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HI i dont think we’re mutuals or anything but i love kimlisa slash lisim and i remembered you do as well anf i finally saw clear versions of this drawing So i wanted to share incase you had not seen them!!!! HEART i love these girls so much ….. never not thinkinf about kimlisa
I didn't see this before the queued post left on account of Sleeping but- YEAH!!!
I adore these. I've been eager to see this work finished since it was first teased by Bryan a while back- DESPERATELY wish I had any real chance of getting either version. But alas.... I am poor.... (and haven't been to a convention since, like. The 2018 Mechacon, rip 😔)
Anyway. Lisim.... Lisim my beloved.... you are Real and Canon To Me.... (at least as a one sided thing 💔)
#but yeah ty for the ask! seriously. i have notifications on for Bryan's blog so I knew the second they got posted but I genuinely love +#+ooc asks where we can just take a moment to gush over a thing#and it's definitely not a mutual exclusive act. moreso a mutual incursion event- one could say....#tbh I kinda wanna do a version of this in my style but idk how to justify it to myself rn. maybe if i do the hybrid versions...? eh#sp comic#scott pilgrim comic#official art#lisa miller#kim pine#ramona flowers#knives chau#ship stuff#lisim#in the discord I believe Volt and I had a brief stint of ''ramlisim??? RAMLISIM???'' based on one of the teasers for this.. they Intrigue m#ramlisim#(i guess in the fully realized scenario Knives is like their pseudo-child they bring around and fuss over. idk 🤷♀️ i just work here)#asks#ooc#vanilla2009#from BLOM#intrigue me** why did you lie to me tumblr... you said it would fit.....
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#(((sometimes i worry that when i write Hiccup he's not as in character as he should be#its crazy because between the movies and the shows#we have such a clear vision of WHO he is#how he reacts#whats important to him#but i get nervous that im putting my own spin on it without realizing??#like he does lose his temper sometimes doesn't he?#i don't write that aspect very much its pretty rare for me to have him lose his temper#but i worry#that no matter how much i watch the show or movies and even read the books that ill be missing a really important piece of his character#idk it could be just me 🤷♀️)))#ooc#ooc ramblings
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My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop 😵
#Every time I read through to edit I end up adding another scene this is so fuckin embarrassing#It's not even in chapters it's just one massive thing#The beginning is bad though I have to figure out how to rewrite that but lmao a fixed version with dialogue will be another 2k aha ha ha#There's one long scene I could remove and make that it's own one shot but also god how about I Don't#I'll probably end up deleting it because it's just. Too much. Compared to everything else. But also. What if I didn't? 🤷♀️#I think what's hilarious is that I had Plans. About Themes. And Character Studies. And Comparisons#And idk if it's even really in there and visible and not just 20k of 'what if I just wrote the most indulgent shit for me specifically'#And then ended it with an emotional slap to the face because I love building things up and then tearing it apart#(and it does that really well; I'm giggling into my hands - I'm dancing on my own grave)#I've cried so many times during this stupid fic#*deletes other comment*#Anyway my OTHER fic that I also indulgently love and is way too long and made me cry way too hard every fuckin scene#Does not make me cry anymore and idk if I broke it somehow in the editing or if I'm just immune to its devastation now#Honestly concerned that when I post these I'll be like 'meh; it's just ok' and then anyone who reads it is like ☠️☠️☠️☠️#Hehehehe#Ok I'm done
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#ngl i am Rlly Struggling lately#so much happening at once#im so worried about my health#my family seems to be falling apart#it has recently been very abruptly been brought to my attention that i really need to move out asap#which brings more worry about my health#and puts more pressure on me to get a job#which has been hopeless for the past year and a half or so#I don't think i can afford to move out on my current wages/benefits#im honestly still reeling a little bit from the whole ... situation in august#mostly just bc its the first time ive ever actually felt suicidal#and bc it made me realise how much of a shitty person i must be to have allowed it to happen#and i havent been able to shake the suicidal thoughts since#but the past few weeks its gotten really bad and im worried#i mean i dont think i would ever do it but#esp the past few days i just dont see the point in being alive#and i dont see a way out#cause my health is never gonna get better its only ever gonna get worse#and i know i should go to therapy idk maybe i will#and i know doomscrolling on here is the last thing i should be doing cause world news isnt exactly gonna make me feel better#but agh idk#i don't know what to do#i wish i could talk to someone about this but i dont want to make anyone worry about me#thats if theyd even care#🤷♀️#ill pull through i always do#ellies shitchats
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hi kit! what is the funniest comment you've ever gotten on a fic? also, what language(s) do you wish you knew?
I think one of the funniest comments I ever got was from someone who must have read my tag obi-wan/anakin as obi-wan&anakin and got halfway through the third chapter before reviewing: “is this going to end up obi-wan/anakin? I hope you’ll reconsider I don’t like obi-wan/anakin and the story doesn’t have to go that way” but like. It was a retelling of beauty&the beast called monsieur & the monster so I just always think it’s sorta funny they were like wait is this gonna be obikin?? girl it’s a Disney movie
As for languages omg I want to know so many languages i love learning vocabulary in other languages. Right now my duolingo has Spanish, Portuguese, German, Hindi, Italian! But the ones I do the most lessons for are Spanish and Portuguese :)
#asks#great questions !!#I get some pretty funny comments and meme style reviews on my fics 1000%#that one just stands out to me because idk how they thought a beauty and the beast retelling with obiwan as beauty and anakin as beast#wouldn’t be obikin 🤷♀️#I really want to put aside time to learn a language I’m 1000% not used to tho#I think Russian could be fun#I have a pretty good handle on Spanish#unfortunately duolingo Portuguese is just Brazil and I’d want to learn Portugal portuguese cause I’d like to go to Lisbon#but whatevs
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There’s this kid I’ve known since pre-k. We have the same birthday and we’ve always been friends, one year we were really close. Anyways today he found out I was omni and he went on a whole rant about religion and stuff and how it’s wrong to love the same gender and now he hates me :( that’s honestly one of the longest friendships I’ve ever had
#Sorry idk why I’m posting this#Kinda just sad#My birthday buddy :(#I share a birthday with 3 guys in my school and one year we all sat together in lunch and had a “birthday buddy bash”#It was really fun because we all have different interests and we could all get along really well#Now one of them bullies me#Now one of them thinks I’m the devil or smth#And the other one complimented my Green Day shirt 🤷♀️
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ok so should i consider actually posting that edit i made?
as i said in the beginning making it was my very first time ever even touching any video editing software so i literally just downloaded the episodes with some firefox extension so the video quality isn’t 4K lol and what i’ve noticed is that the timing/audio is a bit off viewing it in the tumblr app vs in capcut where everything lines up and sounds how i want it
i personally don’t care about stuff like that and am only excited because i know why that is, but someone thinking to themselves that i don’t know x y or z is something we’re not gonna do at all lmao
#and also. it’s important to know what platform a piece of media was made for uknow. there is a right screen/platform/format/idfk for everyth#ing so fan vids and edits are obviously meant to be viewed on a small screen - phone tablet or pc#not fullscreen on anything lol#it’s still kinda cool finished hehehehe#BUT then i must also remember that i do not have a presence in the fandom. so it might not gain wind at all! especially if i’m not one to t#g things. but i guess i’d have to if i actually wanted people to see it lol#idk 🤷♀️ still a bit undecided. could post it like right now without saying a word - could keep it to myself 🤷♀️#it talks#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#this is not me building up hype btw lol - i think the vid has just like one or two oohworthy parts. i cannot stress enough how much of a re#alist i am about this. i’m not being like annoyingly humble either.
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I think a lot about how if I'd have been born like 200 years ago I would have been sent to the sea side and dosed with cocaine every day for my Mental Maladies but instead I'm walking around in 2024 and ppl are trying to make me feel like shit for not opting into hustle culture or convince me AI & crypto currency are the future...
#don't get me wrong. I'm thankful for my meds. like.... 100000000% thankful. tbh don't know I'd be shitposting on here today without em....#but my goddddddddddd I'm tired also#I don't want 6 jobs. I don't want to delivery drive all night. I don't want to turn shitty doodles into NFTs.#I take care of my disabled mother while also dealing with my own mental health deficiencies. I raised my brother. he still lives with me.#I'm Tired#I want to just take care of my mom and make cakes & desserts and for that to be enough. but it can't#because we devalue domestic work of any kind including care taking for the eldery/disabled#I mean my union has to FIGHT every few years to make sure we can KEEP our jobs#and it sucks cause... even if I lose my job.... I STILL have to take care of my mom so it's like 🤷♀️#I'm just Tired bro. so tired. I want my baking to work out so bad but I just... don't know. I know it won't net me gobs if money#I'm just so tired of living under this fuckin strain that is The American Dream USA number 1 woooo!#don't you dare ask to make a living wage!#and since I DO want this baking stuff to go well I KEEP practicing and it feels like.... meh.... I'm baking and baking and baking#I want it to be GOOD! but I'm taking my time! and not hustling and it just feels like idk. I'm going too slow#but I'm not.... I've been baking my whole life for free and everyone raved abt it. I want it to be STELLAR so I can make money#I'm just so fckn TIRED man. I wish I had like.... a crystal ball and I could just know if this was a good idea#erin explains it all
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SAVE A FOX GET A DOG IS SO FUCKING CLEVER HOLY SHIT... like yeah it's shade but also if someone just saw it out of context it could still make sense. genius idea
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#gotta be witty and within my first ammendment rights#may as well use them for good and education 🤷♀️#ask#like I guess people could argue the slogan is not 100% helpful#because a lot of people who want a fox couldn't handle a dog either :/#but that's the only issue I can argue with#just to be fully transparent incase this is not an idea I wanna persue#like deadass I don't want this person trying to lawyer up at me over some stickers but like it's within fair use i think?#idk I'm zooted rn
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my life is so cringe rn. i had like 4 seizures after starting lamotrigine for bipolar. which is also an anti seizure medicine. and is just straight not supposed to do that. it should not cause seizures. but i would have them right before i was supposed to take the lamotrigine, and correlated with dose changes/timing. but it was working so well i felt so good!! i didn't want to stop
so i went to the neurologist and he was like "u probs have an underlying seizure disorder. try taking it around the clock instead of just in the morning" and so i do that. and i have 2 more seizures.
and so i go back recently and showed him a video of me having one hes just like "yeah thats a really bad seizure. definitely not to be taken lightly. i have never seen anyone react like this to an anti seizure medicine before. we already did multiple eegs and other stuff, u gotta go to the epilipilogist" (specific epilepsy doc idk how to spell it). so i guess thats where im going next. all the way in may.
ill just stay on keppra. the worst medicine ever that makes me more depressed than when i started and destroys my appetite. while weaning off the medicine that made me feel really great and motivated. in my first semester of college where im already struggling with an accelerated class that has a final in literally 2 days.
this is so cringe tbh.
side note: ambulatory eegs are SO ASS they put glue on your fucking head in ur hair and then don't even remove it all and im STILL finding tiny glue pieces in my hair. it's been like 2 weeks dude stop.
side note 2: there's so much medical shit i hate doctors. my mom got permanently ill, lost her job, our house (main breadwinner) and has energy, confusion and speaking problems after taking something that will not be named for legal reasons. NOBODY believed her ever so she has just slowly recovered some over time (enough to work again and stuff) but without any help from doctors.
i can't even get a fucking root canal done correctly.
which is obvs nothing compared to that but still. i specifically say "hey, my mom had really deep really complicated roots. please make sure to be really thorough." and they were like "sure"! anyway i didn't get a crown put on immediately because i had a gut feeling they fucked it up. guess who can still feel in that tooth. it doesn't hurt much but still. i even told the dentist and he was like "well theres no pain. we classify this as a successful root canal :)" like dude.
AND THEN I've had so much shit going on w the seizures that i haven't been to the dentist and now the tooth about the root canal one is getting a cavity probably bc the sharp edges of the root canal tooth is right below it piercing it. luckily it doesn't hurt (no idea why) but like oh my godd
#tagged#✰#i could write 70 posts about my families and i's medical traumas and issues#like problems with doctors not just medical problems#i do appreciate that my neurologist did just tell me straight “yeah i agree it definitely seems related (lamotrigine and seizures) but idk-#-shit about this so i have to send u elsewhere#like thank u for at least not dismissing me. ur a real one#epilepsy#seizures#non epileptic seizures#idk if theyre epileptic or not 🤷♀️#✩#oc
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frustrating that my current read is a digital one because don’t like looking at a screen after a certain time but I always read before I go to sleep now. my book is through the library so it’s free so I suppose I can’t complain too much haha
#I’m reading Godkiller#obviously because the name is sick#and the cover art is gnarly too#also this evening feels like something in the world has suddenly changed and gone off kilter#something feels very wrong#idk if it’s just my routine that messed up or something bigger#or something else#but it’s giving me the heebie jeebies#and I feel very bad#it could just be random anxiety but idk! 🤷♀️#also obviously I know a lot of stuff in the world is already wrong and horrible :( but#it feels different
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yeah so i finally found a way to connect my original fiction short story book so now it’s all i’m going to be working on until it’s done and i can maybe send it out to publishers??? asdfghjkl
#i hate the idea of anyone reading my writing that’s not fan fic#because it’s so personal and gross and just#so from my brain that it scares me to have ppl i know read it#and judge me#and just#idk it’s too vulnerable but i genuinely think i could make it as a writer some day#is that an asshole thing to say???#🤷♀️ maybe
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I’ve been seeing a lot of people (4/5 comments on a tyler edit but i wanted to talk about it 💀) saying Tyler as the hyde didn’t kill wednesday bc he was in love with her and respectfully I have to disagree. Like he even said himself that at first he couldn’t remember what happened and it was only later that things started coming to him. Then you might be saying ‘then why didnt he kill her when he was the Hyde’ but like your completely missing the fact that Thorhill needed her alive and probably ordered him to not harm her. For her spell thing to work she need the blood of a living ancestor. Whether he actually loved her or not is up for interpretation honestly, it’s entirely possible that Thornhill told him to get close to her and he was just using romantic feelings to manipulate her.
#wednesday spoilers#wednesday#tyler galpin#thornhill#marilyn thornhill#this is not a bash to the ship btw i honestly dont mind the ship i just personally perfer wednesday single or as a lesbian 🤷♀️#the relationship could be really interesting#also someone pls talk about the show with me#only like 3 of my irl friends have seen it but 1 will probably never finish it and another 2 ive had passing convos with#tyler is a really interesting character i dont like him all that much but like its clear he was being used by thornhill#he has a lot of issues bc of him mom dying and his relationship with his dad is all complicated#idk how the whole hyde thing works like do they have different sets of memories/personality#cuz i mean im thinking that at first they were probs completely separate apart for body then they started blending seen thro tyler not reme-#mering anything at first#does that make sense#probably not but oh well
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Hey Cat! Do you know how to stop feeling guilty about blocking? I don't like blocking people, but there's so many of them who annoy the hell out of me
I don't feel guilty about blocking random people I've never interacted with for being annoying bc they were contributing nothing to my life but annoyance. I don't owe them my time, energy, or access to my blog, and if it makes my experience a little better, then bye ✌️ A majority of them will probably never know I blocked them too. Additionally, in those instances, it's not personal. Tumblr is designed to be a curate your own experience platform. You directly decide what you do and don't see. If you don't want to see their posts in the tags, that's entirely your right to remove them from your experience. It's not super deep. I think for me, I just don't think about it bc usually the people I block for being annoying in the tags are no one of importance. They're not my friends, most of the time they're not even my followers, they're just annoying and gunking up a tag I follow. Idk, I guess I just don't worry about how it would make the person on the other end feel bc like I said most of these people will probably never know I blocked them, but it makes my time here better by doing it. It's nothing really against them as human beings, I just don't want to see their posts 🤷♀️
Just tell yourself it's not personal, doesn't mean you hate them or wish them ill intent, and it makes your experience better. Choose your peace over their bullshit. 🤷♀️ Not like they care personally about you or think less of you.
#cat replies#asks#idk could also just be a personality thing too#i just genuinely dont care bc i look at it as curating my experience#i dont have to be friends with everyone#nor does everyone have to like me 🤷♀️#idk if this is helpful to you at all 😅
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#the london weekend has me pulling my hair out a little tbh#so revpro announced the meet and greets like two days ago. and the times horribly overlap with the all in fan event#which means i gotta miss one of them. and it sucks cause i need to know asap if im ditching half of the fan event to go meet ppl#an hour away from wembley and who knows how long tickets will be available for that with whos annouced to be there#but also idk whos at doing meet and greets at the fan event. cause im obviously prioritizing kip and penny if they show up so like#but we dont know until maybe next week. who knows cause aew is so bad at announcing these things ahead of time#i just have to make decisions and its infuriating#i might be able to do both if aew meet and greets are early enough and its not that many people#but again copper box is an hour away. and the meet and greets end at 2.30 so :)#its fucked up. i hate it#anyways. we'll see i guess. sorry just had to get this out its so frustrating#the worst aew could do is not put kip and penny on this event either tho so like 🤷♀️#but again i wont know until much later. and then its ticket roulette with revpro potentially. who knows#its just irritating how these things are organized ugh#at least im still seeing both shows on good seats but. yeah#ANNOYING#night is an absolute mess on main
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Random advice hours with Wendy
For those who never know what to say in conversation: if you're not sure, a good thing is always to ask more about the other person. For example, following up on what they mentioned ("you said you were working on a drawing, what is it of?" As an example) or asking how their day is. The other person will feel listened to and most likely will be happy to answer!
It's important though that you don't internalize this to mean you can't ever talk about yourself. In fact, if the other person isn't reciprocating and asking you questions back, that may be a social engagement that isn't worth the energy you're putting into it.
Treat others the way you want to be treated - in this particular case, asking them about their interests (whether that's faves or hobbies or what have you) and actually engaging with that answer to show you care about what they have to say.
(And please don't misunderstand - I know it can be hard to come up with these questions! I struggle too! But thinking of it from this perspective helps me direct my energy.)
#random advice hours#I'm tempted to make this non rebloggable cause somehow someone is gonna take issue with this lmfao#I just see a lot of folks expressing that they don't know how to talk to others on here so... here's some advice I learned#and also an issue I see quite frequently is people trying to use me as a place to gush and not ever asking me about myself#or my faves or whatever so#🤷♀️ here ya go#so I guess in conclusion okay to reblog but if any drama starts I'm turning it off#please don't add drama to this post begging y'all#not even sure what you could add but idk man
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