times now and forgot to like a dumbass

#AUGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I CANNOT STOP FORGETTING MAN!!!#Might do it rn #maybe..#I'll list some alters that have talked here/that often front + Checkers #WITH THEIR PERMISSION OFC.#I may be a persecutor but I don't wanna leak personal system info 😿#idk what else to say uhhhh #someone plz gaslight me into doing it I've been putting it off for nearly a quarter of a year #systempunk #franky posts

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buck2eddie · 8 months

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[i don't know how i still can't make it make any sense.]

#yes i upped the blue in those all bc of that last line 💀 i needed it to POP #yes we're in pinning era now but let us not forget buck was pinning first that man was suffering #(that's canon to me)#anyways another maisie x buddie edit i cannot stop #i made a body better one but from the pov of eddie but the obedience blue eyes is such a buck line i had to #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #buddieedit #911 abc #911edit #lyrics #maisie peters #m*edits

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roaringheat · 1 year

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You've gotta be shittin me im goin a little insane over the way Charles asks Arthur to help him by saying "Do it for me" and then repeating it just a little more firmly when Arthur doesn't immediately give in ohhhhhh my god

#vark posts #like its non fuckin negotiable that they have a close bond no matter how u view them #i wouldve made Arthur's ass go along regardless cause im ride or die for the whole gang but liiiiike yes king anything for you king #the way Arthur just fuckin folds as soon as Charles gets that stern tone is also fuckin hilarious #i know what you are #on a side not why the hell is Charles just full of those short impactful lines that keep making me go fuckin insane #my memory is absolute dog shit but i could name several off the top of my head #and theres undoubtedly more im forgetting #like... 'im a fool' and 'always'#STOP it you are PLAGUEING me /j #im not really a shipper on main but a lesbians favorite man of the month cannot and should not be contained #v live blogging #rdr2

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lilyharvord · 11 months

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I need people to understand that my hyperfixation ships are limited to one thing: a man who is usually in full control of himself meeting 1 woman and losing complete and utter control over absolutely everything he does.

I just like to watch when they go full feral for a woman who could literally chew them up and spit them out, but choses to let them stick around because I don't know, it's nice to have someone carrying their bag or whatever.

#red queen #mare did this twice over so she gets double points #this is why I adore Marecal #I am forever feral over the line: I will protect you as long as I can #AND: I thought of you in the end I saw your face in the water #THAT MAN IS RIDICULOUS FOR THAT. He did not need to go around re-inventing love #cause I mean... man was a full blood prince with “responsibilities” and he seriously fell apart over a woman who was 5'2“#and dont even get me started On kanthony #I am unironically obsessed with the scene in the library and the line: AND IT IS NOT FAR ENOUGH #ridiculous that this man sniffed the air behind her as she walked by #like sir you are in HEAT stop it XD #and of course i could never forget about Delilah Bard and Kell Marsh #holy shit talk about a man with his life in order who met one woman and became so fucking smitten he spent a whole book low key crying #about her being gone and then getting stupidly excited over seeing her again #and then left his brother behind to go sail on a boat with her XD when she clearly only keeps him around for minimal purposes #I swear to god I went FERAL OVER “there is no where you can go” said the Antari to her prince “that I cannot follow”#SHUT UP she loves him so much😭😭😭😭😭😭 and she refused to admit it to him #a darker shade of magic #fragile threads of power

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technovillain · 1 year

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tim schafer has an insurmountable amount of swag and i need to be like him

#guy who i look up to fr #knowing that he got his start in point and click games makes me more confident abt my own ideas #but also point and click games are just. not popular anymore. sad.#but just the way he talks about his ideas. i understand that. i want to work with a team like the psychonauts team oh man #ahgghhghghgghgh i want to be a career artist so bad #some people are afraid art as a career would kill their interest in it but #i cannot kill my art interest for more than 3 days. if i dont draw or do something creative for 3 days i get this horrible itch #and i cannot stop myself from indulging in art every second of every day i am always thinking of it so i feel like i just #have to make my living from it. its the best thing that i could do for myself. if im going to be insane about creating art #it better be my job #god #i am going to be so mushy about art sorry im watching psychodyssey #what 2 hours white noise does to adhd bitches #i always forget abt white noise and the Effect it has on me this shit is so awesome #.txt

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pierregaslays · 1 year

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i love lewis more than merc ever could btw

#just in case you needed to know !#i have more love in my heart for that man than his entire team ever could have #i still have the race recorded but i truly cannot bear to watch it bc i can’t see that podium i don’t wanna see lewis celebrating alone #i will end up burning brackley down if i do #like i’m sorry george crashed and i’m glad he’s okay but if lewis was third and crashed out and george had lucked into a podium merc would #treat it like he’s the second coming of christ i’m so sick of it #after everything lewis has done for this team and the last two years when they’ve refused to make a competitive car podiums/poles/wins are #not a guarantee anymore and it just makes me MAD that they didn’t show up for him i’ll never forget it lmfao #whatever merc have been showing their true colours recently and i’m not here for it #if i keep going i’m going to cry btw so im stopping before i do #he is SO graceful and grateful for everybody around him and i’m SICK OF IT #they know that lewis will never turn on them and i’m just !!!!!!! i can’t do this

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alittleemo · 5 months

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I love having crazy beef with my former collegiate sport team I quit like I see one post and immediately say words I should be put down for.

#lee’s bullshit #like beyond the toxicity and the eating disorder culture the insane conservatism and the misogyny and the alcoholism and hazing #and the cliques and the overworking and constant travel and horrible coaching staff who didn’t stop any of that #and the complete disregard for the health and safety of your team INCLUDING PEOPLE WHO GOT SURGERY FOR THEIR INJURIES !!!#you are also simply assholes who have insane petty beef and probably shared stds. which most of u deserve.#I hope u all as a collective fall just short of success for your entire sports career. glad that man did not qualify for the Olympics. etc.#I actually am upset to this day I quit tho bc I love my sport sm I just cannot do it w that team #and because of the injury I got while there. that I was never subbed out for despite asking. so it got worse.#also how could I forget the girl who said to my face dating women is disgusting thanks girl <33 not like I told yall I was bi or anything #just disappointing yk #I do still have friends there but I’ll probably never be able to go back :/ too out of shape now + I’d prob get reinjured tbh #anyway. i REALLY should go to bed. I’m just complaining <33 I miss my sport :(

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bunnyb34r · 5 months

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im sorry the one direction what??

Sgsgdggdgd so years ago I think it was on twitter, someone made a butthole chart and put the members of one direction on it. It ranked like how loose the hole was, how fucking dark it was, weird shit like that. I have no clue if it was a thing BEFORE and that this person was using a template or if they made it themselves, but I only recall the 1D one. Im pretty sure they made it themselves. They gave Zayn like the worst ones 😭 it was so uncomfortably funny

I cannot for the life of me find the original and I unfortunately did look for it 😭 anyway I found this blank template of it sgdgdggdgd

#i will not let the internet forget this sgdgdggdgd it was WILD #like man those are real people 😭😭😭 stop it get some help ect ect #i looked on duckduckgo i looked on my blog i looked everywhere i cannot find this fucking thing but did you know #theres so many fandom versions of it??? fucking insane #anyway i gotta go burn my search engines now #marquilla #just ask (marco)#asks #1D butthole chart #<- so hopefully i can find this in the future bc its so unhinged

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 2 years

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woo heyy you guyyys!!!!

*looks at the last time i've been active*

soo...school amma right??? haha i'm turning into a corpse with how little i sleep :'D

(man and i swear each time i try to even THINK about drawing they bombard the whole damn week with assignments smh >:/)

i really can't feel time pass anymore hhh BUT! i have some news!

i put some reblogs in my queue a while ago (i try to whenever i have some spare time) so worry not! i am not dead and i did see some of the art in my dashboard/i was tagged into so posting those would be my top priority!

second is that i'm gonna start posting the art i had planned before starting tomorrow! i will also post some doodles i did in ms paint/ edited in medibang while i wait to get a new tablet/pen/whatever :'(

i am not even gonna try and make any promises or with my luck i'll end up with another disaster next year</3 but i will try to post whenever i can! it's been some rough months lately and i'm not doing the best, but trust me when i say i ain't leaving any time soon!! y'all are stuck with me >:)c <33333

#rambling #HELLO!!!! hi omg do you guys remember me??#i hope man i haven't stopped thinking about posting SOMETHING but goshhh i am so tired #my eyes are drooping with sleep my GOSH i cannot with my school schedule >x(#man how much do y'all wanna bet i missed all the cool events hhh :'D #WAIT omg october is over right??? gosh i missed inktober hhh HOW could i FORGET THAT #no Halloween drawing this year either :'( ... my summary of art this year will be so sad xD #sorry for the absence everyone!!! my mental health wasn't good enough to pretend everything was a-ok for another second anymore :')#looking at the bright side at LEAST i remember how to draw with a mouse xD #thank you guys a TON for the patience!!!#and to everyone who tagged me in fanarts/post you were literally my beacon of light during my shitty weeks :'D #sO SORRY it took this long to reblog them but i had them at the ready! just wanted to post everything at once<333 #sending ALLL my followers and mutuals love muah muah i am cherishing you all forever if you'd let me<33333

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nightfallsystem · 1 year

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i think i may be mentally unwell

#helpppppppp sobbing emoji. trauma fucks u up sooo bad when ur like 12-14 tbh #tee hee!!!!! <- has been dissociated vaguely for like . a while. since bad thing.#system is less well its less 'functional' i geuss.#i forget who i am a lot #i just idk man #maybe its something like a trauma disorder #or im probably just not have other disorder im just #my brain!!!!!!#my brain is awful and mean #i am going insane #@_@ i cant socialize with other people my age which u kind of need at this age to not be yknow fucked up #like its not 'i cant' as in i could but im being stopped by myself #no i just cant go to school bcuz im autistic #also that would kill me with chronic pain #idk man #i am questioning my reality #idk its probably normal but #gahhhhh #i hate when ppl ask 'what are u like'#i cannot remember!!!!!#oh but i draw at least #i wish i was deadddddddddd #i need to stop fucking dissociating BUT IT HAS NOT STOPPED FOR LIKE . HOWEVER LONG SINCE THE MOST RECENT TRAUMATIC EVENT #how do u un-dissociate #tw vent #vent in tags

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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years

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Being friends with me must be exhausting fr. Imagine waking up and seeing that your dumbest friend sent you a whole ass rant starting with “SOS” and the salient points are there’s a guy with swoopy hair at her work and she doesn’t know how to deal

#he’s so fine though i don’t know how i’m supposed to cope #i don’t know if it’s a good thing that he and i won’t be on the same shift for like another two weeks #on the one hand i don’t have to look at him so i might get some fucking work done; but on the other i am going to get resensitised #to his presence. like i really think if i was around him day in and day out i’d be able to stop internally freaking out about how pretty #he is and just DEAL. but if i don’t see him for two weeks i’m going to forget how pretty he is #so then on the 16th i’m just going to be found dead because i cannot process him and his stupid hair #he’s so like… god i can’t. i can’t!#i hate this for me lmao. i never wanted a work crush!! i applied there specifically because the average age of staff and volunteers #is approximately 50. the youngest employee is 19 and he stands out. i was like ‘i can just shoot the shit with the birdwatching dudes in the #break room and have a normal time’ but the universe was like ‘surprise bitch! here is a 25 year old who looks like he was custom built to be #your ideal man. and also he’s funny and kind’#bro when i tell you i absconded from the nature walk so i wouldn’t have to see him being competent with binoculars #i found an esoteric viewing point and hid there for as long as i could get away with because i didn’t trust myself with proximity #what do i dooooo. do i cry. do i scream. do i throw up. do i deliberately schedule opposite shifts to him so our paths never cross #do i schedule the same shifts and hope he feels the same way about me and wants to make out in the stockroom. what do i DO. when will i win #personal

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camping-with-monsters · 1 year

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⭐️💜OH, HOW ICKY💜⭐️

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ruiconteur · 2 years

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every time i hear someone reference crazy rich asians when i talk about my country my temper gets a little bit shorter. kevin kwan doesn't know shit and the movie isn't any better.

#this shit makes me soooo angry #the man calls indian a language in the very first chapter he's not hiding anything #he also mocks thai names #and claims alamak is one of the most common singlish words #he doesn't know shit about any chinese language either #the term 'mandarin poetry' is carved into the backs of my eyelids i cannot stop thinking about it #it's so bad #'written by a singaporean' he left singapore as a kid and now can never come back unless he wants to go to jail/pay a fine #there are so many better sg books about/set in sg by sg authors who actually know what they're talking about #try those instead of the guy who couldn't even step foot back in sg for the cra premiere for fear of being fined #and it was for smth rly stupid too imo literally how did u forget about ns. they even sent u reminders

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starflared-arrow · 9 hours

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#dude I can’t take it I have like 6 drafts of me going fucking insane over kieran I actually cannot handle this many emotions #HES WAYYY FUCKING COOL #HES EVERYTHING TO MEEEEE UUURHHGHGHGHGFHH BANGING FIST ON THR GROUND #seeing kieran slander physically hurts me like shut UPPPPPP YOU DONT GET IT YOU DONT GET IT ARRFHHGHGHFHHGHJGH #sorry. normal. normal.#idk how I even fucking survived playing through the game like every sentence out of his mouth or anything #any dialogue that was marginally related to him gave me the urge to throw my switch across the room #I can’t. I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t take it #EVERYT(ING ABOUT HIM. HES SO.#like….. he’s so deeply relatable to me… it’s rare to me to find a character that resonates with me this much #especially on this aspect like ughhhhh fuck you. fuck you!! shut up!!!! DONT CALL ME OUTTTTTT #watching kieran is like watching myself from third person and oh. oh man. you were fucking WEIRD. get a GRIP?#‘were’ don’t kid yourself you still ARE. oh my god.#its like getting blasted straight in my face with my own insecurities like shut up. stop it.#you’re. you’re ruining my perfectly crafted facade. I haven’t flaunted this insecurity enough to be in control of it yet can u. stop.#BUT HE GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE THO. LIKE #I can do it too-! maybe there’s hope for me yet #uuuughhghhhhhh #stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger #head in hands #I’ve been slacking….. shaking head I gotta keep up the momentum #just do it!!!!#it’s been a month+ since… I need to do it. I need to change. you’ve been getting behind… you can still do it…!#write a list…? probably have to… even I’m starting to forget #1) be honest. don’t. don’t change yourself to be ‘palatable’. you’re ryu. your friends will love you no matter what you do because im me #don’t hide away your true self it’s ok!!!!! you can say what’s on your mind you can say your opinions #your preferences… don’t lie….#they won’t hate you they won’t take it personally they want to know about ‘you’ after all… ryu #2) just talk to your friends…. there’s nothing to hesitate about. they understand even if you’re low energy they understand if you’re busy #reached the tag limit fuck

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twig---verginix · 29 days

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swear to god i'm just gonna stop watching the endings to shows i like. good shows need to get cancelled on cliffhangers forever

#sorry its just that this has happened like twice back to back for me here and im not really a tv show watcher so maybe other people are #better equipped to handle it and THIS ONE WAS STILL GOOD AND FUN except for the last scene. like the literal very last scene.#ridiculous in tone. like i genuinely don't know if they just ran out of time or what #they DEFINITELY ran out of money in the effects budget jesus christ. helloooo greenscreen. hello snapchat app facefilter #like the vfx are kind of hit or miss with this show but the practical effects always went HARD. and this very last scene #i cannot stress enough that this was the very last scene. they were SOOOO CLOSE <3 #this last scene just looked so bad. AND IT WAS SO SILLLYYYYYYYY why sunglasses. why were the girls dressed straight out of MADELINEEEE #are there uniforms that actually look like that????#listen i thought it was going to be a BAIT AND SWTICH nightmare kind of thing.#because there was still so much time left in the video but it was just INTERVIEWS or whatever with the directors. DEVASTATING.#WHY DIDNT BEN COME WITH THEM. FUCK #sigh. pointedly not tagging the show name because i do love this show. is it perfect? nah im sure. but i DO love it #and i'm not interested in tearing it apart and reading other people do the same like i just did with The Other Show #like god i can't do that again. my heart can't take it.#david take those sunglasses off. please. for me.#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED CLOSURE ON THIS PLOT THREAD ITS FINE. THEY COULD HAVE ENDED ON THE SCENE BEFORE #i would have made do with that! or just a shot of some plane tickets on kristen's phone and some background noise #of the girls packing! something cute and sweet and implicationy like that we DID NOT NEED THE GREENSCREENNNNNNN #anyway even with what we do have I'm choosing to believe that ben was packing up his stuff and moving out there with them against his bette #judgement. like i know he said something about 'visiting' but he's rolling up his poster i can choose to believe what i want about that #i need to stop typing and thinking about it man i just realized he wasn't wearing his hat this whole episode. did his migraines go away #did i forget that from last episode. also while im complaining i WISH there was more lexis stuff this season she didn't get to be spooky #*capping my pen and throwing it across the room* but there was a lot of stuff i liked.#*gritting my teeth* im going to rewatch the season now.#or i'll just keep replaying the part where ben stumbles over the i love you. worth it just for that. because i am weak of spirit

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ashtnketchup · 8 months

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just got the illusion boat scene with gale. I am SWOONING

#bg3 #gale dekarios #i am NORMAL about this man #he is so fucking sweet #“with you i forget my goddess”#“you put the stars to shame”#STOP!!! i cannot fall in love with pixels again

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