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played DA2 for the first time and romanced the possessed bisexual poor little meow meow who's totally down for firebombing a walmart
#handers#dragon age#dragon age 2#dragon age anders#marian hawke#dragon age hawke#I FINALLY played through the entire thing! after so many times starting and then getting bored lol#I have genuine trouble deciding if I like Origins or Inquisition best but 2 is definitely on the bottom for me lol 🥲#but I do like Anders :)#I want more of this miserable little man#also I'm never sure anymore whether I wanna post single pictures or sets of them. idk#all the other DA stuff I've been drawing lately has been Origins stuff. or memes. so this doesn't really fit? so#seems like it should be by itself?#idk idk idk idk idk#anyway I've been doing lots of loose sketchy stuff and experimenting with brushes and it's been nice :)#trying my best to just...... be softer on myself#my art#description in alt text
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There's an awkward "first date" silence between them, the kind that suggests there isn't going to be a "second". Giselle tries her best to keep the conversation going.
#giselle philip#king edward#enchanted#disneyedit#enchantededit#enchanted 2007#enchanted movie#prince edward#amy adams#rucksack*#so much I love about this scene#the way she's awkwardly playing with her hair#edward's confusion when she says “the day AFTER that”#the way they're just not on the same wave length At All#the very unexcited tone in her voice when she says “well I'm very excited about that but...”#followed by the immediate joy she feels when she sees/orders their hotdogs#like she's so excited for that food it's probably the only part of that date she did enjoy#meanwhile edward just wants this shit to end so they can leave#like he's so bored and uninterested in everything she says#also it's not mentioned here but in the script she continues and mentions wanting to open a small business#and possibly do volunteer work too#and edward doesn't understand even a little bit#god. their date is just. so good. they're both so utterly miserable the whole time I love it so much
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stupid fucking bastard. i am not coping with the leaks
#dead leaf for leafpool and gull feathers for feathertail#like yeah it's funny that cherith does whatever the hell she wants as soon as she's in the driver's seat#but it's also baffling and frustrating that she wanted this in the first place#crowfeather or at least the version of him in my head is a fun and interesting character because he's shitty#in the newer books there's been a weird attitude toward him where the other characters think he's irritable but also noble and attractive#also tawnypelt is such a nothing character it's upsetting that all she's ever been is an accessory to the men around her#her father her brother her mate her son her grandson(s)#and her pov is no longer merely boring but actually insufferable thanks to her poorly handled “kids these days” plots#if it were up to me#the new prophecy would focus more on tawnypelt feeling out of place in shadowclan and struggling to prove her loyalty#contrasting brambleclaw who is generally accepted in thunderclan but victimizes himself due to his insecurity#i would also explore how tawnypelt and rowanclaw get together since he hates her in one scene and then they're lovey dovey in the next#although this does seem to be the basis of many warriors relationships#i'm not sure how i feel about tawnypelt getting a second mate as an elder but i don't want to begrudge old people finding love again#so i'm fine with it as long as it's not crowfeather#as for crowfeather#he would fall hard and fast for feathertail because she's pretty and shows him kindness but i want it to be one-sided#then he would fall hard and fast for leafpool for the same reasons#she runs away with him not because she loves him but because clan society is suffocating and she needs an escape#so when they get back to the clans she moves on pretty quickly but he lives a long and miserable life pining after her#his clanmates quietly avoid him because they don't like him that much because why would they and so he never becomes deputy#i can see him trying to reconnect with breezepelt and nightcloud as an elder#not necessarily because he realizes how shitty he is but because he wants a relationship with his granddaughters but it's strained#and then he dies! i'm tired of writing and being frustrated by these stupid books so i'm ending it here#changing skies spoilers#crowfeather#warrior cats#eel art#eel text
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but when they're out on that river bank alone, what javier should be loyal to doesn't feel as confusing anymore
#also known as 'he wants so badly to run away with his boyfriend and marry him and live happily ever#after'#but his commitment to dutch and the gang breaks his heart#i want them to be happy SO BAAAD SO BAD IM GOINGN TO THROW YP#also the top right one comes w a headcanon#which is that kieran can only bathe if javier is there (and only javier) because otherwise he's too terrified of being k*lled for either bei#ng trans or just in general because he's alone#so that's why he's usually stinky#he really hates being stinky but he doesn't consider it worth dying over#anyway i love them so bad and their little fishing dates#kieran infodumps the whole time and javier feels so lucky to be alive because he knows kieran doesn't talk around anyone else near as much#if at all#javier knows 99% of the fish knowledge but he never interrupts and is always happy to listen to kieran yap about every other topic too#i need to put javi in an 'i ❤️ my autistic boyfriend' shirt#ok i'll shut up now#also i know this composition looks like total shart i'm literally the worst at doing them </3 be nice to me#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#am i allowed to say that i own this ship#considering i literally made it LOL i feel so proud even tho it also makes me miserable that i bascially have no one to talk to abt them#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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Broadchurch | S2EP8 | Alec Hardy’s Wettest Moments (Part 68)
#she's trying to tell you she's there for you!! you giant plum#i'm so glad that even after finally solving a case that's haunted him for years he's still desperately miserable#so consistent. good ol' reliably depressed hardy#broadchurch#broadchurch gifs#di hardy#alec hardy#ellie miller#ds miller#wet hardy#my gifs#gifs: broadchurch#gifs: broadchurch s2
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yea sooooo I may have or may have not watched and instantly rewatched all kuro musicals in existence in a spawn of one week and now have roughly 40 screenshots to redraw from
I think I might be insane or something
#it's all sebaciel of course#god I wish I could erase my memory and rewatch the most beautiful death and tango on the campania#the latter I watched like 3 times but death I found a long long while ago so now it must've been my tenth or so rewatch#and I'm still so not normal about the final song and overall parallels between sebaciels and alan x eric i'm fijsdfdjfo#and sebastian is so dumb he is sO BLIIIINDDDD IT'S CRAZY#“me? going against my nature and principles over some tiny human? I could neve-” yeah bro mhm talk about it after the gwa and rciel reveal#also fellas is it gay to *pretend* to try to wake up your master just so you can have an excuse to carry him?#and then sing about how every night you fantasize about kissing him and holding him?#is it fellas??#and the whole scene of alan's death when in his memories he and eric VERY PLATONICALY look at falling petals and he goes#“ah so beautiful it looks like snowfall :)”#and fucking moments later sebastian kills eric the souls are flying everywhere just so ciel could go#“ah so beautiful it looks like snowfall :|”#I'm going fucking insaine I hate it here every time is like the first#"some things are simply meant to be beautiful” proceeds to STARE AT CIEL FOR A GOD DAMN ETERNITY#I can't I literally can't I'm miserable#sebaciel#was so busy with my rant I even forgot to include the tag at first oh my god
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this beautiful idiot went to live with someone else and honestly, both of our QOL are much better HAHA
#she just could not vibe with a house full of other animals#her anxiety manifested in insatiably eating everything#not just food#cardboard plastic you name it#i had to lock cupboards and put books on the bin so she couldnt open it and rummage through it#she screamed for food constantly#she innappropriately toileted constantly#to the point where i bought two automatic litter trays so they were always spotless in case that was the issue#she was medicated and given daily enrichment#but nope#anyway after over a year of kind of hating our life together#i bit the bullet and rehomed her#her food obsession has disappered and besides peeing on their bathmat once#she has used the litter tray without issue#we make a commitment to our pets yall#but do not force yourself to keep them if you are both miserable#i wish i was brave enough to have done this sooner#anyway#rehoming is not the devil#and you can do it responsibly#bye ferg i'm sorry to say i don't miss you#but i'm so glad you're finally happy#fergie#the cat edition
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DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND MY VISION
I am calling for a Mr and Little Miss LMK au please I am begging/j
Mr Miserable and Mr Cheeky:
#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#is there such thing as a crack AU since there are crack ships?#I sure hope so because I'm pretty sure this is a crack AU#did anybody else grow up with these childrens books?#for those of you who don't understand: Mr Miserable was thr most miserable person in Happy Land#and then Mr Happy came along and managed to get him to laugh and smile again#so I like to think after such an enlightening experience- Mr Miserable does not ever want to be miserable ever again#to the point where they are overly happy and excited and borderline a maniac#you can see where this is going#anyways- Mr Cheeky's story is actually hilarious to me because the dude literally just goes around insulting people and bullying them#fits Macaque a lot I reckon lmao#Mr Cheeky redeems himself (not really) and so that ALSO fits with Macaque#all in all- Mr Cheeky is not actually 'cheeky' and he is in fact just a massive jerk and I love him for it#PS: please do not deadname Mr Smiles in front of them- they will not like it
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I am so scared!!! I am entering art into a contest I have zero chance of getting noticed in but that's ok because I want to do it anyway but my god!!! It's scary!!!! I'm putting work out there to be JUDGED and it's HARD TO DO THAT AAAAAAAAAAA
#im being so brave about it tho but also#my anxiety!!! it makes it so hard! so miserable!!!#i was gonna do this for FUN and bc one of my coworkers is trying to encourage me#BUT NOW I'M SCARED#AAAAAA#i'll be fine after i submit the works. it's the lead-up tho.
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His Ears... Patreon | Ko-fi
#Tuvok#they got a lil bigger <3#I feel like my art hasn't been as interesting lately :/ but I'm currently struggling with bouts of intense depression#and random body aches - so thank you for your patience and support!#Also I know they make Tuvok a captain but that will never ever be canon to me (same with Seven)#To me? He's some kind of instructor#I like the thought of Janeway being an admiral - Tuvok's an instructor and Chakotay is.....off. doing his own thing.#I can see him doing a lot of things. Liiike...helping build houses after the war#bee doodles#voy#need to draw more gilf tuvok - that will fix me#IMPORTANT: All 3 of them are disatisfied and varying levels of miserable in their lives/careers after Voyager#par for the voy crew course v_v#st voyager
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Fig's line "I don't think I'm an artist, I think I'm just a good friend" has not left my head at all. Just...
You're Fig Faeth and your horns came in over the summer and you pick up the bard class as a form of adolescent rock 'n' roll rebellion, and it works! It's exactly the outlet you need! You give a guy you just met drumsticks and you start a band and it's good enough that within a year and a half you're touring. You are, in every sense, good at being a bard.
And then, finally, your junior year, you start to take it seriously. Your art goes from an outlet and a form of rebellion to a practice. A discipline. (Can rebellion exist within a discipline?) Your classmates know what they want to do with their work. They all have a thesis statement. And yeah, there's cohesion in the music you make, but you've never had to think about why you make it. You've never sat down and dissected what it is about bass that speaks to you. You've never poured over your lyrics to pick at any deeper meaning. Why should you? You don't play music for a grand design, you do it to... huh, why do you do it?
(Your art is the one form of self-expression that feels as safe as Disguise Self does, because even if you're pouring your heart onto the page and then screaming it in front of thousands of people, it's not like you're really making yourself known. You can sing I'm lonely, I'm scared, I'm furious, and your fans will sing it right back, and there will still be the distance between performer and audience to keep your heart safe.)
Now you're being asked to look inward to explain the artistic choices you're making, and you can't help but recoil at that, because you'd rather do anything than look inward. Meanwhile, your classmates have no problem with it, so you start to wonder if you're a real artist at all. Can your art be authentic if it only exists to bolster a thesis statement? Has your art been unauthentic this whole time because you've never really thought about a thesis statement before? Is that what makes it art, and not just the next track on somebody's teen angst playlist?
You can't think about yourself— acknowledging your own existence makes you want to puke. So if your music is an extension of yourself, (and it is, even if it's just because the spotlight reveals only what you want it to,) you can't think about your music. You can't. You have to. Your grade depends on it.
You're Fig Faeth, and you keep multiclassing because you'd rather be a good friend than a great artist. If introspection is what great art demands, then fuck it. You must not be a bard at all.
#Dimension 20#fig faeth#fhjy#Idle Chatter#my last two years of college were when I started to get more and more nauseous about my own art#because I wasn't being taught how to make the art I wanted to make#the whole curriculum's focus was on gallery art#which infuriated me! I wanted to make art that didn't have to involve twelve layers of meaning and metaphor to be considered good!!#so I drove myself into the ground time and again trying to make (miserable) work that I thought would fit the criteria of a Real Artist#anyway it's been 4 years and I'm just now picking at why I don't enjoy creating anymore so Fig's whole arc has hit home in a major way#ALSO. AAAAALSO. THE ADHD STRUGGLE WE SEE WITH BOTH FIG AND KRISTEN. LOVING SOMETHING BUT STILL STRUGGLING WITH FOLLOW THROUGH#BEING TOLD YOU'RE NOT DOING ENOUGH WHEN IT'S SO FUCKING HARD JUST TO GET WHERE EVERYONE ELSE IS AND NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY IT'S HARD FOR YOU#it was easy and now that the rubber's hit the road it's hard for you but not for others so it must be YOU that's the problem#you must be lazy or stupid or just not suited to this after all even though it's part of a pattern that has been happening all your life#if you were good enough or cared enough then surely the discipline would come easily to you! the way it comes easily to all your classmates#SCREAMS I gotta stop before I write a second essay in the tags. I'm so normal you can trust me to be normal about D&D characters
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Short comic featuring Vivianite and a friends OC (Zultanite)
Zultanite lost their legs in a battle with the Lunarians, and had to get them replaced. While waiting in the medical hall for Rutile to return with materials, another gem came in to wait. Vivianite often comes into the med hall to be repaired due to his low hardness and general clumsy movement, and so this was how he met Zultanite.
I don't have too many other details because we didn't really discuss lore while I was working on this, but Zulta does get a front row seat for Vivianite's repair. Vivian is able to move his inclusions around within his body, so in situations where he's getting repaired but his head is mostly intact, he just has it sat off to the side so he can watch the repair and talk to Rutile. This is not something Zulta was aware of because Vivianite is basically never seen by anybody outside of a small group. So imagine the shock when Viv just snaps his head off, sits it on the table, and lies down to be repaired. Anyways that was probably the worst way any of the gems met Vivianite, but at least he was trying to be nice and help distract Zulta from the whole missing legs thing.
Btw friend is @pencil_kase on instagram, you can find them here:
they are very cool!!!
anyways see you later, hope you like the art and I might be back soon.
#houseki no kuni#hnk#land of the lustrous#hnk fanart#hnk oc#digital art#fan comic#fan oc#Zulta is very silly :) I'm not sure how much I can share about the character but after this incident Vivianite interacts with him more#Mostly in book deliveries and cleaning‚ but that means time for Vivianite to get to know another member of the family#he'd probably feel quite bad for Zulta‚ and he'd probably be absolutely miserable about what happens later in the story#anyways I don't have much to say on this (can you tell) so I'll see you later#maybe I'll talk about Viv and Yellow then
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Thinking about Daring and Lizzie. Thinking about Lizzie breaking up with him because he would never feel at home in Wonderland, and she would always feel guilty for it. Thinking about her choosing her people over her prince, her responsibility over her happiness. Thinking about her telling him that he has his siblings in Ever After, but she has no one, and vice versa. Thinking about Daring pleading with her to not let him go and her telling him that it will be for the best, that one day he'll find someone who will make him happier than she ever could. It's for the best.
Thinking about her seeing him a year later, standing hand in hand with a brunette and smiling ear to ear. Thinking about how she'd turn away from them and smile, happy for them even as her heart ripped open. Thinking about how he found someone who would let him be their world when she couldn't. Thinking about how she'd whisper,
"I told you so."
#idk what this is i'm so sorry#i've been writing these two in a fanfic of mine where they broke up and were in a secret relationship before#and rosabella ends up w daring#and i was thinking of how the events would all line up and this popped into my head#like i love dizzie angst so much u don't understand they could be so MISERABLE#ugh the brainrot anyway#ever after high#eah#daring charming#lizzie hearts#rosabella beauty#darabella#dizzie#dizzie and darabella fans stop foaming at the mouth to fight if we work together we could make such good stories!!!!!#RAHHHH#(this is not based on their canon relationship for the record it's for my fanfic)#<so no one say it's out of character pls its a headcanon
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sorry my post is just to complain but guys i literally hate adobe after effects. i can not explain to you the mental torture and how LOW it has brought my mental health because I *need* to use it for my post production class because it's "industry standard". ADOBE After Effects has made me write off the entire film and video production industry as a turn off and I never want to do it ever again.
The amount of times this has crashed on me where I lost everything? 5+ hours of work? 8+ hours of work? It's my fault for not saving sometimes but I also have auto-save on. it didn't save anything so im just left with nothing.
You want a trip to burn out town really quick? Use adobe after effects in an academic setting where you have no choice but to use this program.
I have never in my life TOUCHED a program SO TERRIBLE that it made me never want to do anything about that form of art/media EVER AGAIN
#I'm ALSO going in and out of the hospital these past few weeks so im just bawling and crying and crying over losing this project just now#because it was due 3 days ago#and i cant finish it becvause i loste verything#im sorry to everyone reading this i just feel like an insane person#like if i tried to explain this to someone theyd just tell me to stop crying and to get over it#anyway cannot recommend adobe after effects any fucking less#never join advertising/film industry i guess?#im so miserable right now. AE is a constant crasher#i also got a new computer with 18RAM instead of 8RAM and it still did this#does anyone understand why i cant stop talking about this#it makes no logical sense that our industry relies on adobe THIS fucking much that a program that is KNOWN to crash often#is an industry standard i hate it here#its been 3 months of this#im in so much fucking physical pain thats why im going to the hospital and then i come home to this constantly#guys im so tired i hate Adobe with a passion i hate it so much#mod stuff#from kris p#may delete later but i have bad memory so ill forget and just never do that#when i say its fun im lying to you for masking/show. im lying
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maomao x loulan save me oh autistic sapphic couple save me
#i'm like running after the most hopeless ship in this damn series#then proceed to complain about the lack of content#so miserable#kusuriya no hitorigoto#maomao#loulan#kusuriya spoiler
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-Softboots/Pusskitty!✨
Thanks to @nysnextd00r for answering me and “helping” me with this post <3
#thank you very much for answering me. I thought it would be miserable again..#but I'm happy that at least someone. being it especially you. helped me!#so- thank you a lot. my dear nys!💛#(btw guys. this pose they are in. It is not mine!#check the post where I left the link after the tag/@ and there will be the drawing and the pose itself!)#also- may I consider the designs mine..? well. I don't know if anyone has done something similar or something like that. but if not.#credits to me if you make a drawing with THIS design of the characters!💛#softboots fanart#softboots#pusskitty fanart#pusskitty#puss in boots fanart#puss in boots art#puss in boots#kitty softpaws fanart#kitty softpaws#ship dynamics#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art#my art#my art <3#art mel#my art style#fanart#a especial thank you to#nys#!#💛#my friend <3
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