#so miserable

[ahti-the-janitor]

[whitewoodbosca]

maomao x loulan save me oh autistic sapphic couple save me

[cr00glasses]

I love dungeon meshi you dont understand

[faiththesinfulslayer]

//4 tornadoes touched down here in tuesday, one travelled along the ground for 17 miles. I was literally smack between the two most fierce tornadoes and the carnage is unreal. I don't live in the middle of nowhere but in a tiny, shitty "suburb" right outside a major metropolitan city. There is still no electricity, no internet and a lot of stores are closed or out of everything. It is also crazy hot and humid. Mobile internet is pretty much non- existent unless you catch it at just the right moment and then it's gone just as fast. I went to a "charging station" today to charge my phone and had a 4 hour wait.

I also can't work since there is no electricity and internet and my beloved senior kitty, Penny, passed away in my arms this morning. I never could take her to the vet to get "put to sleep" - they're closed due to no power. 😮‍💨

Estimate time for restoration - Wednesday, Aug 14th

[triedpklove]

someone was selling the original stabbed jin saturday sketch from alter memory on mercari but IT GOT FUCKING SNIPED

[powerlineangel]

I need comms omg my list is empty rn (well im finishing off some but they were paid for previously) and i wanna buy a signed fizzarolli print so badly grrr

[samethstarr]

I have been sick for days and miserable and I have deadlines to meet but my brain can't keep up and everything I swallow feels like razors.

I'm eating this for dinner.

[maybepolly]

heads up my last exam is this saturday and afterwards yall are gonna get hit with SO MUCH ART

all the palette requests up until now will be filled before christmas, i prommy

[tramontane-fire]

So I'm working overnight tonight and it's raining and there's flooding and let's ring in the new year with black coffee and sparkling cider and a few hypothermia and drink driving calls

[asmoollcabininthewoods]

I know you are happier like this, and I am so glad you are, and I feel so selfish for wishing I was half as happy as you are now. I just wish this would stop hurting, I just wish I could wake up and have everything fine again, I just wish I could change it to what it was, but doing that means you wouldn't be happy and I would never let you feel bad just so that I could feel a little happier.

I hate this so much, I hate that I believed you, I hate that you made me hopeful just to pull the carpet under my feet, hell, I was ready to live a whole life by your side and now you are gone and I don't even know what I want to do, why living if not with you there?

I really wish you would show up, telling me you were wrong and regrets what ya said, telling me you love me and wants to be with me, telling me that I make you proud and you love me. But you are gone, and you took the best part of my life with you.

[inkbotkowalski]

I have to fast for a SIBO breath test tomorrow, and let me tell you.

Testosterone doesn't turn you into a mindless rage monster. Being hungry, on the other hand…

[canisbeanz]

Silly doodle bc it was the first thing I thought of when I saw Pomni.

[inkskinned]

the tradwife movement is the same as it has always been - back in the kitchen, back to breeding - it just has better branding.

when i was younger, i hated pink. i was not like other girls. this is now something i'm embarrassed of - this was not me being a "girl's girl."

but it was expressing something many of us felt at the time: i literally wasn't what girlhood was supposed to be. this is a hard thing to explain, but you know when you're not performing girlhood correctly. it isn't as easy as "i liked x when girls liked y" - because there were other girls that liked x, too - but i never figured out exactly the correct way to like x, or to be interested in y.

now there is the divine feminine. this is the same rhetoric it has always been: women are biologically driven to like pink and ribbons and submitting to our husbands.

the problem is that the patriarchy found a better PR team. because yes, actually, i want every woman to have the choice to be a homemaker. i also want her taken seriously for her legitimate home-making labor. i want her to be recognized as also having a job, just unpaid. i want men to have this opportunity, too.

but it is no longer "i made this choice and I love it." instead it is a sixteen-paragraph rant about how selfish it is that my generation isn't having kids. instead it's long videos about how if you feed your children processed foods, you're going to kill them. instead it is "this is what womanhood is supposed to be. i feel bad for any other choices you're making."

the shame spiral is just prettier. it is large houses devoid of personality. it is the implication: if you don't have this, you aren't happy. the solid, everlasting assurance: women are actually supposed to be submitting. this is the default. this is the natural state of things. all other attempts inflict suffering.

but you can no longer say i'm not like other girls. you can no longer reject this image completely. you cannot find it revolting, even if you know that the underbelly is toxic and festering. sure, it is the same repackaged patriarchy. but the internet does not have shades of grey. you should support and reward other women! your disgust is actually internalized misogyny. not because you are seeing a vision of yourself the way they're trying to train you to be. not because you feel her ghost pass within an inch of your earlobe. not because your father will eventually ask you - why can't you be like her?

because they figured out how to make it beautiful: women will sell other women on this idea, and we will find the singular loophole in feminism. sure, she's shaming you in most of her videos. sure, she implies that a different life is obscene. but she just wants you to be happy! you'd be happier if you were listening!

and the whole time you're sitting there thinking: i'd actually just be happier if i had that kind of money.

[nebulouswaters]

Hnnnng heat index of 104°

I'm not built for this heat

[monkesupreme]

ref

a satisfactory answer for Selina

[mellosghosts]

in my heart this joke is in the movie, but unfortunately im afraid only we, hughjackmaniacs, would get it 🥀