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muirmarie · 3 months ago

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i do think one of the funniest things people do is, sometimes when we have a group of friends, you just know that someone doesn't like you. i don't mean they hate your guts or anything, but they just Do Not Like You. but you're in the same group of friends, so it's whatever, you're both nice and polite to each other, and if you ever told another of your friends, they'd be like nooo, don't be silly, so-and-so absolutely likes you! so you just don't mention it, and they don't mention it, and sometimes you end up in situations with just the two of you, and it feels vaguely like you're making polite small talk with your worst coworker, and the two of you never admit what you're both absolutely aware of, and this can easily go on for years. i just think that's a funny thing we do.

#i currently have someone i know doesn't like me lmao and i try so hard not to put her into situations where she has to extra pretend #but i have another friend (who is an absolute DOLL) who likes to say nice things about me TO THE PERSON WHO DOESN'T LIKE ME #and i'm just out here silently BEGGING my doll of a friend to stop inflicting psychic dmg on the one who doesn't like me #because again: the one who doesn't like me? absolutely a doll herself doing her best to keep the group dynamics intact and being nice #but i am begging the one who likes me: STOP MAKING THE ONE WHO DOESN'T PRETEND TO AGREE I'M GR8 THIS IS PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE BABE #mine #(i don't THINK the one who likes me KNOWS but it's at the point where i am concerned she does & is doing it for me. and i don't want that.#literally just let her not like me!!! it's fine!!! she's already having to pretend!! just leave her alone!!! lmaooooo sigh)#(silly humans with our complex group dynamics at play)

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flammelikeshookdust · 11 months ago

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The face of a man who didn't expect his gf to be into that sort of things, but who's trying to keep an open mind.

#i wanted this to be silly but honestly i think that #1. his first reaction would probably be to assume that she's asking that only because the sight of the bare scar grosses her out too much #(definitely not projecting my own insecurities onto this guy again haha)#and 2. even if she managed to convince him she's legit into this and they'd give it a try he'd be too afraid to actually hurt her #to really enjoy the experience #maybe some part of him would also be afraid that he might actually like this #i could say more about the suject but let's just keep it at 'this probably wouldn't work out very well'#idk why i'm overthinking this this was supposed to be just a silly comic about my blorbos 😓#hookdust #my art #the pirate fairy #zarina #james hook #captain hook

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ratwars · 4 months ago

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End of an era. I donated my instruments today.

#after years of trying to make myself enjoy bass and pick up playing guitar.#i have accepted i just don't enjoy them. and that is okay. i have tried so many times #since having lessons in middle school. and picking it up. and putting it down. and picking it up. and putting it down.#because my whole life i thought “i need a hobby” but it isn't like i ever really tried anything else. so i thought i could just pick and #make it happen.#had nothing to do with skill that was the other part that i think caused me grief. thinking i “should” enjoy this #i have an aptitude for it. i love music. i love the sound. i'm gifted with good rhythm sense. there is no reason i shouldn't enjoy it #but then i realized outside of personal things i have an aptitude for a lot of things like when it comes to work and my education #and i freely accept that i don't enjoy many of those things either even though i'm good at them #so yeah. good riddance. if i ever get the urge to play something again i will let myself get something small cheap and silly.#like a ukulele #or some shit. but i bet i don't. i have released myself from the chains of string instruments. plus i have actual hobbies now that #i do enjoy #and things i want to try as well not just out of “idk what to do i guess i should do this”#-pers

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irritablepoe · 1 year ago

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Why can't I have friends that want to talk to me?🥲

#like it doesn't have to all the time obv just. yk. genuine.#johnny's silly rambles #i feel like they're tip-toeing around me when i just want to *talk*#everything is better than them being idk. scared?#it feels like they're scared and idk why #I may be distant but so are they #at least I'm trying to hold a conversation...#and i don't want to let them go like that #we've been friends for 6-14 years (depending on the friend) they are important to me!#but at this point it feels like I'm begging for their attention #and then i feel guilty bc of it #I don't want to be annoying #and i think they like me like in general. it's just like in school where everyone didn't know how to handle me #and they've turned into those people themselves over the years #I don't know what to do😭 i don't want to be entirely alone #vent #once again #help💀

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boxwinebaddie · 6 months ago

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an uncle nina check in <3

hi team! thanks for sticking around! i know my blog isn't always the most exciting and enriching place in the world in terms of content, but i am very /content/ to have you all here. <3333

i promise, oddly enough, i have A TON of inspiration and ideas for all my weird styles ( if you're curious about anything please lmk! i've been trying to flesh out my aus out lately ), i've just been in a major bummer depression era lately, so it's hard for me to get my asks done and i'm having a hard time committing to finishing my writing. :<

i think it's because of stress and my bipolar, but i am trying to get back on the horse! ( are we all laughing at the idea of me trying to get on a horse? i'd start crying help city girl fail moment for me ) yeehaw!

and while, unfortunately due to the instability ( fabulous legendary iconery ) of my pretty girl popstar personality, i do not know whether i will be answering almost no questions or one million, regardless of that, i just wanted to let you know, i'm still here, still kicking my feet, twirling my hair, cooking...i'm just really trying not to force myself to put out anything i don't like...and only do what makes me truly happy.

however, nothing, my dear sweet e-darlings...

makes me happier than coming home to all of you. <333

so thank you for flooding even the darkest corners of my life with bright light, supporting my phantom fics and being wonderful,

uncle nina xx

#nina speaks #hi my loves #idk what the point of this was #i just know my blog is really inconsistent and i know i dont really post anything or anything that useful #but i wanted you to know that i love you very much and i still care a lot about all of you and all my content actually #which i have been fleshing out in notebooks and google docs i've been doing lots of world building and character study #so feel free to ask me something challenging about any part of my nina sp auniverse that interests u itll make my brain work #i've also been taking very silly but dilligent notes abt what ravesey style looks like for ter so if u want to laff at those u can #i just love taking notes on detail and understanding exactly what characters look like or what settings appear like idk #might be some experimental writing on here i like doing different mediums like i was being silly #and started writing a netflix trailer for rm haha i also have been doing weird personality tests and questionnaires #i've been trying to think very deeply about tkak and my tfbw styles if u have any questions there and am deep plotting rm #trying to be impactful while also keeping things fun and learning to enjoy myself again i suppose #so again thakn u for being here sorry its weird on here but thank u for supporting me as i learn and grow my sunshines #also ik i have a ton of asks and uve already asked me so many things so never feel inclined to message me #but i love hearing what ur curious about hopefully i can answer some stuff eventually but again im on a break #i'm here but i'm not this is a safe place we try and fail we have fun and promote style world domination thru my weird styles #ilysm i'm shutting up now i promise i'm still here i'm just trying to be healthy and happy esp rn when i am not emotionally well #gotta protect my peace and my vibe palace but im still here!#MWAH MWAH MWAAAAAH #really trying to heal my inner child or like the girl in me that liked to write silly stories and create crazy things #weird hcs big dramatic plots silly stuff...i want to honor that girl because she was happy and free and had fun #and i want to do that again so lets have fun guys #no judgement no seriousness just good vibes and good reads #welcome to the uncle nina learns to laugh again arc #i hope you enjoy it

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elizabeth-mitchells · 1 year ago

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going to war to watch the Barbie movie was SO WORTH IT ACTUALLY 🩷🩷🩷🩷

#I HAD SO MUCH FUN I'M LITERALLY SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!#i seriously had to fight for my life. i waited a week for my cousins. we couldn't get tickts. i waited another week. none of them wanted to #try again. i went with cousins i never hang out with. they were so nice and they paid for my ticket and we bought the barbie promo thing!!#big popcorn! this cool chocolate i love that comes with a pink wrapper!!! and a barbie cup thing that i got to keep!!!!!!#and it's all so silly but god i feel like nothing ever reaches this country let alone this small city but #i get to feel part of a fun silly trend for once!!!! i wore a pink tshirt and i've been wearing this pink nail polish for three weeks hsgjd #BUT ANYWAY THOUGHTS #idk if it's as groundbreaking and judging by the critics i thought it would be more... more and it was definitely too much ken for my likin #but you know i always prefer to focus on the things i loved! it is what it is and I LOVED WHAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!#IT SO MUCH FUN AND I LOVE WOMEN SO MUCH AND MARGOT ROBBIE IS PERFECT AND GLORIA IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AND IT'S JUST SOOOOOO <33333 #I TEARED UP THREE TIMES WHEN SHE CALLED THE OLD LADY BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE HAD THE GLORIA VISION AND BEFORE TURNING HUMAN WITH THE OLD LADY #THE SONGS ARE FUN I LOVED THE CHASE SCENE SO MUCH??????#i'll never stop laughing at the fascist joke and the margot robbie joke and and and #gloria's husband doesn't exist. i love happy endings <3

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sysig · 9 months ago

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Starting out, things going Exactly to plan, as expected (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #And implied Captain from offscreen lol #Hghhh I am Really considering a tag to differentiate at least because I am 💕💖💞💗#Things I am normal about: He. Him. Himst. Themst. Them'll.#I'm love!! All of the above!#It's so fun! And distressing hehe ♪#For the earlier sections tho it's fairly light and silly all things considered :) ZEX acclimating to Max's body and being so excited hehe #He's so flippin' cute agh - trying just a little too hard to extend those offers for peace and understanding and communication!#Please be comforted by my very wide smile! I know it is a friendly gesture! He's adorable ♥#But then when he just lets the now-human parts of him take over and naturally goes along with the instincts hhghh <3 <3 #His natural smiles are everything to me 💕#Double helps that it's Max's cute face smiling as well I am double-endeared haha #Poor lad has visibly aged just from ZEX being in there - but in his case he's de-aged :0 So odd to be so young again #The whole experience is alien of course haha #I've been wanting to doodle ZEX first waking up at the estate for a while now and having Dexter touch him lightly #His very first contact in a human body! All thoughts of planning or trying to figure out what happened thrown right out the window lol #''What is happening right now?? :D'' haha #He's so sensitive! New mind in an established body ♪ It's interesting :3c #And then of course where he ends up - haven't gotten there yet (probably not even close haha) but to see where the trajectory ends...#Or at least one version of it haha #Poor dear ♥#The bandage turned out a bit stiff there hmm :P Of all the things I'd want to redraw ''Bandage Expression'' was not my first guess haha

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nervocat · 5 months ago

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man.

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here #so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately #I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so #but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go #I never thought I'd have to like #witness it #Idk #I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk #I (try to — my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn #might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so #I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now #sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on #not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't #be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days #It's tiring atp #I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can #anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more #sorry for venting again 🫡🫡

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daz4i · 10 months ago

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this is a completely harmless thing but it is my pet peeve mostly bc it is a topic i know a lot about. anyway. so. you know i love angel/demon aus. and when i make my own, i just make up my own rules, barely touch any actual lore. and i know lore!!! angels (and jewish mythology as a whole) used to be my special interest not long ago, and i actually picked up research about it again lately, so i know i'm well informed on the topic, but i usually don't really wanna deal with canon stuff when it comes to fun aus. HOWEVER sometimes. i will read a fic that IS trying to be canonically accurate (to the bible, i mean) and is just a little bit Off and i cannot begin to explain how much this little bit pisses me off. please i can tell you're trying to put in effort here if you wanna stick to canon lore why not fully commit to it please-

also don't even get me started on shit like "seraphims" i'm removing english speakers' rights until they put minimal effort into using words in other languages right

#(seraphim is already plural. seraph is singular. one angel can't be seraphim on its own)#(also no one knows what seraphim actually are 😭 ''biblically accurate angels'' jokes are so annoying to me you don't understand.)#i have ranted about this before and i will rant about it again 🖤 said recent research i'm doing reminded me of it #but again let me stress this is completely harmless. i just have a short fuse over silly shit. you know how it is #so like if you're doing stuff like that don't let my annoyance stop you. just have fun #(and if you want you can send me questions to help flesh things out in a more accurate way. i'll try my best to help how i can)#(sometimes it's just a matter of sources in english having incorrect information tbh lol)

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ereborne · 1 year ago

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Song of the Day: December 1. Starting this again! It has been years

"Soap" by the Oh Hellos

#song of the day #I used to use these posts as a sort of daily babbling opportunity and I'm gonna give that a shot again #I'm awful at journaling (for all that I'll tell a story about my day at the drop of a hat I just can't seem to write it down for me)#but a good few of the dumb little articles I've found in my desperate searching for insomnia aids have recommended journals #sleep or otherwise #and I do think it helped me keep track of days/times/general impressions of how I was feeling back when I did this before #so I'm gonna try it again!#if y'all'd like a more specific blockable tag just let me know #anyway I love this song and I was thinking a silly thing earlier and it started autoplaying in my head and I was like /perfect/#silly concept aside the song itself is a delight. a great sound very fun to sing and clever lyrics #'a rudimentary lye; some kind of miraculous bind'#and I'm just sentimental/superstitious enough to be happy starting this frantic attempt to train my brain into sleeping again #with a song that ends with 'it's gonna hurt like hell / but we're going to be well / I'll give you my best shot'

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keeps-ache · 1 year ago

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trying to write, i want to write but the only place i have with dark mode is my computer's notepad and i can't access those files from anywhere else. augh

#just me hi #girl help my Eyeyessseses hbfvhs #i keep getting told 'use google docs' it Hurts My Eyeballs !!! let me change the funkin website theme !!!#plus when i'm writing at night i don't want the whole world knowing what's up bc i have the equivalent of a lighthouse beacon telling every #one 'HEY. THIS THING'S AWAKE !!' lol :^#i'd use google keep bc it feels. friendlier ? but also the clutter behind the note i'm writing in is making me anxious + distracting me. so #hvfbhs #this is such a silly problem but i'm running in circles just trying to rewrite p.space for the... i think eighth or ninth time now Lolll #i wanted to try wattpad again but i like not having my eyes hurt. and i'm trying to plan ahead bc i want to have a place i can write in #Consistently. ya know ?#sigh. sogh. saigh. sygh #oh and also wattpad feels too cluttered. there's something about having the writing space take up the Whole Entire Screen that doesn't #groove with my brain right. so !#this is just me being very picky for no good reason lolll :)#'just minimize the tab then' but that is still wrong bc the writing space is taking up the Entire Tab now !!#/anyway i just remembered rn why i don't explain why i'm actually having issues with things HFBVSH #it's really specific. and really vibe-based. and it's like being in the middle of a field and not being able to explain what is so wrong ab #being in the empty‚ cold‚ deadly-quiet but also piercing-loud field forever and ever and ever #do you know what i mean ??#//ANYWAY. back to whatever this problem is Lolll :3

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violetsareblue-selfships · 1 year ago

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hi so i made a discord if any mutuals wanna add me~

#i've never used it before but i wanna talk to people so~#april rambles #posting this & then immediately going to bed lol #i'll reblog it again in the morning it's fine #& my (social?) anxiety is silly and won't let me post it during the day so i'm trying to outwit it here hehe

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soleadita · 2 years ago

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me: makes a silly little teen wolf post on my silly little tiny blog

rabid sc*tt stans i literally have never crossed paths with ever in my entire life: derek hale is the devil incarnate, actually, and here’s why

#might delete this later im just so ??? and needed to vent #like. i understand it’s the public internet but why are you adding comments to a post and arguing with a fucking stranger?#u don’t know me i don’t know u it’s fucking rude???#JUST. KEEP. SCROLLING.#i'm just sitting here trying to figure out what i did wrong. is it bc i tagged him? is it bc i didn't censor his name IN the post?#do these people just live in the sc*tt tag and argue with everyone who dares to breathe there?#i should’ve known better but it’s 2023 i thought we were fucking over this #and like. i'm also not AGAINST HIM? as a general rule i just think all the characters are a little silly and. that's all i was saying?#the only teen wolf adjacent person you're gonna see me actively disparaging is jeff fucking davis like. COME. ON.#it’s not that big of a deal ig bc block button <3 but i keep getting jumpscared seeing derek slander on my own post :(#btw this is NOT about bestiemutuals lovingly roasting derek in the tags bc lets be real he deserves that <3 #leo.txt #anti scott mccall #(<- again not ACTUALLY but like. just to ward off Those People i guess)

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icharchivist · 2 years ago

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Chikage’s 3rd flair (the usual fanservice minichat one) has him talk about how the Spring troupe is trying to get information out of him, and yet that way he learns more about them and he enjoys getting to know more abut them, and then he turns to Izumi like “do you want to hear more about me? okay. lean me your ear” and then he gets EXTREMELY CLOSE TO THE CAMERA TO REALLY TRANSLATE THAT HE IS WHISPERING DIRECTLY TO HER EAR

and it’s to say how he prefers to eat his curry. he’s CLOWNING ME.

and then he ends up being all teasy because :) yeah it’s still learning about me! and it’s implied Izumi gets pouty because he replies something that a friend of mine translated "Well, there's no need to know in hurry. We'll be getting along for a long time, right?” but google translate translated the “getting along” part as “we’ll be in a long relationship after all”

and i’m

i’m having a moment.