#i'm just. lmao. oh well.
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edit (10/23/2024) now that the poll is over: Original version, with 10 questions, from April 2023 here
And, given that the original is from April 2023, that means I can very easily say:
No, this was not an ISAT reference!
Just because I use parentheses and 2nd person pov and love the same concepts of what a time loop can do to a person doesn't mean it's ISAT
(Yes, I like ISAT, the original poll is why I was recommended the game! But if you look at the original, you can see all the origins of the options to choose from, including what spurred me on with the moss option from the replies)
If I were going to make something for ISAT, I would never be so vague, you can simply look at my ao3 for proof of that
#egg speaks#writing#polls#my writing#egg writes#my polls#poetry#time loops#listen I want to run this again#time loop poll#<- check that tag on my blog for the original 10 option version lmao#unreality#you know I didn't think I'd get fed up with people making isat jokes about this#I thought it'd be like oh hey neat same hat#we both like the same game#but people keep going “oh this is JUST an ISAT reference”#as if it's not a genuine work of creativity I did myself. it feels a bit devaluing#“op you played isat” yes but that came after the original!!!!!#I KNOW it's not meant like that but I want people to engage in my work as its own thing. you can make jokes about similar media!!!#but this is it's own thing!!!!#I want people to like it for what it is. I want people to enjoy it outside of other media. I want it to stand on its own#I'm flattered someone said it was good enough that they think it could be narration from the game and read just as well!!!!#but like. idk. all the other medias popping up (pmmm. orv. higurashi. etc) aren't people calling it a /reference/#if I wanted it to be an ISAT reference I would have tagged it originally. I would have targeted it toward ISAT fans more intentionally.#I love fanworks but this was an ode to time loops alone. I wanted people to think. to have to CHOOSE. I wanted PARTICIPATION#time loops as a narrative and as horror and as a group activity via polls on tumblr. also s/o to the person who said 40 hr work week so tru
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So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.
Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.
Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:
What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?
What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?
And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?
Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"
Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."
Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"
It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.
Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.
#It's such a funny situation to imagine as well#Dazai doing the most out of pocket shit and Chuuya being like “It's okay. I'm here.”#and everyone else going like: ?????#I'd like for everyone to imagine weird Dazai quirks and how they relate to his true feelings#maybe even take moments from the manga that would be so cool#imagine the out of pocket things he does had just been him processing his feelings this entire time??#and there was no Chuuya to tell us#I mean seeing Dazai roll around with any ADA member would have made that a “haha quirky Dazai moment”#Instead of. Oh. He's *actually* worried.#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd hcs#bsd headcannons#bsd analysis#J's post#J's writing ✍🏽#Edit: as one tag said I just described autism lmao
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Merry Christmas :>
#shadowzelach#bg3#baldur's gate 3#sharlach#karzel#karheart#shadowlach#shadowzel#shadowheart#karlach#lae'zel#artists on tumblr#Just realized I missed a thing on laezel lmao#Whoops#Oh well I'm already on a plane to Toronto
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For the record, I did figure that out a long time ago, it just gets funnier the more time passes
#My art#This was supposed to be a humble text-only shitpost on side but I convinced myself it'd be funnier if I drew it#I'm not sure it's actually funnier but oh well it's done already#Needed an easy shitpost to draw so here you go#Also yes yes I know most people get over the innitial discomfort and learn to love their bodies etc the documentary wasn't really lying#This silly little shitpost is about my personal feelings and not a universally true and factual statement about the human experience#Legit can't remember the actual documentary anymore so I can't tell if this is my memory just being faulty and making shit up or not#But I got the feeling the lady from the interview was like. Telling herself that. Like. Are you sure? Honey are you sure you're happy? Fr?#EDIT: Changed the second last panel because I was so annoyed with how I had put the emphasis on the wrong word lmao
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A redraw of this post I made a couple months after Bloodmoon had first died lol
Fun fact!! The flowers shown here—Lycoris Radiata, Higabana, Hurricane Lily, Spider Lily, etc etc—are associated with death, grief, painful memories, and sometimes reincarnation! They're my favorites <3
#xero creations#I RLLY RLLY WISH I HAD A SPEEDPAINT FOR THIS DRAWING TOO BUT I MADE A BLUNDER AND JUST. AUGH#i now know to just. trust the CSP timelapse feature and not like.#try to make the 'cool guy speedpaint' and record my screen for over 3 hours n fill up my storage 😭#ALAS. ALAS!!!! it leaves a deep agony in my soul but OH WELL i'm still wildly proud of this LMAO#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams bloodmoon#bloodmoon sams#tsams bloodmoon#bloodmoon tsams#fnaf bloodmoon#bloodmoon fnaf#dcamv#< its. technically tsams? but BM has kinda breached containment so i feel like its fair 2 tag it as such ahsjahdj
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another bonus content thing:
The throwaway line from Wymack that is basically him just calling Andrew out in his head for thinking Kevin is hot lmao.
#my posts#I've seen no one talk about it and I don't know why#like Nicky really was just like “oh just bat your pretty eyelashes and you won't have to worry bout anyone :)”#and Wymack really was just like “well if neither of them have figured out that works on andrew too I'm not gonna fuckin say anything....”#what an icon lmao#rc extras#aftg#david wymack#kandrew#kevin day#andrew minyard
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the prettiest smile on earth. | 🍊 | for → @sopekooks ↳ suchwita episodes #1 and #2
#btshoneyhive#dailybts#purplearmynet#boongietrack#annietrack#userjeonjcngkook#trackofthesoul#heyryen#shirleytothesea#usersky#tusermanny#yoonkookclub#dailydaegu#cyphernet#tusercait#tusercelia#flytomyroom#myg#suchwita#my+gifs#i am not a fan of the colorings i used here tbh T_T esp the ones of the 2nd episode#and it's the same psd too lol#(and i just now realized this but the watermarks of each episode are in different positions oh my god#well it's nearly midnight here and i need to sleep lmao)#anyway crystal hi! i tried to find all of the moments of yoongi smiling and laughing in the 2 episodes of suchwita#and compile them for you <3#i hope it makes you happy! ^^#and also late happy new years! i'm praying that 2023 treats you well!
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science team-tober day 3: cascade
prompt list | science team-tober sideblog
#hlvrai#scienceteamtober#gordon feetman#he just needs a little lie down.#potionbarrel#blood#tw blood#not much but just bein safe#oops. meant to schedule this and ended up hitting post. oh well.#i'm not gonna delete it LMAO#it's technically the 3rd anyway it checks out
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their autism clashes so hard (so do their traumas <3)
#if u want context I'll give it lol#fs#four swords#blue link#vio link#they're so cute#it was greens idea#red just took the photo!#<3 <3 <3#four swords manga#fs art#my art#four swords art#fs vio#fs blue#aren't they precious ?#(one of them has bitten the other)#who did it? who knows but shadow was ecstatic#someone may have thrown a dictionary at the other 2 “teach them a lesson since all the reading they did apparently wasn't helping!”#<3#they ended up with blue and purple bruises all over<3#oh we love accidentally triggering each other and vio throwing the first punch and getting into a genuine real fight after weeks of passive#aggression and building discontempt!#I love them ur honor#dw they make up <3#in the most stupid way possible <3#why'd they get into the figith?#well I'm gonna be real I have a whole thing with dialogue and trauma lmao but i need to actually organize it to post:')#more like a storytelling thing than a fanfic thing#probably later tonight I'll start posting since I'm a bit busy
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wanted to try my hand at a fake screenshot thing with a scene from one of the bttf fics of all time, Time Is a Flat Circle by @fourth-dimensional-thinker! i set in to draw only the "little canary" line but. as you can tell. my hand slipped and fell down a 6 story building
if you haven't read it already please check it out PLEASEEE it's very good. i read the whole thing in basically one sitting. the vibes are perfect for the spooky season too!
versions without the filter/subtitles under the cut:
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#dear fic author i hope this is not too terribly off from what you pictured in your head#and that you like it :D#listen guys when i say my hand slipped it slipped BIG TIME. like this was not even supposed to be shaded that just happened#as well as the 6 other frames but i digress#i fought tooth and nail for these colors it was crazy out there. still not exactly the ones i pictured in my head unfortunately but it stil#looks baller so i'm pretty happy :D#the Ys on his hand in the fic is on his palms but since they were facing away from the “camera” i put them on the back of his hands also#bc i just really wanted to draw them hahaha#the hardest bit to draw out of all of these was surprisingly doc's nose LMAO. i guarantee you it is not even the right shape. oh well!#second hardest was moving marty's arm in the second frame ever so slightly. layer hell i tell you#this isn't even the only drawing idea i had for this fic i have like two more#but best to get to some other fic scene ideas before coming back to this one!#the fake screenshot thing is really fun i'm going to do it again#super time consuming. but really fun#kit does an art#kit read a fic and is making it your problem#tumblr took the quality and shot it out back i'm so sad
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He can’t help but feel the shame overwhelm him. It’s bad enough that he’s having impure thoughts about his brother—it’s an entirely different problem to be fantasizing about being rough with him. Besides, Stanley has been through so much in his life. He doesn’t deserve treatment like that. He’s somewhat aware that when he had brought it up hours before, Stan seemed interested, but…what if that reaction wasn’t sincere? After all, Ford had hurt Stanley in numerous ways. He didn’t want to add one more to the list. “...it was just the heat of the moment,” Ford settles on, not meeting Stan’s eyes. “And here I was, about to make ya do good on your promise.” What?
a second sixerstanley stancest fic has hit, i repeat another sixerstanley fic has hit the fandom
Sequel to my fic Tough as Nails! Rated Explicit, I hope you enjoy!
#stancest#my fic writing#honestly i feel eh about this but oh well i think I'm just overthinking LMAO
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Bad: [Trying to lasso Pac for a bungee trick] Oh hey, Pac! Hey, what's going on?
Pac: Hi! Oh, I'm doing just great, how about you guys? Richarlyson told me you guys have something to show– [Gasps] Hi Chayanne! Hi Tallulah!
Bad: Pac, can you stand right here?
[Pac gets distracted by Etoiles and accidentally steps on the elevator]
Richarlyson: tio bad, dad pac is the most precious brazilian, be very careful with your doings
Bad: Oh, ok. [Proceeds to ignore Richas' warning] Hey Pac– stand over here for a second.
#Richarlyson#Pactw#QSMP#Badboyhalo#Etoiles#Mikethelink#Mike#Pac#Bad#BBH#September 4 2023#THE WAY MY HEART JUST *MELTED* INTO A PUDDLE HEARING THIS#You could hear Bad in Pac's POV saying ''dad pac is the most precious brazilian''#and I ZOOMED to open the VOD spreadsheet list to pull up Bad's VOD#This is the sweetest thing ever bro I'm crying 😭😭😭#You're so right Richas Pac IS the most precious Brazilian 😭😭😭#Well Richas and Pac are both precious but in different ways#(They are also both Certified Bastards)#lmao#I love that Bad just totally ignored Richas' warning pftt#but agh do you notice how before Pac can read the signs Richarlyson hurriedly breaks them?#Oh my heart#Edit: Aint no way it took over half a day for this thing to post wtf
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*by this I just mean those who currently are or have previously been in LAIOS' adventuring party, not your favorite OVERALL character! please feel free to put your favorite of all time in the tags! also I'm keeping the poll sp*iler free for those who just wanna watch the anime so I KNOW I've missed party members!
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#marcille donato#senshi of izganda#chilchuck tims#laios dungeon meshi#marcille dungeon meshi#senshi dungeon meshi#chilchuck dungeon meshi#think for ME rn it's chilchuck I just think he's so fucking funny but thats absolutely viable to change as I watch the anime cuz#I think when we get to senshis backstory I'm gonna scream and cry and throw up#EDIT: JUST REALIZED I MADE THE POLL LAST A DAY ONLY 😭😭😭😭#oh well I might remake it once the anime is further in#like of course the anime onlys are gonna disproportionately vote for chilchuck- he just had a whole episode about him LMAO#CORRECT choice obviously but let's let em cook
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Disco Elysium/Hot Fuzz redraw.
Probably the first of multiple ones.
#de hell thoughts#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harrier du bois#harry du bois#don't you just love when multiple especial interest mix with each other#hot fuzz#maybe?#no color cause I'm lazy#disco elysium memes#i just realized the text isnt centered on some images lmao#thats gonna haunt me on my sleep#oh well#ezra draws#meme redraw#scene redraw
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Kay but also? 👀👀👀 Do you think you'll ever share a screenshot of your TAV from bg3? Bc I truely enjoy all the unique characters ppl come out with, names backgrounds, everything?
This is such a boring answer, but my Tav is literally just me 😭
I know a big component of DnD is to play as a made-up character, but since there's a bunch of options for customization in the game, I wanted to see if I could make a character that looks like me and I got surprisingly close!
Fittingly, my plan was also to play my first run as if I had been isekai'd into Faerûn, and pick the dialog options that were closest to what I would have said myself if I had been in those situations
But anyways, super sweet of you to ask, I'm really sorry for the boring answer though 😅
#I'm probably gonna make a drow character down the line when I decide to do an evil run#but yeah' playing as myself and having the companions tell me I'm pretty never fails to give me insane whiplash#and it is a little jarring sometimes to see tav in cutscenes or in the background of some of my astarion screenshots#I'm like “oh-” every single time lmao' like damn' that character looks like me#knowing damn well that's the whole point LMAOO#anyways anyways' thank you once again for asking' I wish I could have shown you a cooler character#-but I'm unfortunately just working with whatever few assets the gods gave me (astarion reference 😉 wink wink)
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