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aza-trash-can · 1 year ago

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I'm reading a book for french about a young judge and my guys, my dudes

“Oubliez-moi. Je n’ai rien à dire, rien à donner…”

"Forget me. I have nothing to say, nothing to give..."

This gives Neuvi vibes to me. My brain is refusing to work and put into words why it is, but it just is. Just like, the refusal to acknowledge their importance in their position and what that means to others, maybe it'd make more sense to y'all with the context, idk

Maybe I'm just sleep-deprived, but I swear to y'all it has Neuvi vibes to me

#aza's trash #i refuse to tag this properly #i'm probably gonna delete this later too #just gotta get my thoughts out #ima save this quote somewhere tho #maybe i won't delete this just so i have easy access to the quote #hmmmm #idk i think i'm losing it

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heybaetae · 2 months ago

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maknae line + gestures of love 🫰🏼💋🫶🏼🌹🤟🏼 happy birthday @jkvjimin! ♡

#jungkook #jungkook*#tae #taehyung*#jimin #jimin*#btsedit #btsgif #dailybts #userpat #underbetelgeuse #trackofthesoul #usersevn #annietrack #usersky #usersan #usermaggie #*gifs #comp #happy birthday darling pat!!!#just a reminder that me and vminkook love you!#i hope you have the best day full of even more love than this bc you deserve it #you put so much of it out into the world yourself that it should only ever come back to you tenfold #i actually made something kinda cohesive?! at least in the first half...feels like it loses its steam a bit after the 10th gif lol #this was only supposed to be 12 gifs but i had more time to keep it going so it ended up being 18 whoops #this is scheduled so i hope it's posting at the proper time (zone ahem)#ALSO at first i arranged this in their age order but i switched jimin and jk's place so it would spell out jk + v + jimin like your url :)#i hope you like this! i'm kinda jealous even tho i made it lol it's quite pretty if i do say so myself #yes i put a heart overlay on the gifs against a white bg to keep the color scheme going..idk i TRIED #p.s. to anyone seeing this and thinking you can't rb it bc it's dedicated to pat for her bday....WRONG! PLEASE REBLOG IT IF YOU LIKE IT! ty

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tubbytarchia · 10 months ago

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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional

#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans fanart #trafficblr #Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this #and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please #Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have #Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol #I love them so #oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying #but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy #Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea #tubby art

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hey-hey-j · 3 months ago

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(sort of a companion piece to this)

older brother instinct

(★ my Kofi)

#my art #trolls band together #trolls fanart #trolls bruce #trolls john dory #trolls #no matter how old you both get. you never lose that ''oh shit my little sibling is CRYING'' panic.#hoooooooooooogh i have TOO MANY THOUGHTS i can't articulate AAAHHH #idk man i'm just constantly thinking about bruce's dynamic with JD as the second oldest #simultaneously wanting to support his brother while still NEEDING him ya know #i think that on some level. even after things got REALLY bad with the band...... he just wanted his brother back #grgrgrtg idk the bottom line is that all of brozone needs a good cry. and a hug. and a sincere apology from JD.#(it's VERY important to me that you notice that JD isn't actually saying the words ''i'm sorry'' here btw.....)

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territorial-utopia · 4 months ago

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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)

Sure has been a year.

#terri #niart #got my wisdom toofies out #well 2 out of 4 #still got stitches #idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless #also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash #i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet #I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for #the difference is like night and day #old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day #new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day #i am sobbing #the right people are out there #don't lose hope #i've never felt this platonically loved honestly #also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd #just #a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out #this piece was such a strain and i just #don't have patience for art rn #this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers #i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh #ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH #i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now #Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man

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mattodore · 2 months ago

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birthday boy 🎂

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #simblr #ts4 screenshots #theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3 #sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3 #...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak #actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look #on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd #and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out #expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too #oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for #the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect #i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing #like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it #ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon #realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼

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a-lonely-dunedain · 4 months ago

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this is so sad her head is a metal potato...........

#this just showed up in my recommended and idk if it's just bc it's 2am and I'm entering the crazy zone but I am LOSING IT at that phrase...#guys pray 4 her her head is a metal potato................#Tag ur girlfailure OC: which one has a metal potato for a head #yeah no I think this might only be funny bc it's 2am and I've had more coffee than I should probably admit

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horse-surgeon-barbie · 11 months ago

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maybe we STOP playing house ,, we're not good at it

#rick and morty #rick and morty spoilers #fear no mort #rick sanchez #diane sanchez #beth sanchez #beth smith #amramdoods #this was kinda venty (which is why i didn't post it on main tbh)#but like the idea of beth losing in every possible scenario of this made me feel really bad </3 #like the more i think about the show the worse i feel because it's just this tragic story of how these three people can't fit together ever #like it taught me that maybe some people just should not be parents if your kid is gonna lose THIS much at all times :(#anyway i'm rambling whatever i just needed to post this idk #oh idk if this needs a tw so if it does for anyone just tell me and i'll add it

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feelbetterlove-books · 2 months ago

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Even when you have a hard day just remember, Bucktommy "has anyone ever told you you're a vision in a cone?" will always be there. Tommy Kinard looked at his adorable boyfriend with a silly party hat on and thought Evan, you're beautiful, you're stunning, you're ravishing, you're a sight for sore eyes. I could never get tired of looking at you. I cherish you. There's nowhere I'd rather be than behind this couch at your side. And he was so real for that.

#needed to remind myself of this and infuse some joy into this wretched anniversary #at least it's almost over and tomorrow will be easier but man ever since 2018 my bday has inspired nothing so much as the belief that #Michael from The Good Place was right when he said birth is a curse and existence is prison like I'm always so depressed on this day #it's hard to look on the bright side when all I can think of is losing my boy 🥹 family tries to make me celebrate but I just want to mourn #what's that quote about grief being love persevering. I love you so much little mister I still think of you every day #it's just hard on this particular day because I still remember it all so clearly and it haunts me #a sweet Bucktommy crumb can be a nice distraction for a time though. Just like Unknown(nth) was when Hozier dropped it out of nowhere in '22 #my kitty was called Oliver too not after OS but it is a nice connection that his work can cheer me a bit #ough. idk if anyone will see these tags but just in case I'll tag #pet death #animal death #to hopefully filter it out for anyone sorry to be all sad on my Bucktommy post I couldn't help it thinking of my boy all day needed to vent #and oh this needs actual tags #Bucktommy #911 spoilers #I hope I did those warning tags right idk if I should say “cw” or “tw” with them

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zukosbangtan · 5 months ago

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one thing that really makes my eye twitch is when people pretend like suki isn't part of the gaang!! likeee we saw her early on in season 1 for the first time and she was a recurring character until she became a permanent and integral member of team avatar later on!! it's so sad when she's basically reduced to nothing but sokkas gf and ppl don't deem her important enough of a member and just exclude her from the group. and it's so weird bc not only was she already part of the group even before zuko, she also played a huge part in ending the war together with the gaang but people keep disregarding her and everything she's done which pisses me off so bad like omg.

what i'm trying to say is PUT SOME RESPECT ON MY GIRL SUKIS NAME!!!

#is this TLOK shade?...perhaps!#SHE WASNT EVEN PART OF THE INTRO!!?!?#i only watched the first season of tlok so idk if it changes but so far i dont remember them even mentioning suki!! correct me if im wrong #everytime i see fanart or read a fic of the gaang where suki isnt mentioned an angel loses its wings...💔#this is a suki appreciation and lover account #i ❤️ suki #i wanna be friends w her soo bad #but yeah stop disrespecting her #i dont understand why you WOULDNT wanna include her #like shes so cool??#also i feel like out of the whole group shes literally the most “unproblematic” one #(i'm not saying that the others are problematic..just making that clear cuz i know how some of yall like to tussle..)#but i dont think shes ever said or done anything that has made anyone feel bad or anything? idk #like it's easy..love suki or perish #suki #atla suki #atla #avatar the last airbender #sokka #atla katara #atla sokka #katara #the gaang #aang #avatar aang #zuko #toph

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littlespoonevan · 5 months ago

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because i was rewatching 1x04 and was reminded that episode 4 of almost every season is an absolute banger of an episode. (also i know what recency bias might do to this poll so please take a second to remember the episode 4s of seasons gone by before voting askjdfh)