#i'm trying SO hard
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so many tips for budgeting/being frugal are just twice as hard when you have a disability
"meal plan!" idk if i'll be feeling well enough to cook every day so it's hard to plan for what to eat
"cook in advance!" i can't cook meals for a whole week at once and plus i can't count on that because again idk if ill feel okay to cook at the same time every week
"use cloth napkins and towels!" those need to be washed and folded, i already have trouble doing my laundry
"delivery is expensive, always shop in person!" going to the grocery store can wipe me out for the day.
"base your food shopping on whats on sale that week!" one, allergies are a thing and some people don't have that luxury, two, that's a lot that you have to prep for and that takes energy.
"DIY!" takes time and energy. maybe i could do it by myself but would it be worth all the time i need to take to recover?
i mean none of these are bad ideas or trying to exclude people. most of it is cutting out conveniences. but for disabled people, something that's a convenience for someone can be a necessity to others
#i pay someone to mow my lawn#it's so expensive and i hate it#and i probably could mow the lawn#but i'm often in pain and idk when that's gonna be and i might get behind#another chore to add to my list of endless chores i'm behind on#and i know im fucking lazy and need to do more#i'm trying so hard#i want to be able to clean my room and make my bed and wash the dishes#i eant all these things to get done#but i sit on the couch and i don't do them#i just need to push myself to get them done
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#i'm trying so hard#i swear i am#mental health memes#mental health mention#mental health recovery#mental health jokes#mental health journey#mental health#mental instability#mental illness#mental ill meme#mental illness memes#recovery memes#recovery journey#recovery#bpd#ocd#anxiety memes#bpd meme#ocd memes#depression memes#therapy memes#therapy journal#therapy jokes#therapy#meme#eds meme#pots#pots meme#dantes talking again
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i will do my best to fulfill these requests but please remember i'm not a great artist and can really only do blobs ;__;
#i'm trying so hard#my oldest is home sick and is like '....what is that supposed to be' and i explained and they were like 'huh'#loyal talks about stuff and things
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lmao anyone wanna send me money in case i have to flee america elle oh elle
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The hardest part of drawing is just figuring out a stupid pose
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I won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't-
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parts one and two to painting your own santa fe step one : blue (use sparingly) step two : pink (use lots of it, and make sure it goes over the blue bits, also make sure not to let the blue bit dry so that you can give the 3d illusion)
#santa fe painting from newsies#newsies#i'm trying so hard#ive got so many reference images#im also gonna paint the boot on the back#painting#art#but seriously im so scared its gonna be bad#but its fine#its my personal santa fe#i ain't even been to santa fe#no clue what it looks like#i know it's altitude tho
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I swear I will earn all three boop badges even if it's the last thing i do 😤✊️
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Every morning is bitter.
#oc#myart#bone and brittle#artists on tumblr#oc: whisp#perspective#perspective drawing#perspective is hard#digital art#illustration#i'm trying so hard#i promise
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Me trying to make depression go away before my bday
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I love Lana's new song but I'm actually having to force myself to like quavo's part at the beginning
Abything for Lana 😭😭🙏
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idk how to cope. sh isn't good, neither is scrolling fucking tumblr obsessively looking at sh pics but idk what to do. I want to cvt but I threw away my blades and my thighs have so much nerve damage. I can't cvt anywhere else. Ig I could just slam my head on the table or bruise myself but then I'd be a complete failure who can't even stop shing. nothing works though, and I'm so sick of trying
#self h@rm#sh#i want to cvt#mental health#cvtaddict#i think I'm crazy#i'm trying so hard#tw s3lf harm
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Do you have any idea... how hard it is... to write a foursome???
Like, FUCK, this has been KILLING ME for MONTHS.
#THIS is the reason i haven't posted the 3racha fic#THIS is the ONLY THING stopping me.#I'm trying SO HARD#Chili's Chit Chat: bullshit
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i spent. a very long time making this.
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the part of me that wants self destruction over anything else has been so loud this week that my ears are ringing.
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i am trying SO HARD to finish this chapter of CMWL today you have no idea i'm in the MINES with writing this but i want to finish it so i can just move on to the next part of the story but it's so hard ;__;
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