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Evan Rosier would have performed illegal abortions in a clinic he ran in his basement
#i honestly have no idea where this came from#but it felt right#idk maybe this is a little nuts#but he ate for this idc#pro choice evan is real#he also had a 97 percent success rate#evan rosier#marauders#marauders era
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illario + lucanis growing up together means a lot for obvious reasons ofc like the fact they did not have to go through the dellamorte villa torment nexus alone really helps. immediately from the moment they are taken to that house, lucanis has had something to protect and love. the snark and jokes that they share in wigmaker job finally having a chance to shine outside of the only person lucanis is socialised with and he learns that wow, he's actually likable. because up until this point everyone around him calls him a demon and is freaked out by him but ofc the veilguard only know him as lucanis "he banished harding from the kitchen" dellamorte. sure he's a big bad crow assassin but his reputation simply does not carry that much weight with people who are just equally deranged (maybe a de riva rook but that's also a little different) . and then he's able to share and extend that love with his new friends, and able to try being something that he's not had the chance to before, and his goodness is actively encouraged rather than being an unfortunate sidequest that is tolerated. and i fondly think also of how much of that humor is copied and mirrored off illario ("shoulders....... feeling tight...... need a ..... MASSAGE!") and it's his best experiences with illario that turned him into the man he is. wish the game explored this just a little more because the betrayal would have been made a lot more intense if they had just bothered to show any of illario's redeeming qualities. he has them!!!!! nobody is just born a traitor. you have to love someone before they can become that.
#not sure where i was going with this one#just thinking of the differences in the way lucanis is in wigmaker and in veilguard#particularly with how.. jokey he is i guess. that was much more illario#anyways sorry i need to keep posting about him but i also dont want to start cornplating#'you're the vengeancey one!' 'a funny little dog' 'usually its just death' etc. that was all illario#not that lucanis is not funny in wigmaker just.... i dont know. it manifests differently. he's taunting and sarcastic#anyways. sorry. i have to lie down#its a point ive made before and the point was supposed to be illario's obvious influence on lucanis#but . idk. i dont know if thats clear. anyways#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#txt#and then ofc how lucky lucanis was to have the veilguard while illario's self inflicted fucking torment nexus made his life worse#thinking of that one post. one of my mutuals made and ive lost to my likes. where it was like#if illario just had one positive relationship outside of this shit where he felt valued and loved and received this attention#then he would not have turned out the way he did. which i honestly believe is true lol#lucanis is 'obligated' to love him. the same way they're both raised to believe family is everything and the way they're obligated to-#-love caterina. having an outsider actually care for him for no reason other than being illario could have actually fucking like#fixed this. and i hesitate to say 'power of friendship' 'dick so good it saved him' 'post nut clarity' etc etc but ITS JUST.#MAYBE HE DESERVES SOME COMPANIONSHIP THATS NOT THE CROWS. THE SAME THING THAT LUCANIS GOT. THATS ALL
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Moon 36
Moon 35 | Moon 36 bonus
#chasingmoon#clangen#chasinglore#dewcff#cranecff#mintcff#epicff#mothcff#CAN EVERYTHING STOP HAPPENING AT ONCE no#SO hello epilogue goodbye quiver#guys i did not wanna kill her the game fuckin killed her!!!#and with both moth and crane fighting rogues at the border#crane sharpening her claws#moth in a bad mood#and THEN BOTH OF THEM RUNNING INTO A LONER ON PATROL THAT THEY CHASE OFF?? AND THEN QUIVER DYING??#they fucking killed quiver the little nut cases#when i tell you that these kits were not raised right THEY WERE NOT RAISES RIGHT#the timing is so bad you all have no idea its so bad im loosing it#anyway can we stop inviting cats to the clan we already had mint why is epi here too#(i say as if he doesn't delight me)#this wasn't evern everythign that happened that moon but its as much as i have the damn energy to draw#(maybe a binus page later with the cute shit dew and mint did while training idk)#anywayss um everyone is questioning soots leadership and going behind his back :/
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If I weren't so familiar with "The Rime of the Ancient Mariner," I think I would be able to appreciate "The Albatross" off the new album a whole lot more. Like, "peace" is a top three song for me off folklore and I just love the conversation those two songs are having, the storytelling choice to use third person, some of the instrumentation. But she does the least interesting possible thing with the allusion.
It's super clear that Taylor hasn't actually read the Rime and is just going off the general cultural idea of what the albatross is supposed to represent. Given that the allusion is basically the entire premise of the song, this is really disappointing. Especially on an album called "The Tortured Poets Department."
#i kinda want to do a tier ranking or something of literary allusions in Taylor Swift songs#spoiler alert: a lot of them are not great#i love her so so very much but i think she would really benefit from a few college level English classes#idk. i really love the rime and you guys know i love the albatross as a symbol even more#she could've gotten a really interesting and nuanced song by exploring the image a little bit further#reading the poem maybe a commentary idk#also the 'eve got bitten' line is driving me nuts. she didn't get bitten that didn't happen#cmon girl#pontifications and creations#tay tay
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that would be such a wild meet ugly w bkg, like you're crying in the bathroom like you said n the groom barges in n you both start fighting loudly again n bkg tells him to leave you alone n tells his groomsmen to take him away then he tells everyone to go home bc the wedding is over n everyone is like wtf is going on?? n your bridesmaids are like "should we stay n help" n bkg is like "no i'll take care of it" n suddenly it ends with you in your mascara tear stained face, wedding dress all a mess n so dirty at mcdonald's with a pro hero sitting in front of you just staring n making sure ur okay n everyone wondering what went on lollll
RIGHT?!?!
And It's sooooo not Bakugo's bag but for some reason he feels so... not exactly obligated but... that it's the right thing to do to stay, buy you food, and help you pick up all the pieces.
He even helps you out of your dress, lets you wrap up in his spare coat and some pajama pants a bridesmaid left in your get-ready room. You cry when you see the empty venue and all the wilting flowers, but he helps you through that, too, holding you like he's known you for years, mumbling about how "you're never gonna get over it unless you do the work yourself."
He even picks out one of the nicest remaining flowers of your bouquet to send home with you that night, not to remember the day by, but to remember the good that came out of it: you were spared from marrying a "fuckin' loser extra," and you met him, and that can't be all bad, right?
(I think it's a little cliche to say you fall in love that exact night and he leaves you with his number... but you see him again, for sure, maybe dropping off some of your, now unneeded, wedding favors as a thank you gift for him to share with his staff at his agency (which was NOT hard to find, nor to gain entrance to)...
And there you are walking into his office only to be met by a whole handful of little sidekicks, going, "look, guys! It's the bride! It's Dynamight's bride!" as they're all so excited to finally meet the person in the pictures that were taken for the paper, of you and Bakugo sitting in that McDonald's, crying.)
#bakugo#definitely a 'WE'VE HEARD SO MUCH ABT U SITUATION' and ur like.. u have?????#and they're already come up with a whole love story for you guys that makes both u and bakugo heat up like OVENS#trying to deny the connection#its so funny tho bc bakugo refuses to eat any of the little chocolates and champagne with your ex-fiances name on it#and u catch him trying to get rid of those pieces and it makes ur heart kinda hurt in a good way#so maybe u leave ur number with HIM#and he goes nuts trying to work up the nerve to call u#and its all so EMBARRASSING LOL BUT I LOVE IT#but ur def dynamight's bride like thats ur pap name for the rest of time#ur wedding announcement in some tabloid is the picture of u sitting together next to your official photo for the public#IDK I HOPE THIS IS OKAY#caitie things#anon#gen
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it is genuinely crazy how little doctors tell u abt procedures before they do them, it should be explained wtf something is before they do it like ask if the patient actually knows what x procedure entails and what it will be like before subjecting them to it
#fucking nuts#i straight up didnt realize biopsy entailed slicing My Flesh Off until they had uh. done it sent me home n i took my bandaid off a few days#later . and i was like oh. theres like a hole in me#bc i thought itd just be like freezing off a wart! not slicing my whole me up!#and the quote Little Pinch On Your Cervix unquote planned parenthood told me vis a vis getting n iud put in was fucking BULLSHITTTT#THAT SHIT WAS THE WORST PAIN IVE FELT IN MY LIFE#AND IVE WALKED ON A BROKEN FOOT FOR A WEEK AND HAD AN OVARIAN CYST WITHOUT KNOWING IT#WHATEVER HAPPENED TO INFORMED CONSENTTTT#anyway. im like a fairly educated individual so if this is how it is for Me i can only imagine what its like for other ppl!!!!#like im not a doctor or anything but i have interest in medical history and disease and epidemiology and shit#and i listened to a whole 2 hr podcast on skin cancer so its not like idk abt the mechanisms and shit#but. itd be nice to know. if im gonna get cut up yknow .#i straight up didnt even see like the scalpel or razor or whatever they used 😭😭😭#maybe its bc it was on me back so that added a layer of fuckery to this all but. my point stands.#a2t#text
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ngl I kinda want to give d’alia a more fucked up pixie cut than what she already has going on during HW
#like even all choppy and spiky it looks too nice. you get me right#considering she hacked off her hair on the run with alphi and tataru to ‘disguise’ herself after the banquet#and maybe reshaped it a little once in ishgard#but not enough to really recover the signs that she had a mental breakdown and went nuts with a knife. you know. idk#dani.txt#oc: d'alia liveq#a realm reborn spoilers
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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this#i’m so TIRED of themmmm#i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS#i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face#i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut#but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad#my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there#my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic#like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over#it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity#oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too#like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face#now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter#like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it#i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it#and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about#but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention#y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation#the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid#bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented#even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch#i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years#there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH
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the intimacy of the memory fragments + the mind connection with solas is nuts to me
#I do ponder how much solas can see of rook’s mind and memories with the connection#beyond the obvious of influencing what they see of varric#it’s more about what he can see of their mind. what bits and pieces can he puzzle over#if it’s curiosity or the desire to poke around to manipulate them#not stepping into if he would actually do such things#the communal metaphorical shoving one’s hands into each others guts#yeah Eshka you get to know of the sin solas committed against the titans#solas you get to know all the grimy details Eshka remembers of the night she was taken in by the crows#why she is terrified of dark narrow spaces#the small little place in her head where the last fragments of home live#the farm and the barn with the horses. the attic and the straw. the yarrow and lilac and lavender#adding onto this but I’m still kinda nuts over the image of solas#poking into her dream and finding her laying in the tall grass#and how she looks so much younger until she opens her eyes#and the frown comes back. the dark circles and the faint lines of age#idk maybe solas was a bit in love w eshka but. you know#datv#owen plays dragon age#oc: eshka#veilguard spoilers
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#the 100#FOOD POLL#i was tempted to add Jobi Nuts but that seemed like a bad idea 😂🌰😵💫#chocolate cake is hard to beat but maybe Murphy's cooking?#new planet's tomatoes??#idk!#pollskt#(adding some skyring delicacies bc that happened in the blip in 608 and I love that happy little homey planet 🩵)
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#cacnea#i like how this guy rolls around everywhere. i don't understand the like. holes on their face. kinda makes me feel like they're a skeleton#which i don't *think* is the vibe nintendo was going for? and rock-type is a little bit nuts. honestly. sudowoodo syndrome#something about the face makes me think it'd be a ghost-type. it really just looks undead to me. skeleton. zombie. i dunno why#dunno. but i like how you could kick them around like a soccer ball and they'd probably be fine with it. maybe. probably. hopefully#any cacnea out there please let me know if i could kick you around like a soccer ball and if it would hurt or be uncomfortable#hi this is me from the cacturne post THIS THING IS NOT A ROCK-TYPE?? WHY DID I THINK IT WAS#i have NO idea but i checked for cacturne and realized that it wasn't. it's just. grass. which is what i would expect. i have no idea#it might be because i saw it use rollout once or twice as a kid and i was not very smart as a kid when i played pkmn sapphire??? idk#but here's me from the next day clearing up THAT misinformation
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* i should do something with my incorrect predictions one day . i have . at least two . hm . goes to tags
#lob prattle#one was that the patana's fridge segment in s4 wouldve been a running “oh nuts we're out of news . um . patana we need to fill time show th#viewers your fridge“ ”well. there is a Single Leek in there since my uncle doesnt pay me . and an egg that went bad a month ago“#the other was that for some reason cachirula's evil plan in the movie wouldve included making merch of juanin#profiting off it and then turning the juanin dolls into little evil troopers#i have literally no clue where this one came from . maybe a dream (i had a dream where i was juanin and cachirula started a musical number#and also started chasing me)#(this was way before i watched the movie)#<- actually maybe it was from an au? its such a foggy memory idk man . maybe this was a sgt frog plot i subconsciously referenced#i guess my whole theory that jackson aceituno got killed at war and had to be replaced by vladimiro in s4 counts too#OH and i thought bc of la desgracia ajena that at rhe end of the movie they were gonna banish cachirula#as if she was some sort of freaking ancient evil#that needed to be contained so she wouldnt do Cachirula Things
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Watching Avatar the Last Airbender...
Politely reminded of the time people wanted my head because I said that ATLA ruined storytelling because some people can't fucking think critically of media before trying to tell you what's so good about it.
I LOVE AtLA! Adore it! But like.... A majority of people watched Zuko switch sides and said, "Damn... What if we redeemed ALL the villains?" Without realizing Zuko wasn't a true villain in need of redemption.
But... The Redemption Game isn't truly JUST the fault of AtLA... There was a shift in the Moral of the Story. Idk how to explain it bc I'm half asleep, but like...
#Steven Universe is a prime example of why Redemption isn't always the Best Idea#i also have beef with people trying to 'make the next Avatar'... You dont even understand WHY you like it!#hell#My Little Pony didn't start redeeming it's villains until it became Vogue to do so#and so#Starlight Glimmer gets a redemption she doesn't deserve (she deserves Tartarus) and is free to continue to abuse people#BUT#towards the end of the series (after it found the plot again due to assholes BEGGING for 'world bulding' that wasn't really necessary)#a fucking FIRST grader (who's crimes were definitely NOT as bad as Starlights) goes to Tartarus?#idk why people think everything needs a fully fleshed out world to exist in#maybe that was AtLA too... Except Avatar was SET UP to EXPLORE THE WORLD#shows like MLP:FiM were NOT set up for a world outside of Canterlot and Ponyville (and the one-off cities)#you dont need a fully realized world. you don't need explanations for everything!#Harry Potter ruined media too (except like... JKR also sucks ass and that sours HP but like)#idk#im rambling#i should write an essay and let it rot on my hard drive#i wish people would just accept that their favorite media isn't perfect#and I wish people would allow open discussions or criticisms without trying to fucking DOX people and threaten them#discussion can be fun!!!#it can be fun to dissect and analyze and defend media!#people are way too parasocial and overprotective of their favorite media#we need to be able to have discussions (This can be said about Real Life things but I DIGRESS)#im not fucking tagging this#bc I WILL get internet killed bc people are fucking nuts#*screaming*
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why did mxtx give us all that (the whole yunmeng shuangjie sacrifices thing) but not chengxian
#like actually bc wy didnt change his ways after resurrection#he just. gained a rich enabler who wont say shit#pls like did he emotionally mature at all hes just running again!! and his husband is chill w it!!!#it is the perfect setup to reconcile but nooooo#we cant have growth in this household#chengxian#imagine if wy learnt to take things seriously and value himself#and maybe recognize jc as his own person#and jc gets to idk mellow out a little bc he doesnt have to be so emo abt his shixiong anymore#or be under stress that makes him go nuts#bc he has his second in command back#idkkkkk i feel like the plot doesnt make sense w wx endgame srry
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hey how do you forgive yourself for doing something something you feel is irrevocably embarrassing even though you know you can do anything you want forever
like how do you unlearn that shame
#jesus christ#i did something last night and i'm having the most horrifying sense of “post-nut clarity” that i have in a WHILE#and i didn't even get to nut like#rragahRAGSJKDLF i've been pacing around my kitchen trying to find the strength to make breakfast and finding none cause i'm so tired and#like. anxious over this harmless thing that i went out and did and i know its harmless and i know its private to me and no one else's#business and there are other people out there that also do this thing and it's not harming anyone so i should be fine#but like?????? trauma fuckin sucks man i hate this shit#i can wholeheartedly let adults do what they want forever as long as its not harmful cause it's their choice to do that#but the second that adult becomes me i can't?? my brain won't fucking let me#i'm gonna make myself a coffee and take a nap i can't do this shit anymore#maybe watch some youtube to drown it out#maybe animate. i mean i'm in the right headspace for a little vent animation that's for fucking sure#idfk#rant#rant in tags#i'm like genuinely asking for advice on how to help with this but also if you can't say anything helpful leave me tf alone please#i wanna disappear for a day or two#or forever idk
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i'm going to SCREAM
#tm#you don't get how UNHINGED this makes me it's SO#like he's been out all day trying to track down this missing kid (as part of her case too; to give her another avenue against volker)#and they have their little catch up and at first he's concerned (she's been at this all day and now into the night too#and he GETS it - in a way maybe other people wouldn't - but he doesn't want her to burn herself out; he wants her to be careful#maybe he's about to tell her a version of 'get some sleep')#but then she talks about amanda and it makes me NUTS because she does NOT ask for his help#she doesn't ask him to stay; to read the files with her; to 'burn the midnight oil' with her#she's just...stating her case; explaining why this means so much to her; and he listens; he takes it in; and he makes the choice to help#to sit in this with her and to help her work through it#and i just -- neither of them will ask the other for help (yes i know she did at the end of the last episode the context is different ok)#but they're both so quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) desperate to help each other it makes me sick#it's so interesting to see how they deal with this as the show goes on....idk how to explain it but like#when jane needs help he closes himself off; he keeps secrets and he schemes and he lies ('let me help you' 'you're sweet')#because he's trying to keep the people he cares about - the people he never planned on caring about as much as he does - safe#even as he shares more with lisbon (and sometimes the rest of the team) he still doesn't share everything#because that puts them at risk#and that's what lisbon used to do to - in the earlier seasons she put up walls when she felt vulnerable; and she still does in some cases#but with this case especially she's much more accepting of help - she relies on her team (not that she doesn't usually)#and she's practically an open book to jane - in this scene most of all - she lets herself be more vulnerable#(and open to suggestions/ideas she might otherwise scoff at or reject)#idk idk it's very interesting but this scene makes me so wacky there's something so soft and tender and understanding about it#the way there's no spoken acknowledgement - no 'i'll help' or 'thank you' - just the silent understanding that they're in this together#because they're partners#(also the way he picks at the rest of her food - the 'done with this?' the only thing they say - and the framing through the window#is still somehow very domestic it's like my perfect scene)#spinning my wheels hard i'm not thinking clearly i just love everything about it
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