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A Series of Unfortunate Events Tier List!
yeah i know some of them are a bit crazy but idk i felt like it. please ask me anything about anything related to the series!! i would love love love to talk to someone about it!!!
#a series of unfortunate events#tier list#i feel like i’m going to be attack for this#idk man i feel weird#also does anyone know why mr. poe choughs? i’m rewatching and i don’t remember it anymore#also i forgot half of the lore (i can remember what was in the sugerpot and such) so this is so much fun! pls don’t give me spoilers
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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How did y’all choose your names? Was it just trial and error?
#maybe I can ignore it and just keep my given name#but something eats at me#I HAVE to change my name and idk why#Opal feels disconnected from me in a weird way even though it’s been my name for 22 years#like the name is MINE but it’s not MY name if that makes sense#idk man I’m figuring all this stuff out by myself#in between doing adult shit#I wish I transitioned as a teen when experimenting was more acceptable
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Been thinking about it
#art#fanart#my art#original art#doodles#sketch#shitpost?#Splatoon#Splatoon art#Splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#Splatoon big man#big man Splatoon#big man#mantaro#Splatoon memes#splatoon 3#i know how weird my tags can be sometimes. I use this as if it was my diary#anyway dear diary i feel like I’m actually going insane#nothing new. just had to say this because idk what else to say and I have to keep my compromise of putting some random hit in my tags#but honestly yeah idk might die tomorrow or something#i have to get up early tomorrow#but im here having a crisis then drawing the possible ways that big man can carry a#crossbody bag
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i call this one "literally what was going on with the second us tour"
#its a shame this production only had prefilmed races because imagine how chaotic real races would have been with this cast#jeremy kocal you deserved to crash people on stage im sorry man#my gifs#starlight express#stex#stex us tour 2#musical gifs#theatre gifs#musical theatre#idk how to feel about the 2 3 2 gif layout#fun fact there were originally two more whole gifs of jeremy kocal as caboose being fucking weird#but i was like no i shant thats too much caboose#okay now that these gifs are finished after like a month of them rotting on my laptop#now i can start working on the gay ones
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the unstable boys and the guys they have a totally normal attachment to
#mine.art#jamatoP#spokeishere#wifies#its called the unstable universe cause everyone in this universe is unstable /j#they all have a unique look for the series#some with less changes than others#but regardless i made sure they all have matching elements of some kind#put a lot more thought into this than i thought i would lol like right down to the bg colors#man it feels weird drawing wemmbu not decked out in a bunch more jewellery#but i think having less jewellery is more in character for him in unstable#at least until something changes#was gonna talk about my design choices but idk if itll hit the tag limit#might rb with it later tho if i dont forget/get too lazy#zam#parrot#uu#unstable universe#unstableverse#wube
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arthur and john reading poetry in a garden, for the painting asks???? i know it would be lovely in your style <3333
I put them in a park in early fall because I’m SO ready for summer to be over. Arthur remaining blind even after separation has a very special place in my heart
#Moo’s words#moo’s asks#moo’s art#izel-scribbles#izel tag#malevolent#jarthur#private eyes#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#Thank you for the ask :)#The colors are different from what i normally do#normally i stick to dark desaturated blues#I’m proud of this! It was pretty low effort too which is a relief#izel already knows this obviously but i’ve been chipping away at a drawing for my county’s art show#and MAN. Is that a lot of work#Also this is the first work i’ve signed really which feels weird#idk#im worried it seems self centered </3 idk it’s weird
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Pac: Oh man, what is this, what is this, what is this man? Where can I buy this? [Slaps his desk] I'll buy two.
Pac: [Laughs] It's very good man, very good. "I love you, Fítche!" [Laughs] You're going to think the worst, this is the worst phrasing you could think of. Like, I mean– a guy might say 'I love being fit, I love go to the gym,' but it was a certain way… I don't know, in English it seems wrong, right? "I love you, Fίtche" I don't know if that makes sense, right? Because it would have to be "I love fitness," right? There should be the 'ness' there at the end, right? Or am I crazy? My understanding of English there should have been an 'ness' at the end, right?
#Pactw#Pac#TazerMC#Could've been a category 10 Hideduo moment but it wasn't even on the server#Man did NOT have to say it like that he is a MENACE#insane that cc Pac said that before cubito Pac. Hideduo stays losing#July 9 2024#Thank you (once again!) to Sebbs for helping me out with the translations!!!!#Had this clipped when it happened but really wanted to double-check the translations#*in the most resigned voice ever* A reminder that I'm being /j about this#Idk I feel like these disclaimers are stupid because at this point I feel like you guys know my vibe and my humor#but people are weird about things so *SHRUGS*#Translated
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the best part of reading about ashlevjal
#ppl on my other fitz drawing talking about how fitz never smiles: idk what ur on about he smiles all the time.#...its just mooooostly around the fool#btw ill never stop thinking about the bit when they get to prilkops cabin#and fitz is watching the fool make a separate bed for the first time in weeks#and is like should. should i say something. this feels weird.#rote#realm of the elderlings#fitzchivalry farseer#the fool#beloved#fitzloved#dutiful farseer#jay scratchings#rote spoilers#tawny man spoilers#the tawny man trilogy
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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Hi, I honestly don’t mind it too much if people share my gifs around, but if you’re doing it to farm likes on twt, upvotes on Reddit, or saves on Pinterest, the bare minimum you can do is to link/credit the gifs back to the blog.
I know a few people that have told me that my gifs are so distinguishable that they immediately know I made them, but it’s still mildly annoying to see them being posted as something to farm engagement without me knowing. These gifs take time and effort to do. The least you can do, if you want to farm engagement out of the gifs I make, is to link it back to this blog.
And honestly, serious gifmaking takes time. People say I’m “fast” but these still take an hour, hours, or sometimes days to do. It’s not just putting stuff into an app and automaking the gifs I make. There’s a reason why people say they’re super “high-quality”. It’s because I still make them via Photoshop, sharpen, edit, and color them etc etc.
I’m not here trying to make any money or asking for money with making gifs. I’m very privileged to say that I don’t need to. But I make these things out of own free time for fun, out of the love for the show and its characters— and that’s free time that I could spend doing something else.
Ever since the new year started, I’ve gotten pretty burnt out making stuff everyday (except for CaitVi and making the occasional requests from the Discord server that I love very much). I have no idea if I can still keep up with making daily gifs at this point since I’m also much busier now with irl things.
But if you wanna see more gifs being made and support me with this hobby, please do reblog, like, share with credit, or link back the gifs I make. That’s really it!
And no, spamming likes or spamming reblogs isn’t annoying! In fact, I enjoy them so much! Tumblr thrives on reblogs as well! Fandom is all about having fun and interacting with people who enjoy the same interests as you, so please don’t hesitate to reblog or like the posts!
If you’re wondering why there’s less and less of gifmakers out there, this is also one of the major reasons why people stop making things. A lot of gifmakers and especially graphic/edit makers feel like the effort they exert for the things they make is simply not worth it.
And if you have a problem with me or with my gifs, then make them yourself.
You can find so many tutorials here too! There’s so many talented people on Tumblr that have posted their gif-making tutorials that I personally also learned from. They’re all amazing! Turn your love for the media into something that we all can enjoy together!
If you’ve reached the end of this post, thank you. I appreciate you ❤️ I know it’s giga long lmao, but I needed to get this outta my system haha. Thanks for understanding!
#personal tag#i feel like im a broken record at this point lmao#like i rlly dont mind it if people use these as reactions in chats or banners and stuff#the thing that irks me are ppl who just repost them to farm likes#its like this weird feeling every time i see a repost of my stuff in reddit and someone uses the SAVE VIDEO BOT to save it LMAO idk man#like u can just come here or at the discord server im in and save it in GOOD QUALITY and not as a video lmaoooooo#whatever i should feel happy that ppl like em enough that they use and share em around but i still cant tuck away that WEIRDTM feeling ig
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something simple to try to get out of art block (it didn't work)
#alek art#ninjago#zane julien#2024#i am very unhappy with this and sooo in order to feel better i am going to talk about him#system zane is very real to me. i always give him six main alters (but i do believe there is more lol)#systems cannot just pick and choose who front depending on the day i am very aware (i am a system) its more on the nose symbolism#the fifth one crossed out is the ice emperor. in canon he exists in zane's mind as an “alter ego” of sorts which is crazy to me#character has canon dissociative episodes... amnesia... and several different “personalities” / identities? sounds familiar idk#i talked a lot about this hc on my long ass zane hc post thanks for the ask btw npderzane#its not an au its just how i see him so just imagine every zane i draw as system zane. ill only specify it in the tags if its system related#that one post thats like. 'being a did system sucks which one of us poured instant coffee in the bathtub!' thats the average zane experience#he wakes up and everyones like “mannn zane you were going crazyyy on prime empire yesterday” and hes like ??? i did not play any video games#and then he looks at the calender and 6 months have passed. semi true story that happened to me#also alters having incredibly different food preferences is funny. zane doesnt eat anything ever vs boone who eats raw meat sometimes#zane having really weird characterization? and its very inconsistent / bad writing uhhh alek explanation is hes a system and nobody can mask#man its 1 pm :|#i hate this drawing so much i dont even want to look at it but it took time so ill post it#i also have another zane drawing in my drafts i should post. from like 2 months ago???
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Thinking about Akiren and his hometown…. I like to think/headcanon that he doesn’t hate it there. There is a strange sort of comfort being there at times, but it’s not really.. Home anymore. Same with his parents - my hc is that they’re pretty average (he goes through So Much shit all the time I think he deserves a Little bit of normalcy in his life lol). They’re nice and they care for him, but after living in Tokyo for a year and everything that happened that year, there’s this weird gap now.
Akiren went through so much in the span of that year and he changed a lot during that year. We obviously don’t know too much about pre-game Akiren, but it seems like he’s always had this strong conviction, but acted more reserved than he actually is, similar to how he keeps his head down when he’s put on probation. And then he does not only awaken to his persona and is able to rip of that mask both figuratively and literally, but he finds a place where he can truly start being himself. He finds people who also discover themselves and grow alongside him, and makes him stronger - and he finds people he truly belongs with. And despite all the shit they had to go through, it’s also some of the most fun he’s ever had and these people are so special to him and they understand him and he them and -
And then he has to go back home. And he knows they’re gonna miss each other, but also that he’ll see them again. And it is a little nice to be back, it’s peaceful for a change and at least he has Morgana with him. But it’s a bit too peaceful. There’s not the buzz of the city anymore, he’s not used to it being so quiet - he’s not used to having so few people around him anymore. The town is the same, his parents are the same, but he isn’t. And it feels weird cause nothing is necessarily wrong or bad there, he’s just so. Out of place. He’s a completely different person but no one in this town knows that. And so it’s really easy to slip back to how he’s always acted when he’s there. Because this isn’t where his real self is supposed to be.
Then summer rolls around, and he travels back to Tokyo and all his friends are there to welcome him and Morgana back and it finally feels like he can breathe again. Like he’s finally back where he belongs and he’s able to be his full honest self.
He’s home.
#oh man I hope this is coherent and made sense my thoughts abt this are very . they’re hard to put into words#I might have . self projected just a little bit. Idk I see a lot of myself in the whole Going to and living in a different town and being#changed and finding people there. and how weird it can feel coming home and being unable to act the same just cause. it doesn't feel right#and esp strikers reminds me so much of finally getting to meet friends in the summer and just getting to spend time with them for a while#I know I’m adding to a big pre-existing log of Akiren analyzises but . the phantom thieves and their relationship means a lot to me#and it’s been on my mind a lot lately so I HAD to get it out lol#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#persona 5 strikers#anyway . runs off#I like character analysis . i get so scareds abt posting it#talkies
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playing that in stars and time game everyone's been talking about and idk why but i just don't trust loop like i can't shake the feeling that they have ulterior motives. i think it's just paranoia from flowey though this is like the second time some weird creature was able to remember everything despite time loop shenanigans and the first one i know of was definitely evil.
UPDATE: taking all the smiles i'm getting in the replies as a sign they ARE evil. thanks for the help gang!
#in stars and time#isat#idk if i should tag this with spoilers this post is so vague my apologies if this is spoilery#like they haven't done anything to me i just don't know man.#it feels too convenient that they just. want to help me??? like for no reason?#no motive other than because they think i need help??#i don't know they're weirding me out#they're just that nice? i doubt it#they're like some sorta astral being the fuck are they doing wasting their time with some mortal#who's so dumb they died before even FACING THE FINAL BOSS#just yapping
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man literally what even is romantic attraction . is it just you see someone and you're like I want to kiss and hold hands w them . is that all it is ???? I'm pretty sure it's not but like . genuinely what is it . because I have no idea man .
#is it like . all the friends feelings of i want to have this person in my life and spend time with them .#but plus kissing ???#because im almost certain there's more different emotions in it than that but i havent the foggiest idea of what they might be#man .#its very weird being aro and genuinely not understanding even a little bit what romantic attraction actually is#and being in fandom and enjoying ships but . not . getting it#like its so hard for me to write fics bcs i have no idea how the characters feel#and its especially hard when i hc the characters as aceallo#bcs with completely allo characters i can be like ok they like the person and they think theyre hot and want to have sex#but what if they don't want to have sex#what the fuck man idk#anyways#just curious#idk if ill get any sort of real answer but I'm throwing this out into the void#aromantic#arospec#aspec#aro
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happy international men’s day!!
My comment on this sfth video:
(Insta link here via @letsbesharkfriends :))
I just wanted to share because yeah. This is how I feel :) they give me so much hope. And happiness. And help me to feel secure in being happy being a guy.
I love that they opened up too, it was clearly a bit of a difficult video to make, even though it’s still funny it’s also serious.
anyway :))
#shoot from the hip#international men’s day#I wanna give them all a hug so bad#They are enough#They’re more than enough#seeing them open up about this stuff makes it easier to deal with my own stuff too in a weird way?? Idk how that works#But on a hard day I can be like “oh but he feels like this too” and it’s better.#(Even though obviously I don’t want them to feel this way- they’re amazing people and should know it)#Shootimpro#Anyway they clearly care about people a lot and I love them for it#Also I love the 7 things game#It’s great#Anyway I love men#Men are great#Wonderful#I love being a man#:)))))#/gen#:)))
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