#idk what happened but all of the sudden im meh

[ironbonds]

[siriuslysatorusimping]

Im smiling like idiot reading all the possible things that would happen in the Physical Paradox! it takes my mind away from the heartaches.

🚨🚨MANGA SPOILER ALERT🚨🚨 in case you gonna post it huhuhu, im a lil delulu

I need to rant! I have nobody around me reading jjk

I’m so angry what Gege did to Gojo but at the same time I can accept it too if he gonna stick with the storyline. he makes the reunion so fvcking beautiful, it feels cruel to rob him away from them. he meet his bestfriend again!!!!! they can go eat kfc in peace. the scenes make me sooooo 💘 (in violent/war way) . now I’m crying writing this. okay I’m done.

I glad you’re still sane after reading jjk my friend 💗💗 stay safe, stay away from akutami

I'm also excited for Physical Paradox!!

I'm still angry. And after 237, idk what to think... So I'm just kinda meh about canon.

I honestly couldn't find it in myself to be happy with the flashback in 236 because it was so abrupt and it made no sense to begin with because why the fuck were we seeing that? From a narrative perspective, it was so jarring to see that sudden flashback that I couldn't look past it to pay attention to it beyond feeling a bit cheated.

[crispynott]

meh rant post or whatever, i literally get 0 attention on this app so y not I used to think of myself as a pretty sensitive person up until an year ago, but the last year i felt like major progress and now small things don't really faze me that much. But recently, like this past week, i feel like the past issues are coming back lol.

heh it's nth serious, just that multiple different friends left me on seen lol. ik it sounds very very trivial but yeah it is what it is.

There's basically been 3 different instances of it so yk i usually don't care about being left on seen, unless the message was something important/urgent but yk when it happens in a larger amount it kinda stings.

Now 2 of the 3 are online friends, out of which 1 is pretty "absent headed"(?) lol like im used to them responding late or leaving me on seen it's chill ez. but the other one is like vvv chatty, and they often call me out for leaving them on seen and being a dry texter lol the irony. so yk with them it's kinda odd.

and the other one is a whole big irl friend group or whatever that i feel is kinda swaying away from me, maybe it's all in my head but there have been instances in this week where i feel like they've been ignoring me?? lol and the thing is idk for how long we're gonna meet irl coz pretty soon it's gonna be an online friend group as well so i don't really want things to end on a bad note(a line from a famous poem just popped into my head as i was writing this wow lol).

now the thing is i don't really care much about texting or at least that's what i used to think lol, but yeah it's always been a trivial thing for me, like yeah man respond whenever u feel like i do that too. sometimes i will be on that same site and be posting but just not texting back to someone, just coz i doesn't feel like it yk and when someone does that to me i don't really mind it as well.

but THEN WHY, all of sudden i have this sinking feeling about sth which i don't even consider important. could it be that deep down I DO CARE about texting, and have been lying to myself lol??? that fr is the worst feeling coz yk it gets you thinking about life and stuff and how all of the things which you thought you believed in weren't actually so true

HUH yk what writing here about all of this does make me feel better also one of the friend i mentioned above is here on this hellsite lol but they don't follow me so it's chill although it would really spice things a bit if they found this account🤪🤪🤪

[journalofsorts2]

pokemon starters always make me so sad. like okay lets take litten for example, the best starter ever. i love litten so much, he's my litte kitten he's such a little baby cat and i love him so much. then there's torracat, i love torracat, he's my little boy but he's growing up, he's so cute and i love him. then there's incinaroar. what the fuck happened. where did my little boy go? i fucking hate incinaroar. i can't bring myself to love my meeps. i loved meeps as a litten, i love meeps as a torracat, but i can't bring myself to love meeps as a incinaroar. like he doesn't even like head pets anymore??? litten loved head pets, torracat loved head pets, but all of a sudden when i go to pokemon refresh, incinaroar hates head pets. but with scarlet violet this problem got fixed with quaxly. like skeledirge is meh and meowscarada is awful but quaquaval is great and he's still my little quackly and i love him. but i fucking hate most of the final evos of starters. and like sword and shield? oh my god i love scorbunny and i love grookey and i love sobble, but their final evos? oh my fucking god they're awful. don't even get me started on the wasted potential of cyndaquil, typhlosion is awful and i will die on that hill. and oshawott? and snivy? okay, i kinda fucking hate snivy already but that evo is awful, and samurott is fucking ugly. emboar's kinda sick but maybe i'm biased cause i love tepig and have nostagia bias. but sceptile?? and swampert?? fucking hate it. the only gen that had all 3 good final evo of starters was sinnoh, i have no complainants about torterra, infernape, or empoleon. idk my torracat just evolved and im salty

[emo4life]

very exhausted with everything. i feel like i’m walking on eggshells * 100 with my roommate and i genuinely have no idea like … for what. like what was the reason all of a sudden. idk. atp i don’t even want to “reach out” rn or focus on that just feeling bleh abt the situation. it seems like everything that comes out of my mouth is an issue and it sucks for various reasons. idk i think that happening over again and again i’m tired of it. even if i am trying to just say something bothered /me/ i am the one in the wrong. alsooo im at my second job today until 1am and ugh i just know im gonna be so tired tomorrowww but at least i shouldn’t be working again at the second job until like the 26th. idk if they ever even aproved my time off but i will nawt be in town so… :/ . and i missed free kbbq from sbux today cuz i am working 😭! also idk if i will quit my sbux job and i hate that because the hours suck so bad and the pay is not worth it but it being close to home is all that matters to me rn like i’m just tired of trying and having to commute to a job doesn’t appeal to me at least not for the time being. also im gonna try to read the alchemist as my last book of 2022 since it’s not long i think i can finish it pretty quick. i finally bought some new black shoes!!!! i got the skechers oxfords lol 😭 they remind me of the black filas! i wanna get some lace up boots too but maybe in january hmmm. also i haven’t talked to my old work friend in like a month and i want to reach out but at the same time i’m doing this thing where i feel like i have nothing to say so i’m like why bother … 🙁but that’s not good cuz then that’s why all my friendships fade cuz i don’t try hard enough 🤢 i wish i felt more comfortable smoking weed cuz i like crave hitting a pen 🥸. i don’t like cigarettes much either i rlly do smoke them when i am drinking in a social setting tho but meh i tried once sober and didn’t like itttt

[zoofitness]

Got hit with the big sads all of a sudden and not sure what triggered it :/

Maybe it’s that I’m not happy with the art I’ve been doing recently...or the fact that my weekend has been wasted and have to go back to another shit day of work tomorrow?

Ah well. Maybe after getting groceries (also when this happens I’m not inspired to eat anything lmao) I’ll go home and just sleep for a bit and try to cling to the tiny bit of seratonin Haikyuu has given me

[rrxnjun]

lol yeah most ppl who started off as an army but again most of them didn't stay an army bc their music just flipped (?) like what happened to them dissing capitalism and the 'ideal society' :( dkfhg my army phase was weird but memorable bc i had a lot of fun w my friends. bts was my first k-pop group and tbt that was the time i understood how k-pop fandoms aren't the same as a regular fandom and that k-poppies are a whole new breed.

NOO I DON'T GET STICKER like the vocals are beautiful i'll admit but i can't stand that flute music. it's wacky and experimental but definitely not for me dfhfdhkj even my friend just got randomly obsessed w sticker a while back so i think it's a really catchy, possessing the people by causing a brainrot sort of a tune🥴

#bar and renjun are one and the same in a parallel universe theory lessgo jhhjg btw kai from exo has the same mbti as you (infj) as for nct idrk (damn their pyramid employment scheme) i only remember yangyang's bc intj and hyuck's (enfp) bc a.he's an extrovert in a sea of introverts lol and b.two of my other friends are enfps too.

HELP NOT DOGFOOD okay haven't really been curious ab eating any animal food bc i remember watching this one part in a movie where this guy accidently eats a small portion of dog food and gets sick. really sick. that scene scarred 6 y/o me. period.

YESS KYUNGSOO IS MY BIAS THE LOML <33 i became an exo-l right after seeing love shot. that song's just 💃🏾💃🏾 the critic in me has been trying to a find a bad exo song for the past 2 years but hasn't succeeded idk if it's just me but all of their songs are way too good 🤧 FKJGHDF I LOVE BAEKHYUN'S VOICE and bambi >>> but my personal fave from his solos is love again from delight and DO NOT EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH SUPERM I MISS THEM SM. the group's so special to me BC DKFJGHDF IT'S LIKE THE CRAZIEST CROSSOVER EVER OKAY LIKE EXO, NCT AND SHINEE TOGETHER ?? still can't believe i got to listen to mark lee rap after a taemin and baekhyun bridge. omg do you have a fave superm song?? also yes i'll help with the exo-l-ification <33 compiling the recs in a playlist as i type this

RAINBOW MY BELOVED >>> nct dream albums aka collection of my comfort songs and that's why they're my fave unit. still lose it every time i listen to puzzle piece it's so sweet and the lyrics are so sappy but i love it sm <3 wow soulmate au based on electric hearts 👀 hmmm i haven't really checked the lyrics for that one brb after seeing them

haha i'm an sm stan through and through. started stanning one (1) group and ended falling far almost all of them lmaoo the company sucks but the artists 😭😭 gods i love them. i haven't really seriously looked into aespa tho it's a work in progress lol. as for skz samee i don't really vibe with them anymore and legit know ab the group's activities bc of tumblr </3

YES I'M INTO STEM. it's crazy the math has more letters than numbers and the physics and chemistry has more ridiculous looking math than my math textbook but there are like super tiny moments wherein i realize why i actually like doing what i'm doing. we all need smth to keep going right :') anyway im concentrating on graduating from high school in one piece rn bc it sucks !! bigtime !! and omg psychology sounds so cool :0 i haven't learnt anything bio related for the past 1 year and i kinda sorta miss it

i'm only actively keeping up w 5sos (and slowly getting into parx <3) rn but i do go back to my emo phase every once in a while bc idt i ever left it 💀

p.s. just remembered that india has banned tiktok so i can't really see the video 😭😭

literally!!! i must say that i enjoyed dynamite, but everything that came out after was just meh for me 😭😭 and it was a bit of a jump for me too, but ive been in fandoms since i was 12 so its like 7 years now,,, so joining the kpop world was just one step further from all the stuff in the 5sos fandom.

STICKER BRAINROT idk whats the sudden obsession brooo😭😭 multiple people experienced it tho, ive seen ppl on tiktok as well, so i think its a worldwide phenomenon. the fLUTE IS SO CATCHY i wanna learn it i have a recorder at home and i think that will do the job.

#bar and renjun soulmates agenda. 😭 kai is an infj?? brooo thats so cool!! i really enjoy his first solo album i gotta listen to the second one soon sjssj. idk whats w me and exo solo music but i think i lowkey know more than their group music its so embarrassing😭😭 chanyeol's tomorrow was my top played song on spotify last year its so special to me :') also hyuck's such an enfp i couldnt imagine it any other way for him. for the dog food, i was just curious abt the taste ??? didnt really taste like much tho, but i do admit it looks tasty 10/10 would try again

loveshot *lip bite* i fucking love that song. the choreo >>>> i remember showing my brother the mv and he was amazed with how good looking they all were 😭😭 and their music truly is too good broo!!! i love power. serotonin boost song. i will never skip that song when it comes on shuffle. also baekhyun's voice truly is something else. the moment i listened to un village for the first time, something inside of me changed. my personal favorite is cry for love btw!!

SUPERM >>> i miss them so much omg 😭😭 mark as the maknae is the cutest concept. the videos where they quiz each other abt themselves live in my mind rent free. my favorite songs are no manners, together at home, better days, wish you were here and tiger inside 💪😩 wbu?

SEND THE EXO PLAYLIST ASAP ‼‼ THIS IS A SERIOUS REQUEST.

dream is my comfort fr 🤧🤧 i always get so upset when i listen to dear dream. i dont think i'll ever listen to it without being in pain jssjjs. PUZZLE PEACE SUPREMECY!! its so sweet i love the guitar <33

I legit admire people who are into STEM and who are good at these omg my brain cant comprehend science 😭😭 i only went to business school to escape the STEM subjects. im rooting for you!! i graduated in may and trust me it was difficult i didnt sleep for two weeks before my final exams but it was worth it in the end!! i felt very accomplished hhh so hang in there!:)

my emo phase comes and goes in waves i honestly. love it. its always so random as well😭

awwh yeah i heard you dont have tiktok there :((( im sorry. id send it to you as a video but idk where 😭

[e-uph0r1a]

Has anyone watched season 3 of Umbrella Academy? Do you also have the feeling that this season was shit? Im honestly very disappointed.

Allison was super annoying on the first season but she had redemption on season 2...gurl this season i was hoping the kugleblitz to fucking take her, also the betrayal???? Hell no.

Lila, what an annoying character my goodness.

I love Justin H. Min with my whole heart but the overreacting for the mean Ben was a big cringe. Overall everyone's acting was meh. I'll pay acting classes for the girl who plays Sloane omg.

They've made a huge deal for the Sparrow Academy and the characters were also meh.

There was no action on this season, i was expecting a big ass fight with an epic soundtrack and guess what, nothing happened.

Also Harlan? That was so unnecessary. Allison and Diego going to a fight on a bar (they've missed a cool fight scene with cool music again)? Also unnecessary.

If you're gonna make a joke about they having no money when they enter the Hotel BE CONSISTENT WITH THE JOKE. You can't just change the characters wardrobes all of the sudden. I know that it's a small deatil, but it matters.

Idk the script was a bit dusty this season, i hope it gets better.

See ya on my next rant(?

✌

[kweebtrash]

Kinktober #3: Face Sitting (M)

Pairing: Hongseok x 2nd Person Reader

Summary:  Some kinda realer scenarios where not everyone can cum easily or have those magic orgasms but face sitting/riding may do the trick. Also Honk is excited for his victory

Word Count: 2k

A/N: I know kinktober is supposed to be S p i c y TM but idk, sometimes i just want some sugar, spice, and everything nice.

Kinktober Prompts by @immabiteyou​

You always had a problem with cumming. You had no idea what it was but nothing, no matter how hard you tried, took you over that edge. There may have been some small tremors here and there and you definitely werent asking for an over the top bone rattling orgasm at this point. Just ANYTHING would be fine. It always weighed on the back of your mind, especially knowing that Hongseok tried his absolute fucking damndest to make sure you felt good.

And you did. The way his strong hands roamed over your body, spreading fire throughout your skin, always made shivers zip throughout. His kisses were full of healing magic; those soft, sweet plump lips could cure any bad day but also ignite the dirtiest of feelings to where you ended up clawing at each other. His body-well that was a given- the boy woke up and looked at his abs first thing in the morning, every morning. He was obsessed with being fit (sometimes too obsessed) and there was a prying thought of self consciousness that popped into your head every once in awhile. Comparing the way you looked on his arm to his being in general sometimes made you feel like you werent good enough for him. But that surely couldnt have be part of the problem.

Because here he was, once again devoted to your body and full of determination. He knew you enjoyed fucking, the act of being close to him in of itself was always special and exciting. It was just your stupid body that wouldnt react. It was like your brain was screaming in pleasure but your body was just like ‘meh, gonna take the one thing you desire the most and just not do it’.

Maybe there were a few traumatic things that had to be worked through, sure, but Hongsi was the only man you had every fully trusted to never let you down. He knew almost immediately the first few times you had faked it, and it offended him, but you explained the annoyance at yourself-which was a bit hard to say the least.

“I loved it. I felt great, seriously i did. The only part that was faked was…"the end.”

And why? Because you were used to it. Because it was ingrained in you to do it; always making the man feel like he had done an amazing job-except this time Hongseok actually had. From the first time to the most recent. He never failed but you did.

He wanted honesty from that point on. He wanted to work on things, try everything under the sun; from restraints, to wax, to toys, and positions that were sometimes almost impossible. But it remained a puzzle the two of you couldnt solve. Tonight didnt seem to be any different save for the fact that you had taken up residence on his face like it was a goddamn throne. His tongue was diving so deep inside you, filling you with a nice warm, wet, thickness that made the pit of your stomach clench. He had eaten you out before, that was one of the first things he tried in an attempt to make you cum, but it had never occurred to either of you to actually try face sitting. Why? Who knows. Sometimes the simplest of things slip the mind and perhaps the whole time the two of you had been overthinking it.

But with all the gadgets and gizmos and positions that made you feel like you were in a yoga class thrown out the window, you found your nails digging into the wall that you had been supporting yourself on. The scratching forced chips of paint to crumble from the wall though it was nothing compared to how fast the headboard was thumping against it. Your thighs were burning but you continued rolling your hips like it was your job. Hongseok spurred you on as he seemed to enjoy this just as much as you were. Perhaps he was enjoying it much more.

He was growling, sometimes snarling, as he paired flickers of his tongue with hot open mouth kisses to your heat and nibbles to any sensitive area he could reach, especially the junction of your inner thighs. While your fingers dug into the wall, his dug into your hips, your ass, your back, marring you with the blunt indentations of his short nails and leaving streaks of red in their wake. You were sure he had barely come up for air and the one second you pulled away to make sure he was okay he forced you right back down to his lips with his nose brushing against the bundle of nerves that had awakened with desire. You were feeling all of your lower muscles tighten to the point where your legs almost felt numb but it was all worth it.

Hongseok slid his tongue through your folds once more, the tip of it teasing your hole that you though he had finally given a break to. The slow and lazy drags, however, were making you shudder just as much as the fast ones and covered your frame with everlasting tingles. Your free hand gripped onto his sweat soaked hair as you tried to level yourself. Holy shit, was this really it? Was this really the time were it would happen? Oh god, you werent ready. Well you were- in the sense that you had been waiting for this for YEARS with him-but also you werent exactly sure what it would feel like. Would this be one of those tiny ones that just felt like a relaxing exhale or one of those wild porn ones that were so ridiculous? Were you really going to scream in ecstasy and feel like you were going insane? Hell yes you were.

“H-Hong,” you choked out as he suctioned his lips around your clit while his thumbs spread your lower lips wide apart. “I think it-it’s happening.”

His eyes flung open, wide and flickering with undertones of amber within the dim beside lamp’s light. “Whats happening?” The words came out in muffled jumbles as he refused to pull away.

“You know…it. The…the thing.”

He finally pulled away as bewilderment spread across his face. “You mean like you feel like youre gonna cum?”

“I-i think so? I mean…im assuming that’s why everything feels so tense, like im gonna explode. That’s what happens right?”

“I think its different for everyone. I get tense too, but then i feel all warm and get kinda snuggly and hold onto you tighter.” He did and it was the cutest fucking thing ever.

“Well im hoping this is it.” You sighed.

“Dont start thinking about it now or you’ll lose focus. Just concentrate on me, babe. Just like before, yeah? Can you ride my face some more?”

“You really like this dont you?” You peered down at him and giggled.

“Baby, you were literally born to sit on my face, i swear it. It sounds stupid and fuckboy-ish, I know, but Ive never wanted this so bad until i felt you grind against my lips.”

Red flushed your cheeks and you looked away in an effort to hide your sudden shyness. Hongsi just chucked and placed the gentlest of kisses to your clit. “On me. Focus.” He reminded you again and you exhaled deeply, letting your mind go as much as it had before. Through the painful numbness in your bent legs that surrounded his head, you pushed on, wiggling your hips in a teasing way that earned a small smack to your ass. The sting made you jump but feel ever so much naughtier. It kick started your chaotic grinds again which welcomed the harsh thrusts and lewd slurping. It was almost embarrassing to hear how wet your were from both your cum and his tongue but in a weird way it gave you a sense of pride and reassurance that this felt amazing.

More pressure built up within your system and you found yourself short of breath now. You swallowed hard and tried to recoup but it was all for naught as your heart thundered so loud you could hear it in your ears. You had managed to make the headboard slam harder against the wall, the top of the filigreed wood leaving its own mark in the paint much like your nails had. Your thighs tightened and you could feel him smile into your skin. He fucking loved the way you seemed so close to crushing his skull if you actually could. The yanking of his hair to shove him closer, as if it were possible at this point, also had him lifting his head as your hips dipped and the very tip of his tongue hit something inside you just as it curled.

And then you let go. Almost so fast from everything that Hongseok had to press his hands into your lower back to prevent you from tossing yourself back completely. You were shaking, your knees digging into the pillow beneath his head. Your hands that had found safety in the wall and his hair now flailed and searched for something to hold onto but it was like they couldnt. You had lost all control. Your brain was fuzzy. Your body was fuzzy. But best of all you felt wave after wave of clench and release with your first full orgasm.

He finally let you go and you collapsed to the wayside instantly curling against his side. He pulled you into his arms and speckled your head with kisses as he squeezed you tight. He was patient and waited for you to come down though he was absolutely beaming with pride. “That was…not how i imagined it would feel like but holy shit.” You managed to finally say.

“Fuck yeah!!” He said victoriously and he raised his hand for a high five. You couldnt help but laugh at his dorkiness and return the gesture. The excitement and happiness between you two was unfathomable. You didnt want to say that this was the best night with him just because you finally came. There had been plenty of other times where he made you feel so perfect and precious and completely in love with him that you almost cherished that more. But tonight was definitely like top five material.

“Im happy i could finally do this for you…” He returned to seriousness and you sighed as you began to wipe away traces of your cum from his face.

“Im sorry if you felt like i put pressure on you. I never meant-”

“Nah, it wasnt you. It was me. You know how i can sometimes be a perfectionist and i know its not like the end all be all of our relationship but…i dont know. I always felt like you deserved to feel good and happy. Like you just deserved…everything.” He shrugged and pretended to take more interest in plucking away a stray hair from your shoulder.

The guilt you had accumulated over the years suddenly lessened and you realized that it wasnt just about making you feel good sexually. It was actually, as cliche as it sounded, about bringing you two closer together in devotion and fulfilling a fantasy. The warmth in your body returned but for a different and cheesy romance movie kinda reason and you snuggled closer to his chiseled chest.

“Thank you…” You whispered. “For not being annoyed or giving up on me and helping me work through whatever was holding me back.”

“It’s what im here for, right? I think i’d be a shitty boyfriend if i wasnt.”

“Well you got that right.” You tilted your head up and kissed him gently, tasting the aftermath on his lips. “You better go wash your face before it gets all sticky.”

“That can wait. Besides i was kinda wondering if….” The both of you looked down at his cock, knocking your heads in the process. It never failed for the two of you to have an idiotic moment but he definitely needed to be rewarded after this.

[rynhaswritersblock]

i want it, i got it | p.p.

a/n: okay this writing in this is meh IM SORRY i think my brain is fried since i've been working on my independent book a lot 🥵

summary: newfound confidence during karaoke night certainly can end up in peter parker making bold moves

warnings: uhhhhhhh idk sam and bucky are at it again with the teasing??

+ + +

"no, absolutely not," you say, shaking your head. natasha wiggles her eyebrows at you and you huff.

tonight had started as just another one of the galas that tony hosted, adults and liquor everywhere. and then he got on the stage and there was a stage? what is he doing?

before you knew it, the gala turned into a karaoke party. adults you'd either never seen or had seen take down hydra were belting their hearts out. steve and bucky sang "the time of my life" and attempted the lift from dirty dancing, tony and rhodey yelled an obnoxious cover of "back in black," and peter and bucky did a rendition of "you're the one that i want," which had you falling out of your seat in laughter as they ungracefully attempted to twirl around each other.

when peter got back, he was breathing heavy and sweating, wrapping a smelly arm around you to which you couldn't even shrug off because you had yet to catch your breath. he looked at you like you were everything in the world.

and now he's yelling at you to go onstage and sing "7 rings" with natasha.

of course you knew the song. it was all over the radio and you'd even caught scott and thor having a dance-off to it. you just weren't keen on karaoke. the thought of getting up there and having to figure out how to not look awkward while pulling off a very confident song seemed impossible, especially since you'd never done karaoke in your life.

"please, y/n," peter pouts. the puppy eyes he gives you almost make you angry; he's practically manipulating you at this point. "just do it, it'll be fun!"

you sigh. "fine."

the crowd around you cheers and you immediately regret your decisions as you stand, nat grabbing your hand and excitedly dragging you towards the stage. happy hands you your mics with an excited smile and you seriously contemplate punching him.

when you see the crowd you almost walk away right then and there. but then the music starts and peter is smiling so brightly that all of a sudden you're singing, and nat is behind you hyping you up.

"breakfast at tiffany's and bottles of bubbles girls with tattoos who like getting in trouble lashes and diamonds, atm machines buy myself all of my favorite things"

tony whoops so loudly that you almost drop the mic (pun intended), but peter's cheering the loudest. when he's not clapping or yelling he's staring at you like you own the world. you make a mental note to run to the kitchen and stick your face in the refrigerator after this, you're sweating and blushing so hard.

natasha begins singing her part and you pull your gaze away from peter to hype her up. before you know it, you're actually getting into the song, figuring what's the worst that could happen?

"been through some bad shit, i should be a sad bitch who woulda thought it'd turn me to a savage? rather be tied up with calls and not strings write my own checks like i write what i sing, yeah"

you channel your inner ariana grande and flip your hair, fist-bumping nat before beginning the chorus.

"my wrist, stop watchin', my neck is flossy make big deposits, my gloss is poppin' you like my hair? gee, thanks, just bought it i see it, i like it, i want it, i got it"

at the last lyric you wink at peter. the way his eyes widen and sam and bucky nudge him suggestively makes your confidence falter for a minute before you get distracted, natasha going off way harder than you expected on the rest of the chorus. you laugh and clap, swaying along to the beat.

peter watches in a trance, body getting abnormally hot.

"oh, she totally just winked at you," sam smirks, bumping his knee against peter's. peter gulps.

"she likes you, kid," bucky says, then mumbles, "if you somehow managed to not pick it up before."

peter feels overwhelmed with an emotion he can't describe. his eyes dart nervously between his teammates, all of their faces looking far too suggestive. he sucks in a breath before standing up and walking towards the stage.

and then a pair of familiar hands twist you around and cup your face, pulling your lips to theirs. you freeze before inhaling, peter's cologne overflowing your sense and holy wow it's happening.

peter pulls away all too soon, his hands still cradling your face and your hands frozen midair. natasha stops singing and you don't even have to look to know that the whole crowd is staring at you. the music continues playing in the background as you crack a nervous smile.

"how did you get up here so fast?" you ask breathlessly.

"i don't know," peter smiles sheepishly, hands falling from your face. "the wink made me a little gutsy, i think... plus bucky wouldn't shut up about telling me to go kiss you."

you don't get the chance to react before a yell erupts from the crowd.

"DO IT AGAIN!" tony shouts, hands cupped around his mouth. a few whoops sound out and you laugh, resting your forehead against peter's before softly connecting your lips, his hands wrapping around your waist to pull you closer as you wrap your arms around his neck.

a giggle bubbles out of you and you pull apart, smiling like fools.

"okay, this is the last part and i'd really like to finish this, so..." natasha mumbles into the mic. you laugh and hold up your mic, looking over at peter. before you know it, he snatches it from your hands and begins belting it out with nat.

"i want it, i got it, i want it, i got it i want it, i got it, i want it, i got it you like my hair? gee, thanks, just bought it i see it, i like it, i want it, i got it"

and after seeing peter pretend to flip his hair, it was very difficult for you not to pee yourself out of laughter that night.

+ + +

that last sentence I Don't Think I Worded That How I Wanted To but it fine =D

ALSO Z GOT AN EMMY NOMINATION AS SHE SHOULD AND I STARTED CRYING IM SO PROUD OF HER AND LITERALLY HAVE LOVED HER SINCE DISNEY CHANEL AND SHE DESERVES IT SO SO MUCH I JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[peax-hy]

some thots on descendants 3

soooo i watched d3 for the first time today and i need to Talk About It - i was really annoyed by mal in this one ngl > like,, she got the perfect excuse to get put of the whole "close the barrier forever" thing and she just,, didnt?? idk man it was weird - also the first song made me really uncomfortable > the whole "we get to pick who comes to auradon" thing made me really uncomfortable - the whole soundtrack was kinda meh to me > someone else mentioned it feeling super forced and i agree > the only songs that felt at least a lil bit natural were "queen of mean" and "knight fall" - celia and dizzy were the cutest - what was even the point of smees sons?? they were just there?? - the whole "we wanna be able to visit our parents" makes no sense at least for the core four > lmao what happened to maleficent wheres she at > also like,, carlos clearly established that he hates his mom and doesnt want to see her again in d2 and then at the end of d3 hes like "lemme introduce my gf 2 her" what?? > same thing with dizzy and lady tremaine but in d3 they love each other all of a sudden what > seeing celia have a good relationship with her father was the sweetest tho - also the jarlos necklace im dying > they did however grow on me this time around (they felt kinda forced in d2) - hades was super fucking reasonable - he was just chillin why did they market him as the villain of this movie - the sea three + celia carried the whole movie > uma having bde the whole time > harry flirting with everyone > gil just discovering flowers and berries and having a good time > celia doing the backup vocals all by herself in mal and hades duet was gold - also the forced heterosexuality went hard this time > evies song about not wanting to kiss doug bc "they haven't said the l word yet" lmao girl the only l word you're looking for is lesbian > jay and gils bro chest bump at the end like lmao no u 2 are in love - speaking of jay and gil they were cute as hell i would've loved to see more of them (and also some more love for them in the fandom its kinda lonely) - UMA WAS SO BADASS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE MOVIE IM IN LOVE > i was also lowkey hoping that mal would make uma queen of the isle - sofias acting during the "you lied to us" speech was so good it was heartwrenching to watch - i honestly really liked audrey as the villain > esp her motivation > i wish she would have been a better one tho :/ (queen of mean still slaps) - the costumes either looked wayy better than in d2 or like halloween costumes (esp mals gowns and audreys outfits) and sadly most of them fall into the latter category so yeah thats all 4 now i might add some things later who knows. tl;dr it was a very :/ ending to the trilogy. it was alright but i expected something better esp after d2

[gukptune]

im emotionally damaged by game of thrones... all these amazing characters wasted

i’ve always been on optimistist the hate the show is getting for this season i cant 100% agree on because truly you can’t satisfy everyone. in the end i await if grr martin will say if he’s proud of how got ends. most of the things that happened were foreshadowed anyways...meh

Just wanna talk about some things well people:

dany going crazy... can be reasonable, look at all the shit she’s bee through and the trauma she’s got-i get that burning innocents like that isn’t okay but you do know that she doesn’t know them...right? like she only sees the fact that if she burns the city cersei’s gonna get it, that’s all she could think. Again, a targaryen alone in this world is dangerous (cant remember the exact ops) also she did once say she’d take what she wants with fire and blood... idk it came out of a sudden i guess

jon, my favourite really doesn’t do much at all. i did enjoy him finally realizing that oh, she isn’t going to be a good ruler DUH. he’s heard it, heard about what she can do but never has seen it in the perspective he just saw. he’s seen her destruction from an ally’s point of view but now...it’s different.

arya. she has a lot of plot armour, we get that, i’m okay with it honestly i wouldve been okay with her killing cersei- but i’ll get to that. I just hated how many misdirections she had like how many times did they want us to think she died. we all know she won’t. i also understand they had a lot of scenes with her that dragged out to give us the perspective of you know someone on the outsts of it all, scared, unknowing and just wanting to survive.

Sandor, i cried for him honestly I dont know why but i just felt like he came really far as a character and i won’t get into detail. the fight with his brother was nasty and great, they both died in fire which i guess was symbolic for them both. i just wished he could’ve had a better redemption arc, he deserved better

cersei, hmm, she didnt fight at all. we all knew she cant and wouldnt like who are we kidding, but her death was laughable. i wanted something better, even if she didn’t die. if you’re going to kill off a big character do it in a meaningful and memorable way, like wheres the valonqar theory? anyways i kinda teared up when she told jamie she didnt wanna die because truly she did everything she needed to to survive to have her children survive but of course she failed them and in the end herself.

jamie, uh welp, brienne? i thought he actually liked her like what, i thought he was going to go kill cersei but we had too much hope in his redemption arc. all we got was a little sword play and whatever. jamie dying with cersei made me sad and angry, he had a redemption arc which lead him to winterfell to brienne and wait what? he just went back... what was the point!

Anyways, one ep yet. I hope I’ll be proud of Jon. haha i also loved the bro and bro moment truly made me choke in my own tears

[narutostuff101]

Shikamaru and Naruto Fanfic #2

Shikamaru’s Duty

Summary: Shikamaru knew that it was up to him to protect Konoha when Naruto was gone. It was his promise to Naruto and to himself.

Set during Boruto Episode 62 but in Shikamaru’s POV.

Shikamaru looked at the bright orange and yellow light that was Kurama’s tails in the arena. The tails were engulfing an enormous Tailed Beast Ball.

Naruto...

Like everyone else, Shikamaru could only stand and watch the scene happening in front of him. How could this have happened? The research and investigation with Sasuke had been done for weeks. Why didn’t they see this coming?

The devastating blow by one of the ogres had caused the arena to crumble. Huge pieces or debris came falling down onto the spectators who had come to watch the Chunin Exams. The Four Kages and their advisors were quick to access the situation. They had scattered to quickly assist in evacuating the people. Ninjas in the stands had also aided in bringing the people away from the arena.

Shikamaru had rushed to the see what was happening down at the arena. As he cascaded down, he had shouted orders to the ninjas to hurry and get everyone to safety while at the same time trying to spot his son amongst the flood of people trying to run away. He did not see Shikadai anywhere but Shikamaru could not afford to worry about that at the moment. He needed to focus on getting to where Naruto was.

When he reached the edge of the stands, he could see the scene unfolding in below him; Naruto was carrying Boruto while trying to fight off the slimmer of the two ogres whereas the bigger one was attacking Sasuke who was holding Sarada. Shikamaru reacted fast. He performed the hand seals to activate his Shadow Binding Technique. His shadow stretched and stretched until it binded the two ogres.

Just in time.

“That was close!” He sighed in relief. Had he not reacted quickly, Naruto and Sasuke along with their children would’ve being sliced by the ogres. His success was short lived however. The ogre that was attacking Naruto had muttered something and all of a sudden, Shikamaru’s Jutsu was somehow absorbed into the ogre’s right palm. Shikamaru fell forward.

Is this like Pein? Does he have the Rinnegan?

Shikamaru’s brain went on a roll.

What on Earth are those things?

Even from far, Shikamaru knew that those creatures were not ordinary. He knew that they possessed a power that was beyond their level.

And of course, he was right. The ogre who had absorbed his Jutsu raised his palm and a big Tailed Beast Ball emerged from it. Then, several nature Jutsus emerged and began to circle the Tailed Beast Ball. It was a nerve-wrecking site.

This is bad.

Shikamaru needed to get away. He needed to leave the arena before the ogre unleashed those Jutsus. Shikamaru was trusted that Naruto would be able deal with it. Sasuke was there as well. They would protect the people in the village from the hellish Power that the ogre or perhaps ogres, possessed.

Shikamaru ran to the exit just in time as the ogre let loose the Jutsus in his palm. Running at full speed, he made his way to the forest area surrounding the arena. He noticed that many of the people have been evacuated there.

The majority of the Chunin Exams spectators had been Konoha citizens. He could only see several people from other villages. Shikamaru then spotted Shikadai. He was with the other Genins. As much as he wanted to, Shikamaru did not approached his son. Shikadai was safe and that was enough to ease Shikamaru’s sickening worries. Although he could not see his wife, Temari amongst the crowd, he did not panic. He was confident with his wife’s abilities and trusted her to be able to take care of herself. Now, Shikamaru had a bigger responsibility to carry; to ensure everyone’s safety as his first priority.

He began to instruct the Konoha Shinobis to bring the people further away from the area. They must not take any chances.

The sky above the arena flash with lightning. It was not natural lightning but several lightning style Jutsus. They could hear Kurama’s roar. Naruto had fully transformed into Tailed Beast Mode. Shikamaru hoped that that was a good thing.

Evidently, it wasn’t. The situation was clearly in favour of the enemy because suddenly the evening sky became dark. Shikamaru looked into the sky and what he saw, made him freeze. An even bigger Tailed Beast Ball blocking out the setting sun. Shikamaru felt himself gulping.

What were they going to do?

As if to answer his silent question, the tails of Kurama suddenly illuminated the dark sky.

“Naruto... is he going to absorb the thing?” Shikamaru thought aloud.

Around him, the people were shouting out to their beloved Seventh Hokage.

“Nanadaime-sama!”

“Hokage-sama!”

“That’s enough, Hokage-sama! You’ve done enough already! Get to safety!”

The people desperately shouted.

It only took a moment later and the sky became dark once more. Kurama’s tails disappeared into the darkness.

Naruto is gone.

Murmurs broke out amongst the crowd behind him. Some people started to cry out to Naruto. Shikamaru needed to get to the arena. He needed to know what was the situation. He ran as fast as he could.

As he ran, he remembered a conversation that had taken place between him and a freshly inaugurated Naruto, nearly 5 years ago.

“Shikamaru, thanks for being my advisor.” Naruto had told him when he settled into his new Hokage office. “It wouldn’t have been here if you hadn’t helped me the past few years.” Naruto gave Shikamaru his signature wide smile that made Shikamaru smile as well.

“Well, that was my nindo anyway.” Shikamaru told Naruto unabashed. “Now, if there is anything that you need help with, I’ll try my best to assist you. That’s my duty as your advisor. Got that, Hokage-sama.” He emphasised on the last two words.

Naruto scrunched up his face and let out a chuckle. “Thanks Shikamaru. I understand.” Then, Naruto’s face became serious. He looked Shikamaru in the eye and said in a serious tone, “However, I need you to understand one thing, Shikamaru.”

Shikamaru remained silent. He did not interrupt.

“If there came a time, when I can’t be there for the Konoha and it’s people, if I had vanished from here... I want you to promise me that you will protect this village as if it was your own family.”

Shikamaru furrowed his eyebrows and stood up straight. He could tell that Naruto was very serious. He knew that the village meant everything to Naruto. That was one reason why he had wanted to became the Hokage. To protect his village.

“I understand.” Shikamaru answered curtly.

Naruto nodded. “Don’t worry Shikamaru. I’m strong, dattebayo! I won’t get killed that easily.” Naruto boasted.

“Huh. Sometimes I wonder if making you the Hokage was really a good thing. It may have inflated that big head of yours even more. Ha ha,” Shikamaru teased the blonde man.

“Shut up, Shikamaru.” Naruto said with a scowl. The two leaders of Konoha let out a laugh. Their journey to bring a new era to Konohagakure together began on that day.

Shikamaru reached the arena that was completely destroyed. He couldn’t see very well due to the dust that clouded the area. He jumped down towards a tall black figure.

It was Sasuke. Sarada and Boruto laid on the ground; passed out. Naruto was nowhere to be seen.

Shikamaru quickly approached Sasuke and called out his name. “Sasuke! What happened?Where is Naruto?”

Sasuke did not meet Shikamaru’s eyes. Instead, he crouched down to check on his daughter and Boruto before answering his questions. “Those aliens tried to destroy the place. They wanted to force Naruto to use his Tailed Beast Mode. Naruto’s chakra managed to prevent the Tailed Beast Ball from impact. Right now, I can’t sense his chakra anywhere.”

Panic began to rise within Shikamaru. “Is he dead?!” Although, he didn’t want to know.

“I don’t think so. Those ogres need Naruto to be alive in order to extract the Nine-Tails’s chakra. It is most likely that Naruto was teleported into another dimension by Time-space ninjutsu”, Sasuke explained. “These two need to be brought to the hospital.”

Shikamaru was still trying to comprehend what Sasuke has just told him. It did make a whole lot of sense. According to their intel, those ogres needed Naruto to be alive in order to carry out their intentions.

“I’ll take care of that. The media corps are heading their way here.” He told Sasuke. Although Sasuke was no longer paying attention. He seemed to be im deep thought.

“What will we do?” Shikamaru pressed for answers from Sasuke.

“I will try to find out which dimension which Naruto was taken to. I’ll contact you soon. Please tell the other Kages to be ready. A rescue mission to retrieve back the Hokage will commence soon.”

Shikamaru gave a slight nod. “Understood. We’re counting on you, Sasuke.”

The medic corps arrived right then and lifted Boruto and Sarada on stretchers. Sasuke disappeared into the darkness.

Shikamaru stood there for awhile. This was it. This was the ‘if’ that Naruto had told him. The weight of the lives of the Konoha people now rested on his shoulders. He had promised Naruto the first day they came into work together that he would protect the village like his own family. He needed to ensure that everyone was safe. The injured must be treated promptly. He needed to increase the village’s defense. Right now, the village of the Hidden Lead was very vulnerable without it’s leader. Shikamaru must act now. There was no time to waste. For the sake of the village, and as to fulfill his promise to Naruto, Shikamaru must do all he could to protect the Konoha from any further harm.

That was, Shikamaru’s duty.

The End

A/N: meh, idk. I tried my best. I hope you enjoyed reading this. I’ve got another Shikamaru and Naruto fanfic coming up. It’ll be much shorter than this one. Anyways, please give me some feedback and like and reboot and all those stuff. Also, please follow me! Thank you!

[rosefromc0ncret3]

sometimes, I wonder what it is I really want. moving has been on my mind a lot lately and a lot of the time I think to myself.. what do you really wanna move from trecia? there are so many moments where im just so over things here. like ive outgrown shit. or im just craving something new. sometimes, I get so caught up with my own emotions and I feel them so intensely and I magically think that if this pandemic never happened, then I wouldn't be experiencing the feelings I have now. but who knows right? maybe in some alternate universe id have all my feelings sorted out and I wouldn't be so in my head. and maybe I wouldn't be thinking so hard about the shit I stay thinking about. I really hate how some of my friendships have turned out. and I really hate how people I used to tell everything to, I feel like I cant confide in them anymore. I probly say this in all my posts but I guess thats just what happens when you grow up. its hard when the same people who have been there for me thru everything are no longer the same people I feel like I can talk to about anything now. sometimes, I wonder if I did this to myself. if I purposely pushed these people away cuz I felt like they were going to hurt me anyway. or I just felt this sudden shift in friendship or just feeling like they dont get it anymore, so I kinda just distance myself and take a step back. and maybe its not fair. but neither is feeling like shit all the time. it just gets hard cuz I know I wanna talk about how ive been feeling but it makes me so meh when I feel like I dont get the support I was looking for. or I just regret ever saying anything at all. and I guess thats why I just go on hermit mode. and just try to do things for myself. but its hard for me when I feel like I wanna talk and process it out loud with someone but its like I have no one to turn to. and it makes me sad. cuz I just want to feel heard and understood. I just want to know that someone cares. I feel like ive always been yearning for this typa feeling for so long now. and its like the more I chase it, the more it just goes away. and I guess thats why I am trying to learn how to be more self reliant. but it just feels so lonely. but maybe thats the whole point? idk. I just be sad lol. I think im just finally facing this truth that no, I am not doing my best. no I am not okay. I just wanna cry all day. but there's so much to do. and I cant go on just feeling sorry for myself. I really need to find ways to take care of myself. and actually be there for myself. and have it be effective actually. I really dont know what self care strategies work for me anymore. and when I try to figure it out, I guess the more frustrated I get. cuz I just wish I could just snap my fingers and everything would be okay. or all these negative thoughts and self destructive behavior would just vanish. but I know things aren't that easy obviously. maybe there really is some underlying lesson behind all this. and there's something that I need to experience in order for me to truly understand whats going on. idk, I want to let go of all this expectations. all these expectations I have of other people, especially. I know that I need to start expecting that stuff from myself, but I also shouldn't be so hard on myself when I feel like I cant deliver. or when there are days that I feel like I just dont know what to do. I need and want to learn how to be patient with myself. and just not rush it either. I also need to learn how to let go of control. I just have to understand that whats for me will come to me. and truly believe in divine timing too. in knowing that things are working out the way they're supposed to and know that I shouldn't have anything to worry about. but how can I not when im just a walking ball of anxiety lol sigh. I feel like I just need a day to myself. and genuinely spend some time alone. not saying that would solve everything, but I just hope I can get some clarity soon. and feel like these thoughts aren't constantly taking over me. its so hard to focus when there's so much going on. literally so much going on around me and then in my head too. I just want it to pause sometimes. I want to be able to think straight. and just give myself the support I know I need and deserve. I hope I can get it one day. if not from other people, then myself. sigh. forever sighing lol. telling myself that the universe conspires for and not against me. and as hard as these emotions are rn, I know I need to face them head on. and stop suppressing them. and just let myself feel however I want. better than walking around acting like everything's okay. cuz thats even heavier. sigh, oh well. I hope one day I can look back and just tell myself that I had nothing to worry about. and understand that there was a reason why things unfolded the way that they did. sigh. I guess rn I just need to keep riding the waves. and just let myself be in all these experiences. sigh. keep on keeping on, I suppose. 

[icecreamkink]

so im watching ice princess bc. brain empty. it has been like legit 15 years since i watched it! this was the very first ice skating thing i have ever watched and i was OBSESSED with it when we rented it in vhs. i wouldnt get Actually Into figure skating until sochi but this movie was the reason i was gliding around in socks on the floor and started watching winter olympics as child

it starts w this song that sounds like a ripoff of this OTHER early 00's girl movie song that i cannot remember (or prob never learned lol) the lyrics to and its driving me crazyyy

the ptbr version is called 'sonhos no gelo' aka dreams on ice and i personally think its a better name than ice princess

then again dreams on ice is such a ice show name so maybe thats why they chose not to lol

the music that is playing when hayden panettiere (??) first talks to georgina from gg is. . . weirdly soft porn-y. harold-

OMG WHO IS THE GENERIC "HOT" JOCK. WHERE DO I KNOW HIM FROM

i feel like sasha cohen being who makes georgina go 'omg. moving on ice requires physics!!!and thus Plot' would generate Some Type of dumb discourse today. i cant explain it i just feel it

that tv is very very old .

im so happy that joan cusak is playing an annoying judgy feminist she looks like shes loving it as she should

color coded skaters!

kim cattrall as a scary retired Did She Break A Competitors Leg Did She Not Guess! coach mom named tina is also what she Should be doing

i remember she and joan cusak fight ?by the end? so we are looking forward to That

is this another 'give the girl that the mc has chemistry with a brother for no homo reasons' example; never rewatch your heroes

juniors faking landing quads in 2005? sounds kinda precocious but what do i know

movies abt artistic sports usually Highly overestimate how nice the training outifts are but caseys a woman of the people

georgina wearing kim cattralls old outfit and the yoiness of it all. idk how to feel abt that. blueprint

honestly if my mom hated fs costumes and made me wear That i would definetely rebel

ok listen. i dont Really Know, and i guess the point is that as a Physics Person with Talent she like breaks the barriers or something but . . 'tucking ur arms in' 'pushing with your toepick' are pretty standard things people are conscious of and i dont think theyd make a girl whos been training for a couple months land a double ? would she even have the muscles for that . i mean OK ITS A DISNEY MOVIE IK i Know IM JUST. ok ok

whys georginas token best friend so likeable. get it ann

teddy, the no homo zamboni driver

joan cusack and kim cattralls passive agressive interactions!!!!!!!! ty for my life

Unlikely Complex Computer Program Check

jen! im not dressed for a party! sigh. shake it. ??? eye roll your hair >>>>>

GENERIC HOT JOCK IS SHANE OMEN OMGGGG I KNEW I KNEW HIM

hey! you get paid to be a has been on ice ok. and its Awesome. and its probably more fun than competing all things considered lbr

no but like, its not like georgina couldnt go to college during or after a skating career..... plenty of athletes do that.....

considering she could retire circa 2015, she could even become a youtuber on TOP and capitalize on yuri on ice. joan cusack has no eye for the future smh

but making her mom not simply a controlling academic but instead a working professor regretting probable wasted potential was a smart choice

aw cds !!

'youllbe be worth even more when you win' damn dont hold back tiffanys dad

i feel seen with the way the parents are so obnoxious in this movie

i mean i feel seen bc i had to deal w ballet parents not that i am a obnoxious parent myself, i. i dont have kids

i wish i could say omg thats so dumb as if athletes are always at each others throats like that but uh. on junior level? it happens

hayden panehfd and georgina ending up together would have been so cute sigh

only the girls/women are important in this movie and im into this. rip teddy

zoey bloch sure can rock

i wish i knew how to hidroblade :( or. skate. at all; lmao

nikkis regionals costume was very cute , prize for the jumping bean!! . eh shrimp

so who choreographed georginas programs? tina? did she do it herself? is that why they look kinda meh. why didnt they show it

ok but like. needing to break in brand new shoes is . is it not . common knowledge. :for anything. ?

LIKE im not defending the sabotaging of a teenager but. as a Smart Person who Knows Physics and has been training in a high impact sport and STUDYING IT, did it rly not occur to her that like. competing in brand new, though skates might be a Bad Idea? she figured out how to land a triple in months but not that performing on brand new shoes sounds kinda stupid??

ooo~~ its just like sarajevo~~

JOAN CUSAK AND KIM CATTRALL THROWING IT DOWN YES

the dramatic fight makes it kinda inescapable that they act circles around the kids but oh well

why didnt kim cattrall push teddy to be a figure skater too. like double the odds of a success, seems kinda obvious

its noT MY DREAM MOM. ITS YOURS

*hayden panerimo, voice cracking* anD I WANT *kim cattrall*okay okay thats enough -

drama in the hallwayyy

georgina answering "why are u passionate about harvard" with essentially "im not" kinda iconic ngl

its noT MY DREAM MOM. ITS YOURS²

whys she not wearing the new skates. she already has them now, and for free too

i have never seen an actual frozen lake in my life but are those cracks supposed to be like that

yes it IS a beautiful sport casey tell em !!

kim cattrall was a such a big brain choice. who else would sell 'im not gonna apologize for sabotaging you and taking advantage of ur stupidity" to a 16 year old in a disney movie

"i dont have to like or trust my coach "kjasdkfn casey,,,,, sweetie. i mean eteris girls do win trophies back to back so I Guess In A Way but also.,,,,,, sweetie-

i know that she meant it in a general way, but the Possibility of kim cattrall and joan cusack going to high school together and somethin something Watching and Envying the pretty prom queen/world champion, something being tired of performing feminity something something short skirts something harsh realities of academia and pro sports careers / anywhere for women something. something something.

michelle kwan!! i did not remember her in this

forget georgina and hayden panettone, otp is hayden / ann . hann!! tutor trope!!!!

omg does joan cusack teach at a community college or a encceja type of thing . bitter moms plot thickens

zoey skated to toxic! queen.

i watched this movie so many times in the days i had it rented that i actually still remember a lot of the final programs choreos lmao

skate w the heart uwu

costume prettye

ah!! i used to try to copy the programsss thats why i know the moves LMAO the memories ,,, keep coming back to me

whats this gala lighting all of a sudden???

hann keeps on winning!! look at that hug!they left together! arms linked!!!!!!!

centering the mom daughter relationships is a :'''') for me

we stan nikki

dramedy centering on joan cusack and kim cattrall navigating georginas career

FEEL THE RAIN ON

YOUR

SKIN

NO ONE ELSE CAN FEEL IT FOR YOUU

this was nice :') its confirmed ive had good taste since toddler age 🤷

[eternal-bangtan]

So long story short I was a really big fan of bts for awhile but I got bored of them when boy with luv came out, didn’t listen to it that much but it grew on me. Tonight my mom called me into her room bc bts was on James Corden and it made me realize that idk I’ve kinda felt empty without them. The point of this: I don’t really like one of the members. I don’t wanna say because I know the backlash for this member would be awful. I don’t know what to do bc I always hear Stan one of none. Plz help

holy shit i never thought that i can get an ask like this and i dont even know if im the right person or can explain properly dhdjdjdd but im gonna just say my thoughts ok? maybe they will help u maybe they wont we r all different and need different approaches right

to me personally the idea of ‘stan ot7’ is a whole realization that everything matters and without 7 members/fans/some dumb shit/whatever happened good or bad there wouldnt be bts we know and that member u may not like is also as huge part of this path as other members without this one member at some point there could not be bts at all its a short version of my thoughts

i dont wanna sound too loud or weird rn but every time people say ‘i read the lyrics and that song spoke to me oh it helped oh this song helped me to accept and love myself oh this song made me cry cuz this is the way i felt too this cured my depression this gave me strength etc’ if everything didnt happen the way it did (aka 7 members complicated path a lot of shit but also good things) there wouldnt be these comments from ppl all over the world there wouldnt be songs wouldnt be uh lets call them saved fans cuz as i saw many people discovered them when they felt really bad and their songs and lyrics and messages helped them

so about not liking one member

1 when i first discovered bts and watched my first mv (ok even before that and when i only saw one clip of bts randomly without knowing them) i had a bias already and he made me dig a little deeper and when i decided to have a blog on tumblr at first i was following only blogs about this member and no one else and thought meh i only liked him why should i follow someone else related blogs rn 🤷‍♂️ and i didnt know how the whole kpop wolrd worked at that time lol

2 after some time i got used to them but felt a little strange about couple members i just couldnt get them i was puzzled and careful

3 after some more time i watched a lot of content i read some things and oK i got a whole ass knowledge (idk how many months passed) about every member and i remember having a ‘oh my god i love him so much hes such an amazing human being and makes my heart melt’ thingy with every memberrr at some point but it happened gradually

but in ur case u were a big fan as u say before idk for how long idk how old r u idk what kind of person r u so this may be a little harder

so what do i think about not liking one member

we all r very different and our surroundings r very different and our minds too and our preferences etc etc etc and if u think about it as not a kpop situation it would be normal right dhsjdj but we r here talking about kpop and it has some rules so,,, i will continue i personally tried to get to know those members a little more and better to understand them to know what do they feel and how do they treat others or how others treat these members and what r their roles etc and even if i didnt like some idk lets say ‘habits’ after some time i just accepted these ‘habits’ like a part of their personality u know? but yeah at this point i think of them as a family hdjdjdjd after stuff they have been through and how they all supported each other,,, idk its so precious to me its huge and important maybe im a lil oversensitive or empathic but i get it a little and appreciate that they became the way they r today ( while im writing all of this somehow THE EDINGING OF WE R BULLETPROOF ETERNAL KEEPS PLAYING IN MY HEAD AND IM ALMOST A SOBBING MESS) idk how it works but with bts u r breaking ur own principles and it makes sth inside of u expand and be more open minded and mentally flexible

but yO recently in their interviews they mentioned how hard it is ( i think it was hoseok i even took a screenshot oNE SEC) here it is

cr to op

so as u see its a normal thing and even they got used to each other after some time 🤷‍♂️ (i mean not from the beginning and they needed that t i m e to learn and grow up and accept etc) and ITS REALLY PRECIOUS THAT THEY R AT THIS POINT RN THAT THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH it makes me think a lot about me and my friends and rethink some shit or the way i behave 😔

but wait was ur question ‘how do i accept the fact that everyone says love ot7 and i love ot6’ or ‘how do i love that seventh member’

ok about first question even tho i dont like solos etc even tho im ot7 i can say that people love to generalize anyway or love to attack or make assumptions so if u r not thinking anything bad about that member or not discrediting him and u r really realizing his huge role in their group and u just not a big fan of his ‘personality’ i think its not awful cuz we may not like some certain things in people and it happens esp irl with ppl 🤔 but if u r that type of ot6 like ‘ugh when will ______ quIT I H8TE HIM HES ABSOLUTELY POINTLESS’ its not good cuz well h8ing is the most self destructing thing lol and well wishing that someone should quit is also bad (and im saying this not from fans point of view) and should i even explain why

if its about second question hm u know after the beginning of this path of stanning bts and this fandom i faced many of my inner demons all of a sudden and after realizing whats the reason whats the source of those demons and after some work with them i felt a lot better and freer and relieved,, what if after accepting this seventh member and starting liking him too u will feel better too? what if its about having an inner conflict i really mean it think about ‘what do i not like about him/ why do i not like this or that/ is this that bad/ what if i liked ___ about him even tho i never liked this ever in my life/can i change the way i feel about it/ etc’ maybe u have this question in ur head rn cuz it meant to happen and u meant to work with ur inner state through this ?

i truly believe in few things 1 everything happens for the better (even tho realization can hit after many years) 2 everything happens in the best timing (for this thing! in ur life and u r ready for it) 3 if u dont like something and cant get rid of it just change ur reaction/perseption whatever that word is saying this from my own experience and there r more but dhhdhd

so at first just think about it if u need u can write it down somewhere it will help u to get to know urself better as well

ok maybe its not that deep but for quite some time whenever something bothers me i write it down to the notes starting from what happened what do i feel what exactly made me feel like this and why and what can i do to feel better

fr everyone can think of everything like ‘its not that deep’ but at the end of the day literally everything even little thing can help us with our mental state (after some work ofc) we better not underesetimate this world and things that happen to us 😔😔😔

also i wanna apologize for couple things english is not my first language so i tried my best but ofc there r typos and yes i dont have a habit of using punctuation i hope its not a big problem to u 😔