#helpppppppp sobbing emoji. trauma fucks u up sooo bad when ur like 12-14 tbh
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i think i may be mentally unwell
#helpppppppp sobbing emoji. trauma fucks u up sooo bad when ur like 12-14 tbh#tee hee!!!!! <- has been dissociated vaguely for like . a while. since bad thing.#system is less well its less 'functional' i geuss.#i forget who i am a lot#i just idk man#maybe its something like a trauma disorder#or im probably just not have other disorder im just#my brain!!!!!!#my brain is awful and mean#i am going insane#@_@ i cant socialize with other people my age which u kind of need at this age to not be yknow fucked up#like its not 'i cant' as in i could but im being stopped by myself#no i just cant go to school bcuz im autistic#also that would kill me with chronic pain#idk man#i am questioning my reality#idk its probably normal but#gahhhhh#i hate when ppl ask 'what are u like'#i cannot remember!!!!!#oh but i draw at least#i wish i was deadddddddddd#i need to stop fucking dissociating BUT IT HAS NOT STOPPED FOR LIKE . HOWEVER LONG SINCE THE MOST RECENT TRAUMATIC EVENT#how do u un-dissociate#tw vent#vent in tags
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