i dont really like how this turned out but. oh well i guess. in my defense idk how to draw fire lmao
Angel belongs to @carrotkicks, check their stuff out its super cool :)
alternate version under the cut. cw eyestrain, kinda? not really idk
i dont know what im doing lmao but my brother liked this one better
maybe i'll draw gray next time? sure i'll think about it
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hi saint <3 glad youre feeling better!
sending this again just incase it got eaten but i MUST know the main cast's bust/waist/hip measurements!!!!! for science. :]
MWAH keep taking care of yourself 🐶
✦゜ANSWERED: PUBBY!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!! I'm glad to see you ^^ and I hope you're takin care of yourself as well!!
Ren: B: pillow sized :) (41") W: 37" H: 39"
Moth: B: DD cup (unless binding) W: 43" H: 45"
Violet: B: B cup W: 34" H: 36"
Elanor: B: DD cup W: 35" H: 38"
Conan: B: No tiddie </3 (39") W: 38" H: 38"
Jae: B: B cup (unless binding) W: 36" H: 37"
Leon: B: Absolutely no tiddies in sight (37") W: 37" H: 38"
Teo: B: wooden pillow sized :( (41") W: 40" H: 41"
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While it’s fresh on my brain: the thing that rlly gets me about the Jason-Cass twin theory is the fact that if it were true, the one who was raised without knowledge of his legacy ended up being the one to follow in his parents footsteps, while the one who was raised with the expectation of following said legacy completely rejected her destiny. And THATS why I’m gonna risk it all to make it a thing when I break into detective comics comics
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Why does knowing I have DID because ✨DID Problems✨ make said problems both less and more Terrifying.
Like I know what it is and how to cope. I'm getting really good at it in fact.
But also these are like. Problem problems. I dunno if we can counsel ourselves outta this one gang..
Blogging time! Cuz like yeah it's objectively weird but just another Sunday for us lmao
Like tell me why, when we headed back to work shortly after hanging out with a friend, "we" briefly couldn't even remember who we hung out with. Except now that I know what's going on, I realize when I'm not fronting. This other alter fronted by surprise, probably because we were deciding where to work tonight.
Like cool I know why I was so out of it but still Doing Things but the WHY there makes things. So incredibly complicated for me. And bro felt baaaaad like shit he didn't remember jack. Because duh the Guy Who Was Not There fronted only after the other human is Gone. Some alters just can't help but mask and it's not good for us so they don't front with others around, you know the basics lol
And why do we feel like a bad friend even though we remember them perfectly clearly now. We remember them, but we had to consciously communicate it... To someone else in our own head... Like a thought-game of telephone? And like u know what it's like to think u can feel your brain working, and mine's like "compartmentalize or else." Whoops! Having fun? Many people wanna share front? Gonna slice up the memories! Oh you're conscious of this process? Amnesia. Get shadow realmed bitch you're not about to come into contact with something you shouldn't be reminded of. DAMN being wired for Living is so cool actually but also mom pick me up I'm scared (picks myself up). We always remember after a moment or two, which is why we never used to suspect amnesia to begin with. I will never understand why latching onto guilt for every little thing seems to be hardwired into our being.
It's up and down really, and makes socializing tough even though we love interacting with our friends so much. And Idk we always have really good communication when we're happy (and high ngl) but sometimes if we're alone we connect a lot of dots and don't know what to do with them. Silly funny interesting things and not something legit keeping me too dissociated to drive lmaoooo good thing we're freelance
BUT because we stopped, we saw a raccoon skitter across the ground. I love raccoons, they're cute. We were just thinking about them earlier. Makes up for the Horrors I think.
Tryna make some more money before bed but my phone is crying "no signal" despite working on certain apps. Guess I'm being forced to chill for a second. We're doing just fine and hopefully have a whole new job soon. We saw a magazine at the store that had part of the title obscured and all that remained visible was "your mind works." I think I'll take that as a good sign because uh it sure does! We deal we deal.
Being myself is the best advice I ever actually followed but damn this is difficult.
So yeah internal communication is a fuck. But less so than it used to be.
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okay last post before i decide on what im going to do for the next couple hours but old lady crafting club is tomorrow and i don't have a crochet project decided on yet still fsdjkl
my options for continuing on WIPs are: dragonscale dice bag, isopod amigurumi, or a little stuffed pokeball
or if i want to start a new project instead of completing a WIP: strawberry hat i'm going to make for a friend, hand warmers/fingerless gloves, polar bear amigurumi, and idk if i have yarn for these (definitely not enough for a the second) but i also would like to make a junebug beetle amigurumi and a hood/scarf/hat combo garment thing
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is anyone having the same problem of tumblr deleting your most used tags from time to time so you have to type them again, or it just hates me 💀
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I really need to sort out my blog's theme and tags at some point because it's driving me crazy and I need a reason to learn html and what better reason than to better display mariks face on my lil blog ig
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