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♡ 150 reasons - LN 4 ♡
Summary: 150 reasons why lando loves you
Author's note: idk i thought it'd be nice
CW: literally just fluff
Hi baby!! :D
I saw this trend on tiktok just now and wanted to do it for you. I love you a lot and you know how hard it is for me to show it sometimes. I thought this could be a nice small way to at least show you a bit of how much I love you. My love for you knows no boundaries. <3
P.S. if there’s any misspelings dont say shit cause im dyslexic and you know that :(
Your smile
Your eyes
The way your eyes sparekl all the time
Your rosy cheeks
Your wavy hair (you hate it but u love it)
Your heart
Your brain
Your patience with evrything (including me)
Your honesty
Your inteligence
Your humor
The way you’re always there for anyone. Doesnt mater if u know them well or not
You always listen to people and help them when they need it even if your tired
You challenge me and help me become a better person
You never judge me
You make me feel safe
You believe in me, even when idont
You inspire me everyday whether it’s work related or just life in general
You’ve seen teh good and the bad in me and you still love me
You laugh at all my jokes even if they suck
You’re my best friend (🎶you can hear it in the silence🎶)
You respect my space when i need it, even if i go about it awfully (when writing ‘about it’ i accidentally wrote ‘tit’ :I)
You give the best fucking hugs
When i get anxious, you always help me, even if it’s just when you sit with me and help me breathe
You took the time to learn about me and my mental struggles so that you could help me better
You make life so much more better
You remind me that i’m worth more than i think i do
You chose me
You make me blush and happy
Your music taste is amazing as well (btw i got us tickets to see Noah Kahan)
You’re like my personal google and dictionary
You get along with my family
My mum loves you (i think she loves u more than she loves me ngl)
You get along with max and you mock sometimes and it makes me laugh so much
You stay even if im mean and dont deserve it
You sacrifice a lot
You always put others before you
You don’t mind my gaming (even when i keep you up late with my screaming)
You always listen to me talk about the things i like
You hold my hand in public (it sounds stupid but it makes sense ok so shut it) <3
You never give up on me
You bring out the best in me
Max said he hadn’t seen me so happy until i met you
You make me feel lucky to have u
You support my career and stuff even though it gets really hard sometimes
You make the bad days better
You make everyday better as well, not just the bad ones
You never make me feel bad or ashamed about feeling certain ways
You always validate me when i need it
You never lie to me
You always tell me straight up when im the one in the wrong
The way you smell
The way you look when u see me
The way you hold me tight even if i’ve just raced singapore and am sweating out of every crevise
You stay strong for the both of us
Your attitude
Your kisses
You’re always down to play video games with me (IM SORRY FOR IT TAKES TWO I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HARD)
The way you call me your love
You stand up for me even when im not deserving of it
Your cooking skills
The way you play with my hair
How we’re able to joke with eachother
The way you tell stories
The way you talk in general
How funny you were when telling me about work and snot shot out of my nose
You match my freak
Your singing (even if its off key sometimes)
You never doubt me
U dont mind my clinginess (sorry about scaring u in the shower the other day as well)
You never tell me to go away
You always communicate with me
You plan things for our future
When you send me vlogs when im away (or even when im home but youre at work)
You make my heart feel full
You’re consistent with loving me. Whether you’re sad or mad or happy or anything, you still love me the same
Youre never too busy for me
The way we can just sit in silence together and do nothing but still have fun
The way you help me pack when im getting ready to travel
The way you pack my favorite snacks for me when im going away for a while
We can share victories together, big or small (lol big or small, ya know, like dicks)
You never make me feel alone
You watch stupid ass movies with me all the time
You dont get mad at me when you try to teach me to play valorant (it’s fucking hard, csgo is better anyways)
The way your face lit up and you started talking faster when you were talking to me about your favorite artist
The way you speak to me so gently when i need it
The way you make a playlist for every mood possible
The way you make a playlist for every book you read, even if the book was bad
How you insist we don’t have enough driving playlists so we always make more
The way you introduce me to new things (i still wont try fish, screw that)
Youre adventurous
You put up with my shananigens
The way you made a million stickers on whatsapp
How you always say ‘i love you’ with the ‘i’
When you tell me goodmorning and goodnight even if youre mad at me
How you help me dress better
How u kiss me in a way that screws me up forever
How you always ask me about my day
How you always put your leg on mine
How you show me how forever feels
How you put up with my stupidity (I REALLY THOUGHT THE MATTRESS WAS GONNA HELP)
You’re gonna be an amazing mum someday
How you spam me with tiktoks
Your laugh is the best sound ive ever heard
Youre beautiful inside and out
How u were able to make me laugh even after i’d poked by hand with a knife when i tried cutting an avocado
How you helped me escape the bed sheet when we discovered my new found claustrophobia
How you always rep mclaren and quadrant merch
How you always make backed goods and make them healthy sometimes so i can still eat them
How when we’re out and you can tell im anxious
And when you realize it you find small ways to ground me like holding my hands or tapping my foot with yours
You love the pictures i put in the new digital frame (you cant lie and say u dont like yassified alonso)
If im hungry in the middle of the night, you join me in snacking or ordering a whole pizza
How you know you’re lactose intolerant but still eat dairy filled foods
And how you lock me out the room when you have to deal with the aftermath of eating dairy
How you're already naming our future children
How you laugh til you cry at 3 in the morning from watching tiktoks
And waking me up to watch them with you
How you get so excited when talking to me about the last book you read
How you tell me about the book theories you hear and your own theories (violet’s mom was definitely venin)
How when u find me snacking in the middle of the night, you don’t question it
How we have dance parties in the living room
How you quote random things all the time, especially tiktok sounds
Your love for musicals
How you say “me and boq” every 5 mins
Your unconditional love for not just me, but everyone
Your love knowing no boundaries
The way you didn’t get scared away when faced with so much hate and shit when we first started dating
Your strength
How you learned the “wait, they dont love you like i love you” thing in different languages
Your high streak on duolingo
Your creativity
Your piano skills
Your love for celsius (although it’s not good for you and you should probably slow down on them :( try coffee instead)
How you and my mum go shopping together all the time
How you’re invited home more than i am…
Your dedication to work
Your work ethic (it’s not the same as the reason above)
Your vast knowledge of everything in Marvel
How you interact with the fans
How you show me off in every way possibel (i might've said this already)
How you help me with quadrant shit
How you give me a room tour anytime youre somewhere new
The light you emit
The way you make everything so much brighter
How you always try to learn new things (we should try tarot reading again, that one was fun and we can scare the shit out of max with it)
The way you never let go no matter what
The way you always give back to people
The way you live everyday like it’s the last
The way you love me and hold onto me
#formula 1#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#f1 writing#f1 x you#f1 imagine#f1#f1 fic#lando norris fanfic#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando x reader#lando imagine#lando norris#norris x reader#mclaren#formula 1 imagine#formula one#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 fic#lando norris fluff
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Sorry I feel kinda bad saying this but tbh. As someone who doesn't feel all that intelligent in a sort of tangible, easy to see way--its kinda. Interesting. To see so many people want to make Stan stereotypically booksmart along with Ford. Like, idk, it's sort of discouraging and feels like people value booksmarts more than other sorts of intelligence.
Obviously this is just my opinion! But it is kinda saddening to a point. In canon as far as we know, Stan was never interested in that stuff, and people using this headcanon as a way to make Ford more interested in him seems....idk. like...does he only have value if he's booksmart?
#stancest#kinda. just the fact that people use this trope a lot for stancest#idk its late and im tired and im thinking#again tho i still enjoy fics that have that headcanon!#feel free to do whatever you want forever#but this is just how i feel about it
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Okay but Denji throwing up the snow devil (connection to his last traumatic moments with aki, even if the snowball fight was only from akis pov) right after asa admits she could never get over the death of her mother, and said vomiting leads to denji not only being surrounded by snow (again like in akis last moments) but also what's likely a flashback from Denjis pov of aki and power...
Basically what I'm trying to say is: asa admitting that she couldn't just "get over" the traumatic events in her life is inadvertently forcing denji to finally acknowledge the traumatic events in his life. And this time there's no devil forcing him to face them, and he can't just lobotomize himself.
#chainsaw man#chainsaw man spoilers#csm 182#denji hayakawa#asa mitaka#well perhaps denji isnt being forced to per se#now that I think about it its probably hes subconsciously realizing#that its okay to acknowledge your trauma#and now that nothings holding him back the flood gates are opening#idk its late im tired take this sludge
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been playing Clangen a lot lately and my boy Dauber has never experienced a day of peace in his life
#clangen#warrior cats#sorry for so much WC posting lately. idk what's happening#it's like i've been possessed#i'm thinking of starting a clangen comic for fuck's sake#more dca stuff coming SOON the second i get over w/e is going on with me#also FUCK tumblr and its weird beef with transparency#idk what its problem is but im too tired to care#i'll just have crunchy words ig
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funny dragon art again 👍 something abt these guys (the complexity??? idk) makes it SO painful for me to draw them so i tried a kind of chibi style idk. it was pretty fun tho, i might try doing coms like this on fr sometime soon (because i need fake money to spend on my fake dragons, you know. as you do.)
#flight rising#flight rising art#man idk i know i always say this but im too tired to think about tags. but this tiem its genuinely late ok im SLEEPY!!!!#i wanna post this before i like. forget. but im just gonna drink my tea and conk OUT !!!
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idk if you still draw merlin art that much BUT ,
i always headcanon arthur with long hair for historical accuracy . what do u think of it? what long hair would you give hin?
i’m bad at focusing on multiple things at once which is why i tend to only post art of one thing for a few months straight but trust me i think about merlin and all my other interests All The Time…. i am always up to talk about them!!!
anyways i know this probably isn’t the answer anyone wants but. historical accuracy be damned i like his hair short…… if i Had to have it longer id want it like that scruffy haircut they almost gave him in s4ish? if i remember? i love a disheveled looking man <3 im sure thats not at all what you meant by long hair though haha
consolation arthur sketch for me not being a long hair person:

#hope to get to my other asks soon ive just been. very tired lately haha i appreciate them very much though#anotherchaoticidiot#i still have so so so many merlin wips#ask#anyways im biased to giving characters short hair idk i#i really like s3/4 merlin’s really short hair i dont think he gets enough appreciation :(#i see people make fun of arthurs haircut a lot but truly i love a boring man short haircut im so sorry shfkg#there are so many other characters i see drawn with long hair all the time and its great however im so. i lovw short hair…………..#merlin
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Hbubhhuhub. Rais ea suillen
#EDIT I FORGOT IF MASUKI WEARS A DRESS OR PANTS AND I FUCKING GUESSRF WRONG NO!!!!!!!!!#WAS DRAWING IT THINKING THIS DRESS WOULD LOOK SO MUCH COOLEF IF THEY WERE PANTS. GUESS WHAT.#masuki. masuki. masuki 5 star where are you.#bandori#raise a suilen#art tag#oh my god i have to tag them all. all of thrm. dear lord.#chu2#pareo#rokka asahi#masuki satou#rei wakana#i couldbe just added bandori to the end its ok. too late. hehe#im reading through all the ras stories on eng then ill move on to the single event not on eng#last one was the waterpark next is band story 2….. wish me luck………..#i couldnt draw reis face here idk why…. ive drawn it well before this one in particular just broke me fsr#i could say so many thingd abt ras rn but im tired so i wont#i listened to their music for 5 hours today. raychells singing drives me insane#okay thats all bue bey#chiyu tamade#reona nyubara#<- I FORGTO okay bye
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Beef is in a groundhog's sleeping chamber!
#vintagebeef#where is vintagebeef#I think i should go to the sleeping chamber#Im so tired lately its ridiculous#Im sure you can tell based on the fact that this is one of the edits i made#Why a groundhog hole? Cos thats just the only thing my brain could think of idk#I have things in my inbox but most are ones that will require the tiniest bit of thought to figure out how to do but im so tired...#So groundhog hole it is i guess#Shoutout to anyone who reads my rambling in these tags. Youre a legend and I'm patting you gently on the head
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jorgen dumpp!!!!!!!! very very proud of this one!
and then the magma doodles yiippeee
+ tired weirdo idk their socials.....</3
#fop#just doodles#jorgen von strangle#slate pixie#powder [pixie von strangle]#fairly oddparents#in vc we were joking about . the chin getting in the wayof kisses idklmao#im so tired ...... almost 2 am ohh gn gn gnnn#restraining order#hahhaa.... i'm still working on a better name#genuinely cant think of anything ..... closest i got was . grey area [like rules or something] but it sucks#there's always uhmmm .. slorgen . eugh.#something about dumbbells was in my head at some point idk i forgot. its late#also !!!! i wanna give powder a more unique/special wand but idk what .. i think it'd be really cute if it was BIGGG like bigger than her#cause like . idk. itd hint towards her strength and itd mirror jorgen more cause she thinks her papa is the coolest papa in the entire worl#and wants to beat up puny fairies just like him one day !!!#it'd balance out the silouhette too with the combat boots#words are losing meaning.................zzz....#paperweight
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hey if you're going to comment on people's fics (that they write for free) maybe don't do this <3 my fic is literally the only work in the tag "figure skater jayce". it's also explicitly tagged as a figure skating AU - not hockey!
deleted and blocked who commented this but ugh. so .... :///
#text#actually ruined my mood </3 i love reading comments and was so excited to see the notification#one day i'll make a big post about how a lot of ppl's characterisation of jayce is based on racism#idk if thats how u spell characterisation but its late and im tired#i think there might be a z in there
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I have to figure out a way of getting more interest in my oc stuff without needing to draw as much because I dont have the time or energy to draw as much as I would like, which includes a lot of concepts and/or scenes that are in my head only but can't commit to drawing, but it feels like most people are only interested in visual stuff as opposed to just written stuff (and for good reason, visuals are flashy and all!) It just makes me a little sad that I cant draw and share everything Id like to show, and what I can do most is talk about it, but that barely ever gets responses unfortunately
#in general though its hard to keep an online presence recently im so tired from everything all i wanna do is play videogame or watch youtube#and I dont have that much time to even think abt ocs cause of irl stuff ^^; case in point- ive been struggling with CD a LOT#for many reasons. so i have been focusing on HR instead bc oughgh i love it sm. but even so I have trouble finding time to just#THINK about it?? its so wack. like just thinking abt it takes time!!#thunderclap#idk man kjdffdk this is so weird i dont like being in this weird transitory period of my life i want this to be done#a lot of the ppl i spent time with online are also incredibly offline lately as well so i dont have as much of a reason to be online myself#everyones busy everything changes. very strange feeling
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did you know👆
#:3....#sorry for leaving forever btw i feel like. idk. being online is very hard for me lately sorry.#i know no one gives a shit because i never had a personality but its fine. i just feel like venting that. because i feel a little sick.#(not for serious reasons i think its just been a long week and DID YOU SEE THEY RELEASED THE TF2 COMIC...?? WTF)#im a little tired but eeh. i still love HS and UT a lot i wish i could go back to the hype.#ive been thinking of rereading yet again (actually i never finished my last reread but. its fine. i just want to read acts 1-5 again)#(not that i dont want to read act 6...i dooo i do i do but im lazy)#im rambling and tired :3 i need to finish my gift for the secret santa for this year...#im very excited always but ive been so tired lately i feel a little guilty. but i WILL. FINISH. IT. AAAHHH.#if you read this for some reason hi. how are you? i hope its fine. been a shit year but maybe it can be fine.#sorry for talking
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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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#everything is wretched rn#i feel so unbearably lonely atm.#the more i get to know the 17-19 years old i work with the more i deeply dislike them and their values.#i can't even think about the state of the world without falling into crippling despair and existential dread#but at least i have my little story i'm trying to write#and its literally the only thing i'm clinging onto rn bc i feel like im going insane#and idk if my anxiety is just about the world in general rn#or if i actually do hate my new job/the people there....#or if im just tired or what#but everything is bad#everything is so fucking bad. on top of it my sleep has been so awful lately.#and its dark at 4pm#about moi#ignore me im having an existential crisis
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i think one of the stupidest parts about racist conservative's arguments against 'illegal' immigrants and Black people supposedly causing more crime 'in their country' is that its not only blatantly not true but also white men take up largest demographic of criminal offenders and idk how they keep refusing to see that lmfao
#ik ik its ignorance and stubbornness but ough its tiring#sorry to speak facts on here but being a criminal justice major is so eye opening HAHAH like wow conservatives are just fuckin dumb HAHAHAH#like no you didnt get overlooked in the hiring process bc of a diversity quota maybe you just fucking suck idk LMFAOO#i think its too late for me rn im forgetting super easy words i literally had to look up diversity by its definition bc i couldnt remember
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world of warcraft is wild in that they have a species that is an antisemitic caricature (which said species commonly is in fantasy but they really go hard on it) and then they let you play as said species which i think is already wild. also if you play the default starting area you are made to play a horrible person as that species
and then i, a jewish person, made a character of that species as a way to somehow spite them (?? i still dont know how that spites them but it was why i did it) but then i got like really attached to her and shes one of my favorite characters ive made in general and i think about her a lot. also i didnt play the default starting area so she wasnt forced to be a totally completely bad person at least for any of that
tfw you make one dimensional antisemitic caricature species but then you make them playable and therefore allow your players to get attached and make non one dimensional characters of them. wild
#i dont know what my point is#world of warcraft is a game for sure#my post#world of warcraft#fantasy when theyre deciding on species to have and what the traits of those species are#and they have one that has big noses#and theyre like. hmmm what traits to give them#and theyre just that picture of that one guy straining really hard until they decide. ah. money obsessed!#im tired btw#ive been playing wynncraft a lot lately and their depiction of villagers is... interesting.#theyre not as one dimensional as the goblins in WoW but theyre still... not great#someone hire me as the local jew that looks out for antisemitic traits in stories a bit much. i think its needed#theres probably better more informed people for that job actually but consider: i want to not be broke anymore and it also sounds weirdlyfun#me mentioning money on this post feels wrong but welcome to capitalism i need a job or im. idk i guess bad at life?#capitalism logic is stupid. i need to go to sleep LMAO
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