#idk its late and im tired and im thinking
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Sorry I feel kinda bad saying this but tbh. As someone who doesn't feel all that intelligent in a sort of tangible, easy to see way--its kinda. Interesting. To see so many people want to make Stan stereotypically booksmart along with Ford. Like, idk, it's sort of discouraging and feels like people value booksmarts more than other sorts of intelligence.
Obviously this is just my opinion! But it is kinda saddening to a point. In canon as far as we know, Stan was never interested in that stuff, and people using this headcanon as a way to make Ford more interested in him seems....idk. like...does he only have value if he's booksmart?
#stancest#kinda. just the fact that people use this trope a lot for stancest#idk its late and im tired and im thinking#again tho i still enjoy fics that have that headcanon!#feel free to do whatever you want forever#but this is just how i feel about it
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Okay but Denji throwing up the snow devil (connection to his last traumatic moments with aki, even if the snowball fight was only from akis pov) right after asa admits she could never get over the death of her mother, and said vomiting leads to denji not only being surrounded by snow (again like in akis last moments) but also what's likely a flashback from Denjis pov of aki and power...
Basically what I'm trying to say is: asa admitting that she couldn't just "get over" the traumatic events in her life is inadvertently forcing denji to finally acknowledge the traumatic events in his life. And this time there's no devil forcing him to face them, and he can't just lobotomize himself.
#chainsaw man#chainsaw man spoilers#csm 182#denji hayakawa#asa mitaka#well perhaps denji isnt being forced to per se#now that I think about it its probably hes subconsciously realizing#that its okay to acknowledge your trauma#and now that nothings holding him back the flood gates are opening#idk its late im tired take this sludge
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been playing Clangen a lot lately and my boy Dauber has never experienced a day of peace in his life
#clangen#warrior cats#sorry for so much WC posting lately. idk what's happening#it's like i've been possessed#i'm thinking of starting a clangen comic for fuck's sake#more dca stuff coming SOON the second i get over w/e is going on with me#also FUCK tumblr and its weird beef with transparency#idk what its problem is but im too tired to care#i'll just have crunchy words ig
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funny dragon art again 👍 something abt these guys (the complexity??? idk) makes it SO painful for me to draw them so i tried a kind of chibi style idk. it was pretty fun tho, i might try doing coms like this on fr sometime soon (because i need fake money to spend on my fake dragons, you know. as you do.)
#flight rising#flight rising art#man idk i know i always say this but im too tired to think about tags. but this tiem its genuinely late ok im SLEEPY!!!!#i wanna post this before i like. forget. but im just gonna drink my tea and conk OUT !!!
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idk if you still draw merlin art that much BUT ,
i always headcanon arthur with long hair for historical accuracy . what do u think of it? what long hair would you give hin?
i’m bad at focusing on multiple things at once which is why i tend to only post art of one thing for a few months straight but trust me i think about merlin and all my other interests All The Time…. i am always up to talk about them!!!
anyways i know this probably isn’t the answer anyone wants but. historical accuracy be damned i like his hair short…… if i Had to have it longer id want it like that scruffy haircut they almost gave him in s4ish? if i remember? i love a disheveled looking man <3 im sure thats not at all what you meant by long hair though haha
consolation arthur sketch for me not being a long hair person:
#hope to get to my other asks soon ive just been. very tired lately haha i appreciate them very much though#anotherchaoticidiot#i still have so so so many merlin wips#ask#anyways im biased to giving characters short hair idk i#i really like s3/4 merlin’s really short hair i dont think he gets enough appreciation :(#i see people make fun of arthurs haircut a lot but truly i love a boring man short haircut im so sorry shfkg#there are so many other characters i see drawn with long hair all the time and its great however im so. i lovw short hair…………..#merlin
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Beef is in a groundhog's sleeping chamber!
#vintagebeef#where is vintagebeef#I think i should go to the sleeping chamber#Im so tired lately its ridiculous#Im sure you can tell based on the fact that this is one of the edits i made#Why a groundhog hole? Cos thats just the only thing my brain could think of idk#I have things in my inbox but most are ones that will require the tiniest bit of thought to figure out how to do but im so tired...#So groundhog hole it is i guess#Shoutout to anyone who reads my rambling in these tags. Youre a legend and I'm patting you gently on the head
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Hbubhhuhub. Rais ea suillen
#EDIT I FORGOT IF MASUKI WEARS A DRESS OR PANTS AND I FUCKING GUESSRF WRONG NO!!!!!!!!!#WAS DRAWING IT THINKING THIS DRESS WOULD LOOK SO MUCH COOLEF IF THEY WERE PANTS. GUESS WHAT.#masuki. masuki. masuki 5 star where are you.#bandori#raise a suilen#art tag#oh my god i have to tag them all. all of thrm. dear lord.#chu2#pareo#rokka asahi#masuki satou#rei wakana#i couldbe just added bandori to the end its ok. too late. hehe#im reading through all the ras stories on eng then ill move on to the single event not on eng#last one was the waterpark next is band story 2….. wish me luck………..#i couldnt draw reis face here idk why…. ive drawn it well before this one in particular just broke me fsr#i could say so many thingd abt ras rn but im tired so i wont#i listened to their music for 5 hours today. raychells singing drives me insane#okay thats all bue bey#chiyu tamade#reona nyubara#<- I FORGTO okay bye
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I have to figure out a way of getting more interest in my oc stuff without needing to draw as much because I dont have the time or energy to draw as much as I would like, which includes a lot of concepts and/or scenes that are in my head only but can't commit to drawing, but it feels like most people are only interested in visual stuff as opposed to just written stuff (and for good reason, visuals are flashy and all!) It just makes me a little sad that I cant draw and share everything Id like to show, and what I can do most is talk about it, but that barely ever gets responses unfortunately
#in general though its hard to keep an online presence recently im so tired from everything all i wanna do is play videogame or watch youtube#and I dont have that much time to even think abt ocs cause of irl stuff ^^; case in point- ive been struggling with CD a LOT#for many reasons. so i have been focusing on HR instead bc oughgh i love it sm. but even so I have trouble finding time to just#THINK about it?? its so wack. like just thinking abt it takes time!!#thunderclap#idk man kjdffdk this is so weird i dont like being in this weird transitory period of my life i want this to be done#a lot of the ppl i spent time with online are also incredibly offline lately as well so i dont have as much of a reason to be online myself#everyones busy everything changes. very strange feeling
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love taking my dog to outings. always a hit.
im gonna get a good grade in socialising something which is both normal to want and possible to achieve
#leia pics#anti dog people dni i guess?#idk its like. 2 other dogs came and went while we were there.#its the most normal thing in london no one blinks an eye#cos im seeing a lot of ''you dont need to take your dog with you'' posts lately and i think it's the americans#leia got to see all her friends + everyone was happy to see her#and when she got tired and agitated we went home lol#anyway. all in good fun.
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#everything is wretched rn#i feel so unbearably lonely atm.#the more i get to know the 17-19 years old i work with the more i deeply dislike them and their values.#i can't even think about the state of the world without falling into crippling despair and existential dread#but at least i have my little story i'm trying to write#and its literally the only thing i'm clinging onto rn bc i feel like im going insane#and idk if my anxiety is just about the world in general rn#or if i actually do hate my new job/the people there....#or if im just tired or what#but everything is bad#everything is so fucking bad. on top of it my sleep has been so awful lately.#and its dark at 4pm#about moi#ignore me im having an existential crisis
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i think one of the stupidest parts about racist conservative's arguments against 'illegal' immigrants and Black people supposedly causing more crime 'in their country' is that its not only blatantly not true but also white men take up largest demographic of criminal offenders and idk how they keep refusing to see that lmfao
#ik ik its ignorance and stubbornness but ough its tiring#sorry to speak facts on here but being a criminal justice major is so eye opening HAHAH like wow conservatives are just fuckin dumb HAHAHAH#like no you didnt get overlooked in the hiring process bc of a diversity quota maybe you just fucking suck idk LMFAOO#i think its too late for me rn im forgetting super easy words i literally had to look up diversity by its definition bc i couldnt remember
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world of warcraft is wild in that they have a species that is an antisemitic caricature (which said species commonly is in fantasy but they really go hard on it) and then they let you play as said species which i think is already wild. also if you play the default starting area you are made to play a horrible person as that species
and then i, a jewish person, made a character of that species as a way to somehow spite them (?? i still dont know how that spites them but it was why i did it) but then i got like really attached to her and shes one of my favorite characters ive made in general and i think about her a lot. also i didnt play the default starting area so she wasnt forced to be a totally completely bad person at least for any of that
tfw you make one dimensional antisemitic caricature species but then you make them playable and therefore allow your players to get attached and make non one dimensional characters of them. wild
#i dont know what my point is#world of warcraft is a game for sure#my post#world of warcraft#fantasy when theyre deciding on species to have and what the traits of those species are#and they have one that has big noses#and theyre like. hmmm what traits to give them#and theyre just that picture of that one guy straining really hard until they decide. ah. money obsessed!#im tired btw#ive been playing wynncraft a lot lately and their depiction of villagers is... interesting.#theyre not as one dimensional as the goblins in WoW but theyre still... not great#someone hire me as the local jew that looks out for antisemitic traits in stories a bit much. i think its needed#theres probably better more informed people for that job actually but consider: i want to not be broke anymore and it also sounds weirdlyfun#me mentioning money on this post feels wrong but welcome to capitalism i need a job or im. idk i guess bad at life?#capitalism logic is stupid. i need to go to sleep LMAO
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#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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i love him dearly but also I think it'd be so cool if Teru Minamoto died. do you understand the narrative and character implications of that
#charlie's rants#I think that it'd be a good . development . idk its late im tired im not phasing this right#tbhk#teru minamoto#minamoto teru#toilet bound hanako kun
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so so sleepy but cat is ON my legs so i can’t move into comfortable sleeping position so can’t fall asleep but can’t stay awake but SOO ready for sleepy tired sleep but CANT because CAT
#i am#struggling#she is so sleepy and comfy that she face planted again😪#i went to bed late and she was SO mad and rushed me to my room#and as soon as i layed down girl was ON me but now i cant sleep because NOT comfortable#but i am so tired😴😴#barely staying awake but definitely NOT falling asleep smh#also i think i missed a few notifications so i’ll try to get to those tomorrow!#i’d do it now but i am TOO TIRED😴😴😴#im great at phone and notifications and messages#insert second part to that joke here pls im too tired to remember what i was gonna say#😴#just know i HAD something else to say about it and it was probably SO funny#so funniest joke ever in the world😤😤#😴😴#to summarize: now = SLEEPY#later = lookin at my inbox#now = slowly extricate myself from beneath this cat#later = idk what else be busy tomorrow apparently yuck🤢🤢#*smooches you goodnight smooches you goodnight SMOOCHES YOU GOODNIGHT*#go to SLEEP#RIGHT NOW#EVERYONE#DONT CARE WHAT TIME IT IS FOR YOU ITS SLEEP TIME NOW😤😤😤#😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴
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the dynamic of two straight guys completely comfortable in their sexuality and relationships so they can be totally gay with each other (think those two emo guys johnny and jake or david tennant and michael sheen). this could be akutagawa and atsushi.
#idk im tired of sskk lately.#i want different dynamics#ngl its hard for me to see any bsd character as straight but bear with me#i want to think of more pairings this could apply to but the straight part is really tripping me up lmao#this isnt going to be a popular take but i want more of this dynamic and i want different sskk relationships#also could be chuuaku or soukoku#ill try and think of more later#ranpo and someone#lmao im not going to actually tag this bc im lowkey scared#this is just for me#tanizaki and atsushi might actually be the best one but i love their ship idk
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