#idk im just rlly tired
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i wish tumblr had an option to completely remove a post with tags/content you filtered instead of that shitty little " this post has x content you filtered do you wanna view anyways? " like no the fuck i dont
#say what you want abt twit but at least their filtering system is half decent#like i cant follow a lot of ppl even if i like their art and content bc sometimes they reblog stuff that involves content i filtered#mainly for the sake of keeping my own mental health and sanity#esp with everything thats going on rn#yes ik its privileged of me since i am white#and live in america#but i do genuinely feel bad abt everything happening#its just that i end up hyperfixing on it and it ends up making me spiral#idk im just rlly tired#cosmic ventz
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unfinished [ what happens in sickbay... ]
#my art#star trek#star trek enterprise#malcolm reed#trip tucker#tuckerreed#i had a rlly cool idea for this drawing and the caption but it just ... left my brain#hence the title#idk im just tired of looking at this afdfsgf
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im never finishing this _| ̄|○
#this is my thanks to everypony who stayed for 3 consecutive non-pjsk posts. polysho as a little treat#polyshow#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#i never draw them with my personal headcanons becaude im shy but emu moels and freckles snd rui snakebite piercings become real#nenes 24-1 kd ratio (the one death was her falling off the map when emu and tsukasa started shaking them around)#close game offline incoming here comes nene with the .52 gal. I NEED THOSE CARDS SO BADpray for me i have enough to spark one. itll be emu#sorry for posting so much at 1am painkillers made me tired and have messed my sleep schedule something horrendous#this is a lil old. emus bangs look rlly strange to me. maybe i will draw this properly one day just to fix them#this is what i mean when i say idk draw rui btw ambrose come get your strange cat
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the puss in boots movie rlly does have everything, including this type of villain
#i love that the cricket still tried to see him in positive light when he started talking about the wish#but nope#it was just more selfish stuff that would ruin the world#puss in boots#puss in boots spoilers#puss in boots the last wish#big jack horner#idk whats the cricket's name#im too tired to gif but i havent rlly seen any stuff about this scene specifically#dreamworks#mine#long post#its as if.. as if i heard those similar words from some other ppl hm#amazing storytelling to our todays world
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he is the dirt under my fingernails
#just a bunch of kons ive drawn over a time period#when im upset i draw him woopeee#snyways look @ my hcs boy#i hold unhealthy ass kon rlly close 2 my heart u dont understand ots so stupid#CAN U TELL WHEN U DRAW YOUNGER KON?? I RLLY HOPE SO PLS TELL ME U DO#kfjfoksnsnnngngngn hhhhhhhhhhhh#ive paniking all night staring @ the figure outside my window#now its afternoon & I CANT SLEEEEPPP tehehe#y doesnt melotinon melon mel something WORKKK#call back 2 the time i took a whole bottle of those tablets & stayed up 2 dayd that was weird#im rambling in my tags again mooommmm#yk what would b a good idea? taking my meds#imma do that yeah#kon el#kontent#U GET A TAG#konmen pls accept me as a konartist pls oh god#pls dont eat me alive#puppee art#oh hint of kart in there ofc bc im insane#i ordered stuff 4 etsy((i think idk if i did it correct)) & im working on buttons((FINALLY AGAIN))#me? doing work outside of work? insnae. its mot work im just drawing kon & bart send help#i need 2 shut up im so tired wikihow how 2 sleep
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the eternal yapper is back at it
#do not be suprised if you cannot read any of it#bad handwriting + broke my phone camera and this is just...#a photo of my ipad idk man i didnt think#im tired n i felt bad for not postin much#they zip bombed vlad#i did HEAVILY consider making this a danny n tucker doodle#cuz like bros n bromance (i have no idea what im talking about)#anyway#doodle#ignore it#i havent gotten to like look away and look back to its likely the anatomy is SEVERLY wrong#and it taked more than 2 seconds to flip my canvas so i dont#like ever#and super sorry for doing light neon green lineart on a purple nackground it was a terrible idea i was just bored#sorry the demons got out and i made the tags rlly long#danny phantom#danny phantom fanart#dp fanart#danny phantom art#danny fenton#dp#dp dan#dan phantom#phanart#phandom#r those tags danny ohantom related#idgaf im too tired to check before i post this 😔#danielle phantom#dani phantom#i love danny with an i
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they put some shit in that new space marine game that had me like "ok fine i'll start actually reading about 40k lore after yrs of putting it off" and now im sitting here making ocs. as usual
#wh40k#tarivan#i cant rlly pretend i have much planned for him Or for other half formed ideas i have for 40k ocs BUT!#i had fun drawing him :) which was sorely needed tbqh#idk if ill finish the colored illustration . i might just get bored. who knows. im kinda tired of rendering rn#im getting that itch of anxiety that someones gonna get mad at me for not being lore compliant enough but#->redirecting you to the established “i had fun” part of these tags#i dont think i found a single img of a librarian with a helmet that Wasn't like. the primaris librarian mini.#which i kinda copied for this. BUT ITS OK! its my toys
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Need to think more about whether the veins of incestuous behaviour that flow thru the Lannister storyline from Tywin to -> Cersei, Jaime, Tyrion, Joanna, and Tytos' mistress was Tywin subconciously apeing the Targaryen Doctrine of Exceptionalism and the justification for incest that flows through all the Targaryen story lines.
I think its especially interesting because the doctrine of exceptionalism very much came after the repeated incest in the Targaryen family and we aren't sure to what extent the blood of the dragon/old valyria is the real justification for this or whether it's just a post-hoc justification for concentrating power within the family.
Whereas with Tywin the exceptionalism he thinks the lannisters have that makes them "better" than other people pretty much lies at the heart of all the incestuous behaviour within the Lannister clan
#idk im tired maybe im not wording it right#but to me the doctrine of exceptionalism for the targs was like#whatever these unwashed westerosi peasants want some justification for the sibling marriages#lets just chuck this legalese at them#but really its just that thats how you ensure dragons dont go to outsiders#and it probably started off as less actual belief in the exceptionalism and more this is a useful cover for what we rlly believe#whereas Tywin actually just thinks lannisters are a people apart from everyone else#probably similar to Aerys buying into the exceptionalism of the targs#asoiaf#house lannister#tywin lannister#valyrian scrolls
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✧ "I have breathed in the disgusting air of darkness, but I never lose out" ✧
Colored version :3!!
#brutus#oc#caligo#i need to make designs for the other three 😭#basing them off of different storm types methinks#im thinking... tornado- blizzard- thunder and firestorm#dont have ideas for their designs atm though#or just other weather types idk#too tired to rlly think abt it rn#my art
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[It was a windfall, air knocked out of my lungs, plunge into the abyss. I am nothing.
Pray tell, what have you learned? What have you found? What knowledge have you gained?
Stars, stars, stars. They are the gems of the sky.
Pray tell, the price of which you may pay? To what extent shall you let go? To what extent shall you pursue Life?
Gems, gems, gems. I am but a shard of what once was whole.
Pray tell, what have you learned? What have you found? To what extent shall you let go? To what extent
are you willing
to sacrifice
to be whole
again?
Crabs, crabs, crabs. This is inevitable, for I am never whole without them.
Are
you
yourself?
To be myself is to be whole, to be whole is to be with them. To be with them is to be myself.
Pray tell, should your memories be forgotten
who will you
forget
?
Myself.
.
.
.
]
[You doze off, you dreamt you were talking to someone.]
[You can't remember anything else.]
[You heard the door open, Siffrin walks in the store. The book opens, time to get back to the first page, researcher.]
#ariawrites#isat#isat au#isat spoilers#idk what im doing i just had this idea while doing my chores and i know it in my heart that i gotta write this and post#is this spoilers??? i think so?????? maaaayybbeee??????? ill tag it spoilers just in case#this is my odile loops au with new loop+ i need a proper name for that one... and this Is set during the new loop+#am laying out ideas i want to happen and i like to play around with the: after several loops. odile starts to forget too#but instead of how siffrin would forget the others. odile chooses to forget herself#also like yeowch... dozing off while standing she must rlly be tired! ig thats what a timeloop does to ya#also yea instead of stage actually am changing it to book cuz well-- odile. and books!#of gems and pages au#ogap au
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Thinking of romantic wheelerson where they like slowly realize they're crushing hard on eachother after like s4
maybe even like when they're older, maybe like juniors or smth in hs and just AUAGH
Not only am I thinking of them but I'm also thinking of just Mike.
Who had a pretty obvious crush on Will during middle school and like everyone could tell except for will. So maybe that's why Dustin doesn't make a move right away when he realizes he likes him (that and bc he just has no clue if he interpreted it wrong or smth) cuz he's like
"Mike obviously likes will and will likes Mike. I can't do that to my friends" and so he's like so upset until Mike has to like outright tell him he likes him and Dustin's all "?!" Shocked Pikachu JWKS
And just like them being happy and shit and being all cute and coupley. But also not wanting to rlly tell anyone so they keep it on the dl and nobody rlly knows so when will finally gets tired of like hiding his feelings for Mike and they have this rlly emotional fight (just like in s3 )
And Will's all "I'm in love with you!!" And Mike just kinda stands there because he got over his crush on will a longg time ago and he just gets so pissed and he's like "and you decide to tell me now?! After I got over you??" And poor will's like "wdym??" And just AUGH
ITS INFECTING MY BRAIN
#literally plaguing (?) my thoughts#couldnt go to sleep bc of this#me trying to tell myself NOT to make another fic when i already have a wip to finish#mike wheeler#dustin henderson#will byers#angst#? i guess#stranger things#thinking so many thoughts#about them#sobbing bc no one makes content for them </3#wheelerson#??i think#henler#idk what to call them😭😭#i just love them ok#this also makes zero sense but stfu im so tired#also i just rlly need will to realize that he doesnt need to revolve everything he does with Mike
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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION#POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH#I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH#I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT#SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE#like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing#ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay#also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that#im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting#deformed pug vibes#the jp vas are pulling thru though#ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT#.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS#i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers#i call him elsa in my head#xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit#rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that#hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is#overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone#idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol#okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r#idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think#OKAY YEA BYE#frambling...?
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Aaand here's the brackets!
Wacky ass formatting, i know- Matchups under the cut, polls will be starting soon!
(note: i know nothing about like. 80% of these characters. if their names or where theyre from is incorrect, just lmk cuz i have NOO IDEAA) also i am fully aware of every mistake made in this bracket. whoops
BRACKET A, SIDE A
Henry Oak (Dungeons and Daddies) VS Normal Oak (Dungeons and Daddies season 2
Zora Salazar (Epithet Erased) VS Stink (Epithet Erased)
Anders (Dragon Age) VS Isabela (Dragon Age)
Deandra the new girl (Most Popular Girls in School) VS Peach (real life)
Randy Jade (Dialtown) VS Phonegingi (Dialtown)
Stunky (Pokemon) VS Stinkeye (Yo-kai Watch)
Reigen Arataka (Mob Psycho 100) VS Dimple (Mob Psycho 100)
Moonbeam McSwine (Li'l Abner) VS Marc Spector (Marvel Comics)
Link (BOTW) VS Lt. Columbo (Columbo)
Yoda (Star Wars) VS Shaggy (Scooby Doo)
Dob the Half Orc Bard (Oxventure Dungeons and Dragons) VS Caleb Widogast (Critical Role campaign 2)
Shinjiro Aragaki (Persona 3) VS Ryuji Sakamoto (Persona 5)
Gyro Zepelli (JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure) VS Guido Mista (JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure)
Tokkori (Kirby right back at ya) VS Jotaro Kujo (JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure)
Elon Musk (real life. sadly) VS Berdly (Deltarune)
Spamton G. Spamton (Deltarune) VS Susie (Deltarune)
BRACKET A, SIDE B
The Great Mighty Poo (Conker) VS The Poop Smith (Homestar Runner)
Michael Afton (Five Nights at Freddy’s) VS Springtrap (Five Nights at Freddy’s)
Manjoume Jun/Chazz Princeton (Yu-Gi-Oh! GX) VS Datz Are'bal (Ace Attorney: Spirit of Justice)
Aragorn (Lord of the Rings) VS Humans in general (Star Trek)
Captain Rockhopper (Club Penguin) VS King Micah of Bright Moon (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)
Frank Gallagher (Shameless) VS Remus Sanders (Sanders Sides)
The Riddler (Batman: Arkham Knight) VS Power (Chainsaw Man)
Charlie Kelly (It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia) VS Every Dog (real life)
c!Technoblade (Dream SMP) VS c!Wilbur Soot (Dream SMP)
Harrier Du Bois (Disco Elysium) VS Bruno Madrigal (Encanto)
Submitters Brother (real life) VS Prosperity Redding (The Dreadful Tale of Prosper Redding)
Izutsumi (Dungeon Meshi) VS Goobleck (Just Roll With It)
Enoch O'Connor (Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children) VS Smores (real life)
Lady Macbeth (Macbeth) VS Erik (The Phantom of the Opera (Andrew Lloyd Webber musical & movie))
The Voters (Tumblr) VS Equius Zahhak (Homestuck)
Rotten Apple (Showvember) VS Loki (real life)
BRACKET B, SIDE A
Calvin (Calvin and Hobbes) VS Smudge (Cascão) (Monica’s Team (Turma da Monica))
Oscar the Grouch (Sesame Street) VS Stinky Pete (Toy Story 2)
Toko Fukawa (Danganronpa) VS L (Death Note)
Stink Bomb (Skylanders: SWAP Force) VS Slugcat (Rain World)
Thorfinn (Vinland Saga) VS Vice (Kamen Rider Revice)
Dr. Iceberg (SCP Foundation) VS Dr. Alto Clef (SCP Foundation)
Ash Ketchum (Pokemon) VS Doug Eiffel (Wolf 359)
Estinien Wyrmblood (Final Fantasy XIV) VS Alphinaud Leveilleur (Final Fantasy XIV)
Raphael Hamato (Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) VS Gobber (How To Train Your Dragon)
Keaton (Fire Emblem Fates) VS Sniper (Team Fortress 2)
Bill Lenz (Black Christmas 1974) VS Stinkor (Masters of the Universe)
The Sewer Urchin (The Tick (1994 Animated Series)) VS Macaque (Lego Monkie Kid)
Barfbat (Ward (Parahumans series)) VS Kevin (Synthesizer V)
Yellowfang (Warrior Cats) VS Big Mac (My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)
Heppokomaru (Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo) VS Captain 3 (Splatoon 3)
Buttercup (Powerpuff Girls) VS Linus (Stardew Valley)
BRACKET B, SIDE B
Jeong-Jeong (Avatar: The Last Airbender) VS Pigpen (Peanuts)
Beelzebub (Good Omens) VS Stinkfly (Ben 10)C
Hiravias (Pillars of Eternity) VS Chell (Portal)
Murdoc Niccals (Gorillaz) VS Bacterian (Dragon Ball)
Captain K'nuckles (The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack) VS Kimchi (Chowder)
Stinky (Moomins) VS Stinky (Animal Crossing)
Mitchell Shephard (Hunt Down the Freeman) VS Melly Plinius (Identity V)
Monkey D. Luffy (One Piece) VS Yato (Noragami)
THAT FUCKING THING IN YOUR BANNER (my banner lol) VS Harold (Fallout 1, 2, and 3)
Barik of the Stone Shields (Tyranny) VS Samuel Gladiator (Yandere High School (minecraft roleplay))
John Hart (Torchwood) VS Orochimaru (Naruto)
Dung Defender/Ogrim (Hollow Knight) VS Zane (Borderlands)
Pumbaa (The Lion King) VS Enki (Fear and Hunger)
Goro Majima (Yakuza) VS Sandalphon (Granblue Fantasy)
Finn Mertins (Farmworld) (Adventure Time) VS John Doe (John Doe / John Doe+)
Dipper Pines (Gravity Falls) VS Ed Sheeran (ginger people fandom)
#stinkyfuckswagtourney#tumblr bracket#poll bracket#my ass realizing all the name mistakes i made in the bracket but im too tired to go back n change it lolol#i dont wanna see anyone complaining abt the dsmp characters btw#idk jackshit about it but i do know that those two ARENT dream and the submitter specifically submitted the CHARACTERS not the people#and when i said any media besides southpark and hp was fine i meant it#ill prob have to make a separate post but anyone being disrespectful about ANY Character in this bracket will get blocked idc#tried to do some of the matchups by fandom but i just realized theres 2 final fantasy dudes that i didnt pair up sighhh. im tired ok#if this is rlly fucked up ill fix it up later dwdw
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it's like the thoughts saw me all worn out by being sick and decided this is the time to move in. so many possibilities. so many ways i could kill myself. not going to though
#not today#nor am i actively planning to kill myself at any point#there's a style of discord status i use when im seriously considering suicide and i realised the other day that it's consistent when i took#it down#(did i mention i was extremely close to committing suicide last thursday? talked myself out of it though)#idk why im saying this#tw suicide#ignore me#truly though im fine#a part of me is tempted to simply present to emergency instead of turning up to my exam on monday idk#or maybe i just do the exam and hope im with it enough to pass. maybe kill myself after. as a treat#no no i joke#i really shouldn't joke about this stuff tho sorry#just ignore me#i dont want to die i just want things to be different#and i rlly want to stop seeing all medical professionals but thats currently not possible unless i just. cancel everything. hide out in my#house. whatever.#which im not gonna do rn#it's too late for this lolol#im just staying up for another like. half hour. before it's not Too Early to go to bed. i am so tired
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i have artblock
the 1st drawings r recent(when i get artblock i just try 2 study anatomy idk)
transcript;
bernard; ok, so, listeners ask; jay, how is ur hair not damnaged? what deal did u have 2 make?
bernard; yeah whats ur secret?
jay; would u believe asian magic?
bernard(@ the same time); i mean how can we b sure-
jay; ber-
bernard; wait-
jay; ber!
bernard; wait! yk what i meant!
(thers a jump here bc i was 2 lazy 2 draw)
jay; im coming out again; ive been exposed. my hair is actually from my deal w/batman whos actually the devil
bernard; shup up shut up shut up omg
jay; 50 video special ill b cursing ber. get ready!
baernard; i h8 q n as
#srry 2 bernard who i made look a lil stupid kinda not rlly#he wasnt talking about jays hair @ all#by the “how can we b sure” he means in a “how can we bsure u havent made a deal?”#bernard dowd#jay nakamura#dc#“y did u make this?”#IM SRRY IM SO TIRED OF PPL QUESTIONING ASIAN HAIR PLS#“how is ur hair not burnt off?” “shouldnt u use less?” “is that ur real hair color?” “is ur hair real?”#hcing jay as having anime protagonist hair tho#cause i wanna b silly#2 any1 whos ever touched my hair trying 2 change it & ive told u “yeah thats not gonna work” & THEN U DID IT ANYWAYS FUCK U#im a lil angry lol srry#do ppl not know what poc ppl look like @ all or?????????#no cause ive been complimented on my “tan”...#its just my natural skintone wtf so u mean? i spend all day inside IM PALE AF WDYM TAN????#im ranting in the hastags LMAO GRRRRRRRRR#i just get rlly fed up w/just things i think#fksdlhgkjs idk wanna vent but i think i accidentally did a wiwltte whoops#oh “y did u make this” i wanted 2 color bernards hair lol#its such a dyable color!!!!!!!#colour??#WHICH WAY DO U SPELL IT????? THEY BOTH LOOK FINE 2 ME#ive been eating bread slices its pretty good#puppeeart#yeah im just trying 2 like fill out the tags again bc i think its fun#weeeeeeeeeee#every1 eat potato bread its fluffy & cheap(@ least where i live)#also screw my mom 4 living in la 4 a bit & giving me some of her valley accent actually#how dare u!!!!!(its entirely my fault bc i pick up ppls accents all the time klfdhsjkhf)
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Aoetic desecration and S.O.S both having this rising section of guitar, but in AD it ends after just a few rounds whereas in S.O.S it just keeps climbing and climbing and climbing higher and higher; and the way that section version of that guitar section puts me in mind of the visuals of Nathan climbing that hill during Knubbler's training, making it feel as if S.O.S is triumphant not effortlessly but with great effort and exertion to keep rising and not falling- because failing or giving up is easier sometimes but that doesn't make it the right thing to do, same as sometimes persevering and succeeding and doing the right thing is sometimes hard fucking work but that doesn't make it worthless or not something you should do.
This isn't a hidden theme, its just textual it's literally what Nathan's arc entails, i'm not saying anything big nor smart lol- but i do just like how narratively the instrumentals of the movies music drive the movies themes home too in this way! It adds so much more to feel and sink your teeth into when it comes to this plotline about him having to put the effort in to be a better person and to grow and do the right thing instead of just resorting to giving up or falling back on old habits and what he knows and does best!!
#jay talkin#metalocalypse#army of the doomstar#aotd spoilers#i care him so fucking much i do i cant deny it and this movie is my fuckin everything#im so tired i got no idea if im making sense rn im rlly just saying shit. anyway. aotd fucking good#n also hey w the themes around nathans wellbeing in this movie i also fuckin connect to like#IDK. IN A METAPHORICAL SENSE BEING A GUY IN A SIMILAR POSITION B4. LESS APOCALYPTIC BUT YKNOW#yyouuuu can see some of this to be abt recovery to and doing better and it makes it feel like. acknowleged that YEAH ITS FUCKING HARD#and i like that triumphant feeling of 'we have to keep fighting. its fucking hard and youll want to give up but we have to' IDK ITS GOOD#DUNNO. s'not intentional probably but i can see smth thats meaningful to me personally in there#not coherent enough to figure this personal feeling out rn maybe ill ruminate and type it out another time. im tired.
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