Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
There were a total of 171.5 billion posts on Tumblr in 2019.
#AUGH. insert that picture of spongebob crying violently
oflgtfol
·
10 months
Text
the marble nest is firmly slotting itself into that part of me that has that sickly warm bittersweet fascination with death and dying
#AUGH. insert that picture of spongebob crying violently
#brot posts
#i think im just pmsing rn dont mind me. im a blubbering mess
#its like i dont know i spent over half my life suicidal and im not suicidal anymore but im still like
#dealing with the baggage from all that
#and sometimes it hits me like a train just how fucked up it all was to be constantly dealing with that
#so its like i mourn my own self and what i lost over the years
#but also even if im not suicidal anymore i still cant rid myself of that weird like. comfort that death gives me
#it was the only consistent thing that kept me company through all those dark isolated times. i cant just forget that.
#idk so its just like a constant seesaw between like trying to appreciate being alive but also still embracing and accepting death
#and i guess thats what the marble nest is doing for me
#the way everyone irl was trying to keep daniil alive they loved him so much but also he had to accept his own death
#something something waking up in your own coffin something something attending your own funeral
#god man. AUGH. head in my fucking hands
6 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
diabolicalsims
diabolicalsims
bunnykins
Remember your humanity and forget the rest.
arubekibasho
Can I have a tea?
bunnilily
bunnilily
vapedubaiking1
VAPE DUBAI KING