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bxtsence · 1 year

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After a near death experience that I’ll totally eventually explain someday, Nik actually does end up turning into a full fledged vampire. As a person with a stubborn survivor mindset, he was just happy to be alive after everything was said and done, and uses his newfound powers to his full advantage. His stand gains more strength and speed because of it. Despite having gone through a lot, somehow this guy never gives off any indication that it phased him. Don’t get me wrong, it has affected him deeply. He just has really good coping skills and knows who to go to when he needs to vent.

#;outofgoth #;nikazzurro #idk thinking about this guy tonight #he needs some attention #💀 {With a rebel yell: Nik}

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words-writ-in-starlight · 1 year

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You could say that I have strong feelings about this ongoing debate

#critical role #we can all have coffee on Ludinus' grave and debate the nature of morality until we're blue in the face. but priorities.#cr spoilers #bell's hells #HHHHHHH false dichotomies are not a friend #the choice is not a binary Gods Or Predathos #and you should not pick Predathos just because you don't like the other option!!!!!#anyway i have uhhhh 15 memes that i made tonight because that is who i am as a person #also. also. hey. guys. everybody.#if your philosophical debate is leading you to go 'idk maybe the murderers are onto something'#boy HOWDY you better have the information to back that up!#the thing is I'm not mad this devate is happening i think it's very realistic that people would get caught up in this debate given the given #i have just painstakingly cultivated the ability to have an argument and i have strong feelings about rhetoric #[bangs on a pot lid with a spoon] CONSIDER ALL ANGLES BEFORE YOU DOUBLE DOWN ON A POSITION #if you're curious #yes i am EXACTLY like this in a real life argument i have been told i am infuriating to argue with #both because of my love of Sources and because of my need to be absolutely dead sure of something before i get in a fight about it #which have the annoying tendency to make me like. not lose a lot of fights.

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atopvisenyashill · 16 days

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not people calling george unprofessional for his post my god will u bitches never stop dickriding for this corporation is the man who created these characters not allowed to have an opinion on the way they’re adapting his work. they’re HIS characters!

#like idk i actually think defending hbo in this case is insane & greatly misunderstands what it’s like to be an author #also…he was Clearly mad about the way these changes affect helaena #i need u guys to be serious #anyways i showed up for the bus like 20 minutes early if u have any pressing questions ask now #otherwise one of my faves might get evicted tonight and i have no idea how it’s gonna go do but i Will be bb posting exclusively lol #getting on my soap box #like this genuinely annoyed me. this is why u don’t clock ‘see post anyway’ on people whose names you’ve blacklisted

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spidehpig · 4 months

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price the kinda guy to fuck the wife of some colonel he hates

#the corporal is a prick and he thinks he’s an incompetent clown #doesn’t like having to occasionally take orders from the guy so he starts fucking the dude’s wife about it idk #it’s really not his fault that the guy is incompetent in every aspect of his life including keeping his wife happy #she was practically begging for him to drag her off to the bathroom and fuck her on the sink at that stupid military banquet #almost ruined his nice military dress the way she was clawing at his back when he came inside her :(#sorry in a gross old man price mood tonight #cod #price #ignore the fact i said corporal first lmao. i actually hate the military so idk which one outranks captain but you get the point

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hauntingblue · 5 months

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Stampede aka another episode of luffy turning haters into dick riders just with his kind and big heart

#i might understand all the robin law fanfare... its been 26 minutes of stampede......#frobin reigns supreme imo still.....#VICEADMIRAL MOMONGA TOCAME LA PORONGA??? HELLO #THE LOG POSE TO LAUGH TALE???? and hancock arrived ❤️❤️#usopp saving luffh omg.....#blonde buggy..... why are we doing this to out beautiful women...#fujitora is on his own frequency... here you go a meteorite.. whatever happens to all of you and our troops happens goodbye #mihawk intervened bc zoro couldn't do it omg.... nami keep watch he is going to end it all tonight jesus #also persona following mihaw for a second movie ajdjaks.... i love them together honestly #brosalino is the kuma guy's uncle????? nepotism......#calling this guy the heir of the demon.... taking blame off ace akdjsksn.... you know whats funny in movies garp is very like thoughtful and #comprehensive of others peoples issues and then you get to how he raised luffy and like.... wouldn't that have been good there....#and with ace too lmao.... i mean he didnt have abandonment issues but just wait and see to a 10yo asking if he is worthy of living idk...#i get the meaning of it and what he meant but we all know ace didnt get that at the time until luffy got there #usopp.... see how when oda writes the movies it feels different.... first steong world with namo and now stampede with usopp...#the relationship moments really hit.. i was gonna comment about zoro and the cursed sword but that was just focusing on him #well this one wasnt written by oda but supervised i will take it....#hina taking the kids aldjakskal...... smoker and hina best straight ship behind frobin imo..... baby 5 x sai number 3 spot #sabo....... actually thank you bc smoker thinks he can take anybody #hancock and buggy AJSJAKAKLQQ omg usopp dont cry....... luffy will KILL that guy for making usopp feel like that lmao YEAAAH!!!!!#law smoker sabo the luffy lover squad..... each in their own way lmao #hancock its been so long how are you <3 omg law what are you doing here <3 my brother sabo hello.#crocodile made the plan of course.... luffy lover member too #usopps bullets omg....#sanji and zoro against lucci omg..... YEAAAHHHH #wait a second straw hat crew costume by uniqlo design team??? THE DRIP!!!#luffy seeing ace beside luffy with the fire goodbye.... he is EVERYWHERE #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

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breadandblankets · 8 months

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duke and damian are old man friends But they are transmasc old man friends And they are Different about it

damian is more on the nonbinary end, not that he knows that yet, but has some weird hang ups about masculinity, duke is definitely a man but exceedingly comfortable in his own skin, playing with presentation and making it a show

#duke thomas #damian wayne #batfam #bread talk #talking with luc about the batgenders #duke to me is the kinda guy who really vibes with “as far as im concerned all dressing is crossdressing”#hes a man but hes getting manipedis with his mom hes dressing like rainbow throw up #damian takes a While to warm up to dukes idea of masculinity #dami invents a flavor of toxic masculinity for himself and no one else #anyway damian is a Proper Gentleman™®©#no he does Not want his nails painted oo wait thats a pretty color #idk im thinking about shades of masculinity tonight

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perilegs · 1 month

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sometimes when a con is coming up my coworkers and hang out after work at some space at our workplace making our cosplays which is great and chill bc i love doing my crafts in an environment where i feel at ease. anyways. one of them needs to look after her cat and she suggested that we do our thing at her place. which. yeah ofc! but also day instantly ruined from slight deviation to plans. i was supposed to go home. grab my materials. eat. grab an energy drink to go and drink it while sitting on the floor of a meeting room doing stuff to foam clay. but now i have to go to someone's house. i havent been there before. i am not at ease at anyone's house almost ever. i will be too anxious to get shit done. i will not be able to enjoy my energy drink as i dont want to be sipping it at someones House yknow. and i'm also terrified of being in the way or in someone's turf when im not at all familiar with the place. i cant sit on the floor at someones fancy home idk if i can manage working under conditions that aren't shrimp pose.

#i will be SO brave tonight at the cost of my social battery #which is fine ig since i dont have work tomorrow. just fun things.#but friday and saturday will b suuper busy as there's a music festival i actually enjoy and im going there with 2 friends 2nd year in a row #which will also be fun #but draining #but not so draining that it would require anything more than sleeping in on sunday #anyways do you guys think i should finally do something about my social anxiety #i mean i should and i could bc of work healthcare but idk how to do that #i need a step by step #and i cant get one bc ill just get a ''just call there''#which. i can do phonecalls nowadays. but i will not be able to say anything i want to so i will need to prepare #anyways welcome to my anxiety rant i will now go back to editing on the clock lmao #leevi talks

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sleepii247 · 29 days

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Instant regret

I'm nervous now

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0rchidm4ntis · 3 months

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Currently working on my artfight profile, im mostly going to upload my own OCs but I saw that AU versions of pre existing characters were allowed as well. Would anyone here want me to add my selkie silver and malleus designs to my profile?

#mica rambles #twst #twisted wonderland #selkie au #if you followed me for that and thought i forgot about it. sike i actually think about them everyday #i thought it could be fun since a lot of people seemed to enjoy them last year #and maybeee some of you guys might have been interested in drawing them yourself. perhaps 👀#now would be your perfect chance AND i would 100% go insane in your comments if you were to make something👍#idk food for thought #ill probs share my profile later tonight after finally uploading my OCs so keep your eyes peeled for that!

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bsaka7 · 7 months

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the wild play... tumblrs favorite team today (?)

#oh no me and k r gonna be enemies tonight... my hockey tutor....! what can i do 😭😭😭#im kinda excited (mostly bc it's at a good time for me) i hope we make quinn hughes miserable i like that one pic of him.#hock.txt #ok actually if u made me rank 'which teams r most popular based on the random sample size of my dash'#it would probably be 1) penguins 2) toronto 3) Canucks 4) maybe just giroux on their own #ranking obviously not including my beloved 1 isles superfan (sez) and the wild. for whom i think i follow like six blogs but im kinda bad #at finding people #Honestly the individual fandom bit with some of these guys i see sort of remind me of f1 #Weird meld b/w my sports fandom experience. And also they're ON ICE SKATES.#Oh I forgot about the oilers. Connor. Mcdavid team. Do ppl like them or do they just like Connor mcdavid. Idk

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foxgloveinspace · 7 months

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YES:

-you enter the church.

-there’s a man on the left hand side, tucked behind a piano that’s facing out.

-he is the only thing you can see on that side of the church, though you don’t look around yet, your eyes can not leave him just now.

-despite the fact that he has many candles on top of it, you can not see inside his hood, even with the golden glow.

-you can tell the song is coming from him, but it didn’t get louder when you walked into the room, though it has been accompanied by the piano, instead of just his voice.

-he doesn’t seem bothered by your presence.

-you can feel eyes on your back.

-do you turn around?

-yes -no

#my art #sleep token #house of sleep #<new tag for this AU. but I am thinking of making a side blog for it let me know what you guys think?? can ask me questions about it and #stuff over there but some of them might go unanswered haha #idk. I’m having fun #very much so #once again enjoy my child like scibbles lmao.#this is NOT his altar piano this is the worship piano.#jsyk…#posting and going to bed again *kissing muhw sound* good night!#I did a lot tonight actually. drew this wrote a huge chunk of a chapter of a fic I’ve had writers block for for months. wow

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theragamuffininitiative · 2 months

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#i think you all should know that (largely in my absence) i have #become decidedly.....not bashful about approaching peeps i want to talk to....at least online #bc for some reason you guys think i'm ok and i think you all are really cool #and i love that about you. about people. in general. humans. bless. and i want to acknowledge that #so yes i will randomly leave replies and asks bc i think this life is too harsh to not #take the moments we feel like acknowledging one another and complimenting each other and wishing one another well #that is the best part about it #(i'm still working on translating this to in person #where i am much more awkward but also like most of awkwardness is being afraid to connect #and once you kind bulldoze your way through it while focusing on being kind and focusing on the other person #you realize you're way less awkward than you think #and even the awkwardness itself is beautiful and human and worth embracing and growing through #the last two people i verbally apologized to for being awkward #-which really only translates to not knowing either them or myself or both well enough to be comfortable within our own boundaries-#both looked at me in complete surprise and told me i was not being awkward #so. idk where this ramble is going #but i'm being very outgoing and friendly on tumblr dot com tonight #bc i'd rather learn something about someone and their life and experience than be worried about what they think about me #ragamusings in the tags

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simelune · 1 year

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💭 hmmm venting in tags.

but im very curious what you guys think about the phrase/idea "you can't love someone else until you love yourself"???

#this guy i was in a vc with earlier tonight said he ended a “relationship” with someone bc it seemed like they didnt care abt themself #theres obviously a lot i dont know about the situation so i cant comment on it too much #but there was one thing he said that i have always hated #'you cant love someone else until you love yourself'#i ended up having a whole journal session abt this phrase lmao #it's strange bc i dont believe that idea at all #i have loved people with my whole being who have in turn made me love myself more/want to take care of myself #i also feel like it's like......... it furthers this idea that u are undeserving of love?#im not sure how to properly explain it LMAO #like. there are things about myself i dislike... but i see them in other people and i think oh #maybe i will like these things abt myself #and maybe the idea applies differently in terms of when wanting to enter a relationship w someone #but hes also studying to be a therapist so. idk #no further comments on that #ANYWAY!!#personal #if anyone reads all this im curious to know what you think abt the phrase

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clippedionianvowels · 2 years

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Rimmer: You’re in his DMs. I’m sending him messages from beyond the grave. We are not the same.

Kochanski: You’re literally just writing ‘Stop putting the empty milk carton back in the fridge’ on post-it notes. It only counts as ‘beyond the grave’ because you’re a hologram.

Rimmer: WE ARE NOT THE SAME

#reader: they were the same #red dwarf #Arnold Rimmer #kristine kochanski #Rimmer/lister #idk I’m just thinking about the deliberate narrative foils of Kochanski and Rimmer tonight #well no I say ‘deliberate’ but… kind of yeah?#*collects narrative foils like sweet wrappers*#you’re in his dms meme #this meme is ancient but still infinitely funny to me #hey guys can you tell I’m unemployed

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tommygettingwrittenoff · 1 month

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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun #and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel #and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation #after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free #oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date #nah man. itll be fine #and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi #and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and #buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine #the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies #shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains #and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs #and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes #and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a #panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye #he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and #oh.

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guesswhosaninja · 2 months

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do you ever hear the phrase "I was so scared of wasting a day that I nearly wasted my life" and have it haunt you for a month

there are so many times I've felt like I simply lost years, and you'll finally do something and realize you spent six months saying "I should do that soon" without doing anything or "I should get back to that" each day for months on end

#this post is primarily about a mix of gender and writing stuff #but there's also a lot recently where I've felt like I came to thinking when did it become too late to do anything #I spent the last 8 months unsure what was happening with hrt treatment and it took 10 minutes to get the next process to start happening #instead of waiting unsure #(to be fair my doctor was just On Leave for 4 of those months but still)#and likewise it has been six months since I properly worked on my novel and it kills me inside not doing so #but it's also about like #idk missing people that just kind of drift away and u never really noticed when it just kind of happened and suddenly its been forever #it is a Rough Melancholy Evening #and while this is also celebrating the fact I did get the hrt ball rolling again #and trying to really pump myself up to return to The Shape of a Lie to finish a shareable draft with my friends #I think I spent a lot of July just kind of mourning many months of these things being on standby because I was afraid of wasting a day #and wasted half a year again #anyway love u guys I had a little bit to drink at a work party tonight and it made me sad and reflective lmao <3

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