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part two to this little thang
warnings this is nasty he is nasty we are nasty i am nasty :/ freeuse! reader, p in v and m!received oral and heâs kinda mean about it but heâs so pretty you barely notice. DUBCON ! ! !
YOUR MIND IS reeling when kyle stalks away from you. heâd reached inside your chest, plucked out your heart and played with it right infront of you. squeezed it twice for good measure and shoved it back in with a grin on his face.
âprick,â you mumble to the empty air of your shared living room.
a sick little thought falls into the rather unyielding part of your head. it dances on your tongue, burns like fever and makes you jump to your feet like hot coals were under your ass. they were about to be.
you pad off to the bathroom, soft tiptoes as you, with as much silence as you can muster, crack open the bathroom door. the showers loud and hot, beating on his skin like the sun in the middle of july.
you grab his things. towel hooked on the wall, the fresh clothes he had folded on the counter, dirty ones he had kicked off. you throw them all on his bed, and amble back into the living room to prepare for combat.
your hands hang uncomfortably in your lap. waiting. waiting. waiting a little morâ
kyle yells your name. it doesnât sound mean, though, but like youâd just started a game you didnât know the rules to.
âyeah?â you call back nonchalantly. the bathroom door clicks and you picture him, junk in hand, shivering and stalking off to his bedroom.
you fall into a little heap of giggles. until you hear the soles of his feet carry him into the living room. your head jerks around, almost involuntarily, and your jaw seems to unhinge itself from your top row of teeth.
kyle garrick was as naked as the day he was born. infront of you. grinning.
there was no shame to him, youâd have to buy some and shove it down his throat for that.
you are staring up at him, indecorously, then down, then back up for a moment. he was chubbing up. the bastard, you think. your jaw snaps shut when he closes the space between the two of you.
âthink youâre funny, lovie?â he asks, gaze pressing onto you like itâd hurt him to look away.
you nod your head a little. âwell, yeah.â
âbrat.â the words bite, sting for a few moments, but the way his face softens at you â lips turning up sweetly, you donât know whether to tear up or mewl.
his hands caress your face, envelope it between those two taut palms. he leans down and kisses your mouth. his tongue finds your lips, prying and pushing until heâs licking inside your mouth like he wants to find sanctuary.
you whine. his groan vibrates your teeth.
his posture straightens, one hand finds his own cock, and he strokes it once or twice before heâs directing the hard length to your cheek. he taps it against your mouth, lets his chest shake when you let out a pathetic whimper.
âwhat, you donât like it when iâm mean to you?â he coos.
your head shakes, bottom lip protruding into a ruby pout. the way you shift on your thighs say otherwise.
âif i shoved my hand down those pretty shorts, your pussy wouldnât drip on me, would it, baby?â he laughs when he feels fever hit your cheeks. he strokes his thumb against it before he pinches your jaw.
âopen up.â
your pupils blow, but you listen to him. your tongue falls from your mouth, and you widen your mouth as far as possible.
he wasâ fuck, it was huge.
he spits on your tongue before heâs shoving his dick in the gap of your mouth. his body shudders at how wet your fucking mouth is.
heâs sweet at first, just slides himself up and down your tongue. when drool starts to pour from the corners of your cheeks, the saccharine of him melts.
gaz hooks a finger in your cheek to allow himself further in, and when your throat seizes around him, he pulls out quickly. stares down at you for a minute, and big, searching eyes stare up at him. he thinks there are fat tears pricking the corner of them.
ââm not gonna last with that pretty mouth,â he stammers out, and the revelation seems to draw you further in. you reach back out, wrap a hand around all you can manage of that lovely cock, and put those pouty lips right to work.
your eagerness excited him. you can feel it against the flat of your tongue, how he seems to jump in your mouth, how his hips stutter and his vice on you tightens.
âwant it in my mouth,â you whine. âfill it up, pretty boy.â
he comes at that, thick white spurts hitting the back of your throat as your nose tickled his base. his hand is set like stone on the back of your neck, and he doesnât realize until youâre sputtering for air.
âfuck,â he pants, and pulls you out of your seat so he can finally put his bloody mouth on yours again. âwhyâve we nevaâ tried that?â
âdunno,â you place a wet kiss on gazâs face. âiâm not a frequent klepto.â
his chest rumbles as he tugs you up and onto his lap. heâs already rocking a mean semi, but his hips glide up to your thighs, and he meets that warm, soft, wetness of you, heâs ready to bully his cock into you until the sun comes up.
a/n : dedicated to the people who asked for a continuation sending xâs and oâs @iite-cool @mistydeyes @yuksthings đ đ đ
#gaz#my beautiful wife#kyle garrick#kyle gaz garrick#gaz x reader#gaz x you#kyle garrick x reader#smut#fluff#fanfic#cod#x reader#cod mw3#cod x reader#cod x you#tf 141 x reader#tf 141#141 x you#roommates#spoilers#kamala harris#idk i want engagement#cod smut#gaz x reader smut#kyle garrick x reader smut
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edit (10/23/2024) now that the poll is over: Original version, with 10 questions, from April 2023 here
And, given that the original is from April 2023, that means I can very easily say:
No, this was not an ISAT reference!
Just because I use parentheses and 2nd person pov and love the same concepts of what a time loop can do to a person doesn't mean it's ISAT
(Yes, I like ISAT, the original poll is why I was recommended the game! But if you look at the original, you can see all the origins of the options to choose from, including what spurred me on with the moss option from the replies)
If I were going to make something for ISAT, I would never be so vague, you can simply look at my ao3 for proof of that
#egg speaks#writing#polls#my writing#egg writes#my polls#poetry#time loops#listen I want to run this again#time loop poll#<- check that tag on my blog for the original 10 option version lmao#unreality#you know I didn't think I'd get fed up with people making isat jokes about this#I thought it'd be like oh hey neat same hat#we both like the same game#but people keep going âoh this is JUST an ISAT referenceâ#as if it's not a genuine work of creativity I did myself. it feels a bit devaluing#âop you played isatâ yes but that came after the original!!!!!#I KNOW it's not meant like that but I want people to engage in my work as its own thing. you can make jokes about similar media!!!#but this is it's own thing!!!!#I want people to like it for what it is. I want people to enjoy it outside of other media. I want it to stand on its own#I'm flattered someone said it was good enough that they think it could be narration from the game and read just as well!!!!#but like. idk. all the other medias popping up (pmmm. orv. higurashi. etc) aren't people calling it a /reference/#if I wanted it to be an ISAT reference I would have tagged it originally. I would have targeted it toward ISAT fans more intentionally.#I love fanworks but this was an ode to time loops alone. I wanted people to think. to have to CHOOSE. I wanted PARTICIPATION#time loops as a narrative and as horror and as a group activity via polls on tumblr. also s/o to the person who said 40 hr work week so tru
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i dont think fandom people who only think about male characters and only create content for male characters are like horrible misogynists but i do think they often have some shit they need to unpack. like how can you , for example, play life is strange and the only thing you come away with from that is you want nathan and warren to fuck nasty. how can you watch birds of prey, and the only thing you come away with from that is you want roman and victor to fuck nasty......... like idk! idk! i just find it strange especially when people will engage with media Specifically about women and then put no effort in to empathize or care about them, sometimes even going far enough to say they HATE the female characters and that theyre bitches... IDK!!!!
#text#and yes i still do find it questionable when people engage with shit like idk bg3 and dont give a fuck about any female characters but#bop and lis for example are sooooo women centric and specifically about womens suffering and struggles.....#and people just come away from that wanting to see the boys do yaoi... its weird! its weird as hell!
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potentially hot take but this is a pet peeve of mine
#listen. anyone can write whatever they want and idc I donât have to engage with it. all power to them!!!!#itâs not even an automatic click-off for me or anything#i just⌠why. I donât get it#like⌠thatâs literally one of THE most iconic traits of the entire character. of the entire concept of the SHOW even#and youâre just gonna??? get rid of it??? hello????? the entire basis that John and Arthurâs relationship is made from????????#really????????? possibly the most tender part of their relationship???????#you donât wanna write fluff about John reading him books and describing things and guiding him????? really?????????#itâs just so boring to me. I donât understand the appeal#like yeah obviously Arthur as himself would definitely prefer to get his sight back#but as a concept likeâŚ.#something ab the whole âhappy ending = the disabled character gets âfixedââ thing just leaves a bad taste in my mouth#why do u have to fix them. why cant they just be disabled. do you think people canât be happy and be disabled???#idk maybe itâs not that deep. and still I donât really care that much#itâs just the vibes. I donât vibe with it.#and Iâm sure thereâs some actual annoying as hell discourse in the fandom ab it which I have zero interest in engaging in#but I had to have my little petty bitch moment#bc blind Arthur is everything to me. ESPECIALLY in a jarthur context.#anyways thank u for coming to my Ted talk#malevolent#arthur lester#if anyone wants me to tag this as smth Iemme know
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danganronpa And komaeda jumpscare in the holy year of 2024. hands you this
bsky | mastodon | twitter
#danganronpa#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#komaeda nagito#scribbles#i want to draw him & dr stuff more but i am . very slow and want to draw a Lot of things so#traditional art#alcohol markers#idk how to use tags!!!!!!!#btw plsss for the love of god if you are on any of the other linked sites esp the stupid cursed tw*tt*r can you pls engage with it#i am invisible thanks to the algo and it feels like shit!!!! yay!!!!
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watashi wa sutaa â¨
#just wanted to paint him dripping wet tbh#iâm posting this when the dash is half dead bc i hate engagement apparently idk#op81#oscar piastri#f1 art#f1 fanart
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mascot
#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe#i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor#but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes#like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk#i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time#it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume#i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing#and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me#its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others#plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib#i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity#my art#myart#my oc#sona#mascot#furry#??? is this furry art????#twinkle#puppysona#edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-
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man... i was going through my 15 year old deviantart account and i actually really really miss that site. like tumblr is fun and insta is.. insta... but i dont think since then there's been such an art-focused community with so many people talking to each other and commenting on each others work quite like deviantart
(ofc massive disclaimer that i probably have some rose-tinted vision and the site was full of creeps and pedos... so if we could just have the good parts of it back LMAO)
#i was obsessed with it as a teen and definitely posted some risky stuff that adult me would be like do NOT SHARE THAT ON THE INTERNET#but also it was so nice to have a selection of online art friends#it felt like a proper community which i didnt have irl#nowadays posting art online feels more.. idk? like ur presenting something to an algorithm to make the number go up#i dont care about engagement nearly as much as i used to but its hard not to get pulled in when every fuckin site is like this#deviantart felt more intimate and like youre sharing your art with friends and talking about it#..except there's that one friend who REALLY wants you to draw some feet#s text#anyway a few of you guys still follow me from the deviantart days and just let it be known i remember u and love u and hope life is good <3
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Forewarning: Gay Mike talk skip if you want
Not to be that person in 2024 that pride gifset did it to me but I still genuinely do not understand how the "girls being girls was never a problem for Mike" argument came to be, considering THIS the show's Mike talking about, learning about, confessing to and just being around spaces re: girls:
note: this isn't even touching any of the moments we see hints that he's into boysâJUST the moments where we see his displeasure with/disinterest in engaging with girls (or commentary by other guys who are interested in them). Will, a confirmed gay character, doesn't even have this many reminders of his lack of interest in girls.
Once is a coincidence. Twice is a pattern. Twelve times without real effort to pull every example? and I didn't even include him taking a girls hands off him while kissing or the four other times they kissed eyes open or hidden? Iet's be so serious lmao
#note one: go fight with a wall if you want a debate because I will not engage you. blocked and reported etc etc#with that said#headcanons and 'oh the lights' are fun and all but at the end of the day...where is this attraction to women. I would TRULY like to see it#every time I see arguments for a mike who likes girls its always because they don't want el to be hurt + like elmike or are bi themselves#and the evidence for it demands you just gloss over how much he doesn't give a shit about girls AS girls 900% of the time#idk how many fics and art look good...the mike who is attracted to women does not exist in the canon of the show at this point#it was a one way sign for a reason i'm sorry lmao#my st commentary#mike wheeler#gay mike wheeler#stranger things#the me tag
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on a less serious side, bad and foolish having witnesses who are somewhat normal and regular to their usual strange and deranged antics is so hysterical. bad playing the role of kidnapped and felon this time around, letting himself get captured, pretending to be soooo guilty and talking like heâs actually gonna snitch. foolish doing it half for fun, half for show, because he knows cellbit is the killer already - he just needs nails for badâs coffin because heâs gonna be the scapegoat, and heâs bored. if they were alone maybe theyâd trade more intel - theyâre on the same page but canât exactly confirm nor allude to that with an audience, so it just devolves into their usual antics. meanwhile bagi is sweating and convinced bad is definitely about to spill everything sheâs told him, falling for badâs little âoh Iâm so easily caught and convincedâ act harder than anyone else, trying to avoid badâs arrest or worse, cellbitâs - while really whatâs going on is bad and foolishâs homoerotic batshit insane cop and robber routine, where youâre not sure if someoneâs getting arrested or if theyâre about to make out. and aypierre is just there
#like foolish and bad are engaging in the wildest âyes andâŚâ per usual but bagi is normal and genuinely concerned for bad jfjskgkdkej#I love bagi man whenever bad does his usual bit (lying for fun) (pushing buttons) she takes it so seriously like youâll get used to it soon#and like yeah he did really want some info out of bad their bullshit usually ends in informational exchanges one way or another but like#idk it really is âthey know eachother better than anyone elseâ in the most batshit way possible. immortal nonsense I suppose#bad and foolish who would commit war crimes against one another to the horror of everyone else but thatâs just like fun bonding for them#why are they landduo when they should really be batshit fucking insane duo đ¤¨#mcyt#qsmp#q!bbh#q!foolish#q!bagi#bbh#foolish gamers#oibagi#z speaks
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got back from the store time to continue ryebreadedd hater hour Prefacing this with that anyone is allowed to have fun and i cant stop them from having fun and im not forcing anyone to do anything: ive said this before but i find the fandomization of rain world really jarring honestly. For a game as unique and complex and beautiful as rain world all i really see is fluffy cat shipping or something. at best it feels disingenuous to the game and at worst antithetical. Maybe its just cause im aro but the focus on shipping in a game that really had no place for it in its narrative is just bizarre to me. At times it feels like an unwillingness to engage with the dynamics and relationships already present in favor of romantic relationships. like at this point, this is just making furry ocs.
#ONCE AGAIN STATING. DO WHATEVR YOU WANT I LITERALLY CANNOT STOP YOU#and im not saying anyone who does this refuses to engage with the game outside of shipping#but idk common trends and what not i feel.......................#i honestly stopped frequenting the rainworld tags because of this
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yeah that's pretty high up there
#not even gonna engage with the incest part because like#lmao#lol even#you do NOT want to play the problematic game with kb/ms on the table#yall better HOPE kb/ms doesn't get popular enough to get put in the twitter hot seat for a day#but this âwrite this not thatâ attitude sucks#and i see it everywhere#âit's taking away attention from other ships!!â literally how!!#i just hope this user left a nice long comment on their favorite fic or fanart in the time it took to write this comment#or idk write a fic themselves#labru has the most m/m fics currently because (and get this) people write them#although to be fair we have an absolute fic machine like halfpastmonsoon#i dont know how they do it but i am deeply jealous#keep on keeping on
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thank you @mafaldinablabla for the tag!! the game is to share 9 of my favourite books from the last 12 months, or 9 books on my tbr list for this year.
Here is what iâm looking forward to read this year! (my hunt for beautiful covers never ends. in this house books Shall be judged by their cover)
tagging uhh @erisenyo, @chitsangenthusiast, @ranilla-bean, @poikilotherm, @kyoshialone and whoever else wants to do it u.u
#also i really wanted to read the iliad but idk if there is a good prose translation/adaptation of it???#if any of italian moots has come across oneâŚ#blease tell me... blease hmu#ive also been meaning to get more into uhh#social theory books?#if thatâs the word?#but idk where to begin#esp bc i read on a short commute and i usually donât have the brain space to engage with academy level texts#again if someone know a version of this for tired dummies lmk#ALSO cheating a bit bc i already started the seven moons of maali almeida and iâm loving it sooooo much#plus jorjus cover#so rlly the perfect book#realizing i should prolly start a book tag hmm#anyway#send post#oh I'm also looking forward to finish the murderbot diaries it's slow going but I'm halfway through and they're so good#books
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Sometimes I canât tell what is genius and what is accident with Taylor, genuinely like Iâm not diminishing what she does. For instance, the recent album phenomenon where almost right away, every single person, critics included, made their own âTTPD Editâ if you will. A trimmed down selection of the 31 songs that either they think made a tighter album, fit into a narrative they liked, created a new narrative, or whatever compelled them. Obviously I donât think Taylor wants anyone to cut any of her songs off an album she herself made, of course. So here is where I err on the side of accident. But then⌠I think about how the number one thing all artists, even Taylor sized ones, are tasked with is creating engagement around a product. Taylor for this album tried to start the âfortnight challengeâ which went absolutely nowhere. However, the fact that everyone, haters and lovers of ttpd alike, have made their own edits, which is an incredibly active form of engagement and stream booster, is an astoundingly brilliant stroke ofâŚ.. luck? Genius? I canât tell. I canât fucking tell!!! Maybe it wasnât accidental and she was intentionally clever to drop an obscene amount of songs that resemble more of a sketchbook than a solid story or even sonic cohesion (again not a knock just a pretty objective observation compared to previously more cohesive works of hers and others). An album almost⌠stay with me here, almost too messy that it begs you to finish it up, clean it up. Engagement that was so compulsive and universally experienced by everyone that its unreal to me how thatâs unintentional. And sheâs especially intuitive in this arena, finger on the pulse, mirrorball woman that she is. The data dump release format feels almost like a strategy in that way. But I canât quite believe she would ask of us to pluck our own apples from her abundant but still carefully cultivated tree and make our own pies. She encourages us to incorporate the songs into our lives yes but donât tell her how to do her job, surely not! So I guess even if it was accidental, I suppose thatâs still somehow a form of genius to me, that even her impulses are in tune with how to best engage a modern audience. Having been in this business, and on this end of it, for so long that she can just sense when to drip feed us and when to stuff us like foie gras geese. Does she fundamentally understand that audiences hate being told what to do, as she feels the same way herself, and knows how to guide engagement without forcing it? Is that also insane? Giving her TOO much credit? Idk I canât decide but itâs a stone I turn over and over in my brain. She figured out that the house always wins and so she became the house. Astounding.
#idk what this is Iâm just musing on main here after my afternoon coffee#and before you come in here and say BLAH BLAH I NEVER MADE MY OWN EDIT IS PERFFCT YOU JUST DONT GET IT PEA BRAIN IDIOT#Know youâre in the very very small minority and nobody cares#do what you want but your evangelizing will fall on deaf ears#itâs ok to love an album and also engage with it in a critical way I promise. two thoughts can exist in one brain#my silly little essays
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sorry but. something about how fanfiction is vastly undervalued by readers in fandom culture. how people love to read stories about their favorite characters but only if they're in love, or if they at least sleep with each other. there's so many incredible stories that are just missed because fandom culture struggles to see beyond romantic pairings and relationships.
#idk is there some fear people have of engaging w characters beyond being half of a gay ship?#maybe this is just me but like. don't you want to get inside their head? share a piece of their thoughts and how they see the world?#even just seeing them in silly Situations . like. that is truly unappealing to you without any romantic aspect alongside it?#i don't mean to come off as bitter ot anything but this is just something i see time and time again#ship culture in fandom and particularly within fanfic is just. a bit of a nightmare#maybe i'm too aroace for this idk#fandom#fandom culture#ao3#fanfic#ship culture#shipping culture
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