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cosmicheartz · 1 year ago

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i wish tumblr had an option to completely remove a post with tags/content you filtered instead of that shitty little " this post has x content you filtered do you wanna view anyways? " like no the fuck i dont

#say what you want abt twit but at least their filtering system is half decent #like i cant follow a lot of ppl even if i like their art and content bc sometimes they reblog stuff that involves content i filtered #mainly for the sake of keeping my own mental health and sanity #esp with everything thats going on rn #yes ik its privileged of me since i am white #and live in america #but i do genuinely feel bad abt everything happening #its just that i end up hyperfixing on it and it ends up making me spiral #idk im just rlly tired #cosmic ventz

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warmfuzzyanimal · 2 months ago

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it's here! the cow base!! it's done!!! EASILY the biggest base i've made so far, and i'm really really proud of it!! now............................... go forth and bring more beautiful cow furries to this beautiful earth

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papanowo · 5 months ago

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unfinished [ what happens in sickbay... ]

#my art #star trek #star trek enterprise #malcolm reed #trip tucker #tuckerreed #i had a rlly cool idea for this drawing and the caption but it just ... left my brain #hence the title #idk im just tired of looking at this afdfsgf

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mrmeepsmadmind · 2 months ago

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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb

#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices #i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but #has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid #sense #and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid #anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry #u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt #have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive #and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else #to make him strong #even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant #or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a #crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character #he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded #(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser #he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments #never her own #idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee #chew on him like sponge cak #bumblebee #transformers #tf bumblebee #tf idw #idw #tf #????#maccadam #i hate not knowing waht tag to use

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heartorbit · 2 years ago

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im never finishing this ＿|￣|○

#this is my thanks to everypony who stayed for 3 consecutive non-pjsk posts. polysho as a little treat #polyshow #pjsk #prsk #project sekai #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #i never draw them with my personal headcanons becaude im shy but emu moels and freckles snd rui snakebite piercings become real #nenes 24-1 kd ratio (the one death was her falling off the map when emu and tsukasa started shaking them around)#close game offline incoming here comes nene with the .52 gal. I NEED THOSE CARDS SO BADpray for me i have enough to spark one. itll be emu #sorry for posting so much at 1am painkillers made me tired and have messed my sleep schedule something horrendous #this is a lil old. emus bangs look rlly strange to me. maybe i will draw this properly one day just to fix them #this is what i mean when i say idk draw rui btw ambrose come get your strange cat

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pup-pee · 5 months ago

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he is the dirt under my fingernails

#just a bunch of kons ive drawn over a time period #when im upset i draw him woopeee #snyways look @ my hcs boy #i hold unhealthy ass kon rlly close 2 my heart u dont understand ots so stupid #CAN U TELL WHEN U DRAW YOUNGER KON?? I RLLY HOPE SO PLS TELL ME U DO #kfjfoksnsnnngngngn hhhhhhhhhhhh #ive paniking all night staring @ the figure outside my window #now its afternoon & I CANT SLEEEEPPP tehehe #y doesnt melotinon melon mel something WORKKK #call back 2 the time i took a whole bottle of those tablets & stayed up 2 dayd that was weird #im rambling in my tags again mooommmm #yk what would b a good idea? taking my meds #imma do that yeah #kon el #kontent #U GET A TAG #konmen pls accept me as a konartist pls oh god #pls dont eat me alive #puppee art #oh hint of kart in there ofc bc im insane #i ordered stuff 4 etsy((i think idk if i did it correct)) & im working on buttons((FINALLY AGAIN))#me? doing work outside of work? insnae. its mot work im just drawing kon & bart send help #i need 2 shut up im so tired wikihow how 2 sleep

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scrombit · 5 months ago

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the eternal yapper is back at it

#do not be suprised if you cannot read any of it #bad handwriting + broke my phone camera and this is just...#a photo of my ipad idk man i didnt think #im tired n i felt bad for not postin much #they zip bombed vlad #i did HEAVILY consider making this a danny n tucker doodle #cuz like bros n bromance (i have no idea what im talking about)#anyway #doodle #ignore it #i havent gotten to like look away and look back to its likely the anatomy is SEVERLY wrong #and it taked more than 2 seconds to flip my canvas so i dont #like ever #and super sorry for doing light neon green lineart on a purple nackground it was a terrible idea i was just bored #sorry the demons got out and i made the tags rlly long #danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #dp fanart #danny phantom art #danny fenton #dp #dp dan #dan phantom #phanart #phandom #r those tags danny ohantom related #idgaf im too tired to check before i post this 😔#danielle phantom #dani phantom #i love danny with an i

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sovlstr · 1 month ago

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fuck my stupid baka life

this is just a random prompt for, hm, around chapter ~25 for them. The story mostly plans up to their death, but thats if i ever intend on finishing it. Bittersweet, you understand.

#digital art #digital artist #new artist #oc art #mafiafell #undertale au #mafiafell sans #selfship community #Donfell #female artists #small artist #artist #if you like my art please reblog! this tumblr is very lonely🤍#please reblog #well no pressure but ya #i rlly like this doodle it took 3 hrs tho idk why #just expression practice #basically for context #sans moves hee into her own apartment but shes away from her job and dependent on him now #so she gets lonely and upset being alone because her families in other territory and shes mostly alone yk #so she asks him for a child and he declines #maybe ill play with the idea of offspring but Maria doesnt really see it and Sans is quite fatalist too #sans fangirl #selfshipper #selfshipping comfort #cw: suggestive #cw: pregnancy #well suggested oregnancy yk #idk man im so tired and its ovulation week #let me live please

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tweedfrog · 7 months ago

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Need to think more about whether the veins of incestuous behaviour that flow thru the Lannister storyline from Tywin to -> Cersei, Jaime, Tyrion, Joanna, and Tytos' mistress was Tywin subconciously apeing the Targaryen Doctrine of Exceptionalism and the justification for incest that flows through all the Targaryen story lines.

I think its especially interesting because the doctrine of exceptionalism very much came after the repeated incest in the Targaryen family and we aren't sure to what extent the blood of the dragon/old valyria is the real justification for this or whether it's just a post-hoc justification for concentrating power within the family.

Whereas with Tywin the exceptionalism he thinks the lannisters have that makes them "better" than other people pretty much lies at the heart of all the incestuous behaviour within the Lannister clan

#idk im tired maybe im not wording it right #but to me the doctrine of exceptionalism for the targs was like #whatever these unwashed westerosi peasants want some justification for the sibling marriages #lets just chuck this legalese at them #but really its just that thats how you ensure dragons dont go to outsiders #and it probably started off as less actual belief in the exceptionalism and more this is a useful cover for what we rlly believe #whereas Tywin actually just thinks lannisters are a people apart from everyone else #probably similar to Aerys buying into the exceptionalism of the targs #asoiaf #house lannister #tywin lannister #valyrian scrolls

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johnentwistlesbassguitar · 2 months ago

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Something I've noticed abt john from watching sm interviews is he sounded more British in the early era maybe its just me but like he had such a cute voice when he was younger it makes me so ughfhsusifjksm

#obv johns voice is always sexy #but little john was just so 🥺��#maybe this is a stupid observation idk #im tired #and im thinking abt john more than i should #john entwistle #theres a specific clip that shows this rlly well

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mikuyuuss · 2 months ago

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It's such a horrible time for me to be exploring my love for fashion when the trend right now is colorless basic asylum aesthetic 😭😭 You can't even wear something with a bit of color without people making fun of you, and YET basic people have the gal to act like they are the ones being oppressed saying "Everyones trying to be unique nowadays! I love being basic so I don't have to impress everyone!☺️☺️☺️"

First of all not everyone's trying to dress up to impress everyone. I'm sorry that I actually just want to express myself while YOU only follow trends. Being basic is literally the socially acceptable norm that was imposed on a lot of people. I HATE THIS SOCIETYYY

#personal #rip me who loves colors I am my own strongest soldier #people who love fashion bc it helps them express themselves bc they know what its like to be deprived of that (me)#rather than only following trends are the REAL ONES #(me)#ok look i own a lot of neutral colors too #but just bc its the most popular style rn DOESNT MEAN ITS SUPERIOR #people who think neutrals are the only superior aesthetic BOOOOO #im gatekeeping fashion from you 🙄#'but unni ur clothes are kinda basic too' yeah but the bar is low here people think im already weird #sorry for the unhinged rant lol I just need to be petty #me speaks #yes this is about mina les newest video to be fair her video isnt bad and she makes a good point #but also #just let me be petty for a bit okay #people are suddenly going im tired of following trends being minimalist is the real me!#as if that isnt a trend itself…#im not saying trends are bad but like at least learn to think about ur fashion inward about what u RLLY like #dont make trends ur entire personality #ALSO idk why people are suddenly realizing that you can reserve simple clothes for most days and special clothes for special days #I thought everyon does that...? or am I normal #it doesnt mean ur personal style is suddenly dead #even the most flamboyant person will have days where they wear t shirt and shorts and thats NORMAL

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aria0fgold · 9 months ago

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[It was a windfall, air knocked out of my lungs, plunge into the abyss. I am nothing.

Pray tell, what have you learned? What have you found? What knowledge have you gained?

Stars, stars, stars. They are the gems of the sky.

Pray tell, the price of which you may pay? To what extent shall you let go? To what extent shall you pursue Life?

Gems, gems, gems. I am but a shard of what once was whole.

Pray tell, what have you learned? What have you found? To what extent shall you let go? To what extent

are you willing

to sacrifice

to be whole

again?

Crabs, crabs, crabs. This is inevitable, for I am never whole without them.

Are

you

yourself?

To be myself is to be whole, to be whole is to be with them. To be with them is to be myself.

Pray tell, should your memories be forgotten

who will you

forget

?

Myself.

.

]

[You doze off, you dreamt you were talking to someone.]

[You can't remember anything else.]

[You heard the door open, Siffrin walks in the store. The book opens, time to get back to the first page, researcher.]

#ariawrites #isat #isat au #isat spoilers #idk what im doing i just had this idea while doing my chores and i know it in my heart that i gotta write this and post #is this spoilers??? i think so?????? maaaayybbeee??????? ill tag it spoilers just in case #this is my odile loops au with new loop+ i need a proper name for that one... and this Is set during the new loop+#am laying out ideas i want to happen and i like to play around with the: after several loops. odile starts to forget too #but instead of how siffrin would forget the others. odile chooses to forget herself #also like yeowch... dozing off while standing she must rlly be tired! ig thats what a timeloop does to ya #also yea instead of stage actually am changing it to book cuz well-- odile. and books!#of gems and pages au #ogap au

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starlovincowboy · 8 months ago

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Thinking of romantic wheelerson where they like slowly realize they're crushing hard on eachother after like s4

maybe even like when they're older, maybe like juniors or smth in hs and just AUAGH

Not only am I thinking of them but I'm also thinking of just Mike.

Who had a pretty obvious crush on Will during middle school and like everyone could tell except for will. So maybe that's why Dustin doesn't make a move right away when he realizes he likes him (that and bc he just has no clue if he interpreted it wrong or smth) cuz he's like

"Mike obviously likes will and will likes Mike. I can't do that to my friends" and so he's like so upset until Mike has to like outright tell him he likes him and Dustin's all "?!" Shocked Pikachu JWKS

And just like them being happy and shit and being all cute and coupley. But also not wanting to rlly tell anyone so they keep it on the dl and nobody rlly knows so when will finally gets tired of like hiding his feelings for Mike and they have this rlly emotional fight (just like in s3 )

And Will's all "I'm in love with you!!" And Mike just kinda stands there because he got over his crush on will a longg time ago and he just gets so pissed and he's like "and you decide to tell me now?! After I got over you??" And poor will's like "wdym??" And just AUGH

ITS INFECTING MY BRAIN

#literally plaguing (?) my thoughts #couldnt go to sleep bc of this #me trying to tell myself NOT to make another fic when i already have a wip to finish #mike wheeler #dustin henderson #will byers #angst #? i guess #stranger things #thinking so many thoughts #about them #sobbing bc no one makes content for them </3 #wheelerson #??i think #henler #idk what to call them😭😭#i just love them ok #this also makes zero sense but stfu im so tired #also i just rlly need will to realize that he doesnt need to revolve everything he does with Mike

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fraternum-momentum · 1 year ago

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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS #SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION #POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH #I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH #I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT #SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE #like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing #ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay #also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that #im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting #deformed pug vibes #the jp vas are pulling thru though #ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games #AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT #.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS #i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers #i call him elsa in my head #xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit #rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that #hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is #overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone #idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol #okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r #idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think #OKAY YEA BYE #frambling...?

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each-uisge-enthusiast · 1 month ago

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thinking about kyane. how she must have known there was no way she would be powerful enough to stop hades but she stood up to him anyway. how even though she wept until she’d lost her mouth her hands and become nothing but water itself she still found a way to warn demeter something terrible had happened. how she’s never remembered in the retellings because she’d ruin their obsession with stripping demeter and persephone’s story of its meaning. how even though she was just a naiad she stood up to the king of the dead and told him he couldn’t take her friend.