#idk what I am
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Okay so I may or may not be questioning my sexuality again
So I like girls. I know this for a fact. I’ve literally always liked girls.
I ALSO have liked guys a few times.
However, i commonly like girls more than guys, as in I develop crushes on girls more easily than guys
It’s less of a preference and more of a “i cannot picture myself marrying a man or having kids with a man”
SO for a little while I thought I was lesbian but I recently realized that I liked a guy so I started identifying as bi
I read somewhere that that’s called being Berrisexual but then I saw somebody saying that it’s valid, and I’ve come to be comfortable with the term “bisexual” and I’m not sure if I’d be comfortable identifying myself as anything else (if that makes sense)
I’ve noticed that I only have crushes on guys that I have a really strong relationship with and somebody said that that means I’m Demisexual but it’s not the same with girls at all
So then I started thinking that I was lesbian again, but then I had another crush on a guy
I don’t know what to do rn omfg
If somebody can help me with this or give me a word for what I’m feeling that’d be really helpful
#bisexual#lesbian#berrisexual#demisexual#idk what I am#lgbtqiia+#lgbtqia#lgbtq#lgbt#love is love#somebody help plz
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Haven’t felt like myself in a long time. I want a space of my own, I’m 25 and I’m more lost than ever.
#Idk what I am#but I have a rough idea of what I wanna be#and I don’t feel close to being that person#Lou rambles#vent art
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Chapters: 4/4
{Summary: In a world plunged into eternal night by the forces of darkness, Barbara Lake fights to survive alongside Walter Strickler, a changeling who once passed as human. After a brutal encounter with monstrous Gumm-Gumms leaves Barbara gravely injured, Walter desperately tries to save her, revealing his deep love for her. Tormented by guilt over his role in her son Jim's death, Walter is determined to protect Barbara, despite the secrets he keeps. Her trust in him gives him the strength to continue, even as the darkness of their world closes in.}
Trigger Warning: Blood, violence, wounds, almost death experience, implied character death.
#barbara lake#walter strickler#stricklake month 2024#stricklake#keenswimmers2024#tales of arcadia#dystopiastricklake!au#idk what i am#i am going insane#just read
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Tempted to start calling my sexuality "Pandora's box" sexuality. (Not as in being attracted to Pandora's box or smth like that, lol). Because simply:
"Whats your sexuality?"
Eh... you wouldn't understand.
"Try me."
You really don't want me to do that.
"Come on, it can't be that bad."
You sure?
"Yes"
Congratulations. You now get to hear every nuance and detail about my sexuality. I'll give you a list of every label I've considered using, as well as the list of reasons why it fits and why it doesn't for each identity. You'll also get fun little anecdotes of moments that made me question, and the questions that shattered my identity. You even get to hear every doubt and insecurity that comes along with this mess of chaos. But be warned of the breakdowns. They are sudden and unpredictable and extremely dangerous. *starts sobbing*
#what am i doing with my life#lgbtq+#lgbt#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+ pride#lgbtq+ positivity#lgbt memes#funny post#dont ask#idk what i just wrote#asexual#aromantic#bisexual#identity crisis#sexuality questioning#lesbian#gay#idk what i am#im some flavor of gay#*shrugs*
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hrngh,,
#🥩.crimson#idk what I am#demon maybe#demonkin#perchance#I'm not human that's for sure#it would maybe make sense for me to be demon if martyr is an angel#we're supposedly two sides of the same coin or whatever
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i'm not diagnosed with autism, but it is highly suspected to be something that i have by everyone around me. one of the biggest things that's been keeping me from really accepting that i may be autistic is that i've always thought i was a really empathetic person!! and even if i had a lot of trouble discerning what emotions other people are feeling, i thought i was still empathetic! and i was explaining this to my friend and she was like, those two things are the same. i was super confused, but apparently empathy is feeling With the other person, not For them. so im sympathetic, not empathetic. and i genuinely had the most . idk. cinematic rerun of my entire life and how i've interacted with anyone ever. i've never had a crazier moment of brain-melting confusion ever. i realized that no, i wasn't very empathetic at all. and then i facetimed my best friend since second grade and she So Casually said, "yeah you've never been a very empathetic person." LIKE HELLO????? THIS IS NEWS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! idk my entire world shifted. i've been acting differently my entire life and i never noticed. was some really really freaky shit to realize.
#parker walks and talks#autism#maybe?#i don't want to say i have it without a medical diagnosis#but it's. so highly suspected.#i also talked with the first friend about how i had to try Really hard#to feel angry With my friend in support of her even tho i didn't really feel mad#and she was like ''that's empathy friend!''#and i was just like. oh!#ok!#idk that experience was so crazy to me#i feel like i was a completely different person this whole time#is this why people don't talk about their issues with me?? because they can sense that i don't fully understand????#i'm genuinely.#idk what i am#i feel weird .
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#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#femcel#female incel#lgbtq#just a girl#bisexual#lesbian#idk what I am#coquette#hell is a teenage girl#loser girl#girl failure
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Black & white yayayay ☺️🤍🎀
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lunch lady said happy birthday to me when i got my free breakfast and i did almost cry
#i just#idk.#something is seriously wrong with me#or maybe im just a *redacted*teen year old girl#girl not girl#idk what i am#i hate myself#sorry i got hacked#kats chattin shit
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emoji kitchen is so silly I love making myself
Me and my other dragons
Blep
Lmao
such a dapper gentlemen
me swimming
#therian#alterhuman#therianthropy#alterhumanity#fox therian#shit posting#shit post#idk man#stupid post#this is a joke#idk#how do i even tag this#dragon kin#dragon therian#idk what I am#I just know I'm a dragon
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i fucking love my wearable blanket shawl thing it makes me feel like i have wings hehe
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Randomly Generated Total Drama Rarepairs!1!!11!1 (ooc post because im bored)
So I made a wheel and spun it a bunch of times and here are the ships I got
Katie x Cody
Gwen x Alejandro
Izzy x Alejandro
Beth x Sadie
Leshawna x Owen
Alejandro x Owen
Ezekiel x Owen
Zeekecest
Noah x Heather
Sierra x Courtney
Beth x Harold
Sadie x Leshawna
Harold x Leshawna
Gwen x Noah
Gwen x Heather
LIndsay x Alejandro
Cody x Tyler
Leshawna x Heather
Ava x Sierra
Idk if I should spin and make more so lmk if u want me to do that
Not Sierra OUT!!!
#total drama#total drama sierra#tdi#tdwt#td noah#cody#total drama cody#total drama ships#gay#lesbians#lesbian#lgbt#total drama shipping#i love men#i love women maybe#idk what i am#i wish there was more gay to balance out with the lesbian#i need more lgbt to balance out the straight smh#gay people are so hot#lesbins are so hot#bi ppl are so hot#i love lgbtq+ people#I AM lgbtq+ people
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The urge to look like the hottest guy
The urge to look like the hottest girl
The urge to look like a hot enby
The urge to be comfortable yet hot
Gender is very complicated
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i can’t help it roronoa zoro is my bi-awakening
#roronoa zoro#the live action one…#i can’t believe this#i’m half lying#idk what i am#but zoro hello you can take me out (in a fight) anytime!!
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Shoutout to trans neutral people, some people are so caught up in pitting transmascs and transfems against each other and I feel like y’all forgot they (we?) exist
#idk what I am#I don’t feel like I’m any of them but actually a secret fourth thing#it’s very confusing to try and place myself in discourse because of it because they just didn’t consider#gnc and nonbinary and intersex people#and it’s painfully obvious
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"Do you like boys or girls?"
Yes.
No?
Probably???
WHAT AM I
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