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i’m sad. but i can’t bring myself to delete this conversation just yet

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jennifer tilly tuesday

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Soul Train dancers (1970s, 1980s, 1990s)

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i know the message of eternal sunshine is that you might think you want to forget but those memories are actually extremely special and worth keeping but no i think i just want to forget like i can’t anymore knowing how happy i was with this person and that i finally got to experience this and still holding onto it what could have been like god i actually just want to forget about it all. i want to forget i even know them because i just feel there’s no way for me to move on because i obviously haven’t done it. or im like almost there then i just remember stuff and my brain just hurts and my heart hurts and i feel extremely weak because i should be over it and moved on. i just want to forget

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its impregnate that man monday ladies and gentlemen.

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I want to tell a story to the artists and would-be artists out there.

When I was 19, I made a large oil painting of the nerd I would eventually marry. I poured all my attention and care into this painting. It's the only art I have from back then that still holds up as a work I'm proud of today.

I entered it into a judged show at the local art center. It got an honorable mention. I went to see the show with my beloved model. One of the judges came up to talk to me, and highlighted that all the judges really liked the painting. It would have placed, except, you see, the feet were incorrect. They were too wide and short, and if I just studied a bit more anatomy-

I called over my future wife, and asked her to take off her shoe. Being already very used to humoring me, she did. The judge looked at her very short, very wide little foot. Exactly as I'd lovingly rendered it. I would never edit her appearance in any way.

The judge looked me in the eye, and to his credit, he really looked like he meant it when he said "Oh I'm so sorry."

Anyways the moral of the story is that all of those anatomy books that teach you proportions are either showing you averages, or a very specific idea of an idealized body. Actual bodies are much more varied than that.

So don't forget to draw from observation, and remember that humans aren't mass produced mannequins. Delight in our variation. Because it's supposed to be there.

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there needs to be a cultural shift in america like im not talking about culture war bullshit i mean the average american needs to learn to care about their community and the rest of the world and not be a self-absorbed asshole with a "fuck you i got mine" attitude.

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Does anyone have this picture

But it’s a parody of Master and Commander’s opening title

I swear I have seen this before and I cannot for the life of me find it

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not to enforce gender roles but a computer should NOT fucking have apps okay. if I wanted an app I'd go on my phone my laptop is for Programs. I mean this.

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@ tsuguaki_abe

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she’s so cute 🤭🤭🤭

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cut sequence from my film

thats ok it wasnt that much work anyway twt / store

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i just want to get over things !!! why is it so difficult. i guess it’s slowly becoming further away. very slowly but still. and everything is seriously changed. and he has changed and i feel like i haven’t changed one bit and it makes me sad as well because i feel like i need to change and grow as well but i haven’t and it just made me feel so disappointed in myself and i am very happy he has changed but i want to change as well because i feel the more he changes and grows while i continue to stay the same the easier it will be to just let me go completely. and i dont want to change for just one person, its for myself but i guess i just feel that everyone is just becoming better and growing and im just …. the same.