#idk how to do ids sorry

[strange-nd-creature]

Autistic Stigma Axis Chart

This isn’t meant to be taken really seriously, just comparing how different people experience different forms of ableism I guess. Honestly I think most autistic people have dealt with all of these things at some point.

[arsenicflame]

Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

[pomegranateliker]

*Thare

[venomgaia]

gaslight gatekeep girlboss

[quirkle2]

space/saturn imagery ritsu i love you

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Birthday boy at the bottom of an ancient ocean

[alex-the-anxious-2]

i'm cooking

ok guys i'm riding the brainrot and trying to make a marble hornets friday night funkin mod so i gotta know, do i make Boyfriend [little blue boy who sings] Jay? Or does he stay little blue boy?

also, tim's pose sketches so far,, if u think i should change anything lmk! i feel like his down pose might be a little lame? unsure

i am perfectly aware i might not get much of a response seeing as this is literally such a niche BUT.

[anistarrae]

I've had a Kirby hyperfixation since my childhood and your art and super good animations bring back even more of the joy the games gave me. The lighting captures such a sweet mood in all your stuff also as someone who tried animation briefly... Chefs kiss to all of your animations anyway if just thought I'd join in on thoughts about u and ur stuff <3

HI HI im so sorry for not responding to this for a month :sob:

this is EXACTLY how i want my work to feel to others! a brief feeling of joy, something to make you think, something to make you feel something. anything can be artwork, but my favorite kinds are ones that makes you think or feel something, anything. to be able to convey that through artwork and have it work, it feels so special everytime :') i really appreciate your words, i kept replaying this message in my mind, thinking id respond then forget😭.. you get a small part of a bg in an animation im working on as an apology............

[ganondoodle]

i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

[spikeyphil]

have any other afab trans and/or nonbinary phannies gone through a gender crisis about phannie demographics? like when i was in middle school working through internalized misogyny and gender dysphoria at the same time, i struggled a lot with dan and phil having a majority female audience, not in the sense that it made it juvenile/silly (which. still pisses me off to this day. let teenage girls like things ffs) but in the sense that, as a closeted afab enby it felt like the only way to androgynize myself was through seeking out stereotypically “masculine” interests, and dnp were distinctly and proudly not that.

ive def come a long way in separating gender presentation and hobby demographics from gender identity, deconstructing gendered ideas altogether, and feeling more secure in my identity even if i’m still in the closet, but it was such a strange and difficult time and im just curious if anybody else has dealt with the same thing !

[p2ii]

Yea...

[cursezoroark]

bandanna

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

questioning sexuality is so exhausting

[erisolkat]

@davekatweek fate

its under the cut

"Hey, dipshit, what the hell?" You can hear Karkat call out to you from behind you. "It's like, fucking, 20 degrees out?"

You won't turn around. You refuse. He- he fucked up too much this time.

You fucking <i>told</i> him not to make fun of your Bro. But he did anyway. And this is what he gets.

"Strider!" He yells. You keep walking away, not quite knowing where you're gonna go but it will absolutely not be here. "Get back here!"

You speed up, refusing to give in. The footsteps behind you get faster and faster and you start to speed up, too, until something warm envelops you. Shock stops you in your tracks.

"At least take a jacket, dumbass." Karkat says from behind you. He sounds winded- and is he crying? Of course he's crying. He's Karkat. 

You stand there for a while, so long that he seems to give up. His steps get quieter, and his ambient mutant warmth goes away. For some reason this makes you panic, fear making your throat close up.

The cold bites into your face, wet with tears, as you whip around and run after him. He turns around just in time to catch you as you fall into his arms.

"Shh, shh, it's ok, I got you," Karkar murmurs in your ear, petting your hair and holding you. You sob. 

"I'm- I'm sorry-" you gasp into his shoulder. He shakes his head gently.

"No, I'm sorry. I went too far, I should have listened when you told me to stop." 

You push back to look him in the eyes. "Can we go back now? It's cold as fuck out here."

He laughs, weakly. "Yeah, we can. Lemme into the jacket though."

You open up the jacket so he can slip under and he wraps his arm around your waist. You rest your arm across his shoulders and both of you start to shiver a little less.

When you get back you'll have a real conversation about emotions, but for now, you'll just walk in comfortable silence in the cold, quiet night air.

[i-dont-know-nor-care-go-away]

St:SNW rant

I just saw the most amazing gifset of that moment in momento mori where chapel tells una "it's like giving birth through your mouth" (edit : it was @startrekuniverse who made the dope gif set, I love you btw)

Una and Christine are the MOST UNDERRATED dynamic. Genuinely I need to see them interact more. I've said before I don't think that T'pring is Christine's character mirror foil or whatever bc she isn't really. Una is the opposite of Christine.

Una is so put together. She is the literal poster person of first officers. She is always put together and just radiates dignity. (Somehow she gives like. Teacher vibes but I can't see her teaching a specific subject?? Maybe she just authority-s so hard I'm getting confused idk) She has been trying to be the picture perfect officer for years. She said it her self, she worries how people would see her (as an illiyern(fuck spelling I'm tired)) if she wasn't Ms. "She's beauty she's grace she's gonna punch you in the face" Because she hasn't ever had the chance to exist in starfleet without that threat of being discovered, she holds her self to this impossible standard that she some how achieves. Outside of that, she is a silly little workaholic who loves her job a little too much at times. (I mean. Tbf it's STARFLEET I'd also love it)

Compare that polished, put together-Ness of a first officer to someone who didn't even technically join starfleet, Chrsitine is part of an exchange program. (I'm only considering snw, sorry) Christine is bouncy and open as soon as we meet her, she sasses back at La'an and jokingly flirts with spock. She has the worst bedside manner and loves to chase people down hallways. Her reaction to Una bring Illiriyan was basically "I'm not a cop, I'm cool with it" She radiates weird girl in the best way possible. We see her be messy in relationships and goof off here and there. (Can you tell I hyperfixate on her all the time?) Uhura is "unburdened by conversational boundaries" and will say things on accident, Christine will say the weird thing and she will say it with her chest.

Christine is so unabashedly herself while Una is always on duty as the first officer, so professional. Una ties a lot of herself to her job and Christine loves science to the point she will chase it to other planets, she isn't tied to the ship.

There is so much space for tension and conflict between them. I can see Christine making a joke during a hard time and Una snaps. Maybe Una makes a tough call command wise that Christine disagrees with because they could've done something, the head vs the heart. They would also make an excellent team, Una with her tactical experience while Christine has science and leaps of faith.

You know those videos where the magnets are on a track and they collide really hard and the thing in the middle gets fucked up? That's what I want with them. I know im seeing the shrimp dynamics but I swear something there is worth exploring I SWEAR