#idk if this is anything im just rambling
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thinking about the locked tomb and the lyctors and what 10,000 years means
10,000 years ago from today, in 8,000 BC, was the beginning of agriculture. writing hadn't been invented yet.
can you imagine living from the beginning of agriculture, through the creation of the first cities, the first systems of writing, through the invention of the fucking wheel? living through all of ancient history, the rise and fall of the first empires, being already ancient when the pyramids were built and more ancient still when Rome fell? can you imagine living through all that and making it to the modern day, to today? how many rulers would have staked a claim over the place you were born, in all that time?
like, just imagine living that long. it's unfathomable.
and now imagine that you started that clock, those unimaginable eons of time, after the world had already ended.
from the day you gained consciousness, there was an ever present god in your life who was also your best friend. who guided you and your friends and your civilization.
those millennia of history that you live through? the whole time, from the begining of agriculture through the invention of writing and the wheel and smithing and the loom-- the civilization led by your god still stands. the nine houses stand exactly where they were founded, never sieged, never toppled. the war is always Somewhere Else out there. *You* are always Somewhere Else out there.
and now imagine that god was making homestuck references the whole time, but you didn't know what homestuck was, because it was from the civilization that died before you were reanimated. and he never bothered to explain to you what homestuck was, or that he was making references to it. in all that fucking time he never told you about the culture he came from, or the things that brought him happy memories or laughter or nostalgia.
because he was your best friend, but you were just a thing inhabiting his best friend's body.
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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starting to feel like part of the reason that Sam and Celia's romance thing feels a little off rn is cuz like. what do you mean they're actually dating. he asked her on a date and she said yes. and it's working out so far. it's chill and fine. what do you mean they're not pining for 4 seasons, not communicating, and then getting together only after one of them walked through hell to drag the other out and make sure they know they're loved and wanted. they haven't even patched each other's wounds yet hello. aren't y'all moving a little fast.
#ramblings with major#the magnus protocol#tmagp#ripsam#this isn't a criticism or gripe or anything btw this is a joke im being silly#it just feels so STRANGE for them to be romancing like normal people#like im only just accepting genuinely that celia actually wants to date sam for normal reasons. she's so mysterious and suspicious#but she just! likes spending time with him!! she likies him!! this is normal!!#it feels so WEIRD but its chill! it is also really funny#like yeah Celia's whole Thing is def gonna come up at some point but so far they are just vibing#idk its funnysilly to me#it might also feel weird because romance in general is strange to me. but ive already had that minor aro crisis once#we're not gonna look at that rn
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#polls#personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention#in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying#fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations?#i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum#like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying#'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful....#but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show??#like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless#im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival#i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭#fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something!#this goes for anything. music film tv books....
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the thing is you have to get a good grade in being an art commissioner. you cannot be a bitch when paying for art. you have to be patient and nice. i have not been perfect in my years of paying other furries for art of my funny animals but i can, with confidence, say ive gotten a good grade. artist friends of mine agree im awesome and fankly the Keys to being Awesome at being a commissioner are just like. being nice and recognizing artists arent machines. theyre people who have their own lives and are not infront of their tablet drawing for everyone 24/7. youll find them posting about some game or movie when youve been waiting three weeks for something and thats fine. youll find them having difficulty getting something exactly like how it is in your brain because, like all people, they cannot read your mind. you gotta have everything ready and upfront and be ready to answer questions. its fine to be a little nitpicky and a little "sorry im not quite sure on this pose, could you do X Y and Z" and not be an asshole about it. after a certain number of "can you do X different" you have to realize its either not going to be exactly how you want it to be or the artist is going to want to kill you with hammers. and thats fine. i think artists have every right to want to kill you with hammers.
#barks#rambling sorry#im friends with many artists and have the privilege of sometimes hearing them bitch about awful clients#and i take such pride in so far not being one of those#ive had my moments. i will not say im perfect i have for sure pissed of friends of mine being nitpicky#but in pieces where i want a high level of finesse and specificity ive always mentioned that from the getgo#and offered to pay past a certain amount of fixes#this isnt on my mind for any particular reason im not between many comms atm#idk just. be nice to artists#if youre an artist friend of mine and yo uwant to leave any notes or anything in the replies please be my guest
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emu and nene precure 🎀✨
#pjsk#project sekai#emu otori#nene kusanagi#my art#idk what inspired me to draw this#magical girl swag. i guess#i think i shouldve gone more crazy with the hairstyles especially for emu but eh#i ALSO think i couldve made the silhouettes more unique... but i do kinda like the girls matching ...#btw ik cure wonderful already exists which is rly close to cure wonder BUT!!!#emu is cure wonder to me i cant see her being named anything else#like. WONDERHOY?!?!! do you understand what im saying#sorry im going insane.#anyways emu and cure wonderful can just be matching besties#im done rambling in the tags now byeee
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currently thinking about how tommy said that ctommy waking up underwater every day in exile was a metaphor for his mental health, and that the further and further out to sea he got and the further he was sinking the more deteriorated he became and eventually he would end up unable to resurface had they not done something about cdream.
currently thinking about how if ctommy couldn't resurface, he'd drown in his own thoughts, believing his friends and family all hated him. nobody would see the kid they once knew in him anymore. maybe he'd never be seen again at all.
currently thinking about how ctommy saw one anxious, forgetful enderman lad, roped him into a crime, and took 100% of the fall when they didn't get away with it. ctommy could have ignored the situation. he didnt have to go to ctubbo and say "it was just me, man". as cranboo said, he could have said it was all him. there was evidence it was him.
but i think that after everything, ctommy would still be unable to live with himself if it'd been cranboo in exile instead of him. on the surface, he's a child. a soldier and a veteran and a criminal, yes, but still a child.
but beneath that, he's learnt. he's decided he'd rather throw himself into trouble than let his friends go through any amount of suffering.
i think that if cranboo were to ask, "why did you do that?" ctommy would sigh, that familiar shaky sigh we all know, and he'd speak quietly in reply, "i know what some of those bastards are capable of. i'd rather go through all that than have you do it for me. plus, it wasn't your fault."
or maybe that's just me.
#my insane ramblings#Me seeing that one video of tommy explaining the Water Thing:#WRITE THIS SHIT DOWN#anyway heres some thoughts#i dont know what i mean by this#im literally just yapping about my silly smp#but i digress#the minecraft men are infecting my brain#minecraft brainworms#dsmp#i miss the dream smp#can you tell#idk im just going#“heehoo silly smp go brrr”#i cant think of anything else to add#so here#tommyinnit#dsmp tommy#dsmp lore#tommyinnit exile arc#dsmp exile arc
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definitely do not think about being called tons of masc terms by an f/o. if you’re comfortable with it of course, they make sure before doing so. maybe they start with calling you the petnames/nicknames they’d usually use for you, calling you handsome along with it (‘hey, handsome man’ or a ‘hi, my sweet, handsome boy.’) maybe you like being called pretty boy too, they’d definitely ask first. maybe they focus on the features they adore the most about you.
maybe you ask to be reassured with such words because you feel comforted by it and they don’t mind doing so, but in the end they really do think those sweet things that they mumble in your ear.
#Yeah. Just like the sweet prince post this is targeted towards. me and ofc all the people who loved that post#just to be clear i don’t really know what else to call these terms aside from masc terms…?#i just make it clear at the start so that people who dislike the idea of it can immediately skip the post#i just hatee to think that ive made someone dysphoric or anything by not clearing it up at first yknow?#yknow its 1am my brain is mush sorry </3 i should stop posting before i go to bed ill grammar check in the moorning..#LIKE IDK IF IM COOKING WITH THIS ONE LIKE I SAID. TARGETED TOWARDS ME. YEAH#❥ vels ramblings#self ship#f/o imagines#self shipping#hi to my fellow transmascs too if anyone sees this <3#masc term self ship imagines
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Complex feelings about copyright and Disney's appalling ethics aside, it does unsettle me how quickly people jump to make and monetize the most unnerving, depraved content imaginable about characters created for children the second it hits the public domain
#lilac rambles#lilac goes to the movies#look you don't have to defend yourselves to me i don't really care what you do#so please don't flood my inbox with all this stuff about why disney sucks and why gross stuff is good actually#im not here to fight#i get it. they suck and this feels vindicating#i just get unnerved watching people do terrible things to things created for children the second they can#maybe it's bc i don't see anyone making anything...idk...nice? and like...not freaky?#like it really feels like 'haha we're going to defile this creation bc it makes us feel good to destroy something created for families'#bc if it had just been the case with mickey id get it yknow#but people did this with sweet old pooh bear too#but maybe that's bc he's now a disney property idk#like maybe as other famous characters come into the public domain people won't do the same things#and honestly that will make me feel a lot better
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(wip- OC)
felt like i needed to do one of my typical character (re)design things tm so i chose this lad who doesnt even have a name still, he will get his cool coat back dw uwu
idk if im making him more or less unique/interesting bc of how my OCs usually look these days ... he fits well to the other updated designs .. but maybe too well :/
(also not a demon but one of the ... animal/sea people like ki'ita, this lad isnt directly based on a specific one, just kinda ..tentacly)
#ganondoodles#art#character design#wip#oc art#original character#still dont know a name for him ...#hes the leader of his people#also married to ... another oc i havent drawn in ages#one of the fewer human ocs i got#hes called midas an plays a rather big role#idk what im rambling on for here#not like i post enough that anyone would know who the fuck midas is nhfdjksnhksddsk#(he is not obsessed with gold or anything i literally just liked the name back when i first created him)#nearly all my ocs are actually really really really ancient ocs recycled over and over lol#not this nameless lad though
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i would like to thank papa louie 2 when burgers attack for cementing these 3 as a trio in my mind even though they arent
#idk why i always draw kahuna in red because its not like i hate the teal or anything#alternate caption: onionfest crown classic 2019 losers bracket#...im still sad that like. several of my favorite pl characters were in the losers bracket for that but oh well#its funny because ive known 2 of them longer than the other. and kahuna is the other. but hes my favorite#im just rambling i should put the tags in#papa louie#flipline studios#flipline fanart#flipline big pauly#flipline kingsley#flipline kahuna#bluebay art#why am i worried someone is going to say something strange to this post. ive posted all 3 of them before nothing bad happened. Ah well!
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Hi @naffeclipse I'm very normal about your fic. Have some frantic midnight sketches as extra kudos along with some tag rambling :)
#my ârt#crush depth#crush depth spoilers#fnaf#tw blood#tw drowning#idk how many others apply#anyways this is midnight crow coming out of the shadow realm to scream at you#first of all a cs ramble is on the way I'm still recovering from that fic too#im biting you naff im biting you so dang hard#I don't even know much about iron lung besides watching a play through but damn do you make me want to know more#just. where do I even start. the atmosphere is established so well and even though there was such a small space to work with I FELT it#I felt the claustrophobia I felt the walls and the console and the single dim lightbulb as my only solace in this death trap#the THOUGHTS#poor yn had so much time to just get lost in their head and spiral pretty much constantly#the dread. the constant overhanging dread of knowing there's a 99% chance they're not getting out of there alive and at this point#they just want to accept it and let it end bc there's hardly anything to go back to if they live#naff. look at me. reading some parts made my chest actually tighten with dread. it was so well done.#this poor human just buried in existential horror and just wanting it to end in a slightly less painful way#and the unknowable beings trapped outside who absolutely REFUSE to let that happen#god those eldritch fish were trying their hardest but just couldn't get in#yn was trapped inside while they were trapped outside and I just#I am EXPLODING the more I think about it#thinking about when they thought they were drowning and tried to breathe again#wanting to die but still having that instinct to survive#asking to be ripped apart but still cherishing their last breath of air#I'm shaking you I'm shaking you I'm dying on the floor#ough.#I'll never mentally recover from this and I want you to know I genuinely get inspired by your writing#this has been midnight crow ramblings. I just hit the tag limit. have a lovely night.
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b4 death B) - angel w a little hat below cut <3
tried to stick to their death dates a bit but. idk i only googled for like 5 mins. also i wanted those old news print colours 😌
#alastor#niffty#angel dust#hazbin hotel#fanart#i wanted to like. idk not necessarily match their designs but what i think they'd have looked like when alive#a lot of people give angel heterochromia which i dig but i like the idea he's got the same thing as david bowie - 2 different sized pupils#i wanted 2 make niffty deranged but also sweet bc i love her dearly but i do think she killed people#alastor i tried to like give him a cab calloway vibe like charming but then also his scary little smile#Had to give Al the little glasses chain for extra cuntitude#angel i think was strange to make bc. he's the least human out of these 3 to me. so he could've looked like anything.#you can pry him being a bleach blonde out of my cold dead hands tho this man has dark hair naturally#needed him to look Fruity. but only a little. the amount of times i'd give him makeup then had to force myself to remove it#i love talking abt visual headcanons im so shit at writing to so you'll have to put up w drawings just so i can ramble abt them in the note#human niffty#human alastor#human angel dust#.ctf
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Like this,
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YAHOOOOO (≧▽≦) !!
Thanks for playing, had fun 😎 —🧶
#ooruuughhhhhhhh i was busy today so only one#also i dont think he's ever made that expression before now???? maybe kind of once but his glasses were opaque that time.#im surprised i havent done that one#its just hard to execute with the way i draw him ig idk#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#ask33#i fucked up and forgot some things so i had to edit it... dont say anything#maybe i should make his little black bottom lip sticking out more obvious because its hard to tell (rambling)
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sometimes its weird to think of ordis as ordan karris
#ramble time#i think im in some kind of art block#again#i guess it just happens every now and then#i have like 3 drafts and i don't wanna finish any of them#idk#i drew someone else's oc yesterday and that's probably the only thing that piqued my interest enough to make me spend effort on something#but im too cowardly to ask if they would allow me to put that in my blog with ref so fuck it#or just show my art to them in general#ykw the only reason i can put anything on here is because i am effectively talking to air when i post so i have less mental burden or shame#whatever#i talk too much#this ramble is supposed to go to plurk but i guess i can't stop rambling about everything when im writing tags#warframe#warframe ordan karris#my art
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does it look okay? i cant tell anymore
anyway nace jordan
#nace jordan#joker out#joker out fanart#2024#i dont think i can articulate my thoughts coherently so ramblings in the tags it is (sorry)#im so frustrated rn#im searching for something and i cant find it#im trying new things but it doesnt seem to work 4 me and im angy#really tried to make this purple but nope! its yellow green red again#why am i like this#ik its just a plateau and its normal and i just have to ride it out but rrraaaahhhhh#it was v dumb to think i found my voice#and i was happy with my art#now i dont like anything i do (but my old stuff looks decent to me so idk)#frustrated is the word
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