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you’re kidding me. the show literally ends with Captain being gay about the weatherman. what a brilliant way to finish off this wonderful show. i’m gonna miss it :(
#WAAAAAHHHHHH 😩😭#i love it so much#idk what i’m gonna do without it#the six idiots better make more stuff i stg#i love them 😭#how am i gonna cope without Captain and Kitty????!#such a brilliant show though#one of the best parts of my life fr#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#ghosts spoilers#ghosts s5 spoilers#ghosts s5#ghosts season 5 spoilers#ghosts season 5
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How can I be excited abt Christmas when I only have 4 more days with you 😖

#idk what I’m gonna do without it#apparently they’re adding gingerbread chai so hopefully it’s just as good 😊🤞
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when louis tells daniel about meeting lestat and hands him the business card he’s kept for over a hundred years and when he tells daniel about meeting armand and armand recreates his own business card but louis didn’t keep it and how louis’ story with lestat is told over twelve days to daniel and how armand’s seventy-seven years is summed up as “here, there, everywhere and dubai”
#loumand i love you so much i yearn for you#idk what i’m gonna do without you in s3#interview with the vampire#loumand#loustat#louis de pointe du lac
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personally, i don’t understand how someone can like [post-crisis, as this is a mostly post-crisis blog] tim & just… not acknowledge his deep relationships with certain people?? sorry, but we wouldn’t have tim drake without dick grayson. despite his many, many, many, many flaws, bruce and tim have a strong enough bond that tim uprooted to go search for him & that’s not even mentioning the push and pull of his relationships with both jack and bruce. points at that bit in contagion where he asks that jack knows he didn’t love bruce more than him. and need i remind you that he also loves his mom?? he reiterated that he wanted his parents to be back home with him Because he loved them! and they loved him! and in that same plot point (contagion) he dreams that she’s back and cooking the meals she used to when he was younger :( like guys christmas eve was literally his mommy’s funeral!!! if u even care!!!
(u don’t or i wouldn’t be making this post LMAO)
timsteph truther or Not, the impact she has on him can’t just be swept to the wayside for mediocre at best yaoi (megfitz i am looking at u). they’re best friends! and despite all the grief they put each other through they still cling to each other! tim makes wally take him all the way back to gotham during nml to make sure he’s there when steph gives birth!
same goes with him & kon + yj/cassie & bart in general. they are clingy and territorial and clingy and tim is their best friend (and he thinks of them the same). like i’m sorry. ik i joke about this but genuinely how are we glossing over damn near 100 fucking cloning attempts. they were his colors??? bro. ik they bicker in yj98 but brother i’m gonna be real with u they All do that. they’re all passively mean to each other within their friendship & banter & such, kon and tim just so happen to also have the problems with tim’s secret identity more upfront. (which cools instantly after it’s kinda resolved for them in wwyj). timcassie will never read as romantic to me, but does it have to be romantic for the way they fell into each other after kon (and then bart :[) dies to be compelling?? u wouldn’t know this bc it’s very unlikely that u fall into this camp and have also read impulse 95, but did u even know that tim is one of the first people bart turns to when he’s stuck on an issue?? did u know that kon does the same on his solo?? did u know that cassie jokingly(lovingly) calls him her sidekick??
i just feel like the many friendships and relationships that tim has is part of what makes him himself. he’s the team-up guy!! he loves his family and friends!! his closest friends are family to him!! and this isn’t getting into his relationships that are usually ignored entirely or straight up made one dimensional (babs, cass, helena, damian, etc, etc) (to which i would say read nml, read last laugh, read fresh blood, read cry of the huntress, read cry for blood, read gates of gotham)
#sorry i’m just. erugh#no one is gonna completely follow tim & i like yj as a whole + most of batfam so ik im biased#but how do u love tim without at least acknowledging how/who he loves… idk idk#tim drake#what’s bro yappin about#dc#anti timbern#?#it’s heavily implied#if someone mentions jtodd im blowing all of us up#taps the sign (the sign says this post is about people tim LOVES)
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I have a feeling that Sanji and Zoro’s death pact will be properly resolved in Elbaf, as it certainly doesn’t feel like we’re done with it. And while Elbaf is gearing up to be very Usopp-centric (and I can not overstate how hyped I am to see him take the spotlight again, finally), let’s not forget that this all ties back to Little Garden, the arc that properly introduced Zoro and Sanji’s rivalry by paralleling them with two rival giants who fought each other every day for over a century, but who also lost themselves in their grief when one thought the other death. The parallel isn’t even subtle, Little Garden’s biggest landmarks are the remnants of Dorry and Brogy’s dinosaur hunting competition. You know. The very same competition Zoro and Sanji posed to each other at the start of the arc?
But here’s the thing. I’m a little worried about how it’s going to be resolved. Because. Despite how readily Zoro agreed to kill Sanji if need be, he must have known that the crew would never forgive him. Zoro is Luffy’s specialest guy but Luffy would not accept any excuse as to why Sanji had to die. Nor anyone else in the crew. But. Does Sanji realize that?
Does he know that killing him would literally be the hardest thing Zoro would ever do, because it would mean literally betraying his Captain and crew? Luffy said he can’t become Pirate King without Sanji, and Zoro and Luffy swore they’d commit fucking ritualistic suicide if they got in the way of each other’s dreams, so does Sanji know where that would leave the swordsman in this case? With no Captain, no crew, and yet another dead rival and best friend (who, mind you, began to live in fear of his own biology betraying him right before dying. but the parallels between Kuina and Sanji and how they relate to Zoro could be a long ass post for another day).
I think he doesn’t know. But he can’t find out how Zoro would mourn him unless the pact actually follows through. But still, I don’t think Oda would kill Sanji, cause that’s no way to resolve this issue. So here’s my speculation about how I think it could potentially play out, following that initial line of thinking of the death pact’s resolution being set in Elbaf, specifically because of Sanji and Zoro’s parallels to Dorry and Brogy.
Like Brogy, Zoro would have to believe that he killed Sanji. That he won their final duel. He’d have to believe that Sanji has fallen and, also like Brogy, have to face that grief and hurt all alone. But in the end, like Dorry, Sanji would survive, having never actually been hurt. Because their edges have dulled after fighting for so long, no longer as capable of landing killing blows as they thought. “Not even the blades of Elbaf could endure two giants fighting for 100 years”? Something of the sort. And maybe this line of speculation is simplistic or optimistic, but the chances of it playing out like this aren’t zero, so just in case, I would want to be able to say that I called it.
#i also cant rlly see the death pact being brought up again anytime before we get to elbaf proper#and any time afterward itd just feel. out of place? like too personal a conflict to be placed into the final arc where the strawhats-#-are supposed to be at their strongest and ready for their final challenges. Infighting at that stage would feel distracting? Melodramatic?#Zoro’s also not gonna finish fighting Mihawk and then go fight Sanji like it’s items on a murder grocery list#specially because it feels weird to place his showdown with his current friend-rival AFTER fulfilling his promise to Kuina? And not before?#like idk idk Oda is very meticulous about fitting all his plotlines together I’m sure he’ll know what to do better than me#but uh. This is my pitch on how and when it could play out#one piece#my post#zosan#??? I MEAN#you cant discuss the death pact without making it a little bit zosan#idk how to tag this tho or how many people i’d like to see this. hn
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You can interpret these however you like, and I’d love to read your ideas for other origins or extending these ones in the tags (etc)!
#dragon age#dragon age 2#dragon age ii#da#da2#dragon age poll#i had a few other ideas but none that i thought were concrete enough to add here#but then i remembered i can only add 12 options on desktop and i’m on my phone rn so it doesn’t matter anyway lmao#idk whether to do one of these polls for dai because the origins are barely integrated#oh and i feel like this goes without saying but ‘human refugee’ doesn’t count#even if it’s what you’d choose given all these options#i don’t even know what i’m gonna vote here yet. they’d all be pretty interesting#i feel like all of these could be reasonably integrated into the story in a similar way to hawke#except circle mage; that’d be tricky to work into the act 1 plot hmmmmmm
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truly some really good lightning in a bottle use of concept moments in this season of severance um. i DO wonder if the guy that left due to creative differences was the one who was good at “constructing and pacing a season long story”
#just looking at the thing as a whole…#callie speaks#severance#when the show works it whips! when it’s lost it’s lostttt#obviously all the actors are sososos good bit without that arrow of fucking clarity driving season one it was murkier…#idk i feel like it could’ve been a shorter season as well!#questions i’m excited about: why didn’t hey choose gemma in the first place for cole harbor#what happens when mark finaihed reintegration and jame eagan probably forces helly to do the same ?#will devon divorce her husband ? is gemma gonna hav to get MARK outta there ? will he even want to gooooo
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Do yall ever think
#there’s a lotin my brain and they’re all cancelling eachother out leading me to do absolutely nothing#also it turns out I DO need to keep washing the tattoo so I’ll do that when I get home#they let me out early for the bus today sooooiive been here for like. idk around ten minutes#it’s warm out I don’t mind#I wish I could walk around without a hat tho but every time I think I’m gonna I check the weather and it’s cold as fuck#I do like how my hair looks ok wait no I’m fucking doing it again see??? what am I DOING#I’m bouncing all over the place I’m like a ping pong ball in a small box
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designed a fruity fizzy video game-y popstar design for aki/orangeisborange’s concept design contest!!! if you want to learn more about my design process, inspo and favourite bits you can check it out on my art and design twitter ! 🧡👾🐶🐾💕🍬🪐🎀💜
…her boots have SPEAKERS. SPEAKERS you guys!!,!
#envtuber#fashion design#y2k#vtuber design#contest entry#art jumpscare#base was provided by the host!!#ive been tuning in to all the streams I can catch of hers lately#I always get nervous about entering lots of design contests some of which are for creators i don’t know that well or can’t catch many#streams of (I do treat this partly like a job as its something I can manage with my health and the main way I sometimes get paid for my wor#but like. god it feels good to really get into a creator and then create something for them#most creators i follow or design for don’t stream in the daytime for me and I won’t usually watch every stream so I mostly follow their#socials and stuff but it just feels rly good to click with someone’s content and be like. yeah I’m gonna be a regular#i have a habit of feeling way more guilt than I should about when I can’t or don’t get to know a creator I enter designs for but#getting to know creators during the process often makes me wanna keep up w them later#and getting to know their streams a little before and then continue to do so is such a delight#idk#it’s hard to describe without sounding a little confusing#but I hope I can place in the contest!!!! it’d mean a lot to me#even if I don’t everyone’s designs are SOOOO fucking good you guys…#ppl rly brought their a game#I tend to try not to look at contest entries until I finish my own to reduce stress and accidental inspo (irrational fear of mine)#nothing beats finishing up and sleepily soaking up the vibes of everyone’s hard work#whatever wins is gonna suit her so well!!! ppl rly know what they’re doing#designing is fun huh!#retro futurism
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#✨ daydreaming ✨#just want a partner who genuinely wants to help me when I’m struggling with something#‘oh you’re struggling with cleaning and organizing your room? don’t worry darling I’m here to help’#kisses me on the forehead and starts cleaning the trash or picking up obvious things#doing things without me having to tell them to do it#whenever I asked my ex for help he would groan and say he doesn’t want to clean on his days off or whatever#and then when he finally did help he would just stand there like a kid not knowing what to do#idk I felt like maybe I was expecting too much?#but then I remembered he was my boyfriend and I feel like people in relationships should strive to help their partner#I’m not expecting all this one sided by the way#i can’t even count how many times I’ve helped my ex in the past with huge things and then when I asked him to help clean he was like ehhh :(#not gonna get into that cause my ex isn’t the point of this post#I just remember daydreaming back then and now#about meeting someone who wants to push me and protect me and be there for me through the ups and downs#I want someone to sit down with me and force me to go through my shit#maybe picking up something and listening to me tell them the story about that thing and they fall in love with me more#want to eventually get distracted with my childhood things and we are sitting on the floor their arm wrapped around me while I show them#a scrapbook I made and all the memories I packed in the pages#but I also want them to help me be productive again and then we actually get through all my shit#and they are so happy that they could help me and make me happy#they watch me smile ear to ear and my eyes light up when I realize we are actually done and did everything I wanted to do#and they hug me tight and maybe pick me up and twirl me around for a second before asking where I want to go for dinner#cause they are taking me out for being such a good productive girl 🥺#anyway I have way too many daydreams like this#currently staring at all my shit and I’m like….. sighhhhh having someone with me would be nice#I don’t remember the name of it but it’s like an adhd or neurodivergent term for like an accountability person#so having someone with you doing boring tasks that are really hard for me to handle or keep on task#anywayyyyy to try and be productive OR to go out to my car and smoke a little bit 😬#decisions decisions lol#hope you’re having a lovely day 💕
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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SKYDIVING??? HUH????
LITERALLY SO HYPED FOR THE TOUR ITS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY LETS GOO🔥🔥
#I’m watching without audio rn so idk if there’s things not written in the onscreen captions#what song do yall think this is gonna be for?#my guess is either Inertia or perhaps maybe man?#ajr#ajr brothers#maybe man#the maybe man#the maybe man tour#maybe man tour
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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so glad I forced myself to brush my teeth. my gums were BLEEDING 💔

#Dawgg my life without braces would’ve been better bc wdym my gums r fucked up and my wisdom teeth r also fucked up 😭#What’s worse is I removed them years ago. Why do I still have problems bro.#Dentist told me last year they gonna laser a chunk of my gums off at some point in my life 💔 fml#Y is brushing my teeth s o hard like. Get up and go take care of urself girl#Sadly I skip it very often :( I feel like a dirty ahh mf#I need to get off this damn screen istg#The worm conference#I’ll try to post some stuff this weekend but like. Idk why I’m getting increasingly more shy and anxious#It’s just that I don’t feel like I rlly belong anywhere rn and since Tumblr is such a community based place lolz#Wow I really did fall out of love with jojo. I mean I still like it but I don’t even draw fugirl anymore. It’s actually insane
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I don’t think I have ever felt so horrifically burned out
#i also literally CANT take time off of work#the other 2 people on my team BOTH have personal emergencies theyve had to attend to for weeks#so theres steadily more and more on my plate#and i have a demand to perform that is so so high right now#and i just cant keep up with it#its like i get one okay week and then another week that feels like someone pulling a rusty plow through my chest#i cant do this without the part of my brain waking up that wants to stop existing altogether#the same amount of work wouldnt be so bad if i didnt just feel *so* unsupported#theres a reason I don’t lead teams man!#its because i cant do that shit!#not alone!!#i want to kms when that happens! not a joke! its practically on my schedule now!#also i dont like my new therapist! he has a vibe of being confused that i cant manage myself. also not understanding my problem with weed.#idk its just not helpful when you have to repeatedly explain uh yeah man this is reason why i did drug this is what it does to me afterward#yeah i still crave it a great deal and no! that isnt logical good job you found where the problem lies#now can you help me solve it?#no? you only have platitudes and advice about building a routine? great thanks man super helpful#im definitely cured now and not just teetering on the edge of relapsing a fifth time#im gonna cancel with him maybe. see if i cant find another therapist who actually knows shit about drug use from a psychiatric perspective#i have an appointment with a med management psychiatrist who I’m hoping can get me on a good antidepressant/anxiety medication#and a week and a half after that i FINALLY have my top surgery consultation#and after that I’ll find out if its remotely possible to afford it. if it does end up being 20k i dont know what I’ll do. theres no way.#anyway im being held together by cotton candy and baby? i smell rain in the air
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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