ilovelawrencee

[ilovelawrencee]

everything will be fine. nothing bad will happen

three weeks. It's almost a month. and I still haven't been able to get rid of him... I feel like I have to take this until the last few months

[ilovelawrencee]

three weeks. It's almost a month. and I still haven't been able to get rid of him... I feel like I have to take this until the last few months

[ilovelawrencee]

I wish I could take care of him. I don't want to take him away from me. but i cannot take care of a baby. I feel so bad

Friday is my birthday. and I'm glad my baby is with me

[ilovelawrencee]

Friday is my birthday. and I'm glad my baby is with me

[ilovelawrencee]

I just want to clear this doubt. I don't want to feel bad about it. and I really wish I could say I "had a baby." even if he never has the chance to be born

I can't explain. I wish I could tell my friends his name. I don't want to call it a clump of cells. for me he is my first baby

if I lose a baby before it is born. Am I still considered a father? Because... i got attached to him. and I'm not sure if a miscarriage happened. even though I'm responsible for it. but I get so happy thinking about the baby

he may not have been born. and I might be 17 years old. but he's my baby

I literally have a name for it. I don't care if I lose it. or if I end up miscarrying. but I still see him as my son. It's only strange because I saw some people saying that in situations like this a person can't call themselves father or mother. And i don't even know the baby's gender. but it doesn't matter

[ilovelawrencee]

if I lose a baby before it is born. Am I still considered a father? Because... i got attached to him. and I'm not sure if a miscarriage happened. even though I'm responsible for it. but I get so happy thinking about the baby

he may not have been born. and I might be 17 years old. but he's my baby

I literally have a name for it. I don't care if I lose it. or if I end up miscarrying. but I still see him as my son. It's only strange because I saw some people saying that in situations like this a person can't call themselves father or mother. And i don't even know the baby's gender. but it doesn't matter

[ilovelawrencee]

this is very cute!!

Kids these days

[ilovelawrencee]

You can always ask for a drawing whenever you want!! And knowing that you like the drawings I made for you makes me very happy!!

you are adorable. and I love being your friend ♡♡♡♡♡

I decided to start printing art my friends make that I really like and putting it on a whiteboard.

Progress, I have other stuff I still need to put up that’s in a pile beside the whiteboard. (Ignore my to-do list, this is in my closet lol)

[ilovelawrencee]

I decided to start printing art my friends make that I really like and putting it on a whiteboard.

Progress, I have other stuff I still need to put up that’s in a pile beside the whiteboard. (Ignore my to-do list, this is in my closet lol)

[ilovelawrencee]

I wanted to feel happy about it

7 days left until my birthday

[ilovelawrencee]

7 days left until my birthday

[ilovelawrencee]

This is fucking stupid. I chose that name for him. because I love him. If you think it's cool to say that to someone I hope you die

"you can give that name to the next baby you have" no??? I can't do this. that name is his. I'm not naming another baby after him. I chose that name for him. and I won't replace him

[ilovelawrencee]

"you can give that name to the next baby you have" no??? I can't do this. that name is his. I'm not naming another baby after him. I chose that name for him. and I won't replace him

[ilovelawrencee]

I wanted to bang my head against a wall

[ilovelawrencee]

I wish this was simpler. I don't like to think about it. I already have so many problems

[ilovelawrencee]

I just wanted to get it off my chest without having to hear "are you going to tell him?" "does he know?" "does your boyfriend know?"

He's not my boyfriend. I won't tell him. and he will never know what happened. and I accept and thank you for your help. but please don't talk about him. I really don't feel comfortable knowing that for you he is the "father". because he isn't. I'm the one who decides this

nothing against my older friends. but please stop mentioning this boy. I'm not his boyfriend. I don't want to talk about him. or about how he would react to this situation

[ilovelawrencee]

nothing against my older friends. but please stop mentioning this boy. I'm not his boyfriend. I don't want to talk about him. or about how he would react to this situation