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well i did what i said i would and emailed this person. emailing sounds crazy but i just feel like it makes it less urgent / confrontational? than if i would have sent a text. anyway that was last night and he hasn’t reached back out. i dont really expect him too. i guess thats the end really then. time to move on monica

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2019

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im sorry but i miss this person still. i’ve never been in love or lost a relationship like this before so idk i guess its just taking time. like ill be fine then remember what i lost and just get so sad. and ill remember how hurt i was about how it kinda ended. and how much i loved this person and how compatible we were and how close we were and how comfortable i was with him and its just like despite that they just didn’t like me more than to have sex with and that’s all it’s ever gonna have been because they were so quick to remove me from their life once it started changing and ik change is good but if you loved someone you would allow them to be part of that change and he didn’t love me at all and i want to tell him i miss him so much but i know nothing would change because for the months leading up to it he had already left me behind so it’s not like i have something we would go back to im just sad i miss him a lot

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just remembered that how we spend our days is how we spend our lives. 😍fuck

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my life is so …. pointless. idk nothing bad is happening ig but i just can’t find it in me to do something for myself i hardly know anyone no ones ever loved me im just alone i don’t even feel comfortable with my family sigh

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i literally can’t stop crying ….

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breakfasts from clottedblog

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by fox111nko

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Chavarriii “I Pray to Tech” cross necklace composed of vintage tech scrap from the 80s

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Cat Series a series of cats placed on flatbed scanners

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i wish this guy still wanted to be in my life and wanted me in his life. it really is over over

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i’m sad. but i can’t bring myself to delete this conversation just yet

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jennifer tilly tuesday

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Soul Train dancers (1970s, 1980s, 1990s)