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#community spaces here r like very overwhelming... either negatively or positively if. that makes sense?#idk how to explain it i am just#Content to sit here in my little corner#i've gradually become a more. casual player? i don't play as much or participate in the fandom as much as i used to#i only rlly ever long on 2 check out updates or refill my stable care#or train if i have nothing else 2 do#maybe play w/ my cousin if she comes over#my sso ocs still live rent free in my brain tho btw. they're not going anywhere#oh and i still update my photography and roleplay accounts but thats abt it#i've made some awesome friends in this community tho :)#anyways idk where this post is going. guess these tags r more like a status update about me and sso rn#idk im tiredly rambling i need 2 sleep goodnight
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ata tu corazón, mi amor, y arrástralo por la tierra
#this art hurts so bad#in a way i'd never be able to explain#also it just upsets me a lot because i don't like how i did it:(#idk how to make it better so i'm just gonna leave it as it is#and go to sleep good night#it was supposed to be cool and simple just like that#but in my eyes it's just missing everything and i don't know how to fix it#genuinely thought it was gonna be a good art but here i am oh well. that happens i guess#im sorry javier :(( i'll make more good art i promise#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#javier escuella
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good morning sifloop nation
#loop is so fucking hard to draw bc I can never tell how I can center the face on their cookie cutter as head#its literally just a pair of eyes and yet it fucks with me every time 😭#idk what came over me bc suddenly im imagining these two freaks in the funniest scenarios for my own pleasure#im not even halfway thru the game yet im still on act 2 bc I havent been able to play it in a while#genuinely though I am curious as to how ppl would go about describing how u would kiss loop. this isnt even a jab at anyone#in fact I admire whoever pushed their imagination to the limits to find a way to make loop kissable in ways science cannot explain#and other fun activities#I think itd be funny for them to do 7 minutes in heaven bc normally 2 ppl go in to smooch or whatever in the closet#in their case two of them go in but only one of them comes out alive. bc theyre like that#are they fighting or are they fucking. the answer is up to you#sifloop#myart#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat loop#isat Siffrin#Siffrin#loop#doodles#shitpost
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the tulpar crew (non-playable edition)
(sequel image to this if you haven't seen it/wonder where jumbo josh and curly are)
#target4alterego.png#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#(cracking my knuckles)#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#furry rundown rq for the people asking-#anya's a raccoon. thought it would be cute#daisuke is a papillon dog because i mean. look at it and look at him. thats him.#badger swansea.. mostly just vibes idk how to explain. its like 2 am my time LOL
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I want to be poetic and say something about fate and religious imagery and Zolu being soulmates but right now I can't stop thinking about how homoerotic this whole scene feels and how bad they wanted to make out sloppy style from the second they met
#i am so romantic i know#but seriously hear me out there's just something about these frames#luffy with zoro's swords too like#and the way wano animated it#idk how to explain it it's just extremely gayer than usual#one piece#roronoa zoro#monkey d. luffy#zolu
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They're comforting him <3
#Cant begin to explain how I missed drawing these rats#/j I love them so much#Ty sxsg I am truly grateful for u bringing back the sonadow brainrot into me#Idk when of how my style changed but it looks really nice :]#classic is just chilling#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#classic sonic#sonadow#sonic x shadow generations#sxsg#sth#.popsicles!
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Bram "how dare you doubt me" Stoker
#curious af how this will get explained to fair to say if bram knew fyodor before maybe before his execution or during his time sleeping he#thought of a way to overcome his ability should it happen to him? idk i am just thinking out loud since he is so long lived like fyodor#even though he was stuck without his body for so long and gives off the vibes of laziness and not caring#maybe he was just quiet and contemplative and just whiny lol#bsd spoilers#bsd ch 116#bsd bram#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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Imagine looking at a character whose entire premise is that in every stage of his life, he's made every version of himself into someone that inspires people to such a degree that EVERY SINGLE VERSION OF HIM has people wanting to literally follow in his footsteps in some way or another.....
And coming to the conclusion that like.....the most important things about him are the sum of all his trappings. His entirely homemade developed from scratch could not exist if not for what he already was and brought with him BEFORE crafting this newest version of himself trappings, with his greatest trait throughout all of it being his adaptability; his ability and willingness to roll with the punches and not try to simply weather any opposition or changes to his life but instead reshape himself as needed to better fit INTO whatever new shape his life and the world around him takes. All while managing to carry the most innate, fundamental and necessary aspects of himself from one version to the next. Thus every single version of himself is different but simultaneously every single version of himself is also undeniably the same person.
The strength of this character, to me, will always be that he can be so many versions of himself, he can become so many things, all without ever actually losing or discarding any of the aspects of himself he considers most essential, the things he's not willing to lose or give up just to keep going. Finding that road not taken by most, usually because most never even think to look for it as an option. But one that he's always able to find because the one trick he's mastered in his tumultuous life is threading that needle of not just digging in his heels in an unproductive way but rather being selective about when and where he makes a stand and decides "this is not a thing I'm willing to compromise about" but here are places and ways I can and will change and evolve and adapt in order to make it possible for me to hold onto these parts and keep them as they are.
And that's why its always so mind-boggling to me that so many writers can't seem to think of anything else to do with Dick Grayson other than invent some new reason for him to just....not be that person, or to like just take the character whose most basic fundamental trait he's NOT about to compromise on is willingly giving up his spot in the driver's seat of his own life.....and make him just a passenger in his own life and stories.
Dick Grayson at age nine....at age nineteen...at age twenty nine....the one core thread running through all versions of him is the only way he's standing back and letting you call the shots for him or putting him on the sidelines in some way is over his dead body.
HOW he goes about that, what that looks like, who he becomes and what aspects of himself he plays up at some times and what traits he lets fall by the wayside at other times when they offer less in service to his primary goal here....that changes constantly. He changes constantly.
But those changes are almost always (or at least they used to be/should be IN MY OPINION) made with the intention of keeping certain things about him or his life as consistent as possible.
That's the duality of Dick Grayson that I'm here for. The inherent contradiction of him that COULD allow for endless conflict and breaking new narrative ground in all sorts of ways if mined properly:
His eternal willingness to compromise....but only ever in pursuit of doubling down on the ways he's not willing to compromise.
Forever walking that tightrope in ways that only a kid born and raised in a circus could ever hope to.
#see also: my grinding teeth when people disparage his circus origins#like the only thing its good for is colorful backstory and explaining his acrobatics#THERES. SO. MUCH. THERE.#theres so much EVERYWHERE in every aspect of his backstory and his preexisting comics and yet over and over we get#....what if we just ignored all that and did what the fuck ever as though this character has nothing integral to him or fundamental to say#to be fair my gripes with Taylor are not exactly interchangeable with my gripes with the previous runs#but I lump him in as an extension of them because while evocative of different SIDES of my ennui with these takes on Dick.....#the thing about Taylor's stuff to me (or the parts I read at least) is that its generic as hell while only retaining superficial elements#of Dick's character and stories in order to point to them and say see these are definitely about Dick Grayson. like....only in very surface#level ways. underneath that theyre basically generic superhero adventures that could easily be retooled to be about a pretty sizable number#of other characters. tbh with the whole alfred inheritance thing it honestly felt from the get go#that Taylor was more interested in writing a kinder gentler Batman like a Bruce from one of the animated shows like#The Brave and the Bold who gets along better with everyone else. even the way the Brave and the Bold largely exists to use Batman's#popularity as a star vehicle to platform his co-superhero for the episode lends itself to Taylor's approach in his NW run#with the central figure - only nominally DG imo - basically existing as a platform allowing for the drafting of any other character he want#to write in any given arc or story in a similar way to how Bruce is utilized in Brave and the Bold#anyway. idk idk. my issues with Taylor are not the same as the others exactly but also they are and also I just plain dont like the guy#so I complain about him at any given opportunity even when its not technically as accurate or relevant as it possibly could be#I Am Flawed. its fine though dont worry about it. its called being nuanced
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right now i'm very torn between "taking critique is important as an artist and it's not an attack on me personally" and "people commenting about my same face syndrome under my posts upsets me an unreasonable amount and i wish they would stop doing it"
#ramble#sorry i am not having a good art day today#i'm TRYING i promise#this is 100% a me problem and i hate it#i think it's because when i have a Problem with my art. i need to fix it INSTANTLY#and that's not how art improvement works#idk why it gets to me so much i can't explain it#even if it's polite and means well it makes me feel weird and i don't know why#maybe because i thought i was way better about it than i used to be but right now i'm getting it way more#yes i know posting art means you have to take people's opinions#but how do i say 'please do not leave lengthy critique under my art that i make for fun when i didn't ask for it' w/o sounding like an ass#i just feel like. i would never go to a fic and point out all the writing mistakes in the comments if the author didn't ask for it. idk#i'm fighting really hard not to yell 'IT'S MY ART STYLE' bc that's not an excuse obvs
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I've said it before and I'll say it again: Midst is a perfectly-paced show. I know the story arcs are largely outlined, but it is actually astounding how flawless the pacing is given the improv aspect. It's clearly created by people who understand on an intrinsic level when and how plot points need to land in order for it to flow smoothly. Absolute chef's kiss, infinity/10, perfect pacing, no notes because I am in fact taking notes.
#like i do think i am decent at pacing overall but god i want to dissect this plot just to study it#i am in all ways but physical capturing it in a jar with holes in the lid and fervently documenting its movements#midst podcast#there's not really spoilers in this cuz this is an evergreen post it just remains true#god i want to really break this down but it's like. idk man. something something look at it it's on the ceiling#(i do think that should become part of the Tumblr vernacular for when something is just so intrinsic that how do you explain it#if you don't get it you're not gonna get it i can't explain it to you you just have to get it)#did just realize that i started this and the mother trauma post the same way lmao#it's almost like the consistency of this show is spurred by its flawless pacing
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WAHOOO my drawing ability has returned!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seward be upon ye.
#jack seward#only a quick little sketch just to make sure i can still draw the most important thing: pathetic men in 3/4 view.#idk how to explain it other than um. sometimes i get phases of a week or so where i just can't draw#always.....on my period........#everything i try turns out so bad and i try and force it anyway and it's like wading through treacle and i can only wait till it goes away#i hadn't had it in years and when it came back it took me outta nowhere#lottieart#anyway does anyone else get this. am i insane. why does this happen#dracula
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The fact that shiro fucked up so bad at parenting that both rin AND yukio are victims of parentification is so crazy
#Ive said this before but i think shiro did the best he could considering her own childhood#But holy shit dude how do you fuck up that bad#That both of his kids are jealous of eachother and their relationship with him#The difference is that shiro had an active role and yukio's trauma but an inactive role for rin#Idk how to explain this but rin has really strong eldest daughter vibes to me#This is why hes haru no noroi natsuki coded#Nobody liked that post but i will not be silenced#Its also important that both twins are just like....wrong about eachother#'You got to know him as your dad and grow up normally'#No he didnt yukio shiro spent all his time with u and rin was busy fighting thugs for your honor#'You got to actually know our father'#rin yukio spent the majority of his childhood feeling like if he didnt grow up as fast as possible you were gonna be killed#Thats a lot to put on a 7 yr old#Also just to be clear im not like...compairing their traumas#Well i am but i mean like saying one is worse than the other#okumura twins#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#shiro fujimoto
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i know i keep saying it in like a hopeful half-memeing way, that we could have pete & ted on stage together if nick played pete and joey played ted, but like. for real just imagine it for a moment. imagine the height difference. imagine how adorable. like
ignore joe & darren in this picture for a second. that is ted and his baby brother. think about it. think about the visual storytelling of these people playing brothers with such a big age gap between them. i just think it would be lovely
#idk just#its a shame you cant really get a sense of the height gap in their scene in abby camp#i dont know how to explain this#it just makes me happy like Look At This#it would be so fun#starkid#hatchetfield#spankoffskis#ted spankoffski#peter spankoffski#am i being crazy rn. i KNOW that height and age dont really work like this#but ???????????????????????#something about it appeals to me
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hong kong miku,,,
#hopping on the trend jumpscare i’m from hong kong surprise#i haven’t seen that many hk mikus around#lowkey chat i think i kinda ate with this one#however i will say i am coloring in the dark so if any colors look off that’s why#and also i haven’t opened this program in literal months i jumped straight into this no warmup no nothing#miku is what pulls me out of art block apparently i was locked in for 5 hours STRAIGHT#someone needs to teach me how to paint properly holy#not sure how i feel about the bottom left one but that was a quick one anyways#i am from hk originally but i haven’t been back in years so i have no idea about the culture other than food and mirror#OKAY let me explain the context#street food is a big thing in hk and quick and easy things like fish balls egg waffles and like siu mai and wonton noodles are popular#back then people really would just squat down on the side of the road or right in front of the shop to eat it and go#but i don’t think anyone does that anymore city life and all that#ohh i should have done instant noodles breakfasts god i loved those#if anyones from hk if you go to the causeway bay mtr station exit that leads up to the big road near sogo. do they still sell siu mai there#that shit was BANGER i remember asking for them all the time#a good majority of parents in hk would get their daughters ears pierced as a baby something about them not feeling as much pain idk#that’s just what i was told#i used the neon for her friendly standard greeting cause i wanted to incorporate the neon signs somehow without actually drawing a whole bg#lots of neon signs in hk. i heard they had to take them down cause of light pollution which is sad but understandable#everyone got their shoes from dr kong. at least when i was younger they did#boy band is self explanatory. i heard they’re really popular my mom listens to them#oh i had her messing with her shoes cause hk people move FAST. you stop for one second and you get shoved#so like a fun little allusion#gave her black roots just for fun. she is violating every school uniform code possible#this is all based off of my memory by the way so like. anyone who knows this better than i do hit me up#hatsune miku#miku from my culture#jellos scribbles#i haven’t tag yapped in so long welcome back my love i missed you
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Idk how to explain this one but sex between a service top Geto and power bottom Gojo can kill at least 10 Sukunas in my opinion
#idk how to explain this one#Will delete later#sorry 2 am thoughts#I am gonna wake up tmr morning and cringe just watch#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#gojo satoru#satosugu#sukuna ryomen
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this was made especially for those of us who cut ties with our shitty families, huh
i cried so much this whole episode. i know that i can't be in that house and be who i am at the same time, but the guilt and shame never really go away. i love that this episode said, wholeheartedly: fuck what society says, you should be wherever allows you to be happiest
anyway! you always hear that family estrangement is rare in asian communities, but i did it! and you can do it, too! dump your shitty family! i believe in you~
#tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna#it's incredible like i don't think i fully realized how ashamed i feel until this episode had me ugly crying into my blankie#especially because the abuse was invisible and people say: oh everyone's family says harsh things! it's because they care! they love you!#and no matter how hard you try to explain the magnitude of what was done to you people still shrug and say but they're *family*#not that there was ZERO physical abuse but like. that's just How It Is in the community i grew up in so it's not a Reason reason#and that's all aside from all that's expected of me as the child of an asian family (that i am simply doing none of)#FUCK i guess i just compartmentalized all of this so securely i didn't think it could bleed out anymore#thanks tsukutabe. i guess?#this show is RELENTLESSLY coming for me this season too like explicitly stated asexual rep? a treat for me personally!#idk i never expected an asian drama to be so clear about this especially because kasuga's abuse was invisible too#and the idea of not sacrificing yourself for your parents is COUNTER to what you're supposed to do#i am just VERY EMOTIONAL right now#i love kasuga so much and it was rough to see her going through it but i am SO HAPPY that she's accepted and loved
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