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I just want long slender beautiful legs, hip bones, and a perfectly flat stomach why is that so hard 馃槴
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A different tomorrow
#not enough pilty siblings moments so I'm creating my own#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#arcane#jayvik#(sort of ??)#arcane fanart#league of legends#fanart#artist on tumblr#my art#tw blood#as a little sister with a great big brother myself I really love Jayce and Cait's few little moments... they're really spot on !#at first I only wanted to draw the first page but then I remembered that I was still in the jayvik prison (D:) so I added the second one#I've spend some time on their hands because hands speak A LOT actually#the lineart was done on paper so it's messy but I'm tired of trying to do clean art
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dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i like the headshot especially so i'm including it too#unintentional redraw of the mockley ref from back in may. this is the natural mockley pose i guess - this is her official render#so i included the symbolism thing again with some slight edits#grhaggh i love her i'm ripping her to pieces with my mind.....my doddery old bint#okay i've got a lot to do tonight. why i did this today of all days i don't know but for people who want art from me#keep yer eyes peeled#also i'm gonna also use this for oc-tober. lol#for the monster prompt. mockley's a monster...literally to us and more metaphorically in her universe#also for ages i was trying to make mockley's species a dinosaur but like evolved. different and weirder#now i'm like embracing full dinosaur i'm too tired to make up a new species i can't....i surrender
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Does anyone want a free story to build an RPG around because I want to tell some of the stories festering in my brain and I just don't care anymore.
#i'm tired of trying#i know i deserve money but that doesn't matter to anyone so#just fuck it all#i want to make art and give up trying to secure any semblance of financial security#i'm gonna die in the gutter no matter what why fight it
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i hate these feelings. I just get so hopeless when my mind wonders into said territory...
#feelings#thinking of giving up#i'm tired of trying#my optimism has run out#nothing matters#death would be easier
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The irony of that post still making the rounds while I continue to see barely any engagement on my fanworks... just proving it so right.
I absolutely am grateful for every like and kudos I get, don't get me wrong. It just proves the post so valid.
#must i beg for crumbs of attention#must i grovel and plead for that much#why does fandom feel like more and more effort for less and less return#i'm not asking for boundless praise#but i rarely ever get comments anymore#i'm tired of trying#i have so many wips and no motivation to finish any of them#why should i#really give me a good reason
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Pangur is THRILLED that I have mono! her favourite thing in the world is napping with me
#pangur#now that I have a diagnosis I feel a lot better about how tired I am#I've been forcing myself to stay awake with espressos trying to stay productive#but now I'm like nah........let's just sleep.#(THOUGH I DO STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME PRODUCTIVITY IN ORDER TO PAY OFF ALL OF BELPHIE'S MEDICAL BILLS)#(AHHHHHHHHHH!)
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Hello loneliness, my old friend. I've so close to make a reddit post in foreveralonedating, but I'm almost very sure that nobody is interested, or they get bored. It's either that. I'm undesirable either by looks or because of my personality. Maybe both.
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"karasu search how 2 cheer human up"
"karasu search difference between sad human and zoning out human"
"karasu search how long is it safe for humans to zone out for?"
(+ a longer look at each scene:)
#art#gif#obey me#this was meant to be a quick test. it was not quick. i think this is was the longest i've spent on drawing something since rolling ik#for some reason procreate keeps fucking up the colours on export and i'm too tired to figure out how to make it stop#can you tell that satan and lucifer were animated first?#funnily enough satan showing ik his book was pretty simple but lucifer walking was like. impossible. he kept turning out fucked up#i was so worn out by the end of it that everyone else's animations are way simpler#(the walk still doesn't look right but i've made peace with that.... i should've done some tutorials or smth first)#(such is my hubris: when i try to do new art things it's mainly by brute-forcing my way through it and hoping it works)#jtta ik#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#anyway i'd like to experiment more with trying to animate things in future so!! look forward to that?
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i haven't done any writing in like a week we are so over
#i guess i had a good run while it lasted#....#i feel miserable again#i feel like nothing's going right again and i don't feel like my meds are working#and figuring out what to do is so exhausting#i just wanna give up#i'm tired of trying#i want to give up on life. i don't want to do this anymore#snow.txt
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// I'm FURIOUS
My doctor changed my Mental Health meds without even consulting me so they sent me a lower dose last time. I got a notification to order some more from my app today, requested them and they have completely cancelled the order and now I'm on hold.
I'm FURIOUS, for starters why would you not contact the patient if you are deciding to change the meds that keep them fucking sane (I've been on these meds for god like 8 years or something now).
It's bad enough I can't GET a doc appointment too actually SPEAK to them about my changing needs but to just do this and not contact the patient. I'm goddamn fuming.
#;out of teaandplants#//I cannot tell you the amount of bullshit I am sick of with my doctors.#I'm tired of trying#I'm already doing everything I can to manage all my shit and they all out here making it difficult#like the absolute audacity#they can go fuck themselves#and now I'm going to have to deal with a stroppy receptionist who thinks she's a doctors#probably#I mean maybe they'll be lovely#I'll kill them with kindness either way
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In case you wanted to know how my day was going
#personal#black girl ed#ed no sheeran#i'm tired of trying#anxi4ty#sorry for being depressing#depression#ed not sheeren#Ed
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"Like stuff. Don't be someone that doesn't like stuff, and if you don't like stuff, don't be a dick about it."
- David Jenkins
#our flag means death#our flag means death season 2 was fucking legitimately great#like it's been about a month now#and i'm tired of folks still hating on it#if it doesn't make you happy anymore then just go do something else#instead of trying to convince other people to hate it just because you do#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd fan art#i don't like thing#ofmd meme#david jenkins#stede bonnet#mermaid stede
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POV: You're Ashton Greymoore
#critical role#critrole#critrole memes#bells hells#bell's hells#ashton greymoore#caleb widogast#essek thelyss#the mighty nein#shadowmoore#shadowgast#i don't know if there's a ship name for the 3 of them#and i'm too tired to try to think of anything#caleb x essek x ashton#hey we saw you from across the bar#cr memes#cr shitpost#courtesy of me#cr campaign three#crit role#critrole meme#cr3#cr c3#1k#2k
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What is the hack to live fulfilling experiences in life? Is trying hard everyday all there is? I don't believe so... Yet sometimes it gets hard to believe in great stuff...
#Meri#i still want to believe#a hand from you guys??#not like clues and sincronicity but idkei want to believe in me and the things i want#i want to go back to home#I don't want small dooses of achieveti want big stuff#i'm tired of trying#i want something that's mine#i probably just have to go to bed
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Identity shenanigans are a hallmark of all superhero fanfictions and i will never get tired of writing them.
This is from chapter 19 of my fic Better Halves (and other such falsehoods) which is like 100k (so far) of Tim and Danny being idiots like this please go read it it's a labor of love.
just the painted bit below the cut :) if you want it
#my art#art#better halves (and other such falsehoods)#danny phantom#dp x dc#tim drake#dead tired ship#KNEE DEEP IN THE PASSENGER SEAT AND YOURE EATING ME OUT IS IT CASUAL NOW#i will never be normal about them#if you noticed the quality drop in the last three panels no you didn't#I kept getting to tim's face. the *-*. you know. and I kept laughing so hard that i would not finish#but on account of the chapter being posted today I packed my ass up to a cafe#bought a large ice coffee#and worked for four hours straight to finish it#and here it stands before you#i'm posting this about 15 minutes before the chapter goes live so if you try and get the newest chapter before midnight mst im sorry#it will not be there#the three of you that will see this in that time frame#anyways#aster spreekt
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