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mishiami · 11 months ago

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girl with one eye

get your filthy fingers

out of my pie

#i discovered the mosaic filter and went a lil bonkers #i also just wanted to try something #idk how i feel abt it but the point is i branched out a lil #can only learn if you try idk man #my art #bsd #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #bsd dazai

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starishsky · 1 year ago

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bed hair

#chreonweek2k23 #chreon #chris redfield #leon kennedy #resident evil #starishsky draws #slaps 593873737473 filters on and calls it a day #I tried doing that dumb window lighting thing and idk how to feel abt it #I didn’t feel entirely like uhhh. warping it or whatever bc I’m weak and wanted to be done

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galedekarios · 1 year ago

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g*le: im not sure i consider myself father material

g*le: quite good at setting relationship boundaries and speaking up abt them

g*le: never mentions wanting kids / actually has / adopts a kid unlike a plethora of other companions

g*le: shoos t*ra away at the mention of grandchildren

fandom: we just don’t have enough information on how g*le really feels about the topic of fatherhood

#just hc and be free #idk who needs to hear this but you don't need canon validation to have hcs #there's no need to act as if there's nothing in canon that indicates how he feels or that he doesn't know what he's talking abt as a ~40yo #bc we do have all that and nothing to indicate the opposite #it's kinda something tho to see all canon instances of a cf character confirming that he is indeed a cf character being dismissed #look i have one ( 1 ) poly hc for gale (karl/gale/alton bc they are special to me)#i know he's not in canon and i'm not going to argue for it and it's all good i make it work for me #it's not a bad thing and you're not terrible for it #text: personal #ch: gale dekarios #vg: baldur's gate 3 #series: baldur's gate #tbd #discourse for ts #i mean not really but you know #if you want to filter that out (((':

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voidrym · 7 months ago

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May you find peace in sleep's sweet embrace

#elden ring #st trina #trina elden ring #miquella #tried out a filter this time idk how i feel abt it #anyway i need dlc NOW

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sm0lpup · 2 years ago

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little!enid x cg!wednesday moodboard

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wereh0gz · 3 months ago

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I see ppl making bluesky accounts and feel like I wanna join bc cohost shut down and I've been kinda wanting another social to post my art at. But also it looks way too much like twitter and I don't like it. Bad vibes

#ramblings #i feel like i've heard abt the website having like. actual issues #but i cannot for the life of me remember what those issues are or if I like. saw it in a dream or some shit #so really i'm just drawn away by the vibes alone. i don't like how it looks lol #like i kinda understand WHY it looks like that. like the site was built off of twitter's code or something like that i think #but still. twitter vibes are stinky :/ also no custom themes like tumblr ://///#i'm still kinda sad cohost shut down i really liked that site. it had good vibes most of the time #and a really good filtering system #it was nice #despite all of this there's still a small part of me that's tempted to make an account there but like. idk man #the more i think abt it the more torn i am so i'm not gonna think abt it lmao

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jrueships · 1 year ago

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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO

#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be #and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like #idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background #well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one #lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch #it's just that doing so makes me . crazy #my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me #i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental #like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit #but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig #it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not #but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself #then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER #idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah #for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds #once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW #like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED #art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person #literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT #<- mfs when no basketball #mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!

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stoneocean2011 · 4 months ago

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im following a girl on here who has a rly big ig following in the egl community and shes posting here abt wanting botox and filler etc and I'm just like. idk i can't feel sympathy anymore for conventionally attractive ppl who get cosmetic procedures done, i really just hope the microplastics melt your brain or smth so i can laugh

#like everyone is insecure but if you havent done the necessary self reflection on the cosmetic industry and how its preying on you #in order to get your coin... and in the process of getting those pricedures youre just making it worse for normal looking people who see #ppl w filters and surgeries n shit and you perpetuate that insecurity to your following.... idk. i cant feel sorry for you at all.#plz just stay ugly. EXCEPT SHES NOT EVEN UGLY #diaen #i dislike a lot of things abt myself but im never fuckin getting fillers or whatevr bc that shit doesnt last and DOES NOT LEAVE UR BODY!

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corallapis · 5 months ago

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actually baby master's "i'm special" assertion getting shattered by looking into the schism is v fun in contrast w that bit from lucifer rising with theta stamping his foot and insisting to the hermit that he's the special one happening when he's already in the academy. that isn't to say theta didn't also get his shit rocked (hence the running away) or that the master is never prone to i'm-special-ness later in life (i mean, come on.) but it is interesting to think of baby master on the back foot compared to theta in that way. reminds me a bit of their dynamic in the hunting party, with head in the clouds theta vs bastard son who's much more worried abt things.

#again i wonder abt the timeline of the morbius crisis and when the broken gen is discovered to be a thing & how that filters down to them.#dvora's irregularities are hushed up but is there more scrutiny that comes w being from a well-connected house vs theta's obscurity?#lungbarrow cares a lot abt the doctor 'cursing them w madness' after the fact but are they aware beforehand? what does theta know?#i feel like dvora would say something to baby master in a 'we know you're flawed so don't dishonor us' kind of way idk.#which is why you get the master concerned w being A Good Man To Have On the Team as per time & relative.#doctor x master #dw

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dandyshucks · 5 months ago

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one of the reasons i tend to just sit in my corner here and not venture out very often to engage w others is bc I'm afraid of getting very much attention, and one of the reasons for that fear is because i dont want other gu.zma shippers to find me and be irritated w me for being non-sharing dhdksl, i also just don't want to be seen by the p.kmn community at large bc i feel like they'd think im some annoying weirdo 😭😭

obviously i cannot control what other ppl think of me, and tbh viewing me as an annoying weirdo is probably somewhat accurate fjdksl, but i really do not want to exist in ppls minds like that so I'll just continue to keep to my own little corner for the most part unless i get over this fear shfjfkl

#I RLY DO WISH I COULD BE OKAY SEEING OTHER GUZ SHIPPERS REGULARLY AND INTERACTING W THEM #unfortunately. my brain has decided to be silly about it. and i dont think i can fix it fjdkdl #if it was like... necessary to figure out how to be okay w it then i could probably do it #but since its online in only one space of the internet then i just... use the block button or post filtering feature #i definitely do think some part of me is ficto. idk how to like.... feel abt that for myself and my life but DHDJSKL #I've just kind of been ignoring it and pretending it doesn't exist 😭#but also maybe this is all just a year long hyperfixation and it'll end at some point. who knows!#i kind of hope its the former bc it being the latter would be a little bit sad fhdksl #OKAY going to sleep now farewell i hope everyone has a wonderful day 🫶#dandy.cmd

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arolesbianism · 1 year ago

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Another quick drawing from last night

#keese draws #eternal gales #oc posting #oc #ocs #oc art #experimented a lil bit with giving her some more visible dark fur #I think I like it but Im gonna have to draw her a few more times to make sure I think #my main concern is that it might make her look a lil too similar to mason pattern wise #which is already smth Ive struggled with in the past lol #also yeah I <3 using brushes incorrectly #idc what the creators of any given brush intended if I can use it for funky lineart I Will use it for lineart #also yeah Ive been grabbing a bunch of free brush packs lately so thats why Im actually drawing shit again lol #tbf the glory drawing was me wanting to use a base procreate brush Ive been meaning to mess around with but I used some texture brushes too #with all my new texture brushes making bullshit backgrounds will be a breeze 👍#oh also Ive been trying to use those dumb layer filter mode thingies for the first time lately with my shading #idk how Im feeling abt them tho tbh multiply is nice ig but I kind of dont like how it dulls out the colors sometimes #like I know it makes the shading more coherent but idk sometimes I like the more grading shading #idk can yall even tell the different dndmdkdndh #I might just be being too picky with my colors or smth I always tend to assume the worst abt my colors #anyways sceduled and now eepy time from the past and good morning future me

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pyrriax · 1 year ago

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sometimes i remember i take screenshots of quotes i like.

#haunted ecosystem #i need to read more poetry. i read a lot of poetry but i like it #ughhh this one server is killing my writing muse but i cant leave yet (obligation to stay until the end of an event) but its just. annoying #im reminded why i dont use twitter & why i dont engage with the twitter side of *any* fandoms. its a cesspit in a not fun way #what happened to dont like dont read. what happened to filtering things. what happened to fandom is for the fans.#sigh. i have a lot of thoughts abt this stuff.#ok thats enough unrelated rambling. its only 16:33 but im so tired man. i wanna finish writing this fic but its definitely feeling kind of #like how writing kosmon rediras was. which isnt fun. it needs a full rewrite but i dont *want* to do that for something which just. idk #thats enough of this. im tired rn

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soysaucevictim · 2 years ago

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I swear, making entire different sets of ASCII/Unicode for text/lettering was a damn mistake.

This shit. Constantly. Gets. Past. Spam. Filters. =_=

#also heard this kinda ascii code shit trips up some tts systems #just use one standard set of codes that you can turn into diff fonts in HTML/CSS dammit all!#because a lot of systems reading the text doesn't RECOGNIZE wtf those codes /mean/#'a' should be recognized as a damn 'a' across the board - istg #not 'a' but it's a little /spicier/#(this rant is something i see gymrat!lo getting on abt OFTEN)#(this standard sucks ass - and iirc it's thanks to how people saw 'oh we're expanding the ascii table for emojis now?')#(and went 'we can make character sets... but FANCY')#(nevermind fucking breaking spam filtering systems and accessibility tools!)#(nevermind that you can ALREADY customize font type and size with a little bit of HTML tinkering)#(nevermind the style sheet your web page is going for or people who have their own local themes or font library)#(nevermind people who want to idk slap a dyslexia // vis-impaired friendly add-on to make the font more readable to THEM)#(HHHHHh- i have a lot of feelings about this)

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cryptidapprentice · 1 month ago

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does anyone have recs on how to get yourself to start working out 🧍🏽‍♀️

#cryptic ramblings #weight #weight loss #im tagging that for filtering purposes bc yeah i would love recs but i dont wanna trigger anyone who may be have this kinda trigger #also #body dysmorphia #just in case #ANYWAYS i really wanna work out and lose weight (i wanna feel better abt myself n in MY case i do think itd help my health a bit)#but i have such Low Energy Always and like. High Stress (from work and occasionally family) and i just dont know how i can push past tht n #like. just Work Out. ykwim??? i even tried getting like one of those small step machine things bc i thought i could use it while i watch w/e #but then its like. why do tht when i could be comfy in bed watching. (dont have a lot of space for more involved things or even like. chair)#like on days off and after work im pretty much just Sleeping bc im so sleepy. i might WANT to work out or go for a walk or smthn #but then my body goes '...nah naptime' n i sleep for an hr or more or smthn #(i had a daytime sleep study done n they had me trg to sleep every two hrs n they said i actually fell asleep Each Time.)#(which i THINK ur not supposed ro be able to do?? idk id assume if ur well-rested u wouldnt be able to fall asleep like tht. anyways.)#so like. how tf am i supposed to lose weight actually. anyone have tips

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jacklesraised · 3 months ago

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THAT DUDE WHO WAS THOMAS WAYNE IN THE BATMAN IS FUCKING JAMES IN THE SILENT HILL 2 REMAKE??? AND HE SOUNDS ALMOST IDENTICAL TO NICK APOSTOLIDES??? WHAT NOW???

#raiiot #i wanna buy it but i also wanna buy the until dawn remaster abd i can afford neither #honestly… thomas wayne being james is so undeniably appropriate #theh sounded the same in the clip injust saw of sh2r #everything i love is connected #but also james now looks like he could be leons father abd idk how i feel abt that #and its not nostalgia filter fyi i dont have that i can just vibe to remakes as long as independantly theyre good in my opinion #like i do not care lol i have the capacity to recognize an adaption is just an adaption changes will happen #but the efforts to de square james face and make him look a little more like leon is where im kinds like??? guys yall horror experiences are #entirely different why u tryin to be each other lol but anyways #anyways i hope sony sees everything realizes how hard they fumbled w the horror kings and beg them to finish pt bc the franchise is NOT dead #bring it back we’re still here and we’re still mad abt pt!!! bring it back!!!#fyi this is me saying ‘LOOK AT HOW GOOD SH2R IS GOING NOW BRING BACK PT’ im complimenting it

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melon-dot-com · 5 months ago

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bonking my head against desk.mp4

I wasted time on something unimportant and that I didn't even care about again!!!!! I'm gonna Lose It!!!!

#neocells #AAAAA #It's so embarrassing like how did I even fixate on something like that!!!!#I mean it was an ''organize something'' ''put something together'' and ''match things''#so of course I did #but the thing itself was not even worth it #esp not at night #esp not when it's a bad dress up feature #esp not when it somehow took up to two hours #it was so unexpected too like it was rlly supposed to be just throw something together. it was BITMOJI. on SNAPCHAT #THIS ROUTE HAPPENED BECAUSE I REMOVED BITMOJI AND PUT IT BACK. BECAUSE IT DOESN'T LET U HAVE A NORMAL PFP #I feel insane dude #I am in disbelief #like surely I read the timestamps wrong from when I last messaged the person I was talking to. surely #I thought it was 30 min to an hour at best #really ignored said person and my cat (in my attempt to Escape and finish because I could tell I was losing time awareness)#because I get paranoid if I pause and go back I'll get caught up in it again and waste even more time!! yet in turn #that makes me waste more time anyways!!!!#now my cat is taking a nap nearby.#I was going to give her attention and she gave up!! because I pushed her away in my desperate attempt to get the dress up thing over with!!#not to mention I was tense the whole time- I thought I was ''about to get up'' and not uhhh sitting here for an hour plus #I know at least... 5-10 minutes was just messing with the filters since I hadn't been on snapchat in ages so I was curious #maybe another 10 trying to figure out if the pfp can be a normal one. though there is a separate profile where u can? for some reason?#so I was being indecisive abt the pfp and background for that #even though idk if that matters either like who even sees that. how does that work #and that still leaves all the rest of that time wasted #unless the profile setting stuff was more than I thought too..... who knows at this point #could've wrote all that in the post but was already doing it here. I'm not abt to attempt to put it in the post instead

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