#idk what to do with myself now
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Hello! I have spent the last seven months working on a single fic. It is by far the longest thing I have ever written and it is finally complete. Please give it a shot if you're interested!
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i just had to put my dog down :(
#at 10 years of age#her back legs went all of a sudden#& she's been sick for weeks#turns out she was dying#my life was all oriented around looking after her#idk what to do with myself now
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read chapter five of hdwtotl by @moonyinpisces
i am unwell
spectacular but like,, in a crying and sobbing way
#seriously this is so fantastic and well done#so many feelings#idk what to do with myself now#read the next chapter ig lolol#hdwtotl#good omens fics#good omens
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screaming & sobbing into my pillow rn
#i watched fleabag for the first time#and i know what youre thinking#alli its been literal years how have you gone so long without watching it#I DONT KNOW OK#i live under a rock#and i just so happen to like it#but this show#...i dont like the way its made me feel#and yet i wish it was longer#idk what to do with myself now#i think im going to go lay in a dark room#listen to frank ocean#and cry#thank you for your time#alli talks
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Current mood: Extremely devasteted because it turns out that my hard drive was busted beyond repair or recovery. That means all my passwords for everything are lost. Steam? Gone, because I can no longer access the email address i made when I was 13. Clip Studio? Gone, same reason. Not to mention all my files.
All I have is what I have on my phone and tablet, so google, discord and tumblr. That's it.
#sheo talks#this feel surreal but so so bad#idk what to do with myself now#I just wanna lay down and cry for the rest of my life
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It's 2:30 in the morning and I just finished my rewatch of Voltron and I have been ugly crying for the last 20 minutes
#i haven't watched it in like 5 years but i didn't expect to ugly cry over it#they did us so dirty with that final season#why did they have to do that#idk what to do with myself now#voltron#voltron ledgendary defender#voltron season 8#voltron keith#voltron lance#voltron allura#voltron pidge#voltron hunk
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#holy hell that succession finale was 😰#idk what to do with myself now#shina ramblings#not bts related
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finished dunmeshi and genuinely the air is all knocked out of me. what a perfect series from start to finish i love it so much oh my god
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okay um... i think my thesis is finalized???
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I like Goodreads for tracking what I've read and what I want to read, and seeing what other people are reading. but I really hate rating books out of 5! I know I could just set them to 'read' without a rating... I haven't actually tried that. but it sucks, there's no nuance! and especially when it's a memoir, which is most of what I read, it's like.. how am I supposed to read someone's open soul and all the abuse and pain they've gone through and be like 'yeah that's about a 4/5'
I simply rate everything 5/5 cause man idk.. I read it, I learned from it and enjoyed it, what else do I do! I worry that people I know have read the same book and thought less of it and will think less of me for being so easy to please. so sometimes I give things a 4 bc I'm paranoid. but mannnnn... I don't caaare. I'll let everything I read be a 5. I can't get through anything less than that anyway
#ed mumbles#anyway the book i just finished. holy shit#idk what to do with myself now#i want to reach out to her i want to know how shes doing now#reading memoirs like this is a weird experience#i grabbed one just now off the hospital bookshelf#but its written by a girls father#she went into psychosis and its abt her experience in psych hospitals#but I'm so suspicious#i dont trust anything but the words of the person who went through it lol#i just read a book by a survivor of munchausens by proxy#how am i meant to trust a parents perception after that!!!
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i met one (1) scara main that was mentally stable i want them back please please please someone just joined my world not that long ago just to ask me if scaramouche could fart im CRYING my therapist hear about this
#♤°•candor.talks#genshin impact#genshin#scaramouche#kunikuzushi#im jusy happy they accepted my answer of idk#they called me pookie and left#idk what to do with myself now
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tlou had no right making me feel every emotion ever during this episode
it was the 'love me the way i want you to' and then it was 'i'm old, i'm satisfied and you were my purpose' 😥 i may never recover actually...
#the whole episode was just an emotional rollercoaster#idk what to do with myself now#tlou#the last of us#'s' speaks
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Just turned in my last ever assignments for my last online class and I'm officially entering my last week ever of community college.....holy shit dude
#just a lil life update#in that I am effectively Freaking The Fuck Out#this shit took me THREE YEARS#idk what to do with myself now#all that's left is an exam this thursday and then I'm done#har rambles
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I just got done reading Borrasca and i am a mess
#it was so fucked up but it was so good!!!!!#idk what to do with myself now#i'm probably gonna read a book now instead of doing my homework#staritalks
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apparently if i wake up early, i also finish my school work early
#who would have thought !#i've finished my school work by 1 pm every day for the last week#usually i don't finish until 5#idk what to do with myself now#having unscheduled time is not part of the plan#rainyrambles#dl
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how to not feel empty after finishing a good show/book/manga?
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