#idk what to do with myself now
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Hello! I have spent the last seven months working on a single fic. It is by far the longest thing I have ever written and it is finally complete. Please give it a shot if you're interested!

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Title: Val. Fandom: Brink! (1998) Rating: Mature Characters: Val Horrigan/Andy "Brink" Brinker, Gabriella "Gabby" DeLama, Peter Calhoun, Jordy, original characters, original pets Words: 37,819 Summary: Val has hit rock bottom. He's lost his job, he's living at his mom's house, and his brain is slowly turning to sludge.
Unfortunately, it's about to get a lot worse.
#brink!#brink#brink! (1998)#dcom#i'm So Normal about this film u guys#i spent 18 MONTHS of my life on this#i can't get that time back!!!#whatever ig!!!!!#i am cringe but i am free#idk what to do with myself now#lie down on the floor and wait quietly for rapture ig#pk writes stuff
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finished the first ep of the server andor rewatch. now what 🧍♀️
#idk what to do with myself now#can’t decide if i want to write (i probably should) or if i want to read my book#or if i want to play stardew and listen to my audiobook instead#grrr too many options and i’m probably going to freeze up and do nothing for the next half hour#mik chats
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I just finished watching a mouthwashing playthrough.
I understand the hype!
I feel sick.
I will not think about anything else for a while.
Swansea and Daisuke are my favorites.
I um. Fuck. Just. Fuck.
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i just had to put my dog down :(
#at 10 years of age#her back legs went all of a sudden#& she's been sick for weeks#turns out she was dying#my life was all oriented around looking after her#idk what to do with myself now
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read chapter five of hdwtotl by @moonyinpisces
i am unwell
spectacular but like,, in a crying and sobbing way
#seriously this is so fantastic and well done#so many feelings#idk what to do with myself now#read the next chapter ig lolol#hdwtotl#good omens fics#good omens
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screaming & sobbing into my pillow rn
#i watched fleabag for the first time#and i know what youre thinking#alli its been literal years how have you gone so long without watching it#I DONT KNOW OK#i live under a rock#and i just so happen to like it#but this show#...i dont like the way its made me feel#and yet i wish it was longer#idk what to do with myself now#i think im going to go lay in a dark room#listen to frank ocean#and cry#thank you for your time#alli talks
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It's 2:30 in the morning and I just finished my rewatch of Voltron and I have been ugly crying for the last 20 minutes
#i haven't watched it in like 5 years but i didn't expect to ugly cry over it#they did us so dirty with that final season#why did they have to do that#idk what to do with myself now#voltron#voltron ledgendary defender#voltron season 8#voltron keith#voltron lance#voltron allura#voltron pidge#voltron hunk
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finished dunmeshi and genuinely the air is all knocked out of me. what a perfect series from start to finish i love it so much oh my god
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Just turned in my last ever assignments for my last online class and I'm officially entering my last week ever of community college.....holy shit dude
#just a lil life update#in that I am effectively Freaking The Fuck Out#this shit took me THREE YEARS#idk what to do with myself now#all that's left is an exam this thursday and then I'm done#har rambles
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how to not feel empty after finishing a good show/book/manga?
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ITS OVER
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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WE ARE SO BACK WE ARE SO BACK
#literally shaking#idk you live every day thinking that they’ll make a sequel#but then it happens and like#i dunno I didn’t think ITD ACTUALLT HAPPEN!!?#WHAT DO I DO WITH MYSELF NOW????#my art#rwrb#firstprince#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#Henry fox#prince Henry#AHHHH#IM LITERLALT SHAKING#this paired w John Watson reading fanfiction bro#it’s been a DAY
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yeah sorry theyre tragic in this au too
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: illust#wasnt even planning on doing a stsg..... i wanted to draw the first years idk what went awry#didnt mean to do an Angst either tbh i planned on doing a few alt angles of their fits bc i really liked them both :(#anyway all that to say this piece got away from me and now gojo is covered in blood oops#still works tho ! nice bit of in-universe backstory that is more or less the same as canon but slightly 2 the Left#god the gojo design so good tho.....sorry 2 keep patting myself on the back but i did in fact cook#smiles at you anywaaaay enjoy <3#lmhs
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YOU KNOW WHAT. I WANT EARTHSPARK PROWL AND BEE TO BE LIKE THIS

AND THIS

AND THIS

Some of the images are taken from this analysis btw it's great
#maccadam#prowl#bumblebee#make them friends#make them brothers or something#make them found family🔫#or I will make it happen myself#Prowl is a great sweet guy? Nice! Now let him be friends with Bee#Prowl is complicated and difficult to understand? Cool. You know what to do#tfe Bee and IDW Bee treated differently though. IDW Bee treated like an adult while Tfe Bee is kind of...idk. He feels much younger#so maybe I can headcanon him as Prowls chaotic little brother hehe
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