#idk how to fuckin tag this lmao

[rrsystem]

NSFW mention under the cut I guess

This is not a NSFW blog nor am I going to treat it like so but god damn I hate...being a hypersexual alter. I feel like I can't chill and I just wanna chill.

:( ya know

-dewdrop

[lemonywings]

grimpuzzleman but its actually just grimpulse with skizz 3rd wheeling everything they do together because watching grian get more and more angry is incredibly funny.

like grians spent all morning being giddy about seeing his beloved, theyre gonna have a lovely day together ruining peoples lives for shits n giggles. and then he shows up to impulses base to see skizz right there waving at grian. hes got an innocent smile on but just like scar this mf knows EXACTLY what hes doing.

poor guy just wants to have a good day with his favorite 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 and get up to shenanigans, but is now stuck with what is essentially the worlds sweetest cockblock.

could go either way on if impulse knows hes doing it on purpose or not. both options are funny.

you got impulse whos just happy to have his best friend and partner around at the same time. hes like :D omg :D my bestie and my pookie dookie :D best day of my life :D. meanwhile grian is foaming at the mouth resisting the urge to unleash another impossible minecraft moment onto skizz.

or, you got impulse who knows EXACTLY whats going on, but also finds it just as funny as skizz does. playing oblivious to see how long it takes until grian goes feral and rips the poor guy into shreds.

he cant help it seeing pookie slaughter the innocent is lowkey cute af. that and also impulse could probably blow up half the server and grian would forgive him cause he did it for the lols.

[rbtlvr]

u know. i feel like. the way i 'cover' music (listening reaaaaally really closely note by note and transcribing it into the free program that i have) is probably not. the way most people do it. almost certainly there is a simpler way of doing things. however

[xxplastic-cubexx]

am i tripping or is x3 relatively way better than dark phoenix like,,, obviously the second half of x3's plot is atrociously wrong (apart from when erik keeps bringing up charles) but the initial set up and premise feel less flat than dark phoenix with more things going on than just jean/phoenix and erik and the brotherhood don't feel as shoehorned?

i fear i feel you ..... however ive always held the belief X3 wasnt a terrible movie on the sole basis hank was there and the movie started with old man bickering while adopting their daughter so this aint a shocking opinion to meee

'but snap hank was in dark phoenix too' ok he didnt piss me off in X3 !!!!! moving on !!!!!!!!

[seafoamsol]

Every so often someone will come across my team fortress 2 art from like, 2017, and just go through all of it and I just have to deal with the psychic damage of reliving my high school years and seeing my old art

[hi-note]

oatmeal

[blitz0hno]

Why does knowing I have DID because ✨DID Problems✨ make said problems both less and more Terrifying.

Like I know what it is and how to cope. I'm getting really good at it in fact.

But also these are like. Problem problems. I dunno if we can counsel ourselves outta this one gang..

Blogging time! Cuz like yeah it's objectively weird but just another Sunday for us lmao

Like tell me why, when we headed back to work shortly after hanging out with a friend, "we" briefly couldn't even remember who we hung out with. Except now that I know what's going on, I realize when I'm not fronting. This other alter fronted by surprise, probably because we were deciding where to work tonight.

Like cool I know why I was so out of it but still Doing Things but the WHY there makes things. So incredibly complicated for me. And bro felt baaaaad like shit he didn't remember jack. Because duh the Guy Who Was Not There fronted only after the other human is Gone. Some alters just can't help but mask and it's not good for us so they don't front with others around, you know the basics lol

And why do we feel like a bad friend even though we remember them perfectly clearly now. We remember them, but we had to consciously communicate it... To someone else in our own head... Like a thought-game of telephone? And like u know what it's like to think u can feel your brain working, and mine's like "compartmentalize or else." Whoops! Having fun? Many people wanna share front? Gonna slice up the memories! Oh you're conscious of this process? Amnesia. Get shadow realmed bitch you're not about to come into contact with something you shouldn't be reminded of. DAMN being wired for Living is so cool actually but also mom pick me up I'm scared (picks myself up). We always remember after a moment or two, which is why we never used to suspect amnesia to begin with. I will never understand why latching onto guilt for every little thing seems to be hardwired into our being.

It's up and down really, and makes socializing tough even though we love interacting with our friends so much. And Idk we always have really good communication when we're happy (and high ngl) but sometimes if we're alone we connect a lot of dots and don't know what to do with them. Silly funny interesting things and not something legit keeping me too dissociated to drive lmaoooo good thing we're freelance

BUT because we stopped, we saw a raccoon skitter across the ground. I love raccoons, they're cute. We were just thinking about them earlier. Makes up for the Horrors I think.

Tryna make some more money before bed but my phone is crying "no signal" despite working on certain apps. Guess I'm being forced to chill for a second. We're doing just fine and hopefully have a whole new job soon. We saw a magazine at the store that had part of the title obscured and all that remained visible was "your mind works." I think I'll take that as a good sign because uh it sure does! We deal we deal.

Being myself is the best advice I ever actually followed but damn this is difficult.

So yeah internal communication is a fuck. But less so than it used to be.

[sea-buns]

there's this baby kitty in my neighborhood whose tail has been injured and as far as we know doesn't have any owners. we finally got her trusting enough to come up on the front porch and sleep, but the rush of power at being on higher ground must have gone to her head cuz she has since completely ignored us for 3 days while she stalks her terrorizer so hard he waits at her feet in fear of her weirdness. well i think the bout of ghosting us when we call for food time might be over cuz this morning there was a bird next to the front mat and she was screaming for sustenance. the thing is, earlier in the morning she was out there yelling but we didn't have time to feed her then. and we only saw the bird when we came back about an hour later so. either it was already there and we missed it or she said 'oh no food? i can trade u want trade? we share?' and ran to go find an offering. but also the bird she brought isn't one we really get at our feeders so this skinny little paperweight of a cat ran a fair distance somewhere and carried this bird that's the size of her head, if not bigger, back uphill, upstairs, through a patio gate, and gently lined it up next to the mat. not even on the mat. it was perfectly parallel but out of the way of where we walk. i maybe should have been more horrified than i was but frankly i've been missing her and i am flattered by the sentiment.

[coridallasmultipass]

Felt cute, might deteriorate later. [He/Him]

[faradaykay]

sometimes i am like “maybe i should put some of my posts on main tags again” but then i realize how many people have been mean to me about my posts even tho i don’t put them on main tags and i realize. probably not a good idea

[plaidpyjamas]

@ new tumblr users - let's use the "read more" function PLEASE I am BEGGING you to STOP FLOODING TAGS

[taken-my-name]

I have honestly had a shitty day, but y'all little gay people in my phone kept it bearable. I have barely been here for a day, and i already love it here. I have never expected to see actually active parts of the Undertale fandom, yet i have literally came here a few hours after a tumblr holiday related to it would've ended in my timezone. If anyone sees this, please know im just too scared to hop into someone's DMs and just start talking, but i need more friends from this fandom as most of my current friends lost interest long ago so please by all means DO flood my dms. I have my own AU (made out of mostly OCs). We can talk about other AUs, canon stuff, OCs, roleplay, literally anything. I just need friends.

Edits: spelling.

[machinavocis]

ok actually, speaking of: i would like to take this moment to publicly acknowledge the fact that, last time i had a tumblr, i got in at least two separate reblog-chain arguments with @brotheralyosha where i was doing some version of NOPE YOU’RE WRONG CAPITALISM CAN BE GOOD ACTUALLY YOU’RE JUST GENERALIZING FROM BAD LIFE EXPERIENCES. and the reason that i remember so clearly that this happened is because, on multiple occasions over the past 4ish years, i’ve had cause to look back on those conversations and say--sometimes loudly, in the middle of unrelated conversations, causing a probably-unnecessary amount of surprise and confusion--the sentence “GOD FUCKING DAMMIT MY COMMUNIST FRIEND WAS RIGHT ABOUT THIS TOO.” 

[snekdood]

Terfs: i will never engage with you. You are literally nothing to me. Like a piece of dog shit on my shoe. Get out of my palace.

[uwooyoungs]

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[analyticalangelsheart]

☆◦ 。＼｜／。◦☆ " there is one star in the sky

since it didn't have anywhere to go I told it my sorrows

i whispered my secrets into the night wind

in the hopes it could hear

i don't think it can understand what im saying

but it knows the meaning

it responded with its own woes

as the sun set it told its own tales

i watched them blink into the sky one by one

until the night was alight with spots carved into the darkness

i do not know the star

the star does not know me

but we are the same

i hope it finds peace among the heavens

as much as i hope i find my place among the earth " ☆◦ 。／｜＼。◦☆