#idk if i rly need caffeine tbh but.
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the ever-growing need for a $3 little treat is so so evil .
#text#do i buy a little drink. a beverage of sorts#what i rly want is a monster or a celcius but my school doesnt have monster#and the celcius are $3.50 here -_-#i could also get a gatorade but thats uncaffeinated#idk if i rly need caffeine tbh but.
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*drinks half a Starbucks drink* *posts all my thoughts*
#literally just asked myself why I’m doing this manic posting thing and then side eyed my *shaken espresso*#it’s just a latte Starbucks it’s a fucking latte it’s good the shaking is good I’m glad you do it thank you#but it’s a latte#nobody knows what any coffee drink is and I sound like an asshole when I want to explain so I never do#bc it’s pretentious I know and tbh I don’t rly like half the coffee that exists in the world AT LEAST like hot drinks csn trip#anyway it’s a latte and idk wtf blonde espresso is I hated when people asked for thag st my coffee shop job like girl this isn’t Starbucks#they’d ask for Starbucks frappes and crème base and cold foam and shit like where do you think you are read our menu#anyway#I probably don’t need caffeine
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tagged by @wurdulac to do a fun throwback tumblr game!
favorite color: blues (the darkest black-adjacent ones and interesting powdery pastels especially), and deep warm yellow. many others as well tbh, i like color. bright carmine, pinks and corals, deep greens, purples, most jewel tones, many earth tones, black obviously
last song: Hot One by Shudder to Think from the Velvet Goldmine Soundtrack
currently watching: interview with the vampire (but it got emotionally difficult), hunter x hunter (got stuck again :(), started twin peaks, a handful of other animes
currently reading: got many abandoned things i want to come back to, but trying blood meridian again rn
currently craving: like... air. to shake off whatever i got going on, cold water on the face
coffee or tea: coffee, but i like tea. i went through a phase of cutting caffeine so i picked morning coffee over tea but idk that i need to live like that anymore
tagging @adfgsdf @boo-cool-robot @explainslowly @osmanthusoolong @ptactwo @sapphorb , any mutual rly!
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im not sure of ur diagnosis at all but i saw u talking abt fatigue on ur story. i also almost always experience extreme fatigue on any med that helps my anxiety/depression and it just gets worse over time. I was also living the relying on caffeine life and taking pills and tbh hating it bc i dont even enjoy most caffeinated drinks. I recently went back on concerta xr (ADHD med) and its completely eliminated my need for caffeine and my exhaustion issues. idk if you have adhd or suspect it (i think youve mentioned autism which i think you can get stimulant meds for that. They are also cool because they work right away like the first time you take them, and you can take them as needed or stop taking them if you dont enjoy them. Otherwise exercise + spending time outside + trying to get no less than 7 and no more than 9 hours of sleep helped me. good luck!!
wahh thank u for the anon . I don't have ADHD & I only suspect I have autism - not diagnosed for it & not planning to be really any time soon bc I can't afford the testing and don't have time to do all that rn. I think my fatigue is mainly just that I work 7 days a week and don't go to bed till 3 am and drink 3-4 coffees a day 😭 it's rly my own shitty habits & poor circumstances having to work so much. I'm trying to just hold out until I graduate but jfc it's hard. I work 30 hours a week at my job and then do 35 hours of school which is also just working bc I'm on the floor full time taking clients rn. sooo that's probably why I'm so fucking tired skdhjfks. I'm trying tho
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omg screaming icb i forgot about woobin’s boobs yes pls his body😫 i’m such a whore for everyone in cravity plsplss
i hope u have fun seeing them!! i bought tickets for p1h recently cuz i’ve always liked their music but i never really followed that closely but they’re performing near me and tix are decent and now i’m so excited to deco my lightstick and put together my outfit hehehe kpop concerts are so much fun and i wish there were more of them near me,,, i also wish i had ppl to go with too though because i saw enha in new jersey last year (i live in canada) so i flew there all by myself to see them😭 and i’m gonna be seeing p1h by myself too :((( ik other ppl are just being more responsible with their money but i’m sad because my friends said they’d want to see p1h and they’re gonna be so close (literally in the same city as one of my friends) and they still don’t wanna go😭
omg i rambled so much. erm. thank you. do u have a bias in onlyoneof yet? and are u a lightstick person(sorry if this is a rly silly question) like are u gonna get their lightstick for the show? i always pretend idc about lightstick but then i’m like i neeeed it i need the little accessory and a little poca holder with my bias in it for the concert like idec if my seats are that good i just need to be the cutest stan there
i think i might’ve had too much caffeine this morning. i hope your day is going well!!<333
- 🧁 anon
the real question is who isnt a whore for cravity tbh
god i wish p1h came to my country 😭 they came to europe already but im trying to save up so the only groups im willing to travel for rn r cravity n maybe tbz since they r only having 2 dates in europe this yr but idk if i can afford paris or london bc they r both crazy expensive cities :( im used to going to concerts on my own too !! like for ooo im going with a friend but usually i just go alone n make friends while queueing lol
yes my bias in ooo is kyubin ! like the second i saw him i was like yep thats him thats my man now im in love with him
n tbh yeah i love lightsticks ! i have cravitys (bought it last yr for kpop lux in madrid but never used it bc it got delivered too late :')) n tbz's (bought it when i was in seoul n it was like ½ the price compared to europe) n i also have the rose's old acrylic lightstick from their 2nd europe tour !! idt i'll buy onlyoneof's tho i'll just bring cravitys since its similar enough n i wont be near the stage anyways lol but i get u bc once u buy one lightstick its a point of no return like now everytime i go to a concert i need something to wave in my hands or i'll go insane 😭😭😭
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omg thank you for the tag!!
what's you favorite color: purple!
how long have you been on tumblr: i think since early 2020, maybe 2019? idk tbh 😭
what's a place you've always wanted to travel to: ugh there's too many places i can't choose just one but the first that comes to mind is japan but i would also love to go back to london and norway
what are your fav clothing brands: i don't rly have any
what's your fav singer/band: it changes so often but the ones that have been persistent for a while are the backseat lovers, modern baseball, and peirce the veil which are three very different types of music 😭
current phone lockscreen: a pic of my goats
most recent/current hyperfixation: dan and phil still going the strongest... but the marauders is also a big one
what's your relationship status: single unfortunately 😔✊ but talking to ppl is scary so i fear being single will continue for a while
what's your dream job: honestly no job would be so great but nooooo i HAVE to work... so i'm in school rn planning to become a veterinarian (probably for large animals/livestock, but not 100% sure on that)
outside of tumblr, fav social media app: i use instagram the most, but also pinterest has my heart
do you have pets: yes!! i have a dog, 3 goats, 2 rabbits, and a lizard and they are literally my whole world
tea or coffee: neither bc unfortunately they are both not sweet enough for me 😭 so i drink energy drinks if i need caffeine
fav ice cream flavor: honestly just like generic cookies and cream or cookie dough is good with me
tagging a couple mutuals!! feel free to ignore this or do it even if you weren't tagged!! (sorry if ur a mutual and i didn't tag you, i'm just looking thru my most recent notifs 😔)
@phantitstic @chemicalarospec @whatsitcalledfromthingy @nobutsrslyimagineit @deadandphilgames @the-impala-is-my-home @phanchester @sexynugget @imaketheladiesmcswoon @dans-exposed-ankle @nobodynobodyno @windhowell @maybebi47 @simscakes315
i was tagged by @jumpsuit-jumpsuitcoverme to answer these random questions (thank you sm violet!). sorry for making a brand new post for this. anyway:
questions:
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav color
: ̗̀➛ how long have u been on tumblr for
: ̗̀➛ wheres a place u always wanted to travel to
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav clothing brand(s)
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav singer/band(s)
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur current phone lockscreen
: ̗̀➛ most recent/current hyperfixation
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur relationship status
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur dream job
: ̗̀➛ outside of tumblr, fav social app
: ̗̀➛ do u have pets
: ̗̀➛ if u do have pets, what kind/how many
: ̗̀➛ do u prefer tea or coffee
: ̗̀➛ whats ur fav ice cream flavor
: ̗̀➛ tag at least three other tumblr accounts
answers:
pink and black
five years i think
the usa (especially new york), iceland, india, australia
don't have one, as long as it's oversized or black it's good lmao (my sister always says i look like a gangster)
twenty one pilots (everybody shocked), but i also listen to a lot of musicals (especially lmm and dave malloy) and some pop girlies (right now mostly gracie abrams), my music taste is amazing as you can see
current lockscreen: happy boys (i change it so often tho i just have too many pics that i love)
twenty one pilots and right now also warriors i'm afraid (new lmm's album)
have you seen my blog single
broadway actress but i have no talent lmao
probably insta but i am mostly just lurking and discord if that counts
nope :( my apartment is too small to have a pet
again, i do not, but i want a cat (i would name him clancy)
coffee, but i drink a lot of tea now that it's autumn here
chocolate or mint with chocolate
npt: @wagingmywarsbehindmyface @thepaladinstrait @xproskeith @redwidow616 @mymuses-acquiredlikebruises @noproof-youjustknow @anixknowsnothin @soupiiiie @missmultipleaffairs @reverseblackholeofwords @phantaloon @thefootnotes @the-paladin-gay (that's more than three i'm sorry)
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I like the meme now of Eldian being a slur
Because like idk it’s not REALLY a slur in SnK is it?
Like the way that character says “Eldian” in ep1 of s4 is not like how they call them “devils”... it’s like a Nazi saying “Jew”
“What’s the matter, Eldian?”
Sounds more like “What’s the matter, Jew?” Than “What’s the matter, n-word?” Or “What’s the matter, fag?”
All I’m saying is. If someone said “Jew” the way that character said “Eldian”.. I WILL be insulted/offended and unnerved
So basically. Why do I need how to explain how it makes me uncomfortable when most gentiles say “Jew” instead of “Jewish” or something. like the -ish really isnt that much more work to say. & it just... sounds less like a slur. Ik Jew isnt a slur, and I say “most gentiles” cuz... its not a slur. And its mainly the way u say it. plus like those gentiles who grew up in jewish communities in brooklyn and shit can get a pass imo. its not a slur, but its just something that irks me when ppl say it a certain way... when there is an alternative that is basically 100% acceptable and PC
So is Eldian a slur? I want to hear your thoughts! Like and comment below!
#idk why i ended this like a youtube essay#im gonna shit myself cuz im 4 different types of stims#i need to cram for 2 finals tomorrow#nicotine caffeine modafinil and ritalin#the modafinil is my rx btw#antipsychotics make me sleepyyyyy 24/7#and trazedone#not on traz now but i makes me tired as hell but yea i yake that every night#now the ritalin is prescription but.........#the diagnosis ive havent checked off in the dsm yet is adhd#funny enough i wouldnt be surprised if i could fit the criteria#but u can only be comorbid w/ so many things#plus the prescriptions drugs that have pumped in my system since i wAs like 12 convulate things#so i wouldnt accept an adhd diagnosis#like babe im on too many psych drugs rn#and if i go off of them i wont have adhd ill just be flung into a psychotic episode#were i think the cia are after my head and ive manically discovered all of religion and oh yeah those symbols are from the cia communicatin#im seriously that type of schizo#its rly horrible tbh#its like episodes come on slowly#but i never sense anything is WRONG#i think im in control#and then im flung into a fever dream#i come to awareness at times but its scary so i think i force muself back in an episode in a sense#and then eventually i either come to clear enougj head to make a psych appointment and take my drugs again#or i end up in a ward or the back of a police car#police car only twice#and honestly im super priveleged cuz i had friends and family to advocate for me#plus im a white jewish twink so like im not very intimidating#and im never violent when im psychotic im just really confused and fearful
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Ult group tag game
tagged by @kjmsupremacist <33 love u xiami and yes I'm doing nct cause I'm a WHORE
Who was your first bias? dude ,,, no lie it was lucas that man literally grabbed me by my throat and spit in my mouth - turns out hes an idiot but hes still MY idiot <3
Who is your bias now? jaehyun :) #iamavictim
What was the first MV you watched? xiami idk what it was do you remember EDIT: after consulting with my lawyer I realized that the first mv i watched was moonwalk <3
What’s your favourite MV? jesus are you seriously going to make me choose -_- ok for nct there are so fucking many but I'm really vibing with regular (127 ver) rn? also i fucking LOVe yestoday for the ~graphic design~ 🤪
If you could listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be? mm pls uh HONESTLY ? maybe highway to heaven ?? I just love it and think that it has range (as evident by the two extremely diff mvs)
Who would you want them to collab with? honestly anyone BUT jasonderulohyung
What (MV) concept do you want to see them do? i really want a royalty concept omfg like with crowns and gold shit everywhere>>>> some dark jewel tones???>>>>> OH AND CORSETS??/?// HOW COULD I FORGET THE CORSETS???
Have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it? jesus yeah. not necessarily often but its def happened multiple times. they spend so much time terrorizing me during the day that youd think they would have enough respect to leave me alone when i sleep ?? but NOOO
If you could spend the day with one member, who would it be and what would you do? oh jesus. honestly i think i would genuinely get along with johnny best so probably him <3 tbh go on a fucking coffee tasting tour and then get so incredibly caffeinated that we just stay up all night walking around the city taking pictures together and being goblins :’) *long sigh* but i would give it all up just to fucking get wine drunk w jaehyun and listen to records *sobs quietly*
Which member do you think you would get on with best? THE WAY I JUST- ok yes johnny .. but besides that woo for sure i think we would vibe hardcore, m0rk just cause he's rly nice ((like how could you not get along w him)), and tbh lucas HHAHAH i feel like i would have such a time with him cause he’s a dumb jock like meee toooo girlieee
Which member do you think you would argue with? oh my god. haechan lmfaooo but like argue in a sweet annoying way like i do w my freshman kids at school like damn ur funny and i love you as my own but i’ll beat ur ass stfu (i just think ur adopted kids should have a healthy amount of friendship but also fear and reverence for you) (yes you guessed it I'm a slytherin that needs to go to therapy <3)
If you had to let one member scroll through you tumblr, who would it be? hm. tbh johnny cause i don't think he’s mean enough to judge me lmfaoo also i think he would be cool about the edits i make so there’s that .. all in all i think it’s pretty obvious that I'm in love w johnny suh please god don't have a scandal i won't be able to bear it and i would doubt my character judgement skills till the day i die <3 thanks luv xoxo
I’ll tag some new mutuals !! @staywithmoon @dropofgoldensun @anameicallmyself @ethaeriyeol ayeee friends and I'm tagging you again ella lmfaooooo @abunnycotton
#get to know me i guess <3#the way i didnt mention yuta in this at all??????????? war crimes.#jail.#~leon speaks!~#~tag game~
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⌐ ( ryan destiny. cisfemale. she/her. ) did you see ARIEL RICHARDS at the street fair the other day? i’m pretty sure they live in BRIAR GLEN, so i’m not shocked they were there. the 24-year-old is a PERSONAL ASSISTANT, right? i heard that even though they’re RESPONSIBLE & ASSERTIVE, they can also be CONDESCENDING & IMPATIENT. i don’t think they want anyone to know this, but SHE STRIPS FOR EXTRA MONEY. i hope for their sake no one finds out. ( lena. she/her. 21. est. ) ⌟
hello all, i am your local cryptid, lena, and here i am with my first child! i’m hyped about this and about ariel, so give this intro a like and let us love u down or whatever:
background: - born in briar glen to parents who own a chain of successful hardware stores - they got MONEY - her parents are Great tbh and she’s close to both of them (which is a SHOCK- me?? having a chara without daddy and/or mommy issues??? a rarity) - she has 3 older sisters- each more successful than the next (a doctor, a lawyer, and a successful artist respectively) - so, uh, ariel has always been under A LOT of pressure to be successful.mp3 - and she was, OK?! ok !! - in high school she was student body president, captain of the diving team, captain of the debate team, and yearbook co-editor- she was That Girl - she got into howard’s business school (double majored in finance and marketing) and graduated in the top of her class - she’s been working as a pa for some ceo in a nearby town and has dreams of becoming one herself someday (she’s currently getting her mba through online classes) - ok, her secret, she strips for extra money because she has a really nice apartment and is FAR too proud to ask her parents for extra money- she doesn’t really make THAT much as an assistant- she wants to seem self-sufficient and so she makes some extra money - she strips a few towns overs because she doesn’t want to risk getting seen by someone she knows personality: - ariel is based on amy santiago from b99 and charlie from set it up (netflix’s BEST romcom, don’t @ me) - she is VERY meticulous and organized and AMBITIOUS- she’s not gonna let anybody get in her way - TYPE A - she’s bisexual (NOT a personality trait but… HERE WE ARE, it must be said) - she WILL be heard, she had to talk over 3 older, rambunctious sisters, she knows how to be Loud and will not let her voice be drowned out - doesn’t have time for stupidity and doesn’t know what chill is - drinks like eleven cups of coffee a day- we love a caffeine addict !! - a perfectionist? yes, of course - sometimes a condescending asshole??? also yes - does not have time for anything but work, it comes First - Not Good at making friends bc she focuses so much on work and other things are far less important to her - doesn’t tolerate bullshit - good at reading people - not easily angered, but easily frustrated (if that makes ANY sense) - doesn’t rly give a fuck about the town rivalry??? but, is kind elitist soooo kind looks down on people from walden oops possible connections: - hookups/fwbs- she doesn’t have much time for relationships, but she does enjoy the occasional hookup, someone come take her mind off of work !! - exes- uhhh I LOVE ex plots and the breakup was likely her fault??? She’s all like ‘i don’t have the TIME, so SEE YA’ - best friend(s)- someone get her to Calm Down and pull her away from her work, she needs people she KNOWS she can rely on and vice versa - bad influence- someone make her go Crazy !! - enemies- she can easily dislike someone and she is very prone to… making people dislike her w her holier than thou attitude and constant focus on work - unlikely duos- idk i love this kinda connection - cousins- family connections??? my SHIT - literally anything, fuck us up
ok, so, that’s it- come plot w us, plz love and cherish us and we will love and cherish you- n e way, ok BYE xoxo
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TAL chap 11 is up!
it’s up on ao3! idk if i’m gonna post it on tumblr this morning or not, i’ve got almost an hour and a half before class, so i probs won’t get to shower (it’s fine, tho, i don’t need one, i just want one bc it’s fucking cold) but i may end up posting it in a bit, i might wait a while, idk. i like having my fics on here bc it’s my blog, but i’m not sure anyone rly reads them on here tbh. so like, there’s not much of a point? bc the way i do mine, i have to edit 2 diff posts plus my theme’s page and it’s just a hassle that i don’t want to deal with rn, ya feel? i’ll post it eventually, but maybe not until later.
but i will put a link to is in this post for any who want to read it now.
‘Til Action, Lust : Chap 11 (AO3)
so, now i’m gonna fuck around for a little bit, drink more caffeine and get ready for class
#text#iz says stuff#iz writes#an update? from me???#no it's not possible#that never happens#and yet#somehow#it's 33 pages total#18 of which are smut#i'm not sure how i wrote that much smut w/o noticing but ok#story of my life#this fucking fic's gonna be longer than the bible#calling it now#(and lowkey shooting for that)#but idek if anyone still reads this#but like#if you do#the next chap is up and i'll begin working on the next one before the end of the month#would be sooner but idk how much time i'll have bc we've got a lot of performances of our show to do next week#but after that#i should be able to get some more writing done#there'll probs be over 18 pgs of smut in the next chap tho#bc it's mostly smut#2 separate times#it'll be fun to write
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your local dying pharmacy student n caffeine addict n local meme has arrived !! wrgbwu no lie, i’m literally all of those pls send help ! bUT you can also call me iskra! ( u can call me sparky too if u want since that’s lit what it means in my language tnx mom n dad ) i’m nineteen, i hail from the gmt +1 time zone and i stan too many groups for my own good :)) fun times :)) this right here is my messy child kim hyerin who is a relatively new muse so pls bear with me until i find my feet :3 i’ve got her bio right HERE her stats HERE nd some plots HEREaaand if you’d like to plot something out w her, pls hmu or click the lil heart c:
• honestly she’s ?? p fake ?? she loves being around ppl and she will probs treat u like ur her best friend but … she lowkey doesnt really care bout u ?? lvl 95 to unlock her tragic backstory pls n tnx u n l e s s she actually trusts u and considers u a friend
• which is v rare bc ?? she grew up on her own without anyone and the whole concept of relationships n friendships is v v unknown to her ??
• her personality’s just ?? v contradictory ?? literally changes with a flip of a switch ??
• she’s mostly blocked out her early childhood tbh and rly doesnt like dwelling on it :/ theres a lot of unresolved childhood trauma there fjbndsn but in general shes not really good in dealing w her own problems/emotions and her solution is just repress and move on :// not smart ://
• still hacks even if out of sheer boredom so if u need anything hit her up, shes got u covered
• but u will have to pay her for it jsyk
• v touchy feely but she rarely means anything by it ?? also !! she loves going out with ppl !! not in a romantic way but she loves to out for food or go to an aquarium or something she just loves hanging out with friends
• has a super fucked up sleep schedule so catch her out n about at like 3am \o/ if she’s not at a party she likes going up on the roof w a joint idk why
• loves horror movies even tho they scare her to death sometimes ://
• super competitive !! she just wants to be number one n the best at everything so she sometimes overworks herself ://
• as far as plots go?? friends! party buddies, ride or dies, smoking buddy, make out buddy ( jgrbgr pls ) A BEST FRIEND MAYBE PLS SHE NEEDS ONE uuummmm hook ups n one night stands, fwb, someone she gets messy with ( bonus points if they sleep together i mean what ), someone who'd know her bc of her connection to the mafia maybe ?? someone she actually has a crush on and just gets super confused and nervous bc tf is this how do i get rid of this feeling ?? THE WORLD IS YOUR OYSTER !!
SIGHS idk what else to add ?? chemistry has fried my brain eugbwe pls forgive !! this is it for now i think ?? ty for reading !! ilysm !!
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hey would u be able to respond or make a post about some of the supplements youre taking (specfically 5 HTP and GABA)? I'm just looking into alternatives to getting pills or medication or feeling depressed or moody - as well as battling intense fatigue and being able to be motivated and do work. thanks so much!
yes of course!! i was literally supplement queen this summer lol, i think i overdid it today by taking too much so i felt weird but i’ve tried….most things at this point? and i think i have a decent thing going on rn
5htp: my favorite! i think tryptophan does similar things because it’s also a precursor to serotonin. 5htp is actually the only one that i don’t think i could do without. when i don’t take it, my depression is actually palpable, and when i do, i feel so much better in the span of half an hour? like depression exists but in a cloud above me instead of inside of me. and anxiety just like melts away. i adore 5htp tbh
gaba: i don’t take straight gaba and i don’t take it regularly (maybe i should?) because i’m already taking so many things, and i don’t mind being stressed because it gets me out of depression lol. but i was taking some anti-stress gummies that had theanine and gaba! i don’t know how much of an effect they had on their own though, because i was taking so many other things simultaneously. but ive heard good things about it!
caffeine: i was taking caffeine pills with about 200mg in each, but that’s actually really strong…caffeine from tea is a much better option especially because you get theanine and it doesn’t give headaches the way straight caf does
green tea pills: was also taking this for metabolic properties, but drinking green tea gives a better mood boost imo. i drank so much fuckin tea. tea is a supplement in itself
biotin: this is because i have shitty damaged hair lol but i think it helped! biotin is also in my other vitamins so i’m getting a Lot Of It which is good because my hair needs Help
probiotics: i take these a Lot, like i go over the recommended dosage because i have digestive issues (pre-ed, but ed stuff definitely did not help) i took pills, but i like the gummies more and i take them whenever i feel nauseous or want to speed digestion. my current gummies have fiber in them as well. apparently probiotics are good for mood bc serotonin is produced in the gut!
enzymes: i take this similarly to the probiotics. they’re chill i guess, i haven’t noticed a huge difference
dopamine: i haven’t noticed a huge difference, but i take it with my serotonin just to make sure miss depression doesn’t come for me. not sure how good dopa is for an impulsive/low-self-control person like me, but i’m hoping that since i’ll have more dopa in my body, i won’t do harmful things for the rush
omega-3: i don’t eat fish so i take algal oil pills that have DHA and EPA, which most vegan o3′s don’t! but these are said to be super good for your brain and mood lol lit
vitamin d: haven’t noticed a difference, but i’m actually D-deficient so i take it anyway lol. apparently it helps mood!
i’ve bought some stuff from irwin naturals, which does some combo pills - i used their “brain awake,” “caffeine-free energy,” and “mighty moringa.” right now, i’m only taking the caffeine-free energy. they have a 5htp blend as well but i had to stop taking it because it had fish oil
i think ? that’s everything i’m taking regularly right now. i bought a super b-complex, but i feel like i’m taking too much that more pills wouldn’t help lol. same with chromium, especially bc chromium helps appetite. heard rly good things about glutamine but couldn’t find it at cvs. apple cider vinegar pills are ok – i took them to reduce appetite but they also help w/ digestion – but they give so much gas lol. i used to take melatonin, but i didn’t think it helped, so i just bought strong sleeping pills off amazon instead and they’re amazing tbh (but not as natural i don’t think). i’ve tried gingko for the brain but haven’t noticed a change. i’ve also tried SAMe and st john’s wort for happiness but i like 5htp the most. there are other metals like magnesium or manganese that are supposed to be good but idk too much about it.
i take a gummy multivitamin too! idk what it does (i’ve heard multis don’t really change anything) but i like it lol
i was drinking energy+ emergen-c over the summer and i LOVED it (lots of b-vites as well as green tea extract) but now i find myself mainly drinking tea
i take special digestive tea with ginger and turmeric, and it’s AMAZING. it’s so soothing and slightly sweet and makes me happy. i also take antacids after to further calm my stomach.
chamomile is actually rly nice when you wanna go to bed! i have tea with chamomile and passionflower and it’s calming af.
my favorites/things that have noticeably helped me the most are: 5htp, ginger, biotin, green tea, caffeine-free energy. people say not to over-supplement because a lot of these things should be taken care of with food, but none of these things are super prevalent in food (unlike, say, fiber) and also as someone trying to recover from an ed, my diet is definitely not balanced lol so i need the extra help. but good luck!
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tagged by @cartoontees to do this rs thing so thanks!
First character you loved: Mordecai
Favourite episode(s): Heard you guys were doing fav episode for each season so here ya go:
1. Grilled Cheese Deluxe
2. idk either Party Pete or Karaoke Video
3. Fuzzy Dice
4. Exit 9B
5. Portable Toilet (i just feel this episode is really important to understanding CJ)
6. Mordecai and Rigby Down Under b/c i think about the “punch the prime minister” thing a lot and there’s this one screenshot that makes me laugh a lot (Daddy Issues is also important to CJ but idc about it that much)
7. either The Parkie Awards, The Lunch Club (i’ve only seen the breakfast club once but i kinda enjoyed it so this was a cool reference), Cat Videos, Guys Night 2, or California King (again, i love labyrinth so this was a cool reference)
8. Meet the Seer (i guess? idk i didn’t really care much for season 8)
First episode you saw: Grilled Cheese Deluxe (i think. i didn’t discover the show until 2015 but when it was still on uk netflix at the time but only volumes 2, 3, and 4 which is Grilled Cheese Deluxe + Mordecai and the Rigbys + first 8 episodes of season 2; next 10 episodes of season 2; last 10 episodes of season 2. plus it was the uk edit so half the jokes were censored)
Favourite character(s): CJ, Margaret, Mordecai, Techmo
Character you wished you got to learn more about: CJ of course but also Gene and Chance and Sally
Pairing(s): cloudaret is the only ship i rly love but i’ve been shown why mordeson is so good and also i think we all low-key love murla and hfg + celia (idk what their ship is called)
Least favourite episode: Merry Christmas Mordecai. i don’t think i need to explain why
Song(s): out of original songs: either Party Tonight or Keepin’ it Cool (and idk if it counts but The Clock Song is rly catchy). out of the licensed songs, probably either Working for the Weekend (used in Caffeinated Concert Tickets) or I Ran (used in the short Fun Run)
Least favourite character: idk Jerry (Sensei’s assistant) was kind of an ass?
Who you’re most like: Mostly CJ, a little bit or Margaret, a little bit of Mordecai, and a little but of Muscle Man tbh
Season(s): I’m assuming this is meant to be favourite seasons? probably 2 or maybe 1
Least favourite season(s): I would say 6 b/c of the love triangle garbage but that did mean there was a fair bit of CJ so I’m inclined to like it. so 8
Mordecai or Rigby: Mordecai
Any Merchandise: I have like the first 5 volumes of the graphic novels (not the original graphic novels, just the ones that collect every 4 issues of the comics so basically i have the first 20 issues of the comics - i’m deliberately not reading them online, only when i buy them). i would have other stuff but there isn’t much merch available and what there is doesn’t interest me (plus the cn online store doesn’t ship to the uk)
Do you prefer Regular Show over Adventure Time?: Yes. Adventure Time is good (and I’m getting more into it now that Regular Show is over) but it has a lot of plot and backstory that really interests me but it means i have to pay close attention whereas with Regular Show i can just put it on and sit back and chill.
I would tag people but i think most people i know have done it. if you’re reading this and haven’t done it already, you can go ahead and say I tagged you
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Tagged by: @thoushallfadenothere I don’t think I was tagged in this yet and I rly wanted to be Tagging: @niekonepadarysi @kwiecista idk who else has done it uh @holgerdanske @nastoychivost and whoever else just wants to do it
GENERAL
Name: Domi/Dom/Dominik Birthday: 5th November Age: 19 Sexual Orientation: Uhhh bisexual ig School Status: starting 3rd year uni this year. I graduate at the end of this year wtf
YES/NO
Drink?: Socially. Once a week at most. Smoke?: Neh Eat cake?: Yeah? Believe in true love?: uhhhh I mean -- I guess there must be some kind of chemistry between two people that just makes them click? I mean -- if two people are together and love each other, that’s true love, right? It’s not false love or anything? Shrugging emoji Afraid of the dark?: Yes it’s actually probably my number 1 fear [with exception of life after death and public speaking] Cat person?: Yeah but I also like dogs ad basically every animal
FAVOURITES
Shampoo: it’s this dove brand rn with caffeine in it apparently? It’s a 2-in-1 shampoo and conditioner ayyy Disney song: don’t get me wrong I love disney, but I’m not truly invested in it? I don’t know every song in every movie. But in saying that, I do really enjoy ‘We know the Way’ from Moana. Actress/Actor: I admire and love so many Actors -- but Sebastian Stan holds a special place in my heart tbh. I really admire the guy and basically when I was halfway through my final year of high school, I decided ‘fuck it’ and chose to pursue my dream in becoming an actor bc I wanted to be like him lmao. Other actors I like include Chris Evans, Jakub Gierszał, Jared Padalecki, Chris Pratt, And many, many more. Car: Nope Person: I can’t just choose one singular person. I like all my friends, my brother is also dank af. Also my partners? They all hold a special place in me somewhere and I care abt all of them I can’t choose a favourite. Type of Weather: Rain and storm~. Okay but also that type of weather where it’s overcast, the wind is picking up, and the faint smell of rain is in the air? My absolute fave 90s Sitcom: Idk man I never rly watched these?
QUESTIONS
What is your special talent/skill as a roleplayer?
idfk man. There’s nothing particularly special about my roleplays or anything. Maybe character breakdown? Idk I mean I personally do enjoy breaking down and analysing and developing my characters, and I do like to think I have a bit of a thing for it [I mean, I study theatre. We learn character breakdown and shit there.] But I mean I don’t think my ability is any better or unique or so than other people?
What is your favourite type of roleplay genre, and why?
I think definitely uh.... I hate the word angst -- but genres that require exploring that weaker, more vulnerable side to my muse. I don’t wanna come off as edgy and ‘ugh, I only like dark themes’ and shit. So just to clarify, I also really enjoy roleplaying the sweet romantic and heart warming stuff. I also find myself really getting muse and inspiration when writing more emotionally -- particularly when it is something sad and stuff. I enjoy exploring and developing my muse on that front -- especially bc Feliks is someone who internalises his emotions a lot, so it’s very hard to even get the chance to see these sides of him? Anything involving arguments between him and Arūnas though always makes me literally cry. It’s terrible.
Why did you pick your muse?
when I saw Fel on screen for the first time, I immediately took him in as my son. When I was just starting to get into roleplay -- I tried a couple of other characters first. Bel.arus and Chi.na. But when I got to Feliks, he was the only one that I felt truly invested in exploring more and wanting to roleplay. I found the other two a little too complicated for me to get into the mindset at the time [and now I just cbf] and Feliks now has grown and developed so much and I have 0 regrets choosing him as my muse, I honestly am proud of myself that I managed to stick with him for so long and developed him in ways I did.
if you could write any other muse - but know you don’t have the muse for him/her - who would it be?
Ukra.ine tbh. I really love her and I think about her a lot -- but I don’t think I could roleplay babusya with enough justice. Also I don’t wanna dedicate my life to another 1000+ years worth of history.
What is one thing you think you need to work on as a partner?
My time management with replies. I either reply in less than 5 minutes, or more than 3 weeks. No in between. Also I think length of threads. Sometimes my replies may get too long and I struggle with that.
What would be your warning label to other roleplayers?
I’m a really Salty Gay(tm) and will either cry to you over smth involving Feliks, or I will salt and vent about all kinds of things in the rp comm
What is your favourite episode/scene of your muse?
laffs a lot. I. I can’t bring myself to like much abt him in the show or manga bc of how he is portrayed [def in comparison to my portrayal.] I kinda did enjoy that scene between him and Lithua.nia where they’re sharing legends and stories together.
What crack!ships do you have for your muse?
Thanks to Mar I developed a liking for PolCan tbh.
What is your senpai blog?
There is one roleplayer I absolutely idolised [and still look up to today ofc.] Quite a few friends of mine know, and I think they themselves know. But I really admire Kaj on their dobrebopolskie, especially back in 2013-14. They inspired me to get back into roleplay, and also to come up with my own interpretation and portrayal, even if it conflicts with canon. To this day I still find it so amazing that I’m actually friends with them and talking to them and stuff? Bc wow 2013 me always thought I was ‘too lame’ to even associate with them.
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T O M I S U L L I V A N
➪ his full name is tomas xion sullivan but pls just call him tomi. his biological parents used to call him tomas or tom and pls dont remind him his bio parents bc theyre awful. ➪ the most aesthetic happiest sappiest lil bean u’ve ever met bc he’s just so gdi sweet. also he’s from nyc and he has a rly heavy nyc accent oops. ➪ he’ll braid ur hair whenever u give him a chance and stay up and eat ice cream w u after a breakup and visit mcdonalds at 3am w his friends and never get tired of the dog filter on snapchat ➪ he has a weird obsession w people’s hair tbh lmao he just likes touching and playing w them and even though it rly annoys most of his friends he keeps doing it ➪ v v v v v v attracted to boys like he rly rly rly rly rly likes boys ok ➪ he’s 200% gay and he doesnt hide it which is weird bc he grew up (until he joined a foster home) in a v narrow-minded family of alcoholics and once they found out tomi was gay they kinda beat him up and sued him for being gay?? ➪ but like, he’s a v optimistic lil boi so he doesn’t rly listen to ppl who say bad stuff to him he just smiles tbh ➪ but if u compliment him he’s gonna cry tears of happiness ➪ he started dancing around 12 (check this thats him bye) and he’s been obsessed w dancing ever since and he’s a choregraph and a professional dancer and he’s just rly into it ok. ➪ pls u can say shit about his sexuality or appearance or whatever but dO NOT say a thing about dancing pls hes gonna choke u w his tiny hands ➪ speaking of which he’s rly tiny. like 5′6 and he tells people that he’s 5′6 and A HALF although he’s not. he’s just a smol bean and he lowkey hates it but also loves it??? ➪ he’s been thinking about getting a tattoo for years lmao but yea he’s too scared to get one. ➪ also he rly wants a nose piercing but he’s a coward ➪ ((((tattoos and piercings r a huge turnon for him bye ignore this)))))) ➪ ok so he seems rly confident and stuff but he’s actually nOT?? belive it or not he’s rly insecure and anxious about stuff but he tries rly hard not to show it ➪ also pls do not force him in a corner or like tell him ur gonna punch him or scare him even when ur drunk or just fooling around bc he gets rly anxious and scared when ppl do that bc his childhood ➪ his mum and dad were alcoholics who accidentally had a child and beat him and made him go buy them cigarettes and alcohol and yes and it’s kinda awful and it’s not smth he hides, like if u asked him to tell u about his childhood he’d tell u and he’d be smiling the entire time like ‘well yea i was abused but its nbd hAHAHA’ ➪ he grew up in a rly shitty neighbourhood too?? so basically ppl know that his parents were abusive but they did nothing about it bc no one cared or they were too scared to say anything?? like, most of them probably beat their own kids too ➪ he never told anyone though bc he knew they’d call the police but his father was a criminal who should’ve been in jail for attempted murder, but the cops never caught him. so tomi wasn’t allowed to tell ppl anything about his home situation. ➪ he also didn’t rly have any friends bc he was too scared to talk to anyone, fearing they might be abusive aswell ➪ his dad was the one who did all the punching and yelling bc his mom was always either high or fucking the mailman, bc she couldn’t bear watching her husband abusing her son. she was just too scared to do anything about it, and even though tomi is like a rLY kind boi who forgives evERYONE, he never forgave her for not doing smth about it ➪ around 12 or 13 he was put into a foster family and honestly he’s never been happier in his life?? like, he got to start a normal life with normal parents and he was actually rly glad about it?? ➪ he rly loves his foster family tho. like he’s rly super close w his foster siblings and parents and he knows they support him no matter what. tbh he has no idea if his biological parents r still alive and stuff but lbr he doesn’t even care. ➪ he can play guitar and he’s too tiny for his guitar lmao but he plays guitar when he’s sad and it helps him cheer himself up idk ➪ caffeine addict. pls. if he doesn’t get his coffee he’s gonna pass out and cry and have the shittiest day ever ➪ like he must have at least 1 coffee a day or he’s gonna die and it has to have 2 sugars and a lil milk or he’s gonna start crying ➪ uses emojis and if u dont he’s gonna ignore u block u delete u from his contacts u mUST USE EMOJIS pls ➪ he dyes his hair like 1 once a month bc he kinda hates his boring natural hair colour and he likes it icy/platinum blond ➪ says ‘sTOP FUCKING SWEARING UR SO FUCKING VULGAR’ alot ➪ anywho he’s just a happy lil bean love him pls srsly tho he rly needs love and affection and attention and support bc he couldnt survive without that
➪ tldr: a 5′6 lil boi with heavy nyc accent who wears flower crowns and daces and he was abused as a kid but he acts like it’s nbd and he smiles all the time and loves talking to ppl.
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Maurice Beauton -- Character Sheet
Archetype — The Explorer Birthday — January 24, 1958 Zodiac Sign — Aquarius MBTI — ENTP Enneagram — 4; the Individualist Temperament — Melancholic Hogwarts House — Slythdor but a Hufflepuff model Moral Alignment — Chaotic Neutral Primary Vice — Gluttony Primary Virtue — Diligence Element — Water
Overview:
Mother — Carine Beauton (nee Gouin) (deceased, 1971, pneumonia) Father — Julien Beauton (deceased, old age, died 2011 age: 87) Mother’s Occupation — teacher Father’s Occupation — teacher Family Finances — middle class Birth Order — younger Brothers — Matthew (deceased, 1993, car accident) (five years older) Sisters — none Other Close Family — Matthew has a wife let’s name her Romaine. And they have a son who is like 27, his name is Antoine. He’s married to a girl named Lydia. They have a 5 year old daughter named Estelle. They live in Paris. Belle knows vaguely about this but definitely not that Antoine is married and has a daughter bc after Matthew died, Romaine didn’t keep in touch with Maurice. So after Julien died, Maurice stopped getting updates and Maurice never talked to her about his family once she got older. She knows she has an uncle and a cousin. Best Friend — he has a few friends up in London Other Friends — eh Enemies — none? Probably Hades lmfaooo kidding i kid maurice is too sweet truly Pets — he’s got a cat, her name is Ettie, tho her full name is Pirouette Home Life During Childhood — Had an okay childhood, his mom died when he was about thirteen from a flu that turned into pneumonia. They moved to France after their mother died bc his dad got a job at some university. His brother was older than him and more sporty/popular so he didn’t want to hang around his weird kooky younger brother. He stood up for him when other people teased him but he didn’t go out of his way to hang out with Maurice. Their father was loving but he was sad when his wife died, though he always supported both of them and he didn’t mind Maurice living with him well into his thirties bc he was lonely. Town or City Name(s) — Grew up in Swynlake and then Paris. Moved to back to Swynlake after marrying Charisse. What Did His or Her Bedroom Look Like — Normal? Probably had a workbench in it and was always messy bc he was working on some invention or another. Always had like grease on things. Any Sports or Clubs — lol no. I mean he probably was in uhh like chess club. Maybe the debate team? Or like a science/engineering club? But he got kicked out of most clubs bc he didn’t understand how to play by the rules and would just kind of do his own thing. Favorite Toy or Game — fiddling with things! prolly really into his rubix cube Schooling — decent schooling, he was really smart but he didn’t apply himself well because he just wasn’t interested in things like literature and history more than like face-value. Like he likes reading but he doesn’t want to lEARN about BOOKs. Was much more hands on--liked science and like idk woodshop lol Favorite Subject — Science definitely Popular or Loner — Loner, even though he tried really hard to popular. Like too hard. He would just go and sit with people and start talking to them like he’d known them forever and people found him like too aggressive and weird so they’d just get up and like move tables. Important Experiences or Events — When his mom died! Moving to France! Getting his apprenticeship with the clockmaker! Meeting Charisse! Marrying Charisse! When Belle was born! When Charisse died! Leaving Belle! Going to a mental hospital! Getting out of the mental hospital after three years (he woulda been good after like a year but he just kept hanging around.) Nationality — English Culture — English/French Religion and beliefs — ehhhh no he is a man of science, but his family is Catholic. His brother and father were very devout.
Physical Appearance:
Face Claim — Jeff Perry Complexion — wrinkly lol kind of red in the face Hair Colour — greyish/whiteish now but it used to be dark brown Eye Colour — Blue Height — 5’9 Build — he’s short and stout, kind of overweight, does not exercise or properly take care of himself Tattoos — lmfao no Piercings — also lmao no Common Hairstyle — he just lets it do what it wants, it kind of sticks up all over the place Clothing Style — uh? He just wears shirts and pants like nothing special, stays with neutral colors browns/greens Mannerisms — doesn’t really make eye contact well, wrings his hands (like Belle), stutters when he talks, trails off mid-conversation, misses the Point a lot, puts his hand to his forehead when he’s overwhelmed.
Health:
Overall (do they get sick easily)? — yeah he does not have good health lol probably gets winded like walking up the stairs Physical Ailments — uhhh none? Probably has a lot of scars from things EXPLODIGN wears glasses Neurological Conditions — depression, anxiety, tbh probably on the Autism spectrum? Allergies — none really Grooming Habits — ehhhhh not great especially if he gets hyperfocused on a project Sleeping Habits — terrible he kind of naps throughout the day, doesn’t have liek a set sleeping pattern. Eating Habits — also bad, can’t cook so he just makes himself like shit u heat up Exercise Habits — the only time he exercises is climbing up into clocks to fix them Emotional Stability — uhhhhhhhh like a 3 lol it is Not Good Body Temperature — eh probably overheats easily lol Sociability — i mean he is super social, but like?? social cues are not his thing so i’ll give him a 6 Addictions — none except maybe caffeine Drug Use — none except his prescribed meds when he takes them, which is only, when he’s in the hospital, Alcohol Use — not really
Your Character’s Character:
Bad Habits — being inconsiderate, hyperfocusing, withdrawing when upset, flighty, cowardly Good Habits — loving, kind, he tries!!, really smart, enthusiastic, passionate Best Characteristic — kind and intelligent Worst Characteristic — just has no clue Worst Memory — losing Charisse Best Memory — meeting Charisse!! (Belle’s birth? I mean, yes, but it isn’t what would come to mind for him exactly.) Proud of — not a lot really? Embarrassed by — also not much tbh bc he just has no awareness, he v much just views the world the way he wants to view it, though he knows when people laugh at him and think he’s weird and that makes him sad. Driving Style — doesn’t drive Strong Points — intelligence, really a great clockmaster Temperament — chill af Attitude — optimistic, kind of stupidly so Weakness — over-enthusiasm Fears — doesn’t really dwell on fears Phobias — none Secrets — none Regrets — also none? Feels Vulnerable When — people laugh at him or make fun of him Pet Peeves — people laughing at him Conflicts — attempting to navigate his mental illness and living a good life. Motivation — uh he doesn’t really have motivations? Short Term Goals and Hopes — make up with belle Long Term Goals and Hopes — just keep on keeping on Sexuality — heterosexual tho rly p asexual Exercise Routine — none existent Day or Night Person — night owl for sure Introvert or Extrovert — extrovert surprisingly he craves community and closeness Optimist or Pessimist — optimist!
Likes and Styles:
Music — not really super into music, but likes instrumental stuff if he does listen, or operas, though they just make him sad Books — he likes most books but he likes reading things like the Origin of Species the best Magazines — none Foods — all food is good food, except spicy stuff Drinks — really likes milk, Animals — cats and horses are his favorites. He likes most animals though, even spiders and snakes and stuff like that Sports — lol Social Issues — none?? Really?? He’s p magic-friendly but in his own problematic way, Favorite Saying — “If it’s not baroque, don’t fix it!” - nerd humor (yes i stole this from the movie but maurice would find it hilarious.) Color — blue probably Jewelry — does he still wear his wedding ring? probably Games — none Websites — none is hopeless at computers even tho he can take one apart and put it back together TV Shows — none Movies — eh none really Greatest Want — to fix things with belle, for charisse to be alive again D: Greatest Need — to stop living in the past and embrace what still is.
Where and How Does Your Character Live Now:
Home — he has a little flat that he probably shares with a friend let’s name him Daniel Household furnishings — plain just the bare minimum, very bachelor pad Favorite Possession — his wedding ring Most Cherished Possession — his wedding ring Neighborhood — somewhere in London idk Town or City Name — London Details of Town or City — it’s fuckin london Married Before — yes to the love of his life Significant Other Before — only ever loved/dated one woman Children — Belle! Relationship with Family — estranged Car — none Career — clockmaker/fixer Dream Career — famous inventor! Dream Life — a rich, successful famous inventor with his loving wife and daughter by his side though he’ll take a life where charisse is alive over anything else Love Life — none Talents or Skills — super smart, can p much build anything from scratch, really intuitive when it comes to problem solving Intelligence Level — so smart, just truly brilliant, but not super great with people so he doesn’t come off as intelligent Finances — low, low, lower middle classs
Your Character’s Life Before Your Story:
Past Careers — has always done the same job but for diff places/freelancing Past Lovers — none, just charisse Biggest Mistakes — fuckin leaving belle on her own smh Biggest Achievements — none? really?
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