#idk what happened lol

[matchalaatte]

i miss drawing them SMSMSM

[demidevilqueen]

When the gli's don't gar

[l1veleak]

Matt during free practice yesterday 😼

[flames-tstuff]

An Alternate Ending

(this is a direct continuation of this, which I posted separately for all the normies XD)

someone had to do it, okay?? I can't be the only one who thought about this....

[wnjunhui]

GOSE EP. 67 - SURPRISE DON’T LIE #2

Is it really “don’t lie” if jeonghan and seungcheol don't team up? 

bonus:

[aerynwrites]

I promise I’m working on writing things y’all 🥲 the motivation has been just non existent. BUT I’m working on a Ghost x Soap Christmas oneshot that I hope you guys love!

Also working on some requests - I’ve got a lot of them half written just need to finish them off.

[albobeati7]

I am slow and struggling to art, but I still love them sm and I’ll get through this art block FOR THEM!

i will get better at art FOR THEM

[neriyon]

Ffxiv gets stuck in infinite loading screen > force quit > upon relogging my title screen is SHB one??

[ixtail]

um hi i was ukioe i got fucking sniped for some reason lol refollowing mutuals....

[artist-rat]

some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)

[honey-glazed-frogs]

Haven't posted art on here in a hot second lol

[dreamyluigi]

something something luigi doesn't remember the final events of spm or dimentio at all after he's defeated (but mario remembers everything)

[whichcouldmeanothing]

By many names are myself and my companions called. The chosen ones. The program of pilots. I am called the heir of Aqrabus, but also am I called by the name of my friends. I am Evan Kelmp!

Brennan Lee Mulligan as Evan Kelmp Dimension 20: Misfits And Magic Season 2

[vaguely-concerned]

thinking about not only the specific people lucanis pulls in to represent the 'locks' in his psyche, but the storytelling that happens in the structure/order of them. the underlying ideas are presented something like:

the lucanis who went into the ossuary never came back out again; he died down there (the boy caterina raised is gone forever) -> you're putting yourself in danger doing this (by being close to me), you should leave because I can't bear it if you get hurt because of me -> it doesn't matter even if we do try this, it won't work anyway (again because of me) ('you know what he's like, you can open the door but he won't walk through it' :'( oofie doofie) -> what if the real secret is that there was never anything but the monster in here from the beginning. you should leave, there was never anything here worth saving in the first place. (implicitly: what if I deserved what happened, all along.)

it runs pretty cleanly from outward-oriented attachment anxiety ('caterina won't even want me back like this, she won't recognize me (the same way I no longer recognize myself)) and gradually deeper inwards until we reach self-image and self worth. or you know, the harrowing basic lack of it lol.

"careful -- they'll know we're not right," spite says in one of their first scenes... but clearly, some very deep part of lucanis has feared or suspected for much longer than that that there's something inherently not right at the core of him, way before any demon entered the picture. and the voice he gives those lines to is the person who should know him better than anyone in the world, who he has loved more than anyone in the world -- and who deliberately chose to hurt him so horrifically anyway. 'It's better if I'm just a monster and deserved what happened than it is to allow for the idea that the brother I love doesn't really exist and maybe never did'. it's better if he's fundamentally flawed in some way that needed fixing to help him survive, and that's why caterina chose to hurt him again and again -- out of love. (this one I think he might have a very sad wakeup call on one day if he ever ends up with the responsibility and care of a child of his own in some way and realizes just how alien the idea of ever intentionally hurting them for any reason is to him. oh buddy. also interesting that he keeps caterina as the outermost lock -- there IS a distance he keeps there that he hasn't with illario. he doesn't resent her 'anymore' he says, but he also keeps her carefully further away from his deepest self.)

as far as I could tell the only note in the mind prison that's fully hidden and needs to be uncovered is the sad painful helpless stupid little truth that even after all this, even knowing what happened... he still loves his brother. is there anything illario could ever do that would make lucanis completely stop loving him, do you think? sometimes the trouble with unconditional love is that it is, well. unconditional, even when some terms and conditions probably would have been in order haha.

that's the pattern you see there again and again; he would rather destroy and abandon and imprison himself at every turn than let go of love, even when it's just scraps, even when there's only ever enough of it to hurt him. it's only when rook shows up and as it were takes his hand and walks along with him that he can entertain the idea of changing the story of what walking out the door might mean in the end.

[biruesque]

dead end.

[wispurring-moss]

got myself distracted thinking about the Husk's-yaoi-hands-to-Angel's-skinny-lil'-waist ratio again lol 🙈

idk, maybe Husk had a really not-shitty day & was just happy to see his spider again, and Angel was not at all expecting to just get scooped up like he weighs less than air lmao~ 🩷🧡