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Luigi’s been acting weird lately-- and Bowser’s concerned. When Luigi vanishes one day without any warning, Bowser begrudgingly turns to Mario for help, meeting him at a (humorously petite) cafe in Mushroom Kingdom to discuss what’s been going on. Old rivalries die hard.
The cafe has really good liability insurance, don’t worry.
(A/N under the cut)
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bear with me as i try to find my footing with this LOL, i am by no means a professional comic artist. i’m writing (or attempting to, at least) a comic based on my Evil Luigi AU-- read the original post/see the original art my looking thru the #my art tag on my blog! this is a bowuigi AU, so the relationship’s pre-established and Luigi, up until he ran away, had been ruling Koopa Kingdom alongside Bowser and navigating that fun new king life.
i have no idea what to tell yall to expect other than the fact that this will be very inconsistent in literally all senses of the word :’) but hey, im tryin my best-- i havent done any sort of comic in a long time and im having a lot of fun with this so far. if anything it’s good practice. right now i have at least a few pages planned out, but im not sure how quickly ill be able to draw them out, especially since i’ll be working full-time again soon. so see this as a bit of a teaser for things to come/an experiment to measure interest in the idea. :D
#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#bowser#mario#super mario bros#super mario#evil luigi au#bowuigi comic#my art#mine#coloring this was a beating so dont be surprised if the style drastically changes LOL#though now that ive kinda figured out how to do it maybe the next page wont take so long#IDK#POINT IS IM HAVIN A GOOD TIME#cant believe this fuckin crackship is whats finally pushed me to try to make a full comic#love it for that lmaoooooo#also sorry if passive aggressive mario isnt your cup of tea. i completely understand that sentiment#and i know that in canon mario would probably be totally 100% supportive#but........theres gotta be a little bit of tension in here somewhere u kno#it's for narrative purposes :')#they work it out i promise#bowsers trying his best to be better. in this house we love characters that try to right their previous wrongs#also if you saw me delete then repost this no you didnt#jk i did because i changed some stuff around#and also im paranoid that editing posts after you post them will mess things up in terms of traction and visibility but thats probs just me#edit: i had linked the original au post but i think putting the link hid this post. SIGH tumblr why
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Every thing I see from Guaxinim is flirting he is losing NO time to get the lgbtqsmp experience so proud of him.
I hope he flirts with everyone, no one gets to leave purgatory without his flirting.
Btw I may be a fitpac shipper but he is so funny I approve I hope he flirts with qPac so bad he gets to the QSMP Island and then flirts the fuck outta qFit as well.
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#fitpac#qsmp guaxinim#for now i support his rights and his wrongs and i just met the guy#i support their polyamory i give no fucks#(actually idk anything ab his character so im not serious ill see eventually but hes giving a really good impression)#the best scenario for me is that his and qPac's relationship is exactly like qPhilza and qFit#FULL OF FLIRTING FOR NO REASON BUT PLATONIC#but seriously i hope he has a lot of fun being silly with friends thats the most important part
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made Luffy and Law in tomodachi life like a week ago and im testing their compatibility with the girls (cant be gay in this game 😔) and while luffy best love compatibility is with a gnc lass named Jade Azhure aka Captain aka the fucking sea as person. he has little to no love compatibility with the rest of the girls which is so funny! He also has a 100% friendship compatibility with a guy called hamster (full name Pikimin Popuko).
Law on the other hands as a +90% love compatibility with four ppl including my fucking wife. (my wife and i love compatibility is 40%…..) why is he so popular??? is he going to steal my wife??
Law and Luffy friendship compatibility is fine, they haven’t met each other yet tho, living next to each other.
also bonus:
#undescribed#idk how divorce works in the game but I feel like after having 8 children with me my wife can’t go leave me for law. even though she would#have my full support. also anyone wants to know my family drama in tomodachi? my daughter is married to mod and her bestie is teru.#mob is head over heels for her but my girl has been considering divorce for year. I won’t let her tho cause its mob himself like cmon.#im waiting on grandchildren but i don’t feel like that will happen fjdjdj#mob and tsubomi dated a while back but they broke up and now he’s family. mogami and reigen are best friends.#sans is dating my oc gen which is just amazing as a concept. marshall lee is dating an old lady called granny justice. full name:#June Victoria. annnnd yeah. voilà.#i love this game
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lately i've been finding it so so hard to be positive and hopeful. and it's making me so bitter and hateful. i hate it but i dont know what to do about it
#idk it's just all too much to deal w#i have sm pains and physical discomforts. money issues. stress bc my avpd is making school very hard for me to finish#i have suicidal thoughts and really bad anxiety every single day. i've basically begged the mental health care system for help for 7 months#like i've kept contacting them and asking them but they havent done anything at all for me. i dont even get to see anyone and talk#i just dont know what to do or how to handle it#im so stressed abt the future. i have to finish school but then choose smth so i can go to school/get a degree & get a job#im holding my mom down and back and i need to find a way to kove out from her and support myself#i have no friends to meet or hangout with and destress with etc etc and im really feeling the lack of it#idk the list just goes on and on and on#nothing is working and idk how to fix it. but also i know that me and only me have to find a way bc there is no help#i struggle bc of my avpd and mental health but there is no treatment for me to get. they just dont wanna give me *any* help at all#im just so frustrated. and every day is the same. everyday is full of some physical pain anxiety stress worries suicidal thoughts etc etc#i cant break free idk how!!!! my life is so fkn boring and pathetic and miserable#i never get to relax bc all of a sudden last year i got extremely noise sensitive. and it's never quiet anywhere in this city#anyway yeah i could just keep going. and like now im feeling anxious bc my tooth is aching :((#it -everything- never stops or lets up or relents. and it makes me wanna die even more.#so... idk im just incapable of being hopeful abt anything and that's really killing me idk
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could-be-nothing realization of the day that i came to while listening to 99% Invisible: kane and feels is sound designed like a documentary
#i dont have any solid support for this because i dont really know anything about sound design but it's something about how different sounds#are used to separate/lead into different scenes#the train in vs the town council comes to mind as does brutus's london time bubble (?) experience in daytrippers#also the music style sometimes. another thing idk how to talk about but it's there#it's just really different from most other fiction podcasts like for example fothos (my beloved) also has full sound design and even uses#transition music at least sometimes but it isnt part of the scene in the same way#silt verses comes closer to that documentary vibe of knf sometimes but there it's much more dramatic -- usually deliberately building#to something while in knf it tends to be more atmospheric it just Becomes the scene and you dont think about it as much but it#contributes so much to the overall show#now i feel like im on the edge of getting a much better grip on what im talking about but idk. gonna sleep on it#talk amongst yourselves i wanna hear other peoples thoughts on this if you have them 👀#kane and feels#original#kf
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sorry this is once again my monthly 'i'm in love with people and our capacity for compassion even in the face of deep deep cruelty, even though i've seen worse and worse things, come to terms with so much, it's my love of humanity that has let me avoid rotting, encouraged me to grow and chase my own place in helping everyone around me" post
#im really excited for the job im starting. still about a month or so out but heading towards a career change sort of that im really excited#for. im just... i actually used to be very cynical and i struggled to see the point through all the terrible things in the world#but for many reasons#even as i discovered worse and worse things#ive developed... resiliency i never thought id have#born out of this appreciation for those and the world around me#and i wish i could share it. i see so many people in my old shoes#im still growing. so much to do#but im at a level of contentment.. idk. i couldntve dreamed of#and it took effort#it is not /easy/ to face things and believe in good regardless#but. its rewarding. i wish it for all of you#on a similar but different note ive been reaching a point of being more myself in social situations rather than just a chameleon#and ive been lucky enough to have the people around me the past two years or so be very supportive in a way that has truly let me grow and#become a better version of myself#and its sort of been this positive feedback loop. because the more confident and passionate you are the more people are delighted by your#eccentricies#i used to be so beat down#i still struggle so much#but. im at a place i never thought id be#no doubt there will be struggles in the future#hell its not like things are perfect now#still so much. major things to improve on#but idk. i am happy#and its a very full sense of happiness.#full and aware and strong#thats what i wish for all of you :)
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always surprised when i see some of you interact with the performative white ally swiftie who is still super popular in the fandom but then just sigh and unfollow them.
#they’re gifs are good but genuinely i feel like im the only one who remembers them being condescending and performative during the whole#m*tty he*ly saga#like them constantly posting about just how good of an ally they were because they didn’t interact with taylor and only reblogged editors#cause ‘it’s really that easy’#and then turn around and call everyone remotely excited about the shows cowards or sheep#ignoring the fact that a lot of swifties of color and those ACTUALLY affected by this dudes actions wanted yo ignore it for three hours and#blog about the show#to then turn around and have someone say you’re weak for still watching taylor#theirs a very thin line between people who have stepped back from the fandom because they don’t support taylor#vs those who’ve done a full 180 and are now haters with weird parasocial relationships with her#idk i’m just tired#i’m going to go make my bed and watch gravity falls#kelly babels#kelly rants
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ah yes
thats a kip sabian if i ever saw one :)
#fite fixed the beginning of the collective ddt show so im watching it back#and i knew he was there in the audience. and having seen flynns photos i know now where#and yep that sure is my bitchy ass blond right there. :)#idk it just makes me so happy to see friends supporting friends since i know at least chris invited them there and aaaaaa ;;#just warms my heart. and ofc im always happy to see him even as a small irrelevant man in the background lmao#its fun how much he blends in unless youre really looking for him. a duality of a man lmao#anyways im actually gonna watch this match in full now yay#wrestling musing
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being here has never felt this suffocating.. it feels impossible sometimes to continue
#i wish you'd talked to me about it instead of making a post with screenshots#because that was nothing i did intentionally... i didn't wake up thinking 'i will be racists today' it was a mistake i'm not proud of#i meant my apology and i said i understand when people are offended and that i'm sorry#i know it was wrong and i'm ready to learn from it to not hurt people anymore and idk why it warrants calling me a full racist#and i don't know how you saw that ask bc it was days (or yesterday? idk anymore) ago and you blocked me weeks (months?) ago#you'd have to actively seek that ask out or look through my posts if im blocked for you#and if it wasn't you but someone else who pointed it out for you idk how you guys got to the point of scanning my blog#if i ever hurt anyone im ALWAYS open to talking about it. i remember once using a word wrong and someone pointed it out on anon#and I've never used that word ever since#i would've immediately apologised and deleted that bit too if you'd texted me just one sentence a la 'hey that's so not okay'#and you did the same thing when i went alway last time... never communicating but going against me while so many others reached out to me#if i didn't see anything wrong about this thing now i wouldn't have made that post. im not scared of disagreeing with ppl#and i don't know what you want me to do? i didn't even know M when their thing happened and still felt bad for them.. me or those who are#defending me didn't go against M... how would you think it's the same people? idk man#idk.. i can apologise a 100 times and it won't be okay. and if i don't say anything im dodging the topic it'll never be enough no matter#what i do#reach out to me jords tell me what i can do bc i did NOT mean to ever hurt anyone and im so freaking sorry that i did#<— this msg especially to those who were directly hurt#idk what to do so you stop posting so many screenshots#if you want ppl to stop supporting me then...yeah idk guys stop supporting me — unfollow me it's absolutely okay bc i know that was#uneducated af of me#to all sweet ppl who reached out thank you i see your messages#i'll see all those that'll come too.. i just wont answer so no one drags y'all#thank you that's it#go ahead and screenshot this too. i can't do anything else anymore#also.. the only parts i edited in my apology were 'i didn't mention japanese' and 'i dont feel superior' which i did after waking up cos#my post was made at 5am after randomly waking up during the night#edit: stop sending my friends asks saying i deserved this. i never told anyone to defend me.. they CHOSE it and they're allowed to#that's it... thank you guys and ily#ill brb. not too long just a bit
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#argued with my mom some more today about palestine over instagram#she had sent me a video yesterday morning about released prisoners praising hamas and calling for violence. it had no sources and the#translations were likely not correct whatsoever.#we have texted back and forth for two full days now and she hasnt budged at all#i don't understand it. i really dont. i dont know what to do either#her birthday is tomorrow#shes a kind person who is dedicated to helping people and yet constantly undermines her own beliefs#i dont understand how she can justify whats happening in palestine and support israel ugh im ranting idk why im posting this vent honestly
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i wish i could feel like ukrainian language was truly something mine i wanted to reclaim. it'll never be 100% authentic or genuine; i'm a grown enough man to admit that i dont feel a drive to speak ukrainian over russian, i rather feel embarrassed to even bring up speaking russian in front of "proper" ukrainians who do feel this Ukrainian Desire to speak ukrainian or whatever, which is a hell of a way to feel about the place you grew up and the language you grew up speaking in that place. even though russian is just a fucking language, and has been passed from parent to child in my family for 3+ generations, NOT first and foremost from State to Servant. if i spit at russian the language, it doesn't land on russia, it lands on my grandparents, my parents, my aunties and uncles, my friends. and the rhetoric around adopting ukrainian is often abandoning russian, often with a lot of hatred and anger (duh), and i dont want my parents or grandparents to feel that im giving up the vessel they've only ever used to love me. i DON'T want to walk away from the tools they've always used to love me — i wish it were only bullies or putin and I could make it out to be a foreign aggressor language to me, but it's the fabric of my family and I'll never not love it in my mum's voice or in my grandma's letters. there's no closer language for me.
maybe ill switch at a time when it feels different, less high-stakes (especially because my family and non-family aunties and uncles to me — who are generally russian speakers — keep fucking dying lately). I recognise this is a me problem to therapise away. for now it just feels like a sad truth that i won't feel fully comfortable in UA until this gets resolved inside, because i dont want to stop speaking russian to start speaking ukrainian, but that's kinda how it shakes out, innit, if everyone (except me who is broken) discovers an innate Ukrainian Desire to switch to ukrainian.
I'll never be a truly native speaker in my home country again. that's a thought
#personal#not reblogging the post that prompted this. + readmore. i wish i didn't feel the need to hide my own thoughts & feelings for fear of#being a tool for propagandists who want stories of russian oppression (that's not whats happening; i'm in full support of ukrainisation#laws and regulations passed to enforce UK as the sole legal language)#imagine having to caveat your vent post so it's not used to justify your own murder :)#and shouting into the void with the knowledge that ukrainians who see this are all the 'right' kind with the 'right' language in heart#im not on social media and im a hermit and i avoid this topic so idk if this internal turmoil gets discussed from THIS side#lots of people writing about it who have already 'taken the leap' but that's... not helpful lol that's a different page 2 be on#'just cut off your arm! i did it. hope this helps :)'#ugh#i want someone to mourn with me but people only write about how theyve moved on and see it as violence now#why did we skip ОТНЯТЬ язык у россиян? reclaim? руська мова опять же. а уже ведь поздно. или/и еще непомерно рано. бля
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idk if it's genuine excitement or the energy drink i had earlier that's actually letting me focus and work but dude. i am CRUSHING this essay. this is Fun To Write. i think i'm actually doing a really good job here. wtf. i love my major man
#i am a LITTLE bit sad i cant do grad school bc like. im going to miss writing essays and researching and all once i graduate#i do genuinely like doing it. call me a nerd or whatever but i love it esp when its on smth fun and interesting like this#now im not sad enough to actually DO grad school lmao#unless i got offered a scholarship or smth idk. wont happen but. hm. if it did.#seriously tho. i would think more seriously abt it if it werent for my adhd. i just dont think its realistic for me#as much as i like my field i dont think i have the ability to focus well enough to complete the work id need to complete#i went to the meeting abt grad school i learned abt what it requires/why people do it and all. i just dont think i can do that#and bc i ultimately cant get diagnosed -> cannot get help/medication thats not going to improve any time soon#after years of learning how to adapt and work with my brain this is probably the best i can do without medical/institutional intervention#its not worth paying a shitload of money and possibly setting my career back by years only to fail out yk?#im not too torn up abt it. ill give it more thought if it becomes relevant but rn its not really on my radar#ive done an excellent job in school! im getting an honours degree (hopefully)! most people dont even get that far#a lot of people with my condition dont even get into university let alone graduate. im incredibly lucky to be able to do what i can#levi.txt#this is all over the place but takeaway is im having a good time! things are coming together i feel confident in my work#im gathering theorists and sources for the section on night of the living dead and having a blast#ive got my examples all lined up my arguments make sense in my head i know where to look for applicable theories etc etc#i just need supporting quotes and im working on that rn!! it hasnt even been that hard#ok. back to work. i need to harness the power of caffeine once more (made my brain quiet) (no longer full of bees) (im in charge)
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I am genuinely so terrified of the fact that I have to find a job now. I'm trying to think of or look up a job that's suitable for my mentally ill autistic ass and I just. I don't know. Everything either requires some very specific qualifications that I don't have, or seems at best awfully exhausting, at worst literally putting me in danger. And I'm not even exaggerating, I genuinely think that working in retail, for example, could possibly kill me if I was forced to do that job for long enough. I sometimes get overwhelmed to the point of crying when there's too many other customers while I'm shopping, I can't imagine working in an environment like that. I suppose physical jobs could work, I've been to this blueberry plantation twice last week and mentally I was fine, but it was. So tiring. And you don't even make that much money a day, I don't think I could earn enough even if I did work there everyday, not to mention it's only a seasonal job. Right now it's fine for me to go there every now and then, but if I wanted to move out and become independent I'd have to get an actual day job. And that sounds impossible. The only job that sounds good to me is being an artist, it's not too mentally or physically difficult, and it's something I enjoy. But I'd have to get commissions constantly or start a small business or something like that to actually survive. And I'm not saying it's impossible, I know that people can live by being an artist, but it's so hard to get into that field. I wish I could do it but I dont know if it's possible for me. Makes me wanna cry. I hate this I hate that my brain isn't suited for this world and still I have to participate in all that shit that everyone has to do. My brain isn't made for working like that
#I've talked about this a lot with my sister who is also autistic#and were both like. on a similar level of autism i dont know how to properly explain it#were functioning in similar ways i guess#and we both agreed that we're in this awkward spot of being autistic#where we're not suited for living in this world the way we're expected#but we're good enough at surviving that we can't really ask for help#like from the government or smth#im not sure if im making sense#but like neither of us ever had a normal job for longer than a few days#she's incredibly lucky bc her boyfriend (also autistic lol) has rich parents#so he's able to have a small business where hes making youtube content and games and merch#and he gets financial support from his parents. so he can have the job he feels comfortable with and enjoys#and my sister is now able to work with him. theyre both making their silly little games and trinkets and are able to live normally#which is just so great for her i love that. im also so jealous lmao#and then theres me who also is made for creating art and not much else but im not lucky enough to be able to do that and survive#idk. my mom is great and doesn't put too much pressure on me. she was the one to take me to that blueberry job#and she really supprts my plans to be an artist full time#but still. thats really difficult to do. ugh#sometimes i wish that i either wasnt autistic at all or was 'less functioning' so at least i could get some help with living#bee buzz
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Against my own will, I haven't seen the afternoon in a week
#I CANT KICK THIS JET LAG AUGSHSKDBX#it was so easy adjusting when i was at the philippines like two days max i was already good#HERE THO??? I AM A SLEEPY GIRL#once the clock strikes 2 PM i blink and suddenly im all swaddled up in bed and its fucking 10 PM AAJSJDHDJ#i wont lie i only like it bc that means i get to see sunrises 🤭🤭🤭#BUT I CANST STAY LIKE THIS#EVERYONE ELSE HAS ADJUSTED LIKE NORMAL AND IM OVER HERE BEING A NIGHT OWL LOL#im gonna try to draw tonight ehehehe might as well#the only thing about being the only one up at night is im trying to vibe downstairs by myself right??#and its a vibe dont get me wrong#however i am what the young people call extremely paranoid#so i carry an emotional support knife around as i watch my silly modern families and scroll and tikkytok#if i at least had my 3 big akitas with me id feel a little bit less ummmm like i need to be on guard#but they go up to bed with my parents every night 😞😞🥲#i tried drawing last night and i doodled a genya but that was all i could muster :(#so maybe DS isnt the best thing for my art block right now 🤔🤔#but idk if im feeling SDV 😩#once i fall for 2 ✌️ sibling-like characters that would die for each other and are like a gold mine for angst i am GONE from everything else#its funny cause ive liked DS for about 3 years but when i first got into it i just COULD NOT get into making fanart#and even tho i loved the charas i was like nahhh none of them are hiting the right chord for me to full on hyperfixate and build my own aus#but i got back into it a bit ago cause i was like alright if the world insists i read the manga thru for the 4th time WHO AM I TO SAY NO LOL#AND SUDDENLY THE SHINAZUGAWAS CAPTURED MY HEART AND THEYVE BEEN ON MY MIND EVER SINCE#HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO BLIND TILL MY 4TH REREAD#🤔🤔 hmm maybe its cause we finally got to see genya in action with the 3rd season#they did him so right bros i LOVE HIM HE IS MY SON#anyways thats all for now#gonna go get comfy and make my nest on the couch to try to draw again >:)
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should i make a video about how fandoms have a really bad habit of enforcing gender roles onto characters when they hc them as trans
like "this character paints his nails so hes a woman" or "this character isn't traditionally feminine so she must be a man"?
i see it way too often. i wanna make a video about it.
#nil rambles#i mean it when i ask..#you support trans people but are you normal about gnc people? cis and trans?#are you normal about women not wearing makeup? are you normal about men painting their nails?#or do you really#TO THIS DAY#consider those things gendered?#backhanded allyship at its finest.#this is mainly being brought up cause A3 fans are mad the new character who was teased is a man#all cause they thought skirt = woman#and are disappointed now#leave us femboys the fuck alone#im sorry we exist and arent women i guess?#idk why would you WANT a transwoman in A3 when its a game full of MEN.#i want trans women in shinymas or love live#where she's part of the girls?#arashi only happened cause she wasnt intended to be trans at first but as time went on she developed in that direction#and they went with it!#otherwise she wouldn't have been in the (almost) all men idol raising game!!#like you hurt yourself. you saw skirt and assumed he was a woman.. im sorry?#im legit so mad about this im boiling over ive seen this WAY too much you guys make me so upset#tranc hcs are so cool and i love making them too but please. PLEASE. think about WHY you hc this character as trans..#sigh. yeah i think ill work on a script for this.
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a rant i guess
#i think from now im just gonna be blocking any rpf fics it makes me so uncomfortable seeing them 😭 ill just block the tags and if#anyone writes rpf exclusively then ill just block the user#idk it feels so invasive to the real person like writing fiction that sexualises them#its on the same wavelength as shipping real people and speculating the sexualities imo#on a similar note i also will be blocking any tags/content related to “our flag means death” because t/aika w/aititi is a zionist!!!#and to make it very clear i am in full support of palestine#if you aren't then please block me#k talks
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