#idk it could be just me 🤷‍♀️)))

[candyheartedchy]

It must be nice not having to bottle everything up.

[speakofshinee]

I've been wanting to change my username to something more shinee related for 12 million years now, but im a scardy cat and can't make up my mind. I know i wanna keep the "speak of" part of my name. I have made a poll, if anyone is interested to help me? 🥺🩵 (pls)

[piningpercussionist]

HI i dont think we’re mutuals or anything but i love kimlisa slash lisim and i remembered you do as well anf i finally saw clear versions of this drawing So i wanted to share incase you had not seen them!!!! HEART i love these girls so much ….. never not thinkinf about kimlisa

I didn't see this before the queued post left on account of Sleeping but- YEAH!!!

I adore these. I've been eager to see this work finished since it was first teased by Bryan a while back- DESPERATELY wish I had any real chance of getting either version. But alas.... I am poor.... (and haven't been to a convention since, like. The 2018 Mechacon, rip 😔)

Anyway. Lisim.... Lisim my beloved.... you are Real and Canon To Me.... (at least as a one sided thing 💔)

[echey]

I'm putting it out there. I've been plagued for a very long time by the "what if I'm not a woman" type of thought and I'm finally FINALLY doing something about it. I'm going to buy a binder. I'm going to try different pronouns and ways of carrying myself. I'll get therapy and see if I can figure this shit out. Maybe there's no definite answer. Maybe I just discover something about my personhood and that's going to be wonderful. I'm excited and a bit scared. I'm thinking of what it would be like to be on T. Maybe I'd love it. Maybe it won't be for me. Maybe it's okay to try something and discover I don't like it. People get all kinds of near irreversible plastic surgery all the time, what's the harm in changing my body just a bit?

[dragonmasterhiccup]

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[camgoloud]

once again in some kind of hellish limbo where i’m like just the tiniest bit sick but it’s so lowkey that i can’t even tell if it’s like legitimately a contagious illness i should be concerned about spreading to other people or if i’m just being overdramatic about nothing. they should make this illegal.

[guinevereslancelot]

my bro making my fave meal gluten free for me!!! 😭❤️

[leafy-m]

My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop 😵

[tennessoui]

hi kit! what is the funniest comment you've ever gotten on a fic? also, what language(s) do you wish you knew?

I think one of the funniest comments I ever got was from someone who must have read my tag obi-wan/anakin as obi-wan&anakin and got halfway through the third chapter before reviewing: “is this going to end up obi-wan/anakin? I hope you’ll reconsider I don’t like obi-wan/anakin and the story doesn’t have to go that way” but like. It was a retelling of beauty&the beast called monsieur & the monster so I just always think it’s sorta funny they were like wait is this gonna be obikin?? girl it’s a Disney movie

As for languages omg I want to know so many languages i love learning vocabulary in other languages. Right now my duolingo has Spanish, Portuguese, German, Hindi, Italian! But the ones I do the most lessons for are Spanish and Portuguese :)

[ziggy-stardust-is-in-love]

There’s this kid I’ve known since pre-k. We have the same birthday and we’ve always been friends, one year we were really close. Anyways today he found out I was omni and he went on a whole rant about religion and stuff and how it’s wrong to love the same gender and now he hates me :( that’s honestly one of the longest friendships I’ve ever had

[eternalstateofoctober]

ok so should i consider actually posting that edit i made?

as i said in the beginning making it was my very first time ever even touching any video editing software so i literally just downloaded the episodes with some firefox extension so the video quality isn’t 4K lol and what i’ve noticed is that the timing/audio is a bit off viewing it in the tumblr app vs in capcut where everything lines up and sounds how i want it

i personally don’t care about stuff like that and am only excited because i know why that is, but someone thinking to themselves that i don’t know x y or z is something we’re not gonna do at all lmao

[blackbackedjackal]

SAVE A FOX GET A DOG IS SO FUCKING CLEVER HOLY SHIT... like yeah it's shade but also if someone just saw it out of context it could still make sense. genius idea

❤️❤️❤️

[mintymayo]

my life is so cringe rn. i had like 4 seizures after starting lamotrigine for bipolar. which is also an anti seizure medicine. and is just straight not supposed to do that. it should not cause seizures. but i would have them right before i was supposed to take the lamotrigine, and correlated with dose changes/timing. but it was working so well i felt so good!! i didn't want to stop

so i went to the neurologist and he was like "u probs have an underlying seizure disorder. try taking it around the clock instead of just in the morning" and so i do that. and i have 2 more seizures.

and so i go back recently and showed him a video of me having one hes just like "yeah thats a really bad seizure. definitely not to be taken lightly. i have never seen anyone react like this to an anti seizure medicine before. we already did multiple eegs and other stuff, u gotta go to the epilipilogist" (specific epilepsy doc idk how to spell it). so i guess thats where im going next. all the way in may.

ill just stay on keppra. the worst medicine ever that makes me more depressed than when i started and destroys my appetite. while weaning off the medicine that made me feel really great and motivated. in my first semester of college where im already struggling with an accelerated class that has a final in literally 2 days.

this is so cringe tbh.

side note: ambulatory eegs are SO ASS they put glue on your fucking head in ur hair and then don't even remove it all and im STILL finding tiny glue pieces in my hair. it's been like 2 weeks dude stop.

side note 2: there's so much medical shit i hate doctors. my mom got permanently ill, lost her job, our house (main breadwinner) and has energy, confusion and speaking problems after taking something that will not be named for legal reasons. NOBODY believed her ever so she has just slowly recovered some over time (enough to work again and stuff) but without any help from doctors.

i can't even get a fucking root canal done correctly.

which is obvs nothing compared to that but still. i specifically say "hey, my mom had really deep really complicated roots. please make sure to be really thorough." and they were like "sure"! anyway i didn't get a crown put on immediately because i had a gut feeling they fucked it up. guess who can still feel in that tooth. it doesn't hurt much but still. i even told the dentist and he was like "well theres no pain. we classify this as a successful root canal :)" like dude.

AND THEN I've had so much shit going on w the seizures that i haven't been to the dentist and now the tooth about the root canal one is getting a cavity probably bc the sharp edges of the root canal tooth is right below it piercing it. luckily it doesn't hurt (no idea why) but like oh my godd

[vcnom]

frustrating that my current read is a digital one because don’t like looking at a screen after a certain time but I always read before I go to sleep now. my book is through the library so it’s free so I suppose I can’t complain too much haha

[purrincess-chat]

Hey Cat! Do you know how to stop feeling guilty about blocking? I don't like blocking people, but there's so many of them who annoy the hell out of me

I don't feel guilty about blocking random people I've never interacted with for being annoying bc they were contributing nothing to my life but annoyance. I don't owe them my time, energy, or access to my blog, and if it makes my experience a little better, then bye ✌️ A majority of them will probably never know I blocked them too. Additionally, in those instances, it's not personal. Tumblr is designed to be a curate your own experience platform. You directly decide what you do and don't see. If you don't want to see their posts in the tags, that's entirely your right to remove them from your experience. It's not super deep. I think for me, I just don't think about it bc usually the people I block for being annoying in the tags are no one of importance. They're not my friends, most of the time they're not even my followers, they're just annoying and gunking up a tag I follow. Idk, I guess I just don't worry about how it would make the person on the other end feel bc like I said most of these people will probably never know I blocked them, but it makes my time here better by doing it. It's nothing really against them as human beings, I just don't want to see their posts 🤷‍♀️

Just tell yourself it's not personal, doesn't mean you hate them or wish them ill intent, and it makes your experience better. Choose your peace over their bullshit. 🤷‍♀️ Not like they care personally about you or think less of you.

[the-kipsabian]

stressed