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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there's–
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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Are you still there or have you moved away?
Back to the old house-The Smiths 🏚️
[image 1: exterior and then of the Pines Household followed by stan being thrown out of the pines household laying scared on the concrete. All scenes are at night.
image 2: A closeup of the twins’ childhood bedroom showing their hands in paint, Ford’s six fingered handprint is cast in shadow. The second panel shows Stanley’s hands holding Ford’s glasses and the journal after Ford disappeared into the portal. The last panel shows their hands reaching for each other as Ford is sucked into the portal.
Image 3: Exterior and then interior of the mystery shack when it was just Stanford’s home. Both are very green and sunny. Last panel shows Ford facing away standing in a dark green nebula, he is older with grey hair and wearing all black. End. ]
#idk this song just made me think of them mostly stan#old man siblings with a bucketload of baggage#art#fan art#my art#artist on tumblr#drawing#doodle#sketch#gravity falls#gf#nostalgia#the smiths#song comic#song lyrics#gravity falls art#stan pines#grunkle stan#i always write stab#ford pines#bites my hand off listen to the full song for full affect
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hi hi hi :3c i'm aaaaaaalmost caught up on my dash after a couple of weeks of spotty appearances and a couple of weeks of being Straight Up Offline, and then i'll catch up on peoples' art and fics!! i miss being on here!! hi hi hi hi hi!!!!! 👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻
(also i have been Pondering over a ren sentient a.i desktop buddy AU while i've been gone bc. i'm a sucker for that shit. dunno if it'll go anywhere but for now i'm playing touys and it's fun hehehe if you see a new tag at some point then that means i'm keeping him sjndfkn)
#tldr things are happening irl that are Theoretically Positive but carry a decade of baggage + are very stressful bc i'm being rushed#and health insurance bullshit has been stressing me out further. so any free time not related to the stuff above#has gone into like. crocheting a blanket. logging off. spending time off of social media. yeah!!!#i'm gonna be so so happy for everything to be done so i can sit down and Draw Things again!!! aaaaaaa!!!#need to finish my new ren ref sheet! need to draw smth for oushirou's upcoming bday!!#i missed r!ren's anniversary so i want to maybe doodle a little something for him!!!#and i want to draw little like. shimeji / ukagaka ren. is he malware gone rogue? did he just spontaneously gain sentience?? man idk lol#but in... middle school i think? i saw miyavi's 'girls be ambitious' MV and made a sentient a.i. oc based on his chara in that video#and ever since then. every time i selfship w someone. At Some Point i think about a desktop buddy au. :') it altered my brain sjkdn#ogey! i'm gonna try to finish catching up now!! i might not have the energy to say as much as i normally do on ppls art and fics#esp because there's SO much of it in my drafts ;;;;;;;;; but!!! i want to share everything i can!!! bc what i've seen is Sick As Hell!!!!#but yeah i'm hopefully gonna finish the last remaining Big Things next week 🙏🏻🙏🏻 and will maybe be on here more. (pls pls pls)#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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WIP Wednesday Thursday! Thanks for the tag @uncivilcivilservice (and thank you to @apoptoses for kicking off all the lovely fan positivity on the dash!) If you see this and haven’t been tagged, consider yourself tagged! Say I tagged ya! Do it!
This is a piece I’ve been wrestling with for...2 months now? I’m only maybe 1/3 of the way done which is...a little frustrating because I know sort of where I want to go, and I have the whole thing blocked out in my head, but I keep going on tangents when I try to make one beat flow into the next (I wrote 3k words of extra smut that I absolutely did not need LOL whoops)
ANYWAY, I’m very proud of myself for this one in particular because I am finally allowing myself the time and space to breathe with it, and looking at it more as a writing experiment than an actual fic, because really it’s an emotional investigation rather than a straight pwp. At long last, I’ve found some patience for myself! My goal is to have it done by the end of summer but other than that I’m content with just chipping away bit by bit :)
“Lestat…take a breath. I’m here, I’m right here.” When he speaks, it is in the old French, that fast and easy patois now lost to the world, shared only between the two of them and these four bedroom walls. He smoothes one hand across his lover’s back, rubs small circles into the space between his shoulder blades as he swallows the knot in his throat, tries to assess the situation.
Nothing has changed over the last few hours— the room is still exactly the same, still dimly lit and fragrant with the scent of blood mingling with the perfume of the flowers sitting just beyond the bedroom door on the table in the parlour.
Physically, Lestat seems…fine. With his lover now close and wrapped up in his arms, Louis takes a moment to inspect the slope of his spine, the curve of his behind, the long stretch of his legs. The markings from this evening have long-since healed, with nothing but a canvas of flaky burgundy crusted blood to evidence their existence. Louis stares for a moment, lets the guilt creep up inside him until it’s suffocating.
Oh, Louis. You monster. He trusted you, and you let him slip right through your fingers.
“Lestat, what are you feeling?” It kills him that he has to ask, that he cannot dip into that meandering stream of consciousness and save Lestat the agony of articulation. But all is silent, save the few shuddering breaths that seize his lover’s frame as he tries to collect himself.
“I don’t know,” Lestat finally says, and he’s…scared. Panicked, even. His voice is tight and trembling against his vocal cords. “I don’t know, I don’t know, I feel…empty, I feel…I don’t know.”
He forces the words out, grits them between his teeth, and still Louis’s ears prick at the twinge of Auvergnat slipping into the vowels, the old cadence like a current beneath the words.
“Okay,” says Louis. “Okay. We’ll figure this out.”
Silence, for a moment.
He wonders if he should call Fareed. His phone is on the bedside table, but the thought of moving away, of being apart from Lestat for even one second, feels too deep of a betrayal for this moment.
They had been warned about this sort of thing.
Fareed had mentioned it, amongst many other things, during the first few treatment sessions. Something about adjusting to a new hormonal cycle. Chemicals in the brain. Neurotransmitters and such. All very scientific, this noble experiment of theirs. A simple matter of biology.
Louis had read about it, too, in those little yellow books back in San Francisco. He’d picked up on it from conversations between strangers dressed in leather, had even gathered the courage one evening to ask a young man more about this term— what it means, what it feels like, how does one recuperate from a…drop.
#idk man this is one of those fics i’m constantly thinking about in like a meta sense#but untangling it all into a coherent plot that makes sense is taking me a long time#Lestat experiencing sub drop for the first time is just so FASCINATING to me#there’s so much baggage between now he and louis negotiate their intimacy!!! it’s a lot of Big Feelings!!#i’m excited to explore them all but yea this definitely feels like one of those mt. everest fics for me#drabbles#my writing
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Ganonbeck has true Jessica & Roger Rabbit energy. A sublime immortal + some stinky sailor he found.
One of the Links, signing: "Seriously, why do you see in that guy?"
Ganondorf: "He makes me laugh"
Ganonbeck is a funny little ship and it is entertaining to think about what (any, I guess) of the various Links would think of it.
(I have not seen Who Framed Roger Rabbit so I can't say a whole lot on the comparison but I think I get it? I read the wikipedia page for it)
#anon#asks#ganonbeck#everyone keeps comparing ganonbeck to all kinds of other ships but idk what id personally compare it to#MAN idk what to do with the asks that are less asks and more little comments like this lol ty tho this is cute#ive been leaning away from just seeing ganonbeck as just a silly little crackship and more something with genuine narrative potential#its still silly dont get me wrong but im cursed with the tendency to make linebeck a deeper character than is necessary#i think he bathes very frequently and that is a headcanon with more baggage than is needed#ganondorf#linebeck#dynamic between linebeck and ganondorf is interesting to think about and i think the idea that linebeck is half gerudo is a good... crutch?#it helps spark stuff stuff in addition to just being an interesting linebeck headcanon in general#linebeck works really well with another character when i write him in aus he's usually intrinsically tied with another character#but ganonebeck being 'king with the power to tear down a nearby kingdom and is tied to a great magical artifact and history itself'#plus 'some fucking guy who keeps falling into epic quests he is not equipped for' is good#man raised as royalty with great battle skills and an affinity for the organ and generally also being kinda philosophical#and then legend of zelda's male damsel in distress#i think i have a skewed view of ganonbeck bc ganondorf is the one everyone else finds hot whereas my tastes are the reverse
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the marble nest is firmly slotting itself into that part of me that has that sickly warm bittersweet fascination with death and dying
#AUGH. insert that picture of spongebob crying violently#brot posts#i think im just pmsing rn dont mind me. im a blubbering mess#its like i dont know i spent over half my life suicidal and im not suicidal anymore but im still like#dealing with the baggage from all that#and sometimes it hits me like a train just how fucked up it all was to be constantly dealing with that#so its like i mourn my own self and what i lost over the years#but also even if im not suicidal anymore i still cant rid myself of that weird like. comfort that death gives me#it was the only consistent thing that kept me company through all those dark isolated times. i cant just forget that.#idk so its just like a constant seesaw between like trying to appreciate being alive but also still embracing and accepting death#and i guess thats what the marble nest is doing for me#the way everyone irl was trying to keep daniil alive they loved him so much but also he had to accept his own death#something something waking up in your own coffin something something attending your own funeral#god man. AUGH. head in my fucking hands
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man the 2024 presidential election is gonna suck, huh
#anti voting crowd is gonna be out in force after how biden is dealing with palestine#never mind that any republican would be calling for nukes by now#and man i try not to hear about republican politics#but just from scattered unavoidable news it looks like desantis might be worse than trump#smarter more militant and he doesn't have 4 years of fuckups and a lot of baggage against him#and he's already got the courts from trump#idk it is not looking good#heavy#me bitching
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Although I don't particularly care about popularity or receiving attention, due to the nature of how my experience on twitter has been like these past few years, I have always enjoyed the Tumblr experience far more than any other platform. People are far more likely to interact by means of overall reblogging and adding comments in the tags, it's very sweet and motivating.
I came back to homestuck after A DECADE because of me having a rough, mentally and emotionally draining week because my impulsive thinking was like, "Hey man, fuck it, how far into Homestuck do you think I can read before I get help. (from discord support for context)" I had never actually read it when I was a kid because I just didn't have the attention span and willpower to read through SO much dialogue. I only ever interacted with it by means of just celebrating it as a fan who never actually read it, but liked it nonetheless. Of course now that I am a grown ass adult who can make their own conscious decisions and actually has the time and whatever to actually both appreciate AND enjoy reading extensively I am enjoying homestuck way more than I ever did before. I know that because of the death of flash (fuckin rip, dude, AWFUL) and extensive information about Hussie (TO PUT IT LIGHTLY) have since made getting into the comic a bit of a hassle and a choice it makes me wish I had actually read it at its best performance.
But, back on topic, twitter and other socials have the tendency to be particularly attached to trend hopping and sticking with what's currently doing numbers. Because, again, I don't care about dabbling in trends I just do what I want and ultimately that causes people to just not care about what I create. I have grown very apathetic towards my art and due to academic trauma from having been in a private art college with a low acceptance rate I have been in art burn out hell for literal years. The mix of both nobody caring about my art and my own rocky broken relationship with art made me extremely unmotivated yet long for the joys of creation once more.
Whenever I post here specifically it brings me joy again, it makes me realize that YES PEOPLE ACTUALLY DO CARE ABOUT AND ENJOY WHAT I MAKE NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY BE AND ITS CURRENT POPULARITY. I'm very happy seeing the same faces in the likes and/or rbs for my posts. I'm very happy seeing the same person revisit and reblog it for a second time or more. I'm very happy with how close and genuine it feels. (in a non-parasocial way) I'm just glad that despite this site being in a perpetual state of uncertainty, run by a skeleton crew, functions like shit, current CEO is a moron and the site is set to sail until it dies naturally it became the most genuine feeling of the social platforms ESPECIALLY for art.
I know this has gotten very longwinded and is essentially chaotic practically emotional rambling but like, thank you!!!!!!!!!
I have more stuff to come and from the bottom of my heart genuinely appreciate everyone's support here, it actually means the world to me. THANK YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!
MY OLD ART BTW!!!!!! anything that's not in that small 2021 corner is 2013-early 2014
#wrenchspeaks#literally had me crying by the end of writing this like right now yes i am crying not from sadness but from gratitude and idk happiness?#yes i am a broken 25 year old but by god i am trying to get back on track#yes i liked kankri a lot as a kid and now nothing has changed besides me having become like him just not negatively anymore#i was him in a negative way leading up to 2021 and it bit me in the ass majorly#also being a mentally fucked up grown ass adult is some of the most humiliating shit you could go through like ohhhh grow up I ALREADY DID#AND WHAT DID IT PROVIDE FOR ME? THATS RIGHT TONS OF EMOTIONAL AND MENTALLY TWISTED BAGGAGE AND JUST MADE ME#WORSE but hey man. hey. hey. i can be independent allegedly but i promise i am medicated i just need to eventually start#antipsychotics and get back into therapy but i lose insurance this year and bro i have no business talking about all this here. if youre#still reading all this nonsense hi uhhhh whats up ummmm twirls strand of hair like yknow i will make charms#and hopefully make money cause i don't think i can get a job with my issues and problems with shit like chronic migraines but whateverrrrrre
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ough so i just finished watching heartstopper and something i do rather appreciate about this show--outside of all the beautiful queer rep and friendships--is probably just this. idea that you could be surrounded by literally the best and kindest support group and! sometimes you will still have bad days! something something when doctor who said that life is a pile of good things and a pile of bad things and the good things don't always make the bad things go away, but the bad things don't make the good things less significant or important! it is very true that you could have a million reasons to be happy, but still struggle very deeply with hurts that you've had in the past! but that's okay! that doesn't mean you're a sad story! you'll be okay! it's not bad that you have all these beautiful people in your life and still aren't 100% there all the time! you'll be! okay!
#caroline talks#the way i don't even know if this is the biggest takeaway in heartstopper#but charlie's arc in the last few episodes of season 2 are so. MAN--#and also darcy's arc is also. i'm. crying!#it's like. two people who seem pretty cheery and sweet but then they spend days just quietly isolating themselves#or just refusing to tell anyone about anything because they're terrified of just. having too much baggage.#and. idk!#i feel like there's this lie that a lot of people tell themselves#that's just like 'if i have fulfilling relationships then i should be happy! i should be fixed!'#and it's just like. babes no.#yes having fulfilling relationships can do wonders for your mental health and sense of self!#but you might still have! bad days!#like. i know that i would sometimes have these moments of.#like. you don't need to constantly be suffering in order to make your trauma valid. y'know?#and i feel like heartstopper delivers that theme quite well
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going over old fic notes and outlines and character talks with friends and it's always really funny when i get to the stuff i was developing early-mid 2019 where bill just literally kept kryptos around to rag on, and he genuinely just. did not like the man. like was just completely annoyed with his general existence. boy have things changed
#for anyone curious: i came to the conclusion that no amount of 'this guy sucks but he's fun to bully' would get bill to keep someone around#for like literal eons. bill gets bored of his toys too quickly. he'd break 'em. plus the fact that bill decided he was worth saving to begi#with. there was at first an element of 'i owe the guy' because [FIC SPOILERS] and a grudging 'if i had a gun to my head i'd say he was my#best friend i GUESS but do not tell him that' but no real genuine friendship or anything more#before realizing that with the specific story i was going to tell it just made the most sense to have these assholes still be like.#bad people for sure but to actually care about each other. it also just felt too easy to write bill off as someone whose cruelty is just#a lack of certain emotions. like that doesn't automatically make a bad person and a bad person doesn't automatically lack emotion#(there's a character that'll be introduced sometime soon who is aroace and doesn't make friends easily and she's lovely because...)#(idk man. i'm aroace and why shouldn't she be. a lack of affection doesn't make you bad and the ability to feel it doens't make you good)#so bill can and does love people-- even if actual vulnerability is near impossible to get from him-- and kryptos is included in that#it's just that he still sucks really bad and hurts and even kills people that he loves because again. bad person who has no idea how to#navigate relationships healthily because of his own baggage and the environment he grew up in#(also in canon he usually does not want to navigate relationships healthily because. again. he sucks!)#so the only lasting relationship he's ever had where he isn't trying to hurt someone is still just... messy as hell#(and to be fair kryptos is also a p. bad person by adulthood it's just that they're pretty young at this point in the fic)#(so there's less avenues to show that)#kryptos being desperate for any scrap of attention and bill providing the only attention he's ever gotten was always the vibe#but it really was much more of a 'bully and bulling victim who he lets hang around him because said victim'#'is like the only one willing to talk to him' dynamic which is... very much not the case anymore#as said in the tags of my fic. these awful shapes care about each other as best they can care about anyone#anyway sorry idk how much anyone really cares about these tag essays but theyre helpful for me to get my thought process like... down#and track how different the story used to be
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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute
#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys#i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my#head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it#may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it#dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt#equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there#like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he#doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be#like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in#ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get#herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you#like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his#actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior#idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be#i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around#blah#sui sq
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...sometimes we forget that normal people's gore tolerance, like. Ends at butchering a frozen chicken or whatever. Absolutely incomprehensible to us that there are actual real people out there who would genuinely get faint at the sight of blood. Don't you, like, have blood in your body? You've got body parts too, you know. You are capable of being injured. How on earth did you manage to become an actual adult person while being afraid of a state of your body?
#it occupies the same space for us as the kinds of people who pearl-clutch at the very concept of a children being aware of sex#but worse because like. how on fucking earth do people ever manage to grow up sheltered enough to balk at minor injury?#were you wrapped in fucking pillows your whole life? like. with shit sex ed its putting stupid amounts of baggage on the very concept of se#but with people who cant stand the ideas of like. injury and death its just fucking incomprehensible#people get injured. people die. it is a 100% unavoidable part of any life and trying to delay introduction to basic building blocks of#Being Alive is really just gonna fuck you up more#theyre a kid not stupid they can understand concepts like blood and death and its important that theyre aware of basic facts of life#so that they can build their psyche on a version of reality that actually Exists#idk man it never ceases to take us off guard that there're people who cant stand the idea of like. any injury that isnt skin deep#we speak
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honestly the worst thing abt this tho is that as much as i am attached to that worldstate i KNOW i cannot use it in da4 because ive just. wriggled my claws in so deep and for inqusition especially there is sooo much i've changed bc the writing in inquisition drives me BONKERS. so like. i just know whatever they say in da4 i am probably just inherently going to hate, so i NEED to work on a new worldstate (and i am actively attempting to) but ..... guh. effort.
#it's just problematic bc all the wardens i WANT to play are like. inherently canon divergent. like i want an m!cousland.#but i NEED him to romance alistair. and i want an f!tabris. but again i NEED her to romance morrigan. theyve lived in my head so long so.#i cant divert atp. but ive thought abt like....m!aeducan or a different f!tabris maybe. idk. it's just. im So attached to this specific#worldstate and it's my own damn fault for making eimhin so canon divergent#BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME????? THE ORIGINS IN DAI ARE SO WEEEAAAAAAAAK I HAD TO FIX IT MYSELF.#and i just loved the juxtaposition of a dalish elf inundated w/ assimilation/religious baggage being forced to lead an andrastian force. so#(no i did not put my own baggage onto eimhin. what r u talking abt. noooo waaaaaayyy.)#ANYWAYS UMMMM yeah. also if marian's my canon hawke i feel obligated to go garrett for the Actually Canon Worldstate.#and i am probably still going to make my canon inquisitor a lavellan bc. um. i love them. idc.#also hell hath no fury like a lavellan scorned by solas. she will KILL that awful awful man#summer's text tag#ok im done idk why im so brainrotted for dragon age all of a sudden sorryyyyyy#edit: no im not done actually.#f!tabris and leliana? m!hawke and anders? f!lavellan and solas?#idk what class for hawke thooo...... im torn btwn rogue n mage.#umm maybe mage actually. bc i wanna go warrior tabris/mage hawke/rogue lavellan. yeah. Yeah. spicy.#sure this works i think i like this
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#considering this blog's demographic i think it's clear who is gonna win#but in all honesty Ranlay is the better one#they don't have internal monologues but they have emotional baggage#and long awkward pauses whenever the words 'best friend' are uttered#also idk man i just vibe with them#death note#professor layton#lawlight#ranlay#(although Ranlay will never reach the levels of angst Lawlight has)
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he listens.... and he apologizes........
#love me a man with a fundamentally kind heart#also i find it interesting that the Only time he's anything approaching *rough* with selina is immediately after alfred is hurt#like.. bestie really just lost those last few threads of stability huh?#i say it like a joke but also like... the underlying tension... the desperation going on#also i love the way he immediately softens when he realizes how badly he's crossed the line and how easily he apologizes#and!! how easily selina shrugs it off and forgives him even though he just stuck his nose into her greatest baggage!!!!#idk i just love them.#lu watches the batman
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Just haunting how Tori rather accept death than allowed herself to be capture or stopped
#is it baggage? guilt?? pride??? idk man I feel having her emotions just so undiscovered works well for her while tord is more open#the fact she like fuck you im plummeting 100's of feet straight to the ground i ain't letting you win this one
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