#id be coping

[ashlakh]

Do uk what im doing at 12 in the night...m staring at the wall, sobbing because of a podcast episode...perfect night ik

[levil0vesyou]

[erebus0dora]

look, there are times when i crave (and wish to share) not my usual gentle hugs, but just The Regular Domesticity

and i know i am cheating with Armand's face, i knooooow, i was too distracted by exploring the angle i chose for Daniel x'D

also: yes, in my ideal world Armand steals his leather jacket from time to time

now, off to rest and sleep i hop, and may your week be a pleasing one

upd: added id in alt 💜

[asthedeathoflight]

I think an underrated angle on 2x05 is something that either Jacob or Assad said in some interview somewhere, which is that in that episode Louis is addicted to heroin. Thats why he has that whole stash of drugs that he gives to Daniel, that's why he gives Daniel the drugs even though he's already got him alone. He didn't just use those 128 boys for sex he was using them to get high. Bring them home, get them to shoot up, and then drain them to get that secondhand high.

It clarifies something that's always confused me about that scene, which is why Armand saves Daniel the first time. He wouldn't save Daniel as a person, he clearly knows Daniel needs to die, but he's not seeing Daniel as a person there. Daniel is just a substance. He rips him away from Louis to stop him from using.

And i think that adds a whole other layer to the fight he and Armand have to think that this is Louis on a bender, with Armand cleaning up after him because he's not stable enough to. Louis in the bed for a week isn't just healing from the burns, he's going through withdrawal. Him at the table with Daniel giving him the "bright young reporter" speech is probably the first time he's been sober in months.

It adds another layer to Armand's desperation, that Louis has been running from both Armand and himself in this way, and of course Armand wants to erase that memory. Of course he wants to pretend that that fight never happened. Not just to protect himself but in a way to protect Louis from having said those things. When he describes the fight to Louis afterwards, he says "you said the worst things you've ever said to me." And he doesn't really know how to forgive Louis for that so he just wants to bury this rock-bottom moment and move on like it never happened. After all, Louis was high, he didn't really mean it, but if he remembers then maybe he might think that he had a point. Better to wipe the whole experience away.

[geryone]

The Orange and Other Poems, Wendy Cope

[fatalhoon]

ENHYPEN BF TEXTS — while you’re on your period

warnings | fem!reader, mentions of blood (obv), swearing and death jokes (again, the usual), nsfw in jakes (i couldn’t resist lmaoo), fluffy fluffy!! just enha being the greenest of flags

a.n | my first ot7 post!! once again this is purely self indulgent and just me coping with the fact i don’t have them to help me through my own :,)

[7clubs]

[springypaws]

Why in the world do so many memes/joke images do nothing but remind me of this man.

How can a game be so good with a protagonist who’s literally a walking meme (I say this with so much platonic affection 💋)

Plus the original image:

[raven6229]

dont give me hope....

pinging the three people on tumblr that i know care about this series:

@nightbreakers @frukmerunning @doctorsiren

y'all wanna inhale some copium with me?

[dykekarkat]

if i ask for fave aftg fic recs preferably on the softer side of the spectrum (but im not picky) would yall send some my way

[erebus0dora]

i needed this like a proper rest, for i had this nice ref angle of Daniel in my saved pics for the longest while - and, let's face it, we all remember the way Louis saw Lestat right after the turning, so it's fair to extend that reverence on to the fascinating boy

adding a rough sketch beneath the cut just for those who like unrestrained nekkid lines

might as well try this shite as an oil painting because i loved the tactile joy fully dried oils on paper give me

[geryone]

The Orange and Other Poems, Wendy Cope

[mellohiizz]

melmel...your wifies...always so cute...i wanna squish his face...

honestly, me with this dumb dog coded guy...

[nebulous-bitch]

my hands have made / some good mistakes. they can always / make better ones.

linda gregg, i thought on his desire for three days // mary oliver, invitation // nikki giovanni // voltaire, candide // gregory orr, to be alive // amy woolard, laura palmer graduated // ingmar bergman // sylvie baumgartel, song of songs: a poem // joan tierney // wendy cope, the orange

[t4t-dazai]

pmzai is my favorite flavor of dazai. he's such a brat <33

[brutally-loving]

Fun fact! Being an idiot, as in, HARASSING PEOPLE, about other people selfshipping with your f/o would not make your f/o like you any more. At all. Also you're the worst kind of person and you make everyone in this community look horrendous.

Sending hateful anons and making alts to harass people is cringe and you are beyond childish. Get over yourself. Point and laugh at the clown, class.