#idk dog im mad....

[purplecladmerchant]

You know that post that's like a screen of someone "why hurt character you can kiss em!" And a funny answer like "no lol hurt character fun!"

...it got an additional that goes "no, I want the character to be hurt like I was hurt so they are comforted and it's like comforting me♡"

And....

I mean. That's a good coping mechanism. But I heavily disagree. That's not what I'm doing here.

Im doing violence. Yeah because I'm hurt. But I don't want uwu ♡♡good things to happen uwu♡ ... I want to take out all this anger yknow?

Im full of it. I'm full of hatred, violence, malice, and anger. That, as a semi-well-adjusted person, I won't lash out at any place. I carve a kind of violence that doesn't exist. I'm creating it on a safe place. (It also applies to fetiches and extreme ones)

I dont want "Oh you're me and I gonna be hugged and comfort after this very real thing that hurt me uwu"

Not all fiction exist as an idealized version of reality.

And not understanding that, is what bring us to the first problem in that post. That people think we want what happens in fiction to happen in real life. And I don't want that.

I want fiction cathartic, awulf, beautiful, hard, soft different every time, and over everything else: fictional.

[boycaca]

I think the reason people believe chuuya would be the more open and affectionate in soukoku (as like. A romantic relationship) is because they believe him to be the mentally stable one and i think the reason people seem to believe he’s one of the few “mentally stable” characters in bsd is because he does not let himself be seen as vulnerable, and the few times we do see him go through something genuinely horrible and having a moment of vulnerability he does not really have the time to truly process it and ends up “moving on” pretty quickly (for example when he was at the flags’ funeral and adam interrupted him, or how when the sheep betrayed him dazai was immediately at his side trying to convince him to join the pm). And even if he does process it and thinks “man that was pretty fucked up wasnt it” it is never shown on screen so i feel like a lot of viewers end up seeing it as him not being bothered by these events and just a pretty chill dude that doesnt wallow in grief or self pity. But i think him never wallowing in grief or self pity is kind of a problem because in the end all he is doing is suppressing all that trauma and not really trying to acknowledge it, but at the same time when he does he ends up pinning the blame on himself (how the sheeps betrayal was his fault, the flags dying because of him). I feel like this impacts how affectionate he is too because he has built up so many walls that at the point when the flags make a party to celebrate the one year anniversary of him joining the pm he gets suspicious, then surprised and then flustered and tries acting like he doesnt care about it. All this is to say that i think him believing he cant show weakness and has to maintain the facade of being “the strongest” makes him seem like some regular degular guy (if he’s not fighting dragons) ends up him getting viewed as some mentally stable, communicative guy with maaaybe just a bit of anger issues when in reality he got so embarrassed by dazai’s corny speech in mersault that he shot him in the head with a gun

[c7arisse]

"You damn fool, hurry up and go"

(i heard Bones didn't get THE panel right so here's my version for it)

[clowningcrows]

not sure if i’m projecting or crazy or stupid or just actually incredibly good at characterization but will graham is extremely ethel cain coded 2 me

this man would drunkenly listen to strangers on repeat on his bathroom floor and bawl his eyes out while murmuring along to, “i tried to be good, am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?” while thinking about abigail and alana and beverly and and and….

[can-of-slorgs]

Final surprise boop attack for @yowassupitsred!!

Faeran would 100% be really obnoxious about Calamari, and would intentionally make others appreciate her boopings haha.

(Secret second boop attack to @starbiology in revenge to the april fools war because even though i didn't know if you had any characters, I think of her as your character by this point and I found this scenario hilarious in my mind)

[seri-tonin]

Y'all gotta stop immediately jumping to calling asagiri a misogynist for killing off a single female character

[e-wwis]

Here's my annual art post before I drop off the face of the earth

I randomly fixated on Kitty and Bunny from Courage the Cowardly Dog and spent the day drawing them instead of working on my animation project 💀 but anyways. lesbian yearning

[brunetterightsactivist]

people with puppies are lowkey so annoying idc you got this beast and now you wanna complain about all the work involved. and then you tell them cats are literally like a fifth of the work a dog is and they want to push you into oncoming traffic. like i'm just being honest with you...

[lucasoliko]

I'm sick here are some quick self portraits I just did

[maretriarch]

turns out how not to be deficient in fat in your diet is to stop eating only low fat versions of foods

[mountaindmned]

unfortunately i have "from' brainrot and i blame @thrillor

anyway new FCs/maybe new muses:

[indiegame]

blargh

[sparkles-and-trash]

It’s 3 am, Zelder just shidded all over my living room floor bc she’s having a stomach bug

Then when I finally finished cleaning it with toilet paper and bleach it CLOGGED MY TOILET, so I had to clean my entire bathroom with bleach as well bc EW and had to take the garbage out at 3 am in the rain

When I came back in the toilet was good again thank god but I had to go over the floors once more to be safe and I’m FINALLY back in bed and I just know it’ll probably happen at least once more tonight and there’s nothing I can do bc if she doesn’t make it, she doesn’t make it and that’s not her fault but like DAMN

And now, bc she had the accident, she keeps wanting to go out every 10 minutes bc she thinks she MIGHT need to, but never actually do, but I can’t find it in myself to not take her out just in case, so that’s it all night ig

[muchmossymess]

I need to stop sleeping all day its giving me wild as fuck dreams

[bucket-of-amethyst]

Who have yo7 not doggified? *pulls out a stupidly long list of dog breeds*

The only Hermit i still haven't decided is Hypno. I got some suggestions for him when i asked a while ago but the thing is... I know nothing about that guy dkdjjd so I'm having trouble connecting a breeds personality to his.

As for "Needs Drawing But I Do Know What Breed" we have: Cub, Scar, Keralis, TFC, Beef and Xisuma. And I'll say Ren too bc i seriously need to fully design him since his only appearance in the AU for now is just a sketch.

We are nearly done with HC!! If everything goes smoothly this month we'll have all hermitpups done!

Now for people in the life series and Empires.. i haven't given too much thought for them yet because I decided to finish HC first. I do have some ideas about some, but suggestions for any of them are welcome!

[dead-petey-au]

Hey guys someone stole my story and put it on thus website does anyone know how to take it down